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制度與會談錄 第 1 章 第 32/44 段

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1:1254
neque uos moueat aut ab imitatione diuertat ac retrahat, etiamsi uobis ad praesens alicuius rei uel facti ratio uel causa non liqueat, quia eos, qui bene de cunctis ac simpliciter sentiunt et uniuersa quae a senioribus tradi geriue perspexerint fideliter imitari magis quam discutere student, per operis experientiam etiam scientia rerum omnium subsequetur.
「即使目前某事或某行為的理由或緣故對你們並不明朗,也不要讓它動搖你們,或使你們偏離、退縮而不去效法;因為對那些對萬事存著良善、單純之念,並竭力忠實效法、而非審究他們所見長者所傳授、所行之一切的人,萬事的知識也必藉著工夫的經驗隨之而來。」
'And let it not move you, nor divert and draw you back from imitation, even if for the present the reason or cause of some matter or deed is not clear to you; because to those who think well and simply of all things, and who study to imitate faithfully rather than to scrutinize all that they shall have perceived to be handed down or done by the elders, the knowledge of all things will also follow through the experience of the work.'
1:1255
ceterum numquam rationem ueritatis intrabit, quisquis a discussione coeperit erudiri, quia uidens eum inimicus suo potius quam patrum iudicio confidentem facile in id usque propellet, ut etiam illa quae maxime utilia atque saluberrima sunt superflua ei uideantur ac noxia, atque ita praesumptioni eius callidus hostis inludet, ut inrationabilibus definitionibus suis pertinaciter inhaerendo hoc solummodo sibi sanctum esse persuadeat, quod rectum atque iustissimum suae tantum obstinationis errore censuerit. Quamobrem ordo atque principium professionis nostrae quemadmodum uel unde descenderit, primum debetis agnoscere.
「但凡開始藉審究受教的人,永遠不會進入真理的道理;因為那仇敵見他倚仗自己的判斷過於教父的判斷,便會輕易把他驅趕到這地步:連那些最有益、最有裨益的事,在他看來也顯得多餘而有害;如此,那狡猾的仇敵便會這樣戲弄他的自負,以致他頑固地固守自己不合理的決定,說服自己:唯有他單憑自己固執之錯誤所判定為正確、至為公義的事才是聖潔的。所以你們當先認識我們志業的次第與起源是如何、從何而來。」
'But whoever begins to be instructed by scrutiny will never enter into the reason of truth; because the enemy, seeing him trusting rather to his own judgement than to that of the fathers, will easily drive him even to this point, that even those things which are most useful and most wholesome may seem to him superfluous and harmful; and thus the cunning foe will so delude his presumption that, by clinging stubbornly to his own unreasonable determinations, he persuades himself that this alone is holy which he has judged right and most just by the error of his own obstinacy only. Wherefore you ought first to learn how and whence the order and origin of our profession has descended.'
1:1256
tunc etenim poterit quis desideratae artis efficacius adsequi disciplinam et ad exercendam eam ardentius incitari, cum auctorum ac fundatorum eius agnouerit dignitatem. tria sunt in Aegypto genera monachorum, quorum duo sunt optima, tertium tepidum atque omnimodis euitandum. primum est coenobiotarum, qui scilicet in congregatione pariter consistentes unius senioris iudicio gubernantur: cuius generis maximus numerus monachorum per uniuersam Aegyptum commoratur. secundum anacboretarum , qui prius in coenobiis instituti iamque in actuali conuersatione perfecti solitudinis elegere secreta: cuius professionis nos quoque optamus esse participes. tertium reprehensibile Sarabaitarum est.
「因為當一個人認識了一門技藝的創始者與奠基者的尊貴時,他便能更有效地掌握他所渴望之技藝的規範,也更熱切地被激勵去操練它。埃及有三種修士,其中兩種是卓越的,第三種是不冷不熱、無論如何都當躲避的。第一種是群居修士,即那些共同同住、受一位長者判斷所治理的人:這一種修士在全埃及數目最多。第二種是獨修者,他們先在群居院受訓、如今在積極的生活方式上臻於成全,遂揀選了曠野幽僻之處:這種志業,也是我們渴望有分的。第三種、那該受責備的,是薩拉巴依塔人。」
'For then can one more effectually attain the discipline of the art he has desired, and be more ardently incited to practise it, when he has come to know the dignity of its authors and founders. There are in Egypt three kinds of monks, of which two are excellent, the third lukewarm and by all means to be avoided. The first is that of the cenobites, who, namely, dwelling together in common, are governed by the judgement of one elder: of which kind the greatest number of monks resides throughout all Egypt. The second is that of the anchorites, who, first trained in the cenobia and now perfected in the active manner of life, have chosen the secret places of solitude: of which profession we too desire to be partakers. The third, the reprehensible one, is that of the Sarabaites.'
1:1257
de quibus singillatim per ordinem plenius disseremus. harum igitur trium professionum ut diximus fundatores primum debetis agnoscere. nam profecto ex hoc ipso uel odium professionis illius nasci poterit quae uitanda est uel eius desiderium quae sequenda, quia necesse est unamquamque uiam ad illum finem suum pertrahere sectatorem, ad quem auctor ipsius inuentorque peruenit. Itaque coenobiotarum disciplina a tempore praedicationis apostolicae sumpsit exordium. nam talis extitit in Hierosolymis omnis illa credentium multitudo, quae in Actibus apostolorum ita describitur:
「關於這些人,我們將逐一按次序更充分地論述。因此,正如我們所說,你們當先認識這三種志業的創立者。因為確實,從這一點便可生出:或是對那當躲避之志業的憎惡,或是對那當追隨之志業的渴慕;因為每一條道路都必然把它的追隨者引向其創始者、發明者所到達的那同一結局。於是,群居修士的規範是從宗徒宣講的時代開始的。因為在耶路撒冷,凡那一切信眾都是如此,宗徒大事錄中這樣描述說:」
'Concerning these we shall discourse more fully, one by one, in order. Of these three professions, therefore, as we have said, you ought first to know the founders. For assuredly from this very thing there may be born either hatred of that profession which is to be avoided, or desire of that which is to be followed; because it is necessary that each way should draw its follower to that same end at which its author and inventor arrived. And so the discipline of the cenobites took its beginning from the time of the apostolic preaching. For such was, in Jerusalem, all that multitude of believers which is thus described in the Acts of the Apostles:'
1:1258
multitudinis autem credentium erat cor et anima una, nec quisquam eorum quae possidebat aliquid suum esse dicebat, sed erant illis omnia communia. possessiones et substantias uendebant, et diuidebant ea omnibus prout cuique opus erat. et iterum: neque enim quisquam egens erat inter illos: quotquot enimpossessores agrorum aut domorum erant, uendentes adferebant pretia eorum quae uendebant et ponebant ante pedes apostolorum: diuidebatur autem singulis prout cuique opus erat. talis, inquam, erat tunc omnis ecclesia, quales nunc perpaucos in coenobiis inuenire difficile est.
「當時信眾都是一心一意,沒有一個人說他所擁有的有什麼是自己的,反而一切都歸他們公用。他們變賣自己的產業和財物,照各人所需分給眾人。」又說:「他們中間沒有一個貧乏的,因為凡有田地房屋的,都變賣了,把所賣得的價錢帶來,放在宗徒腳前,照各人所需分給每一個人。」我說,當時整個教會就是這樣;如今就連在群居院中,也難以尋見這樣的極少數人。
'Now the multitude of believers had one heart and one soul, nor did any of them say that anything of what he possessed was his own, but all things were common to them. They sold their possessions and goods, and divided them to all, according as every one had need.' And again: 'For neither was there anyone needy among them; for as many as were owners of lands or houses sold them and brought the prices of the things they sold, and laid them before the feet of the apostles; and distribution was made to every one according as each had need.' Such, I say, was then the whole Church, of which sort it is now difficult to find even a very few in the cenobia.
1:1259
sed cum apostolorum excessu tepescere coepisset credentium multitudo, ea uel maxime quae ad fidem Christi de alienigenis ac diuersis gentibus confluebat, a quibus apostoli pro ipsis fidei rudimentis et inueterata.
但當使徒們離世之後,信眾的群體便開始冷淡下來,尤其是那從外邦與各族匯集而來歸信基督的群體;由於他們信德尚屬初階、又深染異教的積習,使徒對他們別無他求。
But when, after the passing of the Apostles, the multitude of believers began to grow lukewarm, and especially that part which flowed together to the faith of Christ from foreign and various nations, from whom the Apostles, in view of the very rudiments of their faith and their inveterate custom of heathenism, demanded nothing further.
1:1260
gentilitatis consuetudine nihil amplius expetebant nisi ut ab inmolaticiis idolorum et fornicatione et suffocatis et sanguine temperarent, atque ista libertas quae gentibus propter infirmitatem primae credulitatis indulta est etiam illius ecclesiae perfectionem quae Hierosolymis consistebat paulatim contaminare coepisset, et crescente cotidie uel indigenarum numero uel aduenarum primae illius fidei refrigesceret feruor, non solum hi qui ad fidem Christi confluxerant, uerum etiam illi qui erant ecclesiae principes ab illa districtione laxati sunt.
只要他們禁戒祭偶像之物、姦淫、勒死的牲畜和血。這種因初信軟弱而准予外邦人的自由,漸漸地竟開始玷污那設立於耶路撒冷之教會的完全;隨著本地人與外來者的人數日益增多,那最初信德的熱忱便逐漸冷淡,不僅那些匯集歸信基督的人放鬆了那份嚴謹,連教會的領袖們也是如此。
than that they should abstain from things sacrificed to idols, from fornication, from what is strangled, and from blood. And when this liberty, which had been granted to the Gentiles on account of the weakness of their first belief, began little by little to corrupt even the perfection of that Church which was established at Jerusalem, and as the number both of natives and of newcomers daily increased, the fervour of that first faith grew cold, not only did those who had flowed together to the faith of Christ relax from that strictness, but even those who were the leaders of the Church.
1:1261
nonnulli enim, existimantes id quod uidebant gentibus pro infirmitate concessum sibi etiam licitum, nihil se detrimenti perpeti crediderunt, si cum substantiis ac facultatibus suis fidem Christi confessionemque sequerentur. hi autem quibus adhuc apostolicus inerat feruor, memores illius pristinae perfectionis, discedentes a ciuitatibus suis illorumque consortio, qui sibi uel ecclesiae dei remissioris uitae neglegentiam licitam esse credebant, in locis suburbanis ac secretioribus conmanere et ea, quae ab apostolis per uniuersum corpus ecclesiae geoeraliter meminerant instituta, priuatim ac peculiariter exercere coeperunt:
有些人以為那因軟弱而准予外邦人的事,對自己也是合法的,便相信只要他們連同自己的家業與財產一同持守對基督的信與認信,就不會蒙受任何損失。但那些仍存有使徒熱忱的人,記念昔日的那份完全,就離開自己的城市,也離開那些認為自己或神的教會可以縱容較鬆散生活之疏懶的人的團體,開始住在城郊與較隱蔽之處,並私下、個別地實行那些他們記得是由使徒普遍設立於全教會身體之中的規範:
For some, thinking that what they saw conceded to the Gentiles on account of weakness was also lawful for themselves, believed that they suffered no loss if they followed the faith and confession of Christ together with their substance and possessions. But those in whom the apostolic fervour still remained, mindful of that former perfection, departed from their cities and from the company of those who deemed it lawful for themselves or for the Church of God to neglect a laxer manner of life; and they began to dwell in suburban and more secluded places, and to practise privately and individually those things which they remembered had been instituted by the Apostles generally throughout the whole body of the Church:
1:1262
atque ita coaluit ista quam diximus discipulorum qui se ab illorum contagio sequestrauerant disciplina. qui paulatim tempore procedente segregati a credentium turbis ab eo, quod a coniugiis abstinerent et a parentum se consortio mundique istius conuersatione secernerent, monachi siue μονἀςοντες a singularis ac solitariae uitae districtione nominati sunt. unde consequens fuit ut ex communione consortii coenobiotae cellaeque ac diuersoria eorum coenobia uocarentur. istud ergo solummodo fuit antiquissimum monachorum genus, quod non solum tempore, sed etiam gratia primum est quodque per annos plurimos inuiolabile usque ad abbatis Pauli uel Antoni durauit aetatem:
於是便形成了我們所說的那種門徒的規制,就是那些將自己與眾人的沾染隔絕出來的人。這些人隨著時日推移,漸漸地與信眾的群眾分別出來,因為他們禁絕婚姻,與親屬的交往、與這世界的生活方式割斷,便被稱為「僧」(monachi)或「獨居者」(monazontes),取名於其單一而孤獨生活的嚴謹。由此便有了,因這共同生活的團契,他們被稱為「共住者」(cenobitae),其居室與住所則被稱為「共住院」(cenobia)。這便是最古老的一類僧侶,它不僅在時間上、也在恩典上居首,並歷經多年保持純全,直到帕烏羅與安東尼院父的時代:
And thus grew up that discipline which we have spoken of, of the disciples who had separated themselves from the contagion of those others. These, as time went on, being little by little set apart from the crowds of believers—because they abstained from marriage and cut themselves off from the fellowship of their kindred and from the ways of this world—were called monks or monazontes from the strictness of their single and solitary life. Whence it followed that, from the fellowship of their common life, they were called cenobites, and their cells and dwellings were called cenobia. This, then, was the most ancient kind of monks, which is first not only in time but also in grace, and which for very many years remained inviolate down to the age of Abba Paul and Anthony:
1:1263
cuius etiam nunc adhuc in districtis coenobiis cernimus residere uestigia. De hoc perfectorum numero et ut ita dixerim fecundissima radice sanctorum etiam anachoretarum post haec flores fructusque prolati sunt. cuius professionis principes hos quos paulo ante commemorauimus, sanctum scilicet Paulum uel Antonium, nouimus extitisse: qui non ut quidam pusillanimitatis causa nec inpatientiae morbo, sed desiderio sublimioris profectus contemplationisque diuinae solitudinis secreta sectati sunt, licet eorum prior necessitatis obtentu, dum tempore persecutionis adfinium suorum deuitat insidias, heremum penetrasse dicatur.
如今我們仍在較嚴謹的共住院中看見它遺留的痕跡。從這一群完全人、也可說是從眾聖徒這最豐盛的根,此後也生出了隱修者(anchoritae)的花與果。這一志業的先驅,就是我們稍前提到的那些人,即聖帕烏羅與安東尼,我們知道他們曾興盛一時。這些人追尋孤寂之隱密,並非如某些人那樣出於膽怯,也非出於不耐的病症,而是出於對更崇高長進與神聖默觀的渴慕;儘管據說他們中先前的那一位,是藉必需之故,在逼迫之時躲避親屬的陰謀,才進入曠野的。
Whose traces we even now still see abiding in the stricter cenobia. From this number of the perfect, and from this most fruitful root, so to speak, of the saints, there were afterwards brought forth also the flowers and fruits of the anchorites. Of this profession the leaders were those whom we mentioned a little before, namely the holy Paul and Anthony, whom we know to have flourished: men who followed the secrets of the solitude not, as some do, from faint-heartedness or from the disease of impatience, but from the desire of a loftier advancement and of divine contemplation—though the former of them is said to have penetrated into the desert under the plea of necessity, while during the time of persecution he was avoiding the plots of his relatives.
1:1264
ita ergo processit ex illa qua diximus disciplina aliud perfectionis genus, cuius sectatores anachoretae id est secessores merito nuncupantur, eo quod nequaquam contenti hac uictoria, qua inter homines occultas insidias diaboli calcauerunt, aperto certamine ac manifesto conflictu daemonibus congredi cupientes uastos heremi recessus penetrare non timeant, ad imitationem scilicet Iohannis Baptistae, qui in heremo tota aetate permansit, Heliae quoque et Helisaei atque illorum de quibus apostolus ita memorat: circumierunt in melotis et in pellibus caprinis angustiati, adflicti, egentes, quibus dignus non erat mundus, in solitudinibus errantes et montibus et speluncis et in cauernis terrae.
如此,從我們所說的那規制中便產生了另一類的完全,其追隨者理當被稱為「隱修者」(anchoritae),意即退隱者;因為他們絕不滿足於這一場勝利,即他們在人群中踐踏了魔鬼隱藏的陷阱,反而渴望與眾鬼公開交戰、明面搏鬥,便不懼深入曠野廣袤的幽處——這正是效法施洗約翰,他一生都住在曠野,也效法以利亞、以利沙,以及那些使徒如此提到的人:他們披著綿羊山羊的皮,受窮乏、患難、苦害,本是世界不配有的人,在曠野、山嶺、山洞、地穴中飄流無定。
Thus, then, there proceeded from that discipline of which we spoke another kind of perfection, whose followers are rightly named anchorites, that is, those who withdraw; because, by no means content with this victory whereby they had trodden down the hidden snares of the devil among men, and desiring to engage the demons in open battle and manifest conflict, they do not fear to penetrate the vast recesses of the desert—in imitation, that is, of John the Baptist, who remained in the desert his whole life long, and of Elijah too and Elisha, and of those of whom the Apostle thus makes mention: they went about in sheepskins and in goatskins, being in want, afflicted, tormented, of whom the world was not worthy, wandering in deserts and mountains and caves and in the holes of the earth.
1:1265
de quibus etiam figuraliter dominus ad Iob: quis autem est qui dimisit onagrum liberum, et uincula eius resoluit? posui habitaculum eius desertum, et tabernacula eius salsuginem: inridens multitudinem ciuitatis, et querellam exactoris non audiens, considerabit montes pascuae suae, et post omne uiride quaerit. in Psalmis quoque: dicant nunc qui redempti sunt a domino, quos redemit de manu inimici, et post pauca: errauerunt in solitudine in inaquoso: uiam ciuitatis habitaculi non inuenerunt, esurientes, et sitientes: anima eorum in ipsis defecit et clamauerunt ad dominum cum tribularentur: et de necessitatibus eorum liberauit eos. qaos etiam Hieremias ita describit:
論到這些人,主也用象徵的話對約伯說:是誰放野驢出去得自由?是誰解開牠的繩索?我使曠野作牠的住處,使鹹地作牠的居所;牠嗤笑城內的喧嚷,不聽趕牲口者的吆喝;牠察看群山作為草場,尋找各樣青綠之物。詩篇中也說:願耶和華的贖民說這話,就是他從敵人手中所救贖的;又過幾句:他們在曠野無水之地飄流,尋不見可居的城邑,又飢又渴,心裡發昏;於是在苦難中哀求耶和華,他便救他們脫離禍患。耶利米也這樣描述他們:
Of whom the Lord also speaks figuratively to Job: But who is it that let the wild ass go free, and who has loosed his bonds? I have made the wilderness his dwelling, and the salt land his tabernacles: he scorns the multitude of the city, and hears not the cry of the driver; he shall behold the mountains of his pasture, and seeks after every green thing. In the Psalms too: Let them say now who have been redeemed by the Lord, whom he has redeemed from the hand of the enemy; and a little after: They wandered in a wilderness, in a waterless place; they found no way to a city of habitation, hungry and thirsty; their soul fainted within them, and they cried unto the Lord when they were in trouble, and he delivered them out of their distresses. Whom Jeremiah too thus describes:
1:1266
beatus qui tulit iugum ab adulescentia sua, sedebit solitarius et tacebit, quia leuauit super se, quique illud Psalmistae adfectu et opere concinunt: similis factus sum pellicano solitudinis. uigilaui, et factus sum sicut passer solitarius in tecto. Cumque his duabus professionibus monachorum religio Christiana gauderet, coepisset autem in deterius paulatim hic quoque ordo reccidere, emersit post haec illud deterrimum et infidele monachorum genus uel potius noxia illa plantatio rediuiua concreuit, quae per Annaniam et Sapphiram in exordio ecclesiae pullulans apostoli Petri seueritate succisa est:
「人在幼年負軛,這原是好的;他當獨坐緘默,因為這是主加在他身上的。」還有那些在情感與行為上都與詩篇作者這話相和的人:「我如同曠野的鵜鶘;我警醒不睡,好像房頂上孤單的麻雀。」當基督的信仰因這兩類僧侶而喜樂之時,這一等級也漸漸開始墮入更壞的境地,此後便出現了那最墮落、最不信的一類僧侶;或者說,那有害的栽種死灰復燃、重新滋長——它在教會之初藉亞拿尼亞和撒非喇萌芽,卻被使徒彼得的嚴厲砍除:
Blessed is he who has borne the yoke from his youth; he shall sit alone and keep silence, because he has lifted it upon himself. And they too who in feeling and in deed harmonize with that saying of the Psalmist: I have become like a pelican of the wilderness; I have watched, and have become like a lonely sparrow upon the housetop. And while the Christian religion rejoiced in these two professions of monks, but this order too had begun little by little to fall away into a worse state, there afterwards emerged that most degenerate and faithless kind of monks; or rather that noxious planting revived and grew up again, which, sprouting in the beginning of the Church through Ananias and Sapphira, was cut down by the severity of the Apostle Peter:
1:1267
quae inter monachos tamdiu detestabilis execrandaque iudicata est nec a quoquam ulterius usurpata, quamdiu illius tam districtae formido sententiae memoriae fidelium inserta durauit, qua beatus apostolus praedictos noui facinoris principes non paenitentia, non ulla passus est satisfactione curari, sed perniciosissimum germen celeri morte succidit.
這在僧侶中間長久被斷定為可憎可咒之事,也再無人敢重蹈,只要那極嚴厲判決的畏懼仍銘刻在信徒的記憶中——藉這判決,那有福的使徒不許那新罪的元凶因悔改或任何補贖而得醫治,反倒用迅速的死亡砍除了那最有害的萌枝。
Which was for a long time judged among the monks as detestable and accursed, and was never again taken up by anyone, so long as the dread of that so strict a sentence remained fixed in the memory of the faithful—by which the blessed Apostle suffered the aforesaid authors of the new crime to be cured neither by penance nor by any satisfaction, but cut down that most pernicious shoot by a swift death.
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illo igitur exemplo, quod in Annaniam et oapphiram apostolica districtione punitum est, a nonnullorum contemplatione paulatim longa incuria et temporis oblitteratione subtracto emersit istud Sarabaitarum genus, qui ab eo, quod semet ipsos a coenobiorum congregationibus sequestrarent ac singillatim suas curarent necessitates, Aegyptiae linguae proprietate Sarabaitae nuncupati sunt, de illorum quos praediximus numero procedentes, qui euangelicam perfectionem simulare potius quam in ueritate adripere maluerunt, aemulatione scilicet eorum uel laudibus prouocati, qui uniuersis diuitiis mundi perfectam Christi praeferunt nuditatem.
於是,那藉使徒嚴懲亞拿尼亞和撒非喇之事所立的鑑戒,因長久的疏忽與時間的湮沒,漸漸從許多人的注意中消失,便興起了這一等「撒拉巴特」(Sarabaitae)之流;他們得此名——按埃及語的特性——乃因他們將自己與共住院的團體分離,各自照顧自己的需要。這些人出自我們前面所提的那一群,寧願假冒福音的完全,而非真實地把握它;他們是受了那些人的激動與稱讚,即那些寧取基督完全的赤貧、勝過世上一切財富的人。
When therefore, by that example which was punished in Ananias and Sapphira through apostolic severity, having been little by little withdrawn from the notice of many by long neglect and the obliterating effect of time, there emerged this kind of the Sarabaites, who were named Sarabaites—by a property of the Egyptian tongue—from the fact that they separated themselves from the congregations of the cenobia and provided for their own needs singly; proceeding from the number of those whom we mentioned before, who chose rather to feign evangelical perfection than to seize it in truth, being stirred up, that is, by the emulation or the praises of those who prefer the perfect nakedness of Christ to all the riches of the world.
1:1269
hi igitur dum inbecillo animo rem summae uirtutis adfectant, uel necessitate ad hanc professionem uenire conpulsi dum censeri tantummodo nomine monachorum absque nlia studiorum aemulatione festinant, coenobiorum nullatenus expetunt disciplinam nec seniorum subduntur arbitrio aut eorum traditionibus instituti suas discunt uincere uoluntates nec ullam sanae discretionis regulam legitima eruditione suscipiunt, sed ad publicam tantummodo id est ad hominum faciem renuntiantes ant in suis domiciliis sub priuilegio huius nominis isdem obstricti occupationibus perseuerant, aut construentes sibi cellulas easque monasteria nuncupantes suo iure in eis ac libertate consistunt, nequaquam euangelicis praeceptionibus subcumbentes, ut nulla scilicet cotidiani uictus sollicitudine, nullis rei familiaris distentionibus occupentur.
這些人,既以軟弱的心志追求至高德行之事,或被必需所迫來就此志業,又急於單單掛上「僧侶」之名、卻毫無對其操練的效法,便絲毫不尋求共住院的規制,不肯順服長者的判斷,也不受其傳統的教導、學習制伏自己的意願,更不憑合法的教養接受任何健全審辨的準則;而只是在公眾面前、即在人前作外表的棄絕,或束於此名的特權、仍在自己家中持守同樣的營生,或為自己建造小室、稱之為修院,憑己意與自由住在其中,全然不肯順服福音的訓誡——即他們本當不為每日的飲食憂慮,不被家業的事務所纏累。
These men, then, while with a feeble spirit they aim at a thing of the highest virtue, or are compelled by necessity to come to this profession, while they hasten to be reckoned merely by the name of monks without any emulation of its pursuits, in no way seek the discipline of the cenobia, nor submit themselves to the judgment of the elders, nor, instructed by their traditions, learn to conquer their own wills, nor take up any rule of sound discretion by lawful training; but renouncing only publicly, that is, before the face of men, they either persevere in the same occupations in their own homes, bound by these under the privilege of this name, or building themselves little cells and calling them monasteries, they abide in them by their own right and liberty, in no wise submitting to the evangelical precepts—namely, that they should be occupied by no anxiety over the daily food, by no distractions of household affairs.
1:1270
quod illi soli absque ulla infideli dubitatione consummant, qui cunctis mundi huius facultatibus absoluti ita se coenobiorum praepositis subdiderunt, at ne sui quidem ipsius fateantur esse se dominos. illi autem qui districtionem at diximus coenobii declinantes bini uel terni in cellulis commorantur, non contenti abbatis cura atque imperio gubernari, sed hoc praecipue procurantes, ut absoluti a seniorum iugo exercendi uoluntates suas ac procedendi uel quo placuerit euagandi agendiue quod libitum fuerit habeant libertatem, etiam amplius in operibus diurnis quam hi qui in coenobiis degunt diebus ac noctibus consamuntur , sed non ea fide eodemque proposito.
這事惟有那些人才能毫無不信之疑地成就,就是那從這世上一切資財中得釋放、如此順服於共住院之長上,以致連自己都不承認是自己主人的人。但那些躲避我們所說共住院嚴謹的人,二三人同住斗室之中,不甘於受院父的看顧與命令所治理,反倒特意謀求:既脫離長者的軛,就得以放縱己意,隨心所欲地出外遊蕩、任意而行的自由;這等人晝夜勞碌於每日的工作,甚至比住在共住院中的人更多,卻不是憑同樣的信心與同樣的目的。
Which those alone accomplish, without any faithless doubt, who, loosed from all the possessions of this world, have so subjected themselves to the superiors of the cenobia that they do not even confess themselves to be their own masters. But those who, shunning the strictness of the cenobium of which we spoke, dwell two or three together in cells, not content to be governed by the care and command of an abbot, but chiefly taking care of this—that, freed from the yoke of the elders, they may have liberty to exercise their own wills, and to go out or wander wherever they please, and to do what they like—these are consumed by day and night in daily works even more than those who live in the cenobia, but not with the same faith and the same purpose.
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hoc enim isti faciunt non ut fructum sai operis subiciant dispensatoris arbitrio, sed ut adquirant pecunias quas recondant. inter quos quantum. intersit aduertite. illi nihil de crastino cogitantes gratissimos sudoris sui deo offerunt fructus, isti uero non solum in crastinum, sed etiam in multorum annorum spatia infidelem sollicitudinem prorogantes ant mendacem deum aat inopem credunt, qui promissam cotidiani uictus atque indumentorum sufficientiam praebere I eis aut non possit atit nolit. illi hoc omnibus expetunt uotis, ut ἀϰτημουν́νην , id est nuditatem omnium rerum ac perpetuam possideant paupertatem, isti ut \'omnium copiarum afluentiam consequantur.
因為這些人如此行,不是要把自己勞碌的果子交由管家裁奪,而是要積攢可以收藏的錢財。你們留意他們之間相差何等懸殊。前者不為明天憂慮,將其汗水最蒙悅納的果子獻與神;後者卻把不信的憂慮不只延到明天、甚至延到多年之久,彷彿神是說謊的或是貧乏的,好像他不能或不願賜下所應許的每日飲食衣裳的足用。前者以一切禱告切望持守「無所有」(aktemosyne),即對萬物的赤貧與長久的清貧;後者卻切望得著一切供應的豐盈。
For these men do this not that they may subject the fruit of their labour to the judgment of a steward, but that they may acquire monies which they may store up. Consider how great is the difference between them. The former, taking no thought for the morrow, offer to God the most acceptable fruits of their sweat; the latter, extending their faithless anxiety not only into the morrow but even into the span of many years, believe God either a liar or destitute, as though he could not or would not furnish them the promised sufficiency of daily food and clothing. The former desire with all their prayers to possess aktemosyne, that is, nakedness of all things and perpetual poverty; the latter, that they may attain an abundance of all supplies.
1:1272
illi ob hoe certatim statutum transcendere canonem diurnis operibus elaborant, ut, quidquid monasterii sanctis usibus redundarit, uel carceribus uel xenodochio uel nosocomio uel indigentibus pro abbatis dispensetur arbitrio, isti ut, quidquid cotidianae superfuerit gulae, aut profusoriae proficiat uoluntati aut certe filargyriae uitio recondatur. postremo ut concedamus ab istis quoque haec quae non optimo proposito congeruntur melius quam diximus posse distribui, nec sic quidem ad meritum uirtutis illius ac perfectionis adspirant. illi etenim tantos monasterio rens conferentes eisque1 cotidie renuntiantes in tanta.
前者為此在每日的工作上競相超越所定的規範,好叫凡有餘於修院聖用的,都可按院父的裁奪分給監獄、客旅之家、醫病之所或貧乏之人;後者卻是要叫每日饕餮之後所剩的,或供其揮霍的意願,或至少為貪財的惡習積存起來。末了,就算容我們承認:這些以非至善目的堆積之物,或許能比我們所說的分派得更好,然而縱然如此,他們仍不能企及那德行與完全的功勞。因為前者將這許多東西獻給修院、又每日棄絕之,並持守在如此
The former, on this account, strive in their daily works vying to surpass the appointed measure, so that whatever overflows the holy uses of the monastery may be dispensed, according to the abbot's judgment, either to the prisons, or to the guesthouse, or to the hospital, or to the needy; the latter, that whatever remains over from the day's gluttony may either serve their prodigal will, or at least be laid up for the vice of avarice. Finally, even granting that these things which are heaped up by them with no best of purposes could be distributed better than we have said, not even so do they aspire to the merit of that virtue and perfection. For the former, conferring so many things upon the monastery and daily renouncing them, remain in such
1:1273
subiectionis humilitate perdurant, ut quemadmodum sui, ita etiam eorum quae proprio sudore conquirunt potestate priuentur, abrenuntiationis primae feruorem, dum : cotidie semet ipsos laboris sui fructibus nudant, iugiter innouantes: isti autem in eo ipso quod aliquid pauperibus largiuntur elati in praeceps cotidie coniabuntur . illos patientia atque districtio, qua sic deuote in hac quam semel adripueruat professione perdurant, ut numquam suas expleant uoluntates, crucifixos huic mUDdo cotidie uiuosque martyras facit, hos arbitrii sui tepor ad : inferna demergit. haec igitur duo genera monachoram in hac quidem prouincia aequali propemodum inter se numerositate contendunt.
順服的謙卑之中,以致他們不僅對自己、也對憑己汗所得之物,都被剝奪一切支配權;他們每日剝去自己勞碌的果子,就不斷更新最初棄絕的熱忱:反之,後者卻正因他們施捨些許給窮人而自高自大,每日被拋擲於險境。前者以忍耐與嚴謹——藉此他們如此虔誠地持守在曾一度取上的志業中,以致永不遂行己意——就成了每日向這世界釘十字架、又活著的殉道者;後者卻被自己意志的冷淡沉淪於陰間。因此,這兩類僧侶在本省中,彼此以幾乎相等的數目相抗衡。
an humility of subjection that, just as of themselves, so also of those things which they acquire by their own sweat, they are deprived of all power; continually renewing the fervour of their first renunciation, while they daily strip themselves of the fruits of their labour: whereas the latter, being puffed up in that very thing that they bestow something upon the poor, are daily hurled headlong. The former, patience and strictness—whereby they so devoutly persevere in this profession which they once took up, that they never fulfil their own wills—make them men crucified to this world and living martyrs daily; the latter, the lukewarmness of their own will plunges into hell. These two kinds of monks, then, in this province indeed, contend with an almost equal number one against the other.
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ceterum per alias prouincias, quas me necessitas catholicae fidei conpulit peragrare, istud tertium Sarabaitaram genus abundare ac prope solum esse cognouimus. temporibus siquidem Luci, qui Arrianae perfidiae episcopus fuit, sub Valentis imperio, dum diaconiam nostris fratribus deferimus, his uidelicet qui de Aegypto ac Thebaida fuerant ob catholicae fidei perseuerantiam metallis Ponti atque Armeniae relegati, licet coenobiorum disciplinam in quibusdam cinitatibus rarissimam uiderimus, anachoretarum tamen ne ipsum quidem apud illos nomen auditum fuisse conperimus.
但在其他各省,就是天主教信仰的必需迫使我遍歷之地,我們發現這第三類撒拉巴特之流甚為興旺、幾乎成了唯一的一類。因為在盧基烏斯的時代——他是亞流派謬妄的主教,時值瓦倫斯在位——我們為弟兄們送去救濟,就是那些出自埃及與底比斯地、因堅守大公信仰而被流放到本都與亞美尼亞礦坑的人;那時我們雖在某些城中見到共住院的規制,卻極為稀少,而在他們當中,連隱修者的名號也不曾聽聞。
But throughout the other provinces, which the necessity of the catholic faith compelled me to travel through, we found this third kind of the Sarabaites to abound and to be almost the only one. For in the times of Lucius, who was a bishop of the Arian faithlessness, under the reign of Valens, while we were carrying relief to our brethren—namely to those who, out of Egypt and the Thebaid, had for their perseverance in the catholic faith been banished to the mines of Pontus and Armenia—although we saw the discipline of the cenobia in certain cities though very rare, yet we found that among them not even the very name of the anchorites had been heard.
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Sane est etiam aliud quartum genus, quod nuper cernimus emersisse in his qui anachoretarum sibi specie atque imagine blandiuntur quique in primordiis suis feruore quodam breui coenobii perfectionem uidentur expetere, sed continuo tepefacti, dum pristinos mores ac uitia resecare contemnunt nec iugum humilitatis ac patientiae diutius sustinere contenti sunt subdique seniorum imperio dedignantur, separatas expetunt cellas ac solitarie sedere desiderant, ut ita. scilicet a nemine lacessiti patientes, mansueti uel humiles possint ab hominibus aestimari: quae institutio, immo tepor eos quos semel infecerit ad perfectionem numquam permittit accedere.
誠然還有另一類,即第四類,是我們近來所見的,出於那些以隱修者的形貌與外表自我諂媚的人;他們起初似乎憑一陣短暫的熱忱追求共住院的完全,卻旋即冷淡下來——既不屑砍除舊有的習性與惡習,又不甘於再多忍受謙卑與忍耐的軛,也不肯順服長者的命令——便尋求分開的斗室、渴想獨坐,好叫他們既無人挑釁,便可被人看為忍耐、溫良或謙卑之人;這種規制,或者說這種冷淡,絕不許它一旦沾染的人得以達到完全。
Truly there is also yet another, a fourth kind, which we have lately seen to have emerged among those who flatter themselves with the appearance and image of anchorites, and who in their beginnings seem for a certain brief fervour to seek the perfection of the cenobium, but presently growing lukewarm—while they disdain to cut away their old habits and vices, nor are content to endure any longer the yoke of humility and patience, and scorn to be subject to the command of the elders—seek separate cells and desire to sit in solitude, so that, forsooth, being provoked by no one, they may be esteemed by men as patient, meek, or humble: which institution, or rather lukewarmness, never permits those whom it has once infected to attain to perfection.
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hoc enim modo non solum non absciduntur, uerum etiam in deterius eorum uitia conualescunt, dum a nemine prouocata ut quoddam letale et intestinum uirus, quanto amplius celatum fuerit, tanto profundius serpens insanabilem morbum generat aegrotanti. pro reuerentia enim singularis cellae nullus iam uitia solitarii audet arguere, quae ille ignorari maluit quam curari. porro uirtutes non occultatione uitiorum, sed expugnatione pariuntur. GERМANVS: Estne aliqua inter coenobium monasteriumque distantia, an utroque nomine res una censetur? PIAMVN:
因為這樣一來,他們的惡習不但沒有被砍除,反倒轉壞而愈發強盛;既無人挑其毛病,就如某種致命的內在毒素,愈被隱藏,便愈深地蔓延,在病人身上滋生無法醫治之症。因為出於對獨居斗室的敬重,如今無人再敢責備那獨居者的惡習,而他寧願這些惡習不為人知、也不願得醫治。再者,德行不是藉隱藏惡習而生,乃是藉攻克惡習而生。革爾瑪奴斯問:共住院(cenobium)與修院(monasterium)之間有什麼分別嗎?還是這兩個名稱指同一件事?皮亞蒙答:
For in this way their vices are not only not cut off, but even grow strong for the worse, since, being provoked by no one, like some deadly and inward poison, the more it has been concealed, the more deeply it creeps and breeds an incurable disease in the sick man. For out of reverence for the solitary cell no one now dares to reprove the vices of the solitary, which he preferred to have unknown rather than cured. Furthermore, virtues are begotten not by the concealment of vices, but by their expugnation. GERMANUS: Is there any difference between a cenobium and a monastery, or is the one thing designated by both names? PIAMUN:
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Licet a nonnullis soleant indifferenter monasteria pro coenobiis appellari, tamen hoc interest, quod monasterium nomen est diuersorii, nihil amplius quam locum, id est habitaculum significans monachorum, coenobium uero etiam professionis ipsius qualitatem disciplinamque designat. et monasterium potest etiam unius monachi habitatio nominari, coenobium, nisi ubi plurimorum cohabitantium deget unita communio, non potest appellari. dicuntur sane monasteria etiam in quibus Sarabaitarum collegia conmorantur.
雖然有些人習慣把「修院」(monasterium)與「共住院」(cenobium)不加分別地互用,然而有這樣的區別:「修院」是指住所之名,所指不過是那地方,即僧侶的居所;而「共住院」則還指這志業本身的性質與規制。修院甚至可用來稱一位僧侶的住處;共住院卻惟有在許多人同住結成合一團體之處才可稱呼。誠然,撒拉巴特之流聚居之處也被稱作修院。
Although by some 'monasteries' are wont to be called indifferently instead of 'cenobia,' yet there is this difference, that 'monastery' is the name of a dwelling, signifying nothing more than the place, that is, the habitation of monks; whereas 'cenobium' designates also the quality and discipline of the profession itself. And a monastery may be named even the habitation of a single monk; but a cenobium cannot be called except where the united community of very many living together resides. Indeed those places are also called monasteries in which the assemblies of the Sarabaites dwell.
1:1278
Quamobrem quoniam de optimo genere monachorum uideo uos professionis huius arripuisse principia, id est de Laudabili coenobiorum palaestra ad excelsa fastigia anachoreticae tendere disciplinae, humilitatis patientiaeque uirtutem, quam uos illic didicisse non dubito, uero sectamini cordis adfectu, non eam sicut quidam falsa humiliatione uerborum nec adfectata atque superflua in quibusdam officiis corporis inclinatione fingentes. quod humilitatis figmentum abbas Sarapion quodam tempore eleganter inrisit.
所以,我既見你們是從最上乘的一類僧侶那裡把握了這一志業的起初,即從共住院那可稱讚的操練場所朝向隱修規制的崇高之巔而努力,就當以真誠的心懷追求謙卑與忍耐的德行,這德行我確信你們在那裡已學得——不是像某些人那樣,用言語的假謙卑來假冒,也不是在某些身體的儀節上作矯揉而多餘的鞠躬。這種謙卑的偽裝,塞拉頁院父曾一度巧妙地加以譏諷。
Wherefore, since I see that you have laid hold of the beginnings of this profession from the best kind of monks, that is, that from the praiseworthy training-ground of the cenobia you are striving toward the lofty heights of the anchoritic discipline, follow after the virtue of humility and patience, which I doubt not that you learned there, with a true affection of heart—not, as some do, feigning it by false humiliation of words, nor by an affected and superfluous bowing in certain services of the body. Which counterfeit of humility Abbot Serapion once elegantly derided.
1:1279
cum enim quidam ad eum summam sui abiectionem habitu ac uerbis praeferens aduenisset eumque senex secundum morem ut orationem colligeret hortaretur, ille nequaquam adnuens deprecanti tantis se subiciens adserebat flagitiis inuolutum, ut ne usum quidem huius communis aeris capere mereretur, paaihii quoque ipeins refugiens sessionem humi potius insidebat.
因為有一個人來到他那裡,以其衣著和言語顯出對自己極度的自貶;當那長者照習慣勸他起身禱告時,他卻絕不聽從那勸他的,反倒宣稱自己陷於如此重大的罪行,以致連呼吸這公共的空氣都不配;他甚至拒絕坐蓆,寧可坐在地上。
For when a certain man had come to him displaying by his dress and words the utmost abjection of himself, and when the old man, according to custom, urged him to gather himself for prayer, he by no means assenting to the one who besought him, asserted that he was involved in such great crimes that he did not deserve even to breathe this common air; and refusing even the seat of the mat itself, he rather sat upon the ground.
1:1280
cum uere ad ablutionem pedum multo minus praebuisset adsensum, tam abbas Sarapion refectione transacta conlationis consuetudine prouocante monere eum benigne ac leniter coepit, ne otiosus ac uagus, praesertim iuuenis tam robustus, instabili leuitate per uniuersa discurreret, sed ut in cella sedens secundum regulam seniorum suo potius opere quam aliena mallet munificentia sustentari. quod ne apostolus Paulus incideret et quidem cum ei in euangelio laboranti haec praebitio merito deberetur, diebus tamen ac noctibus maluit operari, ut cotidianum uictum uel sibi uel his qui eidem ministrantes opus exercere non poterant suis manibus praepararet.
但當他對洗腳一事更是不肯應允之後,塞拉頁院父便在用飯畢、對談的慣例催促之時,開始和藹溫柔地勸戒他,說他不該閒散遊蕩——尤其是一個如此強壯的青年——以浮動的輕率四處奔走,而當照長者的規矩坐在斗室之中,寧願靠自己的勞碌供養,而非倚賴他人的施予。使徒保羅為免陷入此弊——縱然他既在福音上勞苦、這供養理當歸他——仍寧願晝夜作工,好用自己的手為自己、也為那些服事他卻不能作工的人預備每日的飲食。
But when he had shown far less assent to the washing of his feet, then Abbot Serapion, the meal being over and the custom of conference inviting it, began to admonish him kindly and gently, that he should not, idle and roving—especially a young man so robust—run about everywhere with unstable levity, but that, sitting in his cell according to the rule of the elders, he should choose rather to be sustained by his own labour than by another's bounty. Which lest the Apostle Paul should fall into—and this although, as he laboured in the Gospel, this provision was rightly owed to him—yet he chose to work day and night, that with his own hands he might prepare the daily food both for himself and for those who, ministering to him, were not able to perform work.
1:1281
ad haec ille tanta est tristitia ac dolore suppletus, ut amaritudinem corde conceptam ne uultu quidem dissimulare potuerit. cui senex: hactenus, inquit, o fili, cunctis te facinorum ponderibus onerabus , non metuens ne confessione tam atrocium criminum notam existimationis incurreres: quid quaeso nunc est, quod ad simplicem admonitiunculam nostram, quae tamen in se non modo nullum obprobrium, sed etiam aedificationis habuit ac dilectionis adfectum, tanta te uideo indignatione permotum, ut eam ne uultu quidem occulere aut frontis serenitate dissimulare potueris? an fortasse illam dum te humilias expectabus a nostro ore sententiam: iustus accusator sui est in primordio sermonis?
聽了這話,那人便滿懷極大的憂愁與傷痛,甚至連臉上都不能掩飾心中所懷的苦毒。長者對他說:孩子,你至今用一切罪行的重擔自壓,並不懼怕因承認如此可怕的罪過而使自己的名聲蒙上污點;如今,我請問,何以我們一句簡單的小小勸戒——這勸戒本身不但毫無責備,反倒滿含造就與愛意——我卻見你被如此大的忿恨激動,以致連臉上都不能遮掩、也不能以額頭的安詳來掩飾?莫非你在自我謙卑之時,是在等候從我們口中聽見那句話:義人在言語之初先自責己?
At this the man was filled with such great sadness and grief that he could not dissemble even in his countenance the bitterness conceived in his heart. To whom the old man said: Hitherto, O son, you loaded yourself with all the weights of crimes, not fearing lest by the confession of such atrocious offences you should incur a mark upon your reputation: what is it now, pray, that at our simple little admonition—which, however, had in itself not only no reproach but even a feeling of edification and love—I see you moved with such great indignation that you could not conceal it even in your face nor dissemble it by the serenity of your brow? Or was it perhaps that sentence which, while you were humbling yourself, you awaited from our mouth: the just man is his own accuser at the beginning of the discourse?
1:1282
proinde est uera cordis humilit retinenda, quae non de affectata corporis atque uerborum, sed de intima mentis humiliatione descendit: quae tunc demum euidentissimis patientiae suae fulgebit indiciis, cum quis non ipse de se crimina aliis non credenda iactauerit, sed ab alio sibimet adroganter ingesta contempserit et inrogatas sibi iniurias mansueta spiritus aequanimitate tolerarit. GERMANVS:
所以,當持守心中真正的謙卑,這謙卑不是出於身體與言語的矯飾自貶,而是出於內心至深的謙下:這謙卑最終要以其忍耐最顯明的憑據放出光輝,就是當一個人不是自己誇說那別人無從相信、關於自己的罪,而是輕看別人傲慢加於他身上的罪名,並以溫柔平靜的心懷忍受加諸己身的凌辱之時。革爾瑪奴斯問:
Accordingly, true humility of heart is to be retained, which descends not from an affected humiliation of body and words, but from the inmost lowliness of mind: which will then at last shine forth with the most evident tokens of its patience, when a man shall not himself have boasted of crimes about himself not to be believed by others, but shall have despised those arrogantly heaped upon him by another, and shall have borne the injuries inflicted on him with a meek equanimity of spirit. GERMANUS:
1:1283
Quemadmodum adquiri uel retentari possit ista tranquillitas optamus agnoscere, ut, sicut indicto nobis silentio oris claustra praecludimus uerborumque licentiam cohercemus, ita etiam cordis lenitatem custodire possimus, quod nonnumquam etiam cum lingua refrenatur, intrinsecus tamen statum suae placiditatis amittit: et idcirco mansuetudinis bonum non alias tenere quempiam posse nisi remotione cellae ac solitario putamus habitaculo. PIAMVN: Patientia uera atque tranquillitas absque profunda cordis humilitate nec adquiritur nec tenetur: quae si de hoc fonte descenderit, nec beneficio cellae nec perfugio solitudinis indigebit.
我們渴望知道,這份寧靜如何能夠獲得或持守,好叫我們既藉自守緘默而閉住口的門戶、約束言語的放縱,也照樣能守護心中的溫柔——這溫柔有時即便舌頭得了勒制,內裡卻仍失去它平和的狀態;因此我們以為,溫良的美德惟有藉離群索居、獨居斗室才能為人所持守。皮亞蒙答:真正的忍耐與寧靜,若沒有心中深切的謙卑,就既不能獲得、也不能持守;這忍耐若是從這泉源流出,便既不需斗室之惠、也不需孤寂之庇。
We desire to know how this tranquillity can be acquired or retained, so that, just as we shut the barriers of our mouth by imposing silence upon ourselves and restrain the licence of words, so also we may be able to guard the gentleness of the heart—which sometimes, even when the tongue is bridled, nevertheless loses inwardly the state of its placidity: and therefore we think that the good of meekness cannot be held by anyone otherwise than by the removal of the cell and by a solitary habitation. PIAMUN: True patience and tranquillity is neither acquired nor held without a profound humility of heart: which, if it has descended from this fountain, will need neither the benefit of a cell nor the refuge of solitude.
1:1284
non enim patrocinium cuiusquam rei extrinsecus quaerit, quae humilitatis, id est generatricis atque custodis suae intrinsecus uirtute fulcitur. ceterum si mouemur ab aliquo lacessiti, certum est non esse in nobis humilitatis fundamenta firmiter stabilita, et ideo ad incursum uel exiguae tempestatis aedificium nostrum ruinosa commotione concutitur. non enim esset laudabilis nec admiranda patientia, si nullis inimicorum iaculis inpetita tranquillitatis propositum retentaret, sed in eo est praeclara atque gloriosa, quod inruentibus in se temptationum procellis immobilis perseuerat.
因為忍耐並不尋求任何外在之物的庇護,乃是內裡靠著謙卑——即它自己的生母與守護者——的力量所扶持。但我們若被人挑釁便受動搖,那就確定謙卑的根基未曾在我們裡面穩固建立,因此連微小的風暴一發,我們的建築物便隨傾覆的震動而搖撼。因為忍耐若在毫無仇敵之箭攻擊之時才保住它寧靜的心志,就既不足稱讚、也不足驚嘆;惟有它在猛烈臨到的試探風暴中屹立不動,才顯為卓越而榮耀。
For it does not seek the protection of any external thing, being upheld inwardly by the virtue of humility, that is, of its own begetter and guardian. But if we are moved when provoked by anyone, it is certain that the foundations of humility are not firmly established within us, and therefore at the onset of even a slight tempest our building is shaken with a ruinous commotion. For patience would be neither praiseworthy nor admirable if it retained its purpose of tranquillity when assailed by no darts of enemies; but in this it is illustrious and glorious, that it perseveres immovable amid the storms of temptations rushing upon it.
1:1285
nam in quo uexari frangique aduersitatibus creditur, in eo potius, roboratur, et in eo magis acuitur, in quo putatur obtundi. a passionibus enim ae sustentatione patientiam dici nullus ignorat, ideoque constat patientem pronuntiari neminem posse nisi eum, qui uniuersa quae sibi fuerint inrogata absque indignatione tolerarit et ideo non inmerito a Salomone laudatur: melior patiens forte, et qui continet iram capiente urbem, et iterum: longanimus enim uir nimius in prudentia, pusillanimus autem ualde insipiens est.
因為它在被認為受逆境所苦、所折斷之處,反倒得著堅固;在被以為受挫鈍之處,反倒愈發銳利。因為無人不知,忍耐(patientia)是取名於對苦難的忍受與承擔;因此可以斷定,除非有人毫無忿恨地忍受一切加於己身之事,否則無人可稱為忍耐的人;所以所羅門稱讚他不無道理:忍耐勝過勇士,制伏己怒的強如取城;又說:不輕易發怒的,大有聰明;性情暴躁的,大顯愚妄。
For in that in which it is believed to be vexed and broken by adversities, in that rather it is strengthened; and in that in which it is thought to be blunted, in that it is the more sharpened. For no one is ignorant that patience is so called from the suffering and enduring of afflictions; and therefore it is agreed that no one can be pronounced patient except him who has borne without indignation all the things that shall have been inflicted upon him; and therefore not undeservedly is he praised by Solomon: better is the patient man than the strong, and he who restrains his anger than he who takes a city; and again: the long-suffering man is exceeding great in prudence, but the faint-hearted is very foolish.
1:1286
cum ergo quis uictus iniuria iracundiae igne succenditur, non causa peccati eius acerbitas inlatae contumeliae extitisse credenda est, sed potius manifestatio infirmitatis occultae, secundum illam parabolam domini saluatoris quam de duabus domibus ponit, una quae fundata erat super petram et alia quae super harenam, quibus aequaliter dicit pluuiarum ac fluminum uel tempestatum turbines inruisse: sed illam quae in petrae soliditate fundata nihil penitus detrimenti ex illa tam uiolenta conlisione sensisse, quae uero in harenarum pendula mobilitate constructa est statim fuisse conlapsam.
所以,當一個人被凌辱所勝、被忿怒之火點燃時,那加於他的侮辱之苦楚,不該被視為他犯罪的緣由,反倒是隱藏軟弱的顯露——正如主救主所設的那比喻,論到兩座房子,一座建在磐石上,另一座建在沙土上;他說暴雨、洪流、狂風的旋風同樣沖擊二者,但那建在磐石堅固之上的,在如此猛烈的沖撞中絲毫不受損害;那建在鬆動不穩沙土上的,卻立時倒塌。
When therefore anyone, overcome by an injury, is kindled by the fire of wrath, the bitterness of the affront brought upon him is not to be believed to have been the cause of his sin, but rather the manifestation of a hidden weakness—according to that parable of the Lord and Saviour which he sets forth concerning two houses, the one which was founded upon a rock and the other upon the sand; upon which he says that the whirlwinds of rains and rivers and tempests rushed equally: but that the one which was founded upon the solidity of the rock felt absolutely no harm from that so violent a collision, whereas the one which was built upon the shifting instability of the sands was at once overthrown.
1:1287
quam utique apparet non propterea conruisse, quia imbrium uel torrentum inundatione pulsata, sed quia super harenam inprudenter extructa est. non enim in hoc differt a peccatore nir sanctns, quia non similiter et ipse temptetur, sed quia hic etiam magnainpugnatione non uincitur, ille autem etiam parua temptatione superatur. neque enim esset ut diximus iusti alicuius uiri laudabilis fortitudo, si uinceret intemptatus, cum utique locum. uictoria habere non possit absque aduersitate certaminum. beatus enim uir qui suffert temptationem, quia cum probatus fuerit accipiet coronam uitae, quam repromisit deus diligentibus se.
這房子顯然不是因被雨水或急流的沖刷而倒塌,而是因輕率地建在沙土上。因為聖人與罪人之別,不在於他不受同樣的試探,而在於:聖人縱受大攻擊也不被勝過,罪人卻連小試探也被勝過。因為如我們所說,任何義人的剛毅,若是未受試探便得勝,就不足稱讚,因為若沒有爭戰的逆境,勝利斷無立足之地。因為忍受試探的人是有福的,因為他既經過試驗,就必得生命的冠冕,這是神應許給那些愛他之人的。
Which clearly appears to have fallen not for the reason that it was struck by the inundation of rains or torrents, but because it was imprudently built upon the sand. For the holy man does not differ from the sinner in this, that he too is not tempted in like manner, but in this, that the one is not overcome even by a great assault, while the other is overcome even by a small temptation. For, as we have said, the fortitude of any just man would not be praiseworthy if he conquered untempted, since victory can by no means have place without the adversity of contests. For blessed is the man that endures temptation, because when he has been proved he shall receive the crown of life, which God has promised to them that love him.
1:1288
secundum apostolum quoque Paulum uirtus non in otio atque deliciis, sed in infirmitate perficitur. ecce enim, inquit, dedi te hodie in ciuitatem munitam, et in columnam ferream, et in murum aereum, super omnem terram, regibus Iuda, et principibus eius, et sacerdotibus eius, et omni populo terrae. et bellabunt aduersum te, et non praeualebunt: quia ego tecum sum, ait dominus, ut eruam te. Huius ergo patientiae uolo uobis duo saltim exempla proponere: unum religiosae cuiusdam feminae, quae patientiae uirtutem tanta auiditate sectata est, ut non solum temptationum non uitaret incursus, sed etiam occasiones molestiarum sibimet procuraret, quibus frequentius instigata non cederet.
照使徒保羅所說,德行也不是在安逸與享樂中成全,乃是在軟弱中成全。因為他說:看哪,我今日使你成為堅城、鐵柱、銅牆,抵擋全地,就是抵擋猶大的君王、首領、祭司和這地的眾民。他們要攻擊你,卻不能勝你,因為我與你同在,要拯救你,這是耶和華說的。關於這忍耐,我願給你們至少擺出兩個榜樣:其一是一位敬虔的婦人,她如此熱切地追求忍耐的德行,以致不但不躲避試探的攻擊,反倒為自己招來煩擾的機會,好叫她既屢屢受激,也不退讓。
According to the Apostle Paul too, virtue is perfected not in ease and delights, but in weakness. For behold, he says, I have set you this day as a fortified city, and as an iron pillar, and as a wall of brass, over all the land, against the kings of Judah, and its princes, and its priests, and all the people of the land. And they shall fight against you, and shall not prevail: for I am with you, says the Lord, to deliver you. Of this patience, then, I wish to set before you at least two examples: one of a certain religious woman, who followed after the virtue of patience with such eagerness that she not only did not avoid the assaults of temptations, but even procured for herself occasions of vexations, by which, being more frequently provoked, she might not give way.
1:1289
haec namque cum Alexandriae conmaneret essetque non obscuris orta maioribus atque in domo quae sibi fuerat a parentibus derelicta religiose domino deseruiret, ueniens ad beatae memoriae episcopum Athanasium precabatur, ut aliquam sibi alendam uiduam daret, quae ecclesiasticis sumptibus pascebatur. et ut petitionem eius uerbis ipsius exprimamus, da mihi, inquit, aliquam de sororibus quam repauBem .
原來這婦人住在亞歷山大城,出身也並非卑微,又在父母遺留給她的房子中虔誠地事奉主;她來到那有福記念的主教亞他那修那裡,求他把一位靠教會費用受養的寡婦交給她供養。用她自己的話來表達她的請求,她說:求你把眾姐妹中的一位交給我,讓我來奉養她。
For this woman, while she dwelt at Alexandria and had been born of no obscure ancestors, and in the house which had been left to her by her parents was religiously serving the Lord, came to Athanasius the bishop of blessed memory and besought him that he would give her some widow to nourish, who was fed at the expense of the Church. And, to express her petition in her own words: give me, she said, one of the sisters whom I may cherish.
1:1290
pontifex ergo cum laudasset propositum feminae, quod eam ad opus misericordiae uidisset esse promptissimam, iussit ex omnibus eligi uiduam quae et honestate morum et grauitate ac disciplina omnibus praeferretur, ne forte desiderium largitatis percipientis uitio uinceretur et quae mercedem quaereret - in egena, prauis eius offensa moribus damnum fidei pateretur.
主教既稱讚了這婦人的心志,因見她極其樂於行憐憫之工,便吩咐從眾寡婦中揀選一位在品行的端正、莊重與規矩上超過眾人的,免得施予者慷慨的心願被受贈者的惡習所勝,也免得那尋求賞賜的婦人因貧窮寡婦乖僻的品行而生反感、以致信德受損。
The bishop then, when he had praised the woman's purpose, because he had seen her most ready for the work of mercy, ordered that there should be chosen out of all a widow who excelled all in honesty of character and in gravity and discipline; lest perchance the desire of the giver's bounty should be overcome by the vice of the recipient, and she who sought a reward should, being offended by the perverse morals of the needy woman, suffer loss of faith.
1:1291
cui cum domum abductae omnibus deseruiret obsequiis, uirtutem modestiae eius ac lenitatis experta uidensque se ab ipsa momentis singulis gratiarum actione pro officio humanitatis honorari, post dies paucos ad memoratum renersa pontir ficem , rogaueram, inquit, ut mihi dari praeciperes quam ego reficerem et cui morigeris famularer obsequiis.
當她把那寡婦領回家、以各樣殷勤服事她,又親身體驗到她端莊溫和的德行,並見自己時時刻刻因這仁慈的服事而受她感謝之時,過了幾天,她便回到前面所說的主教那裡,說:我曾求你吩咐把一位交給我,好讓我供養她、以殷勤的服事順從她。
And when, having taken her home, she served her with all attentions, and had experienced the virtue of her modesty and gentleness, and saw that she was honoured by her at every moment with thanksgiving for her kindly service, after a few days she returned to the aforesaid bishop and said: I had asked you to command that there be given me one whom I might refresh and whom I might serve with obliging attentions.
1:1292
cumque ille necdum propositum feminae ac desiderium intellegens aestimasset petitionem eius dissimulatione praepositi fuisse neglectam, causasque morae illius non absque animi sui commotione perquirens protinus agnouisset honestiorem ei ceteris uiduami deputatam, occulte praecepit ut ea illi quae esset cunctis nequior traderetur, quae scilicet uel iracundia uel rixis uel uinolentia seu uerbositate cunctas quibus haec. uitia dominarentur excederet.
主教既尚未明白這婦人的心志與願望,便以為她的請求是因管家的疏忽而被忽略了,就不無內心不安地查問耽延的緣由,隨即得知已把一位比眾人更尊貴的寡婦分派給她,便暗暗吩咐:要把那比眾人都更不堪的寡婦交給她——就是那在忿怒、爭吵、酗酒或多言上超過一切被這些惡習所轄制之人的。
And when he, not yet understanding the woman's purpose and desire, supposed that her petition had been neglected through the dissimulation of the steward, and inquired the causes of that delay not without agitation of his own mind, and had immediately learned that a widow more honourable than the rest had been assigned to her, he secretly commanded that there be handed over to her the one who was more worthless than all—one who, that is, might surpass in wrath, or in quarrels, or in drunkenness, or in loquacity all those whom these vices ruled.
1:1293
quam cum multo faciliue inuentam sibique traditam domi habere coepisset atque eadem ei diligentia qua priori illi uiduae uel etiam studiosius ministraret, hoc solum ab ea pro tantis obsequiis recipiebat gratiae, ut indignis iugiter adficeretur iniuriis, conuiciis quoque ab ea ezprobrationibusque continuis uexaretur, obiciente ei et maledicis obtrectationibus increpante, eo quod eam non ad refrigerium, sed potius ad cruciatum et contumeliam ab episcopo poposcisset magisque se de requie ad laborem quam de labore transtulisset ad requiem.
當她把這位遠更容易尋得、交付給她的寡婦領回家中,以待前一位寡婦同樣、甚或更加殷勤的態度服事她時,她為這許多服事所得的回報卻惟有這一樣:不斷受到不配得的凌辱,被那寡婦以連連的辱罵咒詛所苦,那寡婦當面數落、以毀謗的譏誚責備她,說她從主教那裡求得她,不是為得安慰,倒是為受折磨與羞辱,並說她使自己與其說是從勞苦轉入安息,不如說是從安息轉入了勞苦。
When she had begun to have at home this woman, much more easily found and handed over to her, and to minister to her with the same diligence as to the former widow, or even more zealously, this alone she received from her in return for such great services: that she was continually afflicted with unworthy injuries, and was vexed by her with continual reproaches and revilings; the widow casting it in her teeth and rebuking her with slanderous detractions, because she had asked her from the bishop not for refreshment but rather for torment and insult, and had transferred herself more from rest to labour than from labour to rest.
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cam ergo adsiduitas iurgiorum eo usque prorumperet, ut ne ab obiectione quidem manuum procax mulier temperaret, illa autem humilioris obsequii geminaret officia, non furentem uincere renitendo, sed semet ipsam humilius subiciendo discebat, ut multimodis indignitatibus lacessita iurgantis insaniam humanitatis mansuetudine. deleniret: quibus ad plenum exercitiis confirmata perfectamque uirtutem desideratae patientiae:
於是當爭吵的頻繁竟到了這地步,甚至那無恥的婦人連動手打人都不節制,而這一位卻加倍以更謙卑的服事相待,學習不是以抗拒、而是以更謙卑地降服自己來勝過那暴怒的婦人,好叫她雖受種種凌辱的激動,仍能以仁慈的溫柔平息那辱罵者的瘋狂:她既藉這些操練得了完全的堅固,又獲致了她所渴慕之忍耐的完全德行,
When therefore the assiduity of the quarrels broke forth even to this point, that the shameless woman did not even refrain from the assault of hands, but the other doubled the offices of a humbler service, learning to conquer the raging woman not by resisting, but by more humbly subjecting herself, so that, provoked by manifold indignities, she might soothe the madness of the reviler with the meekness of kindness: being fully confirmed by these exercises, and having attained the perfect virtue of the patience she had desired.
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consecuta ad memoratum pontificem tam pro electionis illius iudicio quam etiam pro beneficio exercitationis suae gratias ei relatura perrexit, eo quod secundum desiderium suum tandem magistram ei patientiae dignissimam prouidisset, cuius iniuriis iugibus ut quodam palaestrae oleo cotidie roborata ad summam animi patientiam perueniret, tandem, inquiens, dedisti mihi quam repausem, nam illa prior suis me potius honorabat ac refrigerabat obsequiis. haec de sexu muliebri dixisse sufficiat, ut conmemoratione hac non solum aedificemur, uerum etiam confundamur, qui patientiam nostram, nisi fuerimus in morem ferarum retrusi in caueis cellarum, tenere non possumus.
便前去見前面所說的主教,要為那揀選的判斷、也為她操練所得的益處向他致謝,因他終於照她所願,給她預備了一位至為配得的忍耐師傅,藉她連連的凌辱,如同以摔角場的油每日增力一般,她便達到了心靈至高的忍耐;她說:你終於給了我一位可供我供養的,因為前那一位倒是以她的服事來尊敬並安慰我。關於婦女之流,說到這裡就夠了,好叫我們藉這記述不僅得造就,也得羞愧——我們這些人,若非像野獸一般被關在斗室的籠中,便不能持守自己的忍耐。
she went to the aforesaid bishop to render him thanks both for the judgment of that choice and also for the benefit of her exercise, because at last, according to her desire, he had provided her a most worthy mistress of patience, by whose continual injuries, roborated daily as by a certain oil of the wrestling-ground, she had arrived at the highest patience of soul; saying: at last you have given me one whom I may refresh, for that former woman rather honoured and refreshed me by her services. Let it suffice to have said these things concerning the female sex, that by this commemoration we may not only be edified, but also confounded—we who cannot keep our patience unless we have been shut up, after the manner of wild beasts, in the cages of our cells.
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Nunc aliud abbatis Pafnuti pandamus exemplum, qui in illius insignis et ubique praedicabilis Scitioticae heremi in qua nunc presbyter est secretis tanto studio semper insedit, ut. ei ceteri anachoretae Bubali cognomen indiderint, eo quod ingenito ut ita dixerim desiderio solitudinis semper habitatione ganderet .
現在讓我們擺出另一個榜樣,就是帕弗努提烏斯院父的榜樣;他在那著名、處處為人稱道的斯凱提斯曠野的幽處——他如今在那裡作長老——總是以極大的熱忱長住其中,以致其他隱修者給他起了「野牛」的別號,因他懷著一種可說是天生對孤寂的渴慕,總是以住在那裡為樂。
Now let us set forth another example, that of Abbot Paphnutius, who in the secret places of that famous and everywhere renowned Scetic desert—in which he is now a presbyter—always sat with such great zeal that the other anchorites gave him the surname 'Buffalo,' because with an inborn, so to speak, desire of solitude he ever rejoiced in his habitation there.
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