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書信集(CSEL) 第 1 章 第 13/85 段

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1:458
Roboam uero, filius Salomonis, quadragesimo primo aetatis suae anno regni sumpsit exordium et regnauit in Hierusalem annis sedecim, cum utique pater eius duodecimo anno regnare incipiens annis quadraginta regnauerit et undecimo filium generare non quiuerit. Dum haec et multa istiusmodi mecum sollicitus uoluerem, aperuit mihi ostium, qui habet clauem Dauid, et introduxit me in cubiculum suum posuitque in foramine petrae, ut post spiritum saeuientem, post terrae meae motum, post incendium ignorantiae, quo urebar, uox ad me aurae lenioris accederet diceremque: inueni, quem quaesiuit anima mea: tenebo eum et non dimittam eum.
至於所羅門的兒子羅波安,在他四十一歲那年開始作王,在耶路撒冷作王十六年——然而他父親所羅門於十二歲開始作王,作王四十年,因此在他第十一年時尚不可能生下兒子。當我心中憂慮地反覆思量這些以及許多同類的問題時,那握有大衛之鑰的主為我開了門,領我進入祂的內室,把我安置在磐石穴中,好叫在那狂暴的風之後、在我地土的震動之後、在焚燒我的無知之火之後,那更溫柔微風的聲音得以臨到我,使我說:我尋得了我心所尋求的那一位;我要抓住祂,不容祂離去。
Now Rehoboam, the son of Solomon, took the beginning of his reign in the forty-first year of his age, and he reigned in Jerusalem sixteen years — although his father Solomon, beginning to reign in his twelfth year, reigned forty years, and thus in his eleventh year could not yet have begotten a son. While I was anxiously turning these things and many of the same kind over in my mind, He who holds the key of David opened the door to me, and led me into His chamber, and set me in the cleft of the rock, that after the raging wind, after the earthquake of my land, after the fire of the ignorance in which I burned, the voice of a gentler breeze might come to me, and I might say: I have found Him whom my soul sought; I will hold Him and not let Him go.
1:459
etenim, cum uideatur scriptura inter se esse contraria, utrumque uerum est, cum diuersum sit. egressi sunt quarta generatione filii Israhel de terra Aegypti. replica genealogiam Leui: Leui genuit Caath, Caath genuit Ambram, Ambram genuit Aaron, Aaron genuit Eleazar, Eleazar genuit Finees. Caath cum patre suo Leui ingressus est Aegyptum. rursum Eleazar cum patre suo Aaron egressus est Aegyptum. a Caath usque ad Eleazar conputantur generationes quattuor, licet quidam uelint ab Ambram incipere et usque ad Finees, ut nos in Eleazar fecimus, peruenire.
因為,儘管聖經看似自相矛盾,兩種說法即使有別,卻都是真實的。以色列人於第四代出了埃及地。追溯利未的家譜:利未生哥轄,哥轄生暗蘭,暗蘭生亞倫,亞倫生以利亞撒,以利亞撒生非尼哈。哥轄與其父利未一同進入埃及;以利亞撒又與其父亞倫一同出了埃及。從哥轄到以利亞撒共數為四代,儘管有些人願意從暗蘭起算而至非尼哈,正如我們以以利亞撒為終那樣。
For indeed, although Scripture may seem to contradict itself, both statements are true even while they differ. The children of Israel went out of the land of Egypt in the fourth generation. Trace back the genealogy of Levi: Levi begot Kohath, Kohath begot Amram, Amram begot Aaron, Aaron begot Eleazar, Eleazar begot Phinehas. Kohath entered Egypt together with his father Levi. Again, Eleazar went out of Egypt together with his father Aaron. From Kohath to Eleazar four generations are reckoned, though some prefer to begin from Amram and to arrive at Phinehas, just as we did with Eleazar.
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si uero uolueris disparem numerum ostendere, quomodo secundum Exodum quinta generatione egressi sint filii Israhel de terra Aegypti, tribus tibi Indae ordo numeretur: Iuda genuit Phares, Phares genuit Esrom, Esrom genuit Aram, Aram genuit Aminadab, Aminadab genuit Naasson, Naasson genuit Salmon. Phares cum patre suo Iuda ingressus est Aegyptum, Naasson princeps tribus Iuda in deserto describitur, cuius filius Salmon terram repromissionis introiit. conputa a Phares usque adNaasson et inuenies generationes quinque, tametsi nonnulli, ut in tribu Leui ostendimus, in Esrom initium faciant et ad Salmon usque perueniant. Puto problema dissolutum;
但你若想指出一個不同的數目——即按照《出埃及記》,以色列人是於第五代出了埃及地——那就讓猶大支派的次序為你數算:猶大生法勒斯,法勒斯生希斯崙,希斯崙生亞蘭,亞蘭生亞米拿達,亞米拿達生拿順,拿順生撒門。法勒斯與其父猶大一同進入埃及;拿順在曠野被記載為猶大支派的首領,他的兒子撒門進入了應許之地。你從法勒斯數到拿順,就會發現有五代,儘管有些人如我們在利未支派所示,從希斯崙起算而一直到撒門。我想這問題已經解決了。
But if you wish to show a different number — how according to Exodus the children of Israel went out of the land of Egypt in the fifth generation — let the order of the tribe of Judah be reckoned for you: Judah begot Perez, Perez begot Hezron, Hezron begot Ram, Ram begot Amminadab, Amminadab begot Nahshon, Nahshon begot Salmon. Perez entered Egypt together with his father Judah; Nahshon is described as prince of the tribe of Judah in the wilderness, and his son Salmon entered the land of promise. Count from Perez to Nahshon and you will find five generations, although some, as we showed in the tribe of Levi, make the beginning at Hezron and come all the way to Salmon. I think the problem is solved.
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quod si displicet, ad conpendium ueniam et dicam in Hebraeo non esse diuersum. Aquila namque, qui non contentiosius, ut quidam putant, sed studiosius uerbum interpretatur ad uerbum, in eo loco, ubi Septuaginta posuerunt: quinta autem generatione ascenderunt filii Israhel de terra Aegypti, ita transtulit: καὶ ἐνοπλισάμενοι ἀνέβησαν οἱοὶ Ἰσραὴλ ἀπὸ γῆς Αἰγύπτου , id est: et armati ascenderunt filii Israhel de terra Aegypti, licet pro eo, quod carmati \' nos diximus, secundum Graeci sermonis ambiguitatem et Cinstructi \' siue \'muniti\' propter supellectilem, qua Aegyptios. spoliauernot , possit intellegi. Aestimas curiositatem esse finitam?
但這若仍不能令人滿意,我就給出一個簡短的解答,說在希伯來文裡並無出入。因為亞居拉——他逐字翻譯,並非如某些人所想的出於好辯,而是出於對精確的熱忱——在七十士譯本作「以色列人於第五代從埃及地上來」的那段經文中,如此譯出:kai enoplisamenoi anebēsan hoi huioi Israēl apo gēs Aigyptou,即「以色列人全副武裝地從埃及地上來」,儘管在我們譯作「武裝」之處,按希臘語詞的歧義,也可理解為「裝備齊全」或「配備妥當」,因他們擄掠埃及人所得的行裝之故。你以為這番探究就此結束了嗎?
But if this does not satisfy, I will come to a brief solution and say that in the Hebrew there is no discrepancy. For Aquila — who translates word for word not out of contentiousness, as some suppose, but out of zeal for accuracy — in that passage where the Septuagint put: 'and in the fifth generation the children of Israel went up out of the land of Egypt,' rendered it thus: kai enoplisamenoi anebēsan hoi huioi Israēl apo gēs Aigyptou, that is: 'and the children of Israel went up armed out of the land of Egypt,' although in place of what we rendered as 'armed,' according to the ambiguity of the Greek speech it might also be understood as 'equipped' or 'furnished,' on account of the baggage with which they despoiled the Egyptians. Do you think the inquiry is finished?
1:462
maior quaerendi ardor exoritur et in similitudinem Hieremiae dissoluor undique et ferre non possum, quare Septuaginta\'quintam generationem\' et Aquila transtulerit carmatos \'. uolumen Hebraeum replico, quod Paulus cpocivoXrjV iuxta quosdam uocat, et ipsos characteres sollicitus adtendens scriptum repperio: uamusim alu bne israhel mearez mezraim. in reliqua parte interpretatio non discordat; omnis pugna de uerbo est \' amesim \', quod his litteris scribitur: heth, mem, sin, iod, mem, utrumnam \' quiuque \' an \'munitos\' sonet. et quidem \'quinque\' hoc sermone dici negare non possumus, uerum \'quinque\' plurali numero, non cquinta \', ut illi interpretati sunt, singulari.
探究的熱情更為高漲,我像耶利米一樣四面消融,難以忍受,不明白為何七十士譯作「第五代」,而亞居拉譯作「武裝的人」。我展開希伯來卷軸——保羅按某些人的說法稱之為「推薦信」——並仔細留意其中的字母,發現如此寫著:vamusim alu bne israhel mearez mezraim。其餘部分的解釋並無分歧;整場爭戰都在 amesim 這個詞上,它由這些字母寫成:heth、mem、sin、iod、mem——究竟它發音為「五」還是「配備齊全」。的確,我們不能否認這個詞可表達「五」,但那是複數的「五」,而非他們所譯的單數的「第五」。
A greater ardor for inquiry arises, and like Jeremiah I am dissolved on every side and cannot bear it, wondering why the Septuagint rendered 'the fifth generation' and Aquila 'armed men.' I unroll the Hebrew scroll, which Paul according to some calls a 'letter of recommendation,' and attentively noting the very characters I find it written: vamusim alu bne israhel mearez mezraim. In the rest the interpretation does not disagree; the whole battle is over the word amesim, which is written with these letters: heth, mem, sin, iod, mem — whether it sounds 'five' or 'furnished.' And indeed we cannot deny that 'five' is expressed by this word, but 'five' in the plural number, not 'fifth' in the singular, as they translated it.
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sed nec cgeneratio \' inuenitur adiuncta, quae lingua Hebraea < dor \' dicitur, ut, si esset \'quinta generatio\', sermone legeretur illorum \'amesa dor \'. nunc autem \' amissim \', id est \'quinque\', tantum scripti sunt et fit quasi sensus: \'quinque autem ascenderunt filii Israhel de terra Aegypti\'; quod quia minus uidebatur intellegi, adiuncta \'generatio\' est. Aquilam uero et in ceteris et in hoc maxime loco proprie transtulisse omnis Iudaea conclamat et synagogarum consonant uniuersa subsellia, quod uidelicet idem sermo et eisdem litteris scriptus diuersas apud eos et uoces et intellegentias habeat. ex quibus exempli causa unum ponimus, ut, quod dicimus, perspicuum fiat:
但也並未附上「代」字——這在希伯來語中稱為 dor——以致若真是「第五代」,在他們的語言中就會讀作「amesa dor」。然而事實上,只寫了 amissim,即「五」,其意思彷彿是:「以色列人有五,從埃及地上來。」因這似乎不易明白,才加上了「代」字。至於亞居拉在別處、尤其在這段經文中譯得貼切,全猶大都高聲宣揚,眾會堂的座席一致附和——即同一個詞,用同樣的字母寫成,在他們中間卻有不同的讀音和不同的含義。關於這些,我們舉一個例子為證,好使我們所說的變得清楚:
But neither is 'generation' found attached — which in the Hebrew tongue is called dor — so that, if it were 'the fifth generation,' it would be read in their language 'amesa dor.' As it is, however, only amissim, that is 'five,' is written, and the sense is as it were: 'and five went up, the children of Israel, out of the land of Egypt.' Because this seemed less intelligible, 'generation' was added. But that Aquila translated aptly both in other places and most especially in this passage, all Judaea cries aloud and all the benches of the synagogues resound in agreement — namely that the very same word, written with the very same letters, has among them different sounds and different meanings. Of these, for the sake of example, we set down one, that what we say may become clear:
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\'pastores\' et \'amatores\' eisdem litteris scribuntur: res, ain, iod, mem, sed pastores \'roim\', amatores leguntur <reim\'. unde euenit, ut, ubi Hierusalem in prophetis cum amatoribus suis fornicationis arguitur, ibi in nostris codicibus pro amatoribus pastorum nomen sit inmutatum. Scio haec molesta esse lectori, sed de Hebraeis litteris disputantem non decet Aristotelis argumenta conquirere nec ex flumine Tulliano eloquentiae ducendus est riuulus nec aures Quintiliani flosculis et scolari declamatione mulcendae. pedestris et cotidianae similis et nullam lucubrationem redolens oratio necessaria est, quae \'rem explicet, sensum.
「牧人」與「情人」用相同的字母寫成:resh、ayin、iod、mem;但牧人讀作「roim」,情人讀作「reim」。因此就發生這種情形:先知書中控告耶路撒冷與她的情人們行淫之處,在我們的抄本裡卻用「牧人」之名替換了「情人」。我知道這些對讀者是令人厭煩的;然而論述希伯來字母的人,不該去搜求亞里士多德的論證,也不該從西塞羅的辯才之流引出一道小溪,更不該用修辭的花朵和學院式的演說來取悅昆體良般的耳朵。所需要的是一種樸實的文風,近乎日常言談,毫無挑燈苦思之氣——一種能闡明事理、解釋意義、
'shepherds' and 'lovers' are written with the same letters: resh, ayin, iod, mem; but shepherds are read 'roim,' lovers 'reim.' Hence it comes about that, where in the prophets Jerusalem is accused of fornication with her lovers, there in our codices the name of shepherds is put in place of lovers. I know that these things are wearisome to the reader; but one who is disputing about Hebrew letters ought not to seek out the arguments of Aristotle, nor should a rivulet of eloquence be drawn from the Tullian stream, nor should the ears of a Quintilian be soothed with flowers of rhetoric and scholastic declamation. A plain style, resembling everyday speech and smelling of no midnight lamp, is what is needed — one that unfolds the matter, explains the sense,
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edisserat, obscura manifestet, non quae uerborum conpositione frondescat sint alii diserti, laudentur, ut uolunt, et inflatis buccis spumantia uerba trutinentur: mihi sufficit sic loqui, ut intellegar et ut de scripturis disputans scripturarum imiter simplicitatem. Cur Isaac, uir iustus et deo canis) non illi, cui noluit, sed, cui noluit, deceptus errore benedixit ? Differo paulisper typos et ea, quae a maioribus nostris super hoc loco sunt interpretata, praetereo, non quo opinioni eorum non adquiescam, sed quo tu hoc tantum quaeris, quare uir iustus aliquid ignorauerit et contra suam fecerit uoluntatem.
能揭示晦澀之處的文風——而非在遣詞造句上枝葉繁茂的文風。讓別人去雄辯,任他們如願受人稱讚,鼓起腮幫子去斟酌他們那泡沫般的言辭吧:於我而言,能說到讓人明白就夠了,並且在論述聖經時,效法聖經的樸實。為何以撒——一位公義且蒙神所愛的人——因受蒙蔽而錯了,竟祝福了他所不願的那一個,而非他所願的那一個呢?我暫且擱下預表,越過我們先輩就這段經文所作的解釋——並非我不認同他們的見解,而是因為你只問這一點:為何一位義人竟對某事無知,並違背了自己的意願行事。
expounds, and makes plain what is obscure — not one that puts forth leaves in the composition of words. Let others be eloquent, let them be praised as they wish, and with puffed-out cheeks let them weigh their foaming words: for me it is enough so to speak that I may be understood, and, in disputing about the Scriptures, to imitate the simplicity of the Scriptures. Why did Isaac, a just man and dear to God, deceived by error, bless not the one whom he wished, but the one whom he did not wish? I defer the types for a little while and pass over what has been interpreted by our forefathers concerning this passage — not that I do not acquiesce in their opinion, but because you ask only this: why a just man was ignorant of something and acted contrary to his own will.
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ad quod districta responsio est nullum hominum excepto eo, qui ob nostram salutem carnem est dignatus adsumere, plenam habuisse scientiam et certissimam ueritatem. denique Paulus ex parte cognoscit et ex parte prophetat et nunc per speculum uidet in aenigmate et, secundum quod oportet orare, nescire nos dicit, quia, cum uenerit, quod perfectum est, tunc, quod ex parte est, destruetur. Samuhel propheta connumeratus Moysi in Psalterio ad unguendum regem missus, cum maximum filiorum Iesse uidisset Heliab, ait: ecce coram domino Christus eius. et dixit dominus ad Samuhel: noli adspicere ad faciem eius et in staturam illius, quoniam reprobaui eum, quia non, quomodo uidet homo, uidebit deus;
對此,嚴格的回答是:除了那為我們的救恩而俯就取了肉身的主之外,沒有任何人擁有完全的知識和最確定的真理。的確,保羅是部分地知道、部分地說預言,如今是對著鏡子觀看,模糊不清,並說我們本不曉得當怎樣禱告才合宜——因為那完全的來到時,這部分的就要歸於無有了。先知撒母耳,在詩篇中與摩西並列,奉差去膏立一位王,看見耶西眾子中最出眾的以利押時,說:「看哪,耶和華的受膏者在祂面前。」耶和華卻對撒母耳說:「不要看他的外貌和身量,因為我已棄絕他;神看人不像人看人;」
To this the strict answer is that no human being, except Him who for our salvation deigned to assume flesh, has had full knowledge and most certain truth. Indeed Paul knows in part and prophesies in part, and now sees through a glass in a riddle, and says that we do not know how we ought to pray as we should — for when that which is perfect shall come, then that which is in part shall be done away. Samuel the prophet, numbered together with Moses in the Psalter, when sent to anoint a king, upon seeing Eliab, the greatest of the sons of Jesse, said: 'Behold, before the Lord is His anointed.' And the Lord said to Samuel: 'Look not upon his face nor upon his stature, for I have rejected him; for God will not see as man sees;'
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homo uidet in facie, deus uidet in corde. et per singulos semper ignorans usque ad Dauid nescisse describitur. Helisaeus quoque, qui duplici glorificatus est spiritu, cuius ossa uitam exanimo cadaueri reddiderant, cum Sunamitis ad eum uenisset in montem et ad pedes eius flebiliter corruisset, Giezi prohibente, ne faceret, ait: dimitte eam, quoniam anima illius in amaritudine est et dominus abscondit a me et non nuntiauit mihi.
人看外貌,神看內心。他每逢一人,都被描述為始終無知,直到大衛,都不曉得。以利沙也是如此——他得了加倍的靈得榮耀,他的骸骨曾使一具無生命的屍體復活——當書念的婦人上山來到他跟前,哀哀地俯伏在他腳前,而基哈西想要攔阻她時,他說:「由她吧,因為她心裡愁苦;耶和華向我隱瞞這事,沒有告訴我。」
man looks on the face, God looks on the heart. And through each one in turn he is described as always ignorant, right up to David, of not knowing. Elisha too, who was glorified with a double spirit, whose bones restored life to a lifeless corpse — when the Shunammite woman had come to him on the mountain and had fallen weeping at his feet, and Gehazi was trying to prevent her, said: 'Let her alone, for her soul is in bitterness, and the Lord has hidden it from me and has not told me.'
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plura sunt, quam ut exemplis debeamus docere sanctos uiros et deo caros ea tantummodo scisse, quae eis a domino reuelata sunt, ignorasse uero, quae reuelata non fuerant, et ad singulas uisiones Zachariam atque Danihelum interrogare angelum et suppliciter deprecari, ut exponant sibi, quae sint illa, quae uideat. unde non mirum est et Isaac in suam maxime utilitatem nescisse, quid faceret, cum magis eo tempore erraret, quo filium sanguinariae deditum uoluptati et eum, qui postea fratrem posset occidere, I praetermisso illo, qui innocenter habitabat domum, uellet efferre et suam magis quam dei facere uoluntatem. ergo puto diuinae dispensationis fuisse, ut oculis caecaretur et, cum ipse diceret:
實例太多,我們無需用例子來教導:蒙神所愛的聖人只知道那些主向他們啟示的事,卻不曉得那些未曾啟示的事——每逢異象,撒迦利亞和但以理都詢問天使,並謙卑懇求他為他們解明所看見的那些是什麼。因此也就不足為奇:以撒——最主要是為了他自己的益處——竟不知自己在做什麼,因為他在那時反倒更是錯了,那時他想要高舉那沉溺於嗜血之樂的兒子(就是那日後能謀殺弟兄的人),越過那安然無邪住在家中的兒子,並寧願成就自己的意願而非神的意願。因此我認為,這是出於神的安排,使他雙目失明,以致他雖親口說:
There are too many instances for us to need to teach by examples that holy men, dear to God, knew only those things that were revealed to them by the Lord, but were ignorant of those that had not been revealed — and that at each vision Zechariah and Daniel questioned the angel and humbly begged that he would explain to them what those things were which they saw. Hence it is no wonder that Isaac too, most of all to his own advantage, did not know what he was doing, since he was more in error at that time when he wished to exalt the son given over to bloody pleasure — the one who could later murder his brother — passing over the one who innocently dwelt at home, and to do his own will rather than God's. Therefore I think it was of the divine dispensation that his eyes were blinded, so that, though he himself said:
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uox uox Iacob, manus autem manus Esau, tamen non intellegeret minorem esse filium, qui ad benedictionem fratris praereptor adstiterat. Quoniam autem polliciti sumus et de eo, quid in figura significaret, adiungere, Hippolyti martyris uerba ponemus, a quo et Victorinus noster non plurimum discrepat, non quo omnia plenius exsecutus sit, sed quo possit occasionem praebere lectori ad intellegentiam latiorem: \'Isaac portat imaginem dei patris, Rebecca spiritus sancti, Esau populi prioris et diaboli, Iacob ecclesiae siue Christi. senuisse Isaac consummationem orbis ostendit; oculos illius caligasse fidem perisse de mundo et religionis lumen ante eum neglectum esse significat.
「聲音是雅各的聲音,手卻是以掃的手,」他卻仍不明白站在那裡的是那奪去弟兄祝福的小兒子。但既然我們也應許要補充一些關於這在預表上所指之意,我們就記下殉道者希坡律陀的話——連我們的維克托里努斯與他也相差不多——並非因他把一切闡述得更完全,而是因他能為讀者提供一個更廣泛理解的契機:「以撒承載著父神的形像,利百加是聖靈的形像,以掃是舊民與魔鬼的形像,雅各是教會或基督的形像。以撒年老,顯示世界的終結;他雙眼昏花,象徵信仰從世上消亡,宗教之光在他面前遭到忽視。
'The voice is the voice of Jacob, but the hands are the hands of Esau,' yet did not understand that it was the younger son who stood there, having snatched away his brother's blessing. But since we have promised also to add something about what this signified in figure, we will set down the words of the martyr Hippolytus — from whom our Victorinus too does not greatly differ — not that he has expounded everything more fully, but that he may afford the reader an occasion for wider understanding: 'Isaac bears the image of God the Father, Rebecca of the Holy Spirit, Esau of the former people and of the devil, Jacob of the Church or of Christ. That Isaac grew old shows the consummation of the world; that his eyes grew dim signifies that faith perished from the world and that the light of religion was neglected before him.
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quod filius maior uocatur, acceptio legis est Iudaeorum; quod escas eius atque capturam diligit pater, homines sunt ab errore saluati, quos per doctrinam iustus quisque uenatur. sermo dei benedictionis est repromissio et spes regni futuri, in quo cum Christo sancti regnaturi sunt et uerum sabbatum celebraturi. Rebecca plena spiritu sancto et sciens, quid audisset, antequam pareret, quia maior seruiet minori, — magis autem forma spiritus sancti, quae futura norat in Christo, in Iacob ante meditaturloquitur ad filium minorem:
他被稱為長子,這是猶太人領受律法;父親喜愛他的野味和獵物,這是從錯謬中得救的人,就是每位義人藉教導所獵取的人。祝福之言是應許,也是對將來國度的盼望,聖徒要在其中與基督一同作王,並要守那真正的安息。利百加充滿聖靈,在生產之前就知道自己所聽見的——大的要服事小的——或者更確切地說,是那預知基督裡將來之事的聖靈的形像,在雅各身上預先沉思這些事——她對小兒子說:
That he is called the elder son is the reception of the Law by the Jews; that the father loves his meats and his hunting are the men saved from error, whom each just man hunts by teaching. The word of blessing is the promise and the hope of the kingdom to come, in which the saints shall reign with Christ and shall celebrate the true Sabbath. Rebecca, full of the Holy Spirit and knowing what she had heard before she gave birth — that the elder should serve the younger — or rather the figure of the Holy Spirit, which knew the things to come in Christ, meditates them beforehand in Jacob — speaks to her younger son:
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uade ad gregem et accipe mihi inde duos haedos praefigurans carneum saluatoris aduentum, in quo eos uel maxime liberaret, qui peccatis tenebantur obnoxii, siquidem in omnibus scripturis haedi pro peccatoribus accipiuntur. quod autem duos iubetur adferre, duorum populorum significatur adsumptio; quod teneros et bonos, dociles et innocentes animae. stola Esau fides et scripturae sunt Hebraeorum, quibus gentilium indutus est populus; pelles, quae eius brachiis circumdatae sunt, peccata utriusque sunt plebis, quae Christus in extensione manuum cruci secum pariter adfixit. quod Isaac quaerit ab Iacob, cur tam cito uenerit, admiratur uelocem credentium fidem;
「你到羊群那裡,給我取兩隻山羊羔來」——這預表救主肉身的降臨,祂在其中要首先釋放那些被罪捆綁、受罪轄制的人,因為在全部聖經中,山羊羔都被視為罪人。他被吩咐取兩隻,是表明兩個民族的接納;牠們要柔嫩又良善,是指馴良無邪的靈魂。以掃的衣袍是希伯來人的信仰與聖經,外邦的百姓披戴了它;纏繞在他手臂上的皮,是兩族的罪,基督在伸展雙手時,把這些罪與自己一同釘在十字架上。以撒問雅各為何來得如此之快,是驚訝於信徒迅速的信心;
'Go to the flock and bring me from there two kids' — prefiguring the fleshly coming of the Saviour, in which He would set free above all those who were held bound and liable to sins, since in all the Scriptures kids are taken for sinners. And that he is bidden to bring two, the assumption of two peoples is signified; that they be tender and good means souls docile and innocent. Esau's robe is the faith and the Scriptures of the Hebrews, with which the people of the Gentiles was clothed; the skins that were wrapped around his arms are the sins of both peoples, which Christ, in the stretching out of His hands, fixed to the cross together with Himself. That Isaac asks Jacob why he had come so quickly, he marvels at the swift faith of believers;
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quod cibi delectabiles offeruntur, hostia placens deo salus est peccatorum. post esum sequitur benedictio et eius odore perfruitur uirtutem resurrectionis et regni aperta uoce praenuntians, quomodo etiam adorent eum fratres sui et seruiant ei credentes ex Israhel. quia igitur iniquitas est inimica iustitiae, Esau in discordiam concitatur et necem fraudulentus excogitat dicens in corde suo: adpropient dies passionis patris mei et occidam Iacob, fratrem meum. diabolus fratricidae Iudae os in Cain ante praemeditans in Esau manifestissime confitetur tempus quoque interfectionis ostendens: adpropinquent, inquit, dies passionis, ut interficiam fratrem meum.
人獻上美味的食物,那蒙神喜悅的祭乃是罪人的救恩。吃過之後便是祝福,祂享受其香氣,公開地預言復活與國度的大能——祂的弟兄們,就是那些以色列中信主的人,也要如何敬拜祂、服事祂。既然不義是公義的仇敵,以掃就被激起紛爭,詭詐地圖謀兇殺,心裡說:「願我父親哀哭的日子臨近,我要殺我兄弟雅各。」魔鬼預先在該隱身上預謀那弒兄者猶大之口,在以掃身上最明顯地招認出來,也顯明兇殺的時候:他說:「願哀哭的日子臨近,好叫我殺我的兄弟。」
that delectable foods are offered, the sacrifice pleasing to God is the salvation of sinners. After the eating follows the blessing, and He enjoys its fragrance, foretelling with open voice the power of the resurrection and of the kingdom — how his brethren too shall worship Him and shall serve Him, those from Israel who believe. Since therefore iniquity is the enemy of justice, Esau is stirred up to discord and deceitfully devises murder, saying in his heart: 'Let the days of my father's death draw near, and I will slay Jacob, my brother.' The devil, premeditating beforehand in Cain the mouth of the fratricide Judas, most manifestly confesses in Esau, showing also the time of the killing: 'Let the days of mourning draw near,' he says, 'that I may slay my brother.'
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quapropter Kebecca, id est patientia, nuntiauit uiro fratris insidias, qui uocato Iacob praecepit ei, ut Mesopotamiam pergeret et inde acciperet uxorem de genere Laban Syri, fratris matris suae. quomodo itaque fratris dolos fugiens Mesopotamiam tendit Iacob, ita et Christus Iudaeorum incredulitate conpulsus proficiscitur in Galilaeam inde sibi ex gentibus sponsam sumpturus ecclesiam\'. haec supra dictus uir.\\ Nos autem dicimus non uenisse dominum nisi ad oues perditas domus Israhel nec uoluisse panem accipere filiorum et dare eum canibus et benedictionem primam Iudaeorum populo detulisse, quibus sunt credita eloquia dei et repromissio et legis datio et confectio testamenti;
因此利百加——就是忍耐——把兄長的陰謀告訴了她的丈夫,並召來雅各,吩咐他往米所波大米去,從她母親的兄弟、亞蘭人拉班的親族中娶妻。於是,正如雅各躲避兄長的詭計而動身往米所波大米去,照樣基督也因猶太人的不信所迫,前往加利利,好從那裡的外邦人中為自己娶新婦——就是教會。」以上所述之人如是說。但我們說,主來只為以色列家迷失的羊,並不願拿兒女的餅丟給狗,祂把頭一份祝福給了猶太民族,神的聖言、應許、律法的頒賜、以及約的訂立都託付了他們;
Wherefore Rebecca — that is, patience — announced to her husband the brother's treachery, and having called Jacob commanded him to go to Mesopotamia and there take a wife from the kindred of Laban the Syrian, her mother's brother. So then, just as Jacob, fleeing his brother's wiles, sets out for Mesopotamia, so also Christ, driven by the unbelief of the Jews, journeys into Galilee, thence to take for Himself from among the Gentiles a bride, the Church.' Thus far the aforesaid man. But we say that the Lord came only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel, and did not wish to take the children's bread and give it to the dogs, and that He offered the first blessing to the people of the Jews, to whom the oracles of God were entrusted, and the promise, and the giving of the Law, and the making of the covenant;
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uerum quia illi credere noluerunt, ad Iacob, minorem populum, benedictionem esse translatam. neque tamen maiorem filium penitus fuisse despectum, quia, cum subintrauerit plenitudo gentium, tunc omnis Israhel saluus erit. XXXVII. AD MARCELLAM. Nuper, cum Reticii Augustodunensis episcopi, qui quondam a Constantino imperatore sub Siluestro episcopo ob causam Montensium missus est Romam, commentarios in Canticorum Canticum perlegissem, quod Hebraei uocant sir asirim, uehementer miratus sum uirum eloquentem praeter ineptias sensuum ceterorum Tharsis urbem putasse Tarsum, in qua Paulus apostolus natus sit, et aurum Ofaz petram significari, quod Cephas in euangelio Petrus sit appellatus.
但因他們不肯相信,這祝福就轉給了小民雅各。然而長子並未被完全鄙棄,因為到外邦人的數目添滿了,以色列全家都要得救。三十七、致馬爾切拉。近日我讀完了奧頓主教勒提基烏斯論《雅歌》(希伯來人稱之為 sir asirim)的註釋——他從前曾因蒙特努斯派之案,由君士坦丁皇帝在西爾維斯特主教任內差往羅馬——我大為驚訝,這樣一位雄辯之人,除了其他解釋的種種荒謬外,竟以為他施城就是保羅使徒出生的大數,又以為俄法的金子象徵一塊磐石,因為磯法在福音書中被稱為彼得。
but because they refused to believe, the blessing was transferred to Jacob, the younger people. Nor yet was the elder son utterly despised, for when the fullness of the Gentiles shall have come in, then all Israel shall be saved. XXXVII. To Marcella. Lately, when I had read through the commentaries on the Song of Songs — which the Hebrews call sir asirim — by Reticius, bishop of Autun, who was once sent to Rome by the emperor Constantine under bishop Silvester on account of the case of the Montenses, I was greatly astonished that so eloquent a man, besides the ineptitudes of his other interpretations, had supposed the city Tharshish to be Tarsus, in which the apostle Paul was born, and that the gold of Ophaz signified a rock, because Cephas is called Peter in the Gospel.
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habuerat utique et in Hiezechiele id ipsum uerbum, ubi de quattuor animalibus scribitur: et species rotarum sicut species tharsis, et in Danihele de domino: et corpus eius ut tharsis, quod Aquila chrysolith um, hyacinthu m Symmachus interpretantur, et in Psalmis: spiritu uiolento conteres naues Tharsis. et inter lapides, qui in ornatum sacerdotis tribuum nominibus sculpti sunt, eiusdem lapidis nomen insertum est et omnis ferme scriptura hoc referta uocabulo est. de Ofaz uero quid dicam, cum supra dictus Danihel propheta in tertio anno Cyri, regis Persarum, post tres ebdomadas ieiunii atque tristitiae dicat:
他在以西結書中確實也有這同一個詞,那裡論到四活物寫著:「輪的樣式如同 tharshish 的樣式」;在但以理書中論到主:「祂的身體如 tharshish」——亞居拉譯作「黃玉」,敘馬庫斯譯作「風信子石」;在詩篇中:「你必用暴風打破他施的船隻。」在那些刻有各支派名字、用以裝飾祭司的寶石中,也嵌有這同一寶石的名字,幾乎整本聖經都充滿了這個詞。至於俄法,我又能說什麼呢?既然上述先知但以理在波斯王古列第三年,經過三個七日的禁食與哀傷之後,說:
He had certainly had this very word in Ezekiel too, where it is written of the four living creatures: 'and the appearance of the wheels was like the appearance of tharshish'; and in Daniel, of the Lord: 'and His body was like tharshish' — which Aquila renders 'chrysolite,' Symmachus 'hyacinth'; and in the Psalms: 'with a violent spirit Thou shalt break the ships of Tharshish.' And among the stones which are engraved with the names of the tribes for the adornment of the priest, the name of this same stone is inserted, and almost the whole of Scripture is filled with this word. But what shall I say of Ophaz, when the aforesaid prophet Daniel, in the third year of Cyrus, king of the Persians, after three weeks of fasting and mourning, says:
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extuli oculos meos et uidi, et ecce uir unus indutus baddim et renes eius cincti auro Ofaz? plura quippe apud Hebraeos auri sunt genera; unde ob distinctionem nunc Ofaz positum est, ne quis zaab putaret, quod in Genesi nasci cum lapide carbunculo praedicatur. Quaeras, si tharsis lapis chrysolithus sit aut hyacinthus, ut diuersi interpretes uolunt, ad cuius similitudinem dei species describatur, quare Ionas propheta Tharsis ire uelle dicatur et Salomon etlosaphat inRegnorum libris naues habuerint, quae de Tharsis solitae sint adferre uel exercere commercia.
「我舉目觀看,見有一人身穿細麻衣,腰束俄法的金帶」?因為希伯來人中金子有好幾種;所以為了區別,這裡用了俄法,免得有人以為那是 zaab(就是《創世記》中所說與紅寶石一同出產的金子)。你或許會問:倘若 tharshish 是黃玉石或風信子石(如各家譯者所主張,神的樣式是照著它的形像被描述的),那為何說先知約拿想要往他施去,又為何《列王紀》中所羅門和約沙法有船隻,慣於從他施運貨物或在那裡經商呢?
'I lifted up my eyes and looked, and behold, a certain man clothed in linen, and his loins girded with gold of Ophaz'? For among the Hebrews there are several kinds of gold; whence, for the sake of distinction, Ophaz is here put, lest anyone should think it was zaab, which in Genesis is said to be produced together with the carbuncle stone. You might ask, if tharshish is the chrysolite stone or the hyacinth, as the various interpreters would have it, in whose likeness the appearance of God is described, why the prophet Jonah is said to wish to go to Tharshish, and why Solomon and Jehoshaphat had ships in the books of Kings which used to bring goods from Tharshish or to carry on trade there.
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ad quod facilis responsio est 6[juvd[iov esse uocabulum, quod et Indiae regio ita appelletur et ipsum mare, quia caeruleum sit et saepe solis radiis repercussum, colorem supra dictorum lapidum trahat, a colore nomen acceperit, licet Iosephus tau littera commutata Graecos putet Tarsum appellasse pro Tharsis. Innumerabilia sunt, quae in. illius mihi commentariis sordere uisa sunt. est sermo quidem conpositus et Gallicano coturno fluens: sed quid ad interpretem, cuius professio est non, quomodo ipse disertus appareat, sed quomodo eum, qui lecturus est, sic faciat intellegere, quomodo intellexit ille, qui scripsit?
對此,容易的回答是:這是一個意義含糊的詞:因為印度的一個地區這樣稱呼,海洋本身也這樣稱呼,因為海是藍色的,又常被日光反射,便帶上了上述寶石的顏色,並由此顏色得名——儘管約瑟夫認為希臘人改換了字母 tau,把它稱為大數而非他施。那人註釋中令我覺得粗劣的地方不可勝數。他的文辭固然辭藻工整,帶著高盧式的莊嚴滔滔而下;但這對譯者有何相干呢?譯者的本分不在於顯出自己如何雄辯,而在於使將要讀的人,以那寫書之人所理解的方式去理解它。
To this the easy answer is that it is a word of ambiguous meaning: for both a region of India is so called and the sea itself, because, being blue and often struck back by the rays of the sun, it takes on the color of the aforesaid stones, and has received its name from the color — although Josephus supposes that the Greeks, changing the letter tau, called it Tarsus instead of Tharshish. Innumerable are the things in that man's commentaries which seemed to me squalid. His speech is indeed well-composed and flows with a Gallic loftiness; but what does that matter to a translator, whose profession is not how he himself may appear eloquent, but how he may make the one who is going to read it understand it in the same way as he who wrote it understood it?
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rogo, non habuerat decem Origenis uolumina, non interpretes ceteros aut certe aliquos necessarios Hebraeorum aut ad interrogare aut ad legere [et], quid sibi uellent, quae ignorabat? sed tam male existimasse de posteris, ut nemo posset de eius erroribus iudicare! Frustra igitur a me eiusdem uiri commentarios postulas, cum mihi in illis multo displiceant plura, quam placeant. quod si opposueris, cur ceteris dederim, audies non omnes eodem uesci cibo. Iesus in- deserto plures hordeaceis panibus pascit, triticeis pauciores; Corinthii, in quibus fornicatio audiebatur et talis fornicatio, qualis nec inter gentes quidem, lacte pascuntur, quia necdum poterant solidum cibum capere.
我問:難道他沒有俄利根的十卷書,沒有其他譯者,或至少沒有幾位不可或缺的希伯來人,可以請教或閱讀,好曉得他所不知的那些事究竟何意嗎?可是他竟如此輕看後世,以為無人能評斷他的錯謬!所以你向我索取這同一人的註釋,實屬徒然,因為其中令我不悅的遠多於使我喜悅的。但你若反駁說:那你為何又把它給了別人呢?你會聽到:並非人人都吃同樣的食物。耶穌在曠野用大麥餅餵飽較多的人,用麥子餅餵較少的人;哥林多人——他們中間有人聽說行淫,而且是連外邦人中都沒有的那種淫亂——只能餵以奶,因為他們還不能吃乾糧。
I ask: had he not the ten volumes of Origen, or the other interpreters, or at least some of the Hebrews who were indispensable, either to question or to read — so as to learn what those things meant which he did not know? But he thought so ill of posterity that no one would be able to pass judgment on his errors! In vain, therefore, do you demand from me the commentaries of this same man, since in them far more things displease me than please me. But if you object, why then have I given them to others, you will hear that not all feed on the same food. Jesus in the desert feeds more with barley loaves, fewer with wheaten; the Corinthians, among whom fornication was heard of, and such fornication as was not even among the Gentiles, are fed with milk, because they could not yet take solid food.
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Ephesii autem, in quibus nullum crimen arguitur, ipso domino caelesti uescuntur pane et sacramentum, quod a saeculis absconditum fuerat, agnoscunt. neque uero eorum, qui a me exemplaria acceperunt, uel auctoritate uel aetate ducaris, cum et Danihel senes iudicet et Amos, pastor caprarum, in sacerdotum principes inuehatur. XXXVIII. AD MARCELLAM. Abraham temptatur in filio et fidelior inuenitur; Ioseph in Aegypto uenditur, ut patrem pascat et fratres; Ezechias uicina morte terretur, ut fusus in lacrimas quindecim annorum spatio proteletur ad uitam; Petrus apostolus domini passione concutitur, ut amare flens audiat: pasce oues meas;
但以弗所人——他們中間並無罪名可指控——享用主那真正屬天的糧,並認識那從萬世以來隱藏的奧秘。你也不當被那些從我這裡領受抄本之人的權威或年紀所左右,因為連但以理也審判那些長老,而牧羊人阿摩司也斥責祭司之長。三十八、致馬爾切拉。亞伯拉罕在兒子身上受試驗,卻顯為更加忠信;約瑟被賣到埃及,好養活他的父親和弟兄們;希西家因臨近的死亡而驚恐,以致痛哭流涕,得以延長壽命十五年;使徒彼得因主的受難而動搖,以致痛哭,得聞:「你餵養我的羊」;
But the Ephesians, among whom no crime is charged, feed on the very heavenly bread of the Lord, and acknowledge the mystery which had been hidden from the ages. Nor indeed should you be swayed by the authority or the age of those who have received copies from me, since Daniel too judges the elders, and Amos, a herdsman of goats, inveighs against the chief of the priests. XXXVIII. To Marcella. Abraham is tempted in his son and is found more faithful; Joseph is sold in Egypt, that he may feed his father and his brothers; Hezekiah is terrified by approaching death, so that, dissolved in tears, he is prolonged for life for the space of fifteen years; Peter the apostle is shaken by the Lord's passion, so that, weeping bitterly, he may hear: 'Feed My sheep';
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Paulus, lupus rapax et Beniamin adulescentior, in extasi caecatur, ut uideat, et repentino tenebrarum horrore circumdatus dominum uocat, quem dudum ut hominem persequebatur. Ita et nunc, mi Marcella, Blesillam nostram uidimus ardore febrium per triginta ferme dies iugiter aestuasse, ut sciret reiciendas delicias corporis, quod paulo post uermibus exarandum sit. uenit et ad hanc dominus Iesus tetigitque manum eius et ecce surgens ministrat ei. redolebat aliquid neglegentiae et diuitiarum fasciis conligata in saeculi iacebat sepulchro, sed confremuit Iesus et conturbatus in spiritu clamauit dicens: Blesilla, exi foras. quae uocata surrexit et egressa cum domino uescitur.
保羅——一匹貪食的狼,又是那年幼的便雅憫——在恍惚中被弄瞎,好叫他看見,又被突如其來的黑暗恐懼所籠罩,呼求那不久前他還當作人來逼迫的主。照樣如今,我的馬爾切拉,我們看見我們的伯利西拉連續發燒將近三十天,好叫她學會拋棄肉身的享樂——那享樂不久後必被蟲蛀蝕。主耶穌也來到她這裡,摸了她的手,看哪,她就起來服事祂。她曾帶著某種疏懶之氣,被財富的枷鎖捆綁,躺在這世界的墳墓裡;但耶穌歎息,心裡憂愁,喊著說:「伯利西拉,出來!」她一被呼喚就起來,出來與主一同進食。
Paul, a ravening wolf and the younger Benjamin, is blinded in an ecstasy that he may see, and, encompassed by a sudden horror of darkness, calls upon the Lord whom shortly before he had been persecuting as a man. So also now, my Marcella, we have seen our Blesilla burn continuously with the heat of fevers for nearly thirty days, that she might learn to cast off the delights of the body, which a little later must be furrowed by worms. The Lord Jesus came to her too, and touched her hand, and behold, rising, she ministers to Him. She had a certain smell of negligence, and, bound by the fetters of riches, she lay in the world's sepulchre; but Jesus groaned, and, troubled in spirit, cried out, saying: 'Blesilla, come forth.' And she, being called, arose, and having gone out, feeds with the Lord.
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Iudaei minentur et tumeant, quaerant occidere suscitatam, soli apostoli glorientur: scit se uitam suam ei debere, cui credidit; scit se eius amplexare pedes, cuius paulo ante iudicium pertimescebat. corpus paene iacebat exanime et anhelos artus mors uicina quatiebat. ubi tunc erant auxilia propinquorum, ubi uerba omni inaniora fumo? nihil tibi debet o ingrata cognatio, quae mundo periit et Christo reuixit. qui Christianus est, gaudeat; qui irascitur, non esse se indicat Christianum. Uidua, quae soluta est uinculo maritali, nihil necesse habet nisi perseuerare. at scandalizat quempiam uestis fuscior:
任憑猶太人威嚇、怒氣衝天,任憑他們設法殺害那復活的人;讓使徒獨自誇耀。她知道自己的生命歸於她所信的那一位;她知道自己所擁抱的,正是不久前她所懼怕其審判的那一位的腳。她的身體幾乎毫無生氣地躺著,臨近的死亡搖動她喘息的肢體。那時親屬的援助在哪裡?那些比一切煙霧更空虛的話語又在哪裡?你這忘恩的親族啊,你們對她一無所欠,她既向世界死了,又向基督復活了。凡作基督徒的,就當歡喜;凡發怒的,就顯明自己不是基督徒。寡婦既已從婚姻的束縛中得釋放,除了持守到底,別無所需。然而較深色的衣服卻叫某人跌倒:
Let the Jews threaten and swell with rage, let them seek to kill the one raised up; let the apostles alone glory. She knows that she owes her life to Him in whom she believed; she knows that she embraces the feet of Him whose judgment shortly before she had dreaded. Her body lay almost lifeless, and approaching death shook her gasping limbs. Where then were the aids of kinsfolk, where the words emptier than all smoke? You owe nothing to her, O ungrateful kindred, she who died to the world and lives again to Christ. Whoever is a Christian, let him rejoice; whoever is angry, shows that he is not a Christian. A widow, who has been loosed from the marriage bond, needs nothing except to persevere. But a darker garment scandalizes someone:
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scandalizet Iohannes, quo inter natos mulierum maior nullus fuit, qui angelus dictus ipsum quoque dominum baptizauit, qui camelorum uestitus tegumine zona pellicia cingebatur. cibi displicent uiliores: nihil uilius est locustis. illae Christianos oculos potius scandalizent, quae purpurisso et quibusdam fucis ora oculosque depingunt, quarum facies gypseae et nimio candore deformes idola mentiuntur, quibus si forte inprouidens lacrimarum stilla eruperit, sulco defluit, quas nec numerus annorum potest docere, quod uetulae sunt, quae capillis alienis uerticem instruunt et praeteritam iuuentutem in rugis anilibus poliunt, quae denique ante nepotum gregem trementes uirgunculae conponuntur.
就讓約翰叫他跌倒吧——凡婦人所生的,沒有一個比他更大的,他被稱為天使,親自為主施洗,身披駱駝毛的衣服,腰束皮帶。較廉價的食物令人不悅:沒有比蝗蟲更廉價的了。倒是讓那些婦人叫基督徒的眼目跌倒吧——她們用胭脂和某些顏料塗抹臉面與眼睛,她們塗厚了粉的臉因過度的慘白而變形,冒充偶像;她們臉上若偶然不慎滾落一滴淚珠,便順著溝痕流下;連歲月的數目也無法教會她們自己已是老嫗——她們用別人的頭髮裝飾頭頂,在老婦的皺紋間妝點那已逝的青春;總之,她們在一群孫兒面前,把自己打扮成顫巍巍的小姑娘。
let John scandalize him — than whom among those born of women none was greater, who, called an angel, baptized the Lord Himself, who, clad in the covering of camels' hair, was girded with a leathern belt. Cheaper foods displease: nothing is cheaper than locusts. Rather let those women scandalize Christian eyes who paint their faces and eyes with rouge and certain dyes, whose plastered faces, deformed by excessive whiteness, counterfeit idols; on whom, if by chance a heedless teardrop breaks forth, it flows down in a furrow; whom not even the number of years can teach that they are old crones — who deck the crown of the head with another's hair, and polish over their bygone youth in the wrinkles of an old woman; who, in short, before a troop of grandchildren compose themselves as trembling little maidens.
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erubescat mulier Christiana, si naturae cogit decorem, si carnis curam facit ad concupiscentiam, in qua qui sunt, secundum apostolum Christo placere non possunt. Uidua nostra ante monilibus ornabatur et die tota, quid sibi deesset, quaerebat ad speculum; nunc loquitur confidenter: nos autem omnes reuelata facie gloriam domini speculantes in eandem imaginem transformamur a gloria in gloriam, quasi a domini spiritu. tunc crines ancillulae disponebant et mitellis crispantibus uertex artabatur innoxius; nunc neglectum caput scit sibi tantum sufficere, quod uelatur. illo tempore plumarum quoque dura mollities uidebatur et in extructis toris iacere uix poterat;
倘若一個基督徒婦人勉強增添天然的美貌,倘若她為肉體籌算以致放縱私慾,就當羞愧——按使徒所說,屬肉體的人不能得基督的喜悅。我們這位寡婦從前用項鍊裝飾,整日對著鏡子尋找自己所缺的;如今她卻坦然說:「我們眾人既然敞著臉得以看見主的榮光,好像從鏡子裡返照,就變成主的形狀,榮上加榮,如同從主的靈變成的。」那時使女們為她梳理鬈髮,用捲曲的帽子束緊她那無辜的頭;如今她那不加打理的頭知道,單單被遮蓋就已足夠。那些日子,連羽毛的堅硬柔軟也顯得難耐,她幾乎無法躺在堆疊的臥榻上;
Let a Christian woman blush if she forces the comeliness of nature, if she cares for the flesh unto concupiscence — those who are in which, according to the Apostle, cannot please Christ. Our widow was formerly adorned with necklaces, and all day long sought at the mirror what she lacked; now she speaks confidently: 'But we all, with unveiled face beholding the glory of the Lord, are transformed into the same image from glory to glory, as by the Spirit of the Lord.' Then handmaids arranged her tresses, and her harmless head was cramped by curling caps; now her neglected head knows that this alone suffices it — that it is veiled. In those days the hard softness even of feathers seemed harsh, and she could scarcely lie on piled-up couches;
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nunc ad orandum festina consurgit et modulata uoce ceteris \'alleluia\' praeripiens prior incipit laudare dominum suum. flectuntur genua super nudam humum et crebris lacrimis facies psimithio ante sordidata purgatur. post orationem psalmi concrepant et lassa ceruix, poplites uacillantes in somnumque uergentes oculi nimio mentis ardore uix inpetrant, ut quiescant. pulla est tunica: minus, cum humi iacuerit, sordidatur. soccus uilior: auratorum pretium calceorum egentibus largietur. cingulum non auro gemmisque distinctum est, sed laneum et tota simplicitate purissimum et quod possit adstringere magis uestimenta quam scindere.
如今她急忙起身禱告,用悅耳的聲音,在「哈利路亞」中搶先於眾人之前,率先開始讚美她的主。她的膝跪在光禿的地上,她那曾以鉛粉塗抹的臉,被頻頻的淚水洗淨。禱告之後詩篇響起,疲乏的頸項、搖晃的膝蓋、以及沉入睡眠的雙眼,因心靈過度的熱切,幾乎難以得到片刻的安歇。她的內衣是深色的:躺在地上時反倒較不易弄髒。她的便鞋較廉價:鍍金鞋子的價錢,她要慷慨施予窮人。她的束帶不鑲金嵌寶,而是羊毛的,樸實無華、極其潔淨,且能束緊衣裳而非撕裂衣裳。
now she rises in haste to pray, and with tuneful voice, forestalling the rest in the 'Alleluia,' is first to begin to praise her Lord. Her knees are bent upon the bare ground, and with frequent tears her face, once soiled with white lead, is cleansed. After prayer the psalms resound, and the wearied neck, the wobbling knees, and the eyes sinking into sleep scarcely obtain, from the too-great ardor of the mind, leave to rest. Her tunic is dark: it is less soiled when she has lain on the ground. Her slipper is cheaper: the price of gilded shoes she will lavish on the needy. Her girdle is not set with gold and gems, but is of wool and in all simplicity most pure, and such as can bind the garments together rather than tear them.
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si huic proposito inuidet scorpius et sermone blando de indebita rursum arbore comedere persuadet, inlidatur ei pro solea anathema et suo morienti puluere dicatur: uade retro, satanas, quod interpretatur\'aduerse\';aduersarius quippe Christi est antichristus, cui praecepta displicent Christi. Oro te, quid tale umquam, quale apostoli, fecimus, ut merito scandalizentur? patrem senem cum nauicula et rete dimittunt; publicanus a teloneo surgit et sequitur saluatorem; uolens discipulus reuerti domum et suis ante renuntiare magistri uoce prohibetur; sepultura non datur patri et pietatis genus est inpium esse pro domino.
倘若那蠍子嫉妒這一決心,用甜言蜜語再次勸她從那禁樹上摘食,就讓一句咒詛代替鞋跟踢向牠,並對這垂死之物在牠自己的塵土中說:「撒但,退我後邊去吧」——這詞解作「對頭」;因為基督的對頭就是敵基督,他厭惡基督的誡命。我問你,我們何曾做過像使徒所做的那樣的事,以致人理當跌倒?他們撇下年邁的父親、他的小船和魚網;稅吏從稅關上起身跟從救主;一個想要回家先辭別家人的準門徒,被夫子的話所禁止;不許人埋葬父親,而為主的緣故顯為不孝,倒是一種孝敬。
If the scorpion envies this resolve, and with smooth speech persuades her again to eat from the forbidden tree, let an anathema be dashed against him in place of a sandal, and to him as he dies let it be said in his own dust: 'Get thee behind me, Satan' — which is interpreted 'the adversary'; for the adversary of Christ is Antichrist, to whom the commandments of Christ are displeasing. I ask you, what have we ever done such as the apostles did, that men should justly be scandalized? They leave an aged father with his little boat and net; the publican rises from the tax-booth and follows the Saviour; a would-be disciple wishing to return home and first bid farewell to his own is forbidden by the Master's voice; burial is not granted to a father, and it is a kind of piety to be impious for the Lord's sake.
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nos, quia serica ueste non utimur, monachi iudicamur, quia ebrii non sumus nec cachinno ora dissoluimus, continentes uocamur et tristes. si tunica non canduerit, statim illud e triuio: \'inpostor et Graecus est\'. cauillentur uafriora licet et pingui aqualiculo farsos circumferant homines: Blesilla nostra ridebit nec dignabitur loquacium ranarum audire conuicia, cum dominus eius dictus sit Beelzebub. XXXIX. AD PAULAM DE MORTE BLESILLAE. Quis dabit capiti meo aquam et oculis meis fontem lacrimarum, et plorabonon, ut Hieremias ait, uulneratos populi mei nec, ut Iesus, miseram Hierusalem, sed plorabosanctitatem, misericordiam, innocentiam, castitatem;
我們因不穿絲綢的衣服,就被判定為僧侶;因不醉酒、不張口大笑,就被稱為自制而憂鬱的人。內衣若不是白色,市井間立刻就有那話:「他是個騙子,是個希臘人。」任憑他們以更刻薄的譏誚嘲笑,任憑那些挺著肥腹的人招搖過市:我們的伯利西拉必要發笑,不屑於聽那些聒噪之蛙的辱罵,因為她的主自己也曾被稱為別西卜。三十九、致寶拉,論伯利西拉之死。誰能使我的頭有水、我的眼有淚泉,我好哭泣——不是如耶利米所說,為我民中被殺的人,也不是如耶穌,為可憐的耶路撒冷,而是我要哭泣——為聖潔、憐憫、清白、貞潔;
We, because we do not wear silken raiment, are judged to be monks; because we are not drunken nor loosen our mouths in guffaws, we are called self-restrained and gloomy. If a tunic is not white, at once comes that saying from the crossroads: 'He is an impostor and a Greek.' Let them mock with wittier jibes, and carry themselves about, those men stuffed with a fat paunch: our Blesilla will laugh and will not deign to hear the abuse of chattering frogs, since her Lord Himself was called Beelzebub. XXXIX. To Paula, on the death of Blesilla. Who will give water to my head and to my eyes a fountain of tears, and I will weep — not, as Jeremiah says, the slain of my people, nor, as Jesus, wretched Jerusalem, but I will weep — for holiness, mercy, innocence, chastity;
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plorabo omne pariter in unius morte uirtutes, non quo lugenda sit illa, quae abiit, sed quod nobis inpatientius sit dolendum, quod talem uidere desiuimus. quis enim siccis oculis recordetur uiginti annorum adulescentulam tam ardenti fide crucis leuasse uexillum, ut magis amissam uirginitatem quam mariti doleret interitum? quis sine singultibus transeat orandi instantiam, nitorem linguae, memoriae tenacitatem, acumen ingenii? si Graece audisses loquentem, Latine eam nescire iurasses; si in Romanum sonum lingua se uerterat, nihil omnino peregrinus sermo redolebat.
我要為一人之死而同哭一切的美德——並非那離世的人當受哀悼,而是我們更當難以自抑地哀傷,因為我們再也見不到這樣一位人。因為誰能乾著眼睛回想一個二十歲的少女,她以如此熾熱的信心高舉十字架的旗幟,以致她為失去的童貞比為丈夫的死更為悲傷?誰能不啜泣地略過她禱告的懇切、言語的光彩、記憶的持久、心思的敏銳?你若聽她說希臘話,必發誓她不懂拉丁文;她的舌頭若轉為羅馬的口音,她那外邦的言語便絲毫不帶外邦之氣。
I will weep for all the virtues alike in the death of one — not that she is to be mourned who has departed, but that we must grieve the more impatiently, because we have ceased to see such a one. For who could recall with dry eyes a girl of twenty years, who with such ardent faith raised the banner of the cross, so that she grieved more for her lost virginity than for her husband's death? Who could pass without sobs over her earnestness in prayer, the brilliance of her speech, the tenacity of her memory, the sharpness of her mind? If you had heard her speaking Greek, you would have sworn she knew no Latin; if her tongue turned to the Roman sound, her foreign speech gave off nothing foreign at all.
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iam uero, quod in Origene illo Graecia tota miratur, in paucis non dico mensibus, sed diebus ita Hebraeae linguae uicerat difficultates, ut in ediscendis canendisque psalmis cum matre contenderet. humilitas uestium non, ut in plerisque, tumentes animos arguebat, sed cum interiori se mente deiecerat, inter ancillarum uirginum cultum dominamque nihil medium, nisi quod in eo facilius dinoscebatur, quod neglectius incedebat. uacillabat aegrotatione gressus et pallentem trementemque faciem uix collum tenue sustinebat, et J.amen aut propheta aut euangelium semper in manibus. lacrimis ora conplentur, singultus occupant uocem et haerentem linguam uiscera commota non laxant:
如今,全希臘所讚嘆那著名俄利根的本事,她卻在短短幾——我不說幾個月,而是幾天——之內,就如此克服了希伯來語的難處,以致在學習和誦唱詩篇上,她與母親相互競賽。她衣著的謙卑,不像多數人那樣暴露出高傲的心思,反倒是她內心既已自卑,在使女童貞的裝束與女主人之間,就毫無分別——只是在她身上更容易分辨,因為她走路更為不修邊幅。她的腳步因病而搖晃,纖細的頸項幾乎撐不住她蒼白顫抖的臉,然而先知書或福音書總在她手中。她的臉滿是淚水,啜泣哽住她的聲音,她激動的臟腑無法鬆開她黏住的舌頭:
Indeed now, that for which all Greece admires the famous Origen, she in a few — I say not months, but days — so overcame the difficulties of the Hebrew tongue that in learning and singing the psalms she vied with her mother. The humility of her clothing did not, as in most, betray a swelling mind, but when she had abased herself in her inner mind, between the attire of the handmaid virgins and their mistress there was nothing intermediate — except that in her it was more easily discerned, because she walked the more carelessly. Her step wavered from sickness, and her thin neck could scarcely support her pale and trembling face, and yet either a prophet or the Gospel was always in her hands. Her face is filled with tears, sobs seize her voice, and her stirred vitals do not release her clinging tongue:
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cum sanctum corpusculum febrium ardor excoqueret et semianimis lectulum uallaret circulus propinquorum, haec in extrema uerba mandabat: orate dominum Iesum, ut mihi ignoscat, quia inplere non potui, quod nolebam: secura, esto, mi Blesilla, confidimus; probas uera, quae dicimus: numquam est sera conuersio\'. uox haec primum dedicata est in latrone: amen dico tibi; hodie mecum eris yi paradiso. postquam autem sarcina carnis abiecta ad suum anima reuolauit auctorem et in antiquam possessionem diu peregrinata conscendit, ex more parantur exsequiae et nobilium ordine praeeunte aureum feretro uelamen obtenditur. uidebatur mihi tunc clamare de caelo non agnosco uestem;
當發燒的熱氣正焚燒她那聖潔的小小身軀,一圈親屬環繞著她的床榻,她自己已半死不活時,她說出這些臨終之言:「求主耶穌赦免我,因為我未能成就我所不願的事。」「我的伯利西拉,你安心吧,我們有把握;你證明了我們所說的是真的:悔改永不嫌晚。」這話首先是在那強盜身上應驗的:「我實在告訴你,今日你要同我在樂園裡了。」但當肉身的重擔卸下、靈魂飛回它的創造者、久經客旅之後登入它古老的產業時,喪禮便照習俗預備,眾貴族列隊前導,一幅金色的帷幔覆在棺架上。那時我彷彿聽見她從天上呼喊:「我不認得這衣服;
When the heat of fevers was consuming her holy little body, and a circle of kinsfolk, half-alive herself, ringed her bed, she gave these as her last words: 'Pray to the Lord Jesus that He would forgive me, because I could not fulfill what I did not wish.' 'Be secure, my Blesilla, we are confident; you prove true the things we say: never is conversion too late.' This word was first dedicated in the case of the thief: 'Verily I say to thee, this day thou shalt be with Me in Paradise.' But after the burden of the flesh was cast off and the soul flew back to its Author and, long a pilgrim, ascended into its ancient possession, the funeral rites are prepared according to custom, and, with a procession of nobles going before, a golden veil is spread over the bier. It seemed to me then that she cried out from heaven: 'I do not recognize this garment;
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amictus iste non meus, hic ornatus alieuus est\'. Sed quid agimus? matris prohibituri lacrimas ipsi plangimus. confiteor affectus meos, totus hic liber fletibus scribitur. fleuit Iesus Lazarum, quia amabat eum. non est optimus consolator, quem proprii uincunt gemitus, cuius uisceribus emollitis fracta in lacrimis uerba desudant. testor, mi Paula, Iesum, quem Blesilla nunc sequitur, testor sanctos angelos eius, quorum consortio fruitur, eadem me dolorum perpeti tormenta, quae pateris: patrem esse spiritu, nutricium caritate, et interdum dicere: pereat dies illa, in qua natus sum, et: heu mihi, mater, ut quid me genuisti uirum, qui iudicer et discernar omni terrae? sed et illud:
這遮蓋不是我的,這裝飾是屬別人的。」但我們在做什麼呢?我們本想止住母親的眼淚,自己卻在悲慟。我承認我的情感:這整本書都是含淚寫成的。耶穌為拉撒路哭了,因為祂愛他。一個被自己的哀歎所勝、其破碎的話語在臟腑軟化中滲出淚來的人,算不得好的安慰者。我的寶拉,我指著伯利西拉如今所跟隨的耶穌起誓,我指著她所歡然相交的祂的眾聖天使起誓:我所忍受的哀痛之苦與你所忍受的相同:我在靈裡是父親,在愛裡是養育者,有時我說:「願我生的那日滅沒,」又說:「我的母親哪,我有禍了,你為何生我作一個受審判、在全地面前被分別出來的人呢?」但還有這話:
this covering is not mine, this adornment belongs to another.' But what are we doing? While meaning to check the mother's tears, we ourselves lament. I confess my feelings: this whole book is written with weeping. Jesus wept for Lazarus, because He loved him. He is no good comforter whom his own groans overcome, whose broken words, in the softening of his vitals, sweat forth in tears. I call to witness, my Paula, Jesus, whom Blesilla now follows, I call to witness His holy angels, in whose fellowship she rejoices, that I suffer the same torments of grief that you suffer: that I am a father in spirit, a foster-parent in charity, and at times I say: 'Perish the day on which I was born,' and: 'Woe is me, my mother, why did you bear me a man to be judged and set apart before all the earth?' But also this:
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iustus es, domine, uerumtamen iudicia loquar ad te: quid est, quod uia peccatorum prosperatur? et: mei paene moti sunt pedes pacem peccatorum uidens et dixi: quomodo agnouit deus et si est scientia in excelso? ecce isti peccatores et abundantes in saeculo obtinuerunt diuitias. sed rursum illud occurrit: si narrauero sic, ecce generationem filiorum tuorum praeuaricatus sum. numquid et in meam mentem non hic saepius fluctus inliditur? quare senes inpii saeculi diuitiis perfruuntur? quare adulescentia rudis et sine peccato pueritia inmaturo flore exuitur?
「耶和華啊,你是公義的;但我要與你理論審判的事:惡人的道路為何亨通呢?」又:「我見惡人得平安,我的腳幾乎失閃,我說:神豈能曉得?至高者豈有知識呢?看哪,這些惡人在世上滿享安逸,卻得了財富。」然而這話又臨到我:「我若說,我要這樣講,看哪,我就得罪了你眾兒女這一代。」這同一股波濤豈不也常沖擊我的心嗎?為何不敬虔的老年人享用世上的財富?為何未經歷練的少年、無罪的孩童,卻在未熟的花期被剝奪?
'Thou art righteous, O Lord, yet I will speak of judgments with Thee: why is it that the way of the wicked prospers?' And: 'My feet were almost moved when I saw the peace of the wicked, and I said: How does God know, and is there knowledge in the Most High? Behold, these sinners, abounding in the world, have obtained riches.' But again this occurs to me: 'If I should say, I will speak thus, behold, I should have transgressed against the generation of Thy children.' Does not this same wave often dash against my mind too? Why do the impious old men enjoy the riches of the world? Why is untried youth and boyhood without sin stripped of its unripe bloom?
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quid causae est, ut saepe bimuli trimulique et ubera materna lactantes daemonio corripiantur, repleantur lepra, morbo regio deuorentur et e contrario inpii, adulteri, homicidae ac sacrilegi uegeti atque securi de sua in deum sanitate blasphement, praesertim cum iniustitia patris non redundet ad filium et anima, quae peccauerit, ipsa moriatur? aut si manet uetus illa sententia, peccata patrum in filios oportere restitui, iniquum sit longaeui patris innumera delicta innocentem infantiam repensare: et dixi: ergo sine causa iustificaui cor meum et laui inter innocentes manus meas et factus sum flagellatus tota die. sed cum haec cogitarem, statim didici cum propheta: et suscepi, ut cognoscerem;
是什麼緣故,常有兩三歲、還吮吸母乳的嬰孩,被鬼附著,長滿麻瘋,被黃疸吞噬——而相反地,那些不敬虔者、姦淫者、兇手、褻瀆聖物者,卻精力充沛、安然無恙地褻瀆神——尤其既然父親的不義不歸到兒子身上,犯罪的靈魂必自己死亡?又或者,倘若那句古老的判語仍然成立,即父親的罪必報應在兒子身上,那讓無辜的嬰孩償還一位年邁父親無數的過犯,就是不公的了:我便說:「我實在徒然潔淨了我的心,在無辜的人中洗手,我終日遭災難。」但當我思想這些事時,我立刻與先知一同明白了:「我思索要如何明白這事;」
What is the reason that often infants of two or three years, still sucking their mother's breasts, are seized by a demon, filled with leprosy, devoured by jaundice — while on the contrary the impious, adulterers, murderers, and the sacrilegious, vigorous and secure in their soundness, blaspheme against God — especially since the father's injustice does not redound upon the son, and the soul that has sinned, it shall itself die? Or if that old sentence still stands, that the sins of the fathers must be requited upon the sons, it would be unjust that innocent infancy should pay back the countless offenses of an aged father: and I said, 'Then in vain have I justified my heart and washed my hands among the innocent, and I have been scourged all the day long.' But when I pondered these things, at once I learned with the prophet, 'and I took it up, that I might know;'
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hoc labor est in conspectu meo, donec ingrediar in sanctuarium dei et intellegam in nouissima eorum. iudicia enim domini abyssus multa et: o profundum diuitiarum et sapientiae et scientiae dei, quam inscrutabilia iudicia eius et inuestigabiles uiae eius! bonus est deus et omnia, quae bonus fecit, bona sint necesse est. mariti orbitas inrogatur: plango, quod accidit, sed quia sic placet domino, aequo animo sustinebo. unicus raptus est filius: durum quidem, sed tolerabile, quia sustulit ille, qui dederat. si caecus fuero, amici me lectio consolabitur. si auditum quoque surdae aures negauerint, uacabo a uitiis; nihil aliud nisi dominum cogitabo.
「這事在我看為煩難,直到我進了神的聖所,才明白他們的結局。」因為「耶和華的判斷是深淵」,又:「深哉,神豐富的智慧和知識!祂的判斷何其難測,祂的蹤跡何其難尋!」神是良善的,凡良善者所造的一切,必然都是好的。守寡臨到我:我哀歎所發生的,但既然主如此喜悅,我就泰然承受。獨生子被奪去:確實艱難,卻可忍受,因為奪去他的正是那賜給他的主。我若成了瞎子,朋友的誦讀必安慰我。我若連耳朵也失聰,聽不見了,我就得以脫離惡習;我便別無所思,只思念主。
'this was too painful for me, until I went into the sanctuary of God, and understood their end.' For 'the judgments of the Lord are a great deep,' and: 'O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are His judgments and His ways past finding out!' God is good, and all things that the Good One made must needs be good. Widowhood is imposed: I lament what has happened, but because it thus pleases the Lord, I will bear it with equanimity. An only son is snatched away: hard indeed, but tolerable, because He took him away who had given him. If I become blind, the reading of a friend will console me. If deaf ears deny me hearing also, I shall be free from vices; I shall think of nothing but the Lord.
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inminebit super haec et dura pauperies, frigus, languor et nuditas: extremam expectabo mortem et breue putabo malum, quod finis melior subsequetur. consideremus, quid ethicus ille psalmus sonet: iustus es, domine, et rectum iudicium tuum. hoc non potest dicere nisi ille, qui ad uniuersa, quae patitur, magnificat deum et suo merito inputans de eius in aduersis clementia gloriatur. exultauerunt enim filiae Iudae in omnibus iudiciis domini. si ludaea \'confessio\' interpretatur, confitens autem omnis anima credentis est, necesse est, ut, qui se credere dicit in Christo, in omnibus Christi iudiciis gaudeat. sanus sum: gratias refero creatori. langueo: et in hoc laudo domini uoluntatem.
除此之外,還將有嚴酷的貧窮、寒冷、病弱和赤身露體威脅著我:我要等候那最終的死亡,並將這患難視為短暫,因為更美的結局必隨之而來。讓我們思想那道德詩篇所唱的:「耶和華啊,你是公義的,你的判斷是正直的。」這話唯有那在所受的一切苦難中都尊神為大、並歸咎於自己的當得、在逆境中誇耀神憐憫的人才能說。因為「猶大的女兒因你的判斷歡喜」。若「猶大」解作「稱謝」,而每一個信徒的靈魂都在稱謝,那麼凡自稱信基督的人,就必當在基督一切的判斷上歡喜。我健康:我向創造主獻上感謝。我患病:在這事上我也讚美主的旨意。
Over and above these there will threaten also harsh poverty, cold, sickness, and nakedness: I shall await the final death, and I shall count the evil brief, since a better end will follow it. Let us consider what that ethical psalm sounds: 'Thou art righteous, O Lord, and Thy judgment is right.' This no one can say except him who, in all that he suffers, magnifies God, and, imputing it to his own desert, glories in His clemency amid adversities. For 'the daughters of Judah rejoiced in all the judgments of the Lord.' If Judah is interpreted 'confession,' and every soul of a believer is confessing, it is necessary that whoever says he believes in Christ should rejoice in all the judgments of Christ. I am well: I render thanks to the Creator. I am sick: in this too I praise the Lord's will.
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