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居普良行傳 第 1 章
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(Pontio diacono uulgo adscripta). Cyprianus religiosus antistes ac testis Dei gloriosus, etsi multa conscripsit, per quae memoria digni nominis superuiuat, etsi eloquentiae eius ac Dei gratiae larga fecunditas ita se copia et ubertate sermonis extendit, ut usque in finem mundi fortasse non taceat: tamen quia operibus eius ac meritis etiam haec praerogatiua debetur, placuit summatim pauca conscribere, non quo aliquem uel gentilium lateat tanti uiri uita, sed ut ad posteros quoque nostros incomparabile et grande documentum in immortalem memoriam porrigatur et ut ad exemplum sui litteris dirigantur.
(一般歸於執事彭提烏斯所著。)居普良是位虔誠的主教,神榮耀的見證人;他雖然寫了許多著作,使他配得之名的記念藉以長存,他口才與神恩典的豐盛果實也以言談的豐富與充沛如此地延伸開來,以致或許直到世界的末了也不致緘默:然而,因為他的工作與功德理當享有這一殊榮,我們便認為宜將少許之事簡要地記下——並非因為這位偉人的生平會向任何人、甚至外邦人隱藏,乃是為叫我們的後裔也能得著一個無與倫比的偉大見證,延伸到不朽的記念中,並叫他們藉著文字得引導,去效法他的榜樣。
(Commonly ascribed to the deacon Pontius.) Cyprian, a religious bishop and a glorious witness of God, even though he wrote many works through which the memory of his worthy name may survive, even though the rich fruitfulness of his eloquence and of God's grace so extended itself in the abundance and richness of his discourse that perhaps it will not fall silent until the end of the world: nevertheless, because to his works and merits even this prerogative is owed, it has seemed good to set down a few things in summary — not so that the life of so great a man should be hidden from anyone, even among the gentiles, but so that to our descendants also an incomparable and great testimony might be extended into immortal memory, and that they might be guided by writings to follow his example.
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certe durum erat, ut cum maiores nostri plebeiis et catecumenis martyrium consecutis tantam honoris pro martyrii ipsius ueneratione tribuerint, ut de passionibus eorum multa aut ut prope dixerim paene cuncta conscripserint, utique ut ad nostram quoque notitiam qui nondum nati fuimus peruenirent, Cypriani tanti sacerdotis et tanti martyris passio praeteriretur, qui et sine martyrio habuit quae doceret, et quae dum uixit gesserit non paterent: quae quidem tanta atque tam magna et mira sunt, ut magnitudinis contemplatione deterrear. et imparem me esse confiteor ad proferendum digne pro meritorum honore sermonem, nec posse sic prosequi facta tam grandia, ut quanta sunt tanta uideantur:
這確是一件難事:我們的先祖既向那些得著殉道的平信徒和慕道者,因敬重那殉道本身而賜予如此大的尊榮,以致將他們許多的——我幾乎可說幾乎全部的——苦難記載下來,正是為叫這些事也能傳到我們這些尚未出生之人的知識中;那麼居普良這位偉大的祭司和偉大的殉道者的受難,竟被略過不提——他即或在殉道之外也有可教導之事,他在世時的作為也不可被隱藏:這些作為實在如此偉大、如此宏大而奇妙,以致我因思想其浩瀚而生畏。我承認自己無力照他功德的尊榮配得地陳述一篇論述,也無法如此敘述如此宏偉的作為,使它們顯為與其本相同等之大:
It would surely be a hard thing that, whereas our forefathers granted to plebeians and catechumens who attained martyrdom such great honor in veneration of that very martyrdom that they wrote down many — or, as I might almost say, nearly all — of their sufferings, precisely so that these might come even to our knowledge who were not yet born, the passion of Cyprian, so great a priest and so great a martyr, should be passed over — a man who even apart from martyrdom had what he might teach, and whose deeds while he lived must not lie hidden: deeds indeed so great and so vast and wondrous that I am deterred by the contemplation of their magnitude. And I confess myself unequal to setting forth a discourse worthily, in keeping with the honor of his merits, nor able so to recount deeds so grand that they may appear as great as they are:
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nisi quod numerositas gloriosa sibimet ipsa sufficiens alieno praeconio non eget. accedit ad cumulum, quod et uos de eo multum aut si fieri potest totum desideratis audire, concupiscentes ardore flagranti uel facta eius [cognoscere], etsi interim uiua uerba tacuerunt. in qua parte si dixero nos opibus facundiae defici, minus dico. facundia enim ipsa deficitur digna facultate, quae desiderium nostrum pleno spiritu satiet. ita utrimque grauiter urgemur: ille nos uirtutibus suis onerat, uos nos auribus fatigatis. Unde igitur incipiam? unde exordium bonorum eius adgrediar, nisi a principio fidei et natiuitate caelesti?
只是那榮耀繁多的作為本身已自足,無需他人的傳揚。更有甚者,你們也渴望多多聽聞關於他的事,若能夠的話,願聞他的全部,帶著熾烈的渴慕,至少要認識他的作為,縱然眼下他活著的言語已歸於沉默。在這件事上,我若說我們在口才的資源上有所匱乏,便是說得太輕。因為口才本身也缺乏任何配得的能力,足以用充沛的心靈滿足我們的渴望。如此我們兩面都受著重壓:他以他的美德重壓我們,你們以你們渴切的耳朵使我們困乏。那麼我當從何處起頭?我當從何處著手述說他善行的開端,豈不是從信德的起初和他屬天的出生開始嗎?
except that a glorious multitude of deeds, sufficient unto itself, has no need of another's heralding. It is added to the heap that you also desire to hear much about him, or if it could be done, all of him, longing with a burning ardor at least to learn his deeds, even though for the time being his living words have fallen silent. In this matter, if I should say that we are wanting in the resources of eloquence, I say too little. For eloquence itself falls short of any faculty worthy to satisfy our longing with full spirit. Thus from both sides we are heavily pressed: he burdens us with his virtues, you weary us with your eager ears. Whence then shall I begin? Whence shall I approach the beginning of his good deeds, if not from the first principle of faith and his heavenly birth?
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siquidem hominis Dei facta non debent aliunde numerari, nisi ex quo Deo natus est. fuerint licet studia et bonae artes deuotum pectus imbuerint, tamen illa praetereo: nondum enim ad utilitatem nisi saeculi pertinebant. postquam et sacras litteras didicit et mundi nube discussa in lucem sapientiae spiritalis emersit, si quibus eius interfui, si qua de antiquioribus comperi, dicam, hanc tamen petens ueniam, ut quicquid minus dixero (minus enim dicam necesse est) ignorantiae meae potius quam illius gloriae derogetur. inter fidei suae prima rudimenta nihil aliud credidit Deo dignum, quam si continentiam tueretur.
因為神之人的作為不當從別處計數,惟當從他由神而生之時算起。縱然學業與博雅之藝曾薰陶過他虔敬的心懷——我仍略過這些不提:因為它們至今所關涉的,不過是這世界的益處。在他也學了聖經,並在這世界的雲霧被驅散之後,浮現到屬靈智慧的光中時,凡我親身在場見過的他的作為,凡我從更早之事所得知的,我都要述說——卻求得這寬容:凡我說得不足之處(因為我必然說得不足),寧可歸咎於我的無知,而非歸咎於他的榮耀。在他信德最初的根基中,他所信為配得神之事的,無非是持守節制。
for indeed the deeds of a man of God ought to be reckoned from no other point than from when he was born of God. Let it be that studies and the liberal arts had imbued his devout breast — nevertheless I pass these over: for they pertained as yet to no usefulness except that of the world. After he had learned the sacred Scriptures too, and, the world's cloud being dispelled, had emerged into the light of spiritual wisdom, I shall tell whatever of his deeds I was present at, and whatever I have learned of the older matters — yet asking this indulgence, that whatever I shall say too little (for it is necessary that I say too little) be charged rather to my ignorance than to his glory. Among the first rudiments of his faith he believed nothing else worthy of God than that he should guard continence.
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tunc enim posse idoneum fieri et pectus et sensum ad plenam ueri capacitatem, si concupiscentiam carnis robusto atque integro sanctimoniae tenore calcaret. quis umquam tanti miraculi meminit? nondum secunda natiuitas nouum hominem splendore toto diuinae lucis oculauerat, et iam ueteres ac pristinas tenebras sola lucis paratura uincebat. deinde quod maius est, cum de lectione diuina quaedam iam non pro condicione nouitatis sed pro fidei festinatione didicisset, statim rapuit quod inuenit promerendo Domino profuturum.
因為他認為,人若以剛健而完全的聖潔之道踐踏肉體的私慾,那麼心與意便都能變得適於領受真理的全備。誰曾記得這樣大的奇蹟?重生尚未以神聖之光的全部光輝照亮這新人,他卻已單憑那光的預備勝過了舊有從前的黑暗。其次,更大的是,當他從神聖的閱讀中已學了某些事——不是照他初信者的光景,乃是照他信德的迫切——他立刻抓住所發現有益於得蒙主喜悅的事。
for then, he held, both heart and mind could become fit for the full capacity of truth, if one should trample down the concupiscence of the flesh by a robust and unimpaired course of holiness. Who ever recalled so great a miracle? The second birth had not yet enlightened the new man with the full splendor of divine light, and already by the mere preparation of that light he was overcoming the old and former darkness. Then, what is greater, when from divine reading he had already learned certain things — not according to the condition of his newness but according to the haste of his faith — at once he seized upon what he found that would profit toward winning the favor of the Lord.
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distractis rebus suis ad indigentium multorum pacem sustinendam tota prope pretia dispensans duo bona simul iunxit, ut et ambitionem saeculi sperneret qua perniciosius nihil est et misericordiam quam Deus etiam sacrificiis suis praetulit, quam nec ille, qui legis omnia mandata seruasse se dixerat fecit, impleret, et praepropera uelocitate pietatis paene ante coepit perfectus esse quam disceret. quis oro de ueteribus hoc fecit?
他既變賣了自己的家業,將幾乎全部所得用以維持許多窮乏人的安定,便同時聯合了兩樣善事:他既鄙棄了這世界的野心(沒有什麼比它更為敗壞),又成全了神甚至看為比自己祭物更可貴的憐憫——這憐憫連那自稱已遵守律法一切誡命的人也未曾行過。他以極其迅速的虔誠之熱忱,幾乎在學會成全之先,便已開始成全了。我問,古人中有誰行過這事呢?
Having sold off his possessions, dispensing nearly the whole proceeds toward the sustenance of the peace of many needy persons, he joined two goods at once: that he both spurned the ambition of the world, than which nothing is more pernicious, and fulfilled that mercy which God preferred even to His own sacrifices — a mercy which not even he had done who had said that he had kept all the commandments of the Law. And by an exceedingly swift haste of piety he almost began to be perfect before he had learned it. Who, I ask, of the men of old did this?
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quis de antiquissimis in fide senibus, quorum mentes et aures per plurimos annos diuina uerba pulsauerant, tale aliquid impendit, quale adhuc rudis fidei et cui nondum forsitan crederetur supergressus uetustatis aetatem gloriosis et admirandis operibus perpetrauit P nemo metit statim ut seuit, nemo uindemiam de nouellis scrobibus expressit, nemo adhuc cummaxime plantatis arbusculis matura poma quaesiuit. in illo omnia incredibiliter cucurrerunt. praeuenit, si potest dici, res enim fidem non capit, praeuenit, inquam, tritura sementem, uindemia palmitem, poma radicem.
在信德中最古老的長者裡,那些心思與耳朵多年來都被神聖言語所撞擊的人中,有誰付出過這樣的事——竟如這位信德仍幼嫩、或許還不可被信託的人,憑著榮耀可欽佩的工作所成就的,超越了那資歷久遠的年歲?無人撒種便立刻收割,無人從新挖的溝渠榨出酒釀,無人從才剛栽種的幼樹尋求成熟的果子。在他身上一切都不可思議地飛速進行。他預先得著了——若可這樣說,因為這事實在難以置信——我說,他使打穀先於播種,使收穫葡萄先於枝芽,使果子先於樹根。
Who among the most ancient elders in the faith, whose minds and ears the divine words had struck for very many years, expended any such thing as this man, still raw in faith and to whom perhaps it could not yet be entrusted, accomplished by glorious and admirable works, surpassing the age of long standing? No one reaps as soon as he sows, no one has pressed a vintage from young trenches, no one has yet sought ripe fruits from saplings only just planted. In him all things ran their course incredibly. He anticipated — if it may be said, for the matter does not admit of belief — he anticipated, I say, the threshing before the sowing, the vintage before the shoot, the fruit before the root.
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Aiunt apostolorum litterae, debere neophytos praeteriri, ne stupore gentilitatis nondum fundatis sensibus adhaerente aliquid, in Deum nouitas inerudita peccaret. ille fuit primus et puto solus exemplo, plus fide posse quam tempore promoueri. sed etsi in apostolorum actibus eunuchus ille describitur, quia toto corde crediderat, a Philippo statim tinctus: non est similis comparatio. ille enim et Iudaeus erat et de templo Domini ueniens prophetam legebat Isaiam, et sperabat in Christo, etsi nondum eum uenisse crediderat: hic de imperitis gentibus ueniens tam matura fide coepit, quanta pauci fortasse perfecerint. mora denique circa gratiam Dei nulla, nulla dilatio. parum dixi:
使徒的著作說,初信者當被略過不立職,免得在外邦愚昧仍黏附於尚未扎根的心思時,未受教導的新信會以某種方式得罪神。他卻是頭一個、我想也是唯一的例證,證明人藉信德所能得的長進,勝過藉時間的長久。但縱然在使徒行傳中描述了那位太監——他因全心相信,便立刻受腓利施浸——這比較卻不相當。因為那人既是猶太人,又是從主的殿前來,正讀著先知以賽亞書,並指望基督,縱然他尚未相信基督已經來到:而這位是從無知的外邦人中前來,卻以如此成熟的信德起步,這信德是極少人或許才能達到完全的。總之,在神的恩典之事上,毫無遲延,毫無耽擱。我說得還太輕:
The writings of the apostles say that neophytes ought to be passed over, lest, with the stupor of heathenism still clinging to senses not yet grounded, an untaught newness should sin against God in some way. He was the first, and I think the only, example that one may be advanced more by faith than by length of time. But even though in the Acts of the Apostles that eunuch is described — who, because he had believed with his whole heart, was baptized by Philip at once — the comparison is not alike. For that man was both a Jew and, coming from the temple of the Lord, was reading the prophet Isaiah, and hoped in Christ, even though he had not yet believed that He had come: this man, coming from the unskilled gentiles, began with so ripe a faith as few perhaps have brought to perfection. There was, in short, no delay regarding the grace of God, no postponement. I have said too little:
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presbyterium uel sacerdotium statim accepit. quia enim non omnes honoris gradus crederet tali mente credenti? multa sunt quae adhuc plebeius, multa quae iam presbyter fecerit, multa quae ad ueterum exempla iustorum imitatione consimili prosecutus promerendo Deo totius religionis obsequia praestiterit. nam et sermo illi de hoc fuerat usitatus, ut si quem praedicatum Dei laudatione legisset, suaderet inquiri propter quae facta placuisset. si Iob aliquo testimonio gloriosus dictus est uerus Dei cultor et cui in terris nemo compararetur, faciendum docebat ille quidquid Iob ante fecisset, ut dum et nos paria facimus, simile in nos Dei testimonium prouocemus.
他立刻領受了長老職,或說祭司職。因為誰不願將各等尊榮的職分託付給這樣存心相信之人呢?他仍作平信徒時所行的事甚多,已作長老時所行的事甚多,他效法古時義人的榜樣、以相同的仿效所成就的事也甚多,盡了一切敬虔的職事,以得蒙神的喜悅。因為他素有這樣的話:他若讀到誰蒙神的稱許而受讚揚,便會勸人查究他是因何作為而蒙神喜悅。約伯既以某種見證被稱為榮耀的——是神真實的敬拜者,是地上無人能與之相比的——他教導說,凡約伯從前所行的都當去行,好叫我們在行相同之事時,也能在自己身上激起神類似的見證。
he received the presbyterate, or the priesthood, at once. For who would not entrust all grades of honor to one who believed with such a mind? There are many things which he did while still a layman, many while already a presbyter, many which, following the examples of the righteous men of old with a like imitation, he carried out, rendering the dutiful offices of all religion in winning the favor of God. For he was wont to have this saying: that if he had read of anyone praised by the commendation of God, he would urge that it be inquired for what deeds he had pleased Him. If Job by some testimony was called glorious — a true worshiper of God, and one to whom on earth none could be compared — that man taught that whatever Job had done before, must be done, so that, while we too do the like, we may provoke a similar testimony of God upon ourselves.
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‘contemptis ille dispendiis rei familiaris in tantum exercitata uirtute profecit, ut nec pietatis temporaria damna sentiret. non illum penuria, non dolor fregit, non uxoris suadela deflexit, non proprii corporis dira poena concussit. permansit in suis sedibus fixa uirtus et altis radicibus fundata deuotio nullo diaboli temptantis impetu cessit, quominus Dominum suum fide grata etiam inter aduersa benediceret. domus eius patuit cuicumque uenienti: nulla uidua reuocata sinu uacuo, nullus indigens lumine non illo comite directus est, nullus debilis gressu non illo baiulo uectus est, nullus nudus auxilio de potentioris manu non illo tutore protectus est.
「那人鄙視家業的損失,在德行的操練上長進到如此地步,以致他連那暫時的虔誠損失也感覺不到。貧窮沒有擊垮他,憂傷沒有,妻子的勸說也沒有使他偏離,自己身體的可怕痛苦也沒有動搖他。他的德行穩固地立定,他扎根深處的虔誠,沒有向那試探之魔鬼的任何攻擊屈服,反倒在患難中也以感恩的信稱頌他的主。他的家向凡來的人敞開:沒有寡婦空懷而回,沒有窮乏人不由他作伴引導,沒有腳步軟弱的人不由他作負荷者背負,沒有被更強之手剝奪了幫助的人不由他作保護者護庇。」
'That man, despising the losses of his family estate, advanced so far in the exercise of virtue that he did not even feel the temporary losses of his piety. Penury did not break him, nor did grief, nor did a wife's persuasion turn him aside, nor did the dire torment of his own body shake him. His virtue remained fixed in its seat, and his devotion, founded on deep roots, yielded to no assault of the tempting devil, so as to keep him from blessing his Lord with grateful faith even amid adversities. His house lay open to whoever came: no widow was sent back with empty bosom, no needy person was not guided with him as escort, no one feeble of step was not borne with him as bearer, no one stripped of help from a more powerful hand was not protected with him as guardian.'
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haec debent facere, dicebat, qui Deo placere desiderant.’ et sic [per] bonorum omnium documenta decurrens, dum meliores semper imitatur, etiam ipse se fecit imitandum. Erat sane illi etiam de nobis contubernium uiri iusti et laudabilis memoriae Caeciliani et aetate tunc et honore presbyteri, qui eum ad agnitionem uerae diuinitatis a saeculari errore correxerat. hunc toto honore atque omni obseruantia diligebat, obsequenti ueneratione suspiciens, non iam ut amicum animae coaequalem, sed tamquam nouae uitae parentem.
他說:「凡渴望討神喜悅的人,理當行這些事。」如此,他遍覽一切善人的事蹟,既常效法那更美的,便也使自己成為可效法的。實在,在他身邊、在我們中間,有一位記念蒙福、為人公義可稱讚的,名叫凱基利亞努斯,那時論年歲與尊榮都是長老,他曾把他從世俗的謬誤中糾正過來,使他認識真神。居普良以全然的尊崇和一切的敬重愛戴他,以順服的崇敬仰望他,不再視他為與自己心靈相等的朋友,乃視他為自己新生命的父。
'These things,' he said, 'they ought to do who desire to please God.' And thus, running through the records of all good men, while he ever imitated the better, he himself also made himself worthy of imitation. There was, indeed, also from among us, in his company, a man of righteous and praiseworthy memory, Caecilianus, then both in age and in honor a presbyter, who had corrected him from worldly error to the recognition of the true Godhead. Him he loved with full honor and with all deference, looking up to him with submissive veneration, no longer as a friend equal to his soul, but as a parent of his new life.
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denique ille demulsus obsequiis in tantum dilectionis immensae meritis prouocatus est, ut de saeculo excedens accersitione iam proxima commendaret illi coniugem ac liberos suos et quem fecerat de sectae communicatione participem postmodum faceret pietatis heredem. Longum est ire per singula: enumerare cuncta eius onerosum est. ad probationem bonorum operum solum hoc arbitror satis esse, quod iudicio Dei et plebis fauore ad officium sacerdotii et episcopatus gradum adhuc neophytus et ut putabatur nouellus electus est.
末了,那人既被他殷勤的服事所折服,便被他無量之愛的功德激動到這樣的地步,以致他在召喚已近、即將離世之際,將自己的妻子兒女託付給他,並使這位他曾使之成為信仰交通之同夥的人,日後也成為他虔誠的繼承人。逐一細數是冗長的工程:要列舉一切是沉重的。論到他善行的明證,我認為單這一件就足夠了——藉著神的審斷和百姓的喜悅,他雖仍是初信者、且照人所想還是新進之人,卻被揀選擔任祭司之職並主教之位。
In the end, that man, won over by his dutiful attentions, was provoked by the merits of his boundless love to such a degree that, departing from the world with his summons now near at hand, he commended to him his wife and children, and made the man whom he had made a partaker in the fellowship of the faith afterward also the heir of his piety. It would be a long task to go through each particular: to enumerate all is burdensome. For the proof of his good works I judge this alone to be enough — that by the judgment of God and the favor of the people, while still a neophyte and, as it was thought, a novice, he was chosen to the office of priesthood and the rank of the episcopate.
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quamuis in primis fidei suae adhuc diebus et rudi uitae spiritalis aetate sic generosa indoles reluceret, ut etsi nondum officii spei tamen fulgore resplendens imminentis sacerdotii totam fiduciam polliceretur. non praeteribo etiam illud eximium, quemadmodum cum in dilectionem eius et honorem totus populus inspirante Domino prosiliret, humiliter ille secessit, antiquioribus cedens et indignum se titulo tanti honoris existimans, ut dignus magis fieret. magis enim dignus efficitur, qui quod meretur excusat. quo tunc ardore plebs aestuans fluctuabat, spiritali desiderio concupiscens, ut exitus docuit, non episcopum tantum:
雖然在他信德最初的日子、在屬靈生命尚未受訓練的年歲,這樣高貴的稟性便已閃耀出來,以致他縱然尚未藉著職分,卻已以盼望的光輝煥然,預示了即將臨到之祭司職的全然信心。我也不略過這一卓越之事:當全體百姓蒙主感動,奮力湧向對他的愛戴與尊崇時,他卻謙卑地退避,向資歷較久的人退讓,自認不配如此大尊榮的名銜——好叫他反倒成為配得的。因為那為自己所配得之事而推辭的人,反成為更配得的。那時百姓如沸騰般洶湧起伏,以屬靈的渴慕切切盼望,正如結局所教訓的,所盼望的不僅是一位主教:
Although in the first days of his faith and at the still-untrained age of the spiritual life, so noble a disposition shone forth that, even though not yet by the office, he nevertheless promised the whole confidence of the impending priesthood, resplendent with its radiance of hope. Nor shall I pass over this excellent thing also: how, when the whole people, inspired by the Lord, leapt forward into love and honor of him, he humbly withdrew, yielding to those of longer standing and judging himself unworthy of the title of so great an honor — so that he might rather become worthy. For he becomes more worthy who excuses himself from what he deserves. With what ardor the people, then seething, surged to and fro, longing with spiritual desire, as the outcome taught, not for a bishop only:
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in eo enim quem tunc latenti diuinitatis praesagio taliter flagitabat, non solummodo sacerdotem sed et futurum martyrem requirebat. obsederat fores domus copiosa fraternitas et per omnes aditus sollicita caritas circuibat. potuisset fortasse tunc illi apostolicum illud euenire, quod uoluit, ut per fenestram deponeretur, si iam tum apostolo etiam ordinationis honore similaretur. erat uidere ceteros omnes suspenso et anxio spiritu expectare uenturum, cum gaudio nimio excipere uenientem. inuitus dico, sed dicam necesse est. quidam illi restiterunt et ut uinceret: quibus tamen quanta lenitate patientiae, quam beniuolenter indulsit, quam clementer.
因為在他這位他們那時帶著對神性隱秘預感所如此渴求的人身上,他們所尋求的不僅是一位祭司,更是一位未來的殉道者。一群擁擠的弟兄圍住了他家的門,殷切的愛心穿過每一個入口環繞著。那時,倘若他在受立職的尊榮上已與使徒相似,那使徒的事或許就臨到他了,正如他所願的——就是從窗戶被縋下去。人可見其餘眾人都以懸著、焦慮的心等候他的來到,並以滿溢的喜樂迎接前來的他。我雖不情願說,卻不得不說:有些人抵擋他——而這正是為叫他得勝;然而對這些人,他以何等忍耐的溫良、何等仁慈地施予寬容,何等憐憫地
for in him whom they then so demanded with a hidden presage of the Godhead, they sought not only a priest but also a future martyr. A teeming brotherhood had besieged the doors of his house, and anxious charity went round through every entrance. Perhaps that apostolic thing might then have befallen him which he wished — that he be let down through a window — if even then he were being likened to the Apostle by the very honor of his ordination. One might see all the rest awaiting his coming with suspended and anxious spirit, and receiving him as he came with excessive joy. Unwilling I say it, but say it I must: certain men resisted him — and that so that he might prevail; yet to these, with what gentleness of patience, how benevolently he showed indulgence, how mercifully
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ignouit, amicissimos eos postmodum et inter necessarios computans mirantibus multis. cui enim posset non esse miraculo tam memoriosae mentis obliuio? Exinde quemadmodum se gesserit, quis referre sufficiat? quae illi pietas, qui uigor, misericordia quanta, quanta censura. tantum sanctitatis et gratiae ex ore lucebat, ut confunderet intuentium mentes. grauis uultus et laetus nec seueritas tristis nec comitas nimia, sed admixta utrimque temperies, ut esset ambigere uereri an diligi mereretur, nisi quod et uereri et diligi merebatur. sed nec cultus fuit dispar a uultu, temperatus et ipse de medio. non illum superbia saecularis inflauerat, nec tamen prorsus adfectata penuria sordidarat:
饒恕了他們,日後將他們算在自己最親密的朋友與不可少的同伴之列,叫許多人希奇。因為對誰來說,這樣記性極好之人的遺忘,能不是奇事呢?從那時起,誰能勝任述說他如何行事為人?他裡面有何等的虔誠、何等的剛健、何等大的憐憫、何等大的嚴正!他臉上發出如此多的聖潔與恩典,以致使旁觀者的心思羞慚。他的容貌莊重卻喜樂;他的嚴肅不陰沉,他的和藹不過度,乃是兩者交融的調和,以致人或要疑惑他是當受敬畏還是當受愛戴——只是他既當受敬畏又當受愛戴。他的衣著與面容也不相違,本身也是有節制、走中道的。世俗的驕傲未曾使他自高,刻意裝出的貧寒也未曾使他污穢:
forgave them, afterward reckoning them among his closest friends and necessary companions, to the wonder of many. For to whom could the forgetting of so mindful a memory not be a marvel? From then on, who could suffice to recount how he conducted himself? What piety was in him, what vigor, how great his mercy, how great his discipline! So much of holiness and grace shone from his face that it confounded the minds of beholders. His countenance was grave yet glad; neither was his severity gloomy nor his affability excessive, but a temperament blended of both, so that one might be in doubt whether he deserved to be revered or to be loved — except that he deserved both to be revered and to be loved. Nor was his dress unlike his face, itself also temperate and of the middle way. Worldly pride had not puffed him up, nor yet had an affected penury made him squalid:
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quia et hoc uestitus genus a iactantia minus non est, quod ostendit taliter ambitiosa frugalitas. quid autem circa pauperes episcopus faceret, quos catecumenus diligebat? uiderint pietatis antistites seu quos ad officium boni operis instruxit ipsius ordinis disciplina seu quos sacramenti religio communis ad obsequium exhibendae dilectionis artauit: Cyprianum de suo talem accepit cathedra, non fecit. Statim denique pro talibus meritis etiam proscriptionis gloriam consecutus est. nec enim aliud oportebat, quam ut eum qui intra secretam conscientiae latebram religionis et fidei toto honore florebat etiam publice celebrata gentilium fama titularet.
因為這一種衣著也同樣是虛榮之事,因為一種好誇的節儉以這樣的方式顯露出來。但他既作主教,要如何對待窮人呢——就是他作慕道者時所愛的窮人?讓那些虔誠的長老們去思量吧——無論是那些被自己職分的紀律教導去從事善工的,還是那些被共同聖禮的虔誠約束、去盡彰顯愛心之本分的:主教的座位所領受的居普良本就是這樣的人,並非它造就了他。實在,他立刻因這樣的功德,甚至得著了被褫奪財產的榮耀。因為再沒有比這更合宜的了:那在良心隱密深處以宗教與信德的全然尊榮繁盛的人,理當也藉外邦人廣傳的聲名被公然冠以稱號。
for this kind of clothing too is no less a matter of vainglory, in that an ambitious frugality shows itself in such a manner. But what would he as a bishop do concerning the poor, whom as a catechumen he had loved? Let the prelates of piety see to it — whether those whom the discipline of their very rank instructed for the office of good work, or those whom the religion of the common sacrament constrained to the duty of showing love: the episcopal chair received Cyprian already such from his own self; it did not make him so. Indeed, at once, for such merits, he attained even the glory of proscription. For nothing else was fitting than that the man who, within the secret recess of his conscience, flourished with all the honor of religion and faith, should also be publicly entitled by the celebrated report of the gentiles.
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posset quidem tum pro uelocitate qua semper omnia consecutus est etiam martyrii circa eum debita corona properare, maxime cum et suffragiis saepe repetitis ad leonem postularetur: nisi per omnes ordines gloriarum transeundum illi esset et sic ad summa ueniendum, et nisi imminentes ruinae ope tam fecundi pectoris indigerent. finge enim tunc illum martyrii dignatione translatum. quis emolumentum gratiae per fidem proficientis ostenderet? quis uirgines ad congruentem pudicitiae disciplinam et habitum sanctimonia dignum uelut frenis quibusdam lectionis dominicae coerceret? quis doceret paenitentiam lapsos, ueritatem haereticos, schismaticos unitatem, filios Dei pacem et euangelicae precis legem?
實在,殉道應得的冠冕也可能照他素來迅速得著一切的速度,那時便急速臨到他——尤其因為人們屢次重複地呼求,要把他丟給獅子:若不是他必須經過榮耀的各等階級、如此才到達至高,又若不是那臨近的傾覆需要這樣豐盈心胸的扶助。試想他那時藉殉道的尊榮被遷去。那麼,誰能彰顯那藉信德長進的恩典之益處?誰能像用主聖言之閱讀的某種韁繩,約束童女們歸於合宜的貞潔紀律和配得聖潔的舉止?誰能教導跌倒的人悔改,教導異端的人真理,教導分裂者合一,教導神的眾子和睦與福音禱告的律法?
Indeed, the crown due to martyrdom might then, with the swiftness by which he always attained everything, have hastened upon him as well — especially since by oft-repeated demands he was clamored for to the lion: had it not been that he must pass through all the ranks of glory and so come to the highest, and had not the impending ruins required the aid of so fruitful a breast. For imagine him then translated by the dignity of martyrdom. Who would have shown the gain of grace advancing through faith? Who would have restrained the virgins, as if by certain reins of the Lord's reading, to a fitting discipline of chastity and a comportment worthy of holiness? Who would have taught penitence to the lapsed, the truth to heretics, unity to schismatics, peace and the law of evangelical prayer to the sons of God?
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per quem gentiles blasphemi repercussis in se quae nobis, ingerunt uincerentur? a quo Christiani mollioris affectus circa amissionem suorum aut, quod magis est, fidei paruioris consolarentur spe futurorum? unde sic misericordiam, unde patientiam disceremus? quis liuorem de uenenata inuidiae malignitate uenientem dulcedine remedii salutaris inhiberet? quis martyres tantos exhortatione diuini sermonis erigeret? quis denique tot confessores frontium notatarum secunda inscriptione signatos et ad exemplum martyrii superstites reseruatos incentiuo tubae caelestis animaret?
藉著誰,褻瀆的外邦人能因他們向我們所投擲的反加於己身而被勝過?藉著誰,感情較柔弱的基督徒能因失去自己親人而得安慰,或——更要緊的——信德較小的人能因將來之事的盼望而得安慰?我們從何處這樣學會憐憫,從何處學會忍耐?誰能以拯救良藥的甘甜,制止那從嫉妒惡毒之毒所出的怨恨?誰能以神聖之言的勸勉,興起這樣偉大的殉道者?最終,誰能藉著屬天號角的激勵,振奮這樣眾多的認信者——他們被烙印的額上蓋了第二重印記,並被存留為倖存者,作殉道的榜樣?
Through whom would blaspheming gentiles be vanquished by the things they hurl at us being turned back upon themselves? By whom would Christians of more delicate affection be consoled concerning the loss of their own, or — what is greater — those of lesser faith be consoled by hope of things to come? Whence would we so learn mercy, whence patience? Who would have checked the envious spite that comes from the venomous malignity of jealousy, by the sweetness of a saving remedy? Who would have raised up so great martyrs by the exhortation of the divine word? Who, finally, would have animated, by the incentive of the heavenly trumpet, so many confessors signed with a second inscription upon their branded brows and reserved as survivors for the example of martyrdom?
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bene bene tunc et uere spiritaliter contigit, quod uir necessarius tam multis et tam bonis rebus a martyrii consummatione dilatus est. uultis scire secessum illum non fuisse formidinem? ut nihil aliud excusem, ipse postmodum passus est, quam passionem utique ex more uitaret, si et ante uitasset. fuit uere formido illa sed iusta, formido quae Dominum timeret offendere, formido quae praeceptis Dei mallet obsequi, quam sic coronari. dicata enim in omnibus Deo mens et sic de diuinis admonitionibus mancipata credidit se, nisi Domino latebram tunc iubenti paruisset, etiam ipsa passione peccare. Puto denique etiamnunc aliqua de dilationis utilitate dicenda, tametsi iam dudum pauca perstrinximus.
好啊,那時實在好得很,也真是按屬靈的方式成就了:一位對如此眾多、如此美好之事如此不可少的人,被推遲了殉道的成全。你們想知道他的退避並非膽怯嗎?縱然我提不出別的辯解,他自己後來也受了難——這受難按他的常規,他若先前也曾躲避,這時必躲避了。那實在是一種畏懼,卻是正當的畏懼:是怕得罪主的畏懼,是寧願順從神的訓誡、也不願這樣得冠冕的畏懼。因為一個在凡事上都獻給神、並如此被神聖勸誡所束縛的心思,相信:它若不順從那時吩咐隱藏的主,便連那受難本身也成了犯罪。總之,我想就這推遲的益處,如今仍須再說些什麼,雖然我們早已略略提過幾點。
Well, well indeed and truly spiritually did it then come to pass that a man so necessary for so many and so good things was deferred from the consummation of martyrdom. Do you wish to know that his withdrawal was no cowardice? Even if I should offer no other excuse, he himself afterward suffered — a passion he would surely, after his custom, have avoided, if he had avoided it before as well. It was truly a dread, but a just dread: a dread that feared to offend the Lord, a dread that would rather obey the precepts of God than be crowned in such a way. For a mind devoted to God in all things, and thus bound by the divine admonitions, believed that, unless it had obeyed the Lord then commanding concealment, it would sin even by that very passion. I think, in short, that something more must even now be said concerning the usefulness of the delay, although we have already touched briefly upon a few points long since.
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dum enim quae uidentur postmodum subsecuta satiamus, sequitur ut probemus, secessum illum non hominis pusillitate conceptum, sed sicuti est uere fuisse diuinum. uastauerat populum persecutionis infestae insolens atque acerba grassatio, et qui omnes decipere una fraude non poterat artifex hostis, quacumque miles incautus prodiderat latus nudum, dispari genere saeuiendi singulos diuersa strage deiecerat. debebat esse qui posset saucios homines et uaria expugnantis inimici arte iaculatos adhibita medicinae caelestis medella pro qualitate uulneris uel secare interim uel fouere.
因為當我們處理那些似乎隨後接踵而至的事時,便能據此證明:他那退避並非出於人的怯懦,乃是如其本相,是出於神的。那敵對逼迫的猖狂而苦毒的攻擊曾蹂躪了百姓,那狡詐的仇敵既不能以單一的詭計欺哄眾人,便趁那不謹慎的兵丁在何處露出無備的側翼,就以各樣肆虐的方式、用不同的屠戮擊倒一個個人。那時必須有一位,能照傷處的性質施用屬天醫治的良藥,暫且或切割、或撫慰那些被攻擊之仇敵各樣詭計所傷之人。
For while we satisfy the matters which seem to have followed afterward, it follows that we prove that withdrawal of his to have been conceived not from human faint-heartedness, but, as it truly is, to have been divine. An insolent and bitter onslaught of the hostile persecution had devastated the people, and the crafty enemy, who could not deceive all by a single fraud, wherever the incautious soldier had exposed a bare flank, had cast down individuals by varied slaughter with a different manner of raging. There needed to be one who could, with the remedy of heavenly medicine applied according to the quality of the wound, for the time being either lance or soothe the wounded men, struck by the varied art of the assaulting foe.
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seruatus est uir ingenii praeter cetera etiam spiritaliter temperati, qui inter resultantes conlidentium schismatum fluctus ecclesiae iter medium librato limite gubernaret. non haec, oro, consilia diuina sunt? hoc fieri sine Deo potuit? uiderint qui putant posse fortuitu ista contingere. ecclesia illis clara uoce respondet dicens: ego sine Dei nutu necessarios reseruari non admitto, non credo. Percurramus tamen cetera, si uidetur. erupit postmodum lues dira et detestabilis morbi uastitas nimia, innumeros per diem populos ad suam quemque sedem abrupto impetu rapiens continuatas per ordinem domos uulgi trementis inuasit.
那時被保全的是一位心性之人——超乎一切、又在屬靈上平衡——他能在彼此衝撞之分裂的反激浪濤中,沿著平穩的界線駕駛教會居中的航程。我求問,這些豈不是神的籌算嗎?這事豈能在沒有神的情況下發生?讓那些以為這等事能偶然發生的人去思量吧。教會以清晰的聲音回答他們說:我不容許、我不相信,不可少之人會在沒有神的旨意下被保留。然而,若以為合宜,我們便述說其餘的事。後來爆發了一場可怕的瘟疫和一種可憎疾病的極度蹂躪,它以突然的攻擊,每日將無數的人各自奪去歸於安息之所,逐一侵入那戰兢民眾一家又一家的房屋。
There was preserved a man of a temperament — beyond all else also spiritually balanced — who amid the rebounding waves of clashing schisms might steer the Church's middle course along a poised line. Are not these, I pray, divine counsels? Could this have happened without God? Let those who think such things can come about by chance see to it. The Church answers them in a clear voice, saying: I do not allow, I do not believe, that necessary men are reserved without the nod of God. Let us, however, run through the rest, if it seems good. Afterward there broke out a dire pestilence and an excessive devastation of a detestable disease, which, snatching away countless peoples by day each to his own resting-place with an abrupt onslaught, invaded house after house in order, of the trembling populace.
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horrere omnes fugere uitare contagium, exponere suos impie, quasi cum illo peste morituro etiam mortem ipsam posset aliquis excludere. iacebant interim tota ciuitate uicatim non iam corpora, sed cadauera plurimorum et misericordiam in se euntium contemplatione sortis mutuae flagitabant. nemo respexit aliud praeterquam lucra crudelia. nemo similis euentus recordatione trepidauit, nemo fecit alteri quod pati uoluit. quid inter haec egerit Christi et Dei pontifex, qui pontifices mundi huius tanto plus pietate, quanto religionis ueritate praecesserat, scelus est praeterire. adgregatam primo in loco plebem de misericordiae bonis instruit.
眾人都戰慄、逃跑、躲避瘟疫,不敬虔地拋棄自己的親人——彷彿藉著趕走一個將因瘟疫而死的人,便能把死亡本身也拒之門外。同時,全城滿街躺臥的,不再是許多人的身體,乃是他們的屍首;這些屍首藉著對彼此共同命運的思想,向過路之人乞求憐憫。除了殘忍的私利之外,無人顧念別的。無人因想起相同的命運而戰兢,無人以己所願受的待人。在這些事中間,基督與神的大祭司——他以虔誠勝過今世的大祭司,正如他以宗教的真實勝過他們——他作了什麼,若略過便是罪過。他先將百姓聚集在一處,就以憐憫的善處教導他們。
All shuddered, fled, shunned the contagion, impiously exposed their own kin — as though by casting out one about to die with the plague a man could also shut out death itself. Meanwhile there lay throughout the whole city, street by street, no longer the bodies but the corpses of very many, and they begged for mercy from those passing them by, through the contemplation of their mutual lot. No one looked to anything other than cruel gain. No one trembled at the recollection of a like fate, no one did to another what he himself wished to undergo. What amid these things did the pontiff of Christ and of God do — he who had surpassed the pontiffs of this world by as much more piety as he had by the truth of religion? To pass it over is a crime. The people being first gathered together in one place, he instructs them concerning the goods of mercy.
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docet diuinae lectionis exemplis, quantum ad promerendum Deum prosint officia pietatis. tunc deinde subiungit non esse mirabile, si nostros tantum debito caritatis obsequio foueremus: eum enim perfectum posse fieri, qui plus aliquid publicano uel ethnico fecerit, qui malum bono uincens et diuinae clementiae instar exercens inimicos quoque dilexerit, qui pro insequentium se salute sicuti Dominus monet et hortatur orauerit. ‘oriri facit iugiter suum solem et pluuias subinde nutriendis seminibus impertit, exhibens cuncta ista non suis tantum: et qui se Dei etiam filium esse profitetur, non exemplum patris imitetur?
他以神聖閱讀的榜樣教導:虔誠的職事對得蒙神的喜悅有何等大的益處。然後他緊接著補充說,我們若只以當盡的愛之服事顧惜自己的人,這不足為奇:因為那能成為完全的人,乃是那行了比稅吏或外邦人更多之事的人——他以善勝惡,操練神聖仁慈的樣式,甚至愛了自己的仇敵,並照主所勸誡勉勵的,為逼迫他之人的得救禱告。「祂叫日頭不斷升起,又時時賜雨滋養種子,將這一切顯明出來,不單為自己的人:那麼,自稱甚至是神兒子的人,豈不該效法父的榜樣麼?
He teaches by the examples of the divine reading how greatly the offices of piety profit toward winning God's favor. Then thereupon he adds that it is no wonder if we should cherish only our own with the due service of love: for that man could become perfect who had done something more than the publican or the heathen — who, conquering evil with good and exercising the likeness of divine clemency, had loved even his enemies, who had prayed for the salvation of his persecutors, as the Lord admonishes and exhorts. 'He continually makes His sun to rise, and from time to time grants rains for the nourishing of the seeds, displaying all these things not for His own alone: and shall not he who professes himself to be even a son of God imitate the example of the Father?
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respondere nos decet natalibus nostris, et quos renatos per Deum constat, degeneres esse non congruit, sed probare potius in sobole traducem boni patris aemulationem bonitatis’. Multa alia et quidem magna, quae temperandi uoluminis ratio non patitur prolixo opere sermonis iterari: de quibus hoc tantum dixisse satis est. quod si illa gentiles pro rostris audire potuissent, forsitan statim crederent. quid Christiana plebs faceret, cui de fide nomen est? distributa sunt ergo continuo pro qualitate hominum atque ordinum ministeria. multi qui paupertatis beneficio sumptus exhibere non poterant, plus sumptibus exhibebant, compensantes proprio labore mercedem diuitiis omnibus cariorem.
我們理當與我們的出生相稱,那些顯然藉神而重生的人,不該成為墮落的;倒要在後裔身上證明從良善之父所傳承的——對良善的效法。」還有許多別的、且實在偉大的事,因要使這卷書保持適度的原則,不容它們在冗長的言辭工程中重述:論到這些,只說這許多就夠了。因為外邦人若能從講壇上聽見那些事,或許便會立刻相信。那麼,那以信德得名的基督徒百姓,豈不更當如此行麼?於是各樣的服事便照人與職分的性質立即分派下去。許多因貧窮之故不能供應費用的人,卻供應了比費用更多的,以自己的勞力補償一種比一切財富更可貴的酬報。
It befits us to answer to our birth, and it is not fitting that those who are evidently reborn through God should be degenerate; rather, we should prove in our offspring the inherited transmission of a good father — emulation of goodness.' Many other things too, and indeed great ones, which the principle of keeping the volume within bounds does not permit to be repeated in a long-drawn-out work of discourse: concerning which it is enough to have said only this much. For if the gentiles could have heard those things from the rostra, perhaps they would at once believe. What would the Christian people do, whose very name is from faith? Therefore ministries were forthwith distributed according to the quality of the men and of the orders. Many who, by the benefit of poverty, could not supply expenses, supplied more than expenses, compensating with their own labor a recompense dearer than all riches.
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et quis non sub tanto doctore properaret inuenire partem aliquam talis militiae, per quam placeret et Deo patri et iudici Christo et interim sacerdoti? fiebat itaque exuberantium operum largitate, quod bonum est ad omnes, non ad solos domesticos fidei. fiebat plus aliquid quam de Tobiae incomparabili pietate signatum est. ignoscat ille et ignoscat iterum et frequenter ignoscat aut ut uerius dixerim merito concedat, tametsi ante Christum plurimum licuit, plus aliquid licuisse post Christum, cuius temporibus plenitudo debetur. necatos ille a rege et proiectos sui tantum generis colligebat. His tam bonis et tam piis actibus superuenit exilium.
在這樣偉大的教師之下,誰不急切要在這樣的爭戰中尋得一份,藉此既討父神、又討審判者基督、暫且也討祭司的喜悅呢?於是,藉著滿溢善工的慷慨,便成就了那向眾人為善的事,不單向信德之家。那時所行的,比所記多比無與倫比的虔誠更有過之。讓他寬恕罷,再寬恕,並屢屢寬恕——或更真確地說,讓他公正地承認:雖然在基督之前許可的甚多,但在基督之後許可的更多,因為豐滿是歸於祂的時代的。那人(多比)只收殮被王所殺、被拋棄的本族之人。在這樣美好、這樣虔誠的作為之上,又臨到了流放。
And who would not hasten, under so great a teacher, to find some part in such a warfare, by which one might please both God the Father, and Christ the Judge, and, for the time being, the priest? It came to pass, therefore, by the bounty of overflowing works, what is good toward all, not toward the household of faith alone. There was done something more than what is recorded of the incomparable piety of Tobit. Let him pardon, and pardon again, and pardon frequently — or, to speak more truly, let him with justice concede that, although very much was permitted before Christ, something more was permitted after Christ, to whose times fullness is owed. That man gathered up only those of his own race, slain by the king and cast out. Upon these so good and so pious deeds there supervened exile.
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hanc enim uicem semper repraesentat impietas, ut melioribus peiora restituat. et quid sacerdos Dei proconsule interrogante responderit, sunt acta quae referant. excluditur interim ciuitate, ille qui fecerat boni aliquid pro ciuitatis salute, ille qui laborauerat ne uiuentium oculi paterentur infernae sedis horrorem, ille inquam qui excubiis pietatis inuigilans pro nefas ingrata bonitate prouiderat, ne omnibus tetram ciuitatis faciem relinquentibus multos exsules deserta respublica ac destituta patria sentiret. sed uiderit saeculum, cui inter poenas exilium computatur. illis patria nimis cara et commune nomen est [cum parentibus]:
因為不敬虔素來以這樣的報應呈現:以更壞的回報更好的作為。那位神的祭司在方伯審問他時所回答的,有記錄可以述說。他暫且被逐出城外——就是那曾為城的福祉行過善事的人,那曾勞苦使活人的眼不致目睹陰間之所恐怖的人,我說,就是那在虔誠的守望中警醒——哦,何等邪惡!——以不蒙感激的善意預備,免得眾人都離棄那城污穢的面貌時,那被撇下的邦國和被棄的故土感到失去眾多被放逐者之痛的人。但讓這世界去思量罷,在它看來,流放是算在刑罰之列的。對那些人而言,他們的故土極其寶貴,並有一個與父母共有的名分:
For impiety always presents this requital: that it repays better deeds with worse. And what the priest of God answered when the proconsul questioned him, there are records that report. He is meanwhile shut out from the city — he who had done some good for the city's welfare, he who had labored that the eyes of the living might not endure the horror of the abode below, he, I say, who, keeping vigil in the watches of piety — O wickedness! — had with ungrateful kindness provided that, with all forsaking the foul face of the city, the deserted commonwealth and abandoned homeland should not feel the loss of many exiles. But let the world see to it, by which exile is reckoned among punishments. To those men their homeland is exceedingly dear, and a name shared in common with their parents:
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nos et parentes ipsos, si contra Dominum suaserint, abhorremus. illis extra ciuitatem suam uiuere grauis poena est: Christiano totus hic mundus una domus est. unde licet in abditum et abstrusum locum fuerit relegatus, admixtus Dei sui rebus exsilium non potest computare. adde quod Deo integre seruiens etiam propria in ciuitate peregrinus est. dum enim se a carnalibus desideriis continentia sancti spiritus abstinet conuersationem prioris hominis exponens. inter ciues suos aut ut prope dixerim inter parentes ipsos uitae terrestris alienus est.
但我們甚至厭棄我們親生的父母,倘若他們勸我們違背主。對那些人而言,住在自己城外是一種沉重的刑罰:對基督徒而言,這整個世界乃是一個家。因此,他縱然被放逐到隱蔽僻遠之地,既與他神的事物相交,便不能將之算為流放。再者,全然事奉神的人,即或在自己城中也是一個寄居者。因為當他藉聖靈的節制使自己禁戒肉體的私慾,脫去舊人的生活樣式時,他在自己的同城公民中間——或我幾乎可說,在他親生的父母中間——便是這地上生活的局外人。
but we abhor even our very parents, if they should counsel against the Lord. To those men it is a grievous penalty to live outside their own city: to the Christian this whole world is one home. Wherefore, although he may have been relegated to a hidden and secluded place, mingled with the things of his God, he cannot reckon it exile. Add that one who serves God wholly is a pilgrim even in his own city. For while by the continence of the Holy Spirit he abstains himself from carnal desires, laying aside the conversation of the former man, he is, among his own fellow-citizens — or, as I might almost say, among his very parents — a stranger to earthly life.
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accedit quod etsi haec alias poena posset uideri, in huiusmodi tamen causis atque sententiis, quas ad probandae uirtutis experimenta perpetimur, non est poena, quia gloria est. sed esto sane, nobis poena non sit exilium: illis ultimum crimen et pessimum nefas etiam ipsorum conscientia testis adscribat, qui possunt innocentibus irrogare quod putant poenam. nolo nunc describere loci gratiam et deliciarum omnium paraturam interim transeo. fingamus locum illum situ sordidum, squalidum uisu, non salubres aquas habentem, non amoenitates uiroris, non uiciniam litoris, sed uastas rupes siluarum inter inhospitas fauces desertae admodum solitudinis, auia mundi parte summotum.
還有這一點:即使這在別的情況下或許看似一種懲罰,然而在這一類為了試驗、印證我們德行而忍受的判決中,它並非懲罰,因為它乃是榮耀。但即便我們承認流放對我們不是懲罰:讓那些人連自己的良心也作見證,控告他們犯了最大的罪和最邪惡的不敬——就是那些能將他們自以為是懲罰的事加於無辜者身上的人。我此刻不願描述那地方的優美,並暫且略過它所備的種種享受。讓我們設想那地方因荒廢而污穢,目睹之下令人作嘔,沒有清潔的水,沒有翠綠的怡人景致,沒有臨近的海岸,而只有森林中峻峭的岩石,夾在不宜人居的險隘之間,處於極其偏僻的荒野,遠置於世界一個無路可通的角落。
There is also this: even if this might in other circumstances seem a punishment, yet in cases and sentences of this kind, which we endure as trials to prove our virtue, it is no punishment, because it is glory. But grant indeed that exile is no punishment to us: let even their own conscience charge them with the ultimate crime and the most heinous impiety as witness — those who can inflict upon the innocent what they suppose to be a punishment. I do not wish now to describe the charm of the place, and for the moment I pass over its provision of every delight. Let us imagine that place foul with neglect, squalid to behold, having no wholesome waters, no pleasant greenery, no nearness of a shore, but vast crags amid the inhospitable defiles of woodlands, in an utterly remote wilderness, set apart in a pathless corner of the world.
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posset licet talis locus habere nomen exilii, quo Cyprianus sacerdos Dei uenerat, non si hominum ministeria deficerent, uel alites ut Heliae uel ut Danielo angeli ministrarent? absit absit, ut credat aliquis cuilibet minimo dummodo in confessione nominis constituto aliquid defuturum. tantum abest ut Dei pontifex ille qui misericordiae semper rebus institerat honorum omnium opibus indigeret. Iam nunc, quod secundo posueram loco, cum gratiarum actione repetamus, prouisum esse diuinitus etiam pro animo tanti uiri apricum et conpetentem locum, hospitium pro uoluntate secretum et quidquid apponi eis ante promissum est qui regnum et iustitiam Dei quaerunt.
縱然這樣一個地方——即天主的司祭居普良所到之處——可以被稱為流放之地;但若無人服事,當鳥兒像服事以利亞那樣、天使像服事但以理那樣前來服事時,這還算流放嗎?絕不,絕不可有人以為,連那些被定要承認主名的至微小者也會有所缺乏。何況這位天主的大司祭,他向來盡心於憐憫的善工,更不會缺乏一切尊榮的資源。如今,讓我們帶著感恩重提我先前置於第二位之事:天主甚至為這位偉人的心靈所預備,是一處陽光充足、合宜的地方,一處依其心願而僻靜的住所,以及凡先前所應許要加給那些尋求天主的國與義之人的一切。
Granted that such a place, to which Cyprian, God's priest, had come, might bear the name of exile — yet would it be exile, if the services of men were lacking, when birds might minister as to Elijah, or angels as to Daniel? Far be it, far be it, that anyone should believe that anything would be wanting to even the least of those who are appointed to confess the Name. Far less, then, that such a pontiff of God, who had always devoted himself to works of mercy, should lack the resources of all honours. Now, then, what I had set in the second place, let us take up again with thanksgiving: that it was provided by God, even for the spirit of so great a man, that the place was sunny and suitable, a lodging private according to his wish, and whatever has been promised beforehand to be added to those who seek the kingdom and the righteousness of God.
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atque ut omittam frequentiam uisitantium fratrum et ipsorum inde ciuium caritatem, quae repraesentabat omnia, quibus uidebatur esse fraudatus, admirabilem uisitationem Dei non praeteribo, qua antistitem suum sic in exilio esse noluit de secutura passione securum, ut imminentis martyrii pleniore fiducia non exulem tantummodo Curubis sed et martyrem possideret. ‘eo enim die quo in exilii loco mansimus’ (nam et me inter domesticos comites dignatio caritatis eius delegerat exulem uoluntarium, quod utinam et in passione licuisset) ‘apparuit mihi’ inquit ‘nondum somni quiete sopito iuuenis ultra modum hominis inormis:
撇開來探望的弟兄們的眾多,以及那地居民本身的愛——這愛供應了他看似被剝奪的一切——我也不願略去天主那令人讚嘆的眷顧:藉此祂如此安排,使祂的主教身在流放中,卻對將臨的苦難毫不憂慮,反倒以對逼近的殉道更充足的信心,使他擁有古魯比斯之地,不單是流放者,更是殉道者。他說:「就在我們留居流放之地的那一天」(因為他愛的看重也揀選了我這在他家中作伴者,作一個自願的流放者——但願在他殉道時也蒙允許同往!)「在我尚未沉入睡眠安息之時,有一位身量超乎常人的青年向我顯現:」
And to pass over the throng of visiting brethren and the love of the very citizens of that place, which supplied all those things of which he seemed to have been defrauded, I will not omit the admirable visitation of God, by which He so willed His bishop to be in exile yet untroubled about the suffering to come, that with fuller assurance of the impending martyrdom He possessed Curubis as no mere exile, but as a martyr. 'For on that day,' he says, 'when we abode in the place of exile' (for the esteem of his love had chosen me too among his household companions as a voluntary exile — would that it had been permitted also in his passion!) 'there appeared to me,' he says, 'while I was not yet sunk in the rest of sleep, a young man of more than human stature:
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qui cum me quasi ad praetorium duceret, uidebar mihi tribunali sedentis proconsulis admoueri. is ut in me respexit, adnotare statim coepit in tabula sententiam quam non sciebam, nihil enim de me solita interrogatione quaesierat. sed enim iuuenis qui a tergo eius stabat admodum curiosus legit quidquid fuerat adnotatum. et quia inde uerbis proferre non poterat, nutu declarante monstrauit quid in litteris tabulae illius ageretur. manu enim expansa et complanata ad spatae modum ictum solitae animaduersionis imitatus, quod uolebat intellegi, ad instar liquidi sermonis expressit. intellexi sententiam passionis futuram.
他彷彿領我到衙署去時,我覺得自己被帶到那坐著的省長的審判席前。他一看我,立刻就在一塊板上記下一道我不知道的判決,因為他並未按慣常的審訊向我問甚麼。但站在他背後的那青年極為好奇,便讀出所記下的一切。因他無法從那裡用言語說出,便以富有表情的手勢,指明那板上文字所記載的事。他將手伸開、攤平如劍刃,模仿尋常處決的一擊,把他所要表達的,如同明白的言語一般清楚地表現出來。我便明白:受難的判決就要來臨。
who, while he led me as if to the praetorium, I seemed to myself to be brought up to the tribunal of the proconsul as he sat. As soon as he looked upon me, he began at once to note down on a tablet a sentence which I did not know, for he had asked nothing of me by the customary interrogation. But the young man who stood behind him, being most curious, read whatever had been noted down. And because he could not utter it in words from there, he showed by an expressive gesture what was being transacted in the writing of that tablet. For with his hand spread out and flattened like a sword-blade, imitating the stroke of the usual execution, he expressed, as clearly as in plain speech, what he wished to be understood. I understood that the sentence of suffering was to come.
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rogare coepi et petere continuo, ut dilatio mihi uel unius diei prorogaretur, donec res meas legitima ordinatione disponerem. et cum preces frequenter iterassem, rursus in tabula coeperat nescio quid adnotare. sensi tamen de uultus serenitate iudicis mentem quasi iusta petitione commotam. sed et ille iuuenis, qui iam dudum de passionis indicio gestu potius quam sermone prodiderat, clandestino identidem nutu concessam dilationem, quae in crastinum petebatur, contortis post inuicem digitis significare properauit. ego quamuis non esset lecta sententia, et sic de gaudio dilationis acceptae laeto admodum corda resipisco:
我立刻開始懇求、央告,求賜我哪怕只一天的寬限,好讓我能依法料理我的事務。當我一再重複我的祈求時,他又開始在板上記下些甚麼。然而我從那審判者面容的安詳,察覺他的心彷彿被一個合理的請求所打動。而那位青年——他早先曾以手勢而非言語透露受難的徵兆——也急忙以隱秘的點頭,再三將手指彼此交叉,示意我所求次日的寬限已蒙允准。雖然判決並未被宣讀出來,我仍因所得寬限的喜樂而心中甚是歡欣、重新振作:
I began at once to entreat and beg that a delay of even a single day might be granted me, until I should set my affairs in lawful order. And when I had repeated my prayers again and again, he began once more to note down something on the tablet. Yet I perceived from the serenity of the judge's countenance that his mind had been moved, as it were, by a just petition. And that young man too, who long before had betrayed the indication of the passion by gesture rather than by speech, hastened by a secret nod, repeated again and again, to signify with his fingers crossed one after another that the delay which was sought for the morrow had been granted. And although the sentence was not read out, even so I revived with a heart quite glad at the joy of the delay obtained:
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motu tamen interpretationis incertae sic tremebam, ut reliquiae formidinis cor exultans adhuc toto pauore pulsarent’. Quid hac reuelatione manifestius, quid hac dignatione felicius? ante illi praedicta sunt omnia quaecumque postmodum subsecuta sunt. nihil de Dei uerbis imminutum, nihil de tam sancta promissione mutilatum. singula denique secundum quod ostensa sunt recognoscite. dilationem petit crastini, cum de passionis sententia cogitaretur, postulans ut res suas die illo quo inpetrauerat ordinaret. hic dies unus significabat annum, quo ille post uisionem acturus in saeculo fuerat. nam, ut manifestius dicam, eo die post exactum annum coronatus est, quo hoc illi ante annum fuerat ostensum.
然而因著不確定之解釋的不安,我仍如此戰慄,以致殘餘的恐懼仍以滿懷的驚惶擊打我那歡騰的心。」有甚麼比這啟示更明顯,有甚麼比這恩眷更有福呢?凡日後所發生的一切,事先都向他預告了。天主的話語毫無缺減,這般神聖的應許毫無刪削。最後,請按所顯明的,逐一辨認每一細節。當受難的判決正被審議時,他求次日的寬限,請求在他所得的那一天料理自己的事務。這一天象徵著一年,就是他在異象之後要在世上度過的一年。更明白地說,在整整一年過後的那同一天,他便戴上冠冕——正是一年前向他顯明此事的那一天。
yet from the agitation of an uncertain interpretation I trembled so that the remnants of dread still smote my exulting heart with utter terror.' What is more manifest than this revelation, what more blessed than this favour? Beforehand were foretold to him all the things that afterward followed. Nothing of God's words was diminished, nothing of so holy a promise was curtailed. Recognize, finally, each detail according as it was shown. He asks a delay of the morrow, when the sentence of suffering was being deliberated, requesting that he might order his affairs on that day which he had obtained. This one day signified a year, which he was to spend in the world after the vision. For, to speak more plainly, on that very day, after a full year had passed, he was crowned — the day on which this had been shown to him a year before.
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diem autem Domini, etsi non annum in diuinis litteris legimus, promissioni tamen futurorum debitum illud tempus accipimus. unde nihil interest, si nunc sub diei significatione solus annus ostensus est, quia illud plenius debet esse quod maius est. quod uero nutu potius et non sermone prolatum est, repraesentationi temporis seruabatur sermonis expressio: solet enim tunc uerbis quodcumque proferri, quotiens quidquid profertur impletur. nam et uere nemo cognouit quare hoc ostensum fuisset, nisi post eodem die quo id uiderat coronatus est. medio nihilo minus tempore imminens passio pro certo omnibus sciebatur: passionis tamen dies certus ab eisdem omnibus quasi scilicet ignorantibus tacebatur.
但「主的日子」——雖然在神聖的經卷中我們讀到的不是「一年」——我們仍理解那段時間是出於對將來之事的應許。因此,若如今在「一天」的象徵下只顯明了一年,這也無妨,因為那更大的本當是更完全的。至於那以點頭而非言語所表達的,言語的表述乃是保留給時間的應驗:因為每當所宣告的事得著成就之時,那事通常才以言語宣告出來。事實上,無人真正明白此事為何被顯明,直到後來,就在他所見的同一天,他戴上了冠冕。儘管如此,在這期間,逼近的受難已為眾人所確知;然而受難確切的日期,卻被那些人彷彿不知情似地緘默不言。
But the Day of the Lord — even though in the divine Scriptures we read not 'a year' — we understand that span of time to be owing to the promise of things to come. Hence it makes no difference if now, under the signification of a day, only a year was shown, since that which is greater ought to be the fuller. But as for what was uttered by a nod rather than by speech, the verbal expression was being reserved for the representation of the time: for then a thing is usually uttered in words whenever whatever is uttered is fulfilled. For indeed no one truly understood why this had been shown, until afterward, on the same day on which he had seen it, he was crowned. None the less, in the meantime, the impending passion was known for certain by all; yet the certain day of the passion was passed over in silence by all those very people, as though they were ignorant of it.
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sane et in scripturis tale aliquid inuenio. nam Zacharias sacerdos promisso sibi per angelum filio quia non crediderat obmutuit, ita ut de filii nomine scripturus potius quam relaturus nutu tabulas postularet. merito et hic, ubi Dei nuntius passionem antistitis imminentem nutu potius expressit, et fidem admonuit et sacerdotem muniuit. dilationis autem petendae ratio de ordinatione rerum et de uoluntatis dispositione ueniebat. quae uero res illi aut quae uoluntas ordinanda nisi ecclesiastici status? summa accepta dilatio est, ut quidquid circa pauperum fouendorum suprema indicia disponendum fuerat ordinaretur.
事實上,在聖經中我也找到類似的事。撒迦利亞司祭,當天使應許他必得一子時,因不信而成了啞巴,以致他要寫下兒子的名字而非說出來,便以手勢求取書版。這裡也照樣合宜:當天主的使者以點頭而非言語表明主教逼近的受難時,他既勸勉了人的信德,又堅固了這位司祭。而尋求寬限的緣由,是出於料理事務和安排心意。可是有甚麼事務、或有甚麼心意要料理呢,豈非教會的事務?整個寬限得蒙允准,正是為使一切關乎照顧窮人之最後表記應當安排的事,都得以料理妥當。
Indeed, in the Scriptures too I find something of this sort. For Zechariah the priest, when a son had been promised him by the angel, fell dumb because he had not believed, so that, about to write his son's name rather than to tell it, he asked for the tablets by a sign. Rightly here too, where God's messenger expressed the impending passion of the bishop by a nod rather than by speech, he both admonished his faith and fortified the priest. But the reason for seeking the delay arose from the ordering of affairs and the disposition of his will. And what affair, or what intention, was to be ordered, save the state of the Church? The whole delay was granted, that whatever had to be arranged concerning the final tokens of care for the poor might be set in order.
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et puto propter nihil aliud, immo uero propter hoc tantum etiam indulgentia ab ipsis qui eiecerant et qui occisuri erant, missa est, quam ut praesens et praesentes pauperes nouissimae dispensationis extremis et ut plenius dixerim totis sumptibus ministraret. ordinatis ergo tam pie rebus et sic uoluntate disposita proximabat dies crastinus. Iam de Xisto bono et pacifico sacerdote ac propterea beatissimo martyre ab urbe nuntius uenerat. sperabatur iam iamque carnifex ueniens, qui deuota sanctissimae uictimae colla percuteret: et sic erant omnes dies illi quotidiana expectatione moriendi, ut corona singulis posset adscribi.
我認為這並非為了別的緣故——不如說正是單單為了這緣故——以致連那些把他逐出、又將要殺他的人也准了寬限:就是使他在場時,能以他最後管理的最末、且更完全地說、全部的費用,服事在場的窮人。如此,他的事務既如此虔敬地料理妥當,心意也如此安排定當,次日便近了。那時已有信使從羅馬城前來,報告息克斯篤的事——那善良和平、因而至為有福的殉道司祭。如今隨時都在等候劊子手前來,砍下那獻給至聖祭牲的頸項;於是那些日子無不在每日期待赴死之中,以致每一天都可記為一頂冠冕。
And I think for no other reason — nay rather for this alone — that even an indulgence was granted by those very men who had cast him out and who were about to slay him: namely, that he, present, might minister to the present poor in the last and, to speak more fully, the entire expenses of his final stewardship. So, his affairs being so piously ordered and his will thus disposed, the morrow drew near. Already a messenger had come from the City concerning Xystus, the good and peaceable priest and therefore most blessed martyr. The executioner was looked for now at any moment, coming to strike the necks devoted to the most holy victim; and so all those days were of daily expectation of dying, so that a crown might be reckoned to each one.
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conueniebant interim plures egregii et clarissimi ordinis et sanguinis, sed et saeculi nobilitate generosi, qui propter amicitiam eius antiquam secessum subinde suaderent: et ne parum esset nuda suadela, etiam loca in quae secederet offerebant. ille iam mundum suspensa ad caelum mente neglexerat nec suadelis blandientibus adnuebat. fecisset fortasse tunc etiam quod a plurimis et fidelibus petebatur, si et diuino imperio iuberetur.
其間,許多出身最尊貴、最顯赫的階級與血統、且在世俗地位上也屬高貴的人聚集前來;他們因與他舊日的友誼,屢屢勸他退避;唯恐單單的勸說還嫌不足,他們甚至提供地方供他隱退。但他既已將心高懸於天,便已輕看世界,不肯應允他們諂媚的勸說。倘若他也蒙神聖的吩咐所命令,他那時或許也會照那麼多忠信之人所求的去行。
Meanwhile there gathered many men of the most distinguished and illustrious order and lineage, and noble too in worldly rank, who, on account of their old friendship with him, kept urging him to withdraw; and lest mere persuasion should be too little, they even offered places to which he might retire. But he, with his mind already suspended toward heaven, had despised the world, nor would he assent to their flattering persuasions. He would perhaps then too have done what was asked by so many faithful friends, had he also been commanded by a divine bidding.
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sed nec illa sublimis tanti uiri gloria sine praeconio transeunda est, quia iam saeculo tumescente et de fiducia principum infestationem nominis anhelante ille seruos Dei, prout dabatur occasio, exhortationibus dominicis instruebat et ad calcandas passiones huius temporis contemplatione superuenturae claritatis animabat. uidelicet tanta illi fuit cupido sermonis, ut optaret sic sibi passionis nota contingere, ut dum de Deo loquitur in ipso sermonis opere necaretur.
然而這般偉人那崇高的榮耀也不可不加宣揚而略過:當世界因仗恃其掌權者,已然膨脹、喘息著要逼迫主名之時,他卻按所給的機會,以主的勸勉教導天主的眾僕人,並激勵他們藉著默想將來的榮耀,去踐踏此今世的苦難。實在,他渴慕傳道之心如此強烈,以致他但願受難的記號臨到他時,能在他講論天主之際,就在那講道的工作之中被殺。
But neither must that lofty glory of so great a man be passed over without proclamation: that while the world was already swelling and panting, out of confidence in its rulers, to harass the Name, he was instructing the servants of God, as occasion was given, with the Lord's exhortations, and stirring them to trample upon the sufferings of this present time by the contemplation of the glory to come. Indeed, so great was his desire for preaching that he wished the marks of the passion might so befall him that, while he was speaking of God, he might be slain in the very act of his discourse.
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Et hi erant quotidiani actus destinati ad placentem Deo hostiam sacerdotis, cum ecce proconsulis iussu ad hortos eius (ad hortos, inquam, quos inter initia fidei suae uenditos et de Dei indulgentia restitutos pro certo iterum in usus pauperum uendidisset, nisi inuidiam de persecutione uitaret) cum militibus suis princeps repente subitauit, immo ut uerius dixerim subitasse se credidit. unde enim posset tamquam improuiso impetu mens semper parata subitari? processit ergo iam certus expungi quod diu fuerat retardatum, processit animo sublimi et erecto, hilaritatem praeferens uultu et corda uirtutem.
這些便是這位司祭日常的作為,他被命定作蒙天主喜悅的祭物。那時看哪,奉省長之命,到他的園子(我說,到他的園子,就是他信主之初所賣、又蒙天主寬厚而歸還給他的;他必定也會再次將其賣掉以濟貧,若非為了避免從逼迫而生的惡名),那長官忽然帶著他的兵丁闖入——不如更真切地說,是自以為突然闖入。因為一顆向來預備好的心,怎能彷彿被一場未料的襲擊所突襲呢?於是他出來,此時已確知那拖延已久之事正被了結;他帶著崇高挺立的心靈出來,面上顯出歡欣,心中懷著勇毅。
And these were the daily acts of the priest, destined as a sacrifice pleasing to God, when behold, by the proconsul's command, to his gardens (to his gardens, I say, which at the beginning of his faith he had sold and which, by God's indulgence, had been restored to him — and which he would assuredly have sold again for the use of the poor, had he not been avoiding the odium arising from the persecution), the magistrate suddenly burst in with his soldiers — nay, to speak more truly, believed that he had burst in suddenly. For how could a mind always prepared be taken, as it were, by an unforeseen assault? He set out, then, now certain that what had long been delayed was being discharged; he set out with a soul lofty and erect, displaying cheerfulness on his countenance and courage in his heart.
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sed dilatus in crastinum ad domum principis a praetorio reuertebatur, cum subito per Carthaginem totam sparsus rumor increbuit productum esse iam Thascium, quem praeter celebrem gloriosa opinione notitiam etiam de commemoratione praeclarissimi operis nemo non nouerat. concurrebant undique uersum omnes ad spectaculum, nobis pro deuotione fidei gloriosum, gentilibus et dolendum. receptum eum tamen et in domo principis constitutum una nocte continuit custodia delicata, ita ut conuiuae eius et cari in contubernio ex more fuerimus. plebs interim tota sollicita ne per noctem aliquid sine conscientia sui fieret ante fores principis excubabat.
但他既被延至次日,便從衙署返回那長官的宅第;那時忽然有一風聲傳遍整個迦太基,越發盛傳塔斯求如今已被提出來——這塔斯求,除了他在光榮聲望中遠近馳名以外,眾人也因記念他那至為顯赫的著作而無人不識他。眾人從四面八方一同奔向這景象——在我們因信德的虔誠看為光榮,在外邦人看卻是可悲。然而他既被收押、安置在長官的宅第,便被以禮相待地拘留一夜,以致我們這些同席密友照常與他作伴。其間全城百姓唯恐夜間有甚麼事在他們不知情下發生,便在長官的門前守候。
But, being deferred to the morrow, he was returning from the praetorium to the magistrate's house, when suddenly a rumour, spread throughout all Carthage, grew rife that Thascius had now been brought forth — Thascius, whom, besides his celebrated repute in glorious renown, everyone also knew from the remembrance of his most illustrious work. From every direction all ran together to the spectacle — glorious to us through the devotion of our faith, and grievous to the heathen. Yet, having been received and lodged in the magistrate's house, he was kept one night under courteous custody, so that we, his messmates and dear ones, were in his company as usual. Meanwhile the whole populace, anxious lest anything be done during the night without their knowledge, kept watch before the magistrate's doors.
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concessit ei tunc diuina bonitas uere digno, ut Dei populus etiam in sacerdotis passione uigilaret. forsitan tamen quaerat aliquis, quae causa fuerit a praetorio reuertendi ad principem? et uolunt hoc scilicet quidam de suo tunc proconsulem noluisse. absit ut in rebus diuinitus gestis segnitiem siue fastidium proconsulis conquerar. absit ut malum hoc intra conscientiam religiosae mentis admittam, ut de tam beatissimo martyre ructus hominis indicaret. sed crastinus dies ille quem ante annum dignatio diuina praedixerat uere crastinus esse debebat. Inluxit denique dies alius, ille signatus, ille promissus, ille diuinus, quem si tyrannus ipse differre uoluisset, numquam prorsus ualeret:
於是神聖的良善恩賜給這位真正配得的人:使天主的子民甚至在他們司祭受難之時也守夜警醒。然而或許有人會問:他從衙署返回那長官之處,緣由何在?確有一些人主張,是省長那時自己出於己意不肯。我絕不敢就天主所成就的事,埋怨省長有甚麼懈怠或厭煩。我絕不敢在一個敬虔之心的良知裡承認這等惡念:以為就這般至有福的殉道者而言,竟是出於一個凡人的口腹之念。然而那神聖恩眷在一年前所預告的次日,實在必當就是那次日。終於,又一日破曉——那被標定之日、那蒙應許之日、那神聖之日——縱使僭主自己想要拖延它,也斷然無能為力:
Then divine goodness granted to him, truly worthy, that God's people should keep vigil even at the passion of their priest. Yet perhaps someone may ask what was the cause of his returning from the praetorium to the magistrate. And some indeed will have it that the proconsul, on his own account, was then unwilling. Far be it from me to complain of any sluggishness or distaste of the proconsul in things wrought by God. Far be it from me to admit this evil within the conscience of a religious mind, that in the case of so most blessed a martyr the belching of a man should be the cause. But that morrow which the divine favour had foretold a year before was truly bound to be the morrow. At last there dawned another day — that marked day, that promised day, that divine day — which, had the tyrant himself wished to defer it, he would never have availed at all:
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dies de conscientia futuri martyris laetus et discussis per totum mundi ambitum nubibus claro sole radiatus. egressus est domum principis, sed Christi et Dei princeps et agminibus multitudinis mixtae ex omni parte uallatus [est]. sic autem comitatui eius infinitus exercitus adhaerebat, quasi ad expugnandam mortem manu facta ueniretur. eundi autem interfuit transitus stadii. bene uero et quasi de industria factum, ut et locum congruentis certaminis praeteriret, qui ad coronam iustitiae consummato agone currebat. sed ubi ad praetorium uentum est, nondum procedente proconsule secretior locus datus est.
這一日因將來殉道者的自知而歡欣,又因雲霧被驅散於全世界的範圍之外,而被燦爛的陽光所照耀。他從那長官的宅第出來,卻是作基督和天主的君王,四圍被混雜眾人的群眾所環衛。如此,一支無盡的隊伍緊隨護送他,彷彿是結成一隊前來攻取死亡本身。途中恰巧經過一座競技場。這實在是合宜的,彷彿是特意安排,使這位正奔向義之冠冕、其爭戰已得成就的人,經過一處相稱之競賽的場所。但當他們來到衙署,省長尚未出來時,便給了他一處較為僻靜之地。
a day glad from the consciousness of the future martyr, and, the clouds being scattered throughout the whole compass of the world, radiant with a bright sun. He went forth from the magistrate's house, but as a prince of Christ and of God, and walled about on every side by the throngs of a mingled multitude. So an endless host clung to his escort, as though one came with a band gathered to storm death itself. Now on the way it fell out that the passage of a stadium lay in his path. And rightly, as if of set purpose, was it brought about that he should pass by the place of a fitting contest — he who was running to the crown of righteousness, the struggle being accomplished. But when they came to the praetorium, the proconsul not yet coming forth, a more private place was given.
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illic cum post iter longum nimio sudore madidatus sederet (sedile autem erat fortuito linteo tectum, ut et sub ictu passionis episcopatus honore frueretur), quidam ex tesserariis quondam Christianus res suas obtulit, quasi uellet ille uestimentis suis humidis sicciora mutare: uidelicet nihil aliud in rebus oblatis ambiebat, quam ut proficiscentis ad Deum martyris sudores iam sanguineos possideret. cui ille respondit et dixit: ‘medellas adhibemus querelis, quae hodie forsitan non erunt’. mirum, si contempsit laborem corpore, qui mortem mente contempserat? quid plura? subito proconsuli nuntiatus est. producitur admouetur interrogatur de suo nomine: se esse respondit. et hactenus uerba.
在那裡,當他經過漫長路程後,渾身被過多的汗水浸透而坐下時(那座位恰好鋪著一塊麻布,好叫他即便在受難的邊緣,也得享主教的尊榮),有一個從前是基督徒的勤務兵把自己的物件獻給他,彷彿要他將潮濕的衣服換成乾爽的——其實,在所獻的物件中,他別無所求,只願擁有這位將要赴天主之殉道者如今已帶血的汗。他回答他說:「我們對今日或許將不復存在的病痛施治。」一個在心思中已輕看死亡的人,若輕看身體的勞苦,又有何足為奇?何必多言?他忽然被通報給省長。他被提出來、被帶上前、被問及姓名:他回答說正是他本人。話語就到此為止。
There, when after the long journey he sat drenched with excessive sweat (the seat, moreover, happened to be covered with a linen cloth, so that even on the brink of his passion he might enjoy the honour of the episcopate), one of the orderlies, once a Christian, offered him his own things, as though he wished him to change his damp garments for drier ones — clearly, in the things offered, he sought nothing else than to possess the now bloody sweat of the martyr setting out to God. To him he answered and said: 'We apply remedies to ailments which today perhaps will be no more.' Is it a wonder, if he despised the labour of the body, who had despised death in his mind? What need of more? Suddenly he was announced to the proconsul. He is brought forth, led up, questioned about his name: he answered that he was the man. And thus far the words.
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Legit itaque de tabula iam sententiam iudex quam nuper in uisione non legerat, sententiam spiritalem non temere dicendam, sententiam episcopo tali et tali teste condignam, sententiam gloriosam, in qua dictus est sectae signifer et inimicus deorum, et qui suis futurus esset ipse documento et quod sanguine eius inciperet disciplina sanciri. nihil hac sententia plenius, nihil uerius. omnia quippe quae dicta sunt, licet a gentili dicta, diuina sunt. nec mirum utique cum soleant de passione pontifices prophetare. signifer fuerat, qui de ferendo signo Christi docebat: inimicus deorum, qui idola destruenda mandabat:
於是審判者從板上讀出那道不久之前他在異象中未曾讀過的判決——一道屬靈的判決,不可輕率而言,一道配得這樣一位主教、配得這樣一位見證者的判決,一道光榮的判決,其中他被稱為這教派的旗手、眾神的仇敵,並說他自己將成為他本族人的鑑戒,又說藉著他的血,這道規當開始被批准確立。沒有甚麼比這判決更完全,沒有甚麼更真實。因為所說的一切,雖出自外邦人之口,卻是神聖的。這也毫不足奇,因為大司祭們慣於就受難說預言。他曾是旗手,因他教導人扛起基督的旗幟;他是眾神的仇敵,因他吩咐人毀掉偶像;
And so the judge read from the tablet that sentence which not long before he had not read in the vision — a spiritual sentence, not rashly to be spoken, a sentence worthy of such a bishop and of such a witness, a glorious sentence, in which he was called the standard-bearer of the sect and the enemy of the gods, and one who would himself be an example to his own people, and that by his blood the discipline should begin to be ratified. Nothing is fuller than this sentence, nothing truer. For all the things that were said, although said by a heathen, are divine. Nor indeed is it any wonder, since pontiffs are wont to prophesy concerning the passion. He had been a standard-bearer, who taught of bearing the standard of Christ; an enemy of the gods, who commanded the idols to be destroyed;
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documento autem suis fuit, qui multis pari genere secuturis prior in prouincia martyrii primitias dedicauit. sanciri etiam coepit eius sanguine disciplina sed martyrum, qui doctorem suum imitatione gloriae consimilis aemulati ipsi quoque disciplinam exempli sui proprio cruore sanxerunt. Et cum exiret praetorii fores, ibat comes militum turba: et ne quid in passione deesset, centuriones et tribuni latus texerant. ipse autem locus conuallis est, ubi pati contigit, ut arboribus ex omni parte densatis sublime spectaculum praebeat.
他也是他本族人的鑑戒,因他作為頭一個——又有許多同類之人要隨後——在這行省中奉獻了殉道的初熟果子。藉著他的血,那道規——卻是殉道者的道規——也開始被批准確立,這些殉道者藉著效法同等的榮耀來追隨他們的教師,他們自己也用自己的血批准確立了他榜樣的道規。當他走出衙署的大門時,一群兵丁護送同行;唯恐受難中有所缺欠,百夫長和千夫長護衛他的兩側。他受難之處本是一處山谷,四圍樹木密布,因而呈現出一幅崇高的景象。
and he was an example to his own people, who, with many of like kind to follow, first in the province consecrated the first-fruits of martyrdom. By his blood, too, the discipline — but of the martyrs — began to be ratified, who, emulating their teacher by an imitation of like glory, themselves also ratified the discipline of his example with their own blood. And when he went out of the doors of the praetorium, a crowd of soldiers went as escort; and lest anything be lacking in the passion, centurions and tribunes guarded his flank. The place itself is a valley where it befell him to suffer, such that, with trees densely set on every side, it offers a lofty spectacle.
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at per enormitatem spatii longioris uisu denegato uel per confusam nimis turbam personae fauentes in ramos arborum repserant, ne uel hoc illi negaretur, ut ad Zacchaei similitudinem de arboribus uideretur. sed iam ligatis per manus suas oculis moram carnificis urgere temptabat, cuius munus est ferrum, et labente dextera gladium uix trementibus digitis circuibat, donec ad perpetrandam pretiosi uiri mortem clarificationis hora matura\' centurionis manum concesso desuper uigore firmatam permissis tandem uiribus expediret.
但因那廣大的範圍,使較遠之人無從觀看,又因人群極其擁擠混亂,那些向著他的人便爬上樹枝,唯恐連這也被剝奪了他——使他能照撒該的樣式從樹上被人看見。如今他用自己的手蒙上雙眼,竭力催促那職司刀劍的劊子手的遲延;當劊子手的右手顫抖、手指幾乎不穩、握劍游移之際,直到為成就這寶貴之人的死、那得榮的成熟時刻來到時,他便放鬆了劊子手的手——這手蒙上頭所賜的氣力堅固,終於得著充足的力量而舒展開來。
But because, owing to the vast extent, the sight was denied to those farther off, or because of the exceedingly confused crowd, persons who favoured him had crept up into the branches of the trees, lest even this should be denied him — that, after the likeness of Zacchaeus, he might be seen from the trees. But now, with his eyes bound by his own hands, he tried to hasten the delay of the executioner, whose office is the sword; and as his right hand faltered, his fingers scarcely steady, he went round the sword, until, when the ripe hour of glorification for accomplishing the death of the precious man had come, he set free the executioner's hand — strengthened by a vigour granted from above and at last given full strength.
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o beatum ecclesiae populum qui episcopo suo talibus et oculis pariter et sensibus et quod est amplius publicata uoce compassus est et, sicut ipso tractante semper audierat, Deo iudice coronatus est. quamuis enim non potuerit euenire quod optabant nota communia, ut consortio paris gloriae simul plebs tota pateretur: quicumque sub Christi spectantis oculis et sub auribus sacerdotis ex animo pati uoluit, per idoneum uoti sui testem legationis quodammodo litteras ad Deum misit. Sic consummata passione perfectum est, ut Cyprianus qui bonorum omnium fuerat exemplum etiam sacerdotales coronas in Africa primus imbueret, quia et talis esse post apostolos prior coeperat.
教會有福的子民啊,他們以這樣的方式與他們的主教一同受難——同以眼目、同以情感、且更甚者、以公開發出的聲音——他們正如向來在他親自教導時所聽見的,得在天主作審判者之下戴上冠冕!因為雖然他們藉共同記號所渴望的不能成就——即全體子民在同等榮耀的交通中一同受難——然而凡在那觀看的基督眼目之下、在司祭的耳中,從心裡甘願受難之人,便彷彿藉著一位適切的誓願見證者,將他出使的書信寄達天主。如此,受難既得成就,便成全了這事:使居普良——他既是一切美善之事的榜樣——也成為非洲頭一個沾染司祭冠冕的人,因他也是繼眾使徒之後頭一個開始成為這樣之人的。
O blessed people of the Church, who suffered together with their bishop in such things, alike with their eyes and their feelings and — what is more — with their voice made public, and who, as they had always heard while he himself was teaching, were crowned with God as judge! For although what they desired by common signs could not come to pass — that the whole people should suffer together in the fellowship of equal glory — yet whoever, under the eyes of the watching Christ and under the ears of the priest, willed from the heart to suffer, sent, as it were, by a fit witness of his vow, letters of his embassy to God. Thus, the passion being consummated, it was brought to pass that Cyprian, who had been the example of all good things, should also be the first in Africa to imbue the priestly crowns, since he had also been the first to begin to be such after the apostles.
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ex quo enim Carthagini episcopatus ordo numeratur, numquam aliquis quamuis ex bonis et sacerdotibus ad passionem uenisse memoratur. licet semper Deo mancipata deuotio dicatis hominibus pro martyrio deputetur, Cyprianus tamen etiam ad perfectam coronam Domino consummante profecit: ut in ciuitate ipsa, in qua taliter uixerat et in qua prior fecerat multa praeclara prior et sacerdotii caelestis insignia glorioso cruore decoraret. quid hoc loco faciam? inter gaudium passionis et remanendi dolorem in partes diuisus animus et angustum nimis pectus affectus duplices onerant. dolebo quod non comes fuerim? sed illius uictoria triumphanda est. de uictoria triumphabo? sed doleo quod comes non sim.
因為自從迦太基主教的承襲被計算以來,從來沒有記載任何人——縱然出於善人和司祭之列——曾走向殉難。雖然向來獻於天主的虔誠,在那些被祝聖之人身上,總被算為等同於殉道,居普良卻仍達到了那完全的冠冕,是主使之成全的:以致在那座城裡——他曾在其中如此生活、又在其中頭一個行了許多顯赫之事——他既為首,也以光榮的血裝飾了屬天司祭的徽號。在這一刻我當怎樣呢?在受難的喜樂與留下的悲傷之間,我的心被分割為兩半,我那過於狹窄的胸懷被雙重的情感所重壓。我當為自己未曾作他的同伴而悲傷嗎?但他的得勝當被慶賀凱旋。我當為這得勝而誇勝嗎?但我又為自己未曾作他的同伴而悲傷。
For from the time when the succession of the episcopate at Carthage is reckoned, never is any man, however from among the good and the priests, recorded to have come to a passion. Although devotion always given over to God is always reckoned to consecrated men in place of martyrdom, Cyprian nevertheless attained even to the perfect crown, the Lord bringing it to completion: so that in that very city, in which he had so lived and in which he had been the first to do many illustrious things, being first he might also adorn the insignia of the heavenly priesthood with glorious blood. What shall I do at this point? Between the joy of the passion and the grief of remaining, my mind, divided into parts, and my breast, all too narrow, are burdened by a twofold affection. Shall I grieve that I was not his companion? But his victory must be celebrated in triumph. Shall I triumph in the victory? But I grieve that I am not his companion.
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uerum uobis tamen et simpliciter confitendum est, quod et uos scitis, in hac me fuisse sententia. multum ac nimis multum de gloria eius exulto, plus tamen doleo quod remansi.
然而向你們仍當坦白承認你們也知道的事:我一直懷著這樣的心情。我為他的榮耀大大歡欣、甚至過於歡欣;然而我更為自己留了下來而悲傷。
Yet to you it must nevertheless be confessed, and simply, what you also know: that I have been of this mind. I exult much, and far too much, over his glory; yet more do I grieve that I have remained behind.