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Rex fuit Antiochus Syriae ditissimus olim, in cuius regno mater natique fuerunt septem, ut fama refert, de sancta gente creati. quos cura adsidue generis meminisse iubebat et legi seruire datae: sic namque uolentes de populo meliore dei sua iura tenebant. rex auidus mutare iidem, mutare timorem iustorum uoluit. populo ut misceret iniquo. praemia promittit matri. nromittit et auri, et quidquid posset toto conquirere regno, si modo mutaret mores sensusque priores, cogeret et natos alios sibi fingere mores. illa negat tacitumque premit sub corde dolorem. hanc postquam nulla potuit conpellere praeda, temptauit primum tormentis uincere saeuis;
從前有一個王,名叫安提阿古,是敘利亞最富有的,在他國中,據傳說,有一母親和七個兒子,是從聖潔之民所生的。他們持守的眷顧吩咐他們記念自己的種族,並服事所賜給他們的律法;因為他們既甘心如此,便持守那屬於神更美之民的律例。那貪婪的王想要改變這些人,改變義人的敬畏,要將他們攙雜在不義之民中。他應許給那母親賞賜,又應許金子,並凡他能在全國搜羅的一切,只要她肯改變她的行徑和先前的心思,又強迫她的兒子為自己裝出別樣的品行。她拒絕了,把那默默的悲傷壓在心下。既沒有任何擄物能脅迫她,他便先試圖用兇暴的酷刑勝過她;
There was once a king, Antiochus, the richest in Syria, in whose realm there were, as report tells, a mother and seven sons, sprung of the holy nation. Their abiding care bade them remember their race and to serve the law that had been given them; for thus, willing it, they held their own ordinances belonging to the better people of God. The greedy king wished to change those same men, to change the fear of the righteous, that he might mingle them with the wicked people. He promises rewards to the mother, promises gold too, and whatever he could gather in his whole realm, if only she would change her ways and former thoughts, and compel her sons to feign other manners for themselves. She refuses, and presses down the silent grief beneath her heart. After no spoil could constrain her, he first tried to conquer her with savage torments;
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pertulit illa graues gemitus et tristia regis uerbera non timuit. uictum ut se uidit at ille: .,Heu. quid agam," dixit, "uincis quod femina regem? non tamen effugies: plus est, quod dura dolebis. 20 in natos saeuibo tuos; licet inproba perstes, hac certe ratione meum sanabo dolorem. " sustulit illa manus caelumque adspexit in altum; emisit gemitus et talia uerba locuta est: Tu licet et gazas tradas et regna. tyranne, non capimur regum donis, nec munera sanctis eripient promissa dei. spes certior illa est. quae uitam nobis promittit tempore longo: hanc sequor, hanc didici, non lubrica tangere dona; sumere diuitias facile est et perdere uitam.
她忍受了沉重的呻吟,並不懼怕王那悲慘的鞭打。當他終於見自己被勝過時,便說:「唉,我該怎麼辦?」他喊著說,「一個婦人竟勝過一個王麼?然而你斷不能逃脫:還有更厲害的,是你這頑梗的人所要痛哭的。我要向你的兒子發烈怒;你這無恥的人雖固執到底,我至少要藉此醫治我的悲傷。」她舉起雙手,向上仰望崇高的天;她發出呻吟,說了這樣的話:「暴君啊,縱然你交出財寶和國度,我們也不被列王的禮物所擄,所應許的賞賜也不能將聖徒從神手中奪去。那盼望更為確實,就是應許我們長久的生命:這個我所追隨、所學會的,乃是不沾那滑溜的禮物;得財富是容易的,喪命也是容易的。
she endured grievous groanings, and feared not the king's sad scourges. When at last he saw himself overcome, he said: 'Alas, what shall I do?' he cried, 'that a woman conquers a king? Yet you shall not escape: there is more, which you, hardened, shall lament. I will rage against your sons; though, shameless, you persist, by this means at least I will heal my grief.' She lifted up her hands and gazed up to the lofty heaven; she sent forth groans and spoke such words: 'Though you should hand over both treasures and kingdoms, tyrant, we are not captured by the gifts of kings, nor shall the promised rewards snatch the holy ones from God. That hope is the surer, which promises us life for a long time: this I follow, this I have learned, not to touch slippery gifts; to take riches is easy, and to lose one's life.
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sed licet et flammas post uerbera saeua mineris, nil mutare potes, quod primis coepimus annis. uirtute id cum lege data mihi uincere certum est. quid nunc, saeue, iubes ? natis quid, dure, minaris? hoc solo poteris matrem turbare dolore. est mihi namque deus spes; est mihi cura meorum, per quam spero equidem te nullum uincere posse. caeli, quaeso. faue numen, quia iusta rogamus." rex furit Antiochus, turbatus corda tumultu concutit et saeuos testatur lumine uultus, miraturque diu, possit quod femina tantum. Pare, age, miles!" ait; "regi quoque pare, minister; uos famuli parete mihi! date digna furenti femineo tormenta malo; seruire furentem femina me cogit:
「但縱然在兇暴的鞭打之後你還威嚇火焰,你也不能改變我們在最幼年所開始之事的分毫。憑著與律法一同賜給我的德能,我必定勝過這事。殘忍的人哪,你如今吩咐甚麼?嚴酷的人哪,你用甚麼威嚇我的兒子?惟有藉這悲傷,你才能擾亂一個母親。因為神是我的盼望;眷顧我自己的人是我分內的,藉此我實在盼望,你連他們中的一個也不能勝過。天上的權能啊,我懇求你施恩,因為我們所求的是公義的。」安提阿古王發怒,心裏煩亂;他因騷動而戰抖,眼中見證他兇暴的面容,並長久希奇一個婦人竟能如此。「來,兵丁,聽命!」他說,「臣僕,也當聽王的命;你們僕役,聽我的吩咐!把配得這狂暴婦人之惡的酷刑加上去;一個婦人竟逼我這發怒的人服事她:
But though after savage scourges you should threaten flames as well, you can change nothing of what we began in our earliest years. By the virtue given me with the law, it is certain I shall conquer this. What now, cruel one, do you command? With what, harsh one, do you threaten my sons? By this grief alone shall you be able to trouble a mother. For God is my hope; the care of my own is mine, through which indeed I hope you can conquer none of them. O power of heaven, I beseech you, be favorable, for we ask what is just.' King Antiochus rages, troubled in heart; he shakes with tumult and bears witness with his eye to his savage looks, and long he marvels that a woman can do so much. 'Come, soldier, obey!' he says; 'minister, obey the king too; you servants, obey me! Give torments worthy of a raging woman's wickedness; a woman compels me, raging, to serve her:
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quod plus est, femina uincit regis iussa sui! sed non inpune locuta est: membratim perdam septem quot perfida natos intra se retinet: quorum qui primus habetur, hic primus pereat; perdas sic ordine cunctos, cratibus inpositos subiectis urere flammis cernat ut ipsa suos mater nunc aspera natos. poena autem manet haec; celeres decet esse ministros." Interea fecunda parens iam crine soluto stabat et, hortanti similis, iam pectore nudo ubera protendens, natorum alimenta suorum, non confusa aperit, natumque ut uidit ad ignem constantique gradu fortem procedere, dixit: Tu mea progenies, tu primus respice matrem. tu certe meus es: nunc nostri, nate, memento!
「更甚的是,一個婦人竟勝過她王的命令!但她決不能說了話而不受罰:我要一肢一肢地除滅這背逆者藏在自己裏面的七個兒子;其中那被算為首生的,讓他先死;願你這樣按次序失去他們眾人,被放在柵架上,燒在底下所放的火焰中,叫那母親自己,如今滿了苦楚,看著自己的兒子。這刑罰是定了的;眾僕役當迅速行事。」其間,那多產的母親站著,此時頭髮已散開,又像勸勉人的,此時露出胸膛,伸出她的乳房,就是她兒子的養料,毫不羞愧地敞開;當她見兒子堅強地、以堅定的腳步走向火時,便說:「你,我的後裔,你這首生的,回頭看你的母親。你至少是我的:兒啊,如今記念我們!
what is more, a woman conquers her king's commands! But she shall not have spoken with impunity: limb by limb I will destroy the seven sons whom, perfidious, she holds within herself; of whom he who is reckoned first, let him first perish; so may you lose them all in order, set upon hurdles and burned by the flames placed beneath, that the mother herself, now bitter, may see her own sons. And this penalty remains; the ministers ought to be swift.' Meanwhile the fruitful parent stood, now with hair loosened, and, like one exhorting, now with bared breast, holding out her paps, the nourishment of her sons, she opens them unashamed; and when she saw her son advancing to the fire, strong, with steadfast step, she said: 'You, my offspring, you the first, look back upon your mother. You at least are mine: now, son, remember us!
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te primum peperi, tu nunc imitare parentem: sume meos mores et regem uince tacendo. tu poteris durare diu, si tempora uinces:, perfida ne superet sanctos uiolentia regis, utere consilio matris, nec damna timebis. fortior esto aere saxoque potentior ipso; ingredere ut iuuenis, patienter uince dolores." Ille modo ad matrem uultus, modo tollit in altum, dumque tacet tacitusque rogat, quem debet, et orat, non sensit rapidos subiectis cratibus ignes. corpus inane fluit; mater gauisa dolore est. et dixit: "Vici : uineam sic saepius, oro;
「你是我頭一個生的;你如今當效法你的母親:接受我的行徑,藉緘默勝過那王。你若勝過這時候,就能長久忍耐,免得那王背逆的暴行勝過聖徒。要用你母親的勸勉,你就不懼怕損失。要剛強過於銅,有力過於那磐石本身;要像男子漢一樣前進,忍耐地勝過痛苦。」他時而轉臉向著母親,時而高高仰起,當他緘默、又默默向那當求的祈求、禱告時,竟不覺底下柵架所放衝騰的火。他空虛的身體流逝;那母親卻因這悲傷而歡騰。她又說:「我得勝了:求你叫我如此屢屢得勝;
You I bore first; do you now imitate your parent: take up my ways, and conquer the king by keeping silence. You will be able to endure long, if you conquer the times, lest the perfidious violence of the king overcome the holy ones. Use your mother's counsel, and you shall not fear losses. Be stronger than bronze and mightier than the very rock; advance as a young man, and patiently conquer pains.' He turns his face now to his mother, now lifts it on high, and while he is silent and silently entreats the one he ought, and prays, he did not feel the rushing fires of the hurdles set beneath. His empty body flows away; the mother rejoiced in the grief. And she said: 'I have conquered: thus may I conquer often, I pray;
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duret natorum uirtus incognita regi, sed iam nota deo, populi qui pectora nouit." Finierat primi partus fecunda dolorem, sed remanente metu pro pluribus anxia mater; dissimulatque tamen, ne regem gaudia tangant. rex stupet Antiochus nec credit posse sequentes poenae tale genus simili peruincere sensu. coepta iubet peragi; mater non territa mansit; sed tamen ut uidit pallentem adsistere natum. haec secum uoluens aliqua iam parte leuatur: "Ecce secunda mihi partus producitur aetas: quam similis fratris formae! si pectore duras et sequeris primi partus uestigia nostri. esse meus poteris; poteris reparare salutem, quam iam frater habet, matris praecepta secutus.
「願她兒子們那不為人知的德行長存,雖為王所不知,卻已為神所知,神是鑒察祂百姓內心的。」這多子的母親已止住了第一個孩子之死的悲傷,卻為著還剩下的眾多兒子而焦慮,恐懼仍存心中;然而她仍掩飾,免得她的喜樂觸動了王。安提阿古王驚愕,不信那些接續而來的人能以同樣的心志勝過這樣的刑罰。他下令把已開始的事執行到底;母親毫不畏懼地站著。然而當她看見自己的兒子面色蒼白地站在那裡,她在心中翻轉這些事,如今稍得寬慰:「看哪,我所生的第二個兒子被帶上前來:他的形貌何其像他的哥哥!你若心志剛強,跟隨我頭生兒子的腳蹤,你就能屬我;你就能跟隨母親的教訓,重得你哥哥已經擁有的救恩。」
'May the unknown virtue of her sons endure, unknown to the king, yet already known to God, who knows the hearts of His people.' The fruitful mother had ended the grief of her first child's death, yet anxious for the many still remaining, with fear abiding; and still she hides it, lest her joys should touch the king. King Antiochus stands amazed and does not believe that those who follow can win through such a kind of punishment with a like resolve. He commands that what was begun be carried out; the mother stood unterrified. Yet when she saw her son standing there pale, turning these things within her she is now in some part eased: 'Behold, a second offspring of my childbearing is brought forth: how like in form he is to his brother! If you are hardened in heart and follow the footsteps of my first child, you can be mine; you can recover the salvation which your brother already holds, by following his mother's precepts.'
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pone metus, regisque minas contemne furentes regnaque, quis cursim labentia tempora dantur. non poterit post ista tibi rex iste nocere ; sed poteris post haec tu regi, nate, nocere. temporis ecce leuis conscendere cogeris ignes! uirtutis locus est: languentem pone timorem: esto memor nostri generis, si sensus inhaeret. hic qui sceptra tenet, regno qui saeuit, in isto tempus inane agitat regno, uitaque carebit damnatusque nocens\' aeternos sentiet ignes: tu securus eris, turba comitante piorum. adspice nate meos uultus et suspice caelum auctoremque deum, per quem tibi uita paratur. fac melius, fratrisque tui uestigia calca: non quod iste iubet, sed quod deus imperat, audio " sicut.
「放下你的恐懼,藐視王那狂怒的威嚇和他的國度,在那國度裡轉瞬即逝的光陰匆匆而過。這一切之後,那王必不能害你;我兒,你倒能在此之後害那王。看哪,你被迫登上那急速的烈火!這正是顯出德行之處:放下你軟弱的懼怕;要記念我們的家系,若你心中尚存知覺。這手握權杖、在其國中肆虐的人,在那國度裡只度過虛空的光陰,並要喪失性命,且被定罪、有罪,要受永遠之火的刑罰:你卻必安穩,有眾敬虔人圍繞陪伴你。我兒,仰望我的臉,舉目望天,望那位創造主神,生命藉祂為你預備。要行得更美,踏著你哥哥的腳蹤:我所聽從的,不是這人所命令的,乃是神所吩咐的。」事情果然如此。
'Lay aside your fears, despise the king's raging threats and his kingdoms, in which the fleeting moments are given hastily. After all this that king will not be able to harm you; but you, my son, will after this be able to harm the king. Behold, you are compelled to mount the swift fires! Here is the place for valour: lay aside fainting fear; be mindful of our lineage, if any sense yet clings to you. This man who holds the sceptre, who rages over his realm, in that kingdom spends an empty span of time, and will lose his life, and, condemned and guilty, will feel the eternal fires: you shall be secure, with a throng of the godly attending you. Look, my son, upon my face and look up to heaven and to God the Author, through whom life is prepared for you. Do better, and tread in your brother's footsteps: I obey not what this man commands, but what God ordains.' And thus it was.
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erat monitus matrem caelumque uidere, constitit atque hilari uultu contemnere regem coepit et, ut ridens, ardentes inruit ignes conlapsusque iacens anima superante quieuit. mater ut hoc uidit, rigido sic ore locuta est: "Felix parte aliqua sum: iamiam non potes omnes. saeue tyranne, meos cruciando uincere natos. te grauior mox poena manet, crudelis, inique; quam patiere breui; deus haec namque omnia cernit." iam duo securi contempto rege manebant, spes melior iam matris erat: iam tertius instat ecce locus poenae: si poena est uincere regem, et seruire deo: laus est. non poena furentis. tertius adtrahitur iuuenis frendente tyranno, qui nondum satiatus erat;
他既受勸要仰望他的母親和上天,便挺身站立,面帶喜色,開始藐視那王,彷彿含笑般衝入熊熊烈火,倒下躺臥,靈得勝而安息了。母親見此,便以堅定的口吻說:「我在某一部分有福了:殘暴的暴君,如今你再不能藉折磨勝過我所有的兒子。殘忍不義的人哪,更重的刑罰不久要臨到你,是你不久必受的;因為神鑒察這一切。」如今兩個兒子已得釋放,那王被藐視了;母親的盼望如今更美:如今第三個受刑之處逼近了。若勝過王算是刑罰,事奉神便是榮耀,這對那狂怒之人而言並非刑罰。暴君咬牙切齒,把第三個少年拖出來,他的怒氣尚未得到滿足。
He had been admonished to look upon his mother and to heaven; he took his stand and with cheerful countenance began to despise the king, and, as though smiling, rushed into the blazing fires, and, sinking down and lying there, with his soul prevailing he found rest. When the mother saw this, she spoke thus with steadfast lips: 'In some part I am blessed: now, now you cannot overcome all of my sons by torturing them, cruel tyrant. A heavier punishment soon awaits you, cruel and wicked one, which you shall suffer ere long; for God beholds all these things.' Now two were free, the king being despised; the mother's hope was now better: now a third place of punishment presses near. If to conquer the king is a punishment, and to serve God is glory, this is no punishment for the raging one. The third youth is dragged forth as the tyrant gnashes his teeth, who was not yet satisfied.
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furor intus et ira saeuibant pariter. quod fortia pectora fratrum uiderat inpauide regis superasse furorem. constitit ante pedes iuuenis florentibus annis, egregius forma, dignus qui regna teneret, dignior Antiocho. et sic meliora secutus regna. uolente deo. mater cui talia fatur: "Accipe. nate. tuae securus dicta parentis; accipe, ne segnis perdas uirtutis honores. sunt tibi iam fratres pietatis sede manentes. iam meliore loco. quam regna labentia regis. quorum si proprios attingis pectore sensus, uictor apud populos regem superasse fereris. sicut fama tuos iam misit in omnia fratres. his accede, precor;
瘋狂與忿怒一同在他裡面肆虐,因為他見到弟兄們勇敢的心毫無懼怕地勝過了王的暴怒。在他腳前站著一位正當青春年華的少年,容貌出眾,配得執掌國度,比安提阿古更配;於是他憑神的旨意追求更美的國度。母親對他說了這樣的話:「我兒,安然領受你母親的話;領受它,免得你怠惰而失去德行的尊榮。你已有弟兄們安居在敬虔之位,在比王那搖搖欲墜的國度更美之處。你若以心領會他們所懷的情志,你必在萬民中被稱為得勝者,因你勝過了王,正如名聲如今已把你的弟兄們傳遍天下。我求你,加入他們。」
Madness and wrath alike raged within him, because he had seen that the brave hearts of the brothers had fearlessly overcome the king's fury. Before his feet stood the youth in the flower of his years, of outstanding beauty, worthy to hold a kingdom, more worthy than Antiochus; and so, pursuing a better kingdom, by God's will, the mother spoke to him such words: 'Receive, my son, secure, the words of your parent; receive them, lest in sloth you lose the honours of valour. You already have brothers abiding in the seat of piety, in a better place than the king's tottering realms. If you reach with your heart their very feelings, you shall be reported a victor among the peoples for having overcome the king, even as report has now sent your brothers into all lands. Join them, I pray.'
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sunt haec aptissima dona contempsisse nefas et iura relinquere regis indomiti, quem nulla manet post ista uoluptas." at iuuenis tacito mittebat murmure uoces; oranti similis palmas tendebat in altum subnixoque genu matris pendebat in ore, qua licet adspectu corpus cui turba premebat. qui simul admonitus cratem conscendit, in igne intrepidus certaque fide sua membra locauit. ~ conciderunt flammae tepida remanente fauilla corpusque inlaesum tellus adaperta recepit, sancta quoque ad superos anima inuiolata recessit. at mater dubitans, gemitus an gaudia sumat, haesitat et querulo sic est sermone locuta: "Quid nunc, dire, paras? iussis parebimus omnes.
這些是最合宜的禮物:藐視邪惡,撇棄那不受約束之王的律法,這王在這一切之後再無歡樂可言。」但那少年在無聲的低語中說出話來;他像禱告的人,向上伸出手掌,屈膝倚靠,目不轉睛地依戀著母親的口,盡其所能地遠遠望著,因群眾擠迫著他的身體。他一受勸勉,便登上鐵架,在火中毫無懼怕,懷著確定的信心,安放自己的肢體。火焰沉息下去,只剩溫熱的餘燼,裂開的地接納了他未受損傷的身體,他聖潔的靈完好無損地退向上天。但母親猶豫不定,不知該哀哭還是歡喜,躊躇著,便以哀怨的言語說:「可怕的人哪,你如今還要預備甚麼?我們眾人都要服從你的命令。」
These are most fitting gifts: to have despised wickedness and to forsake the laws of the unbridled king, for whom no pleasure abides after all this.' But the youth uttered words in silent murmur; like one praying he stretched his palms on high, and resting on bended knee he hung upon his mother's lips, as far as he could in sight, since the crowd pressed upon his body. As soon as he was admonished, he mounted the gridiron, and in the fire, undaunted and with sure faith, he set his own limbs. The flames sank down, with the warm ash remaining, and the opened earth received his unharmed body, while his holy soul, inviolate, withdrew to the heavens above. But the mother, hesitating whether to take up groaning or joy, wavers, and thus spoke with plaintive speech: 'What now, dread one, do you prepare? We shall all obey your commands.'
2:11
sed numera partus, custos ne subtrahat ullum! ac, licet ipse uelis, non sum passura, tyranne, ut non isto omnes pereant certamine nati. temporis ista tui, mutes licet, horrida poena est duraque damnatis eadem sententia natis. si grauiora putas, si sunt grauiora, minare ! quodque meos cernis uultus, horrore teneris? gaudemus pariter, quotiens decernis in istos." Ardet at ipse magis rabida rex concitus ira temptarique putat, ne, sicut cetera fratrum turba, ferat poenas, matremque hoc quaerere sentit. durat in exitium, quartumque addicere natum poenae mox uoluit; lassati namque ministri nec regis furias, nec regem ferre ualebant. pro pudor!
「但要數點這些孩子,免得看守的私下抽走任何一個!暴君哪,縱使你自己情願,我也斷不容讓我所有的兒子不在這同一場爭戰中喪生。這是你統治的可怕刑罰,縱使你改變它,對我被定罪的眾子仍是同樣的判決。你若以為有更重的刑罰,若真有更重的,就威嚇他們罷!你既看著我的臉,難道你被恐懼攫住了嗎?每逢你定罪這些兒子,我們同樣歡喜。」但王自己卻因狂怒更加燃燒,以為自己受了試探,恐怕這一個也像其餘弟兄的群體那樣受刑,他覺察到母親正是求這事。他堅持要置之死地,不久就想把第四個兒子判處刑罰;因為疲憊的差役既不能忍受王的暴怒,也不能忍受王本人。何等可恥!
'But count the children, lest the keeper withdraw any one! And, even should you yourself wish it, I will not suffer, tyrant, that all my sons should not perish in this same contest. This is the horrid punishment of your reign, change it though you may, and the same sentence is for my condemned sons. If you think them heavier, if there be heavier ones, threaten them! And whereas you see my face, are you gripped by horror? We rejoice alike, as often as you decree against these.' But the king himself burns the more, stirred by raging wrath, and thinks himself to be put to the test, lest, like the rest of the throng of brothers, this one too bear the penalties, and he perceives that the mother seeks this. He persists unto destruction, and soon wished to consign the fourth son to punishment; for the wearied servants could endure neither the king's furies nor the king himself. O shame!
2:12
erubuit uultus ostendere matri natus et attonita mente confundere coepit. hunc postquam stantem submisso lumine uidit, talibus adgreditur dictis monitura timentem: "Quartus es a primo partus mihi, quartus et infans. quae nunc uerba tibi, quae possum dicere, nate, hoc nisi. quod solum durata potentia tecum sit simul et uirtus sanctaeque et originis auctor? illi debemus, regi quodcumque negamus; ille dedit nobis Abraham cum semine sancto, per quem nobilitas, per quem genus omne probatur, quod manet in domino sanctum; quia nascitur Isac tunc, cum iam nullum natum sperare senectus sponte sua poterat, sterilis quia Sarra manebat.
那兒子羞於向母親露臉,心中驚惶,開始慌亂。她見他垂目而立,便以這樣的話上前勸勉這懼怕的人:「你是我從頭生子所生的第四個兒子,第四個孩子。我兒,如今我能對你說甚麼話呢,除了這句:願堅忍與你同在,並有德行,並我們聖潔本源的創造主同在?凡我們拒絕給王的,我們都虧欠祂;祂將亞伯拉罕連同那聖潔的後裔賜給我們,藉著他,高貴的身分得以彰顯,藉著他,一切家系得蒙稱許,這家系在主裡仍是聖潔的;因為以撒正是那時生的,當年邁之人憑自己再不能指望生兒子的時候,因為撒拉仍是不育的。」
The son blushed to show his face to his mother, and with astonished mind began to be confounded. After she saw him standing with lowered eyes, she approaches him with such words to admonish the fearful one: 'You are the fourth offspring born to me from the first, the fourth child. What words now can I speak to you, my son, except this: that hardened might be with you alike, and valour and the Author of our holy origin? To Him we owe whatever we deny the king; He gave us Abraham with the holy seed, through whom nobility, through whom every lineage is approved, which remains holy in the Lord; for Isaac is born then, when old age could no longer of its own accord hope for any child, since Sarah remained barren.'
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illa tamen peperit, generisque propagine coepta ex insperato remanent tibi, Sarra, nepotes, Esau et patria deductus origine Iacob. quos scimus partu geminos peperisse Rebeccam. hinc sumus, hinc morimur; genus hoc tibi, nate, petendum est. tu tibi pande uiam genitori[que] ac cede priorum, quorum progenies totum dispersa per orbem inuidiam patitur, dominum quia sola potentem mente colit, mixta nec turbae accedit iniquae. quid tibi cum tristi uultu? quid lumina terra fixa tenes? caelum potius caelique parentem conspice! ne dubita, mater tibi prospera monstrat. quidquid inest, patienter adi;
「然而她生了,藉著這後裔的繁衍,撒拉啊,出乎意料地,所開始的子孫仍存留給你:以掃和雅各,是從祖先的本源而出的,我們知道是利百加一胎所生的雙子。我們從這家系而出,也在這家系而死;我兒,這家系是你當尋求的。為你自己向你的生身者開路,順服你的列祖,他們的後裔分散遍及全世界,遭人嫉恨,因為惟有他們以心智敬拜那大能的主,不與不義的群眾混雜相從。你為何面帶愁容?你為何目不離地?倒要仰望上天和上天的父!不要疑惑;你母親指示你的是亨通的事。無論臨到甚麼,都要忍耐迎受。」
'Yet she gave birth, and by the propagation of the line, against all hope there remain to you, Sarah, grandsons begun: Esau and Jacob, drawn from the ancestral origin, whom we know Rebecca bore as twins at one birth. From this we are, from this we die; this lineage, my son, must be sought by you. Open the way for yourself unto your Begetter, and yield to your forefathers, whose offspring, scattered throughout the whole world, suffer envy because they alone worship the mighty Lord with their mind, and do not, mingled, join the unrighteous crowd. Why are you sad of face? Why do you keep your eyes fixed on the ground? Rather behold heaven and the Parent of heaven! Do not doubt; your mother shows you prosperous things. Whatever there is, approach it patiently.'
2:14
comitare ualenter turbam, nate, meam numerumque hortare sequentem." sic dilecta parens, luctus et gaudia miscens, - finierat claros monitus: tum luminis orbes ipse leuat matremque oculis intendere coepit. nil iam triste gerens habitu uultuque fatetur se timuisse nihil nisi tristia uulnera matris per partus diuisa suos. sicque ipse tenentum elapsus manibus cursu contendit in ignes. mira loquar: non flamma comas, non contigit ora; corpus ut exanimum flammas superarat et ignes, ore patente, tamen tacito, qua spiritus iret, unde acceptus erat, pariter cum sanguine fugit.
「我兒,剛強地伴隨我的群體,勉勵那跟隨的人數。」這慈愛的母親就這樣摻雜著哀傷與喜樂,結束了她清楚的勸勉:於是他自己舉起眼眸,開始定睛望著他的母親。如今他的舉止與面容毫無愁苦,他承認他所懼怕的不過是母親那分散在她數個孩子身上的悲傷創傷。於是他從拉住他之人的手中掙脫,奔跑著衝入烈火。我要述說一件奇事:火焰未曾觸及他的頭髮,也未觸及他的臉;他如同無生命的身體勝過了火焰與烈火,然而口雖張開卻無聲,那靈所要去之處,就是它所從出之處,連同血一同逃逸而去。
'Accompany my throng manfully, my son, and exhort the number that follows.' Thus the beloved parent, mingling mourning and joys, had ended her clear admonitions: then he himself lifts the orbs of his eyes and began to fix his gaze upon his mother. Bearing nothing sad now in bearing and countenance, he confesses that he had feared nothing save the sad wounds of his mother, divided among her several children. And so, slipping from the hands of those who held him, he sped at a run into the fires. I shall tell a wondrous thing: the flame touched not his hair, nor his face; as a lifeless body he overcame the flames and fires, yet with mouth open though silent, where the spirit might go, whence it had been received, it fled away together with the blood.
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hoc ipso gauisa parens, quod, qui modo tristi constiterat uultu, fretus mox pectore toto paruerit monitis et regis tempserit iras. sic est orsa tamen, cum rex dubitaret in illos, qui superant, gemitusque darent pia turba ministris, regem execrantes, tacito sermone querentes: Protrahe; quid dubitas? nulli iam parcere debes. nec potes, ut cupias: decretum rumpere noli. appello regem, totum qui temperat orbem, cui mare, cui caelum, caeli cui sidera parent, quod, nisi producis, timor est. iam segniter haeres, iam sentis, quae regna petat, quae gloria nobis parte in utraque manet, si iam tu parcere nolis. nam quoscumque tuo iussisti excedere regno saeuitia comitante, tuum uicere furorem,.
母親正為此歡喜,就是那位方才面帶愁苦站立的人,不久便全心倚靠,順從了勸勉,藐視了王的暴怒。然而當王對那些尚存的人猶豫不決,敬虔的群體向差役發出呻吟,咒詛那王,以無聲的言語抱怨時,她仍這樣開口:「把他拖出來;你為何猶豫?你如今不該饒恕任何一個,縱使你願意也不能:不要違背你的判決。我向那治理全世界的王上訴,海、天,以及天上的眾星都聽從祂,這正是你所懼怕的,除非你把他帶出來。你已遲緩地拖延,你已覺察他們所尋求的是何等的國,無論哪一方都有何等的榮耀為我們存留,倘若你如今不肯饒恕。因為凡你帶著殘暴命令離開你國度的人,都已勝過了你的暴怒。」
In this very thing the parent rejoiced, that he who but now had stood with sad countenance, soon, relying with his whole heart, obeyed the admonitions and despised the king's wraths. Yet thus she began, while the king hesitated against those who remained, and the godly throng gave groans to the ministers, cursing the king, complaining in silent speech: 'Drag him forth; why do you hesitate? You ought now to spare none, nor can you, however much you desire it: do not break the decree. I appeal to the King who governs the whole world, whom the sea, whom heaven, whom the stars of heaven obey, which, unless you bring him forth, is your dread. Already sluggishly you cling, already you perceive what kingdom they seek, what glory abides for us on either side, if now you should be unwilling to spare. For whomever you have commanded to depart from your realm, with savagery attending, they have conquered your fury.'
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nempe tuum, laetique manent in sede piorum. forsitan hoc mortem credas, furiose tyranne ? uita est longa magis regnoque potentior isto. quod regis et cuius extrema in parte moraris. hos quoque si metuis, superant aetate minores. contemptaque simul uici tua regna, superbe: sed perage imperium nec partus diuide nostros: hos quoque da flammis et uiribus utere regni. mortalis tamen es, nec in aeuum regna tenebis!" Concipit Antiochus furias, saeuusque tyrannus aestuat et gemitus inter sua pectora uoluit. consentit cum mente dolor tristisque grauatos attollit uultus et talia uerba profatur: \' ,,Haec tua libertas et dura potentia linguae atque hic, quem tumida portas ceruice rigorem.
「他們確實是屬你的,歡然安居於敬虔者之位。狂亂的暴君哪,或許你以為這是死亡嗎?這乃是更長久的生命,比你所統治、卻只停留在其末端邊緣的那國度更有能力。你若也懼怕這些,還有年紀更小的存留著。驕傲的人哪,我一面藐視了你的國度,一面也勝過了它們:但你只管執行你的命令,不要分開我們的孩子:把這些也交給烈火,使用你國度的勢力罷。然而你是必死的,你也不能永遠握有你的國度!」安提阿古心生狂怒,這殘暴的暴君沸騰著,在胸中翻轉呻吟。悲痛與他的心思相合,他抬起愁苦沉重的臉,說出這樣的話:「你這口舌的自由與剛硬的權勢,並你昂著傲慢頸項所懷的這份倔強。」
'Surely your own, and joyful they abide in the seat of the godly. Perhaps you believe this to be death, frenzied tyrant? It is a life longer indeed, and more powerful than that realm which you rule and on whose utmost edge you linger. If you fear these also, there remain still younger ones in age. And, having despised your kingdoms at once, I have conquered them, proud one: but carry out your command and do not divide our children: give these also to the flames and use the strength of your realm. Yet you are mortal, nor will you hold your kingdoms for ever!' Antiochus conceives furies, and the savage tyrant seethes and turns groans within his breast. Grief consents with his mind, and he raises his sad, burdened countenance and utters such words: 'This freedom of yours and harsh power of tongue, and this rigidity which you bear upon your swollen neck.'
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sentiet, irati regis quid tempora possint. si nondum es satiata malis et fingere temptas laetitiam luctusque tuos in gaudia uertis: non mutabo necem; gaude, laetare, triumpha. dummodo sic uincas, ut sis suprema tuorum — sic furiosa animis natorum funere gaudet? hos quoque do flammis; hoc nec mutare potestas ulla potest; decreta manent — laetare superstes. natis orba tuis. et ne mea iussa morentur, ordo suos pergat cursus. producite natum. ne uani pereant ignes dubiusue uideri rex possit. certe timor est mihi femina nullus. " Praecipuus de gente tua produceris, ore et specie mirande puer, cui pectore uirtus firma manet. iamque hunc poteras uel uincere regem.
「必要嘗到忿怒之王的時運能行甚麼。你若還不以諸般禍患為滿足,竟試圖佯裝歡樂,把你的哀傷化為喜樂:我必不更改這死刑;你儘管歡喜、快樂、誇勝罷。只要你這樣得勝,以致成為你眾子中最後一個——她竟如此狂亂地為兒子之死歡喜嗎?這些我也交給烈火;這事沒有甚麼權勢能更改;判決定了——你儘管歡喜罷,倖存下來,喪盡你的兒子。為免我的命令耽延,照次序進行罷。把那孩子帶出來!不要讓這火白白熄滅,也不要讓王顯得有所遲疑。一個婦人對我絕不算甚麼可懼之事。」「你被帶出來,是你族中最出色的,是個容貌與美麗都令人驚奇的男孩,你胸中存著堅定的德行。如今你甚至本可勝過這王。」
'Shall feel what the times of an angry king can do. If you are not yet sated with evils and try to feign gladness and turn your mournings into joys: I will not change the death-sentence; rejoice, be glad, triumph. Provided that you so conquer as to be the last of your own — does she so madly rejoice at the death of her sons? These too I give to the flames; this no power can change; the decrees stand — rejoice, surviving, bereaved of your children. And lest my commands be delayed, let the order pursue its course. Bring forth the child! Let not the fires perish in vain, nor let the king be able to seem doubtful. Surely no woman is any fear to me.' 'You are brought forth, foremost of your race, a boy wondrous in face and beauty, in whose breast firm valour abides. And now you might even have conquered this king.'
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ad quem sic placido mater sermone locuta est: "Si dare conplexus matri tibi, nate, liceret, confiteor, soli post uulnera, nate, dedissem; sed me dura uetat tristisque potentia regis. deneget amplexus, dum sit uox libera nobis et liceat meminisse dei legemque tenere, non a rege datam, sed quam deus arbiter orbis tradidit et mundi rector, Mosesque petitam accepit populoque dedit. cui maxima laus est nosse deum, meritum cui nos debemus honorem. tu modo ne dubites monitis parere parentis. sit uigor et uirtus, penitusque in pectore toto mens maneat iam plena deo: sit fortior aetas, quam regem sperare fuit superare iubentem. o quanta est uirtus, quanta est fiducia forti!
母親就以溫和的言語對他這樣說:「我兒,倘若得以擁抱你母親,我承認,我兒,在你受傷之後,我必單單擁抱你;但王那剛硬嚴酷的權勢禁止我。任他禁止這擁抱罷,只要我們的聲音仍自由,得以記念神,持守律法——那不是王所頒的律法,乃是世界的審判者神所傳下的,是宇宙的主宰所賜的;是摩西尋求而領受、又賜給百姓的律法。認識神是它至高的稱讚,我們虧欠神當得的尊榮。你只管不要遲疑去順從你母親的勸勉。願你有活力與德行,願你那深藏在你整個胸中的心思,如今滿了神:願你的年歲比指望勝過那發號施令之王所需的更剛強。剛強者的德行何其大,他的信心何其大!」
To him the mother spoke thus with gentle speech: 'If it were permitted to give an embrace to your mother, my son, I confess, I would have given it to you alone, my son, after your wounds; but the harsh and grim power of the king forbids me. Let him deny the embrace, so long as our voice is free and it be permitted to remember God and to hold the law — not one given by a king, but the one which God, the judge of the world, handed down, and the ruler of the universe; the law which Moses, having sought it, received and gave to the people. Whose highest praise it is to know God, to whom we owe the honour we deserve. Only do not hesitate to obey your parent's admonitions. Let there be vigour and valour, and let your mind, deep in your whole breast, abide now full of God: let your years be stronger than it was to hope to overcome the king who commands. O how great is valour, how great is the confidence in the brave one!'
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sed iam ne dubites medias peruincere flammas: uictor eris, mihi crede puer, uictorque redibis. ossibus et ualidis miscebunt corpora nerui, seruatas animas iterum in noua uiscera reddent. sed ne forte tamen rapidus te terreat ignis, fratrum sume animos aeternumque inuoca numen." iussa facit tacitusque deum testatur et orat murmure, quo poterat. puerum non impedit aetas, non timuit cratem expositam, matrique uolenti paruit et dicto citius super inruit ignes. cesserunt flammae, cessit dolor omnis et una corpus et ignis erat: corpus superauerat ignem, spiritus ante tamen placidas superauerat auras. laeta dolet tacite mater, pressoque dolore tristitiam luctusque suos in gaudia uertit.
「但你如今不要遲疑去衝過烈火之中:孩子,相信我,你必得勝,必得勝而歸。筋必再把身體與堅固的骨頭結連起來,把所存留的靈再放回新的肉體中。但恐怕那急速的火使你驚惶,你就取用你弟兄們的心志,呼求那永恆的神。」他照吩咐而行,默默地求神為證,盡其所能地以低語禱告。年幼並未攔阻這男孩;他不懼那擺出的鐵架,倒順從他甘心的母親,比話語更快地衝向烈火。火焰退讓,一切痛苦退讓,身體與火合而為一:身體已勝過火,然而靈早已勝過了那平靜的微風。母親歡喜,卻在靜默中哀傷,她抑住悲痛,把她的愁苦與哀傷化為喜樂。
'But now do not hesitate to win through the midst of the flames: you shall be a victor, believe me, boy, and a victor you shall return. To the strong bones the sinews shall again knit the bodies, and shall render the preserved souls once more into new flesh. But lest perchance the swift fire affright you, take up the spirit of your brothers and invoke the eternal Godhead.' He does as bidden, and silently calls God to witness and prays with such murmur as he could. His age does not hinder the boy; he did not fear the gridiron set out, but obeyed his willing mother, and quicker than the word he rushed upon the fires. The flames gave way, all pain gave way, and body and fire were one: the body had overcome the fire, yet the spirit had earlier overcome the calm breezes. The mother, glad, grieves in silence, and, her grief pressed down, turns her sadness and mourning into joys.
2:20
Interea trepidat et curas corde uolutat, non de praeteritis, sed de puerilibus annis: qui superant, ne forte negent; ne forte timorem concipiant animo. regique accendere malint. quo minor est aetas, maior metus; anxia secum ducit heu curas: et iam spes ac timor una luctantur matrisque piae per uiscera currunt. spes tamen est maior, natum ut procedere uidit, et procul exultans: "Video, quid possit in isto spes conferre mihi: uultus agnoscere nostros debet et hic, fratrum numero parere suorum. forsitan hunc solum puerilia pectora tangant indigneque ferat, quod sic uelut hostia detur. adloquar et paucis conabor dicere uerbis. sit memor ut, potius generis, quam temporis huius.
與此同時,她戰兢,在心中翻轉憂慮,不是為著過去,乃是為著那孩童的年歲:那些尚存的,恐怕他們拒絕;恐怕他們心中生出懼怕,寧願去激怒那王。年紀越小,懼怕越大;她憂心忡忡地懷著愁慮,唉;如今盼望與懼怕一同掙扎,在這敬虔母親的肺腑中奔流。然而盼望更大,當她見兒子上前,便遠遠地歡躍:「我看出盼望能藉這一個賜給我甚麼:這一個也當認得我們的容貌,順從,列在他弟兄的數中。或許惟有這一個,孩童的心思仍觸動著他,他或許不甘,因為他這樣被獻上如同祭物。我要對他說話,試著用三言兩語:願他更記念他的家系,而非這眼前的時光。」
Meanwhile she trembles and turns cares within her heart, not concerning the past, but concerning the boyish years: those who remain, lest perchance they refuse; lest perchance they conceive fear in their soul and prefer to inflame the king. The smaller the age, the greater the fear; anxious she draws cares with her, alas; and now hope and fear alike struggle and run through the bowels of the pious mother. Yet hope is greater, when she saw her son come forward, and exulting from afar: 'I see what hope can confer upon me in this one: this one too ought to recognize our looks and to obey, in the number of his brothers. Perhaps boyish hearts may touch this one alone, and he may bear it ill, that he is thus given like a victim. I will address him and try to speak in few words: let him be mindful rather of his lineage than of this present time.'
2:21
"Si te nobilitas, generis si tangit origo. respice, nate. tuos, Israhel quoque respice, nate. noli annos numerare tuos, puer; incipe forti pectore ferre deum. tradent hoc saecula saeclis, quod tua det fortis aetas exempla futuris temporibus. da, nate, precor, quodque amplius hoc est: cogita, quae fugias et quam meliora petantur. non te sollicitet stolidi fallacia regis 295 sed crescant istaec nunc in contraria." uictor spiritus extinxit flammas; sic deinde uocatum, quod dederat, corpus tellus adaperta recepit, sanctaque, quae superest, anima inuiolata recessit.
「我兒,倘若高貴感動你,倘若你族的本源感動你,就回顧你自己的人罷,也回顧以色列罷,我兒。孩子,不要數算你的歲數;要以勇敢的心開始擔負神。世代必把這事傳給世代,就是你勇敢的青春要為後世留下榜樣。我兒,我求你獻上,且比這更要緊的:思想你所當逃避的,以及那所當尋求的是何等更美。不要讓那愚妄之王的詭詐擾亂你,倒要讓這些事如今轉成相反的結局。」他得勝的靈熄滅了火焰;隨後,當被召喚時,裂開的地接納了它所交出的身體,那仍存留的聖潔之靈,完好無損地退去了。
'If nobility moves you, if the origin of your race moves you, look back, my son, upon your own, and look back also upon Israel, my son. Do not count your years, boy; begin with a brave heart to bear God. Ages will hand this down to ages, that your brave youth may give examples to future times. Give, my son, I pray, and what is more than this: consider what things you flee, and how much better the things that are sought. Let not the deceit of the foolish king disturb you, but let these things now grow into the contrary.' His victorious spirit quenched the flames; then, when summoned, the body which it had given the opened earth received, and the holy soul which survives, inviolate, withdrew.
2:22
Quamuis lassa parens perque et sua uulnera uictrix procidit in faciem pariter manibusque supinis has habuit uoces et talia uerba locuta est: "Qui tenes imperium caeli terraeque marisque, sidera qui caelo, qui das animalia terris. aequoribus pisces, auibus qui temperas auras: ad te, magne, meae mentis fiducia surgit, qui chaos inmensum, caeca caligine mixtum, diuidis in partes et das noctemque diemque, lunamque ac solem, uario quos tempore semper nocte dieque iubes lumen praebere per orbem. post haec das hominem, cuius de semine mundi conpletur mortale genus, cui lingua loquescit dissona per gentes; sapor est tamen omnibus unus.
這母親雖然疲憊,卻藉著自己的傷痕得勝,照樣俯伏於地,雙手向上,說出這些話,這樣禱告:「你掌管天、地、海的權柄,你把眾星設在天上,把活物賜給陸地,把魚賜給水中,又為飛鳥調節空氣:偉大的主啊,我心思的信靠向你升起,你把那與幽暗黑暗相混的浩大混沌分成各部分,又賜下黑夜與白晝、月亮與太陽,你按各樣時序,吩咐它們晝夜不停地照亮全世界。在這些之後,你造了人,世上必死的族類由他的種而充滿,他的舌頭在列國中言語各異;然而眾人卻有一樣的滋味。」
Though weary, the parent, victorious through her very wounds, fell prostrate on her face alike, and with hands upturned uttered these words and spoke thus: 'You who hold the dominion of heaven and earth and sea, who set the stars in heaven, who give the living creatures to the lands, the fishes to the waters, who govern the breezes for the birds: to You, great One, the confidence of my mind rises up, You who divide the immense chaos, mingled with blind darkness, into parts, and grant both night and day, the moon and the sun, which by varied turn You ever command, by night and day, to furnish light throughout the world. After these things You give man, from whose seed the mortal race of the world is filled, whose tongue speaks discordantly among the nations; yet for all there is one savour.'
2:23
sed quid mutarit meritumque hominumque loquellas, longa referre mora est: coeptis insistere certum est. te mare diuisum uirga tenuisse fatemur, dum pede per siccum populus transcenderet aequor, Aegypti fugiens mortes regemque Pharaon, qui sibi sanctorum numerum seruire iubebat. quem tua maiestas Mose duce transtulit amne seruatumque tua tutum uirtute diremit. terra dabat fructus, quos te cogente ferebat, et sitis ad requiem quaesita est lympha latebris." umor erat nullus: cuncti clamore querentes poscebant Mosen, daret ut sitientibus undas. ad quos ille breui sic est sermone locutus: "Credite posse deum, quidquid petieritis illum. qui potis est uirga hac amnem defundere saxo.
「但若要詳述是甚麼改變了人的功德與言語,便是長久的耽延:我已決意要繼續所開始的。我們承認你用杖攔住那分開的海,使百姓腳踏乾地過了海峽,逃離埃及的死亡和法老王,這王命令那聖潔者的群眾服事他。你的威嚴以摩西為領袖,把他們帶過了那河,他們蒙你的能力保守,平安無事地分開過去。地獻出果子,是你催使它所結的;到了安息之時,便有水從隱密之處被尋見。」那時毫無水分:眾人都呼喊抱怨,要摩西給他們乾渴的人水喝。摩西就以簡短的話對他們說:「要信神能成就你們向祂所求的一切,祂能用這杖從磐石中傾流出一條河。」
'But to relate at length what changed the merit and the speech of men would be a long delay: it is settled to press on with what I have begun. We confess that You held back the divided sea with a rod, while the people crossed over the strait by dry foot, fleeing the deaths of Egypt and King Pharaoh, who commanded that the number of the holy ones should serve him. Whom Your majesty, with Moses as leader, carried across the river, and, preserved by Your power, parted them safely. The land gave fruits, which at Your compelling it bore, and at the rest-time water was sought, hidden in secret places.' There was no moisture: all, complaining with a cry, demanded of Moses that he should give waters to the thirsty. To whom he spoke thus in brief speech: 'Believe that God can do whatever you shall ask of Him, who is able with this rod to pour forth a river from the rock.'
2:24
ut ueniant fontes tota regione negati." percussitque simul: dicto uelocius omni emisit saxum fontes dulcedine prima. confiteor, totus cum sit tibi debitor orbis. tu, quidquid possunt gentes, potes omnia solus, et quod non capiunt gentes, capis omnia solus. tu mortale genus curis onerasque leuasque: te precor attonita mente confirma timentem. ne desit fratrum numero meus infimus infans ignarusque sui; quem iam procul ecce teneri conspicio turba circumueniente frequenti. hunc propter solum lacrimas mihi commouet aetas; unus enim superest, de quo mihi maxima cura est. ne tener ignoret, qua sit de gente creatus.
「使那遍及全地被否決的泉源湧出來。」他就立刻擊打:比一切話語更快,他從磐石中發出帶著初甜的泉源。我承認,既然全世界都是你的欠債者,你便能獨自成就萬國所能行的一切,並萬國所不能領會的,你獨自領會這一切。你以諸般憂慮加重又解除這必死的族類:我以驚惶的心求你,堅固這懼怕的人。不要讓我兒子中最小的、那認不清自己的嬰孩,缺於弟兄的數中;看哪,如今我遠遠地見他被那密密圍繞的群眾握住。惟獨為他,他的年幼激起我的眼淚;因為惟有他存留,是我最為掛念的,恐怕這幼嫩的孩子不知道自己是從哪一族而生。
'So that springs may come, denied throughout the whole region.' And he struck at once: swifter than every word he sent forth from the rock fountains of the first sweetness. I confess, since the whole world is Your debtor, that You, whatever the nations can do, can do all things alone, and what the nations cannot grasp, You alone grasp all things. You burden and relieve the mortal race with cares: I pray You, with astonished mind, strengthen the fearful one. Let not the lowest of my children be lacking from the number of the brothers — my infant, ignorant of himself; whom now, behold, I see far off held by the frequent surrounding crowd. For his sake alone his age stirs my tears; for he alone survives, about whom my greatest care is, lest the tender one know not of what race he was born.
2:25
hunc ego si possem secreto adprendere solum, blandirer, patriumque genus patriamque docerem: si quaecumque tamen potero, solacia mittam. "Parue puer, tenerisque tuis mihi carior annis — carior es regno, uita quoque carior ipsa - tu potes in totum uictricem reddere matrem. tu, finis partus finisque future malorum, si te cura mei tangit, si matris honorem mente pia retines; quamuis sis carus et infans, hoc magis aure auida dictis adtende parentis. primum disce, puer, quid sis post ista futurus. si patiens fueris; quod te milii, care, futurum facta docent. fratrum sanctorum in parte manebis et requie securus eris, dum saecula cursus saeua suos peragunt.
惟願我能單獨私下把這一個帶到一旁,我必哄勸他,教導他那父家的族系和故鄉:然而凡我所能給的安慰,我都要送上。「小男孩,你比你那幼嫩的年歲於我更可愛——比一個國度更可愛,甚至比生命本身更可愛——你能使你母親完全得勝。你是我生育的終局,也是禍患將來的終局,倘若對我的顧念觸動你,倘若你以敬虔的心存記你母親的尊榮;你雖可愛,又是嬰孩,卻更要為此側耳渴慕地聽你母親的話。孩子,你先要學知,這些事之後你將如何,倘若你忍耐;因為親愛的,所行的事教導我你將如何。你必住在聖潔弟兄們的份中,在安息中得享安穩,當諸世代行其殘暴的進程之時。」
If only I could take this one apart in secret alone, I would coax him, and teach him the fatherly race and the fatherland: yet whatever consolations I shall be able, I will send. 'Little boy, dearer to me than your tender years — dearer than a kingdom, dearer even than life itself — you can render your mother wholly victorious. You, the end of my childbearing and the future end of evils, if care for me touches you, if you retain your mother's honour in a pious mind; although you are dear and an infant, the more for this attend with eager ear to your parent's words. First learn, boy, what you shall be after these things, if you are patient; for what shall be for you, dear one, the deeds teach me. You shall abide in the portion of the holy brothers, and shall be secure in rest, while the ages run their savage courses.'
2:26
finito tempore longo hanc lucem repetens aeternaque regna uidebis. non maculata malis, sed erit concordia sanctis; nec morti locus ullus erit, nec bella citatis committentur equis, sed pax aeterna manebit. matri crede tuae, quae te cupit esse salutis. heu mihi, cur tristi uultu mea dicta repellis? quid refugis? miserere mei, miserere tuique! si liceat. prior ire uelim: uetat ecce ! sed ibo tunc, cum uictorem te uidero, nate, malorum. quid sperare iubes? solus mea dicta moraris, solus adhuc etiam reuocas mihi, nate, dolorem. adnuis. an damnas et me fratresque genusque?, quod ne forte uelis, oro te et deprecor. audi!
「當那漫長的時候滿了,你再尋見這光,便要看見那永遠的國度,不被諸惡玷污,乃有聖徒的和諧;也再沒有死亡的容身之地,也不再有快馬交戰,惟有永遠的平安長存。要信你的母親,她切望你得救恩。我有禍了,你為何面帶愁苦拒絕我的話?你為何退縮?可憐我,可憐你自己罷!倘若蒙准,我巴不得先去:看哪,這是不被許可的!但我必到那時才去,就是當我看見你,我兒,勝過諸惡之時。你叫我指望甚麼呢?惟有你耽延我的話,惟有你,我兒,至今仍把悲痛召回我心。你願意嗎?還是你定我、定你弟兄、定你族類的罪呢?——惟恐你竟有此意,我懇求你、央求你:聽我罷!」
'When the long time is ended, seeking again this light, you shall behold the eternal kingdoms, not stained with evils, but there shall be concord for the saints; nor shall there be any place for death, nor shall wars be joined with swift horses, but eternal peace shall abide. Trust your mother, who desires you to be of salvation. Alas for me, why with sad countenance do you reject my words? Why do you shrink back? Have pity on me, have pity on yourself! If it were permitted, I would wish to go first: behold, it is forbidden! But I will go then, when I shall have seen you, my son, victor over evils. What do you bid me hope for? You alone delay my words, you alone, my son, even still call back grief to me. Do you consent? Or do you condemn me and your brothers and your race? — which lest perchance you should wish, I beg and beseech you: hear me!'
2:27
his ego te paruum nutriui, nate, papillis, his precor, et lacrimas te propter, nate, profundo, ne remanere uelis: remanebis solus et orbus; non tibi iam frater est ullus. solacia uitae quis dabit? heu solus matrem confundere temptas 375 et genus et patriam, si talia dicta recusas. o quanto melius uitam seruabis in aeuum. si facis ante deum, quidquid fecere priores! audenter depone metus, depone timorem, concipe mente deum; uires dabit ille uiriles." haec dum mater agit, puer ad praecepta parentis respicit, et solum ut se uidet esse relictum, sustulit in caelum uultus palmasque supinas, et sic uoce petens aeternum numen adorat: quem secum sensu pariter nutuque rogabat.
「我兒,我用這兩個乳房乳養你幼小的時候;我兒,我憑這乳房懇求,也為你的緣故傾流眼淚,求你不要存意留下:你若留下,必孤獨無依;你如今再沒有弟兄。誰能給你生命的安慰呢?唉,你若拒絕這樣的話,你便是獨自試圖使你的母親、你的族類和故鄉陷於慌亂。你若在神面前行從前那些人所行的一切,你必何等更美地保全你的生命直到永世!要勇敢地放下你的恐懼,放下懼怕,在你心中懷想神;祂必賜下剛強的力量。」當母親行這些事時,那男孩望向他母親的訓誨,當他見自己被獨自撇下,便舉起臉和向上的手掌望天,這樣以聲音祈求,敬拜那永恆的神,他正以心思並姿態一同向祂祈求。
'With these breasts I nursed you small, my son; by these I pray, and for your sake, my son, I pour out tears, that you should not wish to remain: you will remain alone and bereft; you have no brother now. Who will give you the consolations of life? Alas, you alone try to confound your mother, and your race and fatherland, if you refuse such words. O how much better will you preserve your life unto the age, if you do before God whatever the former ones did! Boldly lay aside your fears, lay aside dread, conceive God in your mind; He will give manly strength.' While the mother does these things, the boy looks toward his parent's precepts, and when he sees himself to be left alone, he lifted his face and upturned palms to heaven, and thus seeking with his voice he adores the eternal Godhead, whom he was entreating with sense and gesture alike together.
2:28
uinceret ut regem, saeuos ut uinceret ignes. atque ita non segnis, nec pro puerilibus annis prosilit intrepidus, medios delapsus in ignes, et pugnat uictor, donec remearet in altum spiritus et fratrum peteret secreta priorum. Dum puer ista gerit, soluerunt gaudia matrem: iamque ut erat lassata malis, iam uoce negata spirat ouans; interque manus conlapsa suorum _ concidit exanimis resolutaque membra quierunt. sic ipsa et nati sanctorum in parte recepta est.
好叫他勝過王,叫他勝過那殘暴的烈火。於是他並不怠惰,也不照他孩童的年歲,乃毫無懼怕地躍出,投入烈火之中,作得勝者爭戰,直到他的靈回到高處,尋見那些先去之弟兄的隱密之處。當那男孩行這些事時,喜樂使母親消解;如今她既因諸惡而疲憊,如今聲音也離了她,她歡躍著嘆氣;倒在自己人的手中,氣絕而亡,鬆弛的肢體得了安息。她自己就這樣與她的兒子們一同被接入聖潔者的份中。
That he might conquer the king, that he might conquer the savage fires. And so, not sluggish, nor according to his boyish years, he leaps forth undaunted, plunging into the midst of the fires, and fights as victor, until his spirit returned to the heights and sought the secret places of the brothers who had gone before. While the boy does these things, joys dissolved the mother; and now, weary as she was with evils, now with voice denied her, she breathes exulting; and, sinking down amid the hands of her own, she fell lifeless, and her loosened limbs found rest. Thus she herself too, with her sons, was received into the portion of the holy ones.