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論神的治理 第 3 章
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EPISTOLA I. o Amor, quid te appellem nescio, bonum an malum, dulcem an asperum, suauem an iniucundum: ita enim utroque plenus es, ut utrumque esse uidearis. amari a nobis nostros honestum est, laedi acerbum. et tamen hoc eiusdem est interdum animi eiusdemque pietatis: cum specie dissentiat, ratione concordat. amor quippe nos facit nostros amare, amor interdum cogit . offendere. utrumque unum est, cum tamen aliud amoris habeat gratiam, aliud odii patiatur offensam. quam graue, hoc, quaeso, mi dilectissimi, aut quam acerbum est, ut causa odii amor esse cogatur?
書信第一。哦,愛啊,我不知該稱你為何,是善還是惡,是甜還是苦,是悅人還是不悅人:因為你如此充滿了兩者,以致你彷彿兩者兼是。我們所愛的人被我們所愛是光榮的;使他們受傷則是苦澀的。然而這有時卻出於同一顆心、同一份虔敬:雖在表面上相牴觸,在道理上卻相和諧。因為愛使我們愛自己的人;愛有時卻迫使我們去得罪人。兩者本是一事,雖然一者有愛的恩惠,另一者卻承受恨的冒犯。我懇切問你們,我最親愛的,這是何等沉重、何等苦澀之事:愛竟被迫成為恨的緣由!
Letter I. O Love, I know not what to call thee, good or evil, sweet or harsh, pleasant or unpleasant: for thou art so full of both that thou seemest to be both. That our own be loved by us is honorable; that they be hurt, bitter. And yet this at times belongs to the same mind and the same devotion: though in appearance it disagrees, in reason it accords. For love makes us love our own; love at times compels us to give offense. Both are one thing, though the one has the grace of love, the other suffers the offense of hatred. How grievous, I ask you, my most beloved, or how bitter it is, that love should be compelled to be the cause of hatred!
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quod quidem cum saepe aliis, tum etiam mihi accidisse nunc satis uereor, ut, dum adulescentem hunc, quem ad uos misi, tradere indiuiduis meis cupio, uni studens multis molestus sim, et amor eius offensa sit ceterorum, quamquam hi, qui satis diligunt, non cito offendantur. sed ego insinuationem meam minus gratam fore quibusdam timens, etiam imminutionem gratiae offensam puto. placere enim dilectis meis plurimum cupiens molestiam illorum reatum meum credo, et nisi eis satis placuero, supplicium displicentis fero. quamquam hoc metuendum in uobis omnino non sit, qui totum me in uos recipientes etiam apud alios pro me. timetis.
我如今頗為擔憂,這事既常發生在別人身上,也發生在我身上,就是:當我渴望把我所差到你們那裡的這位青年,引薦給我形影不離的朋友時,我因熱心於一人,反倒使多人為難,而我對他的愛竟成了眾人的冒犯——雖然那些愛得夠深的人並不輕易被冒犯。但我,因懼怕我的引薦或許不甚受某些人歡迎,便連好感的稍減也視為一種冒犯。因為我極願討我所親愛之人的喜悅,便把他們的不悅看作我自己的過失,若我不能使他們足夠喜悅,我就承受那使人不悅之人所受的刑罰。然而這在你們身上斷然無須懼怕,因為你們既把我完全接納到自己裡面,甚至在別人面前替我擔憂。
This indeed I now fear enough has happened often to others, and also to me, that, while I desire to commend this young man, whom I have sent to you, to my inseparable friends, in being zealous for one I become troublesome to many, and my love for him becomes an offense to the rest—although those who love enough are not quickly offended. But I, fearing that my introduction may be less than welcome to certain persons, reckon even a diminution of favor an offense. For, desiring greatly to please those dear to me, I count their annoyance my own guilt, and unless I please them well enough, I bear the punishment of one who displeases. Yet this is by no means to be feared in you, who, receiving me wholly into yourselves, even fear before others on my behalf.
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tantum enim abest ut displicere ego caritati ac sensui uestro possim, ut etiam illud mecum reformidetis, ne ego quibusdam forte displiceam, mi dulcissimi ac dilectissimi mei. adulescens, quem ad uos misi, Agrippinae cum suis captus est, quondam inter suos non parui nominis, familia non obscurus, domo non despicabilis et de quo aliquid fortasse amplius dicerem, nisi propinquus meus esset. hoc enim fit ut minus dicam, ne de me ipso dicere uidear de illo plura dicendo. matrem ergo is, de quo dico, Agrippinae uiduam reliquit probam honestam et de qua forsitan audacter dicere ualeam, uere uiduam.
因為我遠不能使你們的愛與情感不悅,你們甚至與我一同懼怕這事——恐怕我或許使某些人不悅——我最甜蜜、最親愛的。我差到你們那裡的這位青年,曾與他自己的親屬一同在科隆被擄,他從前在自己族人中頗有名望,出身於並非卑微的家族,屬於並非可鄙的家門,關於他我或許還能多說些,若他不是我的親屬的話。因為結果是我反倒少說,免得我在多說他的事時,顯得像在說我自己。那麼,我所說的這位青年,把他的母親留在科隆作了寡婦,她正直可敬,關於她我或許可以大膽地說,是真正的寡婦。
For so far am I from being able to displease your love and feeling, that you even dread this together with me—lest I perchance displease certain persons—my sweetest and most beloved. The young man whom I have sent to you was taken captive at Cologne together with his own, once of no small name among his people, of a family not obscure, of a household not despicable, and concerning whom I might perhaps say something more, were he not my kinsman. For it comes about that I say less, lest I should seem to speak of myself in saying more of him. His mother, then—she of whom I speak—he left a widow at Cologne, upright and honorable, and of whom perhaps I may boldly say, truly a widow.
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nam praeter ceteras castimoniae sapientiaeque uirtutes est etiam fide nobilis, quae omnibus semper ornatibus ornamento est, quia sine hac nihil tam ornatum est, quod ornare possit. liaee ergo, ut audio, tantae illic mopiae atque egestatis est, ut ei nec residendi nec abeundi facultas suppetat, quia nihil est, quod uel ad uictum uel ad fugam opituletur. solum est, quod mercennario opere uictum quaeritans uxoribus barbarorum locaticias manus subdit. ita, licet per dei misericordiam uinculis captiuitatis exempta sit, cum iam non seruiat condicione, seruit paupertate. haec igitur habere me hic nonnullorum sanctorum gratiam non falso suspicans (nec enim nego, ne negator gratiae ingratus fiam :
因為除了貞潔與智慧的其他美德之外,她在信德上也是尊貴的,而信德向來是一切裝飾的裝飾,因為沒有信德,凡能裝飾之物本身便沒有一樣是如此有裝飾的。因此,據我所聞,她在那裡如此貧乏窮困,以致她既無力留下,也無力離去,因為沒有任何東西可以幫助她維持生計或逃走。唯一的辦法,就是她靠雇工謀生,把自己受雇的雙手交給蠻族的妻子們使喚。這樣,儘管藉神的憐憫她已從被擄的鎖鏈中得釋放,既不再因身分為奴,卻因貧窮為奴。所以,我正確地猜想我在此處蒙某些聖潔之人的恩眷(因為我並不否認,免得我藉否認恩眷而成了忘恩之人),
For besides the other virtues of chastity and wisdom, she is also noble in faith, which is always an ornament to all adornments, since without it nothing is so adorned that it can adorn. She therefore, as I hear, is there in such great want and destitution that she has the means neither to remain nor to depart, since there is nothing to help her either toward sustenance or toward flight. The only thing is, that seeking her living by hired labor she submits her hands, hired out, to the wives of the barbarians. Thus, although by God's mercy she has been freed from the chains of captivity, since she is no longer a slave by condition, she is a slave by poverty. Therefore, rightly suspecting that I have here the favor of certain holy men (for I do not deny it, lest by denying favor I become ungrateful),
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sed plane, sicut habere me eam non nego, , ita non mereri me certo scio, in tantum ut, etiamsi est aliqua in me illa, ego tamen illius causa non sim, quia si qua est in me gratia, ob eos, ni fallor, maxime data est, quorum intererat ut gratus essem: ut uerendum forsitan sit ne negans his, quod propter eos cepi, non tam meam rem his negare uidear quam ipsorum): haec igitur aut id quod est aut plus quam est in \' me esse existimans misit ad me hunc, quem ad uos ego, sperans fore ut agente me et adnitente amicorum meorum gratia propinquorum meorum esset auxilium. feci ergo id, quod rogatus sum, sed tamen parce et apud paucos, ne gratia ipsa ingrate uterer.
但顯然的是,正如我不否認自己擁有它,我也確知自己並不配得它;而且到了這樣的地步:即使那恩典在我裡面,我自己也不是它的緣由。因為若在我裡面有任何恩典,若我沒有弄錯,它主要是為那些人而賜下的,因為讓我蒙人喜愛正合乎他們的利益——以致或許值得憂懼的是,我若拒絕給這些人我為他們的緣故所得的,恐怕顯得我所拒絕的與其說是我自己的,不如說是他們自己的。因此,他認為這在我裡面——或如其實際、或多於其實際——便打發這人來見我,我如今又打發他去見你們,盼望藉著我的奔走與努力,我朋友們的情誼能成為我親屬的幫助。所以我做了人所求於我的事,卻是有節制地、在少數人中間,免得我對這份情誼本身竟用得忘恩。
But plainly, just as I do not deny that I possess it, so I know for certain that I do not deserve it; and this to such a degree that, even if that grace be in me, I am not myself the cause of it. For if there is any grace in me, it was granted, unless I am mistaken, chiefly for the sake of those whose interest it was that I should be gracious—so that it may perhaps be a thing to be feared, lest, in refusing to these men what I received on their account, I should seem to deny not so much my own possession as their very own. Thinking, then, that this—either what it truly is, or more than it is—resided in me, he sent to me this man, whom I now send to you, hoping that, through my acting and striving, the favor of my friends might be a help to my kinsmen. I have therefore done what I was asked, yet sparingly and among a few, lest I should use that very favor ungratefully.
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commendaui hunc aliis, commendo uobis, licet non aeque aliis ut uobis: primum, quia commendari satis uobis eum, qui est meus, ita ut ipsum me non necesse est; deinde, quia cum me portionem uestri existimetis, necesse est eum, qui mei portio est, uestri quoque aliquatenus portionem esse ducatis; postremo, quod commendatio ipsa sicut diuersi generis ita etiam excellentioris est caritatis. aliis enim commendaui hunc corpore uobis spiritu, aliis in emolumenta praesentium uobis in spem futurorum, aliis ob breuia atque terrena uobis ob sempiterna atque diuina. et recte, ut, quia carnalia uobis minus quam spiritalia bona suppetunt, illa ego magis a uobis peterem, quibus uos magis abundatis.
我已將他薦於別人,也將他薦於你們,雖然薦於你們並不與薦於別人相同。首先,因為凡屬我的人,被薦於你們就已足夠,正如我自己無須被人引薦;其次,因為既然你們把我看作你們的一部分,你們就必也把他——他是我的一部分——在某種程度上算作你們的一部分;最後,因為這薦舉本身既屬不同的類別,也同樣屬於更卓越的愛德。因為我把他薦於別人是按肉身,薦於你們是按聖靈;薦於別人是為今世的利益,薦於你們是為來世的盼望;薦於別人是為短暫屬地之物,薦於你們是為永恆屬神之物。這樣是對的,因為屬肉體的好處在你們那裡不如屬靈的豐富,我便寧可向你們求你們更為豐盛的那些。
I have commended him to others; I commend him to you, though not to you as to the others. First, because it is enough for one who is mine to be commended to you, just as there is no need to commend my very self; next, because since you reckon me a portion of yourselves, you must needs also count him, who is a portion of me, to be in some measure a portion of you as well; and finally, because the commendation itself, being of a different kind, is likewise of a more excellent charity. For I have commended him to others in the body, to you in the spirit; to others for the profits of the present, to you in the hope of things to come; to others for what is brief and earthly, to you for what is everlasting and divine. And rightly so, that—since carnal goods are less available to you than spiritual ones—I might rather seek from you those in which you more abound.
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suscipite ergo, quaeso, hunc ut mea uiscera et quantum in uobis est - uestrum facite, inlicite et adhortamini, docete, instituite, formate, gignite. christi domini nostri misericordia tribuat, ut quia ei id magis expedit, qui nunc propinquus meus est et ceterorum, uester esse incipiat potius quam suorum. admittite, quaeso, hunc in illas beatas ac sempiternas domus, recipite in sacra horrea, aperite caelestes thesauros, et ita agite ac peragite, ut dum hunc in thesaurum uestrum conditis, partem thesaurorum ipsorum esse faciatis. potens est illa ineffabilis dei pietas, ut dum eum in consortium spiritalium bonorum adoptatis, diuitias, quas in ipsum effunditis, per ipsum augeatis.
因此,我求你們,接納他如同接納我自己的骨肉,並盡你們所能——使他成為你們的:把他吸引進來,勸勉他、教導他、訓誨他、塑造他、生養他。願我們主基督的憐憫使他——因這對他更有益處——他如今是我與別人的親屬,卻開始成為你們的,勝於作他自己人的。我懇求你們,接他進入那些有福而永恆的居所;收他進入神聖的倉廩;開啟屬天的寶庫;並如此行、如此成就:當你們把他存入你們的寶庫時,使他成為那些寶藏本身的一部分。神那不可言喻的慈愛大有能力,以致當你們收養他進入屬靈美善的團契時,你們傾倒在他身上的財富,反要藉著他而增多。
Receive him, then, I pray, as my own flesh, and as far as in you lies—make him yours: draw him in and exhort him, teach, instruct, form, and beget him. May the mercy of Christ our Lord grant that—since this is more to his advantage—he who is now the kinsman of me and of others may begin to be yours rather than his own. Admit him, I beseech you, into those blessed and everlasting homes; receive him into the sacred storehouses; open the heavenly treasuries; and so act and accomplish that, while you lay him up in your treasury, you may make him a part of those very treasures. That ineffable goodness of God is powerful, so that, while you adopt him into the fellowship of spiritual goods, the riches which you pour out upon him you may through him increase.
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et sane, si quid in ipso est bonae indolis, non magnae uobis difficultati spes eius ac salus esse debebit: etiamsi nihil ex uobis audiat, sufficere ei hoc ipsum conuenit, quod uos uidet. 15 ualete. EPISTOLA II. Eucherio Episcopo Saluianus. Vrsicinus alumnus tuus salutationem tuam proxime ad me detulit: si non iussus, laudo sapientiam, licet non probem falsitatem, si iussus, miror quod mandare amoris officium quam scribere maluisti, hoc est, per seruum potius quam per te dare. arguo itaque hoc et emendari uolo, si tamen neglegentiae est non superbiae.
而且的確,他若有任何良善的稟性,他的盼望與救恩對你們就不該成為多大的難處:即使他從你們得不著什麼話,這一件事本身也當足以使他滿足——就是他得見你們。願你平安。書信第二封。撒維安致主教尤克里烏斯。你的義子烏爾西西努斯近日把你的問候帶給了我:若這問候是未經吩咐的,我讚許其中的智慧,雖不贊同其中的失實;若是經你吩咐的,我便詫異你竟寧可託人代辦這愛的職分,而不親自寫下——就是寧可藉僕人而不藉你自己來致意。所以我指出這點,願它得以更正,只要這出於疏忽而非出於驕傲。
And indeed, if there is any good disposition in him, his hope and salvation ought not to be a great difficulty to you: even if he hears nothing from you, it is fitting that this very thing should suffice him—that he sees you. Farewell. LETTER II. Salvian to Bishop Eucherius. Ursicinus your foster-son lately delivered to me your greeting: if it was unbidden, I praise the wisdom, though I do not approve the untruth; if it was bidden, I marvel that you preferred to entrust the office of love rather than to write it—that is, to give it through a servant rather than through yourself. I therefore find fault with this and wish it amended, if however it be a matter of negligence and not of pride.
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pedissequa enim plerumque noui honoris est adrogantia, licet in te nec generalis uitii opinio admittenda sit, quia prope singularis est mens ac benignitas tua. unde responderi a te antiquae existimationi meae etiam nunc iugiter cupio, ne, si in quibusdam officiorum tuorum mos discreparit, aliquid in te nouis honoribus licuisse uideatur. EPISTOLA III. Agrycio episcopo Saluianus. Si excusare inofficiositatem meam apud sanctimoniam tuam cupiam, magis accusandus sim, qui inexcusabilem me esse uel non agnoscam prae stoliditate uel nolim prae superbia confiteri. non excuso ergo; augmentum enim reatus est innocentiam iactare post culpam.
因為傲慢往往是新得尊榮的隨從;雖然在你身上不該假定有這種常見惡習的名聲,因為你的心智與仁慈近乎獨一無二。因此我仍不住地渴望你能回應我對你素有的敬重,免得倘若在你某些職分上習慣有所改變,就顯得在你身上似乎因新得的尊榮而放縱了什麼。書信第三封。撒維安致主教阿格里丘斯。我若想在你的聖德面前為自己怠慢的失禮辯解,反倒更該受責,因為我或因愚鈍而不肯承認、或因驕傲而不肯承認:我是無可推諉的。因此我不為自己辯解;因為犯過之後還誇耀無辜,乃是罪咎的加增。
For arrogance is very often the attendant of new honor; although in you no reputation for the common vice is to be admitted, since your mind and kindness are almost unique. Hence I still ceaselessly desire that you would answer to the old esteem I have of you, lest, if in certain of your offices your custom should differ, it might seem that something has been permitted in you by your new honors. LETTER III. Salvian to Bishop Agricius. If I should wish to excuse my want of duty before your holiness, I should rather deserve to be accused, since out of dullness I would not even acknowledge, or out of pride would not confess, that I am inexcusable. I do not, then, excuse myself; for it is an increase of guilt to boast of innocence after a fault.
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quid igitur faciam, cui nec negandi delicti facultas suppetit nec tuendi? negare enim manifesta non audeo et excusare inmodica non possum. confugiendum mihi itaque ad diuinarum est remedia litterarum, quae maximorum criminum * * * EPISTOLA IIII. Hypatio et Quietae parentibus Saluianus, Palladia, Auspiciola salutem. Paulus apostolus, electionis uas, magister fidei et receptaculum dei, cum omnes epistolas suas utpote eloquentissimus uir dictauerit, quibusdam tamen non suum tantum nomen inscripsit, siquidem in aliis Siluani, in nonnullis Timothei, in quibusdam uero utriusque nomini suum nomen adiunxit. cur id? primum, credo, ut simul esse agnoscerentur qui simul scriberent:
那麼我當怎麼行呢?我既無法否認自己的過犯,也無法為它辯護。因為我不敢否認顯而易見的事,也無法為那超乎限度的事開脫。因此我必須逃往神聖經文的醫治之中,這些經文能醫治最大的罪惡……書信第四封。撒維安、帕拉狄雅與奧斯皮秋拉,問候他們的父母希帕提烏斯與奎耶塔。使徒保羅,是揀選的器皿、信德的師傅、神的居所,雖然他身為極有口才之人,親口口授了自己所有的書信,卻在其中某些書信上題寫的不只是自己的名字;因為有些他加上了西拉的名,有幾封加上提摩太的名,還有某些他把自己的名與這兩人的名一同署上。為何如此?我想,首先是要叫那些一同寫信的人被認出是同心的;
What then shall I do, who have neither the means of denying my offense nor of defending it? For I dare not deny what is manifest, and I cannot excuse what is beyond measure. I must therefore take refuge in the remedies of the divine Scriptures, which [heal] the greatest of crimes... LETTER IV. Salvian, Palladia, and Auspiciola send greeting to their parents Hypatius and Quieta. Paul the Apostle, the vessel of election, the master of faith and the receptacle of God, although as a most eloquent man he dictated all his epistles, nevertheless upon certain of them inscribed not only his own name; for on some he added the name of Silvanus, on several that of Timothy, and on certain ones he joined his own name to the name of both. Why so? First, I believe, that they might be recognized to be together who wrote together;
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deinde ut ii, qui separatim ab unoquoque eorum edocti fuerant, scirent omnium non discrepare sententiam: postremo, ut quos singulorum non mouebat auctoritas, omnium saltim moueret adsensus.
其次,是要叫那些曾分別受他們各人教導的人知道,眾人的見解並無分歧;最後,是要叫那些不被個別權威所打動的人,至少能被眾人一致的贊同所打動。
next, that those who had been instructed separately by each one of them might know that the judgment of all did not disagree; and finally, that those whom the authority of individuals did not move might at least be moved by the consent of all.
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ita ergo et nos, exemplorum ingentium parui imitatores, ad uos, quos natura parentes fide fratres honore dominos habemus, non, ut apostoli illi, auctoritate docentium scribimus, sed humilitate famulorum, ut qui hactenus singulorum nostrorum epistolis non moti estis uel nunc omnium obsecratione moueamini, nosque filios uestros, ne qui ex superfluo metus sit, et simul sciatis esse et unum sentire pariter et metuere et aequaliter supplicare, non quia sciamus an uos omnibus irascamini, sed quia nos non possumus causa esse diuisi. idem enim nobis admodum metus est, etiamsi non eadem uidetur offensa.
因此我們也一樣,作偉大榜樣的渺小效法者,寫信給你們——你們按本性是我們的父母,按信德是我們的弟兄,按尊榮是我們的主——並不像那些使徒憑教師的權威,而是憑僕人的謙卑;使得你們這些至今未被我們各人單獨的書信所打動的人,如今終能被我們眾人的懇求所打動,並使你們知道我們是你們的兒女(免得有任何多餘的懼怕),同時知道我們同心同意、同懼同求——這不是因為我們知道你們是否對我們眾人動怒,而是因為在事由上我們無法彼此分割。因為我們的懼怕大致相同,縱然所犯的過失看來並不相同。
So then we too, small imitators of great examples, write to you—whom by nature we have as parents, by faith as brethren, by honor as lords—not, like those apostles, with the authority of teachers, but with the humility of servants; so that you who thus far have not been moved by the letters of each of us singly may now at last be moved by the entreaty of us all, and that you may know us to be your children (lest there be any superfluous fear), and at the same time know that we exist and think alike, and fear alike, and equally make supplication—not because we know whether you are angry at us all, but because we cannot be divided as to our cause. For our fear is much the same, even if the offense does not seem to be the same.
3:13
caritas quippe mutua facit, ut licet uos non utrique forsan suscenseatis, uno tamen ex nobis reo alter sine tristitia reatus esse non possit. illud sane est, quod nos contendere in aliquo et certare mutuo faciat, quod cum ambo filii uestri aequaliter rei simus, plus tamen unusquisque nostrum pro altero quam pro se timet. parentes carissimi, parentes reuerendissimi, interrogari uos quaesumus liceat. ita possunt pignora sic amantia non amari ? quid tantum mali commeruimus, uel affectus dilectissimi uel domini reuerendissimi, ut nobis nec tamquam filiis reddatur gratia nec tamquam famulis remittatur offensa?
因為彼此的愛德使得:縱然你們或許不是對我們二人都動怒,然而當我們中一人被視為有罪時,另一人也不能不為那罪咎而憂傷。這正是使我們在某種程度上互相爭競的緣故:雖然我們同是你們同等蒙責的兒女,然而我們各人為對方所懼怕的,卻多於為自己所懼怕的。至親的父母,至可敬的父母,我們求你們容我們發問。作你們血脈的骨肉,這樣地愛著,竟能這樣不被愛嗎?我們究竟犯了何等大惡,噢至可愛的親情、至可敬的主啊,以致你們既不像待兒女那樣向我們施恩,也不像待僕人那樣寬免我們的過犯?
For mutual charity brings it about that, although you perhaps are not angry at both of us, yet when one of us is held guilty, the other cannot be without the sadness of that guilt. This indeed is what makes us contend in some way and vie with one another: that although we are both equally your children under charge, yet each of us fears more for the other than for himself. Dearest parents, most reverend parents, we pray that we may be allowed to question you. Can pledges of your blood, loving thus, thus not be loved? What great evil have we deserved, O most beloved affections, O most reverend lords, that neither is favor rendered to us as to children, nor is offense remitted to us as to servants?
3:14
septimus iam ferme annus est, ei quo nulla ad nos tam longe a nobis sitos scripta misistis. nullis paene in deum delinquentibus tam longum lugendi tempus inponitur, nullos admodum maximorum criminum * * ut plus amet, scilicet ut patris motus non detrimenta amoris sint, sed profectus, cum quantum cohercitio adtulerit unius correctioni, tantum correctio reddat mutuae caritati. quamquam hoc illos magis parentes facere conueniat, qui de nonnullis negotiis ueras irascendi filiis causas habent. tu autem quid suscenses, qui ex quo Christianus factus es, etiam falsas habere desisti? esto enim conuersiunculam nostram paganus quondam non aequanimiter acceperis :
如今你們沒有給我們——遠離你們如此之遠的我們——寄來任何一字,已將近第七個年頭了。對那些得罪神的人,也幾乎沒有加上這麼長的哀悼期;對犯最大罪惡的人,也幾乎沒有……為使人愛得更深——就是說,父親的動怒不該是愛的減損,而該是愛的增進,因為管教對一人的改正貢獻多少,改正就使彼此的愛德回增多少。然而,這事更適合那些父母去行,就是那些在某些事上確有正當理由對兒女動怒的父母。但你——你為何動怒呢?你自從成了基督徒,連虛假的理由都不再有了。因為就算從前你身為異教徒,未能平心接受我們微小的歸信:
It is now nearly the seventh year since you sent us, set so far from you, any writing at all. On scarcely any who sin against God is so long a time of mourning imposed; on scarcely any of the greatest crimes... that he may love the more—namely, that a father's stirrings should not be the diminishings of love but its advancements, since as much as chastisement contributes to the correction of one, so much may correction render back to mutual charity. And yet it would be more fitting for those parents to do this who have true causes for being angry with their children over certain matters. But you—why are you angry, you who, from the time you became a Christian, have ceased to have even false ones? For grant that once, as a pagan, you did not take our little conversion with equanimity:
3:15
ferenda tunc fuit ex dissimilitudine studiorum etiam discrepantia uoluntatum, quando nobis etsi amor non suscensebat, superstitio tamen aduersabatur. nam licet pater non odisset filiam, error tamen oderat ueritatem. nunc longe aliud est. ex quo dei cultum professus es, pro me pronuntiasti. si praeteritas irarum causas exequeris, inputa. tibi, qui Christiano filiam tuam dedisti. si id non est, quid mihi irasceris, quia eam nunc in me religionem augere cupio, quam tu in te probare coepisti? cur, rogo, in me non. diligas quod es, qui in te quod eras ipse damnasti? sed parcendum paululum uerbis est, quia etiam in bona causa humilis esse, in quantum res sinit, filii apud parentes debet oratio.
那麼那時,因志趣的不同,連意願的分歧也是不得不忍受的,因為那時雖然愛沒有惱怒我們,迷信卻與我們為敵。因為父親雖不恨女兒,錯謬卻恨惡真理。如今卻大不相同。自從你宣認敬拜神,你便為我發了聲。若你追究從前動怒的緣由,就把它歸於你自己,是你把女兒許配給一位基督徒的。若非如此,你為何對我動怒,只因我如今渴望在自己身上增進那你已開始在自己身上所贊同的信仰?我問,你為何不在我身上愛你所是的,你既在自己身上已定罪你從前所是的?但言語須稍加節制,因為即便在正當的事上,兒子在父母面前說話,也當盡事情所容許的儘量謙卑。
then indeed even a divergence of wills had to be borne, arising from the dissimilarity of pursuits, since although love did not chafe at us, yet superstition was opposed to us. For although a father did not hate his daughter, yet error hated truth. Now it is far otherwise. From the time you professed the worship of God, you pronounced in my favor. If you pursue the past causes of your anger, charge them to yourself, who gave your daughter to a Christian. If that is not so, why are you angry with me, because I now desire to increase in myself that religion which you have begun to approve in yourself? Why, I ask, would you not love in me what you are, you who in yourself have condemned what you were? But words must be a little spared, because even in a good cause a son's speech ought, as far as the matter allows, to be humble before parents.
3:16
indulgete, affectus carissimi; liberiorem me esse paululo in negotio suo dei affectus facit. si quae sunt uobis aliae suscensendi causae, peccare me potuisse non abnego: in hoc uero, ubi ideo suscensetis, quia Christum amare uideor, ignoscite quod dicturus sum. peto quidem ueDiam, quia irascemini, sed non possum dicere malum esse quod feci. haec igitur apud uos meo nomine et quasi peculiari prece. nunc to, o dilectissima ac uenerabilissima soror, quae mihi tanto carior es quam prius, quanto plus a suis affectus conuenit diligi, in quibus se ipsum Christus fecerit amari, fungere partibus tuis simul meisque. ora tu ut ego inpetrem, tu postula ut uterque uincamus.
至愛的親情啊,求你們寬容我;神的事由使我在祂自己的事上稍微放膽些。你們若有別的動怒理由,我不否認自己可能犯了罪;但在這件事上,你們正是因我看似愛基督而動怒,那麼求你們赦免我將要說的話。我確實懇求寬恕,因為你們必要動怒,但我不能說我所行的是惡。這些話,我便以我自己的名義、如同一種私人的祈求向你們陳說。如今你——噢至可愛、至可敬的姊妹,你之於我更加寶貴,正如那在其身上基督使自己被人所愛的人,理當被自己的親人更加愛戴——請你盡你的本分連同我的本分。你祈求,使我得以蒙允;你懇求,使我們二人都得勝。
Bear with me, dearest affections; the cause of God makes me a little more free in his own business. If you have other reasons for being angry, I do not deny that I could have sinned; but in this, where you are angry precisely because I seem to love Christ, forgive what I am about to say. I do indeed beg pardon, because you will be angry, but I cannot say that what I did is evil. This, then, I address to you in my own name and as a kind of personal prayer. Now do you, O most beloved and most venerable sister, who are dearer to me by as much as those ought to be more loved by their own kin in whom Christ has made himself to be loved—do your part together with mine. Pray that I may obtain; ask, that we both may prevail.
3:17
osculare, quia absens labiis non uales, saltim obsecratione pedes parentum tuorum quasi ancilla, manus quasi alumna, ora quasi filia. ne trepidaueris ne timueris: bonos iudices habemus, affectus ipse pro te orat, natura ipsa tibi postulat, suffragia causae tuae in tuorum mentibus habes, cito adnuunt qui suo ipsi amore superantur. obsecra ergo et supplex dicito: quid feci quid commerui? ignoscite quicquid illud est, ueniam peto, etsi delictum nescio. numquam uos, ut ipsi scitis, inofficiositate aut contumacia offendi, numquam uerbo asperiore laesi, numquam uultu proteruiore uiolaui. a uobis sum uiro tradita, a uobis coniugi mancipata.
去親吻——既然你身在遠方不能用嘴唇——至少以懇求去親吻你父母的腳,如同婢女;親吻他們的手,如同養女;親吻他們的臉,如同女兒。不要顫抖,不要害怕:我們有良善的審判官,親情本身在為你辯護,本性本身在替你懇請,你在你親人的心中已握有為你伸張的票數,那些自己被自己的愛所勝的人必快快應允。因此,你當懇求,作懇求者說:我做了什麼,我配受什麼?無論那是什麼,求你們赦免;我求寬恕,縱然我不知有何過犯。正如你們自己所知,我從未以任何失禮或頑梗冒犯你們;從未用更嚴厲的話傷你們;從未用更放肆的臉色觸犯你們。是你們把我交給了丈夫,是你們把我許配給了配偶。
Kiss—since being absent you cannot with your lips—at least by entreaty the feet of your parents as a handmaid, their hands as a foster-child, their face as a daughter. Do not tremble, do not fear: we have good judges, affection itself pleads for you, nature itself makes petition on your behalf, you have the votes for your cause in the hearts of your own, they quickly assent who are themselves overcome by their own love. Beseech, then, and say as a suppliant: What have I done, what have I deserved? Forgive whatever it is; I ask pardon, even though I know of no offense. Never, as you yourselves know, did I offend you by any want of duty or by obstinacy; never did I wound you with a harsher word; never did I violate you with a more insolent look. By you I was handed over to a husband, by you I was made over to a spouse.
3:18
teneo, ni fallor, mandata uestra,, haeret sensibus meis sanctum piae praeceptionis arcanum. morigeram me, ut puto, ante omnia uiro esse iussistis. uestrae uoluntati obsecuta sum uestrae iussioni obtemperaui: illi in omnibus parui, cui me parere uoluistis. inuitauit me ad religionem inuitauit ad castitatem. date ueniam, turpe credidi reluctari; res mihi uerecunda res pudens res sancta uisa est. fateor, cum de tali n-egotio mecum ageret, erubui quod non ego ante coepissem. huc accessit etiam reuerentia Christi et affectus: honeste me facere credidi quicquid dei amore fecissem.
若我沒有弄錯,我持守著你們的吩咐;你們敬虔訓誨的聖潔奧秘緊繫於我的心思。你們曾吩咐我,如我所想,最要緊的是順服丈夫。我已順從你們的心意,遵行你們的命令:在凡事上我都順服了那位你們願我順服的人。他邀我歸向信仰,邀我持守貞潔。求你們寬恕——我認為抗拒是可恥的;這事在我看來是端莊的、是體面的、是聖潔的。我承認,當他與我商議這樣的事時,我因自己未曾先開始而臉紅。此外還加上對基督的敬畏與愛慕:我相信凡我出於愛神所行的,都是行得光明正大的。
I hold, unless I am mistaken, your commands; the holy mystery of your godly instruction clings to my senses. You bade me be, as I think, above all things obedient to my husband. I have obeyed your will, I have complied with your command: in all things I have submitted to him to whom you willed me to submit. He invited me to religion, he invited me to chastity. Grant pardon—I thought it shameful to resist; the matter seemed to me modest, seemed decent, seemed holy. I confess, when he dealt with me about such a business, I blushed that I had not first begun it myself. To this was added also reverence and affection for Christ: I believed that I acted honorably in whatever I did out of love of God.
3:19
aduoluor uestris, o parentes carissimi, pedibus illa ego uestra Palladia, uestra gracula uestra domnula, cum qua his tot uocabulis quondam indulgentissima pietate lusistis, quae uobis per uaria nomina nunc fuit mater nunc auicula nunc domina, cum esset scilicet unum uocabulum generis aliud infantiae tertium dignitatis. en ego illa sum, per quam uobis illa primum et parentum nomina et auorum gaudia contigerunt, et, quod utroque praestat, utrumque feliciter, cum fructu adipiscendi et beatitudine perfruendi, non quia hinc ego aliquid mihi deputem, sed tamen ingrata apud uos esse non debet, per quam uos uoluit deus esse felices.
至親的父母啊,我俯伏在你們腳前——我,就是你們的那位帕拉狄雅,你們的小寒鴉,你們的小主母,你們從前曾以這許多暱稱在最寵溺的慈愛中逗弄我,我藉著各樣的名字,時而作你們的「母親」、時而作「小鳥」、時而作「主母」——因為那第一個名出於我的族類,第二個出於我的嬰孩時期,第三個出於我的身分。看哪,我就是那使你們初次得著「父母」之名與「祖父母」之樂的人,並且——這勝過二者——是二者都得著得有福,既有獲得之果,又有全然享受之福;這並非我把此中的什麼歸於自己,然而那藉以使神願你們得福的人,在你們眼中總不該是不受感念的。
I fall down, O dearest parents, at your feet—I, that Palladia of yours, your little jackdaw, your little mistress, with whom by these many pet-names you once played in your most indulgent tenderness, who through various names was now to you a mother, now a little bird, now a mistress, since indeed the one name was of my kindred, the second of my infancy, the third of my rank. Behold, I am she through whom first the names of parents and the joys of grandparents befell you, and—what surpasses both—both happily, with the fruit of gaining and the blessedness of full enjoyment; not that I reckon anything of this to myself, yet she through whom God willed you to be happy ought not to be unthankful in your eyes.
3:20
ne, quaeso, ergo molestum uobis sit quod referre aliquid deo cupio, cui omnia repensare non possum. pleni estis solaciis iucundissimis pleni pignoribus carissimis pleni benedictione diuina: praeter peculiarem mei causam uestrum negotium referre deo gratiam iubet, debere me ei arbitror, quod nobis tanta concessit. sed haec hactenus: sufficienter enim iam per nos, o carissima soror, precati sumus, reliqua sunt agenda per filiam.
因此,我求你們,不要以我渴望向神償還些什麼為煩擾之事,我對祂本是無法償還一切的。你們滿有最甘美的安慰,滿有至寶貴的骨肉,滿有屬神的祝福:除了我自己特定的緣由外,你們自身的境況也吩咐我向神獻上感謝;我認為我理當向祂如此,因為祂已賜給我們如此大的恩典。但這話已足夠了:至可愛的姊妹啊,如今我們藉著自己已充分祈求過了;其餘的當藉著女兒去成就。
Let it not, therefore, I pray, be grievous to you that I desire to render something back to God, to whom I cannot repay all things. You are full of most delightful comforts, full of dearest pledges, full of divine blessing: beside my own particular cause, your very business bids me render thanks to God; I judge that I owe it to him, because he has granted us such great things. But enough of this: for now, O dearest sister, we have prayed sufficiently through ourselves; the rest must be done through the daughter.
3:21
utamur ergo (honeste enim pro reconciliando parentum affectu cuncta temptantur), utamur illorum more et exemplo, qui ultimo causarum loco aliqua nonnumquam ad commouendam iudicum misericordiam proferebant laturis sententiam disceptatoribus, aut lamentantes matres familias aut sordidatos senes aut plorantes paruolos ingerentes, scilicet ut qui superiora causae uerbis iam exorauerant, posteriora rebus ipsis perorarent. offerimus ergo et nos uobis o carissimi parentes, pignus pari quidem illorum sed tamen gratiore suffragio. offerimus enim pignus non incognitum sed domesticum, non alienum sed proprium, nec, ut illi oratores, et sibi et iudicibus extraneum sed nobis simul uobisque commune:
因此讓我們善加運用——因為為要與父母的親情重歸和好,凡事都可正當地嘗試——讓我們效法那些人的作法與榜樣,他們在申訴的末了,有時為要打動那將宣判之審判官的憐憫,便呈上某些景象,或推出哀哭的婦人、或衣衫襤褸的老者、或啼哭的幼童——好叫那些已憑言語贏得案情前段的人,能憑事實本身把後段辯畢。因此我們也向你們獻上,至親的父母啊,一個確與他們同等、卻更受歡迎的憑證。因為我們所獻的憑證並非陌生的,而是家中的;並非外人的,而是我們自己的;並且不像那些辯士的憑證,對他們自己與審判官都是外人,而是我們與你們共有的:
Let us therefore make use—for in order to reconcile the affection of parents all things are honorably attempted—let us make use of the manner and example of those who, in the last place of their pleadings, sometimes brought forward certain things to move the mercy of judges toward those about to pass sentence, thrusting forward either lamenting matrons, or squalid old men, or weeping little children—so that they who had already won the earlier parts of the cause by words might plead the later parts by the very facts. We too, therefore, offer to you, O dearest parents, a pledge of a kind indeed equal to theirs, yet of a more welcome support. For we offer a pledge not unknown but of the household, not alien but our own, and not—like those orators—foreign to both themselves and the judges, but common to us and to you together:
3:22
quae uos utique uestri sanguinis indoles non ad incognitorum hominum cogit dilectionem sed ad uestrorum reuocat caritatem, nec alienos uobis aliena sed uestros uestra commendat, neque id orat, ut eos ametis, quos numquam ante uidistis, sed ut eos non oderitis quos, puto, non diligere non potestis. uestrum ideo, parentes carissimi, negotium uestra res est; uester id a uobis animus uestra caritas deprecatur. ne, quaeso, tantum nobis irascamini, ut nec nobis consulatis, supplicante nobis * » * commune pignus per nos simul atque nobiscum, et primam paene ad uos uocem pro nostri emittit offensa. infelix prorsus eius et miseranda condicio, quae auos suos ex parentum primum reatu coepit agnoscere.
她——你們自己血脈的稟性並不逼你們去愛不相識的人,反倒喚你們歸向對你們自己人的愛德;也不用外人的憑藉把外人薦於你們,而是用屬你們的把你們自己的薦上;她所祈求的也不是要你們愛從未見過的人,而是要你們不恨那些我想你們不能不愛的人。因此,至親的父母啊,這是你們的事、你們的境況;是你們自己的心、你們自己的愛德在向你們懇請。我求你們,不要如此對我們動怒,以致連為我們也不加顧念,當有一個共有的憑證與我們一同、藉我們向你們懇求,並幾乎為我們的過犯向你們發出她頭一聲的呼喊。她的境遇實在極其不幸、極其可憐,因她初次認識自己的祖父母,竟是從父母的罪咎開始。
she whom the very disposition of your own blood does not force to the love of unknown men, but recalls to the charity of your own; nor commends aliens to you by alien means, but your own by what is yours; nor does she pray this, that you love those whom you never before saw, but that you not hate those whom, I think, you cannot but love. Yours therefore, dearest parents, is the business, yours the affair; your own heart, your own charity, entreats it of you. Do not, I pray, be so angry with us that you take no thought even for us, while there pleads with us... a common pledge through us together and along with us, and sends forth almost her first cry to you on behalf of our offense. Utterly unhappy and pitiable indeed is her condition, who has begun to know her grandparents first from her parents' guilt.
3:23
miseremini, quaesumus, innocentiae eius miseremini necessitatis: cogitur quodammodo pro offensa suorum iam supplicare quae adhuc nescit quid sit offendere. laesus quondam Niniuitarum peccatis deus uagitu infantium et ploratione mollitus est. nam licet totum legamus luxisse populum, praecipuam tamen misericordiam meruit sors et innocentia paruolorum, dicente ad Ionam deo: si ualde contristatus es super cucurbitam. et paulo post: ego non parcam super Niniue ciuitatem magnam, in qua commorantur plus quam centum uiginti milia, qui non cognouerunt sinistram suam aut dexteram, declarans scilicet propter sinceritatem innocentium se etiam culpis nocentium pepercisse.
我們懇求你們,憐憫她的無辜;憐憫她的困境:她在某種意義上被迫為自己親人的過犯懇求,而她自己還不知冒犯是何物。神從前因尼尼微人的罪而憂傷,卻因嬰孩的哀哭與啼泣而心軟。因為我們雖讀到全民都哀哭,然而那格外的憐憫卻是由幼童的際遇與無辜所贏得的,神對約拿說:「你因這蓖麻大大憂愁嗎?」隨後又說:「至於尼尼微這大城,其中有十二萬多不能分辨左手右手的人,我豈能不愛惜呢?」——這就是宣告:祂為著無辜者的純真,甚至寬免了有罪者的過犯。
Have mercy, we beseech you, on her innocence; have mercy on her need: she is in a manner compelled to make supplication for the offense of her own kin, she who as yet knows not what it is to offend. God, once grieved by the sins of the Ninevites, was softened by the wailing of infants and the weeping. For although we read that the whole people mourned, yet the chief mercy was merited by the lot and the innocence of the little ones, God saying to Jonah: 'Are you greatly saddened over the gourd?' And a little after: 'Shall I not spare Nineveh, that great city, in which there dwell more than a hundred and twenty thousand who do not know their left hand or their right?'—declaring, namely, that for the sincerity of the innocent he spared even the faults of the guilty.
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sed quid ego de dei misericordia loquor, qui non tantum postulata tribuit, sed interdum etiam non sperata largitur tantoque, si dici licet, maior est hominibus humanitate et beniuolentia quanto potestate atque natura? paratum, ut ait Liuins, inter Romanos Sabinosque bellum, et, quod difficilius sedari potest, coeptum preces quondam et interuentus carorum pignorum sustulerunt;
但我為何要述說神的憐憫呢?祂不但賜下所求的,有時甚至施予人未曾盼望的,並且(若容許這麼說)祂在仁慈與善意上超乎眾人,正如祂在權能與本性上超乎眾人一樣。正如李維所說,羅馬人與撒賓人之間曾備下一場戰爭——並且是那更難平息的、已然開戰的戰爭——親愛骨肉的祈求與斡旋卻從前把它止息了;
But why do I speak of the mercy of God, who not only grants what is asked, but sometimes even bestows what was not hoped for, and who is (if it may be said) as much greater than men in kindliness and benevolence as he is in power and nature? A war was prepared, as Livy says, between the Romans and the Sabines—and, what can more difficultly be settled, one already begun—which the prayers and intervention of dear pledges once put away;
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cumque una eorum gens esset natura ferox alia dolore feruens, tantum tamen uisio affectus mutui ualuit, ut nec Romanus memor esse belli nec Sabinus posset iniuriae, et illi paulo ante feri ac semibarbari, cognati sanguinis cupidi, sui prodigi, amplecti se mutuo inciperent, quia pignus mutuum iam habere coepissent, fieretque unus uterque populus, quia unus utriusque esset affectus. nos non in acie stamua non arma sumimus, non uim inferimus nec propulsare temptamus, impium fore arbitrantes, si uel in hoc filii parentibus obuient, ne puniantur iniusti. cur, rogo, quod illi quondam affectus pro suis obtinuerunt nostri non queant inpetrare pro nobis?
雖然他們一族生性凶悍,另一族因悲痛而激動,然而彼此親情的相見竟如此得勝,以致羅馬人不再記念戰爭,撒賓人也不再記念所受的傷害;那些不久前還凶野而半開化、貪求血親之血、又不惜自己性命的人,如今卻開始彼此擁抱,因為他們已開始共有一份骨肉之情,兩族便合成一民,因為兩族的親情已合而為一。我們並不列陣沙場,並不拿起兵器,並不施行暴力,也不試圖抵擋,只認為若兒女連在這事上都與父母對抗,好使自己免受不義的懲罰,那將是不敬虔的。我問,那些親情從前能為他們自己人所贏得的,我們的親情為何不能為我們所得著呢?
and although one of their nations was by nature fierce, the other seething with grief, yet the sight of mutual affection so prevailed that neither the Roman could be mindful of the war nor the Sabine of the injury; and those who a little before were wild and half-barbarous, greedy of kindred blood, prodigal of their own, began to embrace one another, because they had now begun to hold a mutual pledge, and each became one people, because the affection of both was one. We do not stand in the battle-line, we do not take up arms, we do not offer violence nor attempt to repel it, thinking it would be impious if, even in this, children should oppose their parents, that they might not be unjustly punished. Why, I ask, should our affections not be able to obtain for us what those affections once obtained for their own?
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an ideo infelicissimi paene omnium, ideo minus meremur ueniam, quia repugnare nescimus? quod uultis nos pati patimur. si irascimini, depfecamur, si puniendos creditis, adquiescimus. quid, rogo, ultioni post ista superest? certe etiamsi iustas suscensendi causas parentes habeant, nihil contingere eis felicius nihil optatius potest quam ut sic eis pro reatu filii satis faciant, ae necesse habeant uindicare. quid autem est, in quo magis possimus nos uobis satis facere? filii uestri sumus, qui uos rogamus, neptis, per quam rogamus: parcite, indulgete: illi teorum, parentes carissimi, pro se rogant, ob quorum soletis nomina etiam extraneis nil negare.
難道就因這緣故,我們這幾乎最不幸的人,就更不配得寬恕,只因我們不懂還手嗎?凡你們願我們受的,我們都受。你們若動怒,我們就懇求;你們若認為我們該罰,我們就順從。我問,經過這一切之後,還有什麼留給報復呢?的確,父母縱有動怒的正當理由,也沒有什麼比這更有福、更可願的了:就是因兒女的過失得著這樣的滿足,卻無須施行報復。然而有什麼能使我們更充分地向你們作出滿足呢?我們是懇求你們的兒女,那藉以懇求你們的是孫女:求你們寬容、赦免:至親的父母啊,是屬你們自己的人在為自己求,你們素常連為著外人的名字都不肯拒絕什麼。
Or is it for this that we, most unhappy of almost all men, for this less deserve pardon, because we know not how to fight back? Whatever you wish us to suffer, we suffer. If you are angry, we entreat; if you think us deserving of punishment, we acquiesce. What, I ask, remains over for vengeance after these things? Surely, even if parents have just causes for anger, nothing more fortunate, nothing more desirable, can befall them than that they should thus have satisfaction made to them for a child's fault, and yet have no need to take vengeance. But what is there in which we can more fully make satisfaction to you? We are your children, who beseech you; the granddaughter is she through whom we beseech: spare, forgive: they of your own, dearest parents, plead on their own behalf, for whose names' sake you are wont to deny nothing even to strangers.
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longum est de innumeris pietatis atque humanitatis exemplis dicere et praeposterum. ut de maioribus ad minora ueniamus. sed tamen id, quod dicturus sum, specie quidem minus est, sed tamen re minus non est. perorans quondam pro perioulo existimationis atque incolumitatis suae in Romano foro Seruius Galba, cum ob difficultatem negotii et inuidiam facti sui parum non modo in causa sed etiam in eloquentia spei poneret, arte usus est, ut iudicum animos, quos inflectere precum ambitione non poterat, rerum temptaret affectu.
要述說虔敬與仁愛的無數事例,那既冗長又不合次序。讓我們從大的轉到小的:然而我將要說的這事,雖在外表上顯得較小,實質上卻並不較小。塞爾維烏斯·加爾巴從前在羅馬廣場上為自己名譽與安危的危難辯護,當他因案情的艱難與自己行為所招的憎惡,不但對案情、甚至對自己的口才都寄望甚微時,便用了一計,好用事實所激起的情感去打動那些他無法憑祈求的懇切所能屈折的審判官之心。
It would be long, and out of order, to speak of the innumerable examples of piety and humanity. That we may come from the greater to the lesser: yet nevertheless the thing I am about to say, though in appearance it is less, is nevertheless in reality not less. Servius Galba, once pleading in the Roman forum for the peril of his reputation and safety, when on account of the difficulty of the business and the odium of his deed he placed little hope not only in his cause but even in his eloquence, used a device, that he might try by the emotion of the facts to move the minds of the judges whom he could not bend by the appeal of prayers.
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itaque consumptis iam admodum cunctis oratoriae artis ingeniique subsidiis, cum parum se promouisse intellexisset, paruolum, quem secum habebat, Galli, ut illis temporibus uidebatur, clarissimi et nuper mortui uiri filium, et paruas ante subsellia auditorum indoles suas in consessu iudicum conspectuque produxit: quos cum laturis sententiam disceptatoribus oratione flebili commendaret, fractae affectu omnium mentes et inclinatae sunt. quid plura? factum est. ut inflexis cunctorum sensibus daret misericordia humani-I tati quicquid ambitioni ueritas denegaret. o affectus humani quanti estis, quantum ualetis, qui etiam in iudicio ius habere potuistis!
於是,當演說術與天賦的一切資源如今幾乎耗盡,當他察覺自己收效甚微時,他便把隨身帶著的一個小男孩——高盧斯之子,高盧斯乃那時代所稱最為顯赫、且新近去世的人——並他自己的幾個幼小孩子,帶到審判官的會眾中、他們的眼前,領到聽眾席位之前;當他以含淚的話語把他們薦於那將宣判的仲裁者時,眾人的心都被情感所折服、所俯下。還有何話可說呢?事就成了,以致眾人的心一經折服,憐憫便將真理所要拒絕於他申訴的一切,都賜給了人情。噢人的親情啊,你們何等偉大、何等有力,你們竟能在公堂之上也掌權!
And so, when almost all the resources of oratorical art and native talent had now been spent, when he perceived that he had advanced but little, he brought forth into the assembly of the judges and into their sight a little boy whom he had with him—the son of Gallus, a man in those days accounted most illustrious and lately dead—and his own small children, before the benches of the hearers; and when he commended them with tearful speech to the arbiters about to pass sentence, the minds of all were broken by emotion and bowed down. What more? It was done, so that, with the feelings of all bent, mercy granted to humanity whatever truth would deny to his pleading. O human affections, how great you are, how much you avail, you who have been able to hold sway even in a court of law!
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discite, o parentes carissimi, uenia uestri dictum sit, discite uel hoc saltim exemplo frangi atque molliri. certe etiam illic misericordia ualuit, ubi locum esse misericordiae non licebat. laturi sententiam iudices, qui nihil se nisi ex ueritatis officio pronuntiaturos esse iurauerant, excludere tamen misericordiam nec post sacramenta potuerunt, in tantum humanitate moti, ut dum alieno negotio consulunt, suum paene obliuiscerentur. nihil uos durum nihil insolens deprecamur: uestris uos praestate pro uobis quod praestiterunt illi extraneis contra se. certe nec causa illic iustior nec persona carior nec audientia humanior nec orator gratior fuit. illic agebatur pro crimine, hic pro affectu;
至親的父母啊,求你們容我這麼說——至少學這榜樣,學習被折服、被感化。的確,連在那不容憐憫立足之處,憐憫也得了勝。那將宣判的審判官,曾起誓除了照真理的職責外不宣告任何事,卻連在起誓之後也無法把憐憫拒之門外,因他們如此被人情所打動,以致當他們為別人的事著想時,幾乎忘了自己的誓言。我們向你們所求的並無艱難、並無異常之事:把那些人為外人、甚至違背自己所顯的,你們也為你們自己人、為著自己顯出來吧。的確,在那件事上,案情並不更正當,人物並不更親愛,聽眾並不更仁慈,辯士並不更討喜。在那裡辯護是為罪案,在這裡是為親情;
Learn, O dearest parents—let it be said with your leave—learn by this example at least to be broken and softened. Surely mercy prevailed even there where mercy was not permitted to have a place. The judges about to pass sentence, who had sworn to pronounce nothing except from the duty of truth, could not shut out mercy even after their oaths, being so moved by human feeling that, while they took thought for another's affair, they almost forgot their own. We entreat of you nothing hard, nothing unwonted: show to your own, on your own behalf, what those men showed to strangers, against themselves. Surely there neither was the cause more just, nor the person dearer, nor the audience more humane, nor the orator more pleasing. There the pleading was for a crime, here for affection;
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illic pro extraneis, hic pro filiis; illic apud iuratos iudices, hic apud iniuratos parentes; illic per oratorem qui circumscribere nitebantur, hic per neptem, quae quo uos ipsa infantiae suae simplicitate plus moueat, adhuc rogare non nouit. quid, est quod causae desit? quod nouum inquirendum nobis est inauditumque suffragium ? num extraneorum apud uos precibus utendum est? semper in amore cautella est; nemo enim melius diligit quam qui maxime ueretur offendere. unde ego nunc ueniam peto, non quia. offendisse me nouerim, sed ut locum offensae penitus non relinquam, nec conscientia culpae, sed ratione et officio caritatis, ut maiorem apud te affectus gratiam obsecratio- .
那裡是為外人,這裡是為兒女;那裡是在起誓的審判官面前,這裡是在未起誓的父母面前;那裡是藉著一位竭力欺瞞他們的辯士,這裡是藉著一位孫女,她為要更以她嬰孩的純樸打動你們,竟還不曉得如何開口懇求。我們的案情還缺什麼呢?我們還須尋出什麼新奇未聞的助力?難道我們要在你們面前借用外人的祈求嗎?在愛中總有審慎;因為沒有人比最怕冒犯的人更懂得去愛。因此我如今懇求寬恕,並非因我知道自己已冒犯,而是要全然不留下任何冒犯的餘地——不是出於過犯的良心自責,而是憑愛德的理性與職分,好使懇求在你們面前為無辜者贏得更大的親情之恩,
there for strangers, here for children; there before sworn judges, here before unsworn parents; there through an orator who strove to overreach them, here through a granddaughter who, that she may move you the more by the very simplicity of her infancy, does not yet know how to ask. What is there that is wanting to our cause? What new and unheard-of support must we seek out? Must we make use of strangers' prayers before you? In love there is ever caution; for no one loves better than he who most fears to offend. Hence I now beg pardon, not because I know that I have offended, but that I may leave no place at all for offense—not from a consciousness of fault, but by the reasoning and duty of charity, that entreaty may merit a greater favor of affection before you,
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mereatur innoxii et amori proficiat supplicatio reatu carens,. habeasque plus in filii tui deprecatione quod diligas, si non habes quod remittas. quamquam temere fortasse nobis de innocentia blandiamur, quid tu de nobis sentias nescientes; tui enim nobis sensus magis quam nostrae opinionis ratio habenda est. superest ergo, ut si quid aliud et quicquid illud commissum a nobis est, tu, qui id offensa dignum putas, uenia quoque non indignum arbitreris. pulchre tibi ipse in tuorum reatu satis facies. nihil de ultione perdit filio ignoscens pater, quia felicius multo est et laudabilius suis aliquem etiam inmerito ignoscere quam in suos etiam merito uindicare. uale. EPISTOLA V.
並使一份無罪咎的懇求得益於愛。願你在你兒子的懇求中,若沒有可寬免的,就得著更多可愛的。然而,我們或許輕率地就自己的無辜自我安慰,卻不知你對我們作何感想;因為當顧念的是你的心意,而非我們自己意見的推理。因此所餘下的是:若我們犯了任何別的事——無論那是什麼——你既認為它值得動怒,也就當判定它並非不配得寬恕。你將在對自己人的責備中美好地使你自己得著滿足。父親赦免兒子,於報復上毫無所失,因為即便無故地寬恕自己人,也遠比即便有理地報復自己人更為有福、更為可稱讚。願你平安。書信第五封。
and that a supplication free of guilt may profit love. And may you have in the entreaty of your son more that you may love, if you have nothing to remit. And yet perhaps we flatter ourselves rashly about our innocence, not knowing what you feel about us; for account must be taken of your sentiment rather than of the reasoning of our own opinion. It remains, therefore, that if any other thing—and whatever that thing is—has been committed by us, you, who deem it worthy of offense, may also judge it not unworthy of pardon. You will beautifully satisfy your own self in the charge against your own. A father loses nothing of vengeance by forgiving his son, since it is far more fortunate and more praiseworthy to forgive one of one's own even undeservedly than to take vengeance on one's own even deservedly. Farewell. LETTER V.
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Catturae sorori Saluianus. Etsi docente Paulo apostolo quid conueniat nos orare nescimus, quo fit ut interdum quid uelle aut gaudere oporteat nesciamus, tamen ego pro communi humani generis affectu (quo omnes admodum homines pie magis quam sapienter eos, qui nobis curae sunt, cupimus quam diutissime esse nobiscum), gaudeo, quod post grauem diuturnumque morbum spem etiam praesentis uitae indepta es, quae futurae semper habuisti.
撒維安致其姊妹卡圖拉。雖然如使徒保羅所教導的,我們不曉得該為自己求什麼才合宜——由此有時我們竟不知該願望或喜樂於何事——然而我,出於人類共有的親情(憑此親情,凡是人,都是虔敬多於明智地,渴望那些為我們所珍愛的人盡可能長久與我們同在),仍為著你在一場沉重而漫長的疾病之後,竟得著連今生的盼望也一同得著而歡喜,你本是一直懷有來生盼望的人。
Salvian to his sister Cattura. Although, as Paul the Apostle teaches, we know not what it is fitting for us to pray for—whence it comes that at times we do not know what we ought to wish or rejoice at—yet I, out of the common affection of the human race (by which all men whatsoever, more piously than wisely, desire those who are dear to us to be with us as long as possible), rejoice that after a grave and long-lasting illness you have obtained the hope even of the present life, you who have always had the hope of the life to come.
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benedictus itaque dominus deus noster, qui semper spiritus tui custos nunc praecipue etiam carnis fuit et in te manens teque custodiens manum suam ex interioribus tuis usque ad exteriora porrexit, nec solum sancta sanctorum, sed etiam uestibula templi sui et circumsepta seruauit protectionemque suam latius fundens fecit salutem animae tuae usque ad sanitatem corporis peruenire. quamuis ego ne hanc quidem tibi quam pertulisti terrestris uasculi infirmitatem obfuisse existimem, cuius fortitudo, ut scis, menti semper inimica est: ut te iure nunc tanto fortiorem spiritu putem, quanto inbecillior carne esse coepisti.
因此,願我們的主神當受稱頌,祂素來作你靈的守護者,如今尤其連你肉身也作了守護者,並且住在你裡面、看守著你,把祂的手從你的內裡一直伸到外面,不但保守了至聖所,也保守了祂殿的門廊與周圍的圍牆,並且更廣地傾倒祂的保護,使你靈魂的救恩甚至延及你身體的健康。雖然我認為連你所忍受的這屬地瓦器的軟弱,也未曾害你,因為你所知,這瓦器的剛強素來與心思為敵;以致我如今正可認為:你在肉身上開始越發軟弱,你在靈裡就越發剛強。
Blessed therefore be the Lord our God, who, ever the guardian of your spirit, has now been especially the guardian even of your flesh, and, dwelling in you and guarding you, has stretched out his hand from your inner parts even to the outer, and has preserved not only the holy of holies but also the vestibule and enclosures of his temple, and, pouring out his protection more widely, has made the salvation of your soul reach even to the health of your body. Although I do not think that even this weakness of the earthen vessel which you have endured has harmed you, whose strength, as you know, is ever the enemy of the mind; so that I now rightly think you the stronger in spirit by as much as you have begun to be weaker in the flesh.
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caro enim, inquit apostolus, concupiscit aduersum spiritum, spiritus aduersus \' carnem: haec enim inuicem sibi aduersantur, ut non quae uultis, illa faciatis. ergo si repugnante corpore quae uolumus facere non possumus, infirmandum carne est, ut optata faciamus. et uerum est. inbecillitas enim carnis mentis uigorem exacuit, et adfectis artubus uires corporum in uirtutes transferuntur animorum, ut mihi genus quoddam sanitatis esse uideatur hominem interdum non esse sanum. nulla enim admodum tum spiritui cum corpore, id est, nulla diuinae indoli cum terreno hoste luctatio est.
因為使徒說:「肉體的情慾與聖靈相爭,聖靈與肉體相爭,這兩個是彼此相敵,使你們不能作所願意作的。」因此,我們若因身體的抗拒而不能作所願的,就須在肉身上被削弱,好叫我們能作所渴慕的。這是真的。因為肉身的軟弱磨利心思的活力,肢體既受折磨,身體的力量便轉化為心靈的美德;以致在我看來,人有時不健康,反倒是某種健康。因為那時聖靈與身體毫無爭戰——就是屬神的稟性與屬地的仇敵毫無角力。
For 'the flesh,' says the Apostle, 'lusts against the spirit, the spirit against the flesh: for these are contrary the one to the other, that you may not do the things that you would.' Therefore, if with the body resisting we cannot do the things we wish, we must be weakened in the flesh, that we may do the things we desire. And it is true. For the weakness of the flesh sharpens the vigor of the mind, and, with the limbs afflicted, the strengths of bodies are transferred into virtues of souls; so that it seems to me a certain kind of health that a man should at times not be in health. For then there is no struggle of the spirit with the body—that is, of the divine nature with the earthly enemy.
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non turpibus flammis medullae aestuant, non male sanam mentem latentia incentiua succendunt, non uagi sensus per uaria oblectamenta lasciuiunt, sed sola exultat anima, laeta corpore affecto quasi aduersario subiugato. gaude ergo, alumna Christi; semper quidem simplicis et quietae sed nunc magis defaecatae tuae mentis et liberae ostium aperi et adtrahe, ut legis, spiritum sanctum. numquam, ut puto, habitatore deo dignior extitisti, quanto inbecillior corpore, tanto purior sensu. uincentibus carnem tuam morbis mente uicisti, felix, si hanc semper corporis mortem in uitam spiritus conseruaris.
骨髓不再因可恥的火焰而燒灼,隱藏的挑動不再點燃失常的心思,游移的感官不再放縱於各樣的逸樂,惟獨靈魂歡躍,因身體受折磨、如同仇敵被制伏而喜樂。因此當歡喜,基督的養女啊;敞開你心思的門——它素來單純安靜,如今卻更加澄淨、更加自由——並如你所讀的,把聖靈吸引進來。我想,你從未如此顯為配得神作居所:你在身體上越軟弱,你在心思上就越純潔。藉著勝過你肉身的疾病,你以心思得了勝——你是有福的,倘若你能常將這身體的死保守以歸於靈的生命。
The marrow does not burn with shameful flames, hidden incitements do not kindle a mind unsound, the wandering senses do not run riot through various delights, but the soul alone exults, glad in a body afflicted as though an adversary subdued. Rejoice, therefore, foster-child of Christ; open the door of your mind—ever simple and quiet, but now the more purified and free—and draw in, as you read, the Holy Spirit. Never, I think, have you stood forth more worthy of God as an inhabitant: by as much as you are weaker in body, so much are you purer in mind. By the diseases overcoming your flesh you have conquered with your mind—happy, if you shall preserve this death of the body ever unto life of the spirit.
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extinctis in te forsitan cunctis humanarum temptationum incentiuis habere quodammodo naturam animae etiam in carne coepisti, ut mihi non solum magna dei dispensatione, sed etiam magno munere et ante aegrotasse et nunc conualuisse uidearis. aegrotasti enim hactenus ad uirtutem spiritus confirmandam, securam forsan sanitatem nunc adipiscens iam carne superata, ut posthac redditam corpori incolumitatem sine ulla animae infirmitate possideas, et ita caro ualere incipiat, ut iam temptatio non resurgat. uale. EPISTOLA VI. Limenio Saluianus in domino salutem.
如今人性試探的一切挑動或許都在你裡面被熄滅,你就在某種意義上開始在肉身中也有了靈魂的本性;以致在我看來,你先前患病、如今康復,不但出於神大大的安排,甚至是出於一大恩賜。因為你先前患病是為要堅固靈的美德,如今或許得著穩妥的健康,肉身既已被勝過,好叫你此後能持有身體所恢復的康健,卻毫無靈魂的軟弱,這樣肉身開始健壯,卻使試探不再重新興起。願你平安。書信第六封。撒維安致利梅尼烏斯,在主裡問安。
With all the incitements of human temptations perhaps now extinguished in you, you have in a manner begun to have the nature of a soul even in the flesh; so that to me you seem to have both fallen sick before and now recovered, not only by a great dispensation of God, but even by a great gift. For you were sick thus far to confirm the virtue of the spirit, now perhaps obtaining secure health, the flesh being already overcome, so that hereafter you may possess the soundness restored to your body without any weakness of the soul, and so the flesh may begin to be well in such a way that temptation may no longer rise up again. Farewell. LETTER VI. Salvian to Limenius, greeting in the Lord.
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Etsi scio honestas mentes probi affectus non obliuisci ideo quia boni in bonis studiis quasi naturam quodammodo suam diligunt, tamen quia, quantum in nobis est, augere nos amorem bonorum amicorum officio nostro conuenit, admonendum te caritatis olim a me coeptae, nuper a te auctae existimaui, ut. legens epistolas meas, dum in me studium tui amoris uideres, in te mei accenderes. dabit autem, non ambigo, deus noster, ut affectum Christianorum in te recipiens Christi ipse affectus fias. uale in domino. EPISTOLA VII. Apro et Vero Saluianus.
雖然我知道正直的心思不會忘記純正的情誼——因為良善之人在良善的追求中,彷彿愛著自己的本性——然而,因為盡我們所能,我們理當以自己的服事去增進良善朋友的愛,我便認為當提醒你那早已由我開始、近日又由你增進的愛德;好叫你讀我的書信時,既在我身上看見我對你之愛的熱忱,也能在自己裡面點燃對我的愛。我毫不懷疑,我們的神必使你,既在自己裡面接受了眾基督徒的情誼,你自己也成為基督的情誼本身。在主裡願你平安。書信第七封。撒維安致阿佩爾與維魯斯。
Although I know that honorable minds do not forget upright affections—because good men in good pursuits love, as it were, their own nature—yet because, as far as in us lies, it befits us to increase the love of good friends by our own service, I judged that you should be reminded of the charity long ago begun by me, and lately increased by you; so that, reading my letters, while you see in me the zeal of love for you, you might kindle in yourself the love for me. And our God, I do not doubt, will grant that, receiving into yourself the affection of Christians, you may yourself become the very affection of Christ. Farewell in the Lord. LETTER VII. Salvian to Aper and Verus.
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Officii sit an inpudentiae quod prius ad uos scripsi, quam a uobis ius scribendi acciperem, malo uestri esse iudicii quam adsertionis meae, quia res dubia ac latens melius semper bonis interpretatoribus quam malis defensoribus creditur. sed licet haec uere se ita habeant et a me ita esse ducantur, tamen si, quid in ueri opinione secundum intellegentiam meam sit, audiendum a me putatis, ego sic arbitror, si quando de officio deferendo paruis, ut ego sum, apud superiores, ut uos estis, sancta contentio est, melius eos facere, si praeoccupent scripto patronos suos, quam si ab his praeoccupentur.
我在尚未從你們得著寫信之權以先便寫信給你們,這究竟屬盡職還是屬冒昧,我寧願交由你們判斷,而非憑我自己的斷言,因為疑而未明之事,交給善意的詮釋者總勝過交給惡意的辯護者。但這些事縱然確實如此、也被我如此看待,然而你們若認為凡照我的理解、在真理見解中所有的,都當從我聽取,我便如此判斷:每當在像我這樣的卑微者與像你們這樣的尊長之間,有一場關於誰先盡職的聖潔爭競時,他們若以書信搶先於自己的恩主,便勝過被恩主搶先。
Whether it be a matter of duty or of impudence that I wrote to you before I received from you the right of writing, I prefer to be of your judgment rather than of my own assertion, because a doubtful and hidden matter is always better entrusted to good interpreters than to bad defenders. But although these things be truly so, and be so reckoned by me, yet if you think that whatever, according to my understanding, may be in the opinion of the truth ought to be heard from me, I judge thus: whenever there is a holy contention about the deferring of duty between little ones, such as I am, and superiors, such as you are, that they do better if they anticipate their patrons by writing than if they be anticipated by them.
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nam cum ipsa scribendi rescribendique adsiduitas dandis uel maxime et reddendis obsequiis deferatur, multo necesse est humilius sit et obsequentius dare quempiam operam, ut officium prius deferat, quam expectare ut prius capiat, quia iuxta id, quod supra diximus, delatio officii fugere honorem, dissimulatio affectare uideatur. congrue ergo et multis modis rationabiliter actum est, ut ego ad uos prius scriberem. primum, quia turpiter ad honorem ambisse uiderer inferior: deinde, quod uos ab omni huiuscemodi opinionis nota ita morum uestrorum dignitas uindicat, ut paene quicquid a uobis fit, nihil non recte factum esse credatur:
因為書信往還的殷勤本身,尤其是在授予與回報敬意的事上表現出來,那麼一個人先盡職分,比起指望自己先受敬,就必須更為謙卑、更為順服;因為照我們上面所說的,先盡職分的看似躲避尊榮,掩飾不盡職的則看似追逐尊榮。因此,我先寫信給你們,這是合宜的,並且在許多方面都是合理的。首先,因為我作為卑微者,若後寫便顯得卑鄙地追逐尊榮;其次,因為你們品格的尊貴,如此為你們洗清一切這類看法的嫌疑,以致幾乎凡你們所行的,無不被人相信是行得正的:
For since the very assiduity of writing and writing back is rendered above all in giving and repaying acts of deference, it must needs be much more humble and more compliant that someone should give his effort to defer the office first, than to expect to receive it first; because, according to what we said above, the offering of the office seems to flee honor, the dissimulation to court it. Fittingly, therefore, and in many ways reasonably, was it done that I should write to you first. First, because as an inferior I should seem to have basely courted honor; next, because the dignity of your character so vindicates you from every mark of such an opinion that scarcely anything done by you is believed not to have been rightly done:
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postremo, quod, etiamsi hoc consilio uos ad me non scripsissetis, ut ego peccator et inbecillus prius deferrem officia quam sumerem, pio magis id uos consilio fecisse existimandum erat quam adroganti. cum enim totius ferme humilitatis et prope omnium officiorum palmam indepti sitis, non tam credi poterat uos amico uoluisse honorem negare quam onus noluisse inponere. quamuis emm honestum et religiosum studium sit praeoccupare humilitate et uincere, tamen quando inter tales, ut nos sumus, id est inter summos atque infimum, huiuscemodi negotium est, abundantioris cari*tatis rem maior facit, si minori cedat officio.
最後,因為即使你們寫信給我並非出於這樣的用意——就是要我這罪人、軟弱人先盡職分而後才受敬——也當判定你們如此行乃是出於虔敬的用意,而非傲慢的用意。因為既然你們已幾乎得著一切謙卑、幾乎一切職分的優勝獎賞,那麼與其說你們是想拒絕給朋友尊榮,不如說你們是不願加給他重擔。因為以謙卑搶先並勝過對方,雖是可敬又虔敬的熱忱,然而當在像我們這樣的人之間——就是在至尊與至卑之間——有這類事發生時,尊者若讓步於卑者的職分,反使這事成為更豐盛之愛的表現。
finally, because, even if you had not written to me with this counsel—that I, a sinner and weak, should first render offices before I received them—it would have to be judged that you did this rather from a pious counsel than from an arrogant one. For since you have obtained the palm of almost all humility and of nearly all the offices, it could not so much be believed that you wished to deny honor to a friend as that you were unwilling to impose a burden. For although it is an honorable and religious zeal to anticipate in humility and to overcome, yet when among such as we are—that is, between the highest and the lowest—a business of this kind is at hand, the greater makes it a matter of more abundant charity, if it yields to the office of the lesser.
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haec, mi domini uenerabiles, iuxta opiniunculam meam non tam praesumptione scientiae quam honore reuerentiae uestrae scribenda. ad uos putaui. si aliud uos sentire ostenderifcis, ego manum ad os meum ponam et iuxta exemplum sancti Iob, qui post diuinam uocem in comparatione loquentis dei paruum se et inbecillum esse cognouit, terram me, ut sum, squalidam et insincerum cinerem iudicabo dicamque: illud semel locutus sum\' non adiciam. nec inmerito: incidere enim in falsae opinionis errorem, priusquam uera cognoscas, inperiti animi est et sim- plicis, perseuerare uero in eo, postquam agnoueris, contumacis. ualete.\' EPISTOLA VIII. Domino et dulci suo Eucherio episcopo Saluianus.
我可敬的主啊,這些話按我微末的見解,我認為當寫給你們,與其說是出於自恃有學問,不如說是出於對你們可敬之德的尊崇。你們若表明另有看法,我便要用手掩口,並照聖約伯的榜樣——他在聽了神的聲音之後,與那說話的神相比,承認自己渺小而軟弱——我要按自己的本相判定自己是污穢的塵土、不潔的灰燼,並要說:「我說了一次,就不再說了。」這並非無理:因為在你認識真理以先陷入錯謬意見的迷誤,乃屬無知而單純之人;但在你已認清之後仍執迷於其中,卻屬頑梗之人。願你平安。書信第八封。撒維安致他的主、他甜美的主教尤克里烏斯。
These things, my venerable lords, according to my poor opinion I have thought should be written to you, not so much from a presumption of knowledge as from an honoring of your reverence. If you show that you feel otherwise, I will put my hand to my mouth and, after the example of holy Job—who, after the divine voice, in comparison with the God who spoke, acknowledged himself little and weak—I will judge myself, as I am, squalid earth and insincere ash, and will say: 'I have spoken once; I will add no more.' And not undeservedly: for to fall into the error of a false opinion before you know the truth belongs to an untrained and simple mind, but to persevere in it after you have recognized it belongs to the obstinate. Farewell. LETTER VIII. Salvian to his lord and sweet Eucherius, the bishop.
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Legi libros, quos transmisisti, stilo breues doctrina uberes, lectione expeditos instructione perfectos, menti tuae et pietati pares. nec miror, quod tam utile ac pulchrum opus ad institutionem potissimum sanctorum ac beatorum pignorum condi-. disti. cum enim eximium in eis templum deo aedificaueris, doctrina nouae eruditionis quasi summum aedificii tui culmen ornasti, et ut indoles sanctae aeque doctrina ac uita inlustrarentur, quos morali institutione formaueras spiritali instructione decorasti. superest ut dominus deus noster, cuius dono admirandissimi iuuenes tales sunt, pares eos faciat libris tuis, id est, ut quicquid illi continent in mysterio, hoc uterque illorum habeat in sensu.
你所寄來的書,我已讀過——文體簡練,教義豐富,讀來流暢,訓誨完備,與你的心思及你的虔敬相稱。你竟主要為著教導你聖潔蒙福的兒女而寫成如此有益而佳美的作品,我也不以為奇。因為你既在他們身上為神建了一座卓越的殿,你便以新學問的教義裝飾它,如同你建築的至高之頂;並且,為使那在教義與生活上同樣聖潔的稟性得以顯明,你把那些你已用道德訓誨所塑造的人,又以屬靈的教導加以妝點。所餘下的是:願我們的主神——那些最可欽佩的青年正是出於祂的恩賜——使他們與你的書相稱,就是使那些書在奧秘中所含的一切,他們二人都能在悟性中持有。
I have read the books which you sent—brief in style, rich in doctrine, easy in the reading, perfect in instruction, equal to your mind and to your piety. Nor do I wonder that you composed so useful and beautiful a work chiefly for the instruction of your holy and blessed children. For since you have built for God in them an outstanding temple, you have adorned it with the doctrine of new learning as though with the topmost summit of your edifice; and, that dispositions holy alike in doctrine and in life might be made illustrious, those whom you had formed by moral instruction you have decked out with spiritual teaching. It remains that the Lord our God, by whose gift such most admirable young men are, may make them equal to your books—that is, that whatever those books contain in mystery, each of them may have in understanding.
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et quia iam dispensatione diuina atque iudicio etiam magistri ecclesiarum esse coeperunt, donet hoc benignissimi dei pietas, ut doctrina illorum fructus sit ecclesiarum et tuus profectuque excellentissimo tam illum ornent, a quo sunt geniti, quam eos quos ipsi sua institutione generauerint. mihique hoc, etsi non inter omnia, certe uel post omnia misericors deus tribuat, ut qui fuerunt discipuli quondam mei, sint nunc cotidie oratores mei. uale, mi domine et dulcis meus. EPISTOLA VIIII. Domino ac beatissimo discipulo, patri, filio, per institutionem discipulo, per amorem filio, per honorem patri, Salonio episcopo Saluianus.
又因如今按神的安排與判斷,他們甚至已開始作眾教會的師傅,願至仁慈之神的恩慈賜下這事:使他們的教義成為眾教會的果子,也成為你的果子,並使他們以最卓越的長進,既榮耀那生養他們的人,也榮耀那些他們憑自己的教導所要生養的人。至於我,願憐憫的神也賜下這事——即或不在萬事之中,至少在萬事之後——使那些從前作我門徒的人,如今天天作我的代求者。願你平安,我的主、我甜美的人。書信第九封。撒維安致他的主、至蒙福的門徒、父、子——按教導是門徒,按愛是兒子,按尊榮是父——致主教撒羅尼烏斯。
And because now by divine dispensation and judgment they have even begun to be masters of the churches, may the goodness of the most benign God grant this: that their doctrine may be the fruit of the churches and yours, and that by their most excellent progress they may adorn both him from whom they were begotten and those whom they themselves shall have begotten by their own instruction. And to me may the merciful God grant this—if not among all things, at least after all things—that those who were once my disciples may now daily be my intercessors. Farewell, my lord and my sweet one. LETTER IX. Salvian to his lord and most blessed disciple, father, son—by instruction a disciple, by love a son, by honor a father—to Salonius the bishop.
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Quaeris a me, o mi Saloni, ca.ritas mea, cur libellis nuper a quodam huius temporis homine ad ecclesiam factis Timothei nomen inscriptum sit. addis praeterea, quod nisi rationem uocabuli euidenter expressero, dum nominantur Timothei, inter apocryfa sint fortasse reputandi. ago gratias atque habeo, quod de me ita iudicas, ut pertinere hoc existimes ad fidei meae curam, ne quid ecclesiastici operis uacillare permittam, scilicet ut res summae salubritatis non sit minoris pretii per opinionis incertum.
我的撒羅尼烏斯,我所愛的,你問我:為何近日由當今某人為教會所寫成的那些小書上,題寫了提摩太的名字。你還補充說:除非我清楚陳明這名字的緣由,否則當它們被題為「提摩太的」時,或許就要被算在次經之列。我向你道謝,並看為寶貴,就是你這樣看待我,認為此事關乎我信德的顧念——就是我不容教會的任何著作動搖——即:一件關乎至高益處的事,不該因意見的不確定而減損其價值。
You ask of me, O my Salonius, my beloved, why upon the little books lately made for the Church by a certain man of this time the name of Timothy was inscribed. You add moreover that, unless I clearly set forth the reason of the name, while they are entitled 'of Timothy,' they should perhaps be reckoned among the apocrypha. I give thanks and hold it dear that you so judge of me as to think this pertains to the care of my faith—that I should not permit any work of the Church to totter—namely, that a matter of the highest wholesomeness should not be of less worth through the uncertainty of opinion.
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sufficere itaque ad excludendam penitus apocryfi stili suspicionem etiam hoc solum poterat, quod superius indicaui libros neotericae disputationis esse et a praesentis temporis homine diuinarum rerum studio atque amore conscriptos; carent enim apocryfa suspicione, qui agnoscuntur Timothei apostoli non fuisse. sed requirit forsitan aliquis quis ille auctor sit, si apostolus non est, et utrum suum libellis ipsis an alienum nomen inscripserit. uerum est: potest hoc quidem quaeri et recte quaeritur, si inquisitio ualet ad fructum aliquem peruenire. ceterum, si infructuosa est, quid necesse est ut laboret curiositas, cum profectum curiositatis non sit habitura cognitio?
要徹底排除這些著作出自偽託之筆的疑慮,單憑我上文所指出的一點便已足夠:即這些書屬於晚近的論辯,是由當代一位出於對神聖事物的熱忱與愛慕之人所寫成;因為凡被公認並非使徒提摩太所作的著作,本就不帶有偽經之嫌。但也許有人會問:若作者並非使徒,他究竟是誰?他在這些小書上題寫的,究竟是自己的名字,還是他人的名字?這固然是真的:此事確實可以追問,也理當追問——只要這番探究能結出某種果實。然而,若探究終歸無益,好奇心又何必勞苦,既然由此所得的知識並不能帶來好奇心所圖的任何裨益呢?
To exclude entirely any suspicion of an apocryphal pen, this alone might have sufficed: what I indicated above, namely that the books belong to recent debate and were written by a man of the present time out of zeal and love for divine matters; for those works are free of the suspicion of being apocryphal which are acknowledged not to have belonged to the Apostle Timothy. But perhaps someone asks who that author is, if he is not an apostle, and whether he inscribed his own name upon the little books themselves or another's. It is true: this indeed can be asked, and rightly asked, if the inquiry is able to arrive at some profit. But if it is fruitless, what need is there for curiosity to labor, when the knowledge gained will possess no advantage of curiosity?
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in omni enim uolumine profectus magis quaeritur lectionis quam nomen auctoris. et ideo, si profectus est in lectione et habet quisquis ille est quod potest instruere lecturos, quid ei cum uocabulo, quod iuuare non potest curiosos? ita ut dignissime huic inquisitori angelicum illud respondeatur: patriam quaeris an mercennarium? cum enim nullus sit profectus in nomine, qui profectum in scriptis inuenit superflue nomen scriptoris inquirit. causae ergo, ut dixi, ista sufficiunt. sed quia tibi, o mi Saloni, decus nostrum atque subsidium, negare nihil possumus, euidentiora dicemus. tria sunt quae in libellis istis, de quibus loquimur, quaeri possunt:
因為在每一部書卷中,人所尋求的乃是閱讀所得的裨益,而非作者的名字。所以,倘若閱讀確有裨益,且無論作者是誰,他都有能教誨讀者的內容,那麼那個既無法幫助好奇之人的名字,又與人何干呢?因此,對這位查問者,最恰當的回答莫過於那句天使般的話:「你尋求的是本鄉人,還是雇工呢?」既然名字本身並無裨益,凡在著作中尋得裨益的人,再去追問作者的名字便是多此一舉了。所以,如我所言,上述理由已然足夠。但因為對你——我的撒羅尼烏斯,我們的光榮與倚靠——我們無可推拒,故要更加清楚地說明。關於我們所談的這些小書,可以追問的共有三件事:
For in every book what is sought is rather the profit of the reading than the name of the author. And therefore, if there is profit in the reading, and whoever he may be possesses that which can instruct his readers, what has one to do with a name that cannot help the curious? So that most fittingly that angelic reply may be given to this inquirer: 'Do you seek a native or a hireling?' For since there is no profit in a name, whoever finds profit in the writings inquires needlessly after the writer's name. These reasons, then, as I have said, are sufficient. But because to you, O my Salonius, our ornament and support, we can deny nothing, we shall speak yet more plainly. There are three things which can be asked concerning these little books of which we speak:
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cur is qui scripsit ad ecclesiam scripserit et utrum alieno nomine an suo: si non suo, cur alieno, et si alieno, cur Timothei potissimum nomen quod scriberetur elegerit. igitur ut libelli ad ecclesiam scriberentur, haec causa est. scriptor ille, ut etiam scripta ipsa testantur, habet hunc in se cultum atque affectum dei, ut deo nihil praeponendum putet, secundum illud scilicet domini nostri dictum, quod ait: qui amat filium aut filiam plus quam me, non est me dignus. quamuis dictum hoc tepidissimi ac neglegentissimi quique homines solo tantum persecutionis tempore putent esse seruandum.
其一,這位作者為何要寫給教會,且究竟是以他人之名還是以自己之名而寫;若非以自己之名,為何用他人之名;若用他人之名,又為何偏偏揀選「提摩太」這名字題寫其上。至於這些小書為何寫給教會,理由如下。這位作者,正如其著作本身所見證的,內心懷有對神如此的敬畏與愛慕,以致他認為沒有什麼可置於神之上,正照我們主所說的那句話:「愛兒子或女兒過於愛我的,不配作我的門徒。」儘管那些最冷淡、最疏懶的人,都以為這句話只在逼迫之時才須遵守。
why he who wrote should have written to the Church, and whether under another's name or his own; if not his own, why another's; and if another's, why he chose especially the name of Timothy to be inscribed. Now, that the little books should be written to the Church, this is the reason. That writer, as the writings themselves also testify, has within himself such reverence and affection for God that he thinks nothing ought to be preferred to God, according to that saying of our Lord who declares: 'He who loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.' Although the most lukewarm and most negligent of men suppose this saying is to be observed only in time of persecution.
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quasi uero ullum omnino tempus sit, quo praeferri aliquid deo debeat, aut qui persecutionis tempore pretiosiorem omnibus rebus Christum habere debet reliquo omni tempore habere debeat uiliorem. quod si ita est, amerem dei persecutioni debebimus non fidei, et tunc tantum pii erimus, quando nos impii persequentur, cum utique aut maiorem aut certe non minorem tranquillis quam asperis rebus affectum domino debeamus.
彷彿真有某個時候,人理當把某物置於神之上;又彷彿那在逼迫之時理當視基督為萬物中最寶貴者的人,在其餘一切時候反倒該把祂看得更輕賤。但倘若如此,那我們豈不是把對神的愛歸於逼迫、而非歸於信德了嗎?如此,我們豈不是只在不敬虔者逼迫我們時才算敬虔?然而,無論在平安順境還是艱難逆境,我們理當獻給主的愛慕,即或不更多,至少也不該更少啊。
As though there were any time at all in which something ought to be preferred to God, or as though he who in time of persecution ought to hold Christ more precious than all things ought at every other time to hold Him cheaper. But if this be so, then we shall owe the love of God to persecution and not to faith, and we shall be devout only when the ungodly persecute us — whereas surely we ought to render to the Lord either a greater affection, or at least no lesser, in tranquil circumstances than in harsh ones.
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quia et hoc ipso a nobis plus debet diligi, quia nos a malis non patitur adfligi, indulgentia scilicet piissimi et mollissimi patris nobiscum agens, qui magis uult nos in pace et quiete fidem nostram religionis operibus ostendere quam in persecutione poenis nostrorum corporum conprobare. et ideo si tunc ei nil praeferendum est, quando nobiscum aspere agitur, ne tunc quidem praeferri debet, quando per indulgentiam plus meretur. sed haec alii tempori magis congruunt: nunc quod coepimus exequamur. uidens igitur scriptor ille, quem diximus, graues atque multiplices Christianorum paene omnium morbos atque a cunctis in ecclesia positis non solum non postponi omnia deo, sed prope cuncta praeponi —:
正因如此,祂更當為我們所愛,因為祂不容我們被諸惡所苦,乃以至慈至柔之父的寬容待我們——祂寧願我們在平安寧靜中藉信仰的善工顯明我們的信德,而非在逼迫中藉肉身的苦楚來證明它。所以,若在祂嚴厲待我們之時尚且不可有任何物置於祂之上,那麼當祂藉寬容而更配得敬愛之時,就更不該有任何物被置於祂之上了。但這些話題更宜留待別的場合:如今且讓我們接續所開始的。我們所提到的那位作者,眼見幾乎所有基督徒都患有嚴重而繁多的疾病,又眼見教會中幾乎所有的人,不但沒有把萬事置於神之後,反倒幾乎把一切都置於神之前——
Because for this very reason He ought to be loved by us the more, in that He does not suffer us to be afflicted by evils, dealing with us in the indulgence of a most loving and most tender Father, who would rather that we display our faith in peace and quiet by the works of religion than prove it in persecution by the sufferings of our bodies. And therefore, if nothing is to be preferred to Him even then, when He deals harshly with us, still less ought anything to be preferred to Him when by His indulgence He deserves the more. But these matters are better suited to another occasion: now let us pursue what we have begun. That writer, then, whom we mentioned, seeing the grave and manifold diseases of well-nigh all Christians, and seeing that by nearly all who are set within the Church not only were all things not put after God, but almost everything was put before Him —
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nam et ebriosi in ebrietatibus deum spernere uidentur et cupidi in cupiditate et impudici in libidine et cruenti in crudelitate, et in his omnibus paene omnes, atque hoc eo grauius, quod non solum haec per scelus atrocissimum diu admittuntur, sed ne postea quidem per paenitentiam corriguntur, maxime cum etiam in his, qui paenitentes esse dicuntur, nomen sit magis paenitentia ipsa quam fructus, quia parum sunt rerum uocabula ipsas res non habentia et nihil uirtutum uerba sine uiribus.
因為醉酒者在其醉態中似乎輕視神,貪婪者在其貪慾中,無恥者在其情慾中,嗜血者在其殘暴中——而在這一切惡行裡,幾乎人人都有份;且情形更加嚴重,因為這些事不但藉最兇殘的罪惡長久地被犯下,日後甚至也不藉悔改而得以改正——尤其是,即便在那些自稱悔改者當中,悔改也不過徒具其名而無其實,因為徒有其名而無其實的稱謂價值甚微,而德行的言語若無德行的能力便一無是處。
For the drunkards in their drunkenness seem to despise God, and the covetous in their greed, and the shameless in their lust, and the bloodthirsty in their cruelty — and in all these vices well-nigh everyone is involved; and this the more grievously, in that these things are not only committed through most atrocious wickedness over a long time, but are not even afterward corrected through penance — especially since even among those who are said to be penitents, penance is a name rather than a fruit, because words for things that do not possess the things themselves are worth little, and the language of virtues without their power is nothing.
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plurimi namque ac paene cuncti et rerum abnndantes et conscii criminum ac flagitiorum suorum non modo ea quae admiserunt exomologesi ac satisfactione, sed ne hoc quidem, quod facillimum est, donis saltim ac misericordiis redimere dignantur, atque non solum id in prosperis neglegunt, sed, quod multum inreligiosius, in aduersis, non solum incolumes, sed etiam deficientes. tanta incredulitas est hominum et tam grauis infidelium languor animarum, ut cum multi maximas opes heredibus, interdum etiam extraneis derelinquant, hoc solum se putent perdere, quod pro spe sua dederint ac salute.
因為極多的人,實在幾乎所有的人——甚至那些財富豐盈、自知己罪與醜行的人——都不肯贖回自己所犯的過犯:不但不藉認罪與補贖,甚至連那最容易的方法、至少藉施捨與憐憫的善工,也不屑一為;他們不但在順境中忽略此事,而且——更為不虔的是——連在逆境中,不但在安然無恙時,甚至在垂死之際,也是如此。人的不信如此之深,不信之人靈魂的病症如此之重,以致他們雖把極大的財富留給後嗣,有時甚至留給外人,卻唯獨把為自己盼望與救恩所捐出的視為損失。
For very many, indeed almost all — even those abounding in wealth and conscious of their own crimes and disgraceful deeds — deign to redeem what they have committed not only not by confession and satisfaction, but not even by that which is easiest, at least by gifts and works of mercy; and not only do they neglect this in prosperity, but — what is far more irreligious — even in adversity, not only when unharmed but even when at the point of death. So great is the unbelief of men and so grievous the sickness of the souls of the faithless, that whereas many leave the greatest riches to their heirs, and sometimes even to strangers, they think this alone to be lost which they have given for their own hope and salvation.
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et quidem istud licet in omnibus fere graue sit, praecipue in his tamen, quos in consimili crimine infidelitatis etiam professio sanctitatis accusat. sed idem morbus hic non saecularium tantum est, sed eorum etiam, qui sibi nomen religionis usurpant.
實在說來,這雖在幾乎所有人身上都屬嚴重,但尤以那些人為甚——在同樣的不信之罪上,連他們所自稱的聖潔也要控告他們。然而這同一種病症,不僅屬於世俗之人,甚至也屬於那些僭取「敬虔」之名的人。
And indeed, though this is grave in almost all, yet it is especially so in those whom, in the like crime of faithlessness, even their profession of holiness accuses. But this same disease belongs not only to worldly men, but even to those who arrogate to themselves the name of religion.
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— et ideo uidens ille qui scripsit commune esse hoc malum prope uniuersorum labemque hanc non ad mundiales tantum homines, sed etiam ad paenitentes atque conuersos, ad uiduas quoque iam continentiam professas atque ad puellas in sacris altaribus consecratas, quodque, ut ita dixerim, prope inter monstra reputandum est, ad leuites etiam ac presbyteros, et quod his feralius multo est, etiam ad episcopos peruenisse, ex quibus multi, quos supra dixi, sine affectibus sine pignore, non familias non filios habentes, opes et substantias suas non pauperibus non ecclesiis, non sibi ipsis non denique, quod his omnibus maius est ac praestantius, deo, sed saecularibus uel maxime et diuitibus et extraneis deputarent, factus est in corde ipsius, sicut scriptum est, zelus domini quasi ignis ardens.
——因此那位作者眼見這惡幾乎為眾人所共有,眼見這瘟疫不僅蔓延到世俗之人,甚至波及悔改者與歸信者,也波及那些已宣誓守貞的寡婦,並在聖壇前被祝聖的童貞女,且——可謂幾乎當列為怪異之事的——甚至波及執事與長老,而更可怕得多的是,竟連主教也不能倖免;其中許多人(如我上文所述)既無天倫之情、又無骨肉子嗣,既無家眷、又無兒女,卻把自己的財富與家業,不歸給窮人、不歸給眾教會,不歸給自己,末了更不歸給神——這是比上述一切更大更美的——反倒尤其歸給世俗之人、富有之人與外人:於是正如經上所記,主的憤恨如同烈火,在他心中燃起。
— and therefore that writer, seeing that this evil was common to well-nigh all, and that this plague reached not only worldly men but even penitents and converts, and even to widows who had already professed continence, and to maidens consecrated at the sacred altars, and — what is, so to speak, well-nigh to be reckoned among monstrous things — even to deacons and presbyters, and, what is far more deadly than these, even to bishops; from among whom many, as I said above, without natural affections, without offspring, having neither households nor children, would assign their wealth and substance not to the poor, not to the churches, not to themselves, nor finally — what is greater and more excellent than all these — to God, but especially to worldly men and to the rich and to strangers: there was kindled in his heart, as it is written, a zeal of the Lord like a burning fire.
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et quia, aestuantibus sacro affectu medullis suis, aliud in tali aestu facere non potuit, in uocem doloris erupit. uox autem ipsa cui inpenderetur nullus magis idoneus uisus est quam ecclesia, cuius utique pars ipsi erant, qui ista faciebant. superflue enim uni aut paucis scribitur, ubi est causa cunctorum. haec ergo ratio et persuasit et conpulit, ut libelli de quibus loquimur ad ecclesiam mitterentur. nunc illud dicimus quod secundum est, scilicet cur in titulo libellorum non sit nomen auctoris. cuius rei licet una sit causa maxima, multae tamen, ut reor, esse potuerunt.
由於他的骨髓因聖潔之愛而燃燒,在如此的熱切中他別無他法,遂迸發出悲痛之聲。而對於這聲音,再沒有比教會更合適的傾訴對象了,因為那些行這些事的人本就是教會的一部分。畢竟,當所關切的乃是眾人之事時,只寫給一人或少數人便是徒然。因此,正是這番道理既說服又催逼他,將我們所談的這些小書寄給教會。如今讓我們論及第二點,即:為何這些小書的標題上沒有作者的名字。此事雖有一個最主要的緣由,但如我所想,其實可能還有許多緣由。
And because, with his very marrow burning with holy affection, he could do nothing else in such a fervor, he broke forth into a voice of grief. And no one seemed more fitting a recipient for that voice itself than the Church, of which those very persons who did these things were a part. For it is superfluous to write to one man or a few, where the matter concerns all. This reasoning, then, both persuaded and compelled him, that the little books of which we speak should be sent to the Church. Now let us treat the second point, namely, why the author's name is not in the title of the little books. Although there is one chief reason for this, yet there could have been, as I think, many.
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ac prima illa ueniens a mandato dei, quo praecipimur uitare omnibus modis terrestris gloriae uanitatem, ne dum humanae laudis inanem aurulam quaerimus, praemium caeleste perdamus. ex quo etiam illud est, quod et orari deus et donari occulte iubens uult nos fructum boni operis commendare secreto, quia nulla sit maior fidei deuotio, quam quae conscientiam uitat hominum deo teste contenta. nesciat enim, inquit saluator noster, manus tua sinistra quid faciat dextera tua, et pater tuus qui uidet in absconso reddet tibi. et ideo scriptori illi ad subtrahendum ex titulo nomen suum:
其中第一個緣由源於神的誡命——我們藉此被命令要千方百計地避開屬地榮耀的虛空,免得我們在追求人間讚譽那空洞的微風之時,失落了屬天的賞賜。由此也生出另一條誡命:神既吩咐我們暗中禱告、暗中施予,便願我們把善工的果實託付於隱密之處,因為信德最大的虔敬,莫過於那避開人之目睹、唯以神為見證便心滿意足的虔敬。我們的救主說:「你左手所做的,不要叫右手知道;你父在暗中察看,必然報答你。」因此,對那位作者而言,把自己的名字從標題中隱去:
And the first comes from the commandment of God, by which we are enjoined to avoid in every way the vanity of earthly glory, lest, while we seek the empty breeze of human praise, we lose the heavenly reward. From which also comes that other commandment: that God, bidding us both pray and give in secret, wills us to commend the fruit of our good work to secrecy, because there is no greater devotion of faith than that which shuns the awareness of men, content with God as witness. 'Let not your left hand,' says our Savior, 'know what your right hand does, and your Father who sees in secret will reward you.' And therefore, for that writer, to withdraw his own name from the title:
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atque celandum sufficere haec tantummodo causa potuit, ut quod in honorem domini sui fecerat diuinae tantum conscientiae reseruaret, et res commendabilior deo fieret, quae famam publicam deuitasset. sed tamen, quod confitendum est, praecipuum illud fuit, quia scriptor ille, ut legimus, humilis est in oculis suis et uilis sibi, exiguum se penitus atque ultimum putans, et hoc, quod maius est, mera fide, non officio humilitatis adsumptae sed iudicii simplicis ueritate. unde est, quod iure se etiam ab aliis talem habendum putans, qualis a semet ipso haberetur, recte libellis suis alienum nomen inseruit, scilicet ne auctoritatem salubribus scriptis personae suae paruitas derogaret;
並將其隱藏——單憑這一緣由便足以成立,即:他所做的、為榮耀他主而做的事,願單單保留於神的鑒察之中,好叫這行為因避開了眾人的稱譽,而在神面前更顯可嘉。然而——這是必須承認的——那主要的緣由乃是:正如我們所讀到的,這位作者在自己眼中甚是謙卑,自視卑微,認為自己極其渺小、居於眾人之末;而——更難得的是——這出於純全的信德,並非出自刻意擺出的謙遜姿態,而是出自真誠判斷的真實。由此可知,他既正確地認為自己在別人眼中理當被看作如同他自視的那樣,便妥當地在自己的小書上題寫了他人之名,其緣故乃是:免得他本人的卑微削弱了這些有益著作的權威;
and to conceal it — this cause alone could suffice, namely, that what he had done in honor of his Lord he might reserve to the divine consciousness alone, and that the deed might become more commendable to God for having shunned public renown. But nevertheless — as must be confessed — that chief reason was this: that the writer, as we read, is humble in his own eyes and lowly to himself, considering himself utterly small and least of all; and — what is greater — this in pure faith, not from an assumed office of humility but from the truth of a genuine judgment. Whence it comes that, rightly thinking that he ought to be reckoned by others such as he was reckoned by himself, he rightly inserted another's name upon his little books, namely, lest the smallness of his own person should detract authority from wholesome writings;
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omnia enim admodum dicta tanti existimantur, quantus est ipse qui dixit. siquidem tam inbecilla sunt iudicia huius temporis ac paene tam nulla, ut hi qui legunt non\' tam considerent quid legant quam cuius legant, nec tam dictionis uim atque uirtutem quam dictoris cogitent dignitatem. idcirco igitur scriptor ille abscondi ac latitare omnibus modis uoluit, ne scripta, quae in se habent plurimum salubritatis, minora forsitan fierent per nomen auctoris. habet itaque quisquis ille est, qui requirit, cur alienum nomen adsumpsit. restat dicere cur Timothei. quod ut dicamus, ad auctorem denuo reuersuri sumus. is enim causarum omnium causa est:
因為凡所說的話,其被人看重的程度,都以說話者本身的分量為衡。實在說來,這時代的判斷是何等軟弱、幾近於無,以致讀者所留意的,與其說是所讀的內容,不如說是所讀者出自何人之手;他們所斟酌的,與其說是言論的力量與價值,不如說是言者的尊榮。正因如此,那位作者才願千方百計地隱藏自己、匿而不露,免得他那本身極富益處的著作,或許因作者之名而受損。所以,無論查問者是誰,他都已得知這位作者採用他人之名的緣由。剩下的便是要說明:為何是「提摩太」之名。為此,我們須再度回到這位作者身上。因為他乃是一切緣由的緣由:
for all things spoken are esteemed as great as is he himself who spoke them. Indeed, so feeble and well-nigh so nonexistent are the judgments of this age, that those who read consider not so much what they read as whose it is they read, nor so much the force and virtue of the discourse as they weigh the dignity of the speaker. For this reason, then, that writer wished by every means to be hidden and to lie concealed, lest his writings, which have in themselves very much wholesomeness, should perhaps be diminished by the author's name. And so, whoever he may be that inquires, he has the reason why he took another's name. It remains to say why Timothy's. And to say this, we must return again to the author. For he is the cause of all the causes:
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qui sicut humilitati praestitit ut alienum, sic timori atque cautellae ut Timothei nomen scriberet. pauidus quippe est et formidolosus ac nonnumquam etiam leuium mendaciorum fugax atque in tantum peccare metuens, ut interdum et non timenda formidet. cum ergo subtrahere ex titulo nomen suum et inserere uellet alienum, timuit in hac nominum commutatione mendacium, nequaquam scilicet admittendam putans etiam in officio sancti operis maculam falsitatis.
他既因謙卑而題寫他人之名,同樣也因畏懼與謹慎而題寫「提摩太」之名。因為他生性膽怯畏縮,有時連微小的謊言也極力躲避,如此懼怕犯罪,以致有時竟連本不足懼之事也心生畏懼。所以,當他想把自己的名字從標題中隱去、換上他人之名時,便懼怕在這名字的替換中沾染謊言,認為即便在履行聖工之時,也斷不可容許虛假的污點。
who, just as he yielded to humility by writing another's name, so yielded to fear and caution by writing the name of Timothy. For he is timid and fearful, and sometimes shrinks even from trivial falsehoods, and is so afraid of sinning that at times he dreads even things not to be dreaded. When, therefore, he wished to withdraw his own name from the title and to insert another's, he feared a lie in this exchange of names, deeming that a stain of falsehood must by no means be admitted even in the discharge of a holy work.
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positus itaque in hoc ambiguae opinionis incerto optimum fore credidit, ut beati euangelistae sacratissimum sequeretur exemplum, qui in utroque diuini operis exordio Theophili nomen inscribens, cum ad hominem scripsisse uideatur, ad, amorem dei scripsit, hoc scilicet dignissimum esse iudicans, ut ad ipsum affectum dei scripta dirigeret, a quo ad scribendum inpulsus esset. hoc ergo etiam scriptor hic, de quo loquimur, usus est argumento atque consilio. conscius enim sibi sic se omnia in scriptis suis pro dei honore sicut illum pro dei amore fecisse, qua ratione ille Theophili, hac etiam hic Timothei nomen inscripsit; nam sicut Theophili uocabulo amor sic Timothei honor diuinitatis exprimitur.
因此,他既處於這模稜兩可的疑慮不定之中,便認為最好是效法那位有福的福音書作者最神聖的榜樣——他在其神聖著作兩卷的開端都題寫了「提阿非羅」之名,雖看似寫給一個人,實則是寫給對神的愛;他認為這最為相宜:即把自己的著作獻給那激勵他寫作的、對神的愛慕本身。我們所談的這位作者,也運用了同樣的思路與考量。因為他自知,正如那福音書作者為著對神的愛而行,他自己在著作中所行的一切也是為著神的尊榮;於是,那福音書作者憑何理由題寫「提阿非羅」之名,這位作者也憑同樣的理由題寫「提摩太」之名;因為正如「提阿非羅」一詞表達的是(對神的)愛,「提摩太」一詞表達的則是神的尊榮。
Placed therefore in this uncertainty of doubtful opinion, he believed it would be best to follow the most sacred example of the blessed Evangelist, who, inscribing the name of Theophilus at the outset of both parts of his divine work, though he seems to have written to a man, wrote to the love of God — judging this, namely, most worthy, that he should direct his writings to that very affection for God by which he had been impelled to write. This argument and counsel, then, that writer of whom we speak also employed. For being conscious to himself that he had done all things in his writings for the honor of God, just as the Evangelist had done for the love of God, by the same reasoning by which the Evangelist inscribed the name of Theophilus, by this the writer too inscribed the name of Timothy; for just as by the word 'Theophilus' love, so by 'Timothy' the honor of the Godhead is expressed.
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itaque cum legis Timotheum ad ecclesiam scripsisse, hoc intellegere debes, pro honore dei ad ecclesiam scriptum esse, immo potius ipsum honorem dei scripta misisse. quia recte ipse scripsisse dicitur, per quem factum est ut scriberetur. hac causa igitur in titulo libellorum Timothei nomen inscriptum est. congruum siquidem scriptor ille existimauit, ut cum in honorem dei libellos scriberet, ipsi diuinitatis honori titulum consecraret. habes, o mi Saloni, caritas mea, habes quod exegisti, inpleui opus muneris inperati.
所以,當你讀到「提摩太寫信給教會」時,你當如此理解:這乃是為著神的尊榮而寫給教會的——不,倒不如說,是神的尊榮本身寄出了這些著作。因為那使書寫得以成就的,理當被稱為書寫之人。正因如此,這些小書的標題上便題寫了「提摩太」之名。因為那位作者認為,既然他是為榮耀神而寫這些小書,就理當把這標題獻給神性的尊榮本身。我的撒羅尼烏斯、我所摯愛的,你已得著你所要求的了;我已完成了交付於我的這項工作。
And so, when you read that Timothy wrote to the Church, this you ought to understand: that it was written to the Church for the honor of God — nay rather, that the very honor of God sent the writings. For he is rightly said to have written, through whom it came to pass that it was written. For this cause, then, the name of Timothy is inscribed in the title of the little books. For that writer deemed it fitting that, since he was writing the little books in honor of God, he should consecrate the title to the very honor of the Godhead. You have, O my Salonius, my beloved, you have what you demanded; I have fulfilled the task of the work enjoined upon me.
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superest ut, quia ego sum functus partibus meis, et tu fungaris tuis, id est, ores dominum deum nostrum et orando inpetres, ut libelli ad ecclesiam Christi honore conscripti tantum apud deum scriptori suo prosint, quantum eos prodesse ipse omnibus cupit. nec iniustum, puto, est desiderium, quo tantum sibi aliquis praestari postulat pro salute, quantum ipse optat cunctis pro caritate. uale, mi Saloni, decus nostrum atque subsidium.
如今所餘的便是:我既已履行了我的本分,你也當履行你的本分,就是為我們的主神禱告,並藉禱告求得:願這些為榮耀基督的教會而寫的小書,在神面前使其作者得益,正如他自己盼望這些書使眾人得益那樣多。我想,這願望並非不合理——即人為自己的救恩所求的,正是他出於愛心為眾人所願的那麼多。我的撒羅尼烏斯,我們的光榮與倚靠,願你平安。
It remains that, since I have discharged my part, you also discharge yours: that is, that you pray to the Lord our God, and by praying obtain, that these little books, written in honor of Christ's Church, may profit their writer before God as much as he himself desires them to profit all. Nor is it, I think, an unjust desire, whereby one asks that so much be granted to himself for his own salvation as he wishes for all men out of charity. Farewell, my Salonius, our ornament and support.