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西多尼烏斯·阿波利納里斯

書信與詩集 第 2 章 第 15/16 段

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Namque jam pridem jussus garrire non silui, istas litteris an­ tecurrentibus: quibus etiam recensendis cum Reios advenerant, e quia tunc Apte fuistis, aptissime de­ fuistis. Idque votivum mihi granditer fuit ac peropta­ tum ut epistola injuncla nec negaretur scripta ami­ citiae, nec subderetur lecta censurae. ista omittamus. Mitti paginam copiosam denuo jubes. Parere prope- ranti adsunt vota, causae absunt. Nam salutatio, nis negotium aliquod activa deportet materia, succincta est: quam qui porrigit verbis non necessariis, a re­ gula Sallustiani tramilis detortus exorbitat, qui Cati­ linam culpat habuisse satis eloquentiæ, sapientiae parum.
因為早先,我既受命饒舌,便未緘默,寫了前面這些信:這些信甚至在送到里耶受審查時,因你當時正在阿普特,你便極為「合宜」地缺席了。而這對我實是極合心願、極為稱意的事:就是那封受命的信,既不因寫給友誼而被拒收,又不至讀後被交付審評。這些事我們略過不談。你吩咐再寄一封豐富的書頁來。我急於順從的心願齊備,緣由卻付之闕如。因為問安之詞,除非有某件實際之事帶來其素材,本是簡短的:而以不必要之言將它拉長的人,便偏離了撒路斯提烏斯路徑的準則、越軌而行——那撒路斯提烏斯責備喀提林口才有餘、智慧不足。
For long ago, having been bidden to chatter, I did not keep silence, with these preceding letters: which even, when they had come to Riez to be examined, since you were then at Apt, you most aptly were absent from. And it was greatly to my vow and most desired, that the enjoined letter should neither be denied as written to friendship, nor be subjected, once read, to censure. Let us pass these things over. You bid a copious page be sent again. My vows attend me hastening to obey; the occasions are lacking. For a salutation, unless some active matter bring along its material, is brief: and he who spins it out with unnecessary words, wanders off, turned aside from the rule of the Sallustian path—Sallust, who blames Catiline for having had enough of eloquence, too little of wisdom.
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Unde a Ave dicto, mox Vale dicimus, orate pro nobis. Sed bene eat, bene est, quia chartulam jam jamque complicaturo res fortis accurrit, de qua exprobranda , si diutius vel lætitia sese mea vel ira cohibuerit, ipse me accepta dignum contumelia judi­ cabo. Venisti, magister, in manus meas, nec exsulto tantum, verum insulto, venisti: et quidem talis qua­ lem ab hinc longo jamdiu tempore desideria nostra præstolabantur. Dubito sane utrum et invitus, at cerlc similis invito;
因此,才說了「你好」,隨即便說「珍重」——請為我們禱告。但幸好,幸而如此,就在我正要摺起我這小紙頁之際,一件重大之事向我撲來,我不得不加以責備;倘若我的喜樂或惱怒對此事克制得太久,我便要判定自己配受我所領受的這番冒犯。夫子啊,你落到了我手中,我不僅歡欣雀躍,還要譏刺你:你落網了——而且正是我們的渴慕久已盼望的那種。我確實懷疑,你是否連你自己也不情願,但至少像是不情願的;
Whence, having said 'Hail,' at once we say 'Farewell'—pray for us. But well may it go, well it is, that as I am on the very point of folding up my little sheet, a weighty matter rushes upon me, which I must reproach; and if either my joy or my anger should for too long restrain itself concerning it, I shall judge myself worthy of the very affront I have received. You have come, master, into my hands, and I not only exult but insult: you have come—and indeed such a one as our longings have for a long while now awaited. I doubt, to be sure, whether even unwilling, but certainly like one unwilling;
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quippe quo providente, vel ( si tamen hoc nimis abnuis) acquiesceole, sim tuis libris insa­ lutatus, iisque, quod multo cst injuriosius, territo­ rium Arvernum cum præterirent, non soluni moenia mea, verum citam latera radentibus. An verebare ne tuis dictis invideremus? Sed Dei indultu, vitio nulli luins addicimur : cui si ita ut 262 cæteris a mea parte subjaceretur, sic quoque auferret congrediendi æmulationem desperatio consequendi. An superci­ lium tanquam difficilis ac rigidi plosoris extimesce­ bas ? Et numnam est cuiquam peritiæ cervix tanta , quive hydrops, ut etiam lepida vestra non ferventis­ simis laudibus prosequatur?
因為由於你的謀劃——或(若你過分否認此點)由於你的默許——我竟未蒙你的書一聲問候;而更為傷人的是,那些書經過奧弗涅境內時,不僅擦過我的城牆,竟還擦過我的兩肋。莫非你怕我們會嫉妒你的言辭?然而蒙神寬容,我們並不沾染此類過失:反倒是,若在此事上如同在別事上,我這一方也被此惡所轄,那麼追隨不上的絕望,也會使我喪失爭競之心。莫非你懼怕我的傲慢,彷彿我是個苛刻嚴峻的喝采者?難道有誰的鑑賞之頸如此僵硬、或患了這樣的水腫,以致不肯用最熱切的讚美來稱頌你那雅緻之作?
seeing that by your contrivance—or (if however you too much deny this) by your acquiescence—I was left ungreeted by your books; and by those books, what is far more injurious, when they passed by the territory of Auvergne, they grazed not only my walls but my very flanks. Or were you afraid that we should envy your sayings? But by God's indulgence we are addicted to no fault of this kind: whereas, if in this matter, as in others, my part were subjected to it, so too would despair of attaining make me lose the rivalry of contending. Or were you dreading my haughtiness, as of a difficult and rigid applauder? And is there for anyone so great a stiff neck of expertise, or such a dropsy, that he would not pursue your charming works with the most fervent praises?
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An ideo me fastidiendum negligendumque curasti, quia contemneres juniorem? quod parum credo. An quia indoctum ? quod magi, fero ; ita tamen, ut qui dicere ignorem, non et au­ dire: quia et qui Circensibus ludis adfuerunt, sen­ tentiam dc curribus non ferunt. An aliquo casu dissi­ debamus, ut putaremur iis libellis quos edissetis derogaturi? atqui praesule Dco, tenues nobis esse amicitias, nec inimici fingere queunt. Ista quorsum ? inquis. Eccc jam pando, vel quid indagasse me gau­ deam, vel quid te celasse succenseam. Legi volumina tua, quæ Riochatus antistes ac monacnus, atque istius mundi bis peregrinus, Britannis luis pro te repurtat;
抑或你費心使我遭輕視、被忽略,是基於這緣故:你因我年輕而鄙薄我?這我幾乎不信。抑或因我沒學問?這我倒較能承受;然而其方式乃是:我雖不會說,卻並非也不會聽:因為連那些觀看競技場賽事的人,也並不因此就不對戰車發表評判。抑或我們因某種偶然而有嫌隙,以致被認為會貶低你所出版的那些小書?然而,有神作我們的護佑,我們的友誼何等真切,連仇敵也無法偽造。你會問:這些話說來何意?看哪,如今我要揭曉:我為追查到何事而歡喜,又為你向我隱瞞了何事而憤慨。我讀了你的卷冊,就是那位主教兼修士、兩度作此世客旅的里奧卡圖斯,代你帶回給你那些不列顛人的卷冊;
Or did you take care to have me disdained and neglected on this ground, that you scorned me as younger? which I little believe. Or as unlearned? which I endure more readily; yet in such a way that, though I know not how to speak, I do not also know not how to listen: for even those who have attended the games of the Circus do not withhold their verdict on the chariots. Or were we at variance through some chance, so that we might be thought likely to disparage those little books which you had published? And yet, with God as our patron, our friendships are so slight that not even an enemy can feign them. To what end these things? you say. Behold, now I unfold it, either what I rejoice to have tracked down, or what I am indignant that you concealed from me. I have read your volumes, which Riochatus, prelate and monk, and twice a pilgrim of this world, is carrying back to your Britons on your behalf;
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illo jam impræsentiarum Fausto potius qui non se­ nescit, quique viventibus non defuturus post sepultu­ ram, fiet pnr ipsa quæ scripsit sibi superstes. Hic igitur ipse venerabilis, apud oppidum nostrum cum moraretur, donec gentium concitatarum procella de­ fremeret (cujns imaginis hinc et hinc turbo tune in­ horruerat) sic rcliqua dona vestra detexit, ut perur- bane quæ praestantiora portabat operueri!, spinas meas illustrare dissimulans tuis floribus.
——福斯圖斯如今就目前而言毋寧是一位不會衰老的人,他既不致在下葬後也讓生者失望,便將藉他所寫的一切成為在自己之後尚存之人。所以,這位可敬之人本身,當他在我們城中盤桓、等候那被激動之列邦的風暴止息其怒號時(那形象的旋風那時已在四處聳然而起),他這樣揭示你其餘的贈禮,卻極其雅緻地將他所帶的更為卓越之物遮掩起來,佯裝並非在以你的花朵照亮我的荊棘。
—Faustus being now for the present rather one who does not grow old, and who, not about to fail the living even after his burial, shall by the very things he has written become surviving to himself. This venerable man himself, therefore, while he was tarrying at our town, until the storm of the roused nations should cease to roar (of which image the whirlwind had then bristled here and there), so uncovered the rest of your gifts, that most urbanely he covered up the more excellent things he was carrying, dissembling that he was illuminating my thorns with your flowers.
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Sed post duos aut iis amplius menses, sic quoque a nobis cito profectum, cum quipiam prodidissent de 263 via- toribus, mysticæ gazæ clausis involucris dam ferre thesauros, pernicibus equis insecutus abeuntem, qui faciles possent itineris pridiani spatia prævertere, osculo in fauces occupati latronis insilui, humano joco , gestu ferino; veluti si excussura quemcunque catulorum Parthi collo raptoris pede volatico tigris orbata superemicet. Quid multa ? capti hospitis ge­ nua complector, jumenta sisto, frena ligo , sarcinas solvo, quaesitum volumen invenio, produco, lectito, excerpo, maxima ex magnis capita defrustans.
但過了兩個月、或更久之後,當他這樣匆匆從我們這裡出發時,由於某些同行者洩露了他暗中攜帶著珍寶——那藏於封閉包裹中的神秘寶藏——我便騎著能輕易搶先前日路程的快馬,追趕這離去之人,並且以人間的戲謔、卻帶著野獸般的姿態,一把抓住這被我按住咽喉、如受一吻的「盜賊」;正如一隻喪失幼崽的母虎,將要把任何一隻幼崽從擄掠者頸上甩下時,以帕提亞人的方式、以飛快之足躍出、凌駕其上。何必多言?我抱住這被擒之客的雙膝,勒住牲口,繫住韁繩,解開行囊,尋見我所求的卷冊,取出來,通讀一遍,摘錄要點,從偉大之中截取出最偉大的篇章。
But after two months or more than that, when he had thus set out from us in haste, since certain of the travellers had betrayed that he was secretly carrying treasures, the mystic riches in closed wrappings, I pursued him as he departed with swift horses that could easily outstrip the stretches of the previous day's journey, and, seizing the robber occupied by a kiss upon his throat, with human jest but with the gesture of a wild beast; even as a tigress bereft of her cubs, about to shake off any of her whelps from the neck of a ravisher, might dart out above him with flying foot in Parthian style. What need of many words? I embrace the knees of my captured guest, I halt the beasts, I bind the reins, I loosen the packs, I find the volume I sought, I bring it forth, I read it through, I make excerpts, cutting off the greatest heads from the great.
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Tri­ buit et quoddam dictare celeranti scribarum sequa­ citas saltuosa compendium , qui comprehendebat signis, quod litteris non tenebant. Quibus lacrymis sane maduerimus, mutuo vicissim fletu rigati, tunc cum ab amplexu sæpe repetito separaremur, longum est dixisse, nec refert: quod triumphali sufficit gau­ dio, spoliis onustum caritatis, et spiritualis compotem prædæ me domum rcluli. Quæris nunc quid de na­ nubiis meis judicem ? nollem adhuc prodere, quo diuturnius exspectatione penderes : plus me enim ukiscerer, si quod sensi tacerem. Sed jam nec ipse frustra superbis;
書記們那躍動的速記法,在我倉促口授之際也給了我某種簡便,他們用符號捕捉那用字母來不及記下的內容。至於我們流了怎樣的淚,彼此輪流以哭泣相互浸濕,就在我們從屢屢重複的擁抱中被分開之時——這說來話長,也無關緊要:因為對凱旋的喜樂而言,這已足夠:我滿載仁愛的戰利品、掌有屬靈的擄物,把自己帶回了家。你如今問我對我這些「小雲」作何評斷?我還不願透露,好叫你在期待中懸得更久:因為我若對自己的感受保持緘默,便更能報復你。但如今連你也並非徒然自負;
The bounding shorthand of the scribes also afforded a certain abridgment to me as I dictated in haste, they comprehending by signs what they did not grasp by letters. With what tears, indeed, we grew wet, drenched by mutual weeping in turn, then when we were being separated from an embrace often repeated, it is long to have told and matters not: for it suffices for triumphal joy that, laden with the spoils of charity and master of a spiritual booty, I carried myself home. You ask now what I judge of my little clouds? I should not wish yet to divulge it, that you might hang the longer in expectation: for I should avenge myself the more, if I kept silent about what I felt. But now not even you boast in vain;
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ut pote intelligens, tibi inesse virtu­ tem sic perorandi, ut lectori tuo seu reluctanti, SCII voluntario, vis voluptatis excludat præconii necessi­ tatem. Proinde accipe, quid super scriptis tuis et in­ juriam passi censeamus. b Legimus opus operosissi­ mum , multiplex , acre, sublime, digestum titulis , exemplisquecongestum, bipartitum sub dialogi sche­ mate, sub causarum themate quadripartitum. 264 Scripseras autem plurima ardenter, plura pompose; simpliciter ista, ncc argute illa, nec callide ; gravia mature, profunda sollicite, dubia constan cr, argu­ mentosa disputatoric , quædam severe , quæpiam blande, cuncta moraliter, Icte, potenter, cloqucn­ lissime.
因為你明白,你身上有一種辯說的美德,其方式乃是:無論對你不情願的讀者、或對你甘願的讀者,那愉悅之力都排除了讚美的必要。因此,請接受我們雖受委屈、卻對你的著作所作的評斷。我們讀了一部極其費力之作,繁複、犀利、崇高,按標題編排,堆滿例證,在對話的框架下分為兩部,在諸論題之下又分為四部。你所寫的許多內容出於熱切,更多內容則出於堂皇;這些寫得質樸,那些既不刻意工巧、也不狡黠;莊重之事寫得成熟,深奧之事寫得謹慎,可疑之事寫得堅定,論辯之事寫得善於爭辯,有的嚴厲,有的溫和,一切都合乎德義、歡暢、有力、極其雄辯。
inasmuch as you understand that there is in you a virtue of pleading in such wise that, whether to your reluctant reader or to your willing one, the force of the delight excludes the necessity of praise. Accordingly, receive what we, though injured, judge concerning your writings. We have read a most laborious work, manifold, keen, sublime, arranged in titles, heaped up with examples, bipartite under the scheme of a dialogue, quadripartite under the theme of the causes. Now you had written very many things ardently, more things pompously; these simply, those neither subtly nor cunningly; grave matters maturely, deep things anxiously, doubtful things constantly, argumentative things disputatiously, some severely, some blandly, all morally, gladly, powerfully, most eloquently.
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Itaque per tanta tc genera narrandi toto la­ tissimæ dictationis carnpo secutus, nihil in facundia cæterorum, nil in ingeniis facile perspexi juxla poli­ tum. Quae me vera sentire satis approbas, cum nec offensus aliter judico. Denique absentis oratio , quantum opinamur, plus nequit crescere, nisi forsi­ tan aliquid bis addat coram loquentis auctoris vox, manus, motus, pudor, artifex. His igitur animi litte­ rarumque dotibus præditus, mulierem pulchram, sed illam Deuteronomio astipulante nubentem, domine papa, tibi jugasli :
於是,我在你那最為浩瀚的論述的整片田野上,跟隨你經歷了如此眾多的敘述體式,卻輕易地看出,在別人的口才中、在別人的才具中,無一與之同樣精琢。你充分地認可我覺得這些是真話,因為連受了冒犯,我也不作別的評斷。總之,據我們所料,一個不在場之人的講辭無法變得更宏偉,除非親自宣講的作者之聲音、手勢、動作、羞澀與技藝或許為其添些什麼。因此,我主教大人,你既稟賦了這些心智與學識的恩賜,便為自己娶了一位美麗的女子,但她的出嫁乃有《申命記》為證:
And so, having followed you through so many kinds of narrating over the whole field of your most ample discourse, I have easily discerned nothing in the eloquence of others, nothing in their talents, equally polished. That I feel these things to be true you sufficiently approve, since not even offended do I judge otherwise. In fine, the oration of an absent man, as far as we suppose, cannot grow greater, unless perchance the voice, hand, motion, modesty, and art of the author speaking in person add something to it. Endowed, therefore, with these gifts of mind and of letters, you have wedded to yourself, my lord bishop, a beautiful woman, but one marrying with Deuteronomy's assent:
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quam tu adhuc juvenis inter hosti­ les conspicatus catervas, atque illic in acie contrariæ partis adamatam, nihil per obstantes repulsus præ­ liatores desiderii brachio vincente rapuisti. Philoso­ phiam scilicet, quae violenter e numero sacrilegarum artium exempta, raso capillo superfluae religionis, ac supercilio scientiae sæcularis, amputatisque perve­ tustarum vestium rugis, id est, tristis dialecticæ fle­ xibus, falsa morum et illicita velantibus, mystico amplexu jam defæcata tecum membra conjunxit. Hæc ab annis vestra jam dudum pedissequa primoribus ; haec tuo lateri comes inseparabilis, sive in palæstris exercereris urbanis, sive in abs'rusis macerarere so­ litudinibus:
就是那位你尚在青年時、在敵陣中瞥見、並在敵方戰線上愛慕的女子,你絲毫未被那攔阻的戰士所擊退,便以慾望得勝之臂將她擄了過來。這女子便是哲學:她被強力地從褻瀆諸術之列中救出,剃去她那多餘之虔敬的頭髮、剃去世俗知識的眉毛,並割去她那最古舊衣裳的皺褶——也就是那陰鬱的辯證法之扭曲,那遮蔽品行中虛假不法之事的扭曲——如今已被潔淨,在神秘的擁抱中將她的肢體與你相聯。多年來她已作你那卓越歲月的侍女;她是你身邊不離不棄的伴侶,無論你是在城市的角力場中操練,或在幽隱的獨居中苦修:
whom you, while yet a young man, having caught sight of amid hostile bands, and there loved on the battle-line of the opposing side, in no way repulsed by the resisting warriors, you carried off with the conquering arm of desire. Philosophy, to wit: who, violently exempted from the number of the sacrilegious arts, the hair of her superfluous religion shaved off, and the eyebrow of secular knowledge, and the wrinkles of her most ancient garments cut away—that is, the twistings of gloomy dialectic that veiled false and unlawful things of morals—now cleansed, joined her limbs to yours in a mystic embrace. She for years now has been the attendant of your foremost days; she the inseparable companion at your side, whether you were exercising yourself in the urban wrestling-schools, or wasting away in hidden solitudes:
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haec athenaei 265 consors, hæc mona­ sterii, tecum mundanas abdicat, tecum supernas prædicat disciplinas. lluie copulatum te matrimonio qui lacessiverit, sentiet Ecclesiae Christi Platonis Academiam militare, teque nobilius philosophari. Primum, ineffabilem Dei Patris asserere cum sancti Spiritus aeternitate sapientiam. Tum praeterea non cæsariem pascere, neque pallio aut clava, velut so­ phisticis insignibus, gloriari, aut affectare de vestium discretione superbiam, nitore pompam , squalore jactantiam :
她是講堂的伴侶,也是修道院的伴侶,她與你一同棄絕屬世之事,與你一同宣揚屬天的學問。凡挑釁與她結此婚姻之你的人,必要覺察到:柏拉圖的學園竟為基督的教會服軍役,而你的思辨哲學則更為高貴。首先,你主張聖父那不可言喻的智慧,連同聖靈的永恆。其次,你既不蓄留飄逸的長髮,也不以斗篷或木杖——彷彿詭辯家的徽章——而誇口,也不從衣著的分別中矜誇驕傲、從其光鮮中誇耀排場、從其襤褸中誇示自負:
she the consort of the lecture-hall, she of the monastery, with you she renounces the worldly, with you she proclaims the supernal disciplines. Whoever shall have provoked you, joined to her in this marriage, shall feel that the Academy of Plato does military service for the Church of Christ, and that you philosophize more nobly. First, that you assert the ineffable Wisdom of God the Father together with the eternity of the Holy Spirit. Then moreover, that you neither feed a flowing head of hair, nor glory in the cloak or the club, as in sophistic insignia, nor affect pride from the distinction of garments, pomp from their brightness, boastfulness from their squalor:
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neque te satis hoc aemulari, quod per gymnasia pingantur Areopagitica vel Prytaneum, curva cervice Zeusippus, Aratus panda, Zenon fronte contracta, Epicurus cute distenta, Diogenes barba comante, Socrates coma cadente, Aristoteles brachio exserto, Xenocrates crure collecto, Heraclitus fletu oculis clausis, Democritus risu labris apertis, Chry­ sippus digitis propter numerorum indicia constrictis, Euclides propter mensurarum spatia laxatis, Clean­ thes propter utrumque corrosis. Quin potius cxpe­ netur quisque conflixerit, Stoicos, Cynicos, Peripa­ teticos, hæresiarchas, propriis armis, propriis quoque concuti machinamentis.
你也不屑於效法這一點:即在各處體育館內畫著亞略巴古派與市政廳的群像——宙西波斯屈頸,阿拉圖斯彎腰,芝諾蹙眉,伊壁鳩魯皮膚脹滿,第歐根尼鬍鬚蓬亂,蘇格拉底頭髮下垂,亞里士多德伸臂,色諾克拉底屈腿,赫拉克利特因哭泣而閉目,德謨克利特因大笑而張唇,克律西波斯手指緊扣以示數目的記號,歐幾里得手指張開以示度量的間距,克利安提斯的手指則因這兩者而被咬囓。不如說,凡與你交鋒的人——斯多亞派、犬儒派、逍遙派、諸異端首領——都當顯明是被他們自己的武器、也被他們自己的機巧所擊潰。
nor that you sufficiently emulate this, that throughout the gymnasia are painted the Areopagitica or the Prytaneum—Zeusippus with bent neck, Aratus with stooped, Zeno with contracted brow, Epicurus with distended skin, Diogenes with bushy beard, Socrates with falling hair, Aristotle with arm outstretched, Xenocrates with leg drawn up, Heraclitus with eyes closed by weeping, Democritus with lips opened by laughter, Chrysippus with fingers clenched for the signs of numbers, Euclid with fingers spread for the spaces of measurements, Cleanthes with fingers gnawed on both accounts. Nay rather, let each one who has clashed with you be shown to have been shaken—Stoics, Cynics, Peripatetics, heresiarchs—by their own weapons, by their own contrivances too.
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Nam sectatores eorum, Christiano dogmati ac sensui si repugnaverint, mox te magistro ligati, vernaculis implicaturis in retia sua praecipites implagabuntur, syllogismis tuae pro­ positionis uncatis volubilem tergiversantum linguam inclamantibus, dum spiris categoricis lubricas quae­ stiones tu potius innodas, acrium more medicorum, qui remedium contra 266 venena, cum ratio com­ pellit, et de serpente conficiunt. Sed hoc temporibus istis, sub tuæ tantum vel contemplatione conscientiæ, vel virtute doctrinae. Nam quis æquali vestigia tua insequatur gressu ; cui datum est soli, loqui melius quamdidiceris, vivere melius quam loquaris?
因為他們的門徒,若與基督的教義和意旨爭戰,立時就被你這位夫子所綑綁,纏於他們自家滋生的圈套中,一頭栽進他們自己的網羅裡,同時你命題那帶鉤的三段論向詭辯者滑溜的舌頭高聲喝斥,只要你以範疇的盤旋將那些滑溜的問題反倒打成死結——正如精明的醫者,當理性所迫時,甚至從毒蛇身上調製解毒之劑。但這在如今這時代,唯獨在你良心的默想之下,或你教義的德能之下。因為誰能以同等的步伐追隨你的足跡;這唯獨賜給你一人的:說得比你所學的更好,活得比你所說的更好?
For their followers, if they shall have fought against Christian dogma and sense, straightway, bound by you as master, entangled in their own home-bred snares, headlong shall be enmeshed in their own nets, while the hooked syllogisms of your proposition cry out against the slippery tongue of the shufflers, so long as by categorical coils you rather knot up the slippery questions—after the manner of keen physicians, who, when reason compels, prepare a remedy against poisons even out of the serpent. But this in these times, only under the contemplation of your conscience, or the virtue of your doctrine. For who could follow your footsteps with equal step; to whom alone it is granted to speak better than you have learned, to live better than you speak?
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Quocirca merito te beatissimum boni omnes, idque supra om­ nes tua tempestate concelebrabunt : cujus ita dictis vita factisque dupliciter inclaruit, ut quandoquidem tuos a annos jam dextera numeraverit, saeculo præ. dicatus tuo, desiderandus alieno, utraque laudabilis actione decedas, te relicturus externis, tua proximis. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA X. Sidonius domino papæ b Aprunculo salutem.. Reddidit tibi epistolas meas, quem mihi tuas offerre par fuerat : nam frater noster Cœlestius, noper ad te reversus c de Biterrensi, quoddam mihi super statu injuriosi nostri vinculum cessionis elicuit. Quod quidem scripsi, non minus tua verecundia fractus quam voluntate.
因此眾善人都將理當稱頌你為極其有福之人,而且是在你這時代眾人之上:你的生平與作為藉你的言辭雙重地顯赫,以致既然右手如今已數點了你的年歲,你為你本世所推崇、為另一世所渴慕,便可憑這兩種作為都堪稱讚地離世,將你自己留給外人、將你的著作留給近人。求你惦念我,我主教大人。書信第十封。西多尼烏斯向其主教阿普倫庫路斯大人問安。他把我的信遞交給你,本該是他把你的信呈給我才對:因為我們的弟兄凱萊斯提烏斯,最近從貝濟耶回到你那裡,就一個曾虧負我們之人的境況,從我這裡討得了某種讓渡的字據。這字據我確曾寫下,既因對你的敬重、也因你的善意而動容。
Wherefore all good men will deservedly celebrate you as most blessed, and that above all men in your own time: whose life and deeds have grown illustrious doubly by his sayings, so that, since the right hand has now numbered your years, extolled by your own age, to be longed for by another, you may depart praiseworthy by both kinds of action, about to leave yourself to strangers, your works to those nearby. Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER X. Sidonius to his lord bishop Aprunculus, greeting. He has delivered to you my letters, who ought fittingly to have offered yours to me: for our brother Coelestius, lately returned to you from Béziers, drew out of me a certain bond of cession concerning the status of one who had wronged us. This indeed I wrote, broken no less by respect for you than by your goodwill.
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Namque nos ultro vestro pudori quasi quibusdam pedibus obsequii decuit occurrere. Quocirca me quoque volente posside indultum, sed liberaliter; nec enim, ut suspicor, plus aliquid hoc genere solatii vel ipse quaesisti. Quem litteris istis non commendatoriis minus quam refusoriis, jam placatus insinuo : sic tamen ut tibi assistat, tibi pareat, te sequatur; atque 267 ut si permanserit tecum, neutri nostrum judicetur famulus; si forte discesserit, quaeratur utrique fugitivus. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA XI. Sidonius domino papæ d Lupo salutem. Propter libellum quem non ad vos magis quam per vos missum putastis, epistolam vestram non ad me magis quam in me scriptam recepi.
因為我們理當自願地迎向你的謙遜,彷彿以某種順服之足前去。因此,既然我也甘願,就請領受這所賜之物——但要以寬大之心;因為據我推想,連你自己也未曾求取更多此類的慰藉。我如今既已平息怒氣,便以這封信將他引薦給你,此信既是舉薦信,同樣也是歸還之信:然而條件是,他要伺候你、順從你、跟隨你;並且,倘若他留在你那裡,就不算是我們任何一方的僕人;倘若他偶然離去,便要被我們雙方當作逃亡者尋索。求你惦念我,我主教大人。書信第十一封。西多尼烏斯向其主教路普斯大人問安。因著那本小書——你以為它與其說是寄給你、不如說是藉你轉寄——我收到了你的信,只覺它與其說是寫給我、不如說是寫來責我的。
For it was fitting that we of our own accord should meet your modesty, as it were with certain feet of compliance. Wherefore, since I too am willing, possess the thing granted—but liberally; for, as I suspect, not even you yourself sought anything more of this kind of solace. Whom I now, already appeased, introduce to you by these letters, not commendatory less than restitutory: yet on this condition, that he attend upon you, obey you, follow you; and so that, if he shall have remained with you, he be judged the servant of neither of us; if perchance he shall have departed, he be sought as a fugitive by both. Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER XI. Sidonius to his lord bishop Lupus, greeting. On account of the little book which you thought sent not so much to you as through you, I have received your letter as written not so much to me as against me.
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Ad exprobrata respondeo pro æquitate cansae, non pro æqualitate facundiae : quanquam quis nUDe ego, aut quantus, qui agere præsumam vobis imputantibus innocentem? Quocirca delicto huic, quantulumcunque est, inter principia confestim supplico ignosci, diffidentiæ santum, non et superbiæ fassus errorem. Nam cum mihi rigor ceosurx lux in litteri5 æque ut moribus st ambifariam contremiscendus, fateor tamen in voluminis ipsius operisque reseratu, illam mihi fuisse plus oneri, quam praetenditis caritatem. Nec citra justum ista conjicio : quandoquidem mortalium mentibus vis haec naturalitus inest, ut si quid perpe­ ram fiat, minus indulgeant plus amici.
對這些指責,我回答乃是為了事理的公正,而非為了口才的匹敵:儘管如今我是誰、又何等人物,竟敢在你把一件無辜之事當作罪狀歸咎於我時,斗膽為己辯護?因此,為這過失——無論它何等微小——我立時在最起初就懇求得蒙寬恕,我承認自己所犯的只是怯懦之過,而非驕傲之過。因為你那審評的嚴峻,無論在文墨或品行上,都是我兩方面都當戰慄以對的;然而我承認,在開啟這卷冊與作品本身時,你那份仁愛於我更成了重擔,過於你所指稱的。我這樣揣度也不越乎公道:因為世人的心中天然存有這樣一種力量,就是若有什麼事做錯了,越是朋友越發不肯寬容。
To the reproaches I reply for the equity of the cause, not for the equality of eloquence: although who now am I, or how great, that I should presume to plead, while you impute an innocent thing to me as a charge? Wherefore for this fault, however small it be, I straightway among the very beginnings entreat to be forgiven, confessing an error only of diffidence, not also of pride. For although the rigour of your censure, in letters as in morals, is on both sides to be trembled at by me, I yet confess that in the unlocking of the volume and the work itself, that charity of yours was more of a burden to me than you allege. Nor do I conjecture these things beside what is just: since this force is naturally present in the minds of mortals, that if anything be done amiss, friends indulge it the less.
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Scripseram librum, sicut pronuntiatis, clenum annstumque vario causarum, temporum personarumque congestu : fa- clurus rein videbar impudentissimam, si tantum mihi cuncta placuissent, ut nulla tibi displicitura confide­ rem. Huc item, quisquis judicii eventus 268 foret, vidi partibus meis nequaquam pietatis ex solido con­ stare rationem , si non saltem vobis esset anterius allatum volumen, et si non videretur oblatum : sub hoc videlicet temperamento, ut si forle placuissem, non vos arrogantia praetcriisse; si secus, non vos improbitas expetisse judicaretur. Nec sane multo latiore me credidi deprecaturum vitatas causas eru­ bescendi.
如你所斷言,我曾寫了一本書,滿載、充塞著各樣緣由、時代與人物的堆疊:我彷彿要做一件極為厚顏之事,倘若這一切竟只教我自己歡喜,以致我竟信沒有什麼會使你不悅。在此我也看出,無論你評斷的結局如何,若那卷冊不至少先送到你面前、若它不顯得是呈獻上的,那麼就我這一方而言,虔敬的道理便絕不能穩固地成立:其分寸乃是,倘若我偶然討了你歡喜,就不至於被認為是傲慢地略過了你;倘若不然,也不至於被認為是冒昧地求取了你。我確也不信,我需要以更冗長的申辯來為我所已避開的、那些令人臉紅的緣由求情。
I had written a book, as you pronounce, full and crammed with a varied heaping-up of causes, times, and persons: I seemed about to do a most shameless thing, if all things had so pleased me alone, that I should trust nothing would displease you. Herein likewise, whatever the outcome of your judgment might be, I saw that the reckoning of piety would by no means stand solidly for my part, if the volume were not at least first brought to you, and if it did not seem to be offered: under this tempering, namely, that if I had perchance pleased, you should not be thought to have been passed over by arrogance; if otherwise, you should not be thought to have been sought out by presumption. Nor indeed did I believe I should deprecate by a much broader plea the occasions of blushing that I had avoided.
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Pariter illud nosse vos noveram, quod au­ ctores in operibus edendis pudor potius quam con­ stantia decet; quodque tetricis puncta censoribus, tardius procacitas recilatoris, quam trepidatio excu­ dit. Alioquin si quis est ille, qui cum fiduciæ præero. gativa, thematis ante inaudili operam * provulgat : incipit exspectalioni publicæ, quamvis solverit multa, p'ura redhiberc. Præterea quidquid super hujusce rescripti tenore censueris, malui factum confiteri simpliciter, quam trebaciter diffiteri. Dixisset alius, Neminem tbi praetuli, nullas ad ullum peculiares litteras dedi :
與此同時,我知道你也知道這一點:即在發表作品時,作者宜有謙遜,而非大膽;並且那些陰沉的評論家,被朗誦者的怯懦贏得認可的記號,反倒比被其冒進贏得的更快。否則,倘若有那樣一個人,憑著自信的特權,將一個前所未聞之主題的成果公之於眾:他縱然已償付了許多,卻仍開始虧欠公眾的期待,要償還更多。此外,無論你對這封回覆之信的內容作何評斷,我寧願質樸地承認此事,而不願狡猾地否認。換作別人便會說:「我未曾把任何人置於你之上,也未曾給任何人寫過私信」:
At the same time I knew that you knew this, that in publishing works modesty rather than boldness befits authors; and that gloomy censors are won to give their marks of approval more slowly by the recitalist's forwardness than by his trepidation. Otherwise, if there be that man who, with the prerogative of confidence, publishes abroad the fruit of a theme unheard before: he begins to owe the public expectation, though he has paid much, still more to render back. Besides, whatever you shall have judged over the tenor of this rescript, I preferred to confess the deed simply, than craftily to deny it. Another would have said: 'I have preferred no one to you, I have given no private letters to anyone':
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quem prædatum suspicabare, unius epistolae forma contentus abscessit, atque 'ea quidem nihil super praesenti negotio deferente. Tu , qui te quereris omissum, tribus loquacissimis paginis fali­ gatus, potius in nauseam concitaris, dum frequenter insulsæ lectionis verbis inanibus immoraris. Adde, quia etiam in hoc, quod forsilan non notasti, reve­ rentiæ tuae meritorumque ratio servata est, quod sicut tu antistitum caeterorum cathedris, prior est J tuus in libro titulus : illius nomen vix semel tantum, et sibi ascripta pagina sonat : tuo, præter tibi depu- , tatas, 269 frequenter illustrantur alienæ. Illud his junge, quodsi quid ibi vel causaliter phcet, ut per consilium meum lectitas :
你所猜想蒙受偏愛的那人,滿足於一封信的規格便離去了,而那封信實在絲毫未涉及當前之事。你這抱怨被略過之人,被三頁最為饒舌的信弄得疲乏,反倒被逼得作嘔,因你屢屢在一篇乏味讀物的空洞言辭上流連。再者,即便在這一點上——或許你未曾留意——你的尊榮與功勞之考量已被顧全:即正如你在諸主教的座席中居首,你的名銜也照樣在書中列於首位:那另一人的名字僅只出現一次,且只有題獻給他的那一頁;而你的名字,除了專門指派給你的那些頁外,還屢屢使別人的篇頁生光。再加上這一點:倘若那書中有任何內容——縱使只是偶然地——使你喜悅,以致你憑我的建議通讀它:
he whom you suspected to have been favoured, content with the form of a single letter, departed, and that indeed bearing nothing concerning the present business. You, who complain that you were passed over, fatigued by three most loquacious pages, are rather driven to nausea, while you frequently linger upon empty words of an insipid reading. Add that even in this, which perhaps you did not note, the reckoning of your reverence and merits has been preserved: that just as you are the foremost of the other bishops in their chairs, so your title stands first in the book: that other man's name sounds but once only, and the page ascribed to him; but yours, besides those assigned to you, other men's pages are frequently illumined by. Join to these this: that if anything there pleases you even incidentally, so that you read it through by my counsel:
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illc quandoque per bene­ ficium tuum; qui munusculi mei incassum pressus invidia, necdum ad facultatem legendi, ut suspicor, venit, cum jam diu ipse perveueris ad copiam trans­ ferendi. Aio, tanquam non sit b holographas mem. branas arbitraturus; si tamen quod ante percurras, vel exemplar acceperit : neque enim in iis quae tra­ ctaveris ulla culpabitur aut distinctionum raritas, aut frequentia barbarismorum. Nempe ad extremum pa­ lam videtur etiam tibi transmissa proprietas, cui usus absque temporis fixi præscriptione transmissus est, quique supradicio tandiu potes uti libello , ut eum non amplius zothecula tua, quam memoria includat. I Hæc et his plura fora aliquis.
那另一人在某時也將因你的恩惠而得以通讀;他因徒然地被對我這微薄禮物的嫉妒所壓,據我推想,尚未達到能夠閱讀的地步,而你自己則早已達到能夠謄抄的充裕。我這樣說,彷彿他不會以為那些羊皮卷是親筆手稿;然而倘若他哪怕收到一份可供你先行瀏覽的樣本也好:因為在你所經手的那些內容中,斷句記號之稀少、或粗鄙錯誤之頻繁,都不會受責備。誠然,到頭來,連所有權似乎也已交付給你——這使用權已無固定期限之規約地轉移給你,你可將前述的小書使用得如此之久,以致收藏它的不再是你的書龕,而是你的記憶。這些話,以及比這更多的話,別人或許會說。
that other man will at some time do so by your benefaction; he who, in vain oppressed by envy of my little gift, has not yet, as I suspect, come even to the ability of reading, whereas you yourself long since have arrived at the abundance of transcribing. I say this, as though he were not going to think the parchments autograph copies; if however he shall have received even a specimen, which you may first run over: for neither in those things which you shall have handled will there be blamed either a rarity of punctuation-marks or a frequency of barbarisms. Assuredly, in the end, the ownership too seems handed over even to you, to whom the use has been transferred without the prescription of a fixed time, and who can use the aforesaid little book so long that not so much your book-niche as your memory may enclose it. These things, and more than these, another might say.
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Ego vero cuncta præ­ terco, et malo precari veniamquam realum, si hoc esse creditur, deprecari. Præsentum quoque negli­ gentiam litterarum nunc nec excuso : primum, quoti etsi cupiam , parum cultius scribere queo : dein, quod libellari opere confecto, animus tandem feria- turus, jam quae propalare dissimulat, excolere de­ trectat. At tamen cum satis tibi, et quidem merito (quidnam enim simile)? in omnibus cedam , quippe qui in alio genere virtUtum , jam per quinquennia decem, non æquævis sacerdotibus tantum, verum et antiquis quoties collatus antelatusque sis;
但我略過這一切,且寧願祈求寬恕,而不願為一項罪名——倘若這被認為是罪名的話——求情。至於這封信的疏忽,我如今也不加辯解:首先,因為即便我有此心願,也只能寫得略微更雅緻些:其次,因為那書卷之作既已完成,我的心思終於將要休憩,如今對於它假裝要公之於眾之物,反倒不屑於再加潤飾。然而,既然我理當且充分地在凡事上讓步於你——我這在另一種美德上、如今已歷十個「五年期」、屢屢不僅與同齡的主教相比、甚至與古人相較而見超越的人;
But I pass over all things, and I prefer to pray for pardon rather than to deprecate a charge, if this is believed to be one. The negligence of the present letter, too, I now do not excuse: first, because, even if I should desire it, I can write but little more elegantly: then, because, the bookish work being finished, my mind, at length about to take holiday, now disdains to polish what it dissembles to make public. And yet, since I sufficiently, and indeed deservedly (for what is like it?), yield to you in all things—I who in another kind of virtues, now for ten lustra, have so often been compared and preferred not only to bishops of like age, but even to the ancients;
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noveris volo, quamvis quaestibus quatias astra, atque majo­ rum cineres favillasque in testimonium læsæ caritatis 270 implores, pedem me conflictui no, si mutuo super amore certandum est, non retracturum : quia cum in caeteris rebus, tum foedissimum perquam est in dilectione superari. Quae velis nolis certa profes­ sio conviciis tuis illis, cuncta sane blandimentorum mella vincentibus, non praeter aequum repouderatur, Ecce babes litteras tam garrulas ferme, quam requi rebas : quanquam sunt omnes (si quæ uspiam tamen sunt) loquacissimae.
我願你知曉:無論你如何以怨言撼動星辰、如何懇求列祖的餘燼與灰燼作被損害之仁愛的見證,倘若我們必須在彼此相愛上一較高下,我絕不會臨陣退縮:因為正如在別事上一樣,在愛慕上被人勝過乃是極其醜陋、無以復加之事。這——無論你願意與否——乃是我確定的表白,用以回應你那些辱罵之辭(它們勝過一切諂媚的蜜糖),其分量並不越乎公道。看哪,你已得到幾乎如你所要求那般饒舌的信:儘管它們(若果真有任何存在何處的話)全都極為絮叨。
I wish you to know that, however much you shake the stars with your complaints, and implore the ashes and embers of our forefathers in witness of an injured charity, I shall not draw back my foot from the contest, if we must vie over mutual love: because, as in other things, so it is most foul beyond measure to be surpassed in affection. This—will you, nill you—is my sure profession, weighed against those revilings of yours (which surpass all the honeys of blandishments) not beyond what is fair. Behold, you have letters nearly as chattering as you required: although they all (if however any exist anywhere) are most loquacious.
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Namque in audentiam sermoci­ nandi quem non ipse compellas, qui omnium (de me enim tacco) litteratorum, licet oculi affecient, sic ingenia producis, ut solet aquam terrae in visceribus absconditam per atomos bibulos radius extrahere so­ laris? Cujus lucis acu'eo non sola penetratur aut arena subtilis, aut humus sessilis; sed si saxo montis oppressu fontium conditorum vena celetur, aperit ar- canum liquentis elementi secretorum coelestium na­ tura violentior. Ita si quos, vir sacrosancte, studio­ sorum senseris, aut quietos, aut verecundos , aut in obscuro jacentis famæ recessu delitescentes; hos A eloqui lui c'aritas t artifice confabulatu dum com­ pellat, et publicat.
因為進到那論說的膽量之中——你自己並未催逼的那人——你這位(論到我自己則一言不發)如此引出眾文人才具的人,縱使他們的眼力衰退,正如日光慣於藉那吸水的微粒把藏於地腹的水汲出?被那光的鋒芒所穿透的,不僅是細沙或平臥的泥土;而若有被封閉之泉源的水脈,被山石所壓而隱藏,那天上奧秘更為強烈的本性,便開啟那液態元素所隱藏之物。照樣,至聖之人啊,你若察覺任何好學之士,或沉靜、或羞怯、或潛伏於默默無名之隱處;你那口才的仁愛,藉巧妙的交談將他們催逼而出,同時也使他們顯揚於眾。
For into the boldness of discoursing—one whom you yourself do not urge on—you who (for of myself I say nothing) so bring forth the talents of all men of letters, though their eyes may fail, as the solar ray is wont to draw out the water hidden in the earth's bowels through absorbent atoms? By the sting of which light not only the fine sand or the sedentary soil is penetrated; but if a vein of enclosed springs be hidden, pressed down by the rock of a mountain, the more violent nature of the celestial secrets opens the hidden thing of the liquid element. Thus if, most holy man, you have perceived any of the studious to be either quiet, or bashful, or lurking in the obscure recess of a hidden repute; the charity of your eloquence, while by artful conversing it urges these forth, also makes them public.
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Sed quorsum ista, quid morarum est? redeamus ad causam, super cujus abundante blateratu, quia pareo, precor ut errata confessum veniæ clementis indultu placatus impertias : licet quæ laetitia tua sancta, quæque communio, copiosius hlarere, si meae culpae defensio potius tibi scripta feratur quam satisfactio. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. 271 EPISTOLA XII. Sidonius a Oresio suo salutem. Venit in nostras a te profecta pagina manus, quæ trahit multam similitudinem de sale Hispano in jugis cæso Tarraconensibus. Nam recensenti lucida et salsa es', nec tamen propter hoc ipsum mellea mi­ nus : sermo dulcis et propositionibus acer; sic enim oblectat eloquio, quod turbat imperio :
但這些話說來何意,何故耽延?讓我們回到正題,就那滔滔不絕的絮語,既然我甘願順從,便祈求你在息怒之後,向我這承認己過之人,賜下寬仁赦免的恩典:儘管你那神聖的喜樂、那份共融,若你寫給我的是為我過失的辯護、而非我的賠罪,或許會更豐盈地歡欣。求你惦念我,我主教大人。書信第十二封。西多尼烏斯向他自己的俄瑞西烏斯問安。一封從你那裡發出的書頁已到我手中,它與塔拉哥那山脊間鑿取的西班牙鹽極為相似。因為對披讀它的人而言,它明淨而鹹爽,卻也不因此就稍減其甘美如蜜:其言辭甘甜,而命題犀利;因為它以其口才使人歡愉,同時又以其權威使人動容:
But to what end these things, why the delay? Let us return to the matter, over whose overflowing babble, since I obey, I pray that, being appeased, you may bestow upon me, who confess my errors, the grant of a clement pardon: although that holy joy of yours, and that communion, may be more copiously glad, if the defence of my fault rather than my satisfaction be written to you. Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER XII. Sidonius to his own Oresius, greeting. A page set out from you has come into our hands, which draws much likeness from Spanish salt hewn in the Tarraconensian ridges. For to one perusing it, it is clear and salty, nor yet on this very account any the less honeyed: a speech sweet and keen in its propositions; for it so delights by its eloquence, that it disturbs by its command:
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quippe qui parum metiens quid ordinis agam, carmina a nobis nunc novat petat. Primum ab exordio religiosæ pro­ fessionis, huic principaliter exercitio renuntiavi : quia nimirum facilitati posset accommodari, si me occupasset levitas versuum, quem respicere coeperat gravitas actionum. Tum præterea constat omnem operam, si longa intercapedine quiescat, aegre resumi. Quisnam enim ignoret cunctis aut artificibus aut ar­ tibus maximum decus usu venire? cumque studia consueta non frequentantur, brachia in corporibus, ingenia pigrescere in artibus? Unde esi et illud, quod sero correptus aut raro, p!us arcus manui, jugo bos, equus freno rebellat.
因為他實在太少考量我如今操持的是何等事務,竟又要我譜寫新詩。首先,自我立志度奉獻生活之初,我便主要棄絕了這項技藝;因為若讓詩句的輕浮佔據了我——而我本已為職務的莊重所召——這實在容易流於輕率。再者,眾所周知,任何技能若長久閒置不用,便難以重拾。試問有誰不知:在一切工匠與一切技藝中,最大的光榮乃由勤習而來?而當習慣的操練不再頻繁,身體中的臂膀便會遲鈍,技藝中的才智也會怠惰。由此也有這句話:若遲遲或難得才拿起,弓便更抗拒手,牛更抗拒軛,馬更抗拒轡。
For indeed, taking too little account of what manner of business I am engaged in, he now asks me to compose fresh poems. In the first place, from the very outset of my religious profession I chiefly renounced this exercise, since it might well lend itself to frivolity if the levity of verses were to occupy me, whom the gravity of my duties had begun to claim. And besides, it is agreed that every skill, if it lie idle through a long interval, is resumed only with difficulty. For who does not know that with all craftsmen and all crafts the greatest distinction comes by practice? And that, when accustomed pursuits are not kept up, arms grow sluggish in bodies, and talents in the arts? Whence comes that saying too: when taken up late or seldom, the bow rebels more against the hand, the ox against the yoke, the horse against the rein.
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Insuper desidiae nostræ vere- C cundia comes ad hoc sententiam inelinat, ut me, postquam in silentio decurri tres olympiadas, tam pu­ deat novum poema conficere, quam pigeat. Hoc item nefas, etiam difficilia factu tibi negari, cujus affectum tanto minus decipi decet, quanto constantius nil re­ pulsam veretur. Tenebimus ergo 272 quippiam medium : et sicut epigrammata recentia modo nulla ditabo, ita liueras, si quæ jacebunt versu refertae, scilicet ante praesentis officii necessitatem, mittam tibi: petens ne tu sis eatenus justitiæ praevaricator, ut me opineris nunquam ab bujusmodi conscriptione temperaturum.
此外,謙遜——我懶散的伴侶——使我的判斷傾向於此:如今我已在沉默中度過三個奧林匹克週期,再作新詩,我既感羞愧,也覺厭煩。然而,向你拒絕那難以成就之事,也同樣是一種過錯;你的心願,我愈不宜辜負,因為它愈是堅定地毫不畏懼遭拒。因此我們將取一折衷之道:正如我此刻不以任何新近的短詩相贈,同樣,若有書信中夾雜著詩句——即在我目前職務的需求之前所作的——我便寄給你;只求你莫要如此違背公道,以為我從此永不會停止這類寫作。
Moreover, modesty, the companion of my sloth, inclines my judgment to this: that, now that I have run three olympiads in silence, I should be as much ashamed to compose a new poem as loath to do so. Yet it is likewise a sin that things hard to accomplish should be refused to you, whose desire it is the less fitting to disappoint the more steadfastly it never fears a rebuff. We shall therefore hold to something in the middle: and just as I shall now enrich you with no recent epigrams, so, if any letters lie about stuffed with verse—composed, that is, before the necessity of my present office—I shall send them to you; asking only that you be not so far a transgressor against justice as to suppose that I shall never abstain from writing of this kind.
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Neque enim suffragio tuo minus au­ gear, si forte digneris jam modestum potius quam facetum existimare. Vale. EPISTOLA XIII. Sidonius b Tonantio suo salutem. Est quidem, fateor, versibus meis sententia tua tam plausibilis olim , tam favorabilis, ut poetarum me quibusque rectissimis comparandum putes, certe compluribus anteponendum. Crederem tibi , si non, ut multum sapis , ita quoque mullum me ama es. Hinc est, qnod de laudibus meis caritas tua mentiri potest, nec potest fallere. Praeter hoc poscis, ut Horatiana incude formatos Asclepiadeos tibi quos­ piam, quibus inter bibendum pronuntiandis exer­ ceare, transmittam.
因為即便你如今屈尊認我為端莊而非機智,我也不會因你的偏愛而減損聲譽。珍重。第十三封信。西多尼致其友托南提烏斯問安。我承認,你對我詩作的評價確實由來已久地讚許、由來已久地眷顧,以致你認為我堪與最傑出的詩人相比,甚至無疑當置於眾多詩人之上。我本會相信你,若你不是既如此明智,又如此深愛我。正因如此,你的情誼在稱讚我時或許會失實,卻不會欺瞞。除此之外,你還要我寄給你幾首照賀拉斯的鐵砧鍛造的阿斯克勒庇阿得斯格律詩,好讓你在飲宴時朗誦以作練習。
For I should not be the less magnified by your favour if perhaps you should now deign to reckon me modest rather than witty. Farewell. LETTER XIII. Sidonius to his friend Tonantius, greeting. There is indeed, I confess, an opinion of yours concerning my verses, so long applauding, so long favourable, that you think me to be compared with the very best of poets, and certainly to be preferred to a good many. I would believe you, did you not, being as wise as you are, also love me as much. Hence it is that your affection may lie about my praises, yet cannot deceive. Besides this you ask that I send you some Asclepiads shaped upon the Horatian anvil, to be declaimed by you while drinking, for practice.
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Pareo injunctis, licet si unquam, modo maxime prosario loquendi genere districtus occupatusque. Denique probabis circa nos plurima ex parte metrorum studia refrigescere. Non enim promptum est, unum eumdemque probe facere ali­ quid, et raro. Jam dudum teretes hendecasyllabos, Attrito calamis pollice lusimus, 273 Ouos cantare magis pro choriambicis Excusso poteras mobilius pede. Sed tu per Calabri tramitis aurem B Vis ut nostra dehinc cursitet orbita;
我遵從你的吩咐,儘管——若說有這樣的時候——此刻我尤其被散文式的言說所束縛、所纏身。總之,你會發現,在我身上,格律的操習大體已然冷卻。因為要把同一件事做得又好、又難得去做,並非易事。從前我曾玩弄流暢的十一音節詩,拇指在蘆筆上磨薄,那詩你本可用抖動的音步、以短短長格代之而更輕快地吟唱。但你希望此後我的軌轍循著卡拉布里亞人(賀拉斯)的路徑之耳而行;
I obey your commands, though—if ever—now above all I am bound fast and busied with the prosaic manner of speaking. In short, you will find that in me, for the most part, the pursuits of metre have grown cold. For it is not easy to do one and the same thing well, and to do it seldom. Long ago we sported with smooth hendecasyllables, the thumb worn thin upon the reeds, which you might chant more nimbly with a shaken foot in place of choriambics. But you wish that henceforth my track should run through the ear of the Calabrian's path;
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Qua Flaccus lyricos Pindaricum ad melos Frenis llexit equos plectripotentibus, Dum metro quatitur chorda Glyconio, Necnon Alcaico, vel Phorecratio, Juncto Lesbiaco, sive anapæstico, Vernans per varii carminis eclogas, Verborum violis multicoloribus. Istud (da veniam) fingere vatibus Priscis difficile est, difficile et mihi, Ut diversa sonans os epigrammata, Nil crebras titubet propter epistolas, Quas cautU ac modiilis luxuriantibus Lascivire vetat mascula dictio.
即弗拉庫斯(賀拉斯)以執撥的韁繩,將其抒情的駿馬轉向品達式的旋律的路徑,其時琴弦為格律庫斯格律所撥動,亦為阿爾凱奧斯格律、或斐瑞克拉忒斯格律,接以列斯波斯格律,或抑抑揚格所奏;藉字詞五彩的紫羅蘭,在種種詩歌的短章間綻放。此事——請容我告罪——古昔的詩人難以鑄就,於我亦難:即一張口既發出各異的短詩,又不因頻繁的書信而屢屢踉蹌;而陽剛的辭令禁止書信以謹慎的音律與繁縟的調式恣意放縱。
the path by which Flaccus turned his lyric steeds to the Pindaric strain with plectrum-wielding reins, while the string is struck by the Glyconic metre, and by the Alcaic too, or the Pherecratean, joined to the Lesbian, or the anapaestic, blooming through the eclogues of varied song with the many-coloured violets of words. This—grant me pardon—is hard for the ancient bards to fashion, and hard for me too: that a mouth sounding diverse epigrams should not often stumble because of frequent letters, which manly diction forbids to run wanton with cautious measures and luxuriant modes.
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Istud vix Lco, rex Castalii chori, Vix hunc qui sequitur Lampridius queat, Declamans gemini pondere sub styli, Coram discipulis Burdegalensibus, Hoc me, leque decet, parce, precor, jocis, Quæso pollicilam servet ad exlimum Oraloris opus cura modestiam : Quo uil deterius, si fuerit simul In primis rigidus, mollis in ultimis. Quinimo quoties epulo mensæ lautioris hilarabere, religiosis, quod magis approbo, narrationibus vaca : his proferendis confabulatio frequens, his redicendis sollicitus auditus inserviat. Certe si 274 saluberri­ mis avocamentis, ut qui adhuc juvenis, lepidius in­ flecteris, a c Platonico Madaurensi saltem formulas mutuare convivalium quaestionum :
此事,卡斯塔利亞歌隊之王勒奧尚且難以做到,隨他之後的蘭普里迪烏斯在波爾多的學生面前、以雙重文體之重擔朗誦,也幾乎難以做到。因此,正如於我於你皆宜,我求你在這些戲謔中饒過我;我懇請你以審慎,將所允諾的端莊守到演說之作的終末——沒有什麼比這更糟:若它起初嚴峻、末了卻軟弱。不如說,每當你為更豐盛餐桌的宴饗而歡愉時,願你——如我更為讚許的——投身於虔敬的敘談:願頻繁的交談致力於將這些講出,用心的聆聽致力於將它們複述。或者,若你——仍年少——更優雅地傾心於最有益的消遣,至少可向馬道拉的柏拉圖派學者(阿普列烏斯)借取宴席問答的體式:
This scarcely Leo, king of the Castalian choir, scarcely Lampridius who follows him, could accomplish, declaiming under the weight of a twofold style before the pupils of Bordeaux. Therefore, as befits both me and you, spare me, I pray, in these jests; I beg that care keep the promised modesty to the very end of the orator's work—than which nothing is worse, if it be at once rigid at the beginning and soft at the end. Nay rather, whenever you are gladdened by the banquet of a more sumptuous table, give yourself, as I more approve, to religious narrations: let frequent conversation serve to bring these forth, and attentive hearing to recite them. Or surely, if—being still young—you incline more charmingly to most wholesome diversions, borrow at least from the Platonist of Madaura the forms of table-questions:
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Quoque reddaris instructior, has solve propositas, has propone solven­ das, iisque te studiis, et dum otiaris, exerce. Sed quia mentio conviviorum semel incidit; tuque sic carmen nobis vel ad aliam causam personamque compositum sedulo exposcis, ut me ejus edendi diu­ tius habere non possis hæsitatorem; suscipe libens, quod temporibus Augusti Majoriani, cum rogatu cu- jusdam sodalis ad cœnam conveniremus, in.
而為使你更加博學,當這些問題被提出時,你便解答它們;並將這些提出,讓人解答;即便在閒暇之時,也以這樣的鑽研自我操練。但既然一提及宴會,你便如此殷切地向我索求一首甚至為另一場合與另一人所作之詩,以致你再不容我在發表它上有所遲疑——那麼請欣然收下:在皇帝馬約里安的時日,當我們應某位同伴之邀共赴晚宴時,我在……
and, that you may be rendered more learned, solve these when they are proposed, propose these to be solved, and exercise yourself in such studies even while you are at leisure. But since mention of banquets has once come up, and you so diligently demand of me a poem composed even for another occasion and person, that you can no longer have me a hesitator in publishing it—receive gladly what, in the days of the Emperor Majorian, when at the request of a certain comrade we had gathered for dinner, in...
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d Petri librum mngistri epistolArum subito prolatum subitus effudi, meis quoque contubernalibus, dum rex eon­ vivii circa ordinandum moras nectit oxygarum, c Domnulo, Severiano atque Lampridio paria pangen­ libus (jactanter hoc dixi, imo meliora), quos undique , urbium asciios imperator in unam civilatem, invita­ tor in unam cœnam forte contraxerat. Id morae tan­ tum.dum genera metrorum sorte partimur. Placuit namque pro caritate collegii, licet omnibus eadem scribendi materia existeret, non uno tamen epigram­ mata singulorum genere proferri : ne quispiam no­ strum, qui caeteris dixisset exilius, verecundia primum, post morderetur invidia.
當彼得——掌管帝國書信之長——的書卷突然被取出時,我便即席傾瀉而成;我的同席們也是如此。其時宴會之王正為調製魚醬而拖延,多姆努盧斯、塞維里安努斯與蘭普里迪烏斯正譜寫著同等分量的詩句(我如此說是自誇,其實是更佳之作)——這些人乃皇帝從四方各城召至同一城,而主人又邀至同一宴席,偶然聚在一處。這便是全部的耽擱,其間我們以抽籤分派格律的種類。因為出於對這友伴之情的顧念,我們樂於如此:雖眾人所寫的題材相同,然各人的短詩卻不當以同一種格律呈現,免得我們中若有人所作較他人貧弱者,先受羞愧之刺,繼而受妒忌之傷。
when Peter's book—the master of the imperial letters—was suddenly brought forth, I suddenly poured out; my messmates too, while the king of the banquet wove delays over arranging the fish-sauce, namely Domnulus, Severianus, and Lampridius, composing verses of equal worth (I have said this boastfully, nay, better ones)—men whom the Emperor, summoning them from cities on every side into one city, and the host inviting them into one dinner, had by chance drawn together. That was the whole of the delay, while we divided by lot the kinds of metre. For it pleased us, out of affection for the fellowship, that although all had the same subject to write upon, yet the epigrams of each should not be brought forth in one and the same kind, lest any of us who had spoken more meagrely than the rest should first be stung by shame, and afterwards by envy.
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Etenim citius agnoscitur in quocunque recitante, si quo caeteri metro canat, an eo quoque scribat ingenio. Tu vero tunc opportunius subjecta laudabis, cum lotum te socio indulseris. Non enim justum est, ut censor incipias cum severitate discutere, quod non potuit amicus cum serietate dictare. 275 Age convocala pubes, Locus, hora, mensa, causa, Jubet ut volumen istud, Quod et aure et ore discis, Sludiis in astra tollas. Petrus cst tihi legendus, In ulraque disciplina Salis institutus auctor. Celebremus ergo, fratres, Pia festa litterarum. Peragat diem cadentem Dape. poculis, choreis, Genialis apparalus.
因為在任何朗誦者身上,更容易辨認出他是否以與他人相同的格律歌唱,抑或也以相同的天賦寫作。但當你全然放縱自己作為同伴時,你便會更適時地稱讚此處呈於你眼前之物。因為讓你以檢察官之姿、嚴厲地細究朋友無法鄭重寫成之作,這並不公道。來吧,蒙召的青年——地點、時辰、餐桌、緣由都吩咐你,以你的鑽研,將這卷你既以耳學、又以口誦之書高舉入星辰。你當研讀彼得,這位在兩門學問中皆根基深厚的作者。因此,弟兄們,讓我們慶祝文墨的聖節。願這歡慶的排場以宴饗、杯盞與舞蹈,送走漸沉的白晝。
For it is more readily recognized in any reciter, whether he sings in the same metre as the rest, or whether he also writes with the same genius. But you will then more opportunely praise what is here set before you, when you have wholly indulged yourself as a companion. For it is not just that you should begin as a censor to sift with severity what a friend could not compose with seriousness. Come, summoned youth—place, hour, table, occasion bid you raise to the stars this volume, which you learn both by ear and by mouth, with your studies. Peter is to be read by you, an author well grounded in either discipline. Let us therefore celebrate, brethren, the holy feasts of letters. Let the festive array carry through the fading day with banquet, cups, and dances.
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Rutilum toreuma bysso, Rutilasque forte blattas, Recoquente quas alieno Melibœa fucat unda; Opulentet ut meraco Bibulum colore vellus. Peregrina det supellex Ctesiphontis ac Niphatis a Juga texta, belluasque Rapidas vacante panno. Acuit quibus furorem Bene ficta plaga cocco, Jaculoque ceu forante Cruor incruentus exit. Ubi torvus, et per artem Hesopina flexus ora, It equo, reditque telo, Simulacra besliarum Fugiens, fugansque Parthus. Nive pulchriora lina Gerat orbis, atque lauris, Hederisque, pampinisque Viridantibus legatur. Cylisos, crocos, amellos, (.asias, liguslra, callhas, Calathi terant capaces, Redolentibusque sertis Abacum, torosque piugant.
願臥榻鋪以赤紅的浮雕織品與細麻布,或許還有染成赤紅的紫布——梅利波亞的海波以借來的色澤,將它們重新浸染而成;好使那飲宴的絨氈以純正的色彩顯得豐美。願異邦的陳設供上克特西豐與尼法忒斯的織就之軛,並在空白的布幔上繪飛奔的野獸——那以緋紅巧妙偽造的傷口為之激起狂怒的野獸;彷彿被標槍所刺,無血的鮮血湧流而出;其上凶悍的帕提亞人,以技藝彎轉,越過伊索式的口臉,騎馬而馳、以箭回射,既逃離又追逐著野獸的形象。願餐桌的圓面承載比雪更美的麻布,並以月桂、常春藤與轉青的葡萄嫩枝為飾。願寬大的花籃搗碎金雀花、番紅花、紫菀、桂皮、女貞、金盞花,並以芬芳的花環裝點餐櫃與臥榻。
Let the couch be spread with ruddy embossed work and fine linen, and with purple perchance made ruddy, which the Meliboean wave dyes with borrowed hue as it steeps them anew; that the drinking fleece may be enriched with unmixed colour. Let foreign furnishing supply the woven yokes of Ctesiphon and Niphates, and swift beasts upon empty cloth—beasts for which a plague well feigned in scarlet whets its fury, and, as though a javelin pierced them, the bloodless gore flows forth; where the grim Parthian, bent by art past Aesopic mouths, rides on his horse and returns upon his dart, fleeing and pursuing the images of wild beasts. Let the table's round bear linens fairer than snow, and be wreathed with laurels, ivies, and greening vine-shoots. Let capacious baskets bruise cytisus, crocuses, asters, cassias, privets, marigolds, and let them paint the sideboard and the couches with fragrant garlands.
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Manus unela succo amomi Domet hispidos capillos, b Arabumque messe pinguis Petat alta tecta fumus. Veniente nocte nec non Numerosus erigatur Laquearibus coruscis . Camerae in superna lychnus ; Olewmque nescientes, Adipesque glulinosos, Utero lumente fundant Opobalsamum lucernæ. Geruli caput plicantes Anaglyplico metallo Epulas superbiores Humeris ferant onus is. Pateræ, scyphi, lebetes, Socient falerna nardo : Tripodasque, cantharosque 276 Rosa sutilis coronet. Juvat ire per corollas Alabastra ventilantes, Juvat et vago rotatu Dare fracta membra ludo, Simulare vel trementes Pede, veste, voce Bacchas.
願塗抹了豆蔻汁的手撫平粗硬的鬚髮,願飽含阿拉伯收穫(香料)的煙氣升向高高的屋頂。夜幕降臨時,願繁多的燈盞被高舉於閃亮的鑲板之上,直至天花板的頂端;願那些不識膏油、也不識黏膩脂肪的燈,從其鼓脹的腹中傾注乳香油。願搬運者在浮雕的金屬下低垂著頭,肩負重擔,抬來過於奢華的筵席。願盆、盞與大釜,使法勒尼美酒與甘松聯姻;願綴縫的玫瑰為三足鼎與大杯加冕。行走於扇動雪花石膏瓶的小花環間,是一種喜樂;以飄忽的旋轉,將我們鬆散的肢體交付於舞蹈,或以足、以衣、以聲摹仿顫動的酒神女信徒,亦是一種喜樂。
Let a hand anointed with the juice of amomum tame the rough hair, and let smoke, rich with the harvest of the Arabs, seek the high roof. As night comes on, let a manifold lamp be raised aloft on the gleaming panels, to the top of the ceiling; and let the lamps, that know no oil nor sticky fats, pour balsam-oil from their swelling belly. Let bearers, bending their heads under the embossed metal, bear the too-proud feasts, a burden upon their shoulders. Let bowls, cups, and cauldrons wed the Falernian with nard; and let stitched roses crown the tripods and the tankards. It is a delight to go among the little garlands, fanning alabaster vials; a delight too, with wandering whirl, to yield our limbs, broken, to the dance, or to feign the trembling Bacchantes with foot, garment, and voice.
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Bimari remittat urbe Thymelem, Palemque doctas Tepidas ad officinas Citharistrias Corinthus : Digiti quibus canentes, Parlter sonante lingua, Vice pectinis fatigent Animata fila pulsu. Date et æra listulala Satyris amica nudis: Date c ravulos choraulas, Quibus antra per palati Crepulis reflanda buccis. Gemit aura tibialis ; i 1 Date carminata socco, Date dicta sub cothurno, Date quidquid advocati, Date quidquid et poetæ Vario strepunt in actu : Petrus hæc et illa transit. Opus editum tenemus, Bimetra quod arte texens, Iter asperum, viasque Labyriulhicas cucurrit. Sed in omnibus laborans Kt ab omnibus probatus, Rapit hinc et inde palmam. Per et ora docta fertur.
願科林多從它瀕臨兩海的城中,遣其提墨勒與博學的帕勒至那溫暖的作坊,並遣其女琴師——當舌以齊聲相和時,她們歌唱的手指以撥動、代撥子而使那有生命的琴弦疲乏。也請奉上為赤身薩堤爾所愛的排簫之銅;請奉上為橫笛而設的粗嗓吹笛者,他們口腔的洞穴要以顫動的雙頰重新吹送——笛管的氣息在呻吟;請奉上配以喜劇軟履之歌,請奉上悲劇高靴下之言辭,請奉上一切辯護士、一切詩人在其各異表演中所喧鳴者:彼得將這些那些盡皆超越。我們手握他已刊行之作——它以雙重技藝編織,跑過崎嶇之路與迷宮般的途徑。然而他在一切中勞作、為眾人所稱許,四面奪取棕櫚之勝,並被博學之口所傳頌。
Let Corinth send from its two-sea'd city its Thymele and its learned Pale to the warm workshops, and its women lyre-players—whose singing fingers, while the tongue sounds in unison, weary the living strings with a stroke in place of the plectrum. Give too the piped bronze, dear to the naked Satyrs; give the raucous flute-players for the flutes, whose caverns of the palate are to be re-blown with rattling cheeks—the flute's breath moans; give the songs set to the comic sock, give the sayings under the tragic buskin, give whatever the advocates and whatever the poets clamour in their varied performance: Peter passes over both these and those. We hold his published work, which, weaving with twofold art, ran its rough road and labyrinthine ways. But labouring in all things and approved by all, he snatches the palm on this side and that, and is borne through learned mouths.
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Procul hinc et Hippocrenen, Aganippicosque fontes, Et Apollinem canorum Comitantibus Cameuis Abigamus, et Miuervam Quasi praesulem canendi Uemovele ficta fatu, Deus ista praestat unus. Stupuit virum loquentem Diadematis potestas, Toga, miles, ordo equesler, Populusque Romularis : Et adbuc sophos volutant Fora, templa, rura, castra. Super hæc, fragorem alumno Padus, atque civitatum Dat amor Ligusticarum. Similis favor resultat Rhodanitidas per urbes, Imitabiturque Gallos Feritas Ibericorum. Nec in hoc moratus axe, Cito ad arva perget Euri, Aquilonibusque et Austris, Zepbyrisque perferetur. 277 Ecce dum quæro quid cantes, ipse cantavi.
願我們把希波克瑞涅與阿伽尼佩諸泉遠遠驅離,把樂音悠揚的阿波羅連同侍從他的繆斯,也把彌涅耳瓦——讓我們把她移去,彷彿那被我們言辭虛構的歌唱主宰:這一切唯獨這位獨一的上帝所賜。冕旒的權能為這侃侃而談之人而驚愕;托加袍者、士兵、騎士階層,以及羅慕路斯的子民;直到今日,論壇、殿宇、田野、營寨仍反覆呼喊「妙哉!」除此之外,波河將其喧響賜給它的養子,利古里亞諸城的愛戴亦然。同樣的喝采迴響於羅訥河諸城,伊比利亞人的剽悍也將效法高盧人。他也不在此地逗留,將迅速趕赴東風之野,並被北風、南風與西風傳送。且看——當我問你該唱什麼時,我自己竟已唱了。
Far hence let us drive away Hippocrene and the Aganippic springs, and melodious Apollo with his attendant Muses, and Minerva—let us remove her, as though the presider over singing, feigned by our speech: this one God supplies. The power of the diadem stood amazed at the man as he spoke; the toga, the soldier, the equestrian order, and the people of Romulus; and to this day forum, temple, field, and camp turn over their 'bravo!' Besides these, the Po gives its uproar to its nursling, and the love of the Ligurian cities. A like applause resounds through the Rhodanian towns, and the fierceness of the Iberians will imitate the Gauls. Nor lingering in this quarter, he will speedily press on to the fields of the East wind, and be borne through the North winds, the South, and the Zephyrs. Behold—while I ask what you should sing, I myself have sung.
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Tales enim nugas in imo scrinii fundo muribus per­ foratas, post annos circiter viginli profero in lucem, quales pari tempore absentes, cum domum rediit, Ulysses invenire potuisset. Proinde peto ut praesen­ tibus ludicris libenter ignoscas. Illud vero nec vere­ cunde, nec impudenter injungo, ut quod ipse de fa­ miliaris mei integro libro pronuntiavi, hoc tu quasi sollicitatus exempli necessitate de meo sentias. Vale. EPISTOLA XIV. Sidonius a Burgundioni suo salutem, Dupliciter excrucior quod nostrum uterque lecto tenetur. Nihil enim est durius quam cum præsentes amici dividuntur communione languoris.
因為這樣的瑣屑之作,在我書櫃的最底層被老鼠啃齧,約二十年後我才將它們帶到光下——這般作品,恰如奧德修斯離家同樣久後歸來時所能尋得的一般。因此我求你欣然寬恕這些眼前的戲作。但這一點我既不羞怯、也不無恥地叮囑你:我自己就我摯友的整本書所作的評斷,你也當彷彿為這先例的必然所催促,同樣地對我的作品如此感受。珍重。第十四封信。西多尼致其友布爾貢迪奧問安。我加倍受折磨,因為我倆各自臥病在床。因為沒有什麼比同在一處的朋友被共有的病痛所分隔更為難堪。
For such trifles, gnawed by mice at the very bottom of my chest, I bring forth into the light after about twenty years—such as, being absent for an equal time, Ulysses might have found when he returned home. Therefore I beg that you gladly pardon these present playful pieces. But this I enjoin neither bashfully nor shamelessly: that what I myself have pronounced concerning the whole book of my familiar friend, you likewise, as though urged by the necessity of the example, should feel concerning mine. Farewell. LETTER XIV. Sidonius to his friend Burgundio, greeting. I am doubly tormented that each of us is confined to his bed. For nothing is harder than when friends who are present are divided by a shared sickness.
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Quippe si accidat, ut nec intra unum conclave decumbant, nulla sunt verba, nulla sunt solatia, nulla denique mutui oratus vicissitudo. ltaque singulis mœror ingens, isque plus de altero : nam parum possis, quanquam et infir­ mus, periclitante quem diligas, tibi timere. Sed Deus mihi, fili amantissime, pro te paventi validissimum scrupulum excussit, quia pristinas incipis vires re­ cuperare. Diceris enim jam velle consurgere, quodque plus opto, jam posse. Me certe taliter consulis, et sol­ licitudine prope praecoqua quaestiunculis litterarum, jam quasi ex asse vegetus exerces, audire plus ambiens, etsi adhuc aeger, Socratem de moribus, 278 quam Hippocratem de corporibus disputantem.
因為倘若碰巧他們甚至不在同一寢室臥病,便沒有言語、沒有安慰、總之也沒有彼此請求的往還。於是巨大的哀傷落在各人身上,而這哀傷更多是為著對方;因為即便你自己患病,當你所愛之人身陷險境時,你也難以為自己憂懼。但至愛的兒子啊,當我為你顫慄時,上帝已為我抖落了一樁最沉重的憂慮,因為你正開始恢復昔日的體力。據說你如今已想起身,而且——這是我更盼望的——如今已能起身。你至少以這樣的方式徵詢我,並以近乎過早的關切,用文學的小問題操練我這已彷彿完全復元之人;你更渴望聽的,是——縱然仍在病中——蘇格拉底論德性,勝過希波克拉底論身體。
For if it should happen that they do not even lie sick within one chamber, there are no words, no consolations, no exchange, in short, of mutual entreaty. And so upon each falls a vast grief, and this the more on the other's account; for, though you yourself be sick, you can but little fear for yourself when one you love is in peril. But God, most beloved son, has shaken out for me, as I trembled on your behalf, a most grievous anxiety, because you are beginning to recover your former strength. For you are said now to wish to rise, and—what I more desire—now to be able to. You at least consult me in such a way, and with a solicitude almost premature you exercise me, already as it were wholly vigorous, with little questions of literature, more eager to hear—even though still sick—Socrates disputing about morals than Hippocrates about bodies.
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