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書信與詩集 第 2 章 第 7/16 段

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certe frater Volusianus, qui forte pergens in praedia Bajo­ cassina, totamque provinciam eLugdunensem se- cundam pervagaturus, exspectationem nostram spe­ cie brevioris itineris elusit. Et nunc tu ipse sic mul­ tis contra fidem diebus otiabundus, ais tibi, si quas postea luserim metro nugas, mitti oportere. Annuo injunctis, quia dignus es ut talia legas. Nam carmen ipsum quod nunc e manibus elabitur, tam rustica­ num est tamque impolitum, ut me non illud ad villam, sed potius e villa mittere putes. a Basilicam sancti pontificis confessorisque Martini, Perpetuus episcopus, dignissimus tanto praedecessore succes­ sor, multum priori, quae fuit hactenus, capaciorem novavit.
沃盧西安努斯弟兄尤其如此,他偶然起程前往巴約的田產,且將遍遊整個里昂第二行省,卻以路程較短為託辭,辜負了我們的期待。如今你自己,違背諾言地這樣閒散度日多天,卻說:我此後若寫了什麼詩體的戲筆,理當寄去。我應允你的囑託,因為你配得讀這樣的作品。因為此刻正從我手中滑落的這首詩,如此鄉野、如此粗糙,以致你會以為我並非把它寄往鄉間別墅,倒不如說是從鄉間別墅寄出的。主教佩爾佩圖斯,這位極其配得如此偉大前任的繼任者,重建了那位聖潔的主教與宣信者馬爾定的殿堂,比先前那座至今尚存的殿堂寬敞得多。
certainly brother Volusianus, who chancing to set out for the Bayeux estates, and about to roam over the whole province of Lyonnaise Secunda, cheated our expectation by the pretext of a shorter journey. And now you yourself, thus idle for many days contrary to your promise, say that, if I have since sported any trifles in verse, they ought to be sent. I grant your injunctions, because you are worthy to read such things. For the very poem which now slips from my hands is so rustic and so unpolished, that you would think I send it not to a country house, but rather from a country house. Perpetuus, the bishop, a most worthy successor to so great a predecessor, has renewed the basilica of the holy pontiff and confessor Martin, far more capacious than the former one, which existed hitherto.
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Magnum est, ut ferunt, opus nominandum­ que; quod in bonorem talis viri factum, talis vir fecisse debuerit. llujus me parietibus inscribere supradictus sacerdos boc epigramma compellit, quod recensebis; ut est in his quaecunque dcposcit privilegio caritatis imperiosissimus. Atque utinam molis illius pompam, sive donaria, nil hujus obsequii turpet oblatio: quod secus fore plurimum timeo. Nisi forsitan inter omnia venusta sic epigrammatis istius fœditas pla­ ceat, ut niger naevus candido in corpore : qui quidem solet sic facere risum, quod accipere suffra­ gium. Sed quid hinc amplius? pone fistulas ipse pastorias, et elegiae nostrae, quia pede claudicat, manum porrige.
這是一項偉大的工程,如人所言,且配得被稱道;它既是為榮耀這樣一位偉人而造,理當由這樣一位偉人來造。前述那位司祭催促我在其牆上題寫這首銘辭,你當審閱;在這些事上他極其專斷,憑著愛德的特權,凡他所要求的皆是如此。但願這遵命之作的呈獻,絕不玷辱那宏偉建築的華彩,或其獻納之物:我卻極其擔憂結果適得其反。除非,或許在這一切如此秀美之物中,這銘辭的醜陋反倒討喜,如同潔白身軀上的一顆黑痣:那黑痣確實往往這樣引人發笑,卻也博得認可。但關於此還有何可多說?請你放下自己的牧笛,向我們這因一足跛行而蹣跚的哀歌伸出援手。
It is a great work, as they say, and one worthy to be named; which, made in honour of such a man, such a man ought to have made. The aforesaid priest urges me to inscribe on its walls this epigram, which you shall review; as he is most imperious in these things, whatever he demands, by the privilege of charity. And would that the offering of this compliance may in no way disgrace the pomp of that pile, or its votive gifts: which I very greatly fear will be otherwise. Unless perhaps among all things so beautiful the foulness of this epigram may please, like a black mole on a fair body: which indeed is wont to provoke laughter thus, as to receive suffrage. But what more of this? Lay aside your own shepherd's pipes, and to our elegy, because it limps on one foot, lend a hand.
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IIi Martini corpus, totis venerabile terris, In quo post vitae tempora vivit honor, Texerat bic primum plebeio machina cultu, Quae confessori non erat aequa suo : Nec desistebat cives onerare pudore Gloria magna viri, gratia parva loci. Antistes sed qui numeralur b sextus ab ipso, Longam Perpetuus sustulit invidiam : Internum removens modici penetrale sacelli, Amplaque tecta levans exteriore domo. Creveruntque simul, valido tribuente patrono, c In spatiis ædes, conditor in meritis : Quae Salomoniaco potis est confligere templo, Septima quæ mundo fabrica mira fuit. Nam gemmis, auro, argento si splenduit illud, Istud transgreditur cuncta metalla fide.
「馬爾定的身軀,為萬邦所敬,在其中,生命的年歲過後榮耀依然長存;這座建築起初曾以平民式的裝飾將它覆蓋,那裝飾與其宣信者並不相稱:這偉人的宏大榮耀不曾停止以羞愧加重眾市民的負擔——偉人的榮耀宏大,此地的華美卻微小。但那被算為自他以降第六位的高階神職者佩爾佩圖斯,除去了這長久的責備:拆除了那簡陋小堂的內殿,以外面的建築升起寬廣的屋頂。二者一同增長,全靠那大能的庇主賜予——殿宇在其規模,建造者在其功德:這殿足能與所羅門的聖殿較量,那世界第七大奇觀。因為若那殿以寶石、黃金、白銀閃耀,這殿卻以信德勝過一切金屬。」
'Here the body of Martin, venerable to all lands, in which after the times of life honour lives on, this structure had at first covered with a plebeian adornment, which was not equal to its confessor: nor did the great glory of the man cease to burden the citizens with shame — great glory of the man, small grace of the place. But the prelate who is reckoned sixth from him, Perpetuus, took away the long-standing reproach: removing the inner recess of the modest little chapel, and raising ample roofs with an outer building. And they grew together, the potent patron granting it — the shrine in dimensions, the builder in merits: which is able to contend with Solomon's temple, that seventh wondrous work of the world. For if that shone with gems, gold, and silver, this surpasses all metals by faith.'
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Livor abi mordax, absolvanturque priores, Nil novet, aut addat garrula posteritas. Dumque venit Christus, populos qui suscitet omnes, Perpetuo durent culmina Perpetui. Obtulimus, ut cernis, quod cantilenae recentis obviam manui fuit; sed nec hoc minus, si moris nectis, astra quatiemus, versibus quoque s atirogra­ phis, si res exegerit, usuri : quos huic carmini leni­ tate adaequandos falso putabis. Namque efficacius, citius, ardentius natura mortalium culpat aliqua, quam laudet. Vale. 115 EPISTOLA XIX.. Sidonius Florentino suo salutem Et moras nostras, et silentium accusas : utrumque purgabile est; namque et venimus et scribimus; Vale. EPISTOLA XX.
惡毒的嫉妒啊,滾開吧;讓先前的人得以無罪釋放,也不容饒舌的後世更改或增添任何事物。當那要使萬民復活的基督降臨之時,願永恆者的巔峰永遠長存。如你所見,我已獻上一首新近之歌中隨手可得的部分;然而若你堅持那慣例,我也會同樣奮力直上星辰,倘若事情需要,我亦準備運用諷刺體的詩句——你若以為那些詩句必須在溫和上與此詩相等,那便錯了。因為凡人的本性責備某些事物,比起讚美來得更有力、更迅速、更熾烈。再會。第十九封信。西多尼致其友弗洛倫提努斯問安。你既責我遲延,又責我緘默:二者皆可原諒,因為我既已前來,又已寫信。再會。第二十封信。
Away, biting Envy; let those who went before be acquitted, and let no chattering posterity alter or add anything. And while Christ comes, who shall raise up all peoples, may the heights of the Everlasting endure forever. I have offered, as you see, whatever came to hand of a recent song; yet no less than this, if you keep me to the custom, we shall strike the stars, being ready to use satirical verses too, should the matter demand it—verses which you would be wrong to think must be made equal to this poem in gentleness. For the nature of mortals blames certain things more effectively, more swiftly, more hotly than it praises. Farewell. LETTER XIX. Sidonius to his friend Florentinus, greeting. You accuse both my delays and my silence: both are excusable, for I have come and I write. Farewell. LETTER XX.
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Sidonius Domitio suo salutem, Tu cui frequenter arma et armatum et armatos inspicere jucundum est; quam voluptatem putamus mente conciperes, si d Sigismerem regium juvenem, ritu atque cultu gentilitio ornatum, ut pote sponsum, seu petitorem, praetorium soceri expetere vidisses? Illum equus quidem phaleris comptus, imo equi radiantibus gemmis onusti antecedebant, vel etiam subsequebantur : cum tamen hoc magis ibi decorum conspiciebatur, quod praecursoribus suis, sive pedis­ sequis , pedes et ipse medius incessit, flammeus cocco, rutilus auro, lacteus serico, tum cultui tanto, coma, rubore, cute concolor. Regulorum autem, sociorumque comitantum forma et in pace terribilis :
西多尼致其友多米提烏斯問安。你這樣一位常以檢視武器、武裝之人與武裝隊伍為樂的人——倘若你曾見西吉斯梅爾,那位王室青年,按其民族的風俗與裝束打扮,如同新郎或求婚者,前來拜訪其岳父的官邸,你想你心中會生出何等的喜悅?在他前面確有一匹披掛華飾的駿馬——不,是滿載閃耀寶石的群馬,或走在他前面,或跟隨其後;然而在那裡更顯得體的乃是這一點:在他自己的前導與隨從之間,他親自徒步走在中央,身披猩紅如烈焰,金飾泛紅光,絲衣潔白如乳,其髮色、面色與膚色皆與這般盛裝相配。至於陪同他的那些小王與盟友,其容貌即使在承平之時亦令人生畏:
Sidonius to his friend Domitius, greeting. You, to whom it is often a delight to inspect arms, the armed man, and armed troops—what pleasure do you suppose you would have conceived in mind, had you seen Sigismer, a royal youth, adorned after the fashion and dress of his people, as a bridegroom or suitor, seeking the praetorium of his father-in-law? Before him went a horse indeed decked with trappings—nay, horses laden with radiant gems went before him, or even followed after; yet what was seen there as more becoming was this, that amid his own outriders and footmen he himself, on foot, walked in the midst, flame-colored in scarlet, ruddy with gold, milk-white in silk, his hair, complexion, and skin matching so great a splendor. As for the petty kings and allies attending him, their appearance was terrible even in peace:
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quorum pedes primi perone setoso talos adusque vinciebantur; genua, crura, suræque sine tegmine. Præter hoc vesiis alta, stricta, versicolor, vix ap­ propinquans poplitibus exsertis, manicæ sola bra­ chiorum principia velantes, viridantia saga limbis marginata puniceis : 116 penduli ex humero gladii balteis supercurrentihus strinxerant clausa bullatis latera rhenonibus. Eo quo comebantur ornatu, mu­ > niebantur : lanceis uncatis, securibusque missibilibus dextrae refertæ, clypeis lævam partem adumbranti­ bus, quorum lux in orbibus nivea, fulva in umboni­ bus, ita censum prodebat, ut studium. Cuncta pror- IUS hujusmodi, ut in actione thalamorum non appa­ reret minor Martis pompa quam Veneris.
他們的雙腳,直到腳踝,都以帶鬃毛的皮靴綁縛;膝、脛與小腿則裸露無遮。此外,他們的衣裳高束、緊窄、五彩繽紛,勉強垂及裸露的膝部;衣袖僅遮蔽臂膀的上端;他們的披風是綠色的,鑲著猩紅的邊。刀劍自肩上垂下,掛在斜跨的佩帶上,飾有凸釘的腰帶緊束其腰,腰間包裹著馴鹿的毛皮。他們裝飾自己的華服本身也就是他們的武裝:他們的右手滿握著帶鉤的長矛與可投擲的斧頭,左側則以盾牌遮蔽,盾的光澤在邊緣如雪白,在中央凸飾處則呈黃褐色,如此既顯露其財富,又顯露其品味。整個陣容全然如此,以致在這場婚事之中,戰神瑪爾斯的盛儀顯得不亞於愛神維納斯。
their feet, down to the ankles, were bound with bristly leather boots; their knees, shins, and calves were bare of covering. Besides this their garment was high, tight, of many colors, scarcely reaching to their bared knees; the sleeves veiled only the tops of the arms; their cloaks were green, edged with crimson borders. Swords hung from the shoulder on baldrics running across them, and belts studded with bosses girded their sides, which were enclosed in furs of reindeer. In the very ornament with which they were adorned, they were also armed: their right hands were filled with barbed lances and throwing-axes, their left sides shaded by shields whose gleam was snow-white on the rims and tawny on the bosses, so that it betrayed at once their wealth and their taste. The whole array was altogether of such a kind that, in the affair of the marriage-chamber, the pomp of Mars appeared no less than that of Venus.
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Sed quid hæc pluribus? Spectaculo tali sola præsentia tua defuit. Nam cum spectarem quæ tibi pulchra sunt non te videre, ipsam eo tempore desiderii tui impa- tienliam desideravi. Vale. LPISTOLA XXI. Sidonius Apro suo salutem. Est quidem princeps in genere monstrando partis palernae prærogativa : sed tamen multum est quod debemus et matribus. Non enim a nobis aliquid exsi­ lius fas est honorari, quod pondera illarum, quam quod istorum semina sumus. Sed originis nostræ definiendae materia vel ratio sit penes physicos: nos unde hæc ista praemisimus persequamur. a Heduus pater tibi, mater Arverna est. Primis Heduis debe­ ris :
但何必多言此事?如此的盛景中唯獨缺了你的臨在。因為當我凝視你所視為美好之物,卻不見你在場之時,就在那一刻,我感到我對你的思念之不耐。再會。第二十一封信。西多尼致其友阿佩爾問安。在追溯家世時,父系確有首要的優先權;然而我們對母親同樣虧欠良多。因為我們既是母親所懷之重擔,又是父親所出之種子,那麼從我們自身而言,以任何較卑微之物來受尊榮,都是不合宜的。但界定我們出身的題材或推理,就留給自然哲學家吧;讓我們追究我們提出這些話的本旨。你的父親是埃杜伊人,你的母親是阿爾維尼人。你對埃杜伊人負有最先的虧欠:
But why say more of these things? Only your presence was lacking to such a spectacle. For while I was gazing at what is beautiful to you, and not seeing you, at that very moment I felt the impatience of my longing for you. Farewell. LETTER XXI. Sidonius to his friend Aper, greeting. There is indeed a foremost prerogative of the father's side in tracing one's lineage; yet nonetheless we owe much to our mothers also. For it is not right that we be honored by anything meaner from ourselves, seeing that we are the burdens of the one and the seed of the other. But let the matter or reasoning of defining our origin rest with the natural philosophers; let us pursue the point for which we have set these things forth. Your father was an Aeduan, your mother is Arvernian. To the Aedui you owe your first debt:
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ergo lon solis, vel propter illud exemplum no­ stri Maronis, quo teste Pallas sic habitus Areas, quod pariter et Samnis, in Mezentium movere po­ tuisset, ut peregrinus, arma Hetruscorum, ni mixtus matre Sabella , partem quoque H7 Patriæ inde traxisset. Ecce habes magnum maximo auctore do­ cumentum, quod patriae pars computanda sit et regio materna : nisi poetas, et cum ab historia non rece­ dunt, mentiri existimabis. Igitur Arverni si portio­ nem tui saltim vicissim jure sibi vindicant, patienter admitte querimoniam desiderantum; qui libi per unius oris mei officium , non unius pectoris profu­ dere secretum. Quos palam et coram dicere puta :
因此,不僅因那緣故,也因我們的馬羅(維吉爾)的那個範例——據其見證,帕拉斯雖具阿爾卡狄亞人之習性(此亦即薩姆尼特人),本可作為外邦人,攜伊特魯里亞人之武器出征米真提烏斯,倘若他不曾因與薩貝里的母親相混,而由此也承繼了他祖國的一部分。看哪,你在最崇高的權威上有了一個重大的憑證:母親的地域也當算作一個人祖國的一部分——除非你竟以為詩人們即使不偏離史實時也在說謊。因此,倘若阿爾維尼人反過來正當地為自己索求你至少一部分,就請耐心接納那些思念你之人的怨言——他們藉著我這一張口的服事,而非一顆心的服事,傾吐了他們的心事。設想他們公開當面對你說:
therefore not only for that reason, but also on account of that example of our Maro, by whose testimony Pallas, being of Arcadian habit—which is likewise Samnite—could have marched against Mezentius, as a foreigner, with the arms of the Etruscans, had he not, being mingled with a Sabellian mother, drawn thence also a portion of his fatherland. Behold, you have a great proof on the greatest authority, that the region of the mother too is to be reckoned part of one's fatherland—unless you shall think that the poets lie even when they do not depart from history. Therefore if the Arverni in turn rightly claim for themselves at least a portion of you, patiently admit the complaint of those who long for you—who through the service of my single mouth, and not of a single heart, have poured forth their secret. Suppose them saying openly and to your face:
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Quid in te mali tantum, ingrate, commisimus, ut per tot annos quondam humum altricem nunc velut hosticum solum fugias? Hic incunabula tua fovimus; hic vagientis infantiæ laclentia membra formavimus; hiccivicarum bajulabare pondus ulnarum. Hinc b avus Fronio blandus tibi, sibi severus, qui exemplo esse potuisset his quos habemus nos in exemplo; hinc avia Auspicia , quae libi post tuæ matris orbata de­ cessum, dependit una curam duarum. Sed et mater­ tera tua hinc , et hinc fuit sanrlior sanctis Frontina virginibus, quam verebatur mater, pater veneraba­ tur, summæ abstinentiæ puella , summi rigoris ac fidei ingentis, sic Deum timens, ut ab hominibus timeretur.
「忘恩負義的人啊,我們對你犯了何等大惡,以致這許多年來你逃避那曾養育你的土地,彷彿它是敵境?在此我們珍愛你的搖籃;在此我們塑造了你啼哭嬰兒期那吮乳的肢體;在此你被抱來抱去,是眾市民臂中的重擔。你的祖父弗羅尼奧來自此地,他對你溫和,對己嚴厲,本可成為那些我們奉為榜樣之人的榜樣;你的祖母奧斯皮奇亞也來自此地,當你母親早逝、你成孤兒時,她將二人的看顧集於你一身。你的姨母也出自此地,弗龍提娜也出自此地,她比眾聖童女還要聖潔,你的母親敬重她,你的父親尊崇她——一位極其克己、極為嚴謹、信德宏大的女子,她敬畏神如此之深,以致為世人所敬畏。」
'What great evil have we committed against you, ungrateful one, that for so many years you flee, as though it were hostile ground, the earth that once nourished you? Here we cherished your cradle; here we shaped the milk-fed limbs of your wailing infancy; here you were borne about, the burden of citizens' arms. Hence your grandfather Fronio, gentle to you but severe to himself, who could have been an example to those whom we ourselves hold up as examples; hence your grandmother Auspicia, who, when you were orphaned after your mother's untimely death, bestowed upon two the care of one. But your maternal aunt too was from here, and from here was Frontina, holier than the holy among virgins, whom your mother revered and your father venerated—a maiden of the highest abstinence, of the greatest rigor and immense faith, so fearing God that she was feared by men.'
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Hic tc imbuendum liheralibus disciplinis, grammatici, rhetorisque studia florentia monitu cer­ tante foverunt: unde tu non tam mediocriter institu­ tus existis, ut tibi liceat Arvernos vel propter litte­ ras non amare. Taceo e territorii peculiarem jocun- ditatem; taceo illud aequor agrorum, in quo sine periculo quaestuosae fluctuant in segetibus undæ : quod industrius quisque quo plus 118 frequentat, hoc minus naufragat : vialoribus molle, fructuosum aratoribus, venatoribus voluptuosum; quod montium cingunt dorsa pascuis, latera vinetis, terrena villis, saxosa castellis, opaca lustris, aperta culturis, con­ cava fontibus, abrupta fluminibus;
在此,文法家與修辭家興盛的學問,以競相的教誨,培育你浸潤於博雅之學:由此你出落得受過如此非等閒的訓練,以致你即使單為那學問之故,也不容不愛阿爾維尼人。我不提那地方特有的宜人;我不提那片田野的遼闊,在其中,豐收的波浪毫無危險地在莊稼間起伏——誰越勤於流連其間,誰就越少遭遇沉船之患:對旅人柔軟,對農夫豐饒,對獵人歡愉;群山的脊嶺以牧場環繞它,山腰以葡萄園,平地以別墅,多石之處以城堡,蔭蔽之處以獸窟,開闊之處以耕地,凹陷之處以泉水,陡峭之處以河流;
Here the grammarians' and rhetoricians' flourishing studies, with rivaling counsel, fostered you to be steeped in the liberal disciplines: whence you come forth so not-mediocrely trained that it is not permitted you to fail to love the Arverni even on account of their letters. I say nothing of the peculiar pleasantness of the territory; I say nothing of that expanse of fields, in which without danger the profitable waves ripple amid the crops—which the more diligently anyone frequents, the less he suffers shipwreck: soft to travelers, fruitful to plowmen, delightful to hunters; which the ridges of the mountains gird with pastures, their flanks with vineyards, the level ground with villas, the rocky parts with fortresses, the shady with wild lairs, the open with cultivated fields, the hollows with springs, the steep places with rivers;
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quod denique hujusmodi est, ut semel visum advenis, multis patriae oblivionem saepe persuadeat. Taceo civitatem ipsam, tui semper sic amantissimam, ut soli nobilium con­ tubernio praeferre nil debeas; cui tu manu injecta feliciter raptus inserebare : sicque omnes praesentiae vestrae voluptas. quod tamen nullum satias cepit. Jam quid istic de re familiari tua dicam, cujus hic status est, ut tuam expensam hoc sit facilius tolera-tura, quod crebrius? Nam dominus agricola si larem hic foveat, sic facit sumptum, quod auget et reditum. Haec unus tibi omnium, certe bonorum civium voto, petitu, vice garrio:
總之,那地方竟是如此,以致一經目睹,便常使新來者忘卻自己的祖國。我不提那城邦本身,它一向如此深愛你,以致你理當寧取它而勝過單與貴族相伴;那城邦向你伸手,將你欣然攫取、納入其中;於是你成了眾人在場時的喜悅——這喜悅從無任何饜足能將它止息。如今在此我又當如何說到你的家業呢?它的境況竟是如此:你的開支越是頻繁,它便越易於承擔。因為若身為農人的主人在此愛護其家園,他這般花費,便也增益其收入。這些話,我這一人代眾人,至少是奉善良市民之願、之請、代其而言,向你絮語:
which, in fine, is of such a kind that, once seen, it often persuades newcomers to forget their fatherland. I say nothing of the city itself, always so most loving of you that you ought to prefer it to the companionship of the nobles alone; the city into which, laying hands upon you, you were happily snatched and inserted; and thus you were the delight of everyone's presence—a delight of which no surfeit ever took hold. And now what shall I say here about your household estate, whose condition is such that it will bear your expenditure the more easily the more frequent it is? For if the master, being a farmer, cherishes his hearth here, he so makes his outlay that he also increases his income. These things I, one man for all, or at least by the wish, petition, and in the stead of good citizens, chatter to you:
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qui cum tanto honore te poscant, tanto amore desiderent, intelligi datur, gaudii plus te, dum tribuis quod rogaris, assecuturum. Vale. EPISTOLA XXII. Sidonius d Leoni suo salutem. Vir magnificus Hesperius , gemma amicorum lit­ terarumque , nuper urbe cum rediit e Tolosatium , praecipere te dixit, ut epistolarum curam, jam termi­ natis libris earum , converteremus ad stylum histo­ riae. Reverentia summa, summo et affectu, 119 talem atque tantam sententiam amplector : idoneum quippe pronuntias ad opera majora, quem mediocria putas deserere debere. Sed quod fatendum est, fa­ cilius audeo hujusmodi suspicere judicium, quam suscipere consilium. Res quidem digna quam tu juberes:
既然他們以如此大的敬意求你、以如此深的愛慕思念你,便可明白:當你成全所求時,你所獲的喜樂將比他們更多。再會。第二十二封信。西多尼致其友雷歐問安。那位卓越之士赫斯佩里烏斯——朋友與文學之瑰寶——近日自圖盧茲返城時說,你囑咐我:既然我書信的各卷已然完成,就將對它們的用心轉向歷史的筆法。我懷著最高的敬意與最深的情誼,領受這般崇高而莊重的見解;因為你既判定一人該當捨棄平庸之作,便宣稱他適於更偉大的著述。然而——必須坦承——我更容易鼓起勇氣接受這樣的評斷,卻難以承擔這樣的建議。此事誠然值得你來命令,
since they demand you with so great honor and desire you with so great love, it is given to understand that you will obtain more of joy, in granting what you are asked, than they. Farewell. LETTER XXII. Sidonius to his friend Leo, greeting. The magnificent man Hesperius, gem of friends and of letters, when he lately returned to the city from Toulouse, said that you were charging me, now that the books of my letters are finished, to turn the care of them to the style of history. With the highest reverence and highest affection I embrace so great and weighty an opinion; for you pronounce him fit for greater works whom you judge ought to leave off the mediocre. But—what must be confessed—I more easily dare to accept such a judgment than to undertake such counsel. The matter is indeed worthy of your commanding it,
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sed non minus digna quam faceres. Namque et antiquitus , cum C. Cornelius C. Secundo paria suasisset, ipse postmodum quod injunxit arripuit: idque ab exemplo nunc melius aggrederis : quia et ego Plinio ut discipulus assurgo , et tu vetusto ge­ nere narrandi jureCornelium antevenis; qui saeculo no­ stro si revivisceret, teque qualis in litteris et quantus habeare , conspicaretur , modo verius Tacitus esset. Itaque tu molem thematis missi recte capessis, cui praeter eloquentiam singularem , scientiæ ingentis magna opportunitas. Quotidie namque per potentis­ simi consilia regis, totius sollicitus orbis, pariter ejus negotia et jura, foedera et bella, loca, spatia, merita cognoscis.
卻同樣值得由你親自去做。因為在古時,當蓋烏斯·科爾涅利烏斯(老普林尼)向蓋烏斯·塞昆杜斯(小普林尼)勸過同樣的事,他自己後來便抓住了他所囑咐之事;而如今你依那範例更善於著手:因為我一如門徒向普林尼起立致敬,而你則以你古樸的敘事風格,理當勝過那位年長的科爾涅利烏斯——他若在我們的時代復活,看見你在文學上被視為何等品格、何等偉大,倒真會成為一位更真確的塔西佗。因此你正當地承擔起這寄予你的題材之重,因為除了你那無雙的辯才之外,你還有廣博學識的絕佳機緣。因為你每日藉著一位最有權勢之王的謀議,為全世界操心,同樣地認識他的政務與法權、盟約與戰爭、地域、里程與功勳。
but no less worthy for you to do yourself. For in antiquity too, when Gaius Cornelius had urged the like upon Gaius Secundus, he himself afterward seized upon what he enjoined; and by that example you now better undertake it: for I both rise up to Pliny as a disciple, and you by right surpass the old Cornelius in your ancient manner of narration—Cornelius who, if he came back to life in our age, and beheld what quality and greatness you are held to possess in letters, would in truth be a more genuine Tacitus. And so you rightly take up the weight of the theme sent to you, for whom, besides your singular eloquence, there is great opportunity of vast knowledge. For daily, through the counsels of a most powerful king, anxious for the whole world, you learn alike his affairs and rights, treaties and wars, places, distances, and merits.
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Unde quis justius sese ad ista succinxerit, quam ille, quem constat gentium motus, legationum varietates, facta ducum, pacta regnan­ tum , tota denique publicarum rerum secreta didi­ cisse? quique præstanti positus in culmine, non necesse habet, vel supprimere verum, vel concin­ nare mendacium? At nostra longe conditio dispar, quibus dolori peregrinatio nova, ncc usui lectio ve­ tusta : tum religio professioni est, humilitas appe­ titui, mediocritas obscuritati; nec in præsentibus J'ei tantum, quantum in futuris spei locatum. 120 I Postremo languor impedimento; jamque vel sero propter hunc ipsum desidia cordi æquæva. Certe jam super studiis nulla laus curse, sed ne posthuma quidem:
由此,還有誰比那位公認已通曉列國動向、各式使節往來、將帥事蹟、統治者盟約——總之通曉一切國事機密之人,更有正當理由投身於此?又有誰,既立於卓絕之巔峰,便無需壓抑真相,亦無需編造謊言?然而我們的境況遠不能相比:對我們而言,新的旅行是苦事,舊日的閱讀已無用處;再者,虔敬歸於我們的職分,謙卑歸於我們的志向,平庸歸於我們的默默無聞;我們所寄望的,與其說在於現今之事的實情,不如說在於將來之事的盼望。末了,倦怠成了阻礙;如今,即使已晚,正為此故,怠惰於我甚是可親,它與我的憂傷同齡。誠然如今對學問的稱譽已非我所掛慮,甚至身後之名亦然:
Whence who would gird himself to these things more justly than he who is known to have learned the movements of nations, the varieties of embassies, the deeds of commanders, the compacts of rulers—in short, all the secrets of public affairs? And who, being set upon a preeminent summit, has no need either to suppress the truth or to concoct a lie? But our condition is far unequal, to whom fresh travel is a grief, and old reading no longer of use; then religion belongs to our profession, humility to our aspiration, mediocrity to our obscurity; nor is so much placed in present things as reality, as in future things as hope. Finally, languor is a hindrance; and now, even late, on account of this very thing, sloth is dear to me, being of the same age as my grief. Certainly now no praise of studies is a care, nor even a posthumous one:
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præcipue gloriam nobis parvam ab historia petere fixum ; quia per homines clericalis officii temerarie nostra , jactanter aliena, praeterita iufru­ ctuose , praesentia semiplene , turpiter falsa, peri­ culose vera dicuntur. Est enim hujusmodi thema, vel opus, in quo bonorum si facias mentioncm , modica gratia paratur; si notabilium, maxima of­ fensa. Sic se ille protinus dictioni color, odorque satyricus admiscet. Hicet scriptio historica videtur ordine a nostro multum abhorrere, cujus inchoatio invidia, contionuatio labor, finis est odium. Sed tunc ista proveniunt, clericis si aliquid dictetur auctori­ bus , qui colubrinis oblatratorum molaribus fixi, si quid simpliciter edamus, insani;
尤其既已確定,我們理當從歷史只求微薄的榮耀;因為經由教職人員之手,我們自己的事被輕率地道出,別人的事被誇耀地道出,過去的事被無益地道出,現今的事被半吐半露地道出,虛假的事被卑劣地道出,真實的事被危險地道出。因為此題材、此著作正是如此:你若提及善人,所博得的不過是微不足道的好感;你若提及顯要之人,招來的卻是最大的觸怒。於是諷刺的色調與氣味便立時混入文辭之中。而歷史的寫作,似乎與我們的身分大相逕庭,其開端是嫉妒,其持續是辛勞,其結局是憎恨。但這些事之所以發生,是當有事被身為作者的教士寫下之時,這些教士被誹謗者如蛇般的臼齒所釘住:我們若質樸地發表任何言論,便被稱為瘋狂;
especially since it is settled that we should seek but small glory from history; because through men of the clerical office our own things are said rashly, others' boastfully, past things unfruitfully, present things by halves, false things basely, true things dangerously. For such is this theme, or work, in which, if you make mention of good men, but modest favor is procured; if of notable men, the greatest offense. Thus at once a satirical color and odor mingles itself with the diction. And historical writing seems to differ much from our order, whose beginning is envy, whose continuation is toil, whose end is hatred. But these things come about when anything is dictated by clerics as authors, who, transfixed by the snaky molars of railers, if we publish anything simply, are called mad;
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si quid exacte, vocamur praesumptiosi. At si tu ipse, cui datum est saltibus gloriae proterere posse cervices vituperonum, seu supercurrere, materiae istius libens provinciam sortiare: nemo te celsius scripserit, nemo antiquius, etiam si placeat recentia loqui; quandoquidem ser- monum copia impletus ante, nunc rerum, non reli­ quisti cur venenato morsu secere. Atque ideo te in posterum consuli utilitas, audiri voluptas, legi au­ ctoritas erit. Vale. 121 EPISTOLA XXIII. Sidonius a Proculo suo salutem Filius tuus, imo communis, ad mc cucurrit; qui te relicto deliquisse se mœret, obrutus pœnitendi pudore transfugii.
我們若精確地發表任何言論,便被稱為僭妄。但你自己——蒙賜能一躍而踐踏毀謗者的頸項,或越過他們之人——倘若甘願把那題材之域取為己任,便無人能寫得比你更崇高,無人比你更具古風,縱使你樂於談論近事亦然;因為你先前既已滿溢言辭,如今又滿溢事實,便未給任何人留下以毒牙咬你的餘地。因此,於後世而言,向你請教將是一種裨益,聽你言說是一種歡愉,讀你文章是一種權威。再會。第二十三封信。西多尼致其友普洛庫路斯問安。你的兒子——不,是我們共同的兒子——奔到我這裡來;他離了你,為自己所犯的過失而憂傷,被悔恨其逃離的羞愧所淹沒。
if anything precisely, we are called presumptuous. But if you yourself—to whom it is given by leaps to be able to trample down the necks of detractors, or to overrun them—should willingly draw as your province the field of that subject, no one will write more loftily than you, no one more in the ancient manner, even if it please you to speak of recent matters; since, having been filled before with abundance of words, now with abundance of facts, you have left no reason for anyone to cut at you with a venomous bite. And therefore to consult you will be a benefit for posterity, to hear you a pleasure, to read you an authority. Farewell. LETTER XXIII. Sidonius to his friend Proculus, greeting. Your son—nay, our common son—has run to me; who, having left you, grieves that he has done wrong, overwhelmed with the shame of repenting his flight.
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Igitur audito culpae tenore, cor­ ripni latitabundum verbis amaris, vultu minaci, et mea quidem voce, sed vice tua: dignum abdicatione, cruce, culeo clamans, cæterisque suppliciis parrici­ dalibus. Ad hæc ille confusus irrubuit, nil impudenti excusatione deprecatus errorem; sed ad cuncta con­ victum cum redarguerem, verecundiæ junxit comites lacrymas, ita profluas uberlimque manantes, ut se­ cuturae correctioni fidem fecerint. Rogo ergo sis clemens in se severo: et dominum sequens, non ha­ beas te judice reum se profitente damnabilem : quem si inaudita genera poenarum jubeas inexoratus exci­ pere, non potest amplius per te dolore, quam per se pudorc torqueri.
因此,聽了他過犯的情由之後,我以嚴厲的言辭、威嚇的面容斥責這躲藏之人——確是以我的聲音,卻是代你而言——高聲宣稱他該被逐出家門、該受十字架、該受縫入袋中沉溺之刑,以及其餘處置弒親者的酷刑。聽了這話,他慌亂而漲紅了臉,並不以厚顏的藉口為其過失求情;但當我駁斥他、使他一一被定罪時,他在羞慚之外又添了同伴般的淚水,如此充沛豐盈地湧流,以致為隨之而來的改過作了憑證。因此我求你,對這位嚴以律己之人施以慈憐;並效法主,不要以你為審判者,將這自認有罪之人視為當定罪的——他若被你毫不留情地判處前所未聞的刑罰,你藉憂傷所能加於他的折磨,也不能勝過他藉羞愧加於自身的折磨。
Therefore, having heard the tenor of his fault, I rebuked the skulking fellow with bitter words and threatening countenance—with my voice indeed, but in your stead—crying out that he was worthy of disowning, the cross, the sack, and the other punishments for parricides. At this he, confounded, blushed, deprecating his error with no impudent excuse; but when I refuted him, convicted of everything, he added to his modesty the companion tears, flowing so profusely and abundantly that they gave assurance of the correction that would follow. I ask, therefore, that you be merciful toward one severe against himself; and, following the Lord, do not hold as damnable, with you as judge, one who confesses himself guilty—one whom, if you inexorably order him to undergo unheard-of kinds of punishments, cannot be tormented more by you through grief than by himself through shame.
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Libera metu desperationem suam, libera confidentiam meam, et pietatis paternæ ne­ cessitate, si bene interpretor, te quoque absolve, qui conficeris occulto, quod filius publico mœrore conficitur: cui fecisse me constat plurimum injuriae; si tu tamen vel parum feceris : quam certe ut spero non facies, nisi scopulis durior duras, aut adamanti­ bus rigidior perseveras insecabilibus. Ergo si de moribus tuis deque amicitiis juste meliora praesumo, excusato propitius indulge : quem 122 reconcilians fore fidelem constanter in posterum spondeo; quo­ que velociler culpa soluto, ego beneficio ligor :
求你使他的絕望脫離恐懼,使我的信心得釋,並且,若我解讀無誤,憑著父愛的必然,也求你赦免你自己——你被隱藏的憂傷所消磨,正如你的兒子被公然的憂傷所消磨;顯然我已對他造成極大的委屈,只要你哪怕稍加責備;而這一點,如我所盼,你必不會做,除非你比岩石更堅硬,比不可劈裂的金剛石更頑固不化。因此,倘若論到你的品格與交誼,我正當地推想更美好之事,就求你仁慈地寬宥這已求得原諒之人;我堅定地擔保,你與他和好之後,他日後必忠信可靠;而當他迅速脫離過犯之時,我卻被這恩惠所束縛:
Free his despair from fear, free my confidence, and, if I interpret rightly, by the necessity of fatherly love, absolve yourself too, who are being consumed by a hidden grief while your son is consumed by a public one—to whom it is plain that I have done very great injury, if only you should do even a little; which certainly, as I hope, you will not do, unless you are harder than the crags and persist more rigid than uncleavable adamant. Therefore if concerning your character and friendships I justly presume better things, propitiously pardon the excused one; whom, reconciling him, I steadfastly pledge will be faithful in future; and, he being swiftly loosed from fault, I am bound by the benefit:
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ma­ gnopere deposcens, non ut ignoscas modo, verum ut et protinus, et revertentem non domo solum , sed et pectore admittas. Deus magne! quam lætus orie­ tur tibi dies, mihi nuntius, animus illi, cum paternis pedibus affusus , ex illo ore laeso, ore terribili con­ vicium exspectans, osculum exceperit. Vale. EPISTOLA XXIV. Sidonius Turno suo salutem. Bene nomini, bene negotio tuo congruit Mantuani illud : Turne, quod optanti divum promittere nemo Auderet, volvenda dies en attulit ultro: Pecuniam pater tuus Turpio, vir tribunitius# mu­ tuam pridem, si recordaris, b a Maximo Palatino postulavit, impetravitque;
我懇切地求你,不僅寬恕,而且立即接納他,在他歸來之時,不僅將他納入你的家門,更納入你的胸懷。偉大的神啊!當他伏在父親腳前,從那受傷之口、那令人生畏之口,本以為要聽到責罵,卻得了一吻——那時,於你將破曉何等歡欣之日,於我是何等佳音,於他是何等慰藉!再會。第二十四封信。西多尼致其友圖爾努斯問安。曼圖亞詩人(維吉爾)那一句既配你的名,又配你的事:「圖爾努斯啊,眾神中無一敢應你所求而許諾的,看哪,流轉的時日不召自來地帶來了。」你的父親圖爾皮奧,一位曾任護民官之人,若你記得,很久以前曾向宮廷侍臣馬克西姆斯求借一筆錢,並得了它;
earnestly begging not only that you forgive, but that you receive him at once, and on his return admit him not only into your home but into your heart. Great God! how joyful will the day dawn for you, the news for me, the spirit for him, when, fallen at his father's feet, from that wounded mouth, that terrible mouth, expecting reproach, he shall receive a kiss. Farewell. LETTER XXIV. Sidonius to his friend Turnus, greeting. Well does the Mantuan's line suit your name, well your business: 'Turnus, what none of the gods would dare promise to your prayer, lo, the rolling day has brought unbidden.' Your father Turpio, a man of tribunician rank, long ago, if you recall, asked of Maximus the Palatine a loan of money, and obtained it;
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nil quidem loco fiduciæ pignorisque, vel argenti sequestrans, vel obligans praediorum : sed, ut chirographo facto docetur, cauta centesima est feneratori : quae per bilustre producta tempus modum c sortis ad duplum adduxit. Sed cum pater tuus morti propinquæ morbo incumbente suc- , cumberet; atque ob hoc ipsum publica auctoritas male valentem patremfamilias violentius ad refor­ mandum debitum arctaret, nec sustineri valeret im­ probitas exsecutorum ; proficiscenti mihi .Tolosam, jam desperatus 123 litteris imperavit, ut me ro­ gante creditor vester modicas saltem largiretur in­ ducias. Precibus orantis citus annui: quia cum Maximo mihi non notitiæ solum, verum et hospitii vetera jura.
他確實未以任何擔保或抵押作質,既未存銀,亦未抵押田產;但如所立的字據所示,債主保有百分之一的利息——此利息延續十年之久,使款額增至本金的一倍。然而當你父親在病勢逼迫、死亡臨近之下漸漸不支,正因此故又被官府在他臥病之時更嚴厲地逼迫償債,而催討者的苛酷已不堪承受之時,當我正動身前往圖盧茲,他,此時已被斷了生望,藉書信囑我:經我請求,使你們的債主至少寬限些許時日。我迅速應允了他的請求,因為我與馬克西姆斯不僅有舊日相識之誼,更有款待之舊交。
pledging indeed nothing by way of security or pawn, neither depositing silver nor mortgaging estates; but, as is shown by the note drawn up, one per cent interest was secured for the creditor—which, extended over a ten-year period, brought the sum to double the principal. But when your father, sinking beneath an approaching death as the disease pressed upon him, was on that very account being more violently constrained by public authority to repay the debt while he lay ill, and the harshness of the exactors could not be borne, as I was setting out for Toulouse he, now despaired of, commanded me by letter that at my request your creditor should grant at least a modest reprieve. To his prayers I quickly assented, since with Maximus I had ancient bonds not only of acquaintance but of hospitality.
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Igitur ad amicum libens ex ilinere perrexi, quanquam villa non paucis aggere a publico miHi­ bus abesset. Ut veni, occurrit mihi ipse, quem no­ veram anterius corpore erectum, gressu expeditum, voce liberum, facie liberalem, multum ab anti­ quo dissimilis incessu. Habitus viro, gradus, pudor, color, sermo religiosus; tum a coma brevis, barba prolixa, tripodes sellæ, cilicum vela foribus ap­ pensa, lectus nil habens plumæ, mensa nil purpuræ; bumanitas ipsa sic benigna, quod frugi, nec ita car­ nibus abundans, ut leguminibus. Certe si quid in ci­ bis unclius, non sibi, sed hospitibus indulgens. Cum surgeremus, clam percontor astantes, quod genus vitæ de tribus arripuisset ordinibus;
於是我欣然繞道往訪這位朋友,儘管他的別墅沿著堤道離大路有好幾哩之遙。我到時,他親自迎接我——我先前認得他身軀挺直、步履輕捷、聲音爽朗、面容和藹,如今那步態卻與往昔大不相同。這人的儀態、步履、謙遜、面色與言談,如今都帶著虔敬;他的頭髮剪短,鬍鬚蓄長,坐的是三足凳,門上垂掛著粗毛布的帷幔,他的床上毫無鵝絨,餐桌上毫無紫飾;他的仁慈本身如此和藹,以致近乎儉樸,肉食不多,卻多菜蔬。誠然,食物中若有較豐美者,他絲毫不留給自己,只款待賓客。當我們起身時,我暗地向旁人打聽,他選取了三種身分中的哪一種生活;
Therefore I gladly went out of my way to my friend, although his villa lay a good many miles off the public road along the embankment. When I came, he himself met me, whom I had earlier known to be erect in body, nimble of step, free of voice, gracious of face, but now much unlike his former gait. The man's bearing, step, modesty, complexion, and speech were now religious; his hair was short, his beard long, three-legged were his chairs, hangings of haircloth were draped upon the doors, his bed had nothing of down, his table nothing of purple; his very kindliness was so gracious as to be frugal, not so much abounding in meats as in vegetables. Certainly if there was anything richer among the foods, he indulged himself in nothing, but his guests. When we rose, I secretly inquired of the bystanders which mode of life he had taken up of the three orders;
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b monachum ageret, an clericum, poenitentemne? dixerunt, nuper impacto sacerdotio fungi, quo recusantem factiose ii­ gasset civicus amor. Luce revoluta, dum pueri clien­ tesque capiendis animalibus occuparentur, secretae collocutionis peto copiam. Praestat : amplector nil opinantem, gratularique me primum pro sui status apice confirmo, tum consequentes misceo preces. Turpionis nostri rogata profero, allego necessitates, I extrema deploro, quæ duriora mœrentibus amicis hinc viderentur, quod fenore ligatus corpore solve- retur : meminisset ergo professionis suæ novae, 124 sodalitatis antiquae, exactorumque circumlatrantum barbaram instantiam indultis tantisper induciis mo­ deraretur :
問他是以修士、教士,還是懺悔者的身分而活。他們說,他如今正履行一項新近強加於他的司鐸職,這是市民的愛在他推辭之際藉黨派之力硬套在他身上的。次日破曉,趁僕役與門客忙於捕捉牲畜之際,我尋機作一番私下的交談。他允准了:我全然不疑地擁抱他,先向他祝賀其職位之尊崇,繼而摻入隨後的懇求。我陳明我們圖爾皮奧的請求,申訴他的困厄,哀嘆他的絕境——這絕境對他憂傷的朋友而言在此點上更顯艱難:他雖被高利貸所束縛,卻正在肉身上被鬆開(將死);故求他念及他新的職分、他舊的情誼,暫且寬限些時,以節制那些環伺狂吠的催討者野蠻的逼迫;
whether he was living as a monk, or a cleric, or a penitent. They said that he was now discharging a priesthood recently thrust upon him, which the citizens' love had by faction fastened upon him as he refused it. When the day dawned again, while the servants and clients were occupied in capturing the animals, I sought opportunity for a private conversation. He grants it: I embrace him, all unsuspecting, and first assure him of my congratulation on the height of his rank, then mingle in the ensuing entreaties. I bring forth the requests of our Turpio, plead his necessities, bewail his extremity, which seemed the harder for his grieving friends in this, that though bound by usury he was being loosed in body; that he should therefore be mindful of his new profession, of his old fellowship, and moderate the barbarous insistence of the encircling, barking exactors by granting a reprieve for the time being;
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et si decessisse! æger , tribueret haeredi­ bus annui luctus tempus immune: si, quod optarem, pristinam Turpio salutem recuperasset, indulgeret exhausto per otium facultatem convalescendi. Adhuc rogabam, cum repente vir totius caritatis flere gran­ diter coepit non moram debiti, sed periculum debi­ toris; frenatoque singultu, Absit a me, inquit, ut hæc reposcam clericus ab ægro, quae vix petissem miles a sospite. Sed et liberos ejus ita diligo, ut etiamsi quid adversum cesserit amico, nil sim ab his amplius postulaturus quam mei officii ratio permittit. Qua­ propter scribe sollicitis;
並且,倘若他——身患重病——竟已辭世,就求他寬容繼承人一年之久免於索債的哀悼期;或若如我所願,圖爾皮奧已恢復舊日的健康,就求他寬待這耗竭之人一段閒暇以資康復。我還在懇求之際,這位滿懷慈愛之人忽然放聲大哭——不是為債務的拖延,而是為債務人的危境;他抑住嗚咽,說道:「斷不可有此事:我身為教士,竟向病人討回我即使身為軍人也幾乎不會向健康之人索取之物。連他的兒女我也如此愛惜,以致縱使我的朋友有何不測,我向他們索取的也絕不超過我職分之理所容許者。因此,你去寫信給那些憂心之人;
and if he had departed—being sick—that he grant the heirs a year's mourning free of demand; or if, as I would wish, Turpio had recovered his former health, that he indulge the exhausted man a respite of leisure for convalescing. I was still pleading, when suddenly the man, of all charity, began to weep greatly—not for the delay of the debt, but for the danger of the debtor; and, checking his sob, 'Far be it from me,' he said, 'that I, a cleric, should demand back from a sick man what I would scarcely have sought as a soldier from a man in health. But his children too I so love that, even if anything turn out adversely for my friend, I shall demand nothing more from them than the reckoning of my duty permits. Wherefore write to the anxious;
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quoque credant plus litteris tuis, meas junge, quisquis ille fuerit languoris even­ tus (quem tamen fratri prosperum optamus) quod et annuum solutioni spatium prorogabo, et superposi­ tam medietatem quae per usurae nomen accrevit, in­ dulgeam, sola simpli restitutione contentus. Egi ad hægratias, Deo maximas, hospiti magnas, qui sic amaret tam suam famam quam conscientiam, confir­ mans amicum præmittere sibi quod dimitteret vobis, atque hinc superna regna mercari, quod beneficia terrena non venderet. Ergo quod restat, enitere, ut auctore te protinus saltim commodata summa solva­ tur :
並且,為使他們更加相信你的信,就把我的信也附上——無論這病的結局如何(我們仍為我們的弟兄祈願康復),即是說:我將既把還款期限延長一年,又免除那以利息之名所累增的額外一半,只要償還本金我便滿足了。」為此我獻上感謝——最大的感謝歸於神,大的感謝歸於我的東道主,他如此愛惜自己的名聲與良心,並斷言:朋友把在此世寬免給你之物,先送往天上,並藉此購得上界的國度,因為他不出賣屬地的恩惠。因此,論到其餘之事,你要竭力使那借款至少憑你的作主立即償還;
and, that they may believe your letter the more, add mine—whatever the outcome of the illness shall be (which nevertheless we wish prosperous for our brother)—namely, that I will both prolong the term of payment for a year, and remit the additional half that has accrued under the name of interest, content with the mere repayment of the principal.' I gave thanks for this—greatest to God, great to my host, who so loved both his own fame and his conscience, affirming that a friend sends ahead of himself to heaven what he remits to you here, and thereby purchases the kingdoms above, in that he does not sell earthly benefits. Therefore, as for what remains, strive that, with you as author, at least the lent sum be forthwith paid;
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sic ut ingentes nihilominus gratias agas etiam nomine illorum qui tibi germanitate conjuncti, fors per aetatem sapere non possunt quid muneris con­ sequantur. 125 Non est cur dicere incipias, Habeo consorles, necdum celebrata divisio est; avarius constat me esse tractatum quam cohaeredes; frater et soror sub annis adhuctutelaribus agunt; necdum sorori maritus, fratri necdum curator, curatori nec­ dum satisdator inventus est; quod quidem totum creditoribus bene, sed malis dicitur. At cum habet talis oersona contractum, quæ velit medium relaxare, cum totum possit exigere; si moram patitur quid-, quid propter misericordiam concesserat pie, juste reposcit propter injuriam. Vale. EPISTOLA XXV.
如此,你便仍要獻上極大的感謝,甚至以那些人的名義——他們與你有血親之連,或許因年幼之故尚不能明白自己所得的是何等的恩賜。你沒有理由開口說:「我有共同繼承人;遺產尚未分割;公認我所受的待遇比同繼承人更為苛刻;我的弟弟妹妹尚在受監護之齡;我妹妹尚未覓得夫婿,我弟弟尚未覓得監護人,監護人也尚未覓得保證人」——這一切對債主固然說得動聽,卻是不當的。因為當這樣一位人物立有契約,一位本可索取全額卻願寬減一半之人——他若遭受拖延,凡他出於憐憫而虔敬地讓步之物,他都因這委屈而正當地討回。再會。第二十五封信。
so that you nonetheless render enormous thanks even in the name of those who, joined to you by kinship, perhaps by reason of their age cannot understand what a gift they obtain. There is no reason for you to begin saying, 'I have co-heirs; the division has not yet been celebrated; it is agreed that I have been treated more greedily than my co-heirs; my brother and sister are still under the years of wardship; a husband has not yet been found for my sister, nor a curator for my brother, nor yet a surety for the curator'—all of which indeed is said well to creditors, but ill. But when such a person has a contract, one who would relax the half though he could exact the whole—if he suffers delay, whatever out of mercy he had piously conceded, he justly demands back on account of the injury. Farewell. LETTER XXV.
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Sidonius a Domnulo suo salutem. Nequeo differre, quin grandis communione te gau­ dii festinus impertiam : nimirum nosse cupientem, quid pater noster in Christo, pariter et pontifex I'a- tiens, b Gabillonum profectus, more religionis, more constantiæ suæ fecerit. Cum venisset in oppidum suprascriptum, provincialium sacerdotum praevio partim, partim comitante collegio, scilicet ut muni­ cipio summus aliquis antistes ordinaretur : cujus ec­ clesiae disciplina nntabat, postquam junior episcopus Paulus discesserat decesseratque : exceperunt ponti- ficale concilium variae voluntates oppidanorum, nec non et illa, quae bonum publicum semper evertunt, studia privata;
西多尼致其友多姆努路斯問安。我不能延遲、必須匆匆與你分享一件共融的大喜:因為我知道你渴望得知我們在基督裡的父、同時亦即主教帕提恩斯——他依照宗教與自身一貫的堅貞——動身前往沙隆時所行之事。當他來到上述城鎮,省內眾主教的團體部分在前引路,部分相隨陪同——目的是為那市邑按立一位至高的教長,因為那市邑教會的紀律,在年輕的主教保祿離去並辭世後,已然搖搖欲墜——這主教會議卻遭遇了鎮民種種紛歧的意願,以及那些一向傾覆公益之物,即私人的偏袒;
Sidonius to his friend Domnulus, greeting. I cannot defer sharing with you in haste a great joy of communion: for I know you desire to learn what our father in Christ, and likewise bishop Patiens, did when he set out for Chalon, after the manner of religion and of his own constancy. When he had come into the aforesaid town, with the college of provincial bishops partly going before, partly accompanying him—namely, that a supreme prelate might be ordained for the municipality, whose church's discipline was tottering after the younger bishop Paulus had departed and died—the pontifical council was met by the varied wishes of the townsfolk, and also by those things which always overturn the public good, private partialities;
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quæ quidam triumviratus accenderat 128 competitorum : quorum hinc antiquam nata­ lium prærogativam reliqua destitutus morum dote ructabat: hic per fragorrs parasiticos, culinarum suf­ fragio comparatos, Apicianis plausibus ingerebatur ; hic apice votivo si potirelur, tacita pactione promi­ serat ecclesiastica plausoribus suis prapdæ prædia fore. Quod ubi viderunt sanctus Patiens et sanctus Euphronius, qui rigorem firmitatemque sententiæ sanioris, praeter odium gratiamque, primi tenebant;
這紛爭乃是一群三人角逐的競爭者所點燃的:其中一人,在這一邊,誇耀著古老的出身特權,卻缺乏品格上其餘的稟賦;另一人藉著寄生食客的喧鬧被推舉出來,那喧鬧是靠廚房的支持、以阿皮基烏斯式(老饕式)的喝采換得的;再有一人,倘若他得了那覬覦的高位,便藉暗中的契約許諾:教會的產業將成為給他喝采者的戰利品。當聖潔的帕提恩斯與聖潔的優弗羅尼烏斯看見此事——這二人撇開憎惡與偏私,率先持守那更健全判斷的嚴正與堅定——
which a certain triumvirate of competitors had kindled: of whom one, on this side, belched forth an ancient prerogative of birth, being destitute of the remaining endowment of character; another was thrust forward through parasitic uproars, procured by the suffrage of kitchens, with Apician applause; another, if he should obtain the wished-for eminence, had promised by a secret pact that the churches' estates would be booty for his applauders. When holy Patiens and holy Euphronius saw this—who, apart from hatred and favor, were the first to hold the rigor and firmness of the sounder judgment—
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consilio cum coepiscopis prius clam communicato, quam palam proalto, strepituque despecto turbæ fa- rentis, jaclis repente manibus arreptum , nihilque tum minus quam quae agebantur optantem suspican­ temque, sanctum Joannem , virum honestate, man­ suetudine insignem (lector hic primum , sic minister altaris, idque ab infantia ; post laborum temporum­ que processu, archidiaconus; in quo seu gradu , seu ministerio multum retentus propter industriam, diu dignitate non potuit augeri, ne potestate posset ab solvi), attamen hunc e jam secundi ordinis sacerdo­ tem, dissonas inter partium voces, quæ differebant laudare non ambientem, sed nec audebant culpare laudabilem;
他們先與同僚主教暗中商議其計劃,然後才公開提出,並且不顧狂躁群眾的喧囂,忽然伸手,攫住了——那人在那一刻絲毫沒有料想、也未曾懷疑正在發生之事——聖潔的約翰,一位以誠實與溫良著稱之人(他在此地起初為誦經員,繼而為祭壇的執事,且自幼即然;此後隨其勞苦與歲月的進展,成為總執事;在此職級或職事上,他因其勤勉而長久被留任,久久不得晉升尊位,唯恐一旦得權便可脫離其職),然而這人,既已是第二品的司鐸,在各方紛歧的聲音之中——這些聲音對這位不求稱譽之人猶豫是否讚揚,卻又不敢責備一位值得稱讚之人——
having first secretly communicated their plan with their fellow bishops before proposing it openly, and despising the din of the raging crowd, suddenly with hands cast forth they seized—wanting and suspecting nothing less at that moment than what was being done—holy John, a man conspicuous for honesty and gentleness (here first a lector, then a minister of the altar, and that from infancy; afterward, with the progress of his labors and years, an archdeacon; in which rank or ministry he was long detained on account of his diligence, and could not for a long time be advanced in dignity, lest by power he might be able to be released), yet this man, already a priest of the second order, amid the discordant voices of the parties, which hesitated to praise him who did not solicit it, but neither dared to blame a praiseworthy man;
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stupentibus factiosis , erubescentibus malis, acclamantibus bonis, reclamantibus nullis, collegam sibi consecravere. Nunc ergo d Jurensia si te remittunt jam monasteria in quae libenter solitus ascendere, jam coelestibus supernisque præludis ha­ bitaculis, gaudere te par est de communium palrum vel patronorum, 127 sen sic sentiente concordia, seu sic concordante sententia. Illius quoque nomine exsulta, quem creaverunt Euphronius testimonio, Patiens manu, ambo judicio. In quo fecit Euphronius quod conveniret non senectutis modo suae , verum etiam dignitatis longaevitati : fecit et Patiens vir quamlibet magnis par tamen laudibus, quod satis de.
當那結黨之人目瞪口呆、惡人羞愧、善人歡呼、無一人出聲反對之際,他們便將他祝聖為自己的同僚。如今因此,倘若尤拉山的隱修院——你素常樂於登臨、並已在其中為天上超凡的居所奏出前奏的地方——如今將你釋放,你便理當為這共同的父輩或恩主而歡欣,無論是他們的和衷如此地同感一心,抑或他們的意見如此地一致。你也要因他之名歡躍——這人由優弗羅尼烏斯以其見證所立,由帕提恩斯以其按手所立,二人皆以其判斷所立。在此,優弗羅尼烏斯所行,不僅合乎他的年高,也合乎他尊位的悠久;帕提恩斯——雖是與偉大稱譽相稱之人——所行也足以
while the factious stood stunned, the wicked blushed, the good acclaimed, and none cried against it, they consecrated as their colleague. Now therefore, if the Jura monasteries—into which you were wont gladly to ascend, and where you already play a prelude to the celestial and supernal dwellings—now release you, it is fitting that you rejoice over the common fathers, or patrons, whether their concord thus feeling alike, or their opinion thus agreeing. In his name too exult, whom Euphronius created by his testimony, Patiens by his hand, both by their judgment. In this Euphronius did what would befit not only his old age, but also the long duration of his dignity: Patiens also did—a man though equal to great praises—what suffices of.
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cuit facere personam, quae caput est e civitati nostra per sacerdotium, provinciae vero vestræ per civita­ tem. Vale. 128 EPISTOLA PRIMA. Sidonius a Petronio suo salutem. Audio quid lectitandis epistolis meis voluptuosam patientiam impendas. Magnum hoc est, et litterarum viro convenientissimum, cum studiis ipse maximis polleas, ea et in aliis etiam minima complecti. Sed ex hoc ipso consummatissima tibi gloria repondera­ tur, nam satis eminet meritis ingenii proprii, qui fuerit fautor alieni. Commendo Yindicium necessa­ rium 129 meum, virum religiosum, ct leviticae di­ gnitati quam nuper indeplus est, accommodatissimum.
善待一位在我們城中因司鐸職而為首、又藉那城在你們省中確為首之人。再會。第一封信(第三卷)。西多尼致其友佩特羅尼烏斯問安。我聽說你在讀我的書信上付出何等愉悅的耐心。這是件大事,也最適合一位文人:你自己既在最偉大的學問上出眾,也肯垂顧他人身上即使是最微末之物。但正由此故,最圓滿的榮耀便回饋於你,因為凡曾扶助他人才能之人,也就藉自身才能的功績而卓然出眾了。我推薦我的親戚溫迪奇烏斯,一位虔敬之人,最適於他新近被視為配得的執事(利未)尊職。
do justice to a person who is the head, through his priesthood, in our city, and through that city, indeed, in your province. Farewell. LETTER I (Book III). Sidonius to his friend Petronius, greeting. I hear what pleasurable patience you expend on reading through my letters. This is a great thing, and most fitting for a man of letters, that while you yourself are strong in the greatest studies, you should also embrace even the least things in others. But from this very fact the most consummate glory is weighed back to you, for he stands out sufficiently by the merits of his own talent who has been a favorer of another's. I commend my kinsman Vindicius, a religious man, and most suited to the levitical dignity of which he has lately been made worthy.
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Qui meis e pugillaribus transferre quae jusseras non vacanS, per quam provinciam hil, hic vobis aliquid naeniarum munusculi vice detulit : quanquam quæ tua sanctitas, semper grandia litteras nostras præmia putes. Interea necessitatem præfalt ponitoris insi­ nuo, quem traxit isto negotii oborti bipartila condi­ tio. Siquidem hac definitione perrexit, ut aut ineat litem, aut adeat hæreditatem. Nam patrueli paterne cælibi intestatoque defuncto, per agnationis præro­ gativam succedere parat ; nisi tamen cæptis factiosa vis obviet. Contra quas tamen cunctas difficultates, solus post opem Christi supplici tuo sufficis :
他因無暇從我的書板上謄抄你所吩咐之物,便藉著所經之地,帶了些微不足道的詩作到你這裡,權作小小的禮物:儘管以你的聖德,你總把我們的書信視為大賞。與此同時,我把這送信人擺在你面前的困難陳明——這困難是他一樁突發事務的雙重情況引來的。因為他懷著這樣的決意動身:他若非提起訴訟,便是承受遺產。因為他的堂兄未婚無嗣、又未立遺囑而亡故,他便準備憑父系親屬的優先權承繼——除非有某種結黨的勢力阻撓他的圖謀。然而,面對這一切難處,繼基督的幫助之後,唯有你足以援助你的懇求者:
Who, not being at leisure to transfer from my tablets what you had bidden, brought to you here, through whatever province, some little trifle of verses by way of a small gift: although, such is your holiness, you always deem our letters great rewards. Meanwhile I make known the necessity of the bearer set before you, which the twofold condition of a business that has arisen drew hither. For with this determination he set out: that he either enter upon a lawsuit or approach an inheritance. For his paternal cousin having died celibate and intestate, he prepares to succeed through the prerogative of agnation—unless, however, some factious force oppose his undertakings. Yet against all these difficulties, you alone, after the help of Christ, suffice for your suppliant:
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cujus confido, quod si meruerit persona gratiam, conse­ quetur causa victoriam. Vale. EPISTOLA II. Sidonius Nymphidio suo salutem. a Librum de Statu animæ, tribus voluminibus it­ lustrem, Mamertus Claudianus , peritissimus Chri­ stianorum philosophus, et quorumlibet primus eru­ ditorum totis sectatae philosophiæ membris, artibus, partibusque comere et excolere curavit, novem quas vocant Musas, disciplinas aperiens esse, non remi­ nas. Namque in paginis ejus vigilax lector inveniet veriora nomina Camœnarum, quae propriam de se sibi pariunt nuncupationem.
我深信:這人若配得恩眷,此案便必獲勝訴。再會。第二封信。西多尼致其友寧非狄烏斯問安。《論靈魂之境況》一書,分三卷、卓然可觀,馬梅爾圖斯·克勞狄亞努斯——基督徒哲學家中最精湛者,也是眾學者中在其所鑽研哲學的一切肢節、技藝與部分上居首位者——用心加以修飾潤色,揭示那被稱作繆斯的九位其實是各門學科,而非母山羊。因為在他的篇章中,機警的讀者將尋得卡梅娜(詩神)更真確的名稱,這些名稱因自身而為自己產生了恰當的稱謂。
in whom I am confident that, if the person shall have deserved favor, the cause shall obtain victory. Farewell. LETTER II. Sidonius to his friend Nymphidius, greeting. The book On the State of the Soul, illustrious in three volumes, Mamertus Claudianus—the most skilled of Christian philosophers and the first of any learned men in all the members, arts, and parts of the philosophy he pursued—took care to adorn and refine, revealing that the nine which they call the Muses are disciplines, not she-goats. For in his pages the watchful reader will find truer names of the Camenae, which beget for themselves their proper appellation concerning themselves.
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130 Illic enim et grammatica dividit, et oratoria declamat, et arith­ metica numerat, et geometria metitur, et musica ponderat, et dialectiia disputat, et astrologia praeno­ scit, et architectonica struit, et metrica modulatur. Hujus lectionis novitate laetatus, excitatusque matu­ ritate, raptim recensendam transferendamque, ut vi­ deras, petisti, ut petieras impetrasti, sub sponsione citae redhibitionis. Nec me falli, nec te fallere decet. Tempus est commodata restitui : quia liber ipse, si placuit, debuit exhibere satietatem , si displicuit, de­ buit movere fastidium. Tu autem quidquid illud est, fidem tuam celeriter absolve : ne si repetitum libel.
因為在那書中,文法作分析,修辭作演說,算術作計數,幾何作測量,音樂作衡量,辯證作論辯,星象作預知,建築作營造,格律作韻調。你既因這讀物的新奇而歡喜,又因其成熟而被激勵,便如你所見,請求把它迅速讀畢並謄抄;你既已請求,便如願以償,只是約定要迅速歸還。我被欺與你欺人,二者皆不宜。所借之物該當歸還了;因為那書本身,若合你意,理當使你饜足;若不合你意,理當令你生厭。但你,無論它是何等,都要迅速履行你的承諾:免得你若遲遲才歸還所索求的小書,倒顯得你愛的是那羊皮紙,而非其中的文字。再會。
For there both grammar divides, and oratory declaims, and arithmetic numbers, and geometry measures, and music weighs, and dialectic disputes, and astrology foreknows, and architecture builds, and metric modulates. Delighted by the novelty of this reading, and roused by its maturity, you asked, as you saw, that it be swiftly perused and copied; as you had asked, so you obtained, under promise of a speedy return. It befits neither that I be deceived, nor that you deceive. It is time that what was lent be restored; because the book itself, if it pleased, ought to have shown satiety, if it displeased, ought to have stirred disgust. But you, whatever it is, discharge your pledge quickly: lest, if you prepare to return the requested booklet too late, you seem to love the parchments rather than the letters. Farewell.
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lum serius reddere paras, membranas potius videaris amare, quam litteras. Vale. EPISTOLA III. Sidonius Apollinari suo salutem. par erat quidem garrulitatem nostram silentii ve­ stri talione frenari. Sed quoniam perfecta dilectio non tam debet recolere quid officiorum solvat, quam meminisse quid debeat; etiam nunc laxatis verecun- diae habenis obsequium alloquii impudentis itera­ mus. Cnjus improbitas vel hinc maxime dignoscitur, quod tacetis. Ergo ne quid tempore hostilitatis age­ retis, frater, nosse non merui? Dissimulastis trepido pro vobis amico vel securitatem prodere, vel ti­ morem?
第三封信。西多尼致其友阿波利納里斯問安。我的絮叨,本該被你緘默的報復所收斂。但既然完全的愛,不該只顧計算自己已盡了何等的本分,倒該記念自己所虧欠的,那麼即使如今,我也鬆開了羞怯的韁繩,重複這厚顏問候的殷勤。它的無恥尤其由此可見——你竟緘默。那麼,弟兄啊,我難道不配得知你在敵對之時所行之事嗎?你竟向一位為你憂心的朋友隱瞞,既不肯透露你的安穩,也不肯透露你的恐懼?
LETTER III. Sidonius to his friend Apollinaris, greeting. It were fitting indeed that my garrulity be curbed by the retaliation of your silence. But since perfect love ought not so much to reckon what it pays of its duties as to remember what it owes, even now, with the reins of modesty loosened, I repeat the compliance of an impudent address. Its shamelessness is recognized especially from this—that you keep silent. Therefore, brother, did I not deserve to know what you were doing in the time of hostility? Did you conceal from a friend, anxious on your behalf, either to betray your security or your fear?
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Quid est aliud, si requirenti tuas supprimis acliones, 131 quam suspicari eum qui tui sollici­ tus existat, aut certe non gavisurum compertis prosperis, aut tristem, si diversa cesserint, non" foturum? Facessat haec a bonis moribus impietatis opinio, et a candore suo vera caritas naevum tam miseræ suspicionis elimimet. Namque, ut Crispus vester affirmat, idem velle, atque idem nolle, ea demum firma amicitia est. Interea si vel vos va­ letis, bene est. Ego autem infelicis conscientiæ mole depressus, vi ebrium nuper extremum salutis accessi; ut pote cui indignissimo tantae professionis pondus impactum est :
倘若你對一位詢問者隱藏你的作為,這豈不無異於懷疑:那為你憂心之人,若聽聞你的順境便不會歡喜,或若逆境臨到便不會憂傷?願這不敬的臆測遠離善良的品德,願真正的慈愛從它自身的光輝中除去如此可悲之猜疑的污點。因為,正如你的克里斯普斯(撒路斯提烏斯)所斷言:意欲相同之事,又不欲相同之事——這才終究是穩固的友誼。與此同時,你若至少安好,便是好的。但我,被不幸良心之重壓所擊倒,近日彷彿被外力灌醉般,走到了安康的最後絕境;因為如此重大的職分之重擔,竟強加在我這最不配之人身上:
What else is it, if you suppress your actions from one who inquires, than to suspect that he who is anxious for you would either not rejoice at learning of prosperity, or would not be sorrowful if adverse things had befallen? Let this opinion of impiety depart from good morals, and let true charity remove from its own brightness the blemish of so wretched a suspicion. For, as your Crispus affirms, to will the same thing and to be unwilling of the same thing—this at last is firm friendship. Meanwhile if at least you are well, it is well. But I, weighed down by the mass of an unhappy conscience, lately approached the last extremity of well-being as though drunk with force; inasmuch as upon me, most unworthy, the burden of so great a profession has been thrust:
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qui miser b ante com­ pulsus docere quam discere, et ante praesumens bonum prædicare quam facere, tanquam sterilis arbor, cum non habeam opera pro pomis, spargo verba pro foliis. Quod restat, orate, ut operæ pretium sit, quod ab inferna propemodum sede remeavimus : ne si in praeteritis criminibus man­ serimus, incipiat ad animae potius mortem perti­ nere, quod vivimus. Ecce quod agimus indicavi. mns; ecce adhuc quid agatis inquirimus. Fit a nostra parte quod pium est : vos deinceps facite quod videtur. Illud sane velut Atticas leges ita ære credite incisum , nos sub ope Christi nunquam ad- missuros amoris tetminum, cujus studuimus fundare principium. Vale. 132 EPISTOLA IV.
我這可憐人,在自己學會之前便被逼去教導,在自己行善之前便僭越去傳講善道,如同一棵不結果的樹:既沒有果子般的善行,便散播言語當作葉子。至於其餘,求你們祈禱,使我幾乎從陰間的座位歸回一事不致徒然:免得我們若仍停留在昔日的罪中,我們的活著反倒開始關乎靈魂的死亡。看哪,我已表明我們在做什麼;看哪,我還要探問你們在做什麼。在我們這一方,虔敬之事已然成就:此後你們就去做那看為美善的吧。這一點你當確信,如同雅典的律法般刻於銅上:我們在基督的幫助之下,斷不會給那愛設一終點——我們既已竭力奠定它的開端。再會。第四封信。
who, wretched, being compelled to teach before I learned, and presuming to preach the good before I did it, like a barren tree, since I have no works for fruits, I scatter words for leaves. As for what remains, pray that it be worth the labor that I have returned almost from the infernal seat: lest, if we remain in past crimes, that we live should begin to pertain rather to the death of the soul. Behold, I have shown what we are doing; behold, further I inquire what you are doing. On our part is done what is pious: do you henceforth do what seems good. This indeed believe engraved in bronze as though the Attic laws, that we, under the help of Christ, shall never admit an end of love, of which we have striven to lay the beginning. Farewell. LETTER IV.
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Sidonius Simplicio suo salutem. Quod non recepj scripta qui miseram, imputo ami­ citiae, sed deputo plus pudori. Nam, nisi præter equum autumo, ut salutatio mihi debita dissimularetur, non illud contumacia, sed verecundia fuit. At si ulterius paginae garrienti forem claudis, pessulum opponis; quieti quidem tuae non invitus indulgeo, sed non procul a te reos meos invenlurum me esse denuntio. Nam totam silentii vestri invidiam verti non injurium est ad superbiam filiorum, qui se diligi sentientes, quoddam patiuntur de nostra sedulitate fastidium : quos monere pro patria auctoritate debetis, ut con- tractæ apud nos offensae amaritudinem politis affati­ bus dulcare non desinant. Vale.
西多尼致其友辛普利奇烏斯問安。我未收到我所寄書信的回覆,我歸因於友情,卻更多歸因於謙遜。因為,除非我的判斷有違公允,那本該給我的問候被略過了——這不是傲慢,而是羞怯。但你若進一步對一封絮叨的信頁閂上門閂、插上門栓,我固然不情願卻仍寬容你的安歇,卻要聲明:離你不遠處,我將尋得我這樁怨言的罪魁。因為把你緘默的全部怨咎歸於你眾子的驕矜,並非不公:他們自覺被人所愛,便對我們的殷勤生出某種輕慢:你理當以父親的權柄勸誡他們,使他們不停止以優雅的問候來甘化與我們之間所結的芥蒂之苦。再會。
Sidonius to his friend Simplicius, greeting. That I did not receive the writings which I had sent, I impute to friendship, but I attribute more to modesty. For, unless I judge contrary to what is fair, that a greeting due to me was passed over—that was not contumacy, but bashfulness. But if further you close the bar against a chattering page, if you set the bolt, I not unwillingly indulge your repose indeed, but I declare that not far from you I shall find those guilty of my complaint. For it is not unjust to turn all the odium of your silence to the pride of your sons, who, feeling themselves loved, suffer a certain disdain of our assiduity: whom you ought to admonish, by the authority of a father, that they cease not to sweeten with polished addresses the bitterness of an offense contracted with us. Farewell.
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