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Institutes & Conferences 1 part 1/44

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1:1
Debitum , quod beatissimo papae Castori in eorum uoluminum praefatione promissum est, quae de institutis coenobiorum et de octo principalium uitiorum remediis duodecim libellis domino adiuaante digesta sunt, in quo tenuitas nostri suffecit ingenii, utcumque sarcitum est. uiderim sane quid super hoc uel illius uel uestri fuerit examinis aequitate perpensum, utrum in rebus tam profundis tamque sublimibus et quae in usum stili ut arbitror antea non uenerunt, dignum aliquid cognitione uestra omniumque sanctorum fratrum desiderio prompserimus .
The debt which was promised, in the preface of those volumes concerning the institutes of the coenobia and the remedies for the eight principal vices—which, with the Lord's help, were arranged in twelve little books for the most blessed pope Castor—has now, so far as the slenderness of our talent sufficed, been in some fashion discharged. Let me indeed see what, upon this matter, has been weighed by the fairness of the examination, whether his or yours: whether in things so profound and so sublime, and which, as I think, have not before come into the use of the pen, we have brought forth anything worthy of your acquaintance and of the desire of all the holy brethren.
那在論修道院體制與八大主要罪惡之對治的諸卷序言中所應許的欠負——這些內容藉主的幫助,為至有福的教宗卡斯托耳編排成十二本小冊——如今,在我們微薄才智所能及的範圍內,總算勉強償還了。願我確能看見,在這事上,無論是他的還是你的審察公允之衡量,作了何等判斷:就是在如此深奧崇高、且據我所想從前未曾付諸筆墨的事上,我們是否呈獻了配得你所認識、並配得眾聖潔弟兄所渴慕的內容。
1:2
nunc autem quia derelinquens nos pontifex supra dictus migrauit ad Christum, has interim decem conlationes summorum patrum, id est anachoretarum qui in heremo Sciti morabantur, quas ille ineonparabili flagrans studio sanctitatis simili sibi iusserat sermone conscribi, non expendens prae multitudine caritatis quanto infirmas ceruices pondere praegrauaret, uobis potissimum, o beatissime papa Leonti et sancte frater Halladi , credidi consecrandas . alter siquidem uestrum memorato uiro et germanitatis affectu et sacerdotii dignitate et quod his maius est sancti studii feruore coniunctus hereditario fraternum debitam iure deposcit:
But now, since the aforesaid pontiff, leaving us, has migrated to Christ, I have believed that these ten conferences of the highest fathers—that is, of the anchorites who abode in the desert of Scete—which he, burning with incomparable zeal for holiness, had bidden to be written down in a like discourse (not weighing, in the multitude of his charity, with how great a weight he would burden our feeble necks)—are to be consecrated preferably to you, O most blessed pope Leontius and holy brother Helladius. For one of you, joined to the said man both by the affection of kinship and by the dignity of the priesthood, and—what is greater than these—by the fervour of holy zeal, demands by hereditary right the fraternal debt owed:
但如今,既然前述的主教離開我們,遷往基督那裡去了,我便以為,這十篇至高教父——就是那些住在西提沙漠中的隱修者——的談話錄,理當優先奉獻給你們,至有福的教宗利安提烏斯和聖潔的弟兄哈拉迪烏斯。這些談話錄乃是他懷著無與倫比的聖潔熱忱,吩咐人用相似的話語記錄下來的(他在滿溢的愛中並未衡量,這將以何等重擔壓垮我們軟弱的頸項)。你們其中一位,既憑血親之情、又憑祭司之尊,且——比這些更大的——憑聖潔熱忱的火熱,與那位聖者相聯,便按承繼之權索討那所欠的弟兄之債:
1:3
alter anachoretarum instituta sublimia non ut quidam propria adgressus est praesumptione sectari, sed legitimum doctrinae tramitem sancto spiritu suggerente paene antequam disceret adprehendens non tam suis adinuentionibus quam illorum traditionibus maluit erudiri. in quibus mihi nunc in portu silentii constituto inmensum pelagus aperitur, ut scilicet de instituto atque doctrina tantorum uirorum quaedam tradere audeam memoriae litterarum.
the other has undertaken to follow the sublime institutes of the anchorites, not, as some do, by his own presumption, but grasping the lawful pathway of the doctrine—the Holy Spirit suggesting it—almost before he learned it, and preferred to be instructed not so much by his own inventions as by their traditions. In which matters an immense sea now opens before me, now set in the harbour of silence, namely that I should dare to hand down to the memory of writing certain things concerning the institute and the teaching of such great men.
另一位則著手效法隱修者崇高的規範,不是像有些人那樣憑自己的擅專,乃是把握著教義合法的途徑——聖靈的啟示——幾乎在他學到之先便已領受,並且寧願不憑自己的發明,而憑他們的傳承受教。在這些事上,一片浩瀚的汪洋如今在我——這如今安置於靜默港灣之人——面前展開,就是說,我竟敢將關乎這等偉人之規範與教訓的某些事,交付於文字的記憶。
1:4
tanto enim profundioris nauigationis periculis fragilis ingenii cumba iactanda est, quantum a coenobiis anachoresis et ab actuali uita, quae in congregationibus exercetur, contemplatio dei, cui illi inaestimabiles uiri semper intenti sunt, maior actuque sublimior est. uestrum igitur est conatus nostros piis orationibus adiuuare, ne aut tam sancta materia inperito quidem, sed fideli sermone promenda periclitetur in nobis aut rursum eiusdem materiae abyssis obruatur nostra rusticitas.
For the skiff of our frail talent must be tossed amid the perils of a navigation the more profound, in proportion as anchoritism is greater than the coenobia, and the contemplation of God—to which those inestimable men are ever intent—is greater and loftier in act than the active life which is practised in the congregations. It is yours, therefore, to aid our endeavours with pious prayers, lest either so holy a matter, to be set forth in a discourse unskilled indeed yet faithful, should be endangered in us, or again our rusticity should be overwhelmed by the abysses of the same matter.
因為我們脆弱才智的小舟,必須在一場愈發深邃的航行的危險中顛簸,其程度正如隱修生活勝過修道院共居生活,並如那些不可估量之人所常常專注的默想神——在作為上比在會眾中操練的積極生活更大、更崇高。因此,用虔敬的禱告扶助我們的努力乃是你們的本分,免得如此聖潔的題目——當用雖不嫻熟卻忠實的言語述說之時——在我們手中遭受危難,又免得我們的粗陋被這同一題目的深淵所吞沒。
1:5
proinde ab exteriore ac uisibili monachorum cultu, quem prioribus digessimus libris, ad inuisibilem interioris hominis habitum transeamus, et de canonicarum orationum modo ad illius quam apostolus praecipit orationis perpetuae iugitatem ascendat eloquium, ut quisquis iam superioris operis lectione Iacob illius intellegibilis nomen carnalium uitiorum subplantatione promeruit, nunc etiam non tam mea quam patrum instituta suscipiens diuinae iam puritatis intuitu ad meritum et ut ita dixerim dignitatem transiens Israhelis, quid in hoc quoque perfectionis culmine debeat obseruare similiter instruatur.
Accordingly, let us pass from the exterior and visible manner of life of the monks, which we have set forth in the earlier books, to the invisible habit of the inner man; and let our discourse ascend from the mode of the canonical prayers to the perpetual continuity of that prayer which the Apostle enjoins, so that whoever, by the reading of the earlier work, has merited the name of that intelligible Jacob by supplanting carnal vices, may now also, receiving the institutes not so much of mine as of the fathers, and passing over, by the gaze of divine purity, to the merit and, so to speak, the dignity of Israel, be likewise instructed as to what he ought to observe in this summit of perfection as well.
因此,讓我們從修士外在可見的生活方式——就是我們在前幾卷所述說的——過渡到內在之人那看不見的品格;並讓我們的言論從律定禱告的方式,上升到那使徒所吩咐的不住禱告之恆常持續,好使凡藉閱讀前面的著作、因制伏肉體諸罪而配得那可悟之雅各之名的人,如今也可領受那些與其說是我的、不如說是諸教父的規範,並藉著對神聖潔淨的注視,過渡到以色列的功德與(可以這麼說)尊貴,照樣受教,明白在這完全的頂峰上他也當謹守什麼。
1:6
obtineant itaque orationes uestrae ab eo qui dignos nos uel uisu eorum uel discipulatu uel consortio iudicauit, ut nobis earundem traditionum memoriam plenam et sermonem ad dicendum facilem conferre dignetur, quo tam sancte eas tamque integre quam ab ipsis accepimus explicantes ipsos quodammodo suis institutis incorpolatos et quod maius est Latino disputantes eloquio nobis exhibere possimus.
May your prayers therefore obtain from Him who has judged us worthy either of the sight of those men, or of their discipleship, or of their fellowship, that He may deign to confer upon us both a full memory of those same traditions and a discourse ready for the telling, whereby, expounding them as holily and as entirely as we received them from those men themselves, we may be able in some manner to present them, incorporated as it were into their own institutes and—what is greater—disputing in the Latin tongue.
因此,願你們的禱告從那位判定我們配得目睹這等人、或作他們門徒、或與他們相交的主那裡求得,使祂樂意賜給我們對這些傳承完全的記憶,和一篇便於述說的言論,好使我們既照所從他們親自領受的那樣聖潔而完整地闡述它們,便能以某種方式,將他們彷彿融入其自身的規範中——並且,更大的是——用拉丁語作論述地呈現出來。
1:7
hoc sane uolumus ante omnia tam harum conlationum quam superiorum uoluminum praemonitum esse lectorem, ut si qua forte in his pro status sui et propositi qualitate siue pro usu et conuersatione communi uel inpossibilia putauerit esse uel dura, non ea secundum suae facultatis modulum, sed secundum dignitatem et perfectionem loquentium metiatur, quorum prius studium atque propositum mente concipiat, quo uere mortui huic conuersationi mundanae nullis affectibus parentum carnalium, nullis actuum saecularium nexibus obligantur.
This indeed we wish, above all things, both of these conferences and of the earlier volumes, that the reader be forewarned: that if perchance in these he shall think anything, according to the quality of his own state and purpose, or according to common usage and manner of life, to be either impossible or hard, he should measure it not according to the measure of his own capacity, but according to the dignity and perfection of the speakers, whose prior zeal and purpose let him conceive in his mind—by which, truly dead to this worldly manner of life, they are bound by no affections of carnal kinsfolk, by no bonds of secular actions.
這一點我們實在切望,勝過一切,就是無論對於這些談話錄還是對於前面的諸卷,讀者都當先受提醒:倘若他在這些話中,按自己身分與志向的品質,或按通常的慣例與生活方式,或許以為某些事既不可能又艱難,他就不當照自己能力的度量來衡量,乃當照說話者的尊貴與完全來衡量;願他在心中領會這些人在先的熱忱與志向——他們藉此真正向這屬世的生活方式死了,不被肉親的任何情感所束縛,不被屬世行動的任何羈絆所纏累。
1:8
deinde locorum quoque in quibus commorantur consideret qualitatem, qua in solitudine uastissima constituti atque ab uniuersorum mortalium consortio separati et per hoc inluminationem sensuum possidentes contemplantur uel proloquuntur ea, quae inexpertis atque ineruditis pro condicione et mediocritate consuetudinis suae inpossibilia forsitan uidebuntur. de quibus tamen si quis uoluerit ueram proferre sententiam et utrum impleri queant desiderat experiri, festinet prius eorum propositum simili studio et conuersatione suscipere, et tunc demum ea, quae supra facultatem hominis uidebantur, non solum possibilia, uerum etiam suauissima deprehendet.
Next let him consider also the quality of the places in which they dwell, wherein, established in a most vast solitude and separated from the fellowship of all mortals, and through this possessing an illumination of their senses, they contemplate or speak forth those things which, to the inexperienced and untaught, will perhaps seem impossible by reason of the condition and mediocrity of their own habit. Yet concerning these things, if anyone shall wish to bring forth a true judgment, and desires to make trial whether they can be fulfilled, let him first hasten to take up their purpose with a like zeal and manner of life; and then at length he shall find those things, which seemed to be above the capacity of man, to be not only possible, but even most sweet.
其次,願他也思想他們所居之地的性質,他們在那最廣袤的曠野中安置,與一切世人的交往隔絕,並藉此擁有感官的光照,便默想或述說那些對未經歷、未受教之人來說,或許因其自身習性的處境與平庸而顯為不可能的事。然而關乎這些事,若有人願作出真確的判斷,並渴望試驗它們是否能夠成就,願他先急速以相似的熱忱與生活方式來承擔他們的志向;那時他終必發現,那些看似超乎人所能及的事,不但是可能的,甚且是至為甘美的。
1:9
sed nunc iam ad conlationes eorum et instituta properemus. De habitatione Scitii et proposito abbatis Moysi. De interrogatione abbatis Moysi quaerentis qui monacho scopos uel qui sit finis.\' De responsione nostra. De interrogatione abbatis Moysi super propositione praedicta. De conparatione eius qui destinata ferire contendat. De his qui abrenuntiantes mundo ad perfectionem sine caritate contendunt. De appetenda tranquillitate cordis. De principali conatu erga diuinarum rerum contemplationem et similitudine Mariae et Marthae. Interrogatio, quomodo efficientia uirtutum non cum homine perseueret. Responsio, quod non sit earum merces, sed actio cessatura. De caritatis perpetuitate.
But now let us hasten to their conferences and institutes. Of the dwelling in Scete and the purpose of Abba Moses. Of the questioning of Abba Moses, asking what is the scope or what is the end for a monk. Of our answer. Of the questioning of Abba Moses upon the aforesaid proposition. Of the comparison of him who strives to strike the appointed mark. Of those who, renouncing the world, strive toward perfection without charity. Of the tranquillity of heart to be sought after. Of the principal endeavour toward the contemplation of divine things, and the likeness of Mary and Martha. A question, how the efficacy of the virtues does not persevere together with man. An answer, that it is not their reward, but their exercise, that shall cease. Of the perpetuity of charity.
但如今讓我們趕往他們的談話錄與規範。論在西提的居所與亞巴摩西的志向。論亞巴摩西的發問,詢問對修士而言何為目標、何為終極。論我們的回答。論亞巴摩西就前述命題的發問。論那力求射中所定標靶之人的比喻。論那些棄絕世界卻無愛心而力求完全的人。論當追求的內心寧靜。論以默想神聖之事為首要的努力,並馬利亞與馬大的比喻。一個問題:諸美德的功效為何不與人一同長存。一個回答:將要止息的並非它們的賞賜,乃是它們的操練。論愛的永存。
1:10
Interrogatio de perseuerantia spiritalis theoriae. Responsio de directione cordis in deum et de regno dei et regno diaboli. De animae perpetuitate. De contemplando deo. Interrogatio de cogitationum mobilitate. Responsio, quid possit mens super cogitationum statu quidue non possit. Conparatio aquaria molae et animae. De tribus cogitationum nostrarum principiis. De discernendis cogitationibus ad similitudinem probabilis trapezitae. De inlusione abbatis Iohannis. De quadripertita discretionis ratione. De sermone doctoris secundum audientium meritum.
A question concerning the perseverance of spiritual contemplation. An answer concerning the directing of the heart toward God, and concerning the kingdom of God and the kingdom of the devil. Of the perpetuity of the soul. Of contemplating God. A question concerning the mobility of the thoughts. An answer, what the mind can do concerning the state of the thoughts, and what it cannot. A comparison of the water-mill and the soul. Of the three origins of our thoughts. Of the discerning of thoughts after the likeness of an approved money-changer. Of the delusion of Abba John. Of the fourfold method of discretion. Of the discourse of a teacher according to the merit of the hearers.
一個關乎屬靈默觀之持守的問題。一個關乎將心導向神、並關乎神的國與魔鬼的國的回答。論靈魂的永存。論默觀神。一個關乎思念之浮動的問題。一個回答:心思在思念的狀態上能做什麼,又不能做什麼。水磨與靈魂的比喻。論我們思念的三個源頭。論按精明銀錢兌換商的樣式辨別思念。論亞巴約翰所受的迷惑。論分辨之四重方法。論教師按聽者的資質而作的講論。
1:11
Cum in heremo Sciti, ubi monachorum probatissimi patres et omnis commorabatur perfectio, abbatem Moysen, qui inter illos egregios flores suauius non solum actuali, uerum etiam theoretica uirtute fragrabat, institutione eius fundari cupiens expetissem una cum sancto abbate Germano (cum quo mihi ab ipso tirocinio ac rudimentis militiae spiritalis ita indiuiduum deinceps contubernium tam in coenobio quam in heremo fuit, ut cuncti ad significandam sodalitatis ac propositi nostri parilitatem pronuntiarent unam mentem atque animam duobus in- Be corporibus), pariterque ab eodem abbate aedificationis\' sermonem fusis lacrimis posceremus (quippe cuius hunc animi rigorem manifestissime noueramus, ut
When in the desert of Scete, where the most approved fathers of the monks and all perfection abode, I had, together with the holy abba Germanus, earnestly sought out Abba Moses—who among those excellent flowers breathed forth more sweetly not only in active but also in contemplative virtue—desiring to be grounded in his instruction (with whom, from the very apprenticeship and rudiments of the spiritual warfare, I had thereafter so undivided a companionship, both in the coenobium and in the desert, that all, to signify the parity of our comradeship and purpose, would declare there was one mind and one soul in two bodies); and when we both, with tears poured forth, begged of the same abba a discourse of edification (since we most manifestly knew this rigour of his mind, that…
當我在西提的曠野——就是修士中至受稱許的教父並一切完全之人所居之處——與聖潔的亞巴日耳曼努斯一同懇切尋訪亞巴摩西時(他在那些卓越的花朵中,不僅在積極的美德上,也在默觀的美德上散發更甘甜的馨香),渴望在他的教導中得以扎根(我與日耳曼努斯,從屬靈爭戰的起初學徒與初階起,此後便有如此不可分割的相伴,無論在修道院還是在曠野,以致眾人為表明我們同伴之情與志向的一致,都宣稱這是兩個身體裡有一個心思、一個靈魂);當我們二人流淚懇求這位亞巴給我們一篇造就的講論時(因我們極明白地深知他心思的這種嚴謹,就是……
1:12
nisi fideliter desiderantibus et cum omni cordis contritione quaerentibus nequaquam adquiesceret ianuam perfectionis aperire, ne scilicet, si passim uel nolentibus eam uel tepide sitientibus exhiberet, res necessarias et quae solis perfectionem cupientibus debent esse conpertae , indignis et fastidiose suscipientibus pandens aut iactantiae uitium aut proditionis crimen uideretur incurrere), tandem fatigatus precibus nostris ita exorsus est.
…that he would by no means consent to open the door of perfection except to those who faithfully desired it and sought it with all contrition of heart—lest, namely, if he exhibited it indiscriminately either to those unwilling for it or lukewarmly thirsting after it, laying open to the unworthy and to those who received it fastidiously the necessary things which ought to be known only to those desiring perfection, he might seem to incur either the vice of boastfulness or the crime of betrayal)—at last, wearied by our entreaties, he thus began.
……他絕不肯開啟那完全之門,除非是向那些忠心切慕、並以全然痛悔之心尋求它的人;免得,就是說,倘若他不加分別地將它顯給那些不願它的人、或不冷不熱渴慕它的人,把那些惟獨當為切慕完全之人所知的必要之事,敞露給不配的人和厭煩領受的人,以致似乎陷入自誇之惡或洩露之罪)——末後,他被我們的懇求所困,便如此開了口。
1:13
Omnes, inquit, artes ac disciplinae scopon quendam, id est destinationem, et telos, hoc est finem proprium habent, ad quem respiciens uniuscuiusque artis industrius adpetitor cunctos labores et pericula atque dispendia aequanimiter libenterque sustentat.
All arts and disciplines, he said, have a certain scope—that is, a mark to aim at—and a telos, that is, their own proper end, looking toward which the industrious aspirant of each art sustains all labours and perils and losses with an even and willing mind.
他說,一切技藝與學問都有某個目標——就是所要瞄準的標靶——並有一個終極,就是它們各自本有的終點,那勤勉尋求每種技藝的人,正是望著它,才以平穩甘願的心承受一切勞苦、危險與虧損。
1:14
nam et agricola nunc torridos solis radios, nunc pruinas et glaciem non declinans terram infatigabiliter scindit et indomitas agri glaebas frequenti subigit uomere, dum scopon seruat, ut eam cunctis sentibus expurgatam uniuersisque graminibus absolutam in modum solubilis harenae exercendo comminuat, finem, id est perceptionem copiosarum frugum et exuberantiam segetum non alias adepturum se esse confidens, quo uel ipse deinceps uitam securus exigere uel suam possit amplificare substantiam. refertJ, etiam frugibus horrea libenter exhaurit easque putribus sulcis instanti labore commendat, praesentem deminutionem futurarum messium contemplatione non sentiens.
For the farmer too, now not shrinking from the scorching rays of the sun, now from frosts and ice, tirelessly cleaves the earth and subdues the untamed clods of the field with the frequent ploughshare, while he keeps his scope—that it may, purged of all thorns and freed from all weeds, be broken up by his labour into the fashion of loose sand—confident that he will not otherwise attain his end, that is, the reaping of abundant crops and a superfluity of harvests, whereby he may thereafter either lead his life secure, or enlarge his substance. He even gladly empties out from his stores the corn already gathered, and commits it with intent labour to the crumbling furrows, not feeling the present diminution in the contemplation of the future harvests.
因為那農夫也是如此,時而不畏烈日的灼燒,時而不畏霜雪冰凍,不倦地翻開地土,用頻繁的犁鏵制伏田間未馴的土塊,同時保守他的目標——就是要使地土除盡一切荊棘、脫離一切雜草,藉他的勞作被翻鬆成如散沙的模樣——他深信除此以外他斷不能達到他的終點,就是收割豐盛的莊稼與滿溢的收成,藉此他此後或可安然度日,或可增添他的家業。他甚至甘願從倉裡倒出已收的穀子,用刻意的勞苦將它交付給鬆碎的犁溝,在對未來收成的思念中不覺當前的減少。
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illi etiam, qui negotiationum solent exercere commercia, non incertos pelagi timent casus, non ulla discrimina perhorrescunt, dum ad finem quaestus spe praepeti prouocantur. nec non etiam hi qui militiae mundialis ambitione flammantur, dum prospiciunt honorum ac potentiae finem, peregrinationum exitia ac pericula non sentiunt nec praesentibus aerumnis bellisque franguntur, dum propositum sibi dignitatis finem cupiunt obtinere.
Those too who are wont to exercise the commerce of trading do not fear the uncertain chances of the sea, nor dread any perils, while they are urged on by swift hope toward the end of gain. Likewise those who are inflamed with ambition for worldly warfare, while they look forward to the end of honours and of power, do not feel the destructions and dangers of their wanderings, nor are they broken by present hardships and wars, while they long to obtain the end of the dignity set before them.
那些慣於從事貿易買賣的人,也不懼海上不定的變數,不畏懼任何危險,因他們被迅捷的盼望催逼著奔向利益的終點。同樣,那些被屬世征戰的野心所燃燒的人,當他們展望尊榮與權勢的終點時,便不覺其漂泊的毀滅與危險,也不被當前的艱難與戰事所擊垮,因他們渴望得著擺在他們面前那尊榮的終點。
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habet ergo et nostra professio scopon proprium ac finem suum, pro quo labores cunctos non solum infatigabiliter, uerum etiam gratanter inpendimus, ob quem nos ieiuniorum inedia non fatigat, uigiliarum lassitudo delectat, lectio ac meditatio scripturarum continuata non satiat, labor etiam incessabilis nuditasque et omnium rerum priuatio, horror quoque huius uastissimae solitndinis non deterret. ob quem uos ipsi procul dubio parentum spreuistis affectum et patrium solum ac delicias mundi tot pertransitis regionibus despexistis, ut ad nos homines rusticos et idiotas atque in hoc heremi squalore degentes peruenire possetis.
Our profession, therefore, also has its own scope and its own end, for the sake of which we expend all labours not only tirelessly but even joyfully; for whose sake the fasting of our abstinence does not weary us, the fatigue of our vigils delights us, the continual reading and meditation of the Scriptures does not sate us, and even the incessant toil, and nakedness, and the privation of all things, and likewise the horror of this most vast solitude, does not deter us. For whose sake you yourselves, doubtless, have spurned the affection of your parents, and, passing through so many regions, have despised your native soil and the delights of the world, that you might be able to come to us, rustic and unlettered men, dwelling in this squalor of the desert.
因此,我們的職分也有其自己的目標與自己的終點,為著它,我們不但不倦、且是歡然地付出一切勞苦;為著它,我們禁食的節制不使我們疲乏,守夜的辛勞使我們喜悅,不斷誦讀與默想聖經不使我們饜足,甚至不歇的操勞、赤身、萬物的匱乏,並這最廣袤曠野的可怖,也都不能使我們卻步。為著它,你們自己無疑撇下了父母的親情,穿越如此眾多的地方,藐視了本鄉與世界的享樂,好使你們能來到我們這些住在曠野污穢中、粗鄙而無學的人這裡。
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propter quod respondete, inquit, mihi quae sit destinatio uestra uel finis, qui ad haec omnia libentissime sustinenda nos prouocat. Et cum persisteret nostram elicere super hac interrogatione sententiam, respondimus regni caelorum causa haec cuncta tolerari. Ad quod ille: Bene, inquit: argute de fine dixistis. qui uero debeat esse scopos noster, id est destinatio, cui iugiter inhaerentes finem ualeamus adtingere, prae omnibus nosse debetis. et cum ignorationem confessi simpliciter fuissemus, adiecit: in omni ut dixi arte ac disciplina praecedit quidam seopos , id est animae destinatio siue incessabilis mentis intentio.
Wherefore answer me, he said, what is your aim or end, which provokes us to endure all these things most willingly. And when he persisted in eliciting our judgment upon this question, we answered that all these things are borne for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. To which he said: Well; you have spoken shrewdly concerning the end. But what ought to be our scope—that is, the mark to which, ever cleaving, we may be able to attain the end—above all things you ought to know. And when we had simply confessed our ignorance, he added: In every art and discipline, as I have said, there precedes a certain scope, that is, the destination of the soul or the incessant intention of the mind.
他說,所以請回答我,你們的目標或終點是什麼,就是那激動我們最甘願地忍受這一切之事的。當他堅持要引出我們對這問題的看法時,我們回答說,這一切之事都是為著天國而承受的。對此他說:好;你們論到終點說得精明。但何為我們的目標——就是那我們當恆常持守、藉以能夠達到終點的標靶——你們卻當在萬事之先曉得。當我們坦然承認自己的無知時,他補充說:正如我所說的,在每種技藝與學問中,都先有某個目標,就是靈魂的定向或心思不歇的專注。
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quam nisi quis omni studio perseuerantiaque seruauerit, nec ad finem desiderati fructus poterit peruenire. nam ut dixi agricola finem habens secure copioseque uiuendi in prouentu segetum fecundarum scopon, id est destinationem gerit agrum suum cunctis sentibus expurgare eumque uniuersis infructuosis uacuare graminibus, nec aliter se quieti finis opulentiam adepturum esse confidit, nisi id, quod usu obtinere desiderat, quadam prius operis ac spei suae ratione possideat. negotiator quoque conparandarum mercium desiderium non deponit, per quod possit quaestuosius diuitias congregare, quia frustra concupisceret lucrum, nisi uiam qua ad id tenderet elegisset.
And unless one shall have kept this with all zeal and perseverance, he will not be able to attain to the end of the desired fruit. For, as I have said, the farmer, having as his end to live securely and abundantly in the yield of fertile crops, bears as his scope—that is, his destination—to purge his field of all thorns and to empty it of all unfruitful weeds; nor does he trust that he will otherwise attain the opulence of a restful end, unless he first possess, by a certain reckoning of his labour and hope, that which he desires to obtain by use. The trader too does not lay aside the desire of procuring merchandise, whereby he may more profitably gather riches, since he would covet gain in vain, had he not chosen the way by which he might tend toward it.
人若不以全然的熱忱與恆忍持守這目標,就不能達到所渴慕之果的終點。因為,如我所說的,那農夫既以在肥沃莊稼的出產中安然豐足地度日為終點,便以清除田間一切荊棘、除盡一切不結果的雜草為目標——就是為定向;他也不信自己能以其他方式達到那安息之終點的豐裕,除非他先藉著對自己勞苦與盼望的某種籌算,擁有他所渴望藉使用而得之物。那商人也不放下購取貨物的渴望,藉此他可更有利地積聚財富,因他若未曾揀選一條可通往它的路,便是徒然貪求利益了。
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et qui certis quibusque dignitatibus Mundi huius cupiunt honorari, cui se officio uel ordini debeant mancipare ante proponunt, ut per legitimum spei tramitem finem quoque ualeant desideratae dignitatis adtingere. itaque et uiae nostrae finis quidem est regnum dei. quid uero sit scopos debet diligenter inquiri: qui si nobis similiter conpertus non foent , frustra nitendo fatigabimur, quia sine uia. tendentibus labor est itineris, non profectus. ad quod obstupescentibus nobis senex intulit: finis quidem nostrae professionis ut diximus regnum dei seu regnum caelorum est, destinatio uero, id est scopos, puritas cordis, sine qua ad illum finem inpossibile est quempiam peruenire.
And those who desire to be honoured with the various definite dignities of this world first set before themselves the office or rank to which they mean to devote themselves, so that by the lawful path of their hope they may also be able to attain the goal of the dignity they desire. So then, the end of our way of life is indeed the kingdom of God. But what its immediate aim is ought to be diligently inquired into; for if this has not likewise been made clear to us, we shall wear ourselves out striving in vain, since one who travels without a road has the toil of the journey but no progress. And as we stood amazed at this, the old man went on: The end of our profession, as we have said, is the kingdom of God or the kingdom of heaven; but the immediate goal, that is, the mark, is purity of heart, without which it is impossible for anyone to reach that end.
那些渴望在今世獲得某些特定尊榮的人,會先為自己定下他們要獻身投入的職分或品級,好使他們能藉著合乎正道的盼望之路,達到他們所渴望的尊榮之目標。因此,我們生活道路的終極目的,確實就是神的國。然而,其近程的目標究竟是什麼,卻應當殷勤查究;因為若這一點沒有同樣向我們闡明,我們就會徒然費力、白白疲乏,因為沒有道路而行走的人,只有旅途的勞苦而毫無進展。當我們對此驚訝之時,那位長者接著說:正如我們所說,我們志業的終極目的乃是神的國,或說天國;但那近程的定向,就是那標的,乃是心靈的潔淨,若沒有它,任何人都不可能達到那終極目的。
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in hac ergo destinatione deiigentes nostrae directionis obtutus uelut ad certam lineam cursum rectissimum dirigemus, ac si paululum quid ab hac cogitatio nostra deflexerit, ad contemplationem eius ilico recurrentes rursus eam uelut ad quandam normam rectissime corrigemus, quae semper omnes conatus nostros ad unum hoc reuocans signum arguet statim, si a proposita directione mens nostra uel paululum deuiauerit.
Fixing our gaze upon this aim, therefore, as upon a fixed line, we shall direct our course most straight; and if our thought should for a little turn aside from it, we shall at once return to the contemplation of it and correct our thought most exactly, as by a kind of standard, which, ever recalling all our efforts to this one mark, will immediately convict us if our mind has strayed even a little from the intended direction.
因此,我們既把目光注定在這目標上,如同注視一條固定的準線,就要引導我們的路程極其筆直;倘若我們的思想稍微偏離了它,就要立刻回到對它的默想,並如同依照某種準則,將思想最精確地校正過來。這準則常將我們一切的努力召回到這唯一的標記上,一旦我們的心思稍稍偏離所定的方向,便立即使我們知罪。
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Quemadmodum hi, quibus usus est bellica tela tractandi, cum ante regem mundi huius artis suae cupiunt peritiam demonstrare, in paruissima quaedam scutula, quae depicta in se continent praemia, iacula uel sagittas intorquere contendunt, certi quod non alias nisi destinationis suae linea ad finem possint desiderati praemii peruenire, quo tum demum utique potientur, cum propositum scopon ualuerint obtinere: qui si forte ab eorum fuerit subtractus intuitu, quantumlibet a recto tramite cassa imperitorum deerret intentio, excidisse se tamen ab illius disciplinatae lineae directione non sentient, quia nullum habent certum signum quod uel peritiam directionisprobet uel arguat prauitatem.
Just as those skilled in the handling of weapons of war, when they wish to display before the king of this world the mastery of their art, strive to hurl their darts or arrows into certain very small shields, which have painted on them the prizes to be won, being sure that they cannot reach the end of the prize they long for except along the line of their aim—which they will then at last surely obtain when they have been able to hold to the mark they have set before them. But if that mark should chance to be withdrawn from their sight, however far the vain aim of the unskilled may wander from the straight path, they will not perceive that they have fallen away from the direction of that disciplined line, because they have no fixed mark to prove their skill in aiming or to convict their fault.
正如那些精於使用兵器之人,當他們想在今世的君王面前展示其技藝的精湛時,便竭力將標槍或箭射向某些極小的靶盾,那靶盾上繪有要贏取的獎賞。他們確信,除非沿著自己瞄準的準線,否則無法達到所渴望的獎賞之目的;唯有當他們能守住所定的標的時,才終能穩妥地得著。但那標的若偶然從他們眼前被撤去,則無論那不熟練者徒然的瞄準如何偏離正道,他們也不會察覺自己已偏離了那受訓練之準線的方向,因為他們沒有固定的標記來證明瞄準的技巧、或指出其偏差。
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et ideo cum inutiles in aera uacuumque fuderint iactus, in quo peccauerint quoue decepti sint diiudicare non possunt, quippe quos nullum accusat indicium quantum a directione discesserint, nec quo deinceps corrigere uel reuocare debeant lineam disciplinae docere potest passiuus obtutus. ita igitur et nostri propositi finis quidem secundum apostolum uita aeterna est, ita eodem pronuntiante: habentes quidem fructum uestrum in sanctificationem, finem uero uitam aeternam, scopos uero est puritas cordis, quam sanctificationem non inmerito nuncupauit, sine qua praedictus finis non poterit adprehendi, acsi dixisset aliis uerbis: habentes quidem scopon uestrum in cordis puri..
And therefore, when they have discharged their useless shots into the air and the void, they cannot judge in what they have erred or wherein they have been deceived, since no evidence accuses them of how far they have departed from the true direction, nor can their aimless gaze teach them by what means they ought thereafter to correct or recall the line of their discipline. So then, the end of our purpose, according to the Apostle, is indeed eternal life, as he himself declares: 'having your fruit unto sanctification, and the end everlasting life' (Rom 6:22); but the immediate goal is purity of heart, which he not undeservedly called sanctification, without which the aforesaid end cannot be attained—as though he had said in other words: having your goal in purity of heart.
因此,當他們把無用的射擊發向空中與虛空時,就無法判斷自己錯在何處、被何所欺,因為沒有任何憑據能控告他們偏離正道多遠,他們漫無目標的視線也無法教導他們此後當用何法來校正或召回其操練的準線。照樣,按照使徒的話,我們志向的終極目的確實是永生,正如他親自宣告:「你們有成聖的果子,那結局就是永生」(羅六22);但其近程的目標乃是心靈的潔淨,他不無理由地稱之為成聖,若沒有它,前述的終極目的就無法得著——彷彿他用別的話說:你們當以心靈潔淨為目標,
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tate, finem uero uitam aeternam. de qua destinatione docens nos idem beatus apostolus ipsum nomen, id est scopon, significanter expressit ita dicens: quae posteriora sunt obliuiscens, ad ea uero quae in ante sunt extendens me, ad destinatum persequor, ad brauium supernae uocationis domini. quod euidentius in Graeco ponitur z ατὰ ϭϰοπὸν ϭ̀ιώϰω , id est secundum destinationem persequor, tamquam si dixisset: hac destinatione qua illa quae posteriora sunt obliuiscor, id est anterioris hominis uitia, ad finem brauii caelestis peruenire contendo.
and eternal life as the end. Teaching us about this aim, the same blessed Apostle expressed the very name, that is, the goal (scopos), significantly, saying thus: 'forgetting the things that are behind, and stretching forward to the things that are before, I press on toward the mark, unto the prize of the high calling of the Lord' (Phil 3:13-14). This is set down more clearly in the Greek, kata skopon diōkō, that is, 'I press on according to the aim,' as if he had said: with this aim, whereby I forget the things that are behind—that is, the vices of the former man—I strive to reach the end of the heavenly prize.
而以永生為終極目的。那同一位有福的使徒教導我們論及這目標時,明確地表達了那名稱本身,就是「標的」(scopos),如此說:「忘記背後,努力面前的,向著標竿直跑,要得神在基督裡從上面召我來得的獎賞」(腓三13-14)。這在希臘文裡表述得更清楚:kata skopon diōkō,即「我按著標的直跑」,彷彿他說:憑著這標的,我藉此忘記背後之事——就是舊人的種種罪惡——竭力要達到天上獎賞的終極目的。
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quidquid ergo nos ad hunc scopon, id est puritatem cordis potest dirigere, tota uirtute sectandum est, quidquid autem ab hac retrahit, ut perniciosum ac noxium deuitandum. pro hac enim uniuersa agimus atque toleramus, pro hac parentes, patria, dignitates, diuitiae, deliciae mundi huius et uoluptas uniuersa contemnitur, ut scilicet puritas cordis perpetua retentetur. hac itaque nobis destinatione proaposita semper actus nostri et cogitationes ad eam obtinendam rectissime dirigentur.
Whatever, therefore, can direct us to this goal, that is, to purity of heart, is to be pursued with all our strength; but whatever draws us back from it is to be shunned as pernicious and harmful. For it is for the sake of this that we do and endure all things; for the sake of this parents, homeland, dignities, riches, the delights and every pleasure of this world are despised—namely, that purity of heart may be perpetually preserved. And so, this aim having been set before us, all our acts and thoughts will be directed most straightly toward obtaining it.
因此,凡能引導我們趨向這目標——就是心靈潔淨——的事,都當竭盡全力去追求;凡使我們偏離它的,都當視為有害而避開,如同避開毒物。因為正是為了這緣故,我們才行事與忍耐一切;為了這緣故,父母、家鄉、尊榮、財富、今世的享樂與一切歡愉都被輕看——就是為使心靈的潔淨得以恆久保守。這樣,既將這目標擺在我們面前,我們一切的行為與思念,就都要最筆直地朝著得著它而定向。
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quae si prae oculis nostris iugiter statuta non fuerit, non solum cunctos labores nostros uacuos pariter atque instabiles reddens in cassum eos ac sine ullo emolumento conpellet effundi, sed etiam cogitationes omnes diuersas sibique contrarias suscitabit. necesse est enim mentem quo recurrat cuiue principaliter inhaereat non habentem per singulas horas atque momenta pro incursuum uarietate mutari atque ex his quae extrinsecus accedunt in illum statum continuo transformari qui sibi primus occurrerit.
For if this be not continually set before our eyes, it will not only render all our labours empty and unstable, causing them to be poured out in vain and without any profit, but will also stir up all manner of divergent and mutually contradictory thoughts. For the mind that has nothing to which it may run back or to which it may principally cling must needs, at every hour and moment, be changed according to the variety of incoming impressions, and be at once transformed by the things that come from without into whatever state first presents itself to it.
因為這目標若不常擺在我們眼前,就不僅使我們一切的勞苦都成為空虛而不穩固,叫它們白費、毫無益處地傾倒出去,還會激起種種紛歧且彼此矛盾的思念。因為心思若沒有可回奔、可主要依附之處,就必然在每一時刻、每一瞬間,隨著各樣臨到之印象而變動,並立刻被外來的事物轉化,變成頭一個呈現在它面前的狀態。
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Hinc namque est quod nonnullos mundi huius maximas facultates et non solum multa auri atque argenti talenta, uerum etiam praediorum magnificentiam contemnentes post haec uidimus pro scalpello, pro graphio, pro acu, pro calamo commoueri. qui si contemplationem cordis mundi fixam tenerent, numquam utique pro paruis rebus admitterent, quod ne pro magnis ac pretiosis incurrerent opibus, easdem penitus abicere maluerunt.
Hence it comes about that we have seen some men who despised the greatest resources of this world—not only many talents of gold and silver, but even the magnificence of estates—afterwards moved to disturbance over a penknife, a stylus, a needle, or a reed pen. If they had held fast to the contemplation of purity of heart, they would certainly never have let themselves be provoked over such trifling things, seeing that, lest they should be provoked over great and precious wealth, they chose rather to cast that wealth entirely away.
由此便發生這樣的事:我們曾見有些人輕看了今世極大的資財——不僅是許多金銀他連得,甚至是華美的田產——後來卻為了一把小刀、一支鐵筆、一根針、一枝蘆葦筆而心生擾動。他們若持守了對心靈潔淨的默想,斷不會為這等瑣事而任憑自己被激動,因為他們正是為了不因巨大而寶貴的財富而被激動,才寧願將那財富全然拋棄。
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nam et plerumque nonnulli tanto zelo codicem seruant, ut eum ne leuiter quidem legi uel contingi ab aliquo sinant, et inde occasiones inpatientiae ac mortis incurrunt, unde monentur stipendia patientiae et caritatis adquirere, cumque omnes diuitias suas pro Christi amore disperserint, pristinum tamen cordis affectum in rebus minimis retentantes et pro ipsis nonnumquam mobiliter irascentes, ueluti qui nou habeant apostolicam caritatem, ex omnibus infructuosi sterilesque redduntur.
For very often some men guard a book with such zeal that they will not suffer it even to be lightly read or touched by anyone, and thence they incur occasions of impatience and death, whence they are admonished to acquire the rewards of patience and love. And when they have distributed all their riches for the love of Christ, yet retaining their former disposition of heart in the smallest things, and sometimes flying into anger over these very things, they are rendered barren and unfruitful in all respects, as men who do not have apostolic love.
因為時常有些人以極大的熱心看守一本書卷,甚至不容任何人稍稍翻閱或觸碰它,於是他們便由此招致了不忍耐與死亡的機會——而他們原本正是要藉此受勸勉,去獲得忍耐與愛的酬報。他們雖為基督的愛散盡了一切財富,卻在最微小的事上仍存留昔日的心情,有時竟為這些小事勃然發怒,如同沒有使徒之愛的人,於是在一切事上都成了不結果、無用的了。
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quod in spiritu beatus apostolus praeuidens et si distribuero, inquit, in cibos pauperum omnes facultates meas et tradidero corpus meum ut ardeam, caritatem autem non habuero, nihil mihi prodest- unde liquido conprobatur perfectionem non statim nuditate nec priuatione omnium facultatum seu dignitatum abiectione contingi, nisi fuerit caritas illa cuius apostolus membra describit, quae in sola cordis puritate consistit. nam quid est aliud non aemulari, non inflari, non inritari, non agere perperam, non quaerere quae sua sunt, non super iniquitate gaudere, non cogitare malum et reliqua, nisi cor perfectum atque mundissimum deo semper offerre et intactum a cunctis perturbationibus custodire?
Foreseeing this in the Spirit, the blessed Apostle said: 'And if I distribute all my goods to feed the poor, and if I deliver my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing' (1 Cor 13:3). Whence it is clearly proved that perfection is not immediately attained by nakedness, nor by the deprivation of all one's resources, nor by the renunciation of honours, unless there be that love whose members the Apostle describes, which consists in purity of heart alone. For what else is 'not to be envious, not to be puffed up, not to be provoked, not to deal perversely, not to seek one's own, not to rejoice in iniquity, not to think evil' and the rest (1 Cor 13:4-6), than ever to offer to God a heart perfect and most pure, and to keep it untouched by all disturbances?
有福的使徒在聖靈裡預見了這事,說:「我若將所有的賙濟窮人,又捨己身叫人焚燒,卻沒有愛,仍與我無益」(林前十三3)。由此清楚證明,完全並非立刻藉著身無長物、或捨棄一切資財、或棄絕尊榮而得著,除非有那愛——使徒描述其肢體的那愛——它唯獨在於心靈的潔淨。因為「不嫉妒、不自誇、不輕易發怒、不做害羞的事、不求自己的益處、不喜歡不義、不圖謀惡事」等等(林前十三4-6),若不是說時常將完全而至潔的心獻給神,並保守它不被一切擾亂所觸,還能是什麼呢?
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Omnia igitur huius gratia gerenda adpetendaque sunt nobis. pro hac solitudo sectanda est, pro hac ieiunia, uigilias, labores, corporis nuditatem, lectionem ceterasque uirtutes debere nos suscipere nouerimus, ut scilicet per illas ab uniuersis passionibus noxiis inlaesum parare cor nostrum et conseruare possimus et ad perfectionem caritatis istis gradibus innitendo conscendere, et non propter has obseruantias, si forte honesta ac necessaria occupatione praeuenti sollemnitatem districtionis nostrae non potuerimus implere, incidamus in tristitiam uel iram siue indignationem, ob quae expugnanda illud quod praetermissum est fueramus acturi.
All things, therefore, are to be done and sought by us for the sake of this. For the sake of this solitude is to be pursued; for the sake of this let us know that we must undertake fasts, vigils, labours, bodily nakedness, reading and the other virtues, so that through them we may be able to prepare and keep our heart unharmed by all noxious passions, and by leaning upon these steps may ascend to the perfection of love. And let us not, on account of these observances, if perchance, being forestalled by some honourable or necessary occupation, we have been unable to fulfil the strict rule of our discipline, fall into sadness or anger or indignation—the very things for the overcoming of which we were going to do that which has been omitted.
因此,凡事都當為這緣故而行、而求。為了這緣故當追求獨居;為了這緣故,讓我們曉得必須擔負禁食、儆醒、勞苦、身體的窘乏、誦讀以及其餘的美德,好使我們藉著這些,能將心預備並保守,不受一切有害情慾的損傷,並倚靠這些階梯攀登到愛的完全。也不要為了這些操守之故,倘若我們偶因某項正當或必要的事務所耽擱,未能履行我們嚴格生活的常規,就陷入憂愁、忿怒或惱恨——這正是我們原要藉著所省略之事去克服的東西。
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non enim tantum est lucrum ieiunii quantum irae dispendium nec tantus lectione capitur fructus quantum contemptu fratris incurritur detrimentum. ea igitur quae sequentia sunt, id est ieiunia, uigiliae, anachoresis , meditatio scripturarum, propter principalem scopon, id est puritatem cordis, quod est caritas, nos conuenit exercere et non propter illa principalem hanc proturbare uirtutem, qua in nobis integra inlaesaque durante nihil oberit, si aliquid eorum quae sequentia sunt pro necessitate fuerit praetermissum: siquidem nec proderit uniuersa fecisse adempta hac qua diximus principali causa, cuius obtentu sunt omnia peragenda.
For the gain of fasting is not so great as the loss from anger, nor is the fruit gained from reading so great as the harm incurred by the contempt of a brother. The things, therefore, which are subordinate—that is, fasts, vigils, withdrawal into solitude, meditation on the Scriptures—we ought to practise for the sake of the principal goal, that is, purity of heart, which is love, and not on account of them to overthrow this principal virtue; for while this remains whole and unharmed in us, nothing will hurt us if any of the subordinate things be omitted through necessity. Indeed, it will profit nothing to have done all these things if this principal cause, of which we have spoken, be taken away, for the sake of whose attainment all things are to be performed.
因為禁食所得的利益,遠不及忿怒所致的虧損;誦讀所得的果子,也遠不及輕視弟兄所招的損害。因此,那些從屬的事——就是禁食、儆醒、退隱獨居、默想聖經——我們當為那主要的目標而操練,就是為心靈的潔淨,那就是愛;而不可為了它們而傾覆這主要的美德。只要這美德在我們裡面完好無損地存留,即便從屬之事中有些因必要而被省略,也絲毫無損於我們;反倒說,倘若所說的這主要緣由被奪去了,縱使行盡了一切也毫無益處,因為一切都當為著得著它而行。
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ob hoc enim quis ferramenta cuiuslibet artis instituere sibimet ac praeparare festinat, non ut ea possideat otiosa nec ut emolumenti illius fructum qui speratur ex ipsis in nuda instrumentorum possessione constituat, sed ut eorum ministerio peritiam finemque illius disciplinae cuius haec adiumenta sunt efficaciter adprehendat. igitur ieiunia, uigiliae, meditatio scripturarum, nuditas ac priuatio omnium facultatum non perfectio, sed perfectionis instrumenta sunt, quia non in ipsis consistit disciplinae illius finis, sed per illa peruenitur ad finem.
For this reason a man hastens to procure and prepare for himself the tools of any craft, not that he may possess them idle, nor that he may place the fruit of the profit that is hoped from them in the mere possession of the instruments, but that by their service he may effectively attain the skill and end of that craft to which these are aids. So then, fasts, vigils, meditation on the Scriptures, nakedness and the deprivation of all resources are not perfection, but the instruments of perfection; for the end of that discipline does not consist in them, but through them one arrives at the end.
為此緣故,人急於為自己置辦並預備任何技藝的工具,並非要閒置擁有它們,也不是把從它們所盼望之利益的果子放在單單擁有這些器具上,乃是要藉著使用它們,有效地獲得那技藝的精湛與目的——這些工具正是為此技藝而設的輔助。因此,禁食、儆醒、默想聖經、身無長物並捨棄一切資財,都不是完全本身,乃是達致完全的工具;因為那操練的目的不在於它們,乃是藉著它們而達到目的。
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in cassum igitur haec exercitia molietur, quisque his uelut summo bono contentus intentionem sui cordis huc usque defixerit et non ad capiendum finem, propter quem haec adpetenda sunt, omne studium uirtutis extenderit, habens quidem disciplinae illius instrumenta, finem uero, in quo omnis fructus consistit, ignorans. quidquid igitur potest istam mentis nostrae puritatem tranquillitatemque turbare, quamuis utile ac necessarium uideatur, ut noxium deuitandum est. hac enim norma et errorum peruagationumque omnium dispersiones poterimus euadere et desideratum finem linea certae directionis adtingere.
In vain, therefore, will he labour at these exercises who, content with them as with the highest good, has fixed the intention of his heart upon them alone, and has not stretched out every effort of virtue toward attaining the end for the sake of which these are to be sought—having indeed the instruments of that discipline, but being ignorant of the end in which all fruit consists. Whatever, therefore, can disturb this purity and tranquillity of our mind, however useful and necessary it may seem, is to be shunned as noxious. For by this rule we shall be able to escape the scatterings of all errors and wanderings, and to attain the desired end by the line of a sure direction.
因此,人若以這些操練為至善而心滿意足,把心的意向單單釘住在它們上面,卻不將美德一切的努力伸展到得著那目的——就是那些操練當為之而追求的目的,那麼他操練這些便是徒勞的;他固然握有那操練的工具,卻茫然不知一切果子所在的目的。因此,凡能擾亂我們心思這潔淨與安寧的,無論看似何等有用而必要,都當視為有害而避開。因為藉著這準則,我們就能脫離一切迷誤與漂蕩的紛散,並沿著確定方向的準線達到所渴望的目的。
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Hic ergo nobis principalis debet esse conatus, haec immobilis destinatio cordis iugiter adfectanda, ut diuinis rebus ac deo mens semper inhaereat. quidquid ab hac diuersum est, quamuis magnum, secundum tamen aut etiam infimum seu certe noxium iudicandum est. huius mentis uel actus figura etiam in euangelio per Martham et Mariam pulcherrime designatur. cum enim Martha sancto utique ministerio deseruiret, utpote quae ipsi domino eiusque discipulis ministrabat, et Maria spiritali tantummodo intenta doctrinae Iesu pedibus inhaereret, quos osculans bonae confessionis liniebat unguento, praefertur tamen a domino, quod et meliorem elegerit partem et eam quae ab ea non possit auferri.
Here, therefore, ought to be our principal effort; this immovable aim of the heart is continually to be sought after: that the mind may ever cling to divine things and to God. Whatever is diverse from this, however great, is to be judged secondary, or even lowest, or certainly noxious. This disposition, or rather this exercise, of the mind is most beautifully figured also in the Gospel by Martha and Mary. For while Martha was busied with a holy ministry, since she was ministering to the Lord Himself and to His disciples, and Mary, intent only on spiritual doctrine, clung to the feet of Jesus, which she kissed and anointed with the ointment of good confession, she is nevertheless preferred by the Lord, in that she both chose the better part and that which could not be taken away from her.
因此,我們主要的努力當在於此;心靈這不可動搖的定向,是要不斷追求的:就是使心思常依附於屬神的事和神自己。凡與此相異的,無論何等偉大,都當判為次要,甚或最低,或必定有害。心思這種心境,或不如說這種操練,在福音書中也藉馬大與馬利亞極美地被描繪出來。因為馬大忙於聖潔的服事,既服事主自己和祂的門徒,而馬利亞卻單單專注於屬靈的教導,依附在耶穌腳前,親吻並用美好認信的膏膏抹祂的腳;然而主卻更看重她,因她既揀選了那上好的福分,又揀選了那不能從她奪去的。
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nam cum laboraret Martha pia sollicitudine ac dispensatione distenta, solam se uidens ad tantum ministerium non posse sufficere adiutorium sororis a domino postulat dicens: non tibi sedet quia soror mea reliquit me solam ministrare? dic ergo ei ut me adiuuet. utique non ad uile opus, sed ad laudabile eam ministerium prouocabat. et tamen quid audit a domino? Martha, Martha, sollicita es et turbaris erga plurima: paucis uero opus est aut etiam uno. Maria bonam partem elegit, quae non auferetur ab ea. uidetis ergo principale bonum in theoria sola, id est in contemplatione diuina dominum posuisse.
For when Martha laboured, stretched with pious solicitude and dispensation, seeing herself alone unable to suffice for so great a ministry, she asked the Lord for the help of her sister, saying: 'Does it not concern you that my sister has left me to minister alone? Tell her therefore to help me' (Luke 10:40). Surely she was calling her not to a mean task, but to a praiseworthy ministry. And yet what does she hear from the Lord? 'Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things: but few things are needful, or even one. Mary has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken away from her' (Luke 10:41-42). You see, then, that the Lord placed the principal good in theoria alone, that is, in divine contemplation.
因為當馬大勞苦、為虔誠的關切與張羅所纏累,見自己一人不足以應付這麼大的服事時,便向主求她姊妹的幫助說:「我的妹妹留下我一人伺候,你不在意嗎?請吩咐她來幫助我」(路十40)。她所召喚姊妹去做的,斷不是卑賤的工作,乃是可稱讚的服事。然而她從主聽見的是什麼呢?「馬大,馬大,你為許多的事思慮煩擾;但所需要的不多,甚或只有一件。馬利亞已經揀選了那上好的福分,是不能從她奪去的」(路十41-42)。可見主把那主要的善,單單放在theoria——就是屬神的默觀——之中。
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unde ceteras uirtutes, licet necessarias et utiles bonasque pronuntiemus, secundo tamen gradu censendas esse decernimus, quia uniuersae huius unius patrantur obtentu. dicens enim dominus: sollicita es et turbaris erga multa, paucis uero opus est aut etiam uno, summum bonum non in actuali quamuis laudabili opere et multis fructibus abundanti, sed in sua contemplatione quae uere simplex et una est collocauit, paucis opus esse pronuntians ad perfectam beatitudinem, id est illa theoria quae prius in paucorum serua ba tur consideratione sanctorum.
Whence, though we pronounce the other virtues to be necessary and useful and good, we nevertheless decree that they are to be reckoned in the second rank, because they are all performed for the sake of this one thing. For when the Lord says, 'You are anxious and troubled about many things, but few things are needful, or even one,' He placed the supreme good not in active work, however praiseworthy and abounding in many fruits, but in its contemplation, which is truly simple and one; declaring that few things are needful for perfect blessedness—that is, that theoria which formerly was kept in the consideration of a few of the saints.
由此,我們雖宣稱其餘的美德是必要、有益而良善的,卻仍斷定它們當列在第二等,因為它們全是為了這一件事而行的。因為當主說「你為許多的事思慮煩擾,但所需要的不多,甚或只有一件」時,祂把至高的善,不是放在行動的工作上——縱然那工作可稱讚且結許多果子——乃是放在對它的默觀上,那默觀真正是純一而合一的;祂宣告說,為著完全的福樂,所需要的不多——就是那theoria(默觀),它從前只在少數聖徒的默想中被持守。
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a quorum contemplatione conscendens is qui adhuc in profectu positus est ad illud quoque quod unum dicitur, id est dei solius intuitum ipso adiuuante perueniet, ut scilicet etiam sanctorum actus ac ministeria mirifica supergressus solius dei iam pulchritudine scientiaque pascatur. Maria ergo bonam partem elegit, quae non auferetur ab ea. et hoc diligentius intuendum est. nam cum dicit Maria bonam partem elegit, licet taceat de Martha et nequaquam eam uituperare uideatur, illam tamen laudans hanc inferiorem esse pronuntiat.
Ascending from the contemplation of these, he who is still set in the state of progress will come, with God's help, also to that which is called one—that is, to the sight of God alone—so that, having surpassed even the wondrous acts and ministries of the saints, he may now be fed by the beauty and knowledge of God alone. 'Mary, therefore, has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken away from her.' And this is to be observed more carefully. For when it says, 'Mary has chosen the good part,' although it is silent about Martha and by no means seems to blame her, yet in praising the one it pronounces the other to be inferior.
從對這些的默觀往上攀登,那仍處於進步狀態中的人,將靠著神的幫助,也達到那被稱為「一」的——就是單單對神的注視——好使他超越了聖徒們奇妙的作為與服事,如今單單以神的美善與知識為飽足。「因此,馬利亞揀選了那上好的福分,是不能從她奪去的。」這點要更仔細地留意。因為當經上說「馬利亞揀選了那上好的福分」時,雖然它對馬大保持緘默,也絲毫沒有責備她的樣子,但它在稱讚這一位時,卻宣告那一位是較次的。
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rursum cum dicit quae non auferetur ab ea, ostendit quod ab hac sua portio possit auferri (nec enim ministerium corporale eam homine poterit iugiter permanere), illius uero studium nullo prorsus aeuo docet posse finiri. Ad quod nos ualde permoti: Quid ergo? diximus : labor ieiuniorum, lectionis instantia, opera misericordiae, iustitiae, pietatis et humanitatis auferentur a nobis et non permanebunt com auctoribus suis, praesertim cum ipse dominus retributionem regni caelorum his operibus repromittat dicens: uenite benedicti patris mei, possidete paratum nobis regnum a constitutione mundi. esuriui enim et dedistis mihi manducare, sitiui et dedistis mihi bibere, et cetera?
Again, when it says, 'which shall not be taken away from her,' it shows that from Martha her portion can be taken away (for bodily ministry cannot remain with a person perpetually), whereas it teaches that the other's pursuit can in no age whatever be brought to an end. Greatly moved by this, we said: What then? Shall the labour of fastings, the diligence of reading, the works of mercy, justice, piety and kindness be taken away from us and not remain with their authors—especially since the Lord Himself promises the recompense of the kingdom of heaven for these very works, saying: 'Come, you blessed of my Father, possess the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me to drink' (Matt 25:34-35), and the rest?
再者,當它說「是不能從她奪去的」時,就顯明馬大的那份是可以被奪去的(因為身體的服事不能與人恆久同存),而它卻教導說,那一位的追求,在無論何等的年代都絕不能被終止。我們深受此激動,便說:那又如何?禁食的勞苦、誦讀的殷勤、憐憫、公義、虔敬與慈善的善工,難道要從我們身上被奪去,不與行這些的人同存嗎?何況主自己親自為這些善工應許了天國的酬報,說:「你們這蒙我父賜福的,可來承受那從創世以來為你們所預備的國。因為我餓了,你們給我吃;我渴了,你們給我喝」(太二十五34-35)等等?
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quomodo ergo auferentur haec quae introducunt factores suos in regnum caelorum ?. MOVSES: Nec ego dixi mercedem boni operis auferendam dicente eodem domino: qui potum dederit uni ex minimis istis calicem aquae frigidae tantum in nomine discipuli, amen dico nobis, non perdet mercedem suam, sed actionem dico, quam uel necessitas corporalis uel inpugnatio carnis seu mundi huius inaequalitas administrari exigit, auferendam. nam lectionis instantia uel ieiuniorum adflictio ad emundationem cordis et castigationem carnis in praesenti tantummodo utiliter exercentur, donec caro concupiscit aduersus spiritum.
How then shall these things be taken away, which bring their doers into the kingdom of heaven? MOSES: Neither did I say that the reward of a good work is to be taken away, since the same Lord says: 'Whoever gives to one of these least ones a cup of cold water only in the name of a disciple, amen I say to you, he shall not lose his reward' (Matt 10:42); but I say that the activity is to be taken away, which either bodily necessity, or the assault of the flesh, or the inequality of this world requires to be administered. For the diligence of reading and the affliction of fasting are usefully practised for the cleansing of the heart and the chastening of the flesh only in the present life, so long as the flesh lusts against the spirit.
這些把行它們的人帶入天國的事,怎麼會被奪去呢?摩西說:我也並未說善工的酬報要被奪去,因為那同一位主說:「無論誰因門徒的名,只把一杯涼水給這小子裡的一個喝,我實在告訴你們,他必不失去他的賞賜」(太十42);我所說要被奪去的,乃是那行動本身,就是身體的需要、或肉體的攻擊、或今世的不均所要求施行的。因為誦讀的殷勤與禁食的刻苦,只在今生為潔淨心靈、制伏肉體才有益地被操練,直到肉體與聖靈相爭的時候為止。
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quae nonnumquam ab his, qui labore nimio seu aegritudine corporis senioue defessi sunt, etiam in praesenti uidemus auferri nec ab homine posse iugiter exerceri. quanto magis ergo haec in futuro cessabunt, cum corruptibile hoc induerit incorruptionem corpusque istud quod nunc animale est surrexerit spiritale et coeperit caro non esse iam talis ut aduersus spiritum concupiscat. de quibus etiam beatus apostolus manifeste pronuntiat corporalis, inquiens, exercitatio ad modicum utilis est: pietasautem (quae sine dubio caritas intellegitur) ad omnia utilis est, promissionem habens uitae quae nunc est et futurae.
These things we sometimes see taken away even in the present life from those who are worn out by excessive labour, or by bodily sickness, or by old age, so that they cannot be perpetually practised by a person. How much more, then, shall these cease in the future, when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this body which is now animal shall have risen spiritual, and the flesh shall have begun to be no longer such as to lust against the spirit! Concerning which the blessed Apostle also clearly declares, saying: 'Bodily exercise is profitable for a little; but piety' (which is doubtless understood as love) 'is profitable unto all things, having the promise of the life that now is, and of that which is to come' (1 Tim 4:8).
這些事,我們有時甚至在今生就看見被奪去,就是那些因過度勞苦、或身體疾病、或年老而疲憊不堪的人,以致不能恆久操練它們。那麼,在將來,當這必朽壞的穿上不朽壞、這如今屬血氣的身體復活成為屬靈的、肉體也不再是那與聖靈相爭的樣式時,這些豈不更要止息嗎?論到此,有福的使徒也清楚宣告說:「操練身體,益處還少;惟獨敬虔」(這無疑當理解為愛)「凡事都有益處,因有今生和來生的應許」(提前四8)。
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quae ergo dicitur ad modicum esse utilis, manifeste pronuntiatur nec per omne tempus exerceri nec summam perfectionis per se solam laboranti posse conferre. modicam quippe ad utrumque referri potest, id est uel ad breuitatem temporis, quod scilicet homini tam in praesenti quam in futuro exercitatio corporalis coaeterna esse non possit, uel certe ad paruitatem utilitatis quae de carnali exercitatione conquiritur, eo quod adflictio corporalis initia quaedam profectus, non ipsam perfectionem pariat caritatis, quae promissionem habet uitae praesentis et futurae. et idcirco exercitia aeram praedictorum necessaria esse censemus, quia sine ipsis ad caritatis fastigia non possit ascendi.
That which is said to be 'profitable for a little,' therefore, is clearly declared neither to be exercised for all time, nor by itself alone to be able to confer on the labourer the sum of perfection. Indeed, 'a little' can be referred to both—that is, either to the brevity of time, since bodily exercise cannot be co-eternal with a person both in the present and in the future, or certainly to the smallness of the profit that is gained from carnal exercise, in that bodily affliction produces certain beginnings of progress, not that very perfection of love, which has the promise of the present life and of that to come. And therefore we reckon the exercises of the aforesaid things to be necessary, because without them one cannot ascend to the summit of love.
因此,那被稱為「益處還少」的,明顯宣告出既不是要在一切時候都操練,也不是單憑它自己就能將完全的總和賦予勞作之人。實在說,「還少」二字可指兩方面——或指時間的短暫,因為身體的操練,無論在今生或來生,都不能與人同存到永遠;或必定指從屬肉體的操練所獲之益處的微小,因為身體的刻苦只生出某些進步的起頭,而非愛本身的完全——那愛才有今生和來生的應許。因此,我們斷定前述諸事的操練是必要的,因為若沒有它們,就不能攀登到愛的頂峰。
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haec etiam quae dicitis opera pietatis ac misericordiae necessaria sunt in hoc tempore, dum adhuc inaequalis diuersitas dominatur: quorum ne hic quidem expectaretur operatio, nisi inopum, indigentum infirmoramque pars maxima redundaret, quae iniquitate hominum facta est, eorum scilicet, qui ea quae omnibus a communi creatore concessa sunt in suos tantum occupata usus nec tamen utenda tenuerunt. donec ergo in hoc mundo inaequalitas ista grassatur, erit haec actio necessaria et utilis exercenti, restituens quidem bono affectui et piae uoluntati retributionem hereditatis aeternae:
These works of piety and mercy also, of which you speak, are necessary in this present time, while as yet an unequal diversity prevails; nor would their exercise even here be looked for, unless the greater part of the poor, the needy and the weak abounded—a state which has come about through the iniquity of men, namely of those who have kept the things granted to all by the common Creator seized for their own use alone, and yet without even using them. So long, therefore, as this inequality rages in this world, this activity will be necessary and useful to him who practises it, restoring indeed to good disposition and pious will the recompense of an eternal inheritance;
你所說的這些虔敬與憐憫的善工,在今世也是必要的,只要那不均的差異仍然盛行;甚至在此世,若不是貧窮、缺乏、軟弱的人佔了大多數,人也不會需要行這些善工。而這種光景乃是因人的不義而生的,就是那些人,把公共的造物主賜給眾人的東西霸佔為自己獨用,卻連使用都沒有使用。因此,只要這種不均在世上橫行,這行動對操練它的人就是必要而有益的,實在是要將永恆基業的酬報,回報給美好的心意與虔敬的意願;
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