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Rufinus of Aquileia

Works 1 part 5/7

Latin original · 41 verses · some words can be tapped for a gloss · long chapter, split into parts; this part covers 1:166–1:206 (275 verses in all)

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1:166
antequam figurae et ueritatis discretionem cognationemque cognoscat, ut possit scire diligentius, a quo debeat recedere et quid debeat obtinere, quoniam ueritas obtinet et umbra pertransit, et ut integre possit effugere a uetustate litterae et seruire in nouitate spiritus et ex integro transire ad gratiam a lege, quae conpletur spiritaliter in destructione corporis? antequam per omnes Christi appellationes uirtutesque decurrat per opera et scientiam siue eorum quae summa sunt seu quae propter nos inferiora sunt eius et nouissima?
Before he know the distinction and kinship of figure and truth, that he may be able to discern more diligently from what he ought to withdraw and what he ought to hold fast—since the truth holds fast and the shadow passes away—and that he may be able wholly to escape from the oldness of the letter and to serve in the newness of the spirit, and entirely to pass over from the law to grace, which is fulfilled spiritually in the destruction of the body? Before he run through all the appellations and powers of Christ by works and knowledge, whether of those which are highest, or of those which for our sake are lower and lowest of Him?
在他認識預表與真理的區別與關聯,以致能更殷勤地分辨他當從何處退離、當持守甚麼——因真理常存而影子過去——並能完全脫離字句的舊樣,在靈的新樣中事奉,全然從律法過渡到恩典(恩典乃是在身體的毀壞中按靈得以成全)以前?在他藉著工作與知識,遍歷基督一切的稱號與能力——無論是那至高的,或是那為我們之故較低且至卑微的——以前?
1:167
id est scire quod deus est et quod filius dei, scire etiam quomodo est, quod imago est, quod uerbum, quod sapientia, quod ueritas, quod lux, quod uita, quod uirtus, quod uapor, quod aporroea, quod splendor, quod creator est, quod rex, quod caput, quod lex, quod uia, quod ostium, quod fundamentum, quod petra, quod marga­ rita, quod pax, quod iustitia, quod sanctificatio, quod redemptio, quod homo, quod seruus, quod pastor, quod agnus, quod sacerdos, quod hostia, quod pri­ mogenitus omnis creaturae, quod primogenitus ex mortuis, quod resurrectio.
That is, to know that He is God and that He is the Son of God; to know also how He is the image, how He is the Word, the Wisdom, the Truth, the Light, the Life, the Power, the Vapour, the Effluence, the Brightness; that He is Creator, that He is King, that He is Head, that He is Law, that He is Way, that He is Door, that He is Foundation, that He is Rock, that He is Pearl, that He is Peace, that He is Righteousness, that He is Sanctification, that He is Redemption, that He is Man, that He is Servant, that He is Shepherd, that He is Lamb, that He is Priest, that He is Sacrifice, that He is the Firstborn of every creature, that He is the Firstborn from the dead, that He is the Resurrection.
就是要知道祂是神,是神的兒子;也要知道祂如何是那像,如何是道,是智慧,是真理,是光,是生命,是能力,是氣,是流溢,是光輝;祂是創造者,是君王,是元首,是律法,是道路,是門,是根基,是磐石,是珍珠,是和平,是公義,是成聖,是救贖,是人,是僕人,是牧人,是羔羊,是祭司,是祭物,是一切受造之物的首生者,是從死裡首生的,是復活。
1:168
quis audeat, antequam horum omnium nominum re ipsa et opere particeps fiat, antequam in his singulis in semet ipso ea explendo communicet Christo ac particeps eius in his singulis fiat, antequam uacet et discat loqui sapientiam dei in mysterio absconditam, antequam factus uir destruat quae sunt paruuli et adnumeretur iam in numero Israhelitico atque in exercitu dei, antequam possit tollere crucem Christi et sequi eum ac perdere animam suam propter eum, ut inueniat eam in uita aeterna et efficiatur in plenitudinem Christiquomodo potest audere quis accedere ad magisterii gradum et docere ea quae in semet ipso nondum sentit inpleta? 100. Dicebam apud memet ipsum:
Who would dare, before he become a partaker in very fact and deed of all these names, before he have fellowship with Christ in each of these singly by fulfilling them in himself and become a partaker of Him in each of these singly; before he have leisure and learn to speak the wisdom of God hidden in a mystery; before, being made a man, he destroy the things of a little child and be numbered now in the number of Israel and in the army of God; before he can take up the cross of Christ and follow Him and lose his own soul for His sake, that he may find it in life eternal and be made into the fullness of Christ—how can anyone dare to approach the rank of teaching and to teach the things which he does not yet feel fulfilled in himself? 100. I said within myself:
有誰敢,在他真正地、實際地有分於這一切名稱以前,在他藉著在自己裡面成全這些、在每一項上與基督有交通並逐一有分於祂以前;在他得閒並學會講說那隱藏在奧祕中的神的智慧以前;在他既已成人、便除去孩童的事、如今被算在以色列之數與神的軍隊中以前;在他能背起基督的十字架跟從祂、為祂的緣故喪掉自己的魂、好叫他在永生中尋見以前;並被成全到基督豐滿的身量以前——人怎敢親近作教師的職分,去教導那在他自己裡面尚未覺得已得成全之事呢?100. 我心裡這樣說:
1:169
nauigent alii et ingen- tium lucrorum spe subeant marina discrimina, mihi gratius est supra solidam terram stanti exigui caespitis sulcis herbam frumenti requirere et in egenis rebus tenuem uitam ducere quam peregrinas diuitias in fluctuum periculis quaerere. 101. Fortioribus quidem et potentibus damnum est non officia administrare maiora neque erga plurimos exercere uirtu­ tem, sed in paruis rebus et modicis coartari, uelut si quis ingenti luminis lampade locum parui conclauis inluminet aut arma potentia et uirilia exiguo uelit corpori et puerilibus membris inserere;
Let others sail, and in the hope of huge gains undergo the perils of the sea; to me it is more pleasing, standing upon the solid earth, to seek the blade of grain in the furrows of a tiny sod, and to lead a slender life amid scanty things, than to seek foreign riches in the perils of the waves. 101. For the stronger and more powerful, indeed, it is a loss not to administer greater offices nor to exercise virtue toward very many, but to be confined to small and modest matters—as if someone should illuminate the space of a tiny chamber with a huge lamp of light, or should wish to insert powerful and manly arms upon a slight body and childish limbs;
讓別人航海罷,懷著巨大利潤的指望去冒海上的險;於我而言,站在堅實的地上,在小塊草皮的犁溝裡尋找穀物的嫩苗、在貧乏之中度清淡的生活,比在波濤之險中尋求異邦的財富更為可喜。101. 對於強壯有能力的人而言,不能執掌更大的職分、不能向眾人施展德能,反被局限於微小卑下的事,固然是損失——好比有人用一盞巨大的光燈去照亮一間小屋的空間,或想把強健有力、適於壯丁的兵器,配在弱小的身體與孩童的肢體上;
1:170
paruis autem tutius est paruum onus et non supra uires leuare, ne uel derisui fiant, simul et peri­culum subeant, sicut ne turrem quidem aedificare conuenit alii nisi ei cui inpensae quoque perficiendi praesto sunt. 102. 103. Haec est apologia et excusatio fugae meae et hae causae sunt quae me a uobis, o fratres et amici carissimi, separa­ uerant uel abstraxerant; tales namque tunc me cogitationes ut longius abscederem perurguebant. reuocauit autem me primo quidem desiderium uestri et magis illud quod desiderabar quam quod ego desiderabam. nihil enim tam ualidum est ad dilectionem quam si ex utraque parte constet aifectio.
but for the small it is safer to lift a small burden and not one beyond their strength, lest they both become a laughing-stock and at the same time incur danger—just as it is not fitting for anyone to build a tower except for him for whom the expenses also of completing it are at hand. 102. 103. This is the apology and excuse for my flight, and these are the causes which had separated or withdrawn me from you, O brethren and most dear friends; for such thoughts then pressed upon me to withdraw farther off. But what recalled me was, first indeed, the longing for you, and rather that I was longed for than that I myself longed; for nothing is so strong for love as when affection holds firm from both sides.
但對弱小的人而言,舉起小擔子、不超過力量所及,乃是更為穩妥的,免得他們既成為笑柄,又同時遭遇危險——正如蓋一座樓,除非有人連完成所需的費用都齊備了,否則就不合適。102. 103. 弟兄們,至親愛的朋友們,這就是我逃避的申辯與藉口,也是那使我與你們分離、或將我從你們中間抽離的緣由;因為那時這樣的念頭逼著我退避得更遠。但首先喚我回來的,乃是對你們的思念,而且更是因我被思念,過於我自己思念人;因為再沒有甚麼比兩方都堅守情誼更能堅固愛了。
1:171
secundo uero maxima mea cura et sollicitudo praecipua sanctorum parentum ueneranda canities, qui pro me magis quam pro ipsa senectute laborabant: Abrahamei huius capitis honor et angelici instar aspectus et matris Sarrae, quae nos etiam spiritaliter genuit in euangelii fide, debita reuerentia, quibus necessarium erat baculum me senectutis existere. quorum contemplatione et ut eis debita officia pietatis exsoluerem, etiam philosophiae studia contempsi, quae mihi pretiosa et cara supra omnes facultates affectusque ducebam. in quo, ut uerius dicam, hoc ipsum philosophatus sum, ne philosophari uiderer.
And in the second place, my greatest care and chief solicitude—the venerable grey hairs of my holy parents, who laboured for me more than for their own old age: the honour of this Abrahamic head and the appearance like that of an angel, and the due reverence owed to my mother Sarah, who also begot us spiritually in the faith of the Gospel—for whom it was necessary that I should be a staff of their old age. By the contemplation of these, and that I might discharge to them the due offices of filial piety, I even despised the studies of philosophy, which I accounted precious and dear to me above all faculties and affections. Wherein, to speak more truly, I philosophized in this very thing—that I might not seem to philosophize.
其次,我最大的掛慮與首要的關切,乃是我那聖潔父母可敬的白髮,他們為我勞苦過於為自己的年老:這位亞伯拉罕般之首的尊榮、那如天使般的容貌,並我母親撒拉所當受的敬重——她也在福音的信仰中按靈生了我們——他們是我必須作為扶持其年老的杖。我顧念這些,又為要向他們盡所當盡孝敬的本分,甚至輕看了哲學的學業,這學業我素來看為珍貴可愛,超過一切才能與情感。在這事上,說得更確切些,我正是在這一點上作了哲學家——就是叫自己看似不作哲學家。
1:172
non ergo tuli effundi mihi haec omnia et aboleri unius occasionis obtentu neque auferri mihi paternas benedic­ tiones, quas quidam ueterum sanctorum traditur etiam arte furatus parente cibis et hirsutis pellibus falso. duae quidem istae sunt causae, quibus praecipue cessi et quae intentionem meam quam maxime mitigare potuerunt. et puto quod neutra harum uideatur indigna, cui cedere debuerit ille cogitationum tumor, quoniam quidem et uinci tempus est, sicut et omni rei tempus est. et fortassis expedit interdum bene uinci quam male uincere. 104. 105. Tertium uero est quod me maxime et supra omnia subiecit et subdidit. quod cum exposuero, de reliquis iam tacebo.
I did not therefore endure that all these things should be poured out for me and abolished on the pretext of a single occasion, nor that the paternal blessings should be taken from me, which one of the ancient saints is recorded even by art to have stolen, deceiving his parent by foods and hairy skins. These indeed are the two causes by which chiefly I yielded, and which were able as much as possible to soften my purpose. And I think that neither of these seems unworthy, to which that swelling of my thoughts ought to have yielded—since indeed there is a time to be overcome, as there is a time for everything. And perhaps it is sometimes expedient to be well overcome rather than to conquer ill. 104. 105. But the third is what most of all and above all things subdued and subjected me. When I have set it forth, I shall now be silent concerning the rest.
所以我不忍見這一切都為我傾倒、藉著一個機緣便都廢去,也不忍見父母的祝福被奪去——古時有一位聖徒,據記載甚至以技巧偷得這祝福,用食物與毛皮欺哄他的父親。這兩件實在是我所以特別讓步的緣由,也是最能緩和我心志的。我想這兩者都不顯為不配,使我那膨脹的念頭該向它讓步——因為實在有被勝過的時候,正如凡事都有定時。或許有時被好好地勝過,比敗壞地得勝更為有益。104. 105. 但第三件,乃是最叫我降服順從的。我把這件陳明之後,其餘的就要緘默了。
1:173
recordatus sum dies antiquos et in tantis rebus tam difficilibus tamque arduis. non fui ausus satis cre- dere consiliis meis, sed gerendi sententiam ex sanctorum uirorum auctoritate quaesiui et exempla ueterum rebus praesen­ tibus regulam posui. neque enim superfluo haec nobis scripta sunt neque ut Graecorum more ex his erudiremur aut delecta- remur in uerbis. quod in fabulis eorum uel historiis fieri solet, ut conpositi carminis suauitas et dulcedo ipsa narrandi inliciat animos et delectet auditum;
I remembered the days of old, and in matters so great, so difficult, and so arduous, I did not dare to trust sufficiently to my own counsels, but I sought the judgment of how to act from the authority of holy men, and I set the examples of the ancients as a rule for present circumstances. For not in vain have these things been written for us, nor that we should, after the manner of the Greeks, be instructed by them or take delight in words—as is wont to be done in their fables or histories, that the sweetness of the composed verse and the very pleasantness of the narration may entice the minds and delight the hearing;
我追念古時的日子,在這等重大、艱難、險阻的事上,不敢過於倚靠自己的計謀,乃是從聖徒的權威尋求行事的判斷,並以古人的榜樣作為當前情況的準則。因為這些事被寫給我們,並非徒然,也不是為叫我們效法希臘人,從中受教或以言詞為樂——如同他們在寓言或史話中慣常所行的,使所編詩歌的甜美與敘事本身的悅耳引動人心、悅人耳目;
1:174
nostrae litterae, in quibus iota unum uel apex otiosus non est, omnia quae uel gesta referunt uel gerenda praecipiunt uitae nostrae instituta ac regulas ponunt, ut, si quando forte dubiis in rebus delibe- randi nos necessitas inuenit, ad maiorum exempla redeuntes inde discamus quid nobis eligendum sit, quid cauendum. 106. Cuius ergo historiae recordatus sum et unde mihi occasio consilii huius exorta est? dicam ego breuiter et uos patienter audite. fugiebat aliquando Ionas a facie dei, immo potius fugere se putabat. sed conprehendebatur ab insecta­ tione maris, a tempestate, a sorte, a uentre ceti et trium dierum ac noctium sepultura formam futuri mysterii praesa­ gante.
our Scriptures, in which not one iota or tittle is idle, set forth all the things which they either relate as done or command as to be done, as the institutes and rules of our life, so that, if ever the necessity of deliberating finds us in doubtful matters, returning to the examples of our forefathers we may learn thence what is to be chosen by us, what is to be avoided. 106. Of what history, then, did I make remembrance, and whence arose for me the occasion of this counsel? I shall tell it briefly, and do you patiently hear. Jonah once fled from the face of God—or rather, he thought he fled. But he was apprehended by the pursuit of the sea, by the tempest, by the lot, by the belly of the whale and the three days' and nights' burial that presaged the form of the mystery to come.
我們的聖經,其中連一點一畫也不是徒然的,乃是將它們所記述為已成的、或所命令為當行的一切,定為我們生活的規條與準則,叫我們若遇有疑難之事必須商議時,便可回到列祖的榜樣,從中學習當揀選甚麼、當避免甚麼。106. 那麼,我所追念的是甚麼史事?這謀算的機緣又是從何而起的呢?我要簡短地說,請你們耐心地聽。約拿從前逃避神的面——或者說,他自以為逃避了。但他被海的追趕、被暴風、被籤、被大魚的肚腹,並那預表將來奧祕之形的三日三夜的埋葬所擒住。
1:175
et ille quidem fugiebat, ne uel tristis nuntii Niniuitis minister existeret uel postmodum mendax inueniretur, si per paenitentiam ciuitas saluaretur; neque enim saluti eorum inui­ debat, sed mendacii ministerium declinabat dignitati prophe­ ticae in omnibus deferens, quam utique in se uelut deformari uidebat, si infamaretur macula falsitatis, dum uulgus ignarum et inperitum intellegere ac prospicere non potest profundam futurae dispensationis scientiam. 107-109.
And he indeed fled, lest he should either become a minister of a sad message to the Ninevites, or afterward be found a liar, if through repentance the city should be saved; for he did not envy their salvation, but he shunned the ministry of a falsehood, deferring in all things to the dignity of prophecy, which he saw, as it were, deformed in himself if it should be defamed with the stain of falsity, while the ignorant and unskilled crowd cannot understand and foresee the deep knowledge of the future dispensation. 107-109.
他逃避,乃是免得自己作那向尼尼微人傳惡信的使者,或日後若那城藉著悔改得救,他便被發現是說謊的;因他並非嫉妒他們的得救,乃是迴避作虛謊的執事,凡事尊重先知職分的尊嚴,這尊嚴他看為彷彿在自己身上被毀壞了,若它被虛假的污點玷辱,而那無知無學的群眾又不能明白、不能預見將來安排的深奧知識。107-109.
1:176
Ego autem audiui sapientissimum quendam uirum de his exponentem et rationem huius historiae, quae quasi absurda uidetur, ita reddentem, quo ne hanc quidem causam fugae poneret beati Ionae, ut in Ioppen descenderet et ex Ioppe fugeret in Tharsis, quasi uero inquiens ignorare deum crederet quod agebat, aut hoc esset fugere a facie dei, mari se et fluctibus dare. non dicam hoc propheticae scientiae, cui etiam profunda innotescunt et obscura inluminantur, sed ne cuiusquam quidem hominis quamuis ignari et inperiti esse arbitror, quin immo et e contrario, quicumque ille ingressus fuerit mare, tunc uero maxime salutem suam in manus dei commisisse se dicit.
But I heard a certain most wise man expounding concerning these things and rendering the reason of this history, which seems as it were absurd, in such a way that he would not even put down this cause of the flight of blessed Jonah—that he went down to Joppa and fled from Joppa to Tarshish—as though, he said, Jonah believed that God did not know what he was doing, or that this was to flee from the face of God, to commit himself to the sea and the waves. I would not say this of prophetic knowledge, to which even the deep things become known and obscure things are illuminated; but I do not think it belongs even to any man, however ignorant and unskilled—nay rather, on the contrary, whoever has entered the sea, then most of all does he say that he has committed his own safety into the hands of God.
但我曾聽一位極有智慧的人講論這些事,並如此說明這段乍看荒謬的史事之緣由,以致他連蒙福的約拿逃跑的這緣由——就是他下到約帕、又從約帕逃往他施——都不肯如此擺出,彷彿說約拿以為神不知道他所行的,或以為將自己交給海與波濤就是逃避神的面。這話我不單不肯用在先知的知識上(連深奧之事在這知識面前也成為已知,晦暗之事也得了照明),就是用在任何人身上,無論他何等無知無學,我也不以為合宜——倒不如說相反,凡入了海的人,那時才最是說,他已將自己的安全交在神的手中了。
1:177
non ergo ignorabat Ionas adesse et in mari et ubique praesto esse ualidissimam dei manum, quam etiam aliis praedicaturus mittebatur, neque effugere se usquam diuinitatis potentiam praesumebatnon hoc credendum est —, sed quoniam praeuidebat id suo hoc ministerio ab spiritu praefigurari, quod spreto et abiecto populo suo Israhel donum propheticae gratiae transferretur ad gentes, propterea subter­ fugit praedicationis officium, ne patriae gentis abiciendae triste praeberet obsequium.
Jonah therefore did not fail to know that the most mighty hand of God was present both in the sea and everywhere—the very hand which he was sent to proclaim to others—nor did he presume that he could anywhere escape the power of the Godhead—this is not to be believed—but because he foresaw that this was being prefigured by the Spirit through his ministry: namely, that his own people Israel being spurned and cast off, the gift of prophetic grace would be transferred to the nations; therefore he shunned the office of preaching, lest he should furnish the sad service of his fatherland's nation being cast off.
所以約拿並非不知道神那至大能的手既在海中、也在各處同在——這正是那他被差遣去向別人宣揚的手——他也並非自以為能在任何地方逃脫神性的權能——這是不可信的——乃是因他預見這事藉著他的事奉被聖靈所預表,就是他本族以色列被棄絕摒棄,先知恩典的恩賜要轉移給外邦人;因此他迴避傳道的職分,免得自己作那叫祖國本族被棄絕的悲傷差役。
1:178
inde denique derelicto loco, qui est contemplatio laetitiaeita enim Hebraeorum lingua Ioppe interpretatur —, derelicata ergo \'contemplatione laeti­ tiae\', magnificentiae scilicet illius et dignitatis antiquae, in pelagus se maeroris ac tristitiae dedit. inde tempestas, inde somnus, inde naufragium, inde excitatur et in sortem mittitur et confitetur fugam et praecipitatur et a ceto suscipitur et non consumitur, sed ibi inuocat deum et pro Christo ante Christum post tertium diem resurgit in Christo. uerum de his nos sermo paulisper expectet, ut postmodum, si deus dederit, latius et diligentius explanetur. 110.
Thence, in fine, having forsaken that place which is "the contemplation of joy"—for so the Hebrew tongue interprets Joppa—having therefore forsaken the "contemplation of joy," that is, of that ancient magnificence and dignity, he gave himself into the sea of mourning and sadness. Thence the tempest, thence the sleep, thence the shipwreck; thence he is roused and is cast into the lot and confesses his flight and is hurled down and is received by the whale and is not consumed, but there he invokes God and, for Christ before Christ, after the third day rises again in Christ. But let our discourse await these things a little while, that afterward, if God grant it, they may be more fully and diligently explained. 110.
於是,他既離棄了那名為「喜樂之默觀」的地方——因希伯來文便如此解釋「約帕」——既離棄了「喜樂之默觀」,就是那古時的尊榮與顯赫,便把自己投入憂傷愁苦的汪洋。由此而有暴風,由此而有沉睡,由此而有船難;由此他被喚醒,被籤所中,承認他的逃避,被拋下,被大魚所吞而不被消滅,反在那裡呼求神,並為基督、在基督以先、過了第三日在基督裡復活。但願我們的論說暫且等候這些事,好叫日後若神准許,再更詳盡殷勤地加以解明。110.
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Nunc autem id quo nobis sermo directus fuerat prosequamur, quoniam quidem illi fortassis et uenia fuit propter hanc quam diximus causam officium differre prophe­ ticum; mihi uero quae excusatio sufficiet, quae causa subue­ niet, qui relinquetur satis faciendi locus ulterius reluctanti? et nescio utrum graue aut lene dicam sacerdotii quoquo modo inpositum iugum pertinacius recusanti. 111. Si enim hoc, quod solum inter omnes excusationes fortius habemus, concedatur nobis, quod longe inferiores sumus quam sufficiat ad sacerdotium perfungendum, sed quid facie­ mus quod ex alia parte perniciosius inoboedientiae crimen incurrimus?
But now let us pursue that to which our discourse had been directed; since indeed for him perhaps there was even pardon, on account of this cause which we have mentioned, for deferring the prophetic office; but for me what excuse will suffice, what cause will come to aid, what place will be left for giving satisfaction to one who resists further? And I know not whether I should call grievous or light the yoke of the priesthood, however imposed, for one too stubbornly refusing it. 111. For if this, which alone among all our excuses we hold as the stronger, be granted to us—that we are far too inferior to be sufficient for discharging the priesthood—yet what shall we do in that, on the other hand, we incur the more pernicious crime of disobedience?
但如今讓我們追溯我們論說所朝向的題旨;因為對他而言,或許因我們所提的這緣由,延遲先知的職分尚有可諒之處;但對我而言,甚麼藉口能夠用,甚麼緣由能來相助,對於一個更加抗拒的人,還能留下甚麼交代的餘地呢?我也不知道,對於一個過於頑固地拒絕祭司職分(無論這職分是如何加上的)的人,我該稱這軛為沉重還是輕省。111. 因為,倘若這在一切藉口中我們所握為最有力的一項被允准了我們——就是我們遠遠不及、不足以勝任祭司之職——但另一方面,我們既陷入更為禍患的悖逆之罪,又當怎麼辦呢?
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et erit nobis fortasse grauius ex contemptu quam putamus esse ex temeritate discrimen, quoniam quidem delin­ quenti in hanc partem nullus emendandi ultra aut corrigendi superest locus. 112. Medius ergo inter duos istos timores ascendendi ac descendendi positus et memet ipsum hinc atque hinc aequa lance perpendens et nunc in illam nunc in istam partem uelut uentis inpellentibus uergens ad ultimum cessi huic qui amplius praeponderabat inoboedientiae timori, quique depulso illo alio utpote ualidior ac uehementior totum me sibi uindicauit et tenuit.
And perhaps the danger arising from contempt will be more grievous for us than we suppose it to be from rashness, since indeed for one who offends in this direction there remains no further place for amending or correcting. 112. Set therefore in the middle between these two fears—of ascending and of descending—and weighing my own self this way and that in an even balance, and now leaning toward this side, now toward that, as though driven by winds, at last I gave way to that fear which carried the greater weight, the fear of disobedience; and this fear, having driven out the other, as being the stronger and more vehement, claimed and held the whole of me for itself.
或許因輕慢而生的危險,對我們而言比我們所以為因魯莽而起的危險更為嚴重,因為在這方面犯錯的人,再無修正或更正的餘地。112. 我於是置身於這兩種懼怕之間——上升的懼怕與下降的懼怕——以公平的天平左右權衡自己,時而傾向這邊,時而傾向那邊,彷彿被風吹動;最後我屈服於那分量較重的、對不順服的懼怕;這懼怕逐出了另一種懼怕,因它更強烈、更猛烈,便把我整個人據為己有並牢牢握住。
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considerate ergo si recte et iuste nosmet ipsos inter hos medios libramus timores, dum neque adsumimus incon­ cessos honores neque eos qui delati sunt refutamus, quia in alio inpudentia, in alio inoboedientia condemnatur, utrumque autem inperitiae uitium est. medii ergo quidam incedere cupimus inter nimium timidos et nimium temerarios, ut simus quidem uerecundiores his qui ad indebitos honores foeda ambitione nituntur et paulo confidentiores his qui futuri iudicii metu etiam bonorum actuum cuncta refugiunt. 113.
Consider therefore whether we balance ourselves rightly and justly between these middle fears, in that we neither take to ourselves unpermitted honours nor refuse those that have been conferred upon us; for in the one impudence is condemned, in the other disobedience, while both are vices of ignorance. We desire therefore to walk as men in the middle between the over-fearful and the over-rash, so that we may be more modest than those who strive after undeserved honours with shameful ambition, and a little more confident than those who, through dread of the judgement to come, flee from all things even from good deeds. 113.
故此請思想,我們在這些居中的懼怕之間,是否正當而公義地權衡自己:既不僭取未蒙允許的尊榮,也不推辭那已加於我們的尊榮;因為前者所定罪的是放肆,後者所定罪的是不順服,而兩者都是無知之惡。我們因此願如人居中而行,介於過於膽怯與過於魯莽之間,使我們比那些以可恥的野心追求不配得之尊榮的人更為謙遜,又比那些因懼怕將來審判而連善行也一概逃避的人略為篤定。113.
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Ita ergo in talibus ego deliberans et unumquodque suis ponderibus metiens addidi etiam hoc ad animi confiden­ tiam, quod mereatur aliquid retributionis a deo oboedientiae fides et inpleatur id quod deest, dum integre creditur id quod est, ut efficiat fides perfectum quem metus habuit inperfectum. scriptum enim legimus quoniam qui timet non est perfectus in caritate; perfecta autem dilectio foras mittit timo- rem. e contra uero uidebam quod inoboedientiae et incredulitatis periculo auxilia nulla succurrunt. nec aliquid inuenio quod fidu­ ciam tribuat diffidenti, quin immo uereor, ne et pro his qui nobis crediti sunt illud audire necesse sit: animam ipsorum exquiram de manibus uestris, et:
Thus then, deliberating in such matters and weighing each thing in its own scales, I added this also to the confidence of my soul: that the faith of obedience may merit some reward from God, and that what is lacking may be supplied, so long as that which exists is wholeheartedly believed—so that faith may render perfect him whom fear had held imperfect. For we read it written, that he who fears is not perfect in love; but perfect love casts out fear. On the contrary, however, I saw that for the peril of disobedience and unbelief no helps come to the rescue. Nor do I find anything that might grant confidence to one who distrusts; nay rather I am afraid, lest even on behalf of those who have been entrusted to us it should be necessary to hear that word: I will require their soul at your hands; and:
於是我在這等事上斟酌,以各自的分量衡量每一件,便又向我心靈的篤定加上這一點:順服的信德或可在神面前蒙得某種報償,所缺的或得補足,只要那已有的被全心相信——使信德能使那因懼怕而不完全的人得以完全。因為我們讀到經上所記:懼怕的人在愛裡未得完全;惟有完全的愛能把懼怕除去。然而反過來,我看見對於不順服與不信的危險,並無任何幫助前來救援。我也找不出有甚麼能把篤定賜給多疑的人;不但如此,我反倒懼怕,恐怕為著那些託付給我們的人,竟必須聽見那話:我要從你們手中追討他們的性命;又說:
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sicut spreuistis me, ne essetis duces ac principes populi mei, ita et ego spernam uos, ne efficiatur aliquis ex uobis in regem, et: sicut non exaudistis uocem meam, sed dedistis dorsum durum et inoboedientes ex­ titistis, ita erit quando uos inuocaueritis me, ego autem non respiciam super orationem uestram neque exaudiam uos. non accidat nobis a iusto iudice talia audire responsa neque ueniat ad nos uox ista ab eo, cui quamuis misericordiam cantemus, sed et iudicium simul cantabimus. 114. Sed iterum ad antiquorum historias et ueterum nobi­ lium gesta reuoluimur.
As you have despised me, that you should not be leaders and chiefs of my people, so I also will despise you, that none of you shall be made king; and: As you did not hearken to my voice, but turned a stubborn back and proved disobedient, so it shall be when you call upon me—I will not regard your prayer nor hearken to you. May it not befall us to hear such answers from the just Judge, nor come to us that voice from him to whom, although we sing of mercy, yet we shall sing of judgement also at the same time. 114. But again we turn back to the histories of the ancients and the deeds of the noble men of old.
正如你們藐視了我,不肯作我百姓的領袖與首領,照樣我也要藐視你們,使你們中間無人得立為王;又說:你們既不聽從我的聲音,反倒硬著頸項轉背,顯為不順服,照樣,到你們呼求我的時候,我也必不顧念你們的禱告,不聽你們。願我們不至於從公義的審判者口中聽見這樣的答覆,也願這聲音不臨到我們——我們雖向祂歌頌憐憫,卻也要同時歌頌審判。114. 然而我們又回到古人的史事與古昔尊貴者的事跡。
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e quibus uidemus quosdam quidem, cum ad regendos populos subrogarentur uel ad officium prophe­ ticum per dei gratiam uocarentur, promptissime cessisse inui­ tatos, alios uero aliquamdiu inuitantis gratiam distulisse. nec tamen alteros ex eis uidemus esse culpatos nec reprehensam esse aut in his oboedientiae promptam celeritatem aut in illis timoris circumspectam cunctationem, quoniam quidem illi magni­ tudinem ministerii uerebantur, istis fides fiduciam dabat certis quod omnia possibilia sunt credenti.
From these we see that some, when they were chosen to govern peoples or were called by the grace of God to the prophetic office, most readily yielded when invited, while others for a while put off the grace of him who invited them. Yet we see neither of these reproved, nor blamed—neither in the former the prompt swiftness of obedience, nor in the latter the circumspect hesitation of fear—since indeed the former revered the greatness of the ministry, while to the latter faith gave confidence, sure that all things are possible to him who believes.
從這些史事我們看見,有些人在被選去治理百姓,或蒙神的恩典被召作先知之職時,一蒙呼召便極樂意地順服;另有些人卻一時推延那呼召他者的恩典。然而我們看見這兩種人都未受責備,也未受非難——前者順服的迅捷不受責,後者出於懼怕而謹慎的躊躇也不受責——因為前者敬畏這職事的重大,後者則因信得著篤定,確知凡事在信的人都能。
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paratus erat Aaron, sed Moyses multum restiterat, Esaias promptus obtemperat, sed iuuenilem Hieremias formidabat aetatem nec prius prophe- tiae ministerium suscepit quam a deo pollicitationem uirtutis ac stabilitatis acciperet. 115. His ego rursum cogitationibus reparatus sum et huiuscemodi consiliis adsidua conluctatione mitigatus ac uelut ferrum incudibus superpositum malleorum quibusdam ictibus mollitus sum et edomitus. accessit nihilo minus ad maturi­ tatem consilii etiam cuncta mitigans et decoquens tempus. supra omnia uero illud quod scriptum est: consilia mea iustificationes tuae sunt, quibus ego omnem uitam meam credidi.
Aaron was ready, but Moses had greatly resisted; Isaiah promptly obeyed, but Jeremiah dreaded his youthful age and did not undertake the ministry of prophecy until he received from God a promise of strength and steadfastness. 115. By these reflections I was once more restored, and by counsels of this sort, through constant wrestling, I was softened; and, like iron set upon the anvil, by certain blows of hammers I was softened and subdued. No less did time itself, which moderates and mellows all things, contribute to the ripeness of my resolve. But above all that which is written: Your justifications are my counsels—to which I have entrusted my whole life.
亞倫已預備好,摩西卻大大推辭;以賽亞迅速順從,耶利米卻畏懼自己年幼,直到從神領受能力與堅定的應許,才肯擔起先知的職事。115. 因著這些思想,我再度得了恢復;藉這類的思量,經過不住的角力,我被軟化了;又像置於鐵砧上的鐵,被鎚的擊打所軟化、所制伏。那調和並熬煉萬事的「時間」,也同樣助成了我決意的成熟。但超乎一切的,是那經上所記的:你的典章是我的謀略——我已將我畢生交託於此。
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propter quod non resisto neque contra­ dico, ait dominus meus, qui non ad principatum populi uocabatur, sed utouisadoccisionemadducebatur. pro­ sterno ergo me et procido ac subdo me potentissimae manui dei et ueniam peto praeteriti temporis otii et dilationis, si quid mihi forte ex hoc criminis nascitur. tacui, sed non semper tacebo. secessi parum aliquid temporis, ut me ipsum discu­ terem ac uisitarem et in quantum tristitiae meae conso­ latio nasceretur. nunc uero ueni in ecclesiis exaltare domi­ num et in cathedra seniorum conlaudare eum. si illud culpam habuit, ueniam hoc meretur. 116. Sed quid adhuc uerbis prolixioribus opus est? habetis iam nos, o pastores et conpastores;
Wherefore I do not resist nor gainsay, says my Lord, who was not called to the headship of the people, but as a sheep was led to the slaughter. I therefore prostrate and fall down and submit myself to the most mighty hand of God, and I beg pardon for the leisure and delay of the time past, if perchance any charge arises against me from this. I was silent, but I will not be silent forever. I withdrew for a little while, that I might examine and visit myself, and that some consolation for my sorrow might be born. But now I have come to exalt the Lord in the churches and to praise him together in the seat of the elders. If that had blame, this deserves pardon. 116. But what further need is there of more lengthy words? You already have us, O shepherds and fellow-shepherds;
故此我不抗拒,也不違背,我的主說,祂本不是被召作百姓的首領,乃像羊被牽到宰殺之地。我於是俯伏倒地,順服在神最有能力的手下,並為從前那段安閒與遲延的時光求赦免,倘若因此有甚麼罪過歸到我身上。我從前緘默,卻不會永遠緘默。我曾退避少時,為要省察自己、探訪自己,使我的憂愁得著些許安慰。如今我卻來到,在眾教會中尊崇主,並在長老的座位中一同讚美祂。前者若有罪過,後者就配得赦免。116. 然而何必再用更冗長的話語?你們已經得著我們了,眾牧者與同作牧者的啊;
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obtines nos, o sanctissime et dignissime grex Christi; obtines nos, pater, in omnibus uictos et cedentes in omnibus, magis tibi subiectos Christi legibus quam naturae. ecce iam habes nostram subiectionem, redde tuam benedictionem. dirige nos orationibus, uerbo instrue, spiritu confirma; benedictio enim patris confirmat domos iliorum. et confirmer tam ego quam spiritalis haec domus, in qua requies mea in saeculum saeculi, in qua habitabo, quoniam elegi eam, ut ab hac ecclesia et ab hac domo ad ecclesiam primitiuorum, quae in caelis adscripta est, trans­ ferri pariter mereamur. 117. Nostra quidem haec est satisfactio apud uos et ser­ monis nostri istud exodium.
you hold us, O most holy and most worthy flock of Christ; you hold us, father, in all things vanquished and yielding in all things, more subject to you by the laws of Christ than by those of nature. Behold, you already have our subjection; render your blessing in return. Direct us by your prayers, instruct us by the word, confirm us by the Spirit; for the blessing of a father confirms the houses of his children. And may I be confirmed, both I and this spiritual house, in which is my rest forever and ever, in which I shall dwell, for I have chosen it; that from this church and from this house we may alike be counted worthy to be transferred to the church of the firstborn, which is enrolled in the heavens. 117. This indeed is our satisfaction before you, and this the closing word of our discourse.
基督至聖至尊貴的羊群啊,你們得著了我們;父啊,你得著了我們,我們在凡事上被勝過、在凡事上退讓,照基督的律法服你,比照本性的律更甚。看哪,你已得了我們的順服;求你回賜你的祝福。求你用你的禱告引導我們,用言語教導我們,用聖靈堅固我們;因為父親的祝福堅立兒女的家。願我得堅固,我與這屬靈的家都得堅固,這家乃是我直到永永遠遠的安息之所,是我所要居住的,因我揀選了它;使我們得以從這教會、這家,照樣被遷到那名錄在諸天之上、長子的教會去。117. 這實在是我們在你們面前的交代,也是我們講論的結語。
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deus autem pacis, qui fecit utra­ que unum et nos inuicem reddidit nobis, qui sedere facit potentes in sedibus etqui eleuat de terra inopemetde stercore erigit pauperem; qui elegit Dauid seruum suum et adsumpsit eum de gregibus ouium, cum ulti­ mus esset et iunior in filiis lesse; qui dat uerbum euan­ gelizantibus uirtute multa ad perfectionem praedicationis suae, tenens manum dexteram nostram in uoluntate sua dirigat nos et cum gloria adsumat nos. ipse regat regentes, ipse dirigat dirigentes, ut possimus pascere gregem eius cum disciplina et non in uasis pastoris inperiti;
But may the God of peace, who made both one and restored us to one another, who makes the mighty to sit in seats and who raises the needy from the earth and lifts up the poor from the dunghill; who chose David his servant and took him from the flocks of sheep, though he was the last and youngest among the sons of Jesse; who gives the word to those who proclaim the gospel with much power unto the perfecting of his preaching—holding our right hand—direct us in his will and take us up with glory. May he himself govern those who govern, may he himself direct those who direct, that we may be able to feed his flock with discipline and not in the vessels of an unskilful shepherd;
願賜平安的神,就是那使兩下合而為一、又使我們彼此復和的神,那叫有權勢者坐於高位、又從塵土中興起貧寒人、從糞堆中提拔窮乏人的神;那揀選祂僕人大衛、從羊群中將他選召出來的——雖然他在耶西眾子中是最末小、最年幼的;那將話語大有能力地賜給傳福音之人、以成全祂宣傳的神——願祂握著我們的右手,照祂的旨意引導我們,並帶著榮耀接納我們。願祂親自管理那作管理之人,親自引導那作引導之人,使我們能以規矩牧養祂的羊群,不至於用愚拙牧人的器皿;
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ipse praestet uirtutem et forti­ tudinem populo suo et exhibeat ipse sibi mundum et candidum gregem atque in omnibus inmaculatum ac supernis ouilibus dignum, ubi est habitatio laetantium in splendoribus sanc- torum, ut in templo eius omnes dicamus gloriam, grex simul et pastores, in Christo Iesu domino nostro, cui gloria in saecula saeculorum. amen. LIBER APOLLOGETICUS SCI GREGORII EPI. INCIPIT EIUSDEM DE EPYPHANIIS SIUE DE NL DNI A FINIT APPOLLOGETICUS SCI GREGORII NAZANZENI. INCIPIT DE THEOPHANIIS SIUE NA­ TALIS DNI C EXPLICIT APOLOGETICUS SCI GREGORII NAZAN­ ZENI V Explicit Apollogeticus Gregorii Nazanzeni. INCIPIT DE THEO­ PHANIIS SIUE DE NATALI DOMINI v H = codex Reginensis 141 saec.
may he himself supply power and strength to his people, and may he himself present to himself a clean and pure flock, and in all things unspotted, and worthy of the heavenly folds, where is the dwelling of those who rejoice in the splendours of the saints; that in his temple we may all declare his glory, flock and shepherds together, in Christ Jesus our Lord, to whom be glory unto the ages of ages. Amen. HERE BEGINS THE APOLOGETIC BOOK OF SAINT GREGORY THE BISHOP. HERE BEGINS THE SAME AUTHOR'S WORK ON THE EPIPHANIES, OR ON THE NATIVITY OF THE LORD. HERE ENDS THE APOLOGETIC OF SAINT GREGORY OF NAZIANZUS. HERE BEGINS ON THE THEOPHANIES, OR ON THE NATIVITY OF THE LORD. (H = codex Reginensis 141, of the century)
願祂親自將能力與力量賜給祂的子民,又親自為自己預備一群潔淨純白、凡事上沒有玷污、配得天上羊圈的羊群——那羊圈乃是歡樂者居住、在眾聖徒的榮光中之所;使我們眾人,羊群與牧者一同,得以在祂的殿中宣揚祂的榮耀,在我們主基督耶穌裡,願榮耀歸與祂,直到世世代代。阿們。聖格列高利主教的《辯護書》於此起首。同一作者論顯現、或論主降生之作於此起首。聖納西盎的格列高利《辯護書》於此完畢。論神顯、或論主降生於此起首。(H=里賈尼西斯抄本141號,某世紀)
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IXX. O = - codex Oxoniensis Laud. Misc. 276 saec. IX. A = codex Atrebatensis 621 saec. X. Ccodex Augiensis CXVIII saec. IXX. V = codex Vindobonensis 759 saec. XI. v = editio princeps Argentinae 1508. VII. DE RECONCILIATIONE ET UNITATE MONACHOKUM. 1. Linguam nostram soluit alacritas et hominum legem contemnimus propter sancti spiritus legem nec cedimus cui- quam, sed pacis iam uerba proferimus. ante hoc, dum aduer­ sum se membra certarent, dum sanctum et uenerabile corpus Christi diuideretur et scinderetur in partes, cum paene ossa nostra dispersa essent secus infernum et.
(of the 9th–10th century. O = codex Oxoniensis Laud. Misc. 276, of the 9th century. A = codex Atrebatensis 621, of the 10th century. C = codex Augiensis CXVIII, of the 9th–10th century. V = codex Vindobonensis 759, of the 11th century. v = the editio princeps of Strasbourg, 1508.) VII. ON THE RECONCILIATION AND UNITY OF THE MONKS. 1. Eagerness loosens our tongue, and we hold men's law in contempt for the sake of the law of the Holy Spirit, nor do we yield to anyone, but now we utter words of peace. Before this, while the members were striving against one another, while the holy and venerable body of Christ was being divided and rent into parts, when our bones were almost scattered beside hell, and
(屬第九至十世紀。O=牛津勞德雜抄276號,第九世紀。A=阿特雷巴提抄本621號,第十世紀。C=奧吉恩西斯抄本118號,第九至十世紀。V=維也納抄本759號,第十一世紀。v=斯特拉斯堡初版,1508年。)第七篇。論眾修士的復和與合一。1. 熱切使我們的舌頭得釋放,我們為著聖靈的律而藐視人的律,也不向任何人退讓,如今只發出和平的言語。在此以先,當肢體彼此相爭、當基督聖潔可敬的身體被分裂、被撕成幾分,當我們的骸骨幾乎散在陰間旁邊,
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uelut crassitudo terrae aratro pessimo disrupta sulcis profundioribus scindere- tur, cum indiuisibilem et insecabilem tunicam Christi, quae desuper fuerat contexta per totum, disrumpens inimicus et scindens hoc nobis ministris agere praeualuisset, quod per illos facere non potuit, qui crucifixerant Christum: cum, inquam, haec ita essent, tunc ego posui custodiam ori nieo et labns meis silentium dedi, quoniam quidem uidebam consequens esse prius opere philosophiae purgari debere mentem et ita demum aperire os et adtrahere spiritum atque eructare uerbum bonum et loqui dei sapientiam perfecte inter perfectos; hic enim mihi ordo spiritalis uidetur esse sermonis.
and as the thick clods of earth, broken up by a worst plough, were rent into deeper furrows—when the enemy, by rending and tearing the indivisible and unsuturable tunic of Christ, which had been woven from above throughout, had prevailed to do to us, his ministers, that which he could not do through those who had crucified Christ: when, I say, things were thus, then I set a guard upon my mouth and put silence upon my lips, since indeed I saw that it was fitting that the mind should first be purged by the work of philosophy, and only so at last open the mouth and draw in the Spirit and pour forth the good word and speak the wisdom of God perfectly among the perfect; for this seems to me to be the spiritual order of discourse.
又如肥厚的地土被極壞的犁所翻破、被劃成更深的犁溝——那時,仇敵藉著撕裂並扯破基督那不可分、不能割、自上而下整片織成的裡衣,竟得以對我們作執事的,行了牠藉那些釘十字架害基督之人所不能行的事:我說,事既如此,那時我便看守我的口,使我的嘴唇緘默,因我看見最合宜的,乃是心思當先藉哲學之工得潔淨,然後才終於開口,吸入聖靈,傾吐美善的言語,並在完全人中完全地講說神的智慧;因為這在我看來,乃是言語屬靈的次序。
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siquidem secundum sententiam sapientissimi Salomonis omni rei tempus hanc enim in primis a nobis deus requirit hostiam: puritatem et cor contribulatum [sacrificium deo est1 et sacrificium laudis. uult enim nos esse nouam creaturam in Christo et nonum hominem et quaecumque huiuscemodi refert scriptura diuina. est ergo prima sapientia despicere et contemnere sapientiam istam quae in uerbis est et conplexionibus uel calliditate ser­ monum uel quae captiosis syllogismis et contradictionibus inanibus nititur.
For indeed, according to the saying of the most wise Solomon, there is a time for everything. This sacrifice above all God requires of us: purity, and a contrite heart—for a contrite heart is a sacrifice to God—and the sacrifice of praise. For he wills us to be a new creation in Christ, and a new man, and whatever else of this kind the divine Scripture relates. This therefore is the first wisdom: to look down upon and despise that wisdom which consists in words and constructions, or in cleverness of speech, or which relies on captious syllogisms and empty contradictions.
因為照至智的所羅門所言,凡事都有定時。神最要從我們得著的祭,就是這個:純潔,與痛悔的心——痛悔的心乃是獻與神的祭——以及讚美的祭。因祂願我們在基督裡作新造,作新人,並如神聖經所述凡此類者。故此首要的智慧,乃是看輕並藐視那存乎言語與辭句、或巧於辯說、或倚靠詭詐三段論與空洞反駁的智慧。
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ego autem opto quinque uerba in ec­ clesia loqui in sensu meo, ut et alios instruam, quam multa milia uerborum in lingua et in tali uoce tubae, quae non dat significantem uocem, ut ad bellum spiritale praeparet militem meum. hanc ergo ego conlaudo sapientiam et hanc conplector, per quam ignobiles facti sunt gloriosi et per quam abiecti ad honorem uenerunt et in qua piscatores uniuersum orbem terrae euangelii retibus conclu- serunt uerbo consummato et breuiato sapientiam quae de- struitur superantes.
But I, for my part, would rather speak five words in the church with my understanding, that I may instruct others also, than many thousands of words in a tongue and in such a voice of a trumpet as gives no clear sound to prepare my soldier for spiritual warfare. This wisdom therefore I praise and this I embrace, through which the ignoble were made glorious and through which the cast-off came to honour, and in which fishermen enclosed the whole circle of the earth in the nets of the gospel, surpassing wisdom by a word made complete and shortened—the wisdom which is brought to nought.
至於我,寧可在教會中用我的悟性說五句話,好教導別人,也不願用方言說千萬句話,像那不能發出清晰之聲、無法裝備我的兵士去打屬靈之仗的號筒。故此我所讚美、所擁抱的,乃是這智慧——藉著它,卑微的得了榮耀,被棄的得了尊榮,又藉它打魚的人用福音的網羅圈住了全地的周界;他們以成全而簡短的話語,勝過了那必被廢去的智慧。
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non enim qui in uerbo sapiens est iste mihi sapiens uidetur neque qui linguam politam ac uolu­ bilem profert, anima uero permanet inperitus, sicut sepulcra illa, quae extrinsecus dealbata et exornata uidentur homi- nibus, intrinsecus uero inmunditia ac foetore repleta sunt, sed ille mihi uidetur sapiens, qui pauca quidem de uir­ tute animi commonet et proloquitur, plura autem in suis . actibus atque operibus ostendit et fidem uerbi operum suorum adstipulatione confirmat, quia nec pulchritudinem formae ita quis amare potuit in pictura sicut in corpore positam nec diuitiae utiles fuerunt quae in somnis uidentur sicut illae quae in manibus continentur.
For he who is wise in word does not seem wise to me, nor he who utters a polished and voluble tongue while his soul remains unlearned—like those tombs which appear to men whitened and adorned on the outside, but within are full of uncleanness and stench. But that man seems wise to me who admonishes and speaks but few things about virtue of soul, yet shows more in his own deeds and works, and confirms the faith of his word by the witness of his works; for no one can love the beauty of form set in a painting as one loves it set in a body, nor are riches that are seen in dreams as useful as those held in the hands.
因為言語上有智慧的人,在我看來並不算有智慧;那舌頭油滑、口若懸河,心靈卻仍無知識的人,也不算有智慧——他們好像那些墳墓,外面在人看來是粉飾雕琢的,裡頭卻滿了污穢與臭氣。惟有這樣的人在我看為有智慧:他論及心靈之德雖言之甚少,卻在自己的行為與工作上顯出更多,並以自己工作的見證印證他言語的真實;因為人不能像愛肉身上的美貌那樣去愛畫上的美貌,夢中所見的財富也不像手中所握的那樣有用。
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ita et sapientia illa clara est non quae in uerbis uolat sed quae in uirtutibus constat. sic denique etiam scriptura dicit, quia intellectus bonus est omnibus qui faciunt eam, non qui loquuntur et praedicant eam. huius igitur sapientiae firmiora indicia tempus declarat, quae uere in senibus est corona gloriandi.
So too that wisdom is illustrious, not which flies about in words, but which stands firm in virtues. So indeed the Scripture also says, that good understanding is to all who do it, not to those who speak and preach it. The firmer tokens of this wisdom time declares, which truly in the aged is a crown of glorying.
照樣,那真正光輝的智慧,不是飛揚於言語之中的,乃是堅立於諸德之上的。誠然經上也如此說:凡遵行它的都得著美好的聰明,並非那些只說只傳的人。這智慧更確實的憑據,是「時間」所顯明的;這智慧在年老者身上,實在是可誇的冠冕。
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si enim non opor­ tet beatificari hominem ante mortem, sicut Salomoni uidetur et mihi, quia incertum est quid pariat superuentura pro eo quod multum mutabilis est uita hominum, dum corpus hoc humilitatis huc atque illuc semper uertitur et mutatur, quo- modo non is, qui iam plurimum uitae huius inculpabiliter exegit et incertum habitationis nostrae pelagus euadens prospi­ cere iam portum et iam iamque ingredi sperat, multo est securior ac beatior eo, cui adhuc multum marini discriminis superest? 4. Noli ergo claudere linguam, quae multa bona edocuit, cuius fructus multi et infinitae procreationes iustitiae, cuius quanti sint filii et quanti thesauri, eleua in circuitu oculos tuos et uide.
For if a man ought not to be called blessed before death, as it seems to Solomon and to me—because it is uncertain what the coming time may bring forth, seeing that the life of men is very changeable, while this lowly body is always turned and changed this way and that—how should not he who has already passed the greater part of this life blamelessly, and, escaping the uncertain sea of our sojourning, hopes now to behold the harbour and at this very moment to enter it, be far safer and more blessed than he to whom much of the perilous sea still remains? 4. Do not therefore close that tongue which has taught many good things, whose fruits are many and infinite are its offspring of righteousness, how many are its sons and how great its treasures—lift up your eyes round about and see.
因為人若不當在死前被稱為有福的,正如所羅門和我所見的——因為將來要發生甚麼是不確定的,既然人的生命極其多變,而這卑賤的身體常常被左右翻轉、不住變化——那麼,那已無可指摘地度過此生大半、又脫離我們寄居這不定之海、如今盼望得見港口、且即將進港的人,豈不遠比那仍有大段險海未度的人更為穩妥、更為有福麼?4. 因此不要閉住那曾教導許多善事的舌頭,它的果子甚多,它所生公義的後裔無數,它的眾子何其多、它的財寶何其大——你舉目四圍觀看罷。
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omnis hic populus est, quem in Christo Iesu per euangelium genuisti. noli ergo nunc inuidere boni sermonis gratiam, etiamsi breuis sit. nosti breuiter multa proferre. quod si minus, certe uel spiritali uoce proclama illa, quam etiam tacente Moyse audiebat deus dicens ad eum: quid clamas ad me? scilicet cum eum lnterpellaret ln spiritu. conpone et praepara populum mihi oui et alumno tuo et post hoc etiam pastori, nunc uero etiam tecum summo sacerdoti. edoce me quoque aliquid ex disciplina pastorali et populum hunc de oboedientia, de praesenti certe hac plaga et uastatione nobis aliquid philosophare:
All this people is the one whom you have begotten in Christ Jesus through the gospel. Do not therefore now begrudge the grace of a good word, even if it be brief. You know how to utter many things briefly. And if not, at least proclaim those things with a spiritual voice, which even while Moses was silent God heard him saying, when he said to him: Why do you cry out to me?—namely when he was entreating him in the spirit. Compose and prepare the people for me—for your sheep and nursling, and after this also for its shepherd, but now also for the high priest together with you. Teach me too somewhat of the pastoral discipline, and instruct this people concerning obedience; concerning this present plague and devastation at least, philosophise something for us:
這一切百姓,乃是你在基督耶穌裡藉福音所生的。因此求你不要吝惜美善言語的恩典,即使是簡短的。你深知如何簡明地說出許多事。若不能,至少求你以屬靈的聲音宣告那些事——就是摩西雖緘默,神仍聽見他所說的,那時神對他說:你為甚麼向我哀求?——正是當他在靈裡向神懇求的時候。求你為我安排、預備這百姓,為你的羊與所養育的,其後也為這羊群的牧者,但如今也為與你同列的大祭司。也求你將牧養的規範教導我幾分,並就順服一事教訓這百姓;至少就眼前這災殃與荒涼,為我們講論些道理罷:
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de iustissimis dei iudiciis, siue conpre­ hendimus nos siue etiam ignoramus abyssum multam, quo­ modo etiam misericordia eius statera est secundum sanctum Esaiam. neque enim bonitas eius sine iudicio est, licet his qui in uinea tota die laborauerant non uideretur aequum quod cum posterioribus facti fuerant aequales. sed et ira secundum peccatorum mensuram calix in manu domini appellatur et poculum ruinae cum bibitur auferri quid et euomi ex scele­ ribus bibentium uidetur et rursum mera ira clementia tem­ peratur.
concerning the most just judgements of God, whether we comprehend or whether we are ignorant of the great abyss—how even his mercy is a balance, according to holy Isaiah. For neither is his goodness without judgement, although to those who had laboured in the vineyard the whole day it did not seem fair that they were made equal with the latecomers. But his wrath also, according to the measure of sins, is called a cup in the hand of the Lord; and the cup of ruin, when it is drunk, seems to carry away and make one vomit forth somewhat of the crimes of those who drink; and again, pure wrath is tempered with clemency.
就是論到神最公義的審判,無論我們是測透、還是茫然不識那廣大的深淵——照聖以賽亞所言,連祂的憐憫也是天平。因為祂的良善並非沒有審判,雖然在那些終日在葡萄園作工的人看來,他們竟與後來者同等,似乎不公。但祂的忿怒也照罪的分量,被稱為主手中的杯;那毀滅的杯,人飲下時,似乎要奪去並使飲者吐出他們所犯的某些罪惡;再者,純烈的忿怒又以憐憫調和。
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inclinat enim ex hoc quod merum est et uebemens in hoc quod lenius est ac moderatius, his uidelicet qui timore emendantur et qui ex paruis tribulationibus concipiunt et pari­ unt conuersionem et spiritum salutis plenum et integrum generant. reseruat tamen faecem eius quod est ultimum et uouissimum iracundiae, ut totum id effundat in eos qui Coni­ monitionibus et correptionibus nolunt curari, quin immo et lenitate amplius indurantur secundum durissimum Pharaonem, qui ad exemplum uirtutis dei reseruatus est inpiis. 5. Dic ergo nobis: unde tales istae plagae et unde flagella et quae horum ratio est?
For it inclines from that which is unmixed and vehement to that which is gentler and more moderate—namely toward those who are amended by fear, and who from small tribulations conceive and bring forth conversion, and beget a spirit of salvation full and entire. Yet it reserves the dregs of it, which are the utmost and the very last of wrath, that it may pour out the whole of it upon those who, by warnings and chastisements, are unwilling to be healed—nay rather are hardened the more by gentleness, after the manner of the most stubborn Pharaoh, who was reserved for the impious as an example of the power of God. 5. Tell us therefore: whence come such plagues as these, and whence these scourges, and what is the reason of them?
因為它從那純烈猛烈的,轉向那較溫柔、較緩和的——就是轉向那些因懼怕而得改正、從小患難中懷胎並生出歸正、又生出滿足完全之救恩之靈的人。然而它仍存留那渣滓,就是忿怒至極、至末的部分,要將其全傾倒在那些經警戒與管教仍不肯得醫治的人身上——他們反倒因溫柔而更加剛硬,效法那最頑梗的法老,這人被留下作為神大能的鑑戒、給不敬虔之人看。5. 所以求你告訴我們:這樣的災殃從何而來?這些鞭笞從何而來?這其中的緣由是甚麼?
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utrumne uniuersitatis ipsius motus passim et fortuitu ac sine ullis gubernaculis incitatur et uelut nullo rectore casu haec fiunt. sicut uidetur illis insipienter sapientibus, an ratione aliqua et ordine et, sicut ab initio omnia facta sunt et conposita atque distincta, ita etiam nunc mouetur mundus et gubernatur, ut nouit ille solus qui mouet et aeternis eum habenis prouidentiae moderatur? unde ergo sterilitas? unde aeris corruptio? unde grandines et haec nunc plaga et uastatio nostra atque correptio? unde pestes et morbi? unde terrarum motus et maris terroresque de caelo? uel quo­ modo terra, quae ministerio hominum a creatore formata est.
Is the motion of the universe itself stirred up at random and by chance and without any helms, and do these things happen as it were by accident with no ruler, as it seems to those who are foolishly wise? Or is the world even now moved and governed by some reason and order, and, just as from the beginning all things were made and composed and distinguished, so He alone knows it who moves it and steers it with the eternal reins of providence? Whence then comes barrenness? Whence the corruption of the air? Whence hailstorms, and this present plague and devastation and chastisement of ours? Whence pestilences and diseases? Whence earthquakes, and terrors of the sea and from heaven? Or how is it that the earth, which was formed by the Creator for the service of men,
究竟是這宇宙的運行胡亂地、偶然地、毫無舵柄地被攪動,這些事彷彿無人掌管、出於機遇,正如那些愚拙自以為智的人所想?還是有某種理由與次序——正如萬有起初被造、被構成、被分別,照樣,世界如今也被推動、被治理,惟有那推動它、又以永遠之護理韁繩駕馭它的獨一者所知曉?那麼,荒蕪從何而來?空氣的敗壞從何而來?冰雹,並我們眼前這災殃、荒涼與責打從何而來?瘟疫與疾病從何而來?地震,與海上、空中的驚恐從何而來?又或,那受造主為服事人而造的地,
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cuius bonis perfrui omnes aequaliter deberemus, ad inpiorum conuertitur poenas, ut, in quibus concessis et indultis nobis ingrati extitimus, in his ipsis poenas luamus et agnoscamus uirtutem eorum per supplicia, quorum gratiam non cognonimus ex beneficiis? quomodo aliis quidem de manu domini dupli- citer peccata redduntur et gemina malitiae mensura retribuitur, aliis uero cum corripiuntur septuplum in sinum eorum defundi dicitur ultio peccatorum? uel quid illud est quod nondum Amorraeorum mensura repleta esse in sceleribus memoratur?
whose good things we ought all to enjoy alike, is turned to the punishments of the impious—so that, in the very things wherein we proved ungrateful for what was granted and bestowed upon us, in those very things we pay the penalty, and recognize the worth of those things through torments, whose grace we did not acknowledge from their benefits? How is it that to some sins are repaid doubly from the hand of the Lord and a twofold measure of malice is requited, while to others, when they are chastised, sevenfold is said to be poured into their bosom as a punishment of sins? Or what is that, that the measure of the Amorites is recorded as not yet filled up in their crimes?
我們本都當一同享用它的美物,如今卻轉作刑罰不敬虔之人——以致在我們對所蒙賜下恩典忘恩負義的那些事上,我們就在那些事上償付刑罰,並藉刑罰認識那些恩物的價值,就是我們從其益處中未曾領情承認的恩典?怎麼有些人從主手中加倍受報,惡行受雙倍的償還,另有些人受管教時,罪卻被說是七倍傾倒在他們懷中作為刑罰?又那一句「亞摩利人的罪孽還沒有滿盈」所記的,是甚麼意思?
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quomodo ergo uel peccator relinquitur et iustus punitur uel iterum peccator punitur et iustus relinquitur ac seruatur, et - nunc quidem iam hinc medicina adhibetur, nunc uero totum ibi reseruatur? quae ergo sunt istae plagae uel unde? uirtutis documenta sunt an poena malitiae?
How then is it that either the sinner is left alone and the just man is punished, or again the sinner is punished and the just man is left alone and preserved—and now indeed the remedy is applied here already, but now again the whole is reserved for there? What then are these plagues, or whence? Are they proofs of virtue, or the penalty of malice?
那麼,怎麼有時罪人被放過、義人反受刑罰,有時又罪人受刑、義人卻被放過並得保全——有時醫治此地此時便施行,有時卻將全部留到那裡?那麼,這些災殃究竟是甚麼,又從何而來?是德行的憑證呢,還是罪惡的刑罰?
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et utrum expediat uelut in suppliciis positos humiliari an uelut causa probationis inlata dissimulare et neglegere, haec nos doce, de his com­ mone, uti ne multum praesentem hanc plagam grauiter fera­ mus, aut rursum ne in profundum malorum descendentes con- temnamusest namque in hominibus etiam istud uitium —, sed ut in correptione domini humiliemur, uti ne, dum in hac neglegimus et contemnimus, maiorem aduersum nos dei iracundiam prouocemus. 6. Grauis est terrae sterilitas, grauis est uastatio fructnumquis enim negat? — maxime cum in spe esset eorum laetitia et cum iam horreis ipsis essent uicina frumenta.
And whether it is expedient to be humbled as though set among punishments, or to disregard and neglect them as though brought on for the sake of probation—teach us this, admonish us concerning these things, that we may neither bear this present plague too grievously, nor again, sinking into a depth of evils, hold them in contempt—for this vice too is found among men—but that we may be humbled under the chastisement of the Lord, lest, while we neglect and despise it in this matter, we provoke a greater wrath of God against ourselves. 6. Grievous is the barrenness of the earth, grievous the devastation of the crops—for who denies it?—especially when the joy of them was in hope, and when the grain itself was already near the very barns.
並且,究竟是當如置身刑罰之中那樣自卑為宜,還是當如為試驗而臨到那樣置之不理、漠然視之——這事求你教導我們,就這些事勸戒我們,使我們既不至過於沉重地承受眼前這災殃,又不至於沉淪入諸惡的深處而藐視它——因為這惡也存在於人中間——乃要在主的管教下謙卑自己,免得我們在此事上忽略藐視,反招來神更大的忿怒攻擊我們。6. 地的荒蕪是沉重的,莊稼的荒廢是沉重的——這誰能否認?——尤其當人對它的喜樂尚在指望之中,當穀物已近在倉廩之旁的時候。
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graue est quod messis inmatura sublata est et flentes agricolae prostratas despiciunt segetes suas et uelut carorum suorum emortuis adsident cadaueribus, quas lenis imber auxit, turbidus uero et inmitis exsecuit. ex quibus non inpleuit manum suam qui metit et sinum suum qui manipulos colligit nec dixerunt messoribus praetereuntes: benedictio domini superuos. accidit spectaculum miserabile: terra ipsa foedata iacet laniatis ac diuulsis illis quibus laetabatur comis et ex ipso ornatu suo turpis effecta. luget hanc et beatus Iohel, qui calamitatem famis ingentibus tragoediis deflet.
It is grievous that the unripe harvest has been carried off, and the weeping farmers look down upon their prostrate crops, and sit beside them as beside the corpses of their dear ones who have died—crops which a gentle rain had increased, but a turbulent and merciless storm cut down. From these the reaper has not filled his hand, nor he who gathers the sheaves his bosom, nor have passers-by said to the reapers: The blessing of the Lord be upon you. A pitiable spectacle has befallen: the land itself lies defiled, with those locks torn and rent in which it once rejoiced, and made foul out of its very adornment. The blessed Joel too mourns this, who bewails the calamity of famine with mighty tragedies.
未熟的收成被奪去,這是沉重的;哭泣的農夫低頭看著他們倒伏的莊稼,坐在其旁,如坐在他們所愛之人死去的屍首旁——那莊稼曾受柔和的雨水增長,卻被狂暴無情的風暴所摧折。收割的人從中未曾盈握,捆禾的人未曾滿懷,過路的也未曾對收割的人說:願耶和華的福臨到你們。一幅可憐的光景臨到了:地本身躺臥被玷污,它從前所喜悅的秀髮被撕扯撕裂,竟因自己的妝飾反成醜陋。蒙福的約珥也為此哀哭,他以極大的悲歌哀悼那饑荒之災。
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sed et alius propheta uastationem nouissimam priori conferens fecunditati et de ira dei terram nastantis disserens dicit: quae ante ipsum sunt paradisus deliciarum et quae post ipsum sunt campus estexterminn. grauia, inquam, haec et ualde grauia, ú dum haec sola quae in praesenti sunt cogitamus et nondum metum concipimus grauiorum, quoniam quidem et in doloribus corporis semper id quod ad praesens urget grauius uidetur esse omni eo quod praesentem non habet cruciatum. multo uehementiora sunt et grauiora, quae apud se retinent the­ sauri irae dei, quorum absit nos experiri.
But another prophet too, comparing the latest devastation with the former fruitfulness, and discoursing of the wrath of God that lays the land waste, says: The things that are before it are a paradise of delights, and the things that come after it are a field of extermination. Grievous, I say, are these things and exceedingly grievous, while we consider only these present things and do not yet conceive a dread of more grievous ones; since indeed, in bodily pains too, that which presses at the present always seems more grievous than all that has not its present torment. Far more vehement and grievous are the things which the treasuries of God's wrath hold in reserve—of which God forbid that we should make trial.
但另有一位先知,將末後的荒涼與先前的豐饒相比,論及那使全地荒蕪的神之忿怒,說:在它以前的是樂園的安逸,在它以後的是滅絕的曠野。我說,這些事是沉重的,極其沉重——當我們只思想眼前這些事,尚未對更沉重之事生出懼怕之時;因為連肉身之痛中,眼前所迫的,總顯得比一切尚無當前苦楚的更為沉重。神忿怒的庫房所存留的事,更為猛烈、更為沉重——願神不容我們去經歷它。
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et non expe- riemur, si ad dei misericordiam conuolemus et eum, qui misericordiam uult magis quam mortem, ad nos lacrimis inclinemus, ut quod superest irae dei auertamus per conuer­ sionem nostram, quoniam haec adhuc lenitas est et clementia dei et mansueta correptio et initia quaedam castigationum uelut paruulis adhuc et lactantibus inlata. haec adhuc fumus quidam est iracundiae et auspicia poenarum, nondum ignis exurens, nondum flamma uorax nec carbones accensi.
And we shall not make trial of it, if we hasten to the mercy of God and, by our tears, incline toward us him who wills mercy rather than death, so that we may turn away what remains of God's wrath through our conversion; since this is still the gentleness and clemency of God, and a mild chastisement, and certain beginnings of punishments, as it were brought upon little ones still nursing at the breast. This is still as it were a smoke of wrath and the first signs of penalties, not yet a consuming fire, not yet a devouring flame, nor kindled coals.
我們若奔向神的憐憫,又以眼淚使那喜悅憐憫過於喜悅死亡的神向我們俯就,便不至於去經歷它,好藉我們的歸正轉離神所存留的忿怒;因為這仍是神的溫柔與寬容,是溫和的責打,是刑罰的某種開端,彷彿臨到尚在吃奶的嬰孩身上。這仍不過是忿怒的某種煙氣、刑罰的先兆,還不是焚燒的火,還不是吞滅的烈焰,也不是燒著的炭。
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