For just as fire eagerly and, so to speak, by nature lays hold of its fuel, so also the grace of the all-holy and adorable Spirit seeks to take hold of our souls, that it may shine forth to those in the world and may direct, through those in whom it shines, the steps of the many, so that they too, walking rightly, may draw near to the fire, and one by one — or even all together, if it be possible — may be kindled and shine like gods in our midst, so that the seed of the God of Jacob may be blessed and multiplied, and the God-like man may not fail, shining as a light upon the earth.
For my part, then, I hold that the truth is thus, and that this is the will of God toward us, whom He Himself fashioned and honored and glorified of old with the glory of His own image;
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ὑμεῖςδέἴδετεκαίδοκιμάσατετάλεγόμεναπαρἡμῶν
但你們要察看並試驗我們所說的話。
but do you look into and test the things that are spoken by us.
And if we do not think and speak the same things as the apostles and as the holy and God-bearing fathers, according to what has been said, and if we do not second the sayings uttered by God in the holy Gospels — that is, if we do not clearly kindle in all men, by demonstrations, the life-giving energy and gift that is present in them but has been wickedly quenched by senseless syllogisms, as far as depends upon them, and do not point out the light already shining, establishing and speaking everything plainly out of the holy Scriptures themselves — then let me be anathema from the Lord God and Jesus Christ through the Holy Spirit, as one teaching contrary to what the divine apostles taught and preached; and do you not only stop your ears against the hearing, but also stone me and put me to death as an impious and godless man.
But if we are setting straight the dogmas of the Master and of the apostles, which are being perverted by certain men — gathering again from the divine Scriptures themselves the things that support and correct their understanding and that of those persuaded by them — and if we exhort them not to expect the resurrection, and incorruption, and life, and the kingdom of the heavens, and the eternal good things themselves, all merely in hope, but teach that some of these things are set before us and revealed, appearing and being seen, and are given even now as pledges to the elect and to those about to be saved, while we have zealously undertaken to demonstrate and confirm to them those things which are set forth for them after death and the resurrection — then ought we not rather to be accepted by them and by all, and greatly beloved, as ones displaying the work of perfect love?
For just as one who finds a hidden treasure and keeps it for himself alone is blamed by all and condemned as a lover of money, but one who does not hide it for himself but discloses it to all and makes it manifest and lets each take as much as he wishes is altogether praiseworthy and to be received by God and men — so also I, in spiritual matters, will be one who is 'beside himself,' speaking by the grace of God.
For indeed, when a treasure hidden under the divine Scriptures — pointed out to me by a holy man in a certain place — was made known to me, I did not shrink from rousing myself to search it out and to see it; but having asked that man to become my helper and fellow-worker, and having taken him, I abandoned every other occupation and work of life, and standing at the place where that good man had indicated to me by letters that the treasure was, with much toil and labor, night and day, I did not cease to dig, to shovel, to cast out the earth, and to make the excavation deep, until the treasure began to gleam through together with the soil from above.
Having therefore labored greatly, digging out and casting away the earth, I beheld the whole treasure lying somewhere below — beneath, as I suppose, all the earth — spread out unmixed and pure from all defilement; and beholding it, I cry out continually, and thus I proclaim aloud to those who disbelieve and are unwilling to labor and to dig:
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ΔεῦτεἴδετεπάντεςοἱτάςθείαςδιαπιστοῦντεςΓραφάς
來看哪,凡你們這些不信聖經的人!
Come and see, all you who disbelieve the divine Scriptures!
Come, learn that not in the age to come only, but already, somewhere here, there lies before your eyes and hands and feet the unspeakable treasure that is above every rule and authority!
I am the resurrection and the life; I am the grain of mustard seed hidden in the earth; I am the pearl bought by the faithful; I am the kingdom of the heavens hidden in your midst; and just as I am now seen by those who have sought and found Me, so also will I shine in them and above all of them, as I now am, shining while hidden above all the heavens.
Even here I, who by nature am uncontainable, become containable in you by grace; and I, the invisible, become visible — not shown as great as I am, though I remain wholly seen, but only in so far as the nature and power of those who see Me can receive.
For, He says, together with Me the Son, My Father who is of the same nature, and His Paraclete, these have become, as it were, in place of the water and the salt.
I am the paradise, become spiritual to My servants in place of the sensible paradise, in which I place all who believe in Me and are born again through the Spirit, who can no longer sin, nor has the ruler of this world any power against them;
I am the light-formed fountain of the immortal stream and river, in which those who love Me from their soul are washed, not after death, but at every hour, by the water flowing out from Me, and are cleansed of all defilement in body and soul, and shine all over, like a lamp and like the form of a ray of the sun.
I am He who rises in these men at every hour as in the morning, the intelligibly seen sun, just as of old I also manifested Myself in the prophets, and they, beholding, sang praises, calling upon Me continually.
And why am I thus constrained to speak to your love all these things which God, thirsting for our salvation, utters to us — save altogether for this: that through all of them you, having learned, may be persuaded that those who sit in darkness ought to behold the great light shining, if indeed they look at all; and that none of you may reckon that, though it has shone, it is impossible for those still being men in the body to see it clearly.
Rather, the light always was and always shone and shines in those who have been purified, and shone in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it; and now it shines, and the darkness does not comprehend it — that is, does not lay hold of it.
But to say now that it has arisen for the people sitting in darkness, means that it has just now been well-pleased to be revealed to those to whom it also manifests itself;
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οἱγάρἄλλοιἐντῇσκοτίᾳὄντεςοὐκαταλαμβάνουσιναὐτό
因為其餘的人既在黑暗裡,就不領會它。
for the others, being in the darkness, do not comprehend it.
For the Invisible One was seen, on the one hand through the body, with the bodily eyes, by all who beheld Him, both unbelievers and believers; but the light of His Godhead was made known and revealed only to those who were faithful through their works, who also said to Him:
and by saying 'all,' He included possessions and money and self-wills, and the despising even of this temporal life and the loathing of it, on account of the tasting of that other, substantial and eternal life; for that which is altogether sweeter and more to be preferred is that very thing which is God Himself.
But I beseech you all, O fathers and brothers, to be zealous to partake of such a life, which is the light of God, the very Holy Spirit Himself, who sanctifies those who partake of Him and makes them gods by adoption.
And of the many words which I have spoken to you, do not be forgetful; but first learn yourselves always to practice the good, and thus teach others to do this also, so that the word of your teaching may be operative and readily received by those who hear.
If indeed it be so, I am guiltless of the blood of you all; for I have not shrunk from declaring to you the things spoken to me, made known to me, and commanded me by our Lord Jesus Christ, through His adorable and Holy Spirit, concerning the exalted gifts and graces of His co-eternal God and Father — which the same good God and benefactor of ours ever, even until now, gives to those who laboriously seek participation in them through faith; to whom belongs all glory, honor, and worship, now and ever, and unto the ages of the ages.
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ΕὐχαριστίαπρόςΘεόνὑπέρὧνἠξίωταιδωρεῶν
為所蒙賜恩賜向神獻上的感恩。
Thanksgiving to God for the gifts of which he had been deemed worthy.
I give thanks and worship and fall down before You, Lord of all and all-holy King, because You have had mercy on me, who am unworthy, and have honored me and glorified me, as You Yourself willed from above; since even before the world came into being from You, having me wholly in Yourself, You honored me, glorifying me with Your Word and image.
For it was for no other reason than for me — made after Your image and likeness — that You brought all things forth from non-being, having made me king of all earthly things, unto the glory of Your great work and goodness.
I give thanks to You, because You have fulfilled unto good all my request and desire, according to Your promises to us Your servants, and have graciously bestowed on me, the unworthy, more than heaven and earth, and beyond what I hoped for and desired.
I give thanks to You, because when I longed to see one of Your saints and, through him, believing, to find mercy with You, You Yourself, O Good One, not only did this, and showed me a genuine servant of Yours — I mean the blessed and holy Symeon — and were well-pleased that I should be loved by him, but also bestowed on me countless other good things which I had not hoped for.
Whence could I have known that You manifest Yourself to those who come to You while still passing their life in the world, that I might seek even to behold You?
Whence could I ever have been able to reckon that You, the Master who created all things, unite Yourself to men whom You Yourself fashioned, and make them God-bearing, and make them Your sons — so that I too might come to a longing for these things and seek to receive them from You?
For even if, bending over the divine Scriptures which Your saints set forth, I once read concerning these things, yet I heard them as though they were spoken concerning certain others, or to certain other people, and I was insensibly disposed toward all that was written, never being able to grasp any conception at all concerning them.
'The things which eye has not seen, and ear has not heard, and which have not come up upon the heart of man — the things which God has prepared for those who love Him' — I was persuaded that it was impossible for anyone still in the flesh to come to the contemplation of them.
But I thought that You had shown these things to him alone, out of special favor; and I, wretched man, did not know that this comes from You upon all who love You.
Whence could I have known that You, in place of sensible food, become the immortal and incorruptible bread, insatiable to those who hunger for Your sake, and an immortal fountain to those who thirst, and a resplendent robe to those who for Your sake are clothed in mean garments?
For hearing these things spoken through Your heralds, I supposed that they came to pass only in the age to come and after the resurrection, and I did not know that they are rather being accomplished even now, when we stand in still greater need of them.
These things I neither knew, all-holy King, nor was I ever seized with desire for them, nor did I ask to receive any of them from You; but, mindful of my sins, I sought only to find an intercessor and advocate for their forgiveness. As I said before, Master, I longed that, through his intercession and through my servitude to him, I might at least in the age to come obtain the remission of my many transgressions.
Has the devil become so much mightier than the Master God, that he should draw all men to himself and make them his own portion, so that not one is left over for God's portion?
Therefore, as I think, O King who loves mankind, upon me, seated in the darkness of this life and in the midst of evils, You caused Your holy light to shine, and in that light You showed me Your saint.
And in the same manner as You dealt with Your servant Paul—calling him while he persecuted You, through Your divine manifestation—for indeed, when he beheld You and said,
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Ἐγώεἰμιὁποιήσαςτόνοὐρανόνκαίτήνγῆν
「主啊,祢是誰?」——祢並沒有對他說:「我是那造天地的,」
'Who are You, Lord?'—You did not say to him, 'I am He who made heaven and earth,'
'I am Jesus the Nazarene, whom you persecute'—so that he might clearly know that You are the God who was made flesh for our sake, the very One whom he was persecuting. Even so did You deal with me also, Master, when You were pleased to point out to me Your holy Symeon.
For when Your divine light had illumined all things and me, the wretched one, and had turned the night into brightest day, in that very light You deemed me worthy to behold him with awe, as though in heaven, in the very height of Your Godhead—standing near to Your divine glory, adorned neither with any crown, nor with a radiant garment, nor with a transfigured appearance, but such as he was when he lived among us and was seen daily upon the earth: even so did You show him to me in heaven.
This was so that I might not reckon him who was with us to be one person, and him who appeared to me there to be another, and, going astray from the good shepherd, wander off—I, the lost sheep.
Yet even by this wonder that had come to pass I, the miserable one, did not understand; but, little by little robbed of it through sloth and negligence, I fell back into my former evils, or into worse ones still.
But You, compassionate and long-suffering King, did not even then turn away from me; rather, through that same saint You brought me back and deemed me worthy to fall down at his holy feet. With Your mighty hand and Your uplifted arm You led me out of the deceitful world and from the affairs and pleasures of the world, and separated me from them all, both in body and in soul. O the wonder! O Your love and compassion toward us, O God who loves mankind! You set me in the rank of those who serve You.
After these things, then, Master, You granted me through the intercessions of Your saint not only the forgiveness of my unspeakable evils, but also all the aforesaid good things—or rather, You Yourself became all things to me.
For when You had taken up Your dwelling in him and were shining forth with the light of Your divine glory, and I had drawn near to him in repentance and faith and taken hold of his feet, I straightway perceived a divine warmth; then a small dawning radiance; then a divine inbreathing from his words; then a fire within the heart, springing therefrom into ever-flowing streams through my tears; then a ray passing through my mind swifter than lightning; then, like a light in the night, there appeared to me a small and flame-like cloud, resting upon my head, while I lay prostrate on my face and made my supplication.
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Εἶταἀπέπτηκαίμετοὐπολύὤφθημοιἐντῷοὐρανῷ
隨後它飛去了,過了不多時,又被我在天上看見。
Then it flew away, and after a little while was seen by me in heaven.
For while in my sleep I was being tempted by the wicked demons and, by their contrivance, was being dragged toward the passion of a nocturnal emission, and was resisting and calling out for help, I awoke, having escaped the hands of my tempters unharmed.
And as I was marveling within myself at my firmness and manliness—or rather at my immovability against the passion—and was reasoning, 'Whence, in a manner so unaccustomed to me, has this triumph come about, that even in sleep I do battle and become stronger than my adversaries and enemies, and mightily and marvelously gain the victory over them through Christ?'—
O the wonder! Straightway I saw within me Him whom I had supposed to be in heaven—I mean You, my Maker and King Christ—and then I knew that the victory was Yours, by which You caused me to conquer the devil.
For I was unworthy and unclean, still having the ears of my soul stopped up with the clay of sin, and my eyes held fast by unbelief and ignorance, and by the perception and mist of the passions.
—being shown to me now in this way, now in another; but its unwonted character struck me with amazement at the wonder, while it filled my whole soul and heart with joy, so that I supposed my very body too was partaking of that ineffable grace.
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Οὔπωδέτότίςᾖςὁὁρώμενοςτρανῶςτότεἐγίνωσκον
然而那位如此被我看見的究竟是誰,我那時仍未清楚知曉。
But who He was that was thus seen, I did not yet then clearly know.
Meanwhile I saw the light more frequently—sometimes within, when my soul was enjoying calm and peace; sometimes it appeared far off, somewhere outside, or else was wholly hidden; and when hidden it wrought in me unbearable grief, for I reckoned that it would surely never appear again.
Thus, then, You—the ineffable, the invisible, the intangible, the immovable, who art everywhere and always present in all things and fillest all things—being, so to speak, seen and hidden hour by hour, day and night, going away and coming, becoming unseen and suddenly appearing—little by little drove away the darkness within me, dispelled the cloud, thinned the density, cleansed away the rheum of my spiritual eyes, unstopped and opened the ears of my understanding, stripped off the veil of insensibility, and along with these lulled to sleep every passion and every fleshly pleasure, and banished it utterly from me.
And by heaven I mean the soul that has been purified, in which You—invisibly, I know not how or whence coming, You who are everywhere present—are suddenly found and shine forth like another sun.
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ΤαῦταπρόςἡμᾶςτοῦΘεοῦτάθαυμάσια, ἀδελφοί!
弟兄們哪,這就是神向我們所行的奇妙作為!
Such are the wondrous works of God toward us, brethren!
But as we ascend toward that which is more perfect, no longer, as before, does He who is formless and shapeless come formless and shapeless, or accomplish the presence and arrival of His light toward us in silence.
For God is not in a figure or an impress, but, being fashioned in incomprehensible and unattainable and formless light, He is shown forth as simple—for we can say or express nothing further. Yet for the time being He is shown manifestly and is made known most knowably, and the Invisible One is seen exceedingly clearly; invisibly He speaks and hears, and, as a friend converses with a friend face to face, so He who is God by nature converses with those who by grace have been begotten of Him as gods; and as a father He loves and is loved by His sons very ardently, and becomes to them a strange sight and a most awesome thing to hear, which can neither be worthily uttered by them, nor endures to be concealed in silence.
By longing for Him they are ever kindled, and are mystically inspired by Him; and sometimes they write, bewailing the passions of others, and sometimes they make a public triumph of their own falls.
And sometimes, recounting with thanksgiving the benefits and workings of grace that have come to them, they hymn in theological manner Him who has divinely transformed them;
and sometimes, if they hear anything spoken contrarily and erroneously concerning the salvation of our souls, correcting it according to the measure of knowledge given them, they write it down, adducing the testimonies from the divine Scriptures; and they are not able to remain wholly still, nor to take their fill of the narration.
For they are no longer their own, but belong to the Spirit that is in them; and this Spirit both moves them and is in turn moved by them, and there come to be in them all those things which you hear spoken in the divine Scriptures concerning the kingdom of heaven: a pearl, a grain of mustard seed, leaven, water, fire, bread, the drink of life, a fountain living and leaping up, pouring forth rivers of spiritual words, words of divine life, a lamp, a couch, a bridal chamber, a bride, a bridegroom, a friend, a brother, and a father.
For even though we possess all things within us, because we bear about within us God who bestows them, yet we can neither measure them out with the mind nor set them forth in words at all.
These things, therefore, we have written, O fathers and brethren, not for the sake of display—God forbid! For what have we of our own to display, save that, from our mother's womb, we have sins and uncleannesses and many iniquities, to whose multitude, as I think, not even the sand of the sea is equal?
For the discourse teaches us the utter darkness and gloom that is in us at the first—that is, the estrangement from the divine light, when indeed it clearly sets forth also the ignorance concerning God; then the reproof that arises from conscience; then fear; then the desire for the remission of debts, when a man seeks for this an intercessor and helper, being plainly unable to draw near alone and shamelessly, because he is weighed down by many sins of shame; then the attaining of the intercessor and shepherd and advocate;
and how, by the noetic illumination of the Spirit, he has beheld even this one—which shows the beginning of an illumination into which he was formerly uninitiated; and how, after the revelation had come to pass, the vision of the Spirit again passed away, and, being deprived of it, he fell back again into the darkness of many sins.
And after these things it made clear also the second calling through the shepherd; then obedience, faith, humility, submission; and out of these the most manifest transformation that comes to be in us little by little in knowledge and contemplation—which transformation, if a man has not recognized as having come to pass within himself according to the exposition of the discourse, it is not possible that such a one has the Holy Spirit dwelling in him.
But this discourse, as has been said by me above, going through these matters more fully, shows us not to be boasting, but to be recounting the wondrous works of God, which He works out of love of the good in those who seek Him with their whole soul and heart; so that every pretext and just disobedience may receive its recompense in the day when God shall judge the race of men—to whom belongs all glory, honor, and worship, now and ever and unto the ages of ages.
I give thanks to You, Master, Lord of heaven and earth, who didst foreordain me, before the foundation of the world, to come from non-being into being.
I give thanks to You, that before the day and hour came in which You commanded me to be brought forth, You Yourself—the only immortal, the only almighty, the only good and lover of mankind—having come down from Your holy height, without departing from the Father's bosom, and having been made flesh and born of the holy Virgin Mary, refashioned me beforehand and gave me life beforehand, and freed me from the ancestral fall, and prepared beforehand my ascent into the heavens.
And as I grew little by little, You Yourself both renewed me anew by Your holy baptism of regeneration, and adorned me with the Holy Spirit, and appointed an angel of light to be my guardian, and kept me unwounded, until my full stature, from the works of the adversary and the snares of the enemy.
But since You have judged it right that we be saved, not by compulsion, but by our own free choice, You left me too to be honored with free will, and to display love toward You, freely chosen, out of the keeping of Your commandments. But I, the ungrateful and contemptuous one, like a horse loosed from its bonds, reckoning thus the worth of free will, sprang away from Your lordship and cast myself down into a precipice.
And as I lay there, senselessly wallowing and being crushed yet more, You did not turn away, You did not let me lie and be defiled in the mire; but for the sake of the compassions of Your mercy You sent forth and led me up from there, and honored me more splendidly, and by Your unspeakable judgments You redeemed me from kings and rulers who wished to use me as a vessel of dishonor for the service of their own desires.
Gifts of gold and silver, though I was a lover of money, You did not let me take; the glory and splendor of life, offered to me as the price for the selling-away of Your sanctification, You granted me to reckon as an abomination.
But all these things—I confess to You, O Lord God of heaven and earth—counting them again as nothing, I, the wretched one, cast myself into a pit and into the slime of the deep, of shameful thoughts and deeds; and having gone down there, I fell in with the things hidden in the darkness, from which not only I myself alone, but not even the whole world gathered into one, could have led me up from there and delivered me from their hands.
Yet as I was held fast there, pitiably and wretchedly dragged about and choked and mocked by them, You, the compassionate and man-loving Master, did not overlook me, did not remember my faults, did not turn away from my ungrateful mind, did not for long leave me to be willingly tyrannized by the robbers.