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書信與詩集 第 2 章 第 10/16 段

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Arverni tamen oppidi ego nomine uberes perquam gratias ago; cui ut succurrere meditarere, non te communio provinciæ, non proximitas civitatis, nOli opportunitas fluvii , non oblatio pretii adduxit. Itaque ingentes per me referunt grates, quibus obti­ git per panis tui abundantiam , ad sui sufficienliam pervenire. Igitur si mandati officii munia 170 satis videor explesse, ex legato nuntiusero. Ilicet scias Volo, per omnem fertur Aquitaniam gloria tua : amaris , laudaris, desideraris , excolens, omnium pectoribus , omnium voiis. Inter haec temporum mala, bonus sacerdos, bonus pater, bonus annus es :
然而我要奉克萊蒙城之名獻上極其豐盛的感謝;為救助此城,你之所以留心,既非因同省之誼,亦非因城邑相近,亦非因河流之便,亦非因所出之價所引動。故此他們藉我獻上無量的感謝——就是那些因你糧食的豐足,得以達至自身之足用的人。因此,我若看似已充分盡了所託之職的責任,我便從一個受託者變作一個報信者。我願你即刻知道,你的榮耀傳遍全亞奎丹:你在眾人心中、眾人的心願裏,被愛、被讚、被渴慕、蒙眷顧。在這時勢的諸般禍患之中,你是良善的祭司、良善的父、豐美的年成:
Yet in the name of the town of Clermont I give exceedingly abundant thanks; for which, that you should take thought to succour it, neither community of province, nor nearness of city, nor opportuneness of river, nor offer of price drew you. And so through me they render immense thanks, to whom it fell, through the abundance of your bread, to arrive at their own sufficiency. Therefore, if I seem sufficiently to have fulfilled the duties of the office committed to me, from a delegate I shall become a messenger. Straightway I wish you to know, throughout all Aquitaine your glory is borne: you are loved, praised, longed for, cherishing, in the breasts of all, in the vows of all. Amid these evils of the times, you are a good priest, a good father, a good year:
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quibus operæ pretium fuit, fieri famem suam peri­ culo , si aliter esse non poterat tua largitas experi. mento. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. 171 EPISTOLA PRIMA Sidonius domino a papæ Mamerto salutem. Rumor est Gothos in Romanum solum castra mo­ visse. Huic semper irruptioni nos roiseri Arverni janua sumus. Namque odiis inimicorum hinc pecu­ liaria fomenta suhministramus, quia quod necdum terminos suos ab Oceano in Rhodanum Ligeris alveo limitaverunt, solam sub ope Christi moram de nostra tentum obice patiuntur. Circumjactarum 172 vero spatia , tractumque regionum jam pridem regnimi- J nacis importuna devoravit impressio.
為此值得受這辛勞,就是使他們的饑荒成為一場危難,倘若你的慷慨無別法可藉經歷而得證。求你顧念我們,主教父。第一封書信。西多尼致主教父瑪梅爾圖斯問安。傳聞哥特人已把營帳移到羅馬的土地上。對這入侵,我們可憐的阿維爾尼人常作那道門戶。因為我們從此地為仇敵的仇恨供應獨有的煽料,因為——他們既尚未以盧瓦爾河的河道把疆界從大洋圈定到羅訥河——他們就在基督的幫助下,惟獨因我們的阻擋而受此一延遲。至於四圍地帶的廣袤與諸地區的綿延,早已被那威嚇之國無饜的壓境所吞噬。
for whom it was worth the pains to make their famine into a peril, if in no other way your bounty could be proved by experience. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER I. Sidonius to the lord pope Mamertus, greeting. Rumour has it that the Goths have moved their camp onto Roman soil. To this incursion we wretched Arvernians are ever the gate. For we furnish from hence peculiar fomentations to the hatreds of our enemies, since—because they have not yet bounded their territories from the Ocean to the Rhône by the channel of the Loire—they suffer this sole delay, held back by our resistance alone, under the help of Christ. But the spaces of the surrounding tracts and stretches of regions the importunate onset of the menacing kingdom has long since devoured.
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Sed animosi­ fati nostræ tam temerariæ, tamque periculosæ, non nos aut ambustam murorum faciem, aut pulrem su­ dium cratem, aut propugnacula vigilum trita pecto­ ribus confidimus opitulatura : solo tamen invectarum te auctore rogationum palpamur auxilio : quibus in­ choandis instituendisque b populus Arvernus, etsi non effectu pari, affectu certe non impari coepit initiari, et ob hoc circumfusis necdum dat terga terroribus. Non enim latet nostram sciscitationem, primis tem­ poribus harumce supplicationum institutarum, civitas coelitus tibi credita per cujusmodi prodigiorum ter­ riculamenta vacuabatur. Nam modo c scenae nuenium publicorum crebris terrae motibus concutiebantur;
但我們這如此魯莽、如此危險的心志,所信賴要帶來援助的,既非我們牆垣被焦的面貌,亦非我們木樁那朽壞的柵欄,亦非那被守望者胸膛磨損的雉堞:我們惟獨因那按你囑咐引入的求禱之助得着撫慰;在這求禱的開始與確立中,阿維爾尼百姓雖非以對等的果效,卻確以毫不遜色的熱心開始受教,因此便尚未向四圍傾覆的恐怖轉背。因為我們的查問並未忽略:在這些設立的祈求之初,那神所託與你的城,是藉何等奇兆的驚駭而被空虛的。因為那時公共牆垣的階台屢因地震而震動;
But of our spirit, so rash and so perilous, it is not either the scorched face of our walls, or the rotten hurdle of our stakes, or the battlements worn by the breasts of the watchmen, that we trust will bring us aid: we are soothed only by the help of the Rogations brought in at your bidding; in the beginning and establishing of which the Arvernian people, though not with equal effect, yet with a zeal certainly not unequal, began to be initiated, and on this account does not yet turn its back to the terrors poured about it. For it does not escape our inquiry, in the first times of these instituted supplications, by what manner of prodigies' terrors the city divinely committed to you was being emptied. For now the stages of the public walls were shaken by frequent earthquakes;
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nunc ignes saepe flammati caducas culminum cristas ' Mperjecto favillarum monte tumulabant; nunc stu­ penda foro cubilia collocabant audacium pavenda mansuetudo cervorum : cum tu inter ista discessu primorum populariumque statu urbis exinanito, ad nova celer veterum Ninivitarum exempla decurrisLi, ne divinæ admonitioni tua quoque desperatio convi­ ciaretur. Et vere jam de Deo tu minime poteras absque peccato post virtutum experimenta diffidere. Nam cum vice quadam civitas conflagrare coepisset, fides tua in illo ardore plus caluit :
那時火焰屢屢燃起,把屋頂傾墜的脊冠埋在一座未成的灰燼之山下;那時駭人的獸穴出現在市集——大膽而戰慄之鹿那可怖的馴良:正當這些事之際,你趁着城因首要者離去、平民空立而被清空之時,急速奔向古代尼尼微人的新榜樣,免得你自己的絕望竟譴責那神聖的警戒。誠然,在祂大能的憑證之後,你斷不能已無罪地不信神。因為當有一回城起火燃燒之時,你的信德在那火焰中燒得更熱:
now fires, often kindled, buried the falling crests of the roofs beneath a mountain of imperfect ashes; now stupendous lairs placed themselves in the forum—the fearful tameness of bold, quaking deer: while you, amid these things, the city emptied by the departure of its chief men and the standing of the commons, ran swiftly to the new examples of the ancient Ninevites, lest your very despair should reproach the divine admonition. And indeed you could by no means already distrust of God without sin, after the proofs of His powers. For when on a certain occasion the city had begun to blaze, your faith glowed hotter in that burning:
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et cum in con' spectu pavidæ plebis, objectu solo tui corporis ignis recussus in tergum fugitivis flexibns sinuaretur , Iui­ raculo terribili, novo, inusitato, adfuit 173 flammæ cedere per reverentiam, cui sentire defuit per natu­ ram. Primum igitur et iis paucis nostri ordinis viris indicis jejunia, interdicis flagitia, supplicia prædicis, remedia promittis : exponis omnibus, nec poenam longinquam esse, nec veniam; doces denuntiatæ so­ litudinis minas orationum frequentia esse amolien- das; mones assiduitatem furenlis incendii, aqua po­ tius oculorum quam fluminum posse restingui; mo­ nes minacem terrae motuum conflictationem fidei stabilitate firmandam.
當在戰兢的民眾眼前,火焰單因你身體的阻擋被推退,且以逃逸的迂迴彎向自己的後方之時,藉一項可畏、新奇、非常的神蹟,那火焰因敬畏而向一位它按本性無力覺察之人退讓。因此,你首先向我們秩序中那少數人宣告禁食,禁絕暴行,宣講懲治,應許救法:你向眾人陳明,刑罰既不遙遠,赦免也不遙遠;你教導,那所宣告之荒涼的威嚇,要藉頻繁的祈禱來抵擋;你警戒,那狂暴大火的持續,寧可藉眼淚之水、而非江河之水來熄滅;你警戒,那地震威嚇的爭鬥,要藉信德的堅固來穩定。
and when, in the sight of the fearful populace, by the mere interposition of your body the fire was thrust back and, with fugitive windings, bent upon its own rear, by a miracle terrible, new, unwonted, the flame yielded through reverence to one whom it lacked power to perceive by nature. First, therefore, and to those few men of our order you proclaim fasts, you interdict outrages, you preach chastisements, you promise remedies: you set forth to all that neither the penalty is far off, nor the pardon; you teach that the threats of the announced desolation are to be warded off by the frequency of prayers; you warn that the persistence of the raging conflagration can be quenched rather by the water of the eyes than of rivers; you warn that the menacing conflict of earthquakes is to be made firm by the stability of faith.
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Cujus confestim sequax humi­ lis turba consilii , majoribus quoque suis fuit incita­ mento, quos cum non piguisset fugere, redire non puduit. Qua devotione placatus inspector pectorum, Deus, fecit esse obsecrationem vestram vobis saluti, cæteris imitationi, utrisque praesidio. Denique illic deinceps non fuere vel damna calamitati, vel ostenta formidini. Quæ omnia sciens populus iste Viennen­ sibus tuis et accidisse prius, et non accessisse poste­ rius, vestigia tam sacrosanctæ informationis am­ plectitur, sedulo petens, ut conscientiæ tuæ beatitudo mittat orationum suarum suffragia , quibus exempla transmisit.
謙卑的群眾隨即跟從那勸勉,甚至成了他們尊長的激勵,這些尊長既不以逃避為厭,也就不以歸回為恥。那鑒察人心的神,因這虔誠得着安撫,使你們的懇求於你們成為得救,於其餘的成為效法,於雙方成為保障。終於,此後既無災難的損失,也無驚駭的怪兆。這一切事,此民既知曾先臨到你維埃納的百姓、此後又未再臨到他們,便擁抱這如此神聖之教導的腳蹤,殷切懇求你至福的良心,將其祈禱的祈求發往那些你已將榜樣傳遞給的人。
And forthwith the humble throng, following that counsel, became an incitement even to their own betters, whom, since it had not irked to flee, it did not shame to return. Placated by which devotion, the Beholder of hearts, God, made your obsecration to be for salvation to you, for imitation to the rest, for a safeguard to both. Finally, thereafter there were neither losses for calamity, nor portents for dread. All which this people, knowing to have both befallen your men of Vienne before, and not to have come upon them after, embraces the footsteps of so sacrosanct an instruction, earnestly asking that the beatitude of your conscience send the suffrages of its prayers to those to whom it has transmitted the examples.
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Et quia tibi soli concessa est, post avorum memoriam , vel confessorem d Ambrosiutn duorum martyrum repertorem , in partibus orbis occidui, martyris e Ferreoli solida translatio , adjecto nostri capite Juliani, quod istinc turbulento quondam per­ secutori manus relulit cruenta carnificis : nou inju­ num est, quod pro compensatione deposcimus, ut nobis inde veniat pars patrocinii , quia 174 vobis hinc rediit pars patroni. Memor nostri esse dignare , domine papa. EPISTOLA II. V Sidonius domino papæ Græco salutem. Oneras, consummatissime pontificum, verecundiam meam multifaria laude cumulando, si quid stylo ru­ sticante peraravero :
又因惟獨你蒙賜——自我們祖輩的記憶以來——繼那尋得兩位殉道者的認信者安波羅修之後,在西方世界之地,得着殉道者斐雷歐盧斯遺骸的整全遷移,並加上我們尤利安的頭顱,就是劊子手血腥的手曾把它從此地帶回給一位橫暴的迫害者的:那麼我們作為補償所求的並非不公——就是願你那裏也有一分庇護臨到我們,因為從我們這裏也有一分護主歸給了你。求你顧念我們,主教父。第二封書信。西多尼致主教父格雷庫斯問安。眾主教中最為完美的,你以繁複的稱讚堆疊,加重我的謙抑,倘若我以粗拙之筆耕出些許文字:
And because to you alone has been granted, since the memory of our forefathers—next after Ambrose the confessor, the finder of two martyrs—in the parts of the western world the entire translation of the martyr Ferreolus, with the addition of the head of our Julian, which the bloody hand of the executioner once brought back thence to a turbulent persecutor: it is not unjust, what we demand by way of compensation, that from thence there should come to us a part of the patronage, because to you from here returned a part of the patron. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER II. Sidonius to the lord pope Graecus, greeting. You burden my modesty, most consummate of pontiffs, by heaping manifold praise, if I shall have ploughed out anything with a rustic pen:
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atque utinam reatu careat, quod apicum primore congressu, quanquam circum- scriptus, veritati resullantia tamen et diversa con­ nexui. Ignorantiae siquidem meae a callidus viator imposuit. Nam dum solum mercatoris prætendit of­ ficium, litteras meas ad formatæ vicem, scilicet ut lector, elicuit, sed quas aliquam gratiarum actionem continere decuisset. Namque, ut post comperi, plus Massiliensium benignitale profectus est quam status sui, seu per eensum, seu per familiam forma patere- lur. Quæ tamen ut gesta sunt, si quispiam dignus relator evolveret, fierent jocunda memoratu. Sed quoniam jubetis ipse, ut aliquid vobis a me lætum copiosumque pagina ferat ;
但願此事無罪可咎,就是我在頭一次書信的交鋒中,雖被欺瞞,卻仍把與真相相抵、彼此相異的話連綴在一起。因為一個狡猾的旅人利用了我的無知。因為當他只假託商人的身分時,他把我的信誆去當作一封舉薦信——就是作為誦經員——但那本應含有某種道謝之詞的信。因為,正如我後來所知,他此行成事,靠的是馬賽人的仁厚,過於他的境況——無論按財產或按家世——所能顯露的實情。然而這些事,如其發生,若有一位堪當的敘述者展述出來,說起來必甚有趣味。但既然你自己吩咐,要有某頁信箋從我這裏給你帶來些歡樂而豐盛之事;
and would that it were free from guilt, that in the first encounter of my letters, though circumvented, I nevertheless connected together things resisting and diverse from the truth. For a crafty traveller imposed upon my ignorance. For while he pretended the office of a merchant only, he drew forth my letters in the stead of a letter of commendation—that is, as a reader—but such as it would have befitted to contain some giving of thanks. For, as I afterward learned, he set forth rather by the benignity of the men of Marseilles than as the state of his condition, whether by census or by household, would lie open. Which things, however, as they were done, if any worthy relater should unfold them, would become pleasant in the telling. But since you yourself bid that some page bring you something glad and copious from me;
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date veniam, si hanc ipsam tabellarii nostri hospitalitatem comicis salibus comparandam, salva vestrarum aurium severitatc perstringamus ; ne secundo insinuatum non nunc primum nosse videamur. Simul et si moris est regu­ larum, ut ex materia omni usurpentur principia di­ cendi, cur hic quoque quodcunque mihi sermocina­ luro materia longius quæratur exspectaturque, nisi ut sermoni 175 notro sit ipse pro causa, cui noster sermo erit pro sarcina? Arverui huic patria, Paren­ tes natalibus non superbis, sed absolutis, et sicut nihil illustre jactantes, ita nihil servile metuentes; contenti censu modico, sed eodem vel sufficiente, vel libero:
求你見諒,若我把我們送信者這款待——可與喜劇的機鋒相比——輕輕帶過,卻仍顧全你耳中的莊嚴;免得我這第二次引介他,反顯得如今才頭一次認識他。同時,若按修辭規則的常例,說話的開端要從整個題材中借取,那麼在此,我這將要略作長篇談論的,何必為自己另尋別的、遠處的題材而等候呢——豈不正是要以他本身作我談論的緣由,而我的談論於他倒成了負擔麼?克萊蒙是這人的家鄉;他的雙親出身不算驕貴,卻是完整無虧的,正如他們不誇耀顯赫,也就不懼怕卑賤;安於中庸的家業,卻是足用而自由的:
grant pardon, if this very hospitality of our letter-carrier—to be compared with comic salt—I touch upon lightly, saving the severity of your ears; lest, having been introduced a second time, I should seem now for the first time to know him. And at the same time, if it is the manner of the rules that from the whole subject-matter the beginnings of speaking be borrowed, why here too should the matter be sought and awaited for me, about to discourse of anything at greater length, unless that he himself should be for a cause to our discourse, to whom our discourse shall be for a burden? Clermont is this man's fatherland; his parents of a birth not proud, but complete, and, as boasting nothing illustrious, so fearing nothing servile; content with a modest estate, but one either sufficient or free:
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militia illis in clericali potius quam in pala­ tino decursa comitatu. Pater isti granditer frugi, et liberis parum liberalis : quique per nimiam parcimo­ niam juveni filio plus prodesse quam placere malue­ rit. Quo relicto tunc puer iste vos petiit nimis expe­ ditus ; quod erat maximum conatibus primis imjedi­ mentum : uihil eat enim viaticolcvi gravius. Attamen primus illi in vestr a mœnia satis secundus introitus. b Sancti Eustachii qui vobis decessit, actutum diclo factoque gemina benedictio eat : hospitium brevi quaesitum, jam Eustachii cura facile inventum, cele­ riter aditum, civiliter locatum.
他們的軍役是在聖職的隨員中、而非在宮廷的隨從中度過的。他的父親極其節儉,對兒女卻過於吝於慷慨;此人因過度的儉省,寧願使年少的兒子得益,過於使他歡心。這孩子既如此被撇下,便去尋你,行裝極其輕便——這正是他初次嘗試最大的攔阻:因為對一個行旅而言,沒有什麼比一個輕囊更為沉重。然而他頭一次進入你的城牆卻頗為順利。那位繼你之後的聖尤斯塔奇烏斯,隨即在言與行上有雙重的祝福:住處不久便得尋着,如今藉尤斯塔奇烏斯的照料輕易覓得,迅速前往,殷勤有禮地安置。
their soldiery run its course in a clerical rather than in a palatine retinue. His father exceedingly frugal, and to his children too little liberal; who through excessive parsimony preferred to profit his youthful son more than to please him. Whom being thus left behind, the boy then sought you out, exceedingly light-equipped—which was the greatest hindrance to his first attempts: for nothing is heavier for a traveller than a light purse. Yet his first entrance into your walls was quite auspicious. Of the holy Eustachius, who succeeded to you, straightway in word and deed there was a twofold blessing: lodging shortly sought, now by the care of Eustachius easily found, quickly approached, courteously assigned.
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Jam primum crebro occursu excolere vicinos, identidem ab iis ipse haud aspernanter resalutari. Agere cum singulis, prout aetatis ratio permitteret; grandævos obsequiis, æquæ­ vos officiis obligare; podicitiam præ caeteris sobrie­ talemque sectari: quod tam laudandum in juventute quam rarum. Summalibus deinceps, et tunc comiti civitali, non minus opportuni, quam frequentibus excubiis agnosci, innotescere, familiarescere ; sic­ que ejus in dies s edulitas majorum sodalitatibus promoveri : fovere boni quique certatim, votis om­ nes, plurimi consiliis, privati donis, cuncti beneficiis adjuvare; perque haec spes opesque istius 176 ra­ ptim, saltuatimque cumulari.
那麼,他首先藉屢屢的探訪殷勤結交鄰舍,一次又一次地不帶輕慢地受他們回禮相迎。按年歲之宜與各人相處;以殷勤敬奉年長者,以善行結交同輩;在眾人之前尤其追求端莊與節制:這在青年身上既可稱讚,又同樣稀有。其次,藉着既適時又頻繁的守望,得着城中首要者、然後是城中伯爵的認識、知曉與親近;如此他的殷勤日復一日在尊長者的交誼中得着提拔:眾善人爭相眷顧他,眾人以美願、許多人以勸言、私人以餽贈、所有人以恩惠助他;藉着這些,這人的盼望與資財便迅速地、躍進地堆積起來。
First then, by frequent visits to cultivate his neighbours, again and again himself not disdainfully to be greeted back by them. To deal with each as the reckoning of age might permit; to bind the aged with observances, his equals with good offices; to pursue modesty and sobriety before all others: which is as praiseworthy in youth as it is rare. Next to be recognized, made known, made familiar to the chief men, and then to the count of the city, by watches no less opportune than frequent; and thus his assiduity to be advanced day by day among the fellowships of the greater men: all the good men in rivalry to cherish him, all with their good wishes, very many with their counsels, private persons with gifts, all to aid him with benefits; and through these the hopes and resources of this man to be heaped up rapidly and by leaps.
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Forte accidit ut diver­ sorio cui ipse successerat, quædam femina non minus censu quam mofibus idonea vicinaretur: cujus filia infantiæ jam temporibus emensis, necdum tamen nubilibus annis appropinquabat. Huic hic blandus (siquidem ca ætas infantulae, ut adhuc decenler), nunc quaedam frivola, nunc ludo a; la virgineo scruta donabat ; quibus isii parum grandibus causis pluri­ mumvirgunculæ animus copulabatur. Anni obiter thalamo pares : quid moror multis ?
碰巧在他自己遷入的那間寓所裡,住著一位鄰居婦人,她的家財與品德同樣稱得上相配;她的女兒此時雖已過了幼年的年歲,卻還未臨近適婚之齡。這年輕人對她甚是殷勤(因為那小女孩的年紀,至此仍屬合宜),時而送她些許小玩意兒,時而送她供少女嬉戲的零碎之物;由於這些雖微不足道的緣由,那小姑娘的心便深深繫在他身上。其間歲月漸增,已與婚姻之期相稱。我又何必多費言辭呢?
It happened by chance that in the lodging into which he himself had moved, a certain woman was living as a neighbour, no less well-off in fortune than in character; her daughter, having now passed beyond the years of infancy, was nevertheless not yet drawing near to a marriageable age. To her this young man was ingratiating (for indeed the little girl's age was such that thus far it was seemly), and would give her now some trifles, now odds and ends for girlish play; and by these causes, small though they were, the mind of the little maiden became greatly bound to him. Meanwhile the years grew ripe for the marriage-chamber. Why do I linger over many words?
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Adolescens solus, tenuis, peregrinus, filius familias, et e patria patre non solum non volente, verum etiam ignorante di­ scedens, pucllam non inferiorem natalibus, faculta­ tibus sujeriorcm, medio episcopo, quia lector, sola­ tio comitis, quia cliens, socru non inspiciente sub­ stantiam, sponsa non dispiciente personam, uxorem petit, impetrat, ducit. Conscribuntur tabulæ nuptia­ les : et si qua istic municipioli nostri suburbanitas, matrimonialibus illic inserta documenlis, mimica largilate recitatur. Peracta circumscriptione legitima ct fraude solemni, levat divitem conjugem pauper adamatus :
一個孤身、囊中羞澀、身為異鄉客、仍在父權之下的少年,離開故土之時,他父親不但不同意,甚且毫不知情;他向一位論出身不比他低、論財產卻比他高的女子求婚、獲允、迎娶:以主教為中介(因他是誦經員),以伯爵的援手為助(因他是伯爵的門客),岳母未曾細察他的家業,新娘也未曾輕視他的為人。婚約寫成了;凡我們這小城郊外所有的產業,都被列入那婚姻文書之中,以戲子般的慷慨當眾宣讀。待這合法的圈套與莊嚴的欺瞞行畢,這受寵的窮漢便娶得了他富有的配偶:
A young man alone, of slender means, a foreigner, a son still under his father's authority, departing from his fatherland while his father not only did not consent but was even unaware of it, sought, obtained, and led home as his wife a girl not his inferior in birth and his superior in wealth: with the bishop as intermediary (since he was a lector), with the comfort of the count (since he was his client), while the mother-in-law did not scrutinize his estate, and the bride did not despise his person. The marriage-contracts were drawn up; and whatever suburban property of our little township there was, inserted there among the matrimonial documents, was recited with mimic generosity. When the legal circumvention and the solemn fraud had been carried through, the beloved pauper lifted up his rich spouse:
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et diligenter quae ad socerumpertinue­ rant rimatis convasatisque, non parvo etiam corol­ lario facilitatem credulitalemque munificentiae so­ crualis mungens, receptui in patriam cecinit prae­ stigiator invictus. Quo profecto mater puellae pro c hyperbolicis instrumentis cœpitactionem repetun­ darum velle proponcre; et tunc demum de manci­ piorum sponsalitiæ donationis 177 paucitate mœ­ rerc, quando jam de nepotum numerositate gaudebat. Ad hanc placandam noster Hippolytus perrexerat, cum litteras meas prius obtulit. Habetis historiam juvenis eximii: fabulam d Milesiae vel Atticæ pareui. Simul ct ignoscite prreier æquum epistolarem formu­ lamporrigenti :
他仔細地搜遍並打包了凡屬於岳父的一切,又以不小的一筆額外贈禮,榨取了岳母那慷慨中的輕易與輕信;這位無往不利的騙徒便吹號撤退,返回故鄉。他離去之後,那女孩的母親因這些誇大的行徑,開始想要提起追討財物之訴;而她正當為孫兒之眾多而歡喜之時,此刻才終於為婚嫁贈與中奴僕之寥寥而哀傷。為了平息她,我們的希波呂托斯已動身前往,並先呈上了我的信。你們得到了一位傑出青年的故事:一則配得上米利都或阿提卡母親的傳奇。同時也請寬恕我這把書信格式拉得過長的人:
and having carefully rummaged through and packed up whatever belonged to his father-in-law, and wringing out, by no small further gratuity, the easiness and credulity of his mother-in-law's munificence, this unconquered trickster sounded the retreat back to his own country. When he had gone off, the girl's mother, on account of these exaggerated deeds, began to wish to bring an action for the recovery of goods; and then at last she grieved over the fewness of the slaves given in the nuptial settlement, at the very time when she was already rejoicing over the great number of grandchildren. To pacify her our Hippolytus had set out, when he first presented my letter. You have the story of an excellent young man: a tale fit for a Milesian or Attic mother. And at the same time forgive one who extends the epistolary form beyond what is fair:
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quam ob hoc stylo morante produxi, ut non tanquam ignotum reciperetis, quem civem beneficiis reddidistis. Pariter et natura comparatum est, ut quibus impendimus studium, præstemus af­ fectum. Vos vero Euslachium pontificem tunc ex asse digno hærede decessisse monstrabitis, si ut propin­ quis testamenti, sic clienlibus patrocinii legata sol­ vatis. Ecce parui, et obedientis officium garrulitate complevi, licet negotium indoclo qui prolixitatis in­ jungit, ægre ferre non debeat, si non tam cloquentes epistolas recepit quam loqnaces. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA III. Sidonius domino papce A Megethiosalutem.
我用遲緩的筆特意將它拉長,為的是使你們不至於把一個你們藉恩惠已恢復其公民身分的人當作陌生人接待。同樣地,這也是自然所定的:我們對誰付出熱忱,便對誰施予情感。但你們若把恩庇的遺贈付給尤斯塔基烏斯主教的門客,正如把遺囑的遺贈付給他的親屬,就將顯明他辭世時留下了一位全然配得的繼承人。看哪,我已順從,並以喋喋不休盡了順服者的本分,儘管一個因人囉嗦而把差事交託給未受學問之人的人,若收到的信不那麼雄辯而只是絮叨,也不該見怪。求主眷念我,主教大人。第三封信。西多尼烏斯向主人梅蓋提烏斯主教問安。
which I have drawn out for this reason with a lingering pen, that you might not receive as a stranger one whom you have restored to citizenship by your benefactions. And it is likewise ordained by nature that upon those on whom we spend our zeal, we bestow our affection. But you will show that Bishop Eustachius departed as one leaving behind a wholly worthy heir, if you pay to his clients the legacies of patronage just as you would to his kinsfolk the legacies of his testament. Behold, I have obeyed, and have fulfilled the duty of one who complies, even to garrulity, although he who lays a business upon an unlearned man on account of his prolixity ought not to take it ill if he receive letters not so much eloquent as talkative. Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER III. Sidonius to his lord bishop Megethius, greeting.
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Diu multumque deliberavi, quanquam mihi animo affectus studioque parendi sollicitaretur, an destina­ rem, sicuti injungis, contestatiunculas quas ipse di­ ctavi. Vicit ad ultimum sententia, quae tibi obsequen- dum definiebat : ergo petita transmisi. Et quid modo dicemus? grandisne haec obedientia ? puto grandis est: grandior impudentia tamen. Hac enim fronte possemus, fluminibus 173 aquas, silvis ligna trans- mittere : hac enim temeritate Apellem peniculo, coelo Phidiam, malleo Polycletum muneraremur. Dabis ergo veniam præsumptioni, papa sancte, fa­ cunde, venerabilis, quæ doctissimo examini tuo na­ turali garrulitate deblaterat.
我久久且再三斟酌,雖然我的心受情感與順服之熱忱的激動,究竟該不該照你所吩咐的,把我親自撰寫的那些小小的辯辭寄去。最後,那主張必須順從你的意見勝出了:於是我便把所求之物送上。如今我們又能說什麼呢?這順從算大嗎?我想是大的:然而那放肆卻更大。因為以這樣的臉皮,我們大可把水送給江河、把木材送給森林:以這樣的魯莽,我們大可送畫筆給阿佩萊斯、送鑿子給菲狄亞斯、送錘子給波留克列特斯。那麼,聖潔、雄辯、可敬的主教啊,求你寬赦我的冒昧,它憑其天生的多言,在你至為博學的審察之前絮絮不休。
Long and much did I deliberate, although my mind was stirred by affection and by a zeal to obey, whether I should send, as you enjoin, the little pleadings which I myself composed. In the end the opinion prevailed which determined that you must be obeyed: therefore I have forwarded what was requested. And what shall we now say? Is this obedience great? I think it is great: yet the impudence is greater still. For with such a brow we might convey waters to the rivers, timber to the forests: with such rashness we might present Apelles with a paintbrush, Phidias with a chisel, Polyclitus with a hammer. You will grant pardon, then, to my presumption, holy, eloquent, venerable bishop, which with its natural garrulity babbles before your most learned scrutiny.
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Habet consuetudo no­ stra pro ritu, ut et si pauca edit, multa conscribat: veluti est canihus innalum, ut et si non latrant, fa­ men hirriant. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA IV. Sidonius domino papæ Fonteio salutem. Insinuare quoscunque jam paveo, quia commen­ datis nos damus verba, vos munera : tanquam non principalitas sit censenda beneficii, quod a me pcc­ catore digressis sanctæ communionis portio patet. Testis horum cst Vindicius noster, qui segnius do­ mum pro munificentiæ ; vestræ fasce remeavit ; quoquo loci est constanter affirmans, cum sitis opinione magni, gradu maximi, non tamen esse vos amplius dignitate, quam dignatione laudandos.
我們的習慣把這奉為一種禮儀:即便所發表的甚少,也要多加撰寫:正如犬類天生如此,即便不吠,也要低吼。求主眷念我,主教大人。第四封信。西多尼烏斯向主人豐泰烏斯主教問安。如今我竟不敢再推薦任何人,因為對你所託付的人,我們給的是言語,你們給的卻是禮物:彷彿這不該被視為恩惠中最要緊的部分——即神聖共融的一份,向那些離開我這罪人的人敞開。這些事的見證人是我們的溫迪奇烏斯,他因你慷慨的重負而較緩慢地返家;無論身在何處,他都堅定地肯定:你雖聲望顯赫、地位至崇,然而你之所以當受稱讚,論尊貴並不多於論你的謙和。
Our custom holds it for a rite that, even if it publishes little, it should write much: just as it is inborn in dogs that, even if they do not bark, they nevertheless snarl. Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER IV. Sidonius to his lord bishop Fonteius, greeting. I am now afraid to recommend anyone at all, because to those you commend we give words, you gifts: as though it were not to be reckoned the chief part of a benefit, that a portion of holy communion lies open to those who have parted from me, a sinner. Witness of these things is our friend Vindicius, who returned home more slowly for the burden of your munificence; wherever he is, he steadfastly affirms that, though you are great in repute and greatest in rank, you are nevertheless to be praised no more for your dignity than for your graciousness.
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Prædicat san­ ctas, melleas et floridas, quæ procedunt de tempe­ rata communione. blanditias ;nec tamen ex hoc quidquam pontificali deperire personæ ;quod sacer­ dotii fastigium non frangitis comitate, sed flectitis, Quibus agnitis sic inardesco, ut tum me sim felicissi­ mum judicaturus, cum mihi coram posito sub divina ope contigerit, tam securum de Deo suo pectus, licet præsumptiosis, 179 arctis tamen fovere complexi­ bus. Accipite confitentem : suspicio quidem nimis severos, et imbecilliiatis meæ conscius, aequanimiter fero nsperos mihi: sed, quod fatendum est, hisce moribus facilius humilitate submittimur, quam rami­ liaritate sociemur.
他宣揚那從你節制的共融中流出的、聖潔、甘美而馥郁的溫良;然而由此你身為主教的位格卻毫無所損,因為你不是以親和折斷祭司職分的崇高,而是使它彎曲柔和。得知這些事,我心如此火熱,以致我將認自己為至有福的——當我與你面對面而立時,在神的幫助下,得以在親密(雖屬冒昧)的擁抱中,摟住一顆對其自己的神如此安穩的胸懷。請接納這認罪的人:我對那過於嚴厲的人的確心存戒懼,且自知我的軟弱,對那些待我苛刻的人也能平心忍受;但正如必須承認的,面對這樣的品性,我們更容易因謙卑而俯伏,卻不容易因親密而結交。
He proclaims the holy, honeyed, and blooming courtesies that proceed from your temperate communion; and yet that nothing thereby is lost to your pontifical person, in that you do not break the height of the priesthood by your affability, but bend it. On learning these things I am so enkindled that I shall then judge myself most happy, when, being placed face to face with you, it shall befall me, under God's help, to cherish in close (though presumptuous) embraces a breast so secure concerning its own God. Receive one who confesses: I do indeed regard the over-severe with distrust, and, conscious of my own weakness, I bear those who are harsh to me with equanimity; but, as it must be confessed, by such manners we are more easily brought low by humility than joined by familiarity.
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In summa, viderit qua conscien­ tiæ dote turgescat, qui se ambientibus rigidum red­ dit: ego tamen morum illius æmulator esse prxele­ gerim, qui etiam longe positorum incitare in se af­ fectat affectum. Illud quoque mihi inter maxima granditer cordi est, quod apostolatus vestri patroci­ nium copiosum verissimis dominis animae meae, Sim. plicio et Apollinari, intermina intercessione conferre vos comperi. Si verum est, rogo ut non habeatve­ stra caritas finem : si falsum est, peto ut non differat hahere principium. Præterea commendo gerulum litterarum, cui istic, id est, in Vasionensi oppido, quiddam necessitatis exortum sanari vestræ auctori­ tatis reverentiae pondere potest.
總之,讓那對奉承他的人擺出剛硬之態的人,看看他心中自誇的是何等良知的稟賦:而我卻寧願效法那樣一個人的品性——他竭力在自己身上激起連遠方之人的情感。這也是我最要緊的掛念之一,即我得知你使徒職分那豐盛的恩庇,藉不止息的代求,賜給了我靈魂中最真實的主人西姆普利奇烏斯與阿波利納里斯。若這是真的,我求你的愛心永無止境;若這是假的,我求它不要遲遲才開始。此外,我推薦這送信之人,在那地方——即在瓦松城——他所遭遇的一項需要,可藉你權柄當受敬重的分量得以化解。
In sum, let him see with what endowment of conscience he swells, who makes himself unbending toward those who court him: I, however, would rather choose to be an emulator of that man's character, who strives to stir up in himself the affection even of those set far off. This too is greatly at heart among my chief concerns, that I have learned that the abundant patronage of your apostolate is conferred by unending intercession upon the most true lords of my soul, Simplicius and Apollinaris. If it is true, I ask that your charity may have no end; if it is false, I beg that it may not delay to have a beginning. Besides, I commend the bearer of my letter, for whom, in that place—that is, in the town of Vaison—a certain need that has arisen can be healed by the weight of the reverence due to your authority.
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Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA V. Sidonius domino papæ bAgræcio salutem. Bituricas decreto civium petitus adveni: causa fuit evocationis titubans Ecclesiae status; quæ nuper summo viduata pontifice, utriuSque professionis ordi­ nibus ambiendi sacerdolii quoddam classicum cecinit. Fremit populus per studia divisus : pauci alteros, multi sese non offerunt 180 solum, sed inferunt. Si aliquid pro virili portione secundum Deum consulas veritatemque, omnia incurrunt levia, varia, fucata : ct quid dicam? sola est illic simplex impudentia.
求主眷念我,主教大人。第五封信。西多尼烏斯向主人阿格洛埃奇烏斯主教問安。我因市民的決議受邀而到了布爾日:召我前來的緣由,是教會搖搖欲墜的處境——它新近喪失了它至高的主教,如今在兩種身分階層之間,為謀求祭司之職吹起了某種號角。百姓因黨派之爭而分裂,怒氣沖沖:少數人推舉他人,多數人不但推舉、更硬推自己出頭。你若照你的能力與本分,按神與真理來斟酌,一切都流於瑣屑、善變、粉飾;我又能說什麼呢?那裡獨獨盛行赤裸裸的厚顏。
Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER V. Sidonius to his lord bishop Agroecius, greeting. I have arrived at Bourges, sought by the decree of the citizens: the cause of the summons was the tottering state of the Church, which, lately widowed of its highest pontiff, has sounded a kind of trumpet-call for canvassing the priesthood among the ranks of both professions. The people rage, divided by their partisanships: a few offer up others, many not only offer but thrust forward themselves. If, according to your ability and portion, you take counsel according to God and truth, all things run to what is trivial, fickle, painted over; and what shall I say? there alone dwells naked impudence.
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Et nisi me immerito queri judicaretis, dicere auderem, tampra cipitis animi esse plerosque tamque pericu­ losi, ut sacrosanctam sedem dignitatemque affectare pretio oblato non reformident : et rem jam duduin in nundinammitti auctionemque potuisse, si quam pa­ ratus invenitur emptor, venditor tam desperatus in­ veniretur. Proinde quæso ut officii mei novitatem, pudorem, necessitatem, spectatissimi adventus tui ornes contubernio, tuteris auxilio. Ncc te, quanquam a Scnoniae caput es, Inter hxc dubia subtraxeris, intentionibus medendis Aquitanorum : quia minimum rcfert quod nobis est in habitatione divisa provincia, quando in religione causa conjungitur.
除非你判定我是無故抱怨,否則我敢說:極多的人心思如此輕率、如此危險,以致他們不怕以出價賄買去覬覦那至為神聖的座位與尊位:而此事本可早已推上市場拍賣,倘若正如有現成的買主,也能找到一個如此不顧一切的賣主。因此我懇求你以你那眾所盼望的蒞臨之交誼,來尊榮我這職分的新任、羞怯與必需,並以你的援助護庇它。你雖是桑斯的元首,也不該在這些變數之中,抽身不去醫治阿基坦人的紛爭:因為省份在居住上與我們分開,這無關緊要,只要在信仰上事由是相連的。
And unless you should judge me to complain without cause, I would dare to say that very many are of so headlong and so dangerous a spirit, that they do not shrink from aspiring to the most sacred see and dignity with a price offered: and that the matter could long since have been put up for market and auction, if, as a buyer is found ready, so a seller could be found so desperate. Therefore I beg that you may honour the newness, the modesty, the necessity of my office with the fellowship of your most looked-for arrival, and protect it with your aid. Nor, though you are the head of Sens, should you withdraw yourself amid these uncertainties from healing the disputes of the Aquitanians: because it matters very little that the province is divided from us in dwelling, when in religion the cause is joined together.
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His accedit quod de urbibus b Aquitanicæ primae solum oppidum Arvernum Romanis reliquum partibus bella fecerunt. Quapropter in conslituendo præfatæ civitatis anti­ stite, provincialium collegarum deficimur numero, nisi metropolitanorum reficiamur assensu. De cæ­ tcro, quod ad honoris vestri spectat prærogativam, nullus a me hactenus nominatus, nullus adhibitus, nullus electus est: omnia censuræ tuae salva, illibata, solida servantur. Tantum hoc mecum duco, vestras invitare personas, exspectare volunlates, laudare sententias : et cum in locum statumque pontificis quisque sufficitur, ut a vobis præreptum, 181a me procedat obsequium.
此外還有一事:第一阿基坦諸城之中,戰爭只留下奧弗涅一城仍歸羅馬一方。因此在為前述城市設立主教時,若非藉都主教們的同意得以補足,我們便缺了省內同僚的人數。至於其餘,關乎你尊榮的優先權之事,迄今我未曾提名任何人、未曾引薦任何人、未曾選立任何人:一切都完好、無損、完整地留待你的裁決。我只給自己留這一件:邀請你們親臨、等候你們的心意、稱讚你們的決斷;並且當有人被補立為某主教之位與職時,願那倡議既出於你們,順服便出於我。
To this is added that, of the cities of First Aquitaine, the wars have left the town of Auvergne alone remaining to the Roman side. Wherefore in appointing the bishop of the aforesaid city, we are lacking in the number of provincial colleagues, unless we be replenished by the assent of the metropolitans. For the rest, as regards the prerogative of your honour, no one has hitherto been named by me, no one brought forward, no one elected: all things are kept whole, unimpaired, and entire for your judgement. This alone do I take to myself: to invite your persons, to await your wishes, to praise your decisions; and when anyone is appointed into the place and station of a pontiff, that, as the initiative comes from you, so from me may come compliance.
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Sed si (quod tamen arbitror minime fore) precibus meis apud vos malesuadus ob­ stiterit interpres, poteritis præsentiam vestram potius excusare quam culpam : sicut e diverso, si venitis, ostenditis quia terminus potuerit poni vestrae quidem regioni, sed non potuerit caritati. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA VI. Sidonius domino papæ c Basilio salutem Sunt nobis, munere Dei, novo nostrorum tem­ porum exemplo, amicitiarum vetera jura : diuque est quod invicem diligimus ex æquo. Porro autem, quod ad communem conscientiarn pertinet, tu patro­ nus: quanquam hoc ipsum præsumptiose arrogan- terque loquar.
但若(我卻判斷此事最不可能發生)有某個進獻惡言的傳話人在你們面前阻撓我的祈求,你們大可為你們的缺席開脫,卻不能為你們的過失開脫:正如反過來,你們若肯前來,就顯明界限固可劃定於你們的地域,卻不能劃定於你們的愛心。求主眷念我,主教大人。第六封信。西多尼烏斯向主人巴西利烏斯主教問安。藉神的恩賜,且作為我們這時代的一個新典範,我們之間存有友誼的古老權利:我們彼此對等相愛已久。再者,論到我們共同的良知,你是庇護者——雖然我這話說得冒昧而僭越。
But if (which however I judge will least of all come to pass) some ill-advising interpreter should oppose my prayers before you, you will be able to excuse your absence rather than your fault: just as, on the contrary, if you come, you show that a boundary could indeed be set to your region, but could not be set to your charity. Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER VI. Sidonius to his lord bishop Basilius, greeting. There are between us, by God's gift, and as a new example of our times, the ancient rights of friendships: and it is long that we have loved one another on equal terms. Moreover, as regards our common conscience, you are the patron—although I speak this very thing presumptuously and arrogantly.
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,Namque iniquitas mea tanla est, ut mederi de lapsuum ejus assiduitate vix etiam tuæ supplicationis efficacia queat. Igitur quia mihi es tam patrocinio quam dilectione bis dominus, pariter et quod memini probe, quo polleas [igne sensuum, fonte verborum : qui viderim Modaharium civem Gothum, Arianæ hæreseos jacula vibrantem,quo tu spiritualium testimoniorum mucrone confoderis ; servata caeterorum tam revcrentia quam pace ponti- ficum; non injuria tibi defleo, qualiter ecclesiasticas cautas istius aeris lupus qui peccatis pereuntium sa­ ginatur animarum, clandestino morsu necdum 182 intellecti dentis arrodat.
因為我的罪孽如此深重,鑑於它跌倒之屢屢不絕,連你祈求的功效也幾乎難以醫治。所以,你之於我,論恩庇與論愛心,都算得上兩重的主;又因我清楚記得你以何等領悟之火、言辭之泉而勝出——我曾親見哥特公民莫達哈里烏斯揮舞亞流異端的標槍,被你屬靈見證的利劍所刺穿(其餘主教的尊敬與和睦仍得保全)——我便不無緣由地向你哀嘆:這時代的豺狼,靠著將亡靈魂的罪孽養肥自己,如何以尚未被察覺的牙齒暗暗一咬,齧食那警醒的教會。
For my iniquity is so great that even the efficacy of your supplication can scarcely heal it, given the constancy of its lapses. Therefore, since to me you are twice a lord, as much by patronage as by love, and likewise because I well remember with what fire of understanding and fountain of words you prevail—I who have seen Modaharius, a Gothic citizen, brandishing the darts of the Arian heresy, transfixed by the sword of your spiritual testimonies (the reverence and peace of the other bishops being preserved)—I do not without cause bewail to you how a wolf of this age, who is fattened on the sins of perishing souls, gnaws away by the secret bite of a tooth not yet perceived at the vigilant Churches.
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Namque hostis antiquus, quo facilius insultet balatibus ovium destitutarum, prius dormitantium incipit cervicibus imminere pa­ storum. Neque ego ila mei meminens non sum, ut nequaquam me bunc esse reminiscar; quem longis adhuc abluenda fletibus conscientia premat; cujus stercora tamen, sub opeChristi, quandoque mysticis orationum tuarum rastris cruderabuntur. Sed quo­ niam supereminet privati reatus verecundiam publica salus, non vercbor, etsi carpat zelum in me fidei sinister interpres, sub vanitatis invidia causam pro­ dere veritatis.
因為那古蛇仇敵,為要更容易撲向被棄羊群的咩叫聲,便先臨到沉睡牧人的頸項之上。我也並非如此不省己身,以致全然忘記自己正是那樣一個人——一顆仍須以長久流淚洗滌的良知重壓著我;然而它的污穢,在基督的幫助下,終有一日必被你禱告那神祕的鋤頭刮除淨盡。但既然公眾的福祉超越了我私人罪咎的羞恥,我便不懼怕——縱使有一個心懷不軌的傳話人挑剔我裡面的信德之熱忱——冒著被指為虛榮的憎惡,把真理的緣由陳明出來。
For the ancient enemy, that he may the more easily leap upon the bleatings of the abandoned sheep, first begins to loom over the necks of the drowsing shepherds. Nor am I so unmindful of myself as not by any means to remember that I am the very man whom a conscience, still to be washed with long weeping, oppresses; whose filth, nevertheless, under Christ's help, will one day be scraped away by the mystic hoes of your prayers. But since the public welfare surmounts the shame of my private guilt, I shall not fear—even though a sinister interpreter should carp at the zeal of faith in me—to bring forth, under the odium of vanity, the cause of truth.
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d Evarix, rex Gothorum, quod limitem regni sui, rupto dissoluloque fœdere antiquo, vel tutatur armorum jure, vel promovet, nec nobis pec­ catoribus hic accusare, nec vobis sanctis hic discutere permissum est. Quin potius si requiras, ordinis res est, ut et dives hic purpura byssoque veletur, et Lazarus hic ulceribus et paupertate feriatur. Ordinis res est, ut dum in hac allegorica versamur Ægypto, Pharao incedat cum diademate, Israelita cum co­ phino. Ordinis res est, ut dum in hac figuratae Babylonis fornacc decoquimur, nos cum Jeremia spiritualem Jerusalem suspiriosis plangamus ululati­ bus, et Assur faslu regio tonans sanctorum sancta proculcet.
至於哥特人的王歐里克,既撕毀並廢除了古老的盟約,或憑兵器之權捍衛、或推進他王國的疆界,這既不許我們這些罪人在此控訴,也不許你們這些聖者在此議論。倒不如說,你若究問,這乃是次序中之事:財主在此身披紫袍細麻衣,拉撒路在此為瘡與貧窮所擊打。這乃是次序中之事:當我們身處這寓意的埃及,法老頭戴冠冕行走,以色列人卻背著筐子。這乃是次序中之事:當我們在這象徵性的巴比倫火窯中被熬煉,我們便與耶利米一同,以嘆息的哀號為屬靈的耶路撒冷哀哭,而亞述卻以王者之傲轟然作響,踐踏眾聖徒的聖物。
That Euric, king of the Goths, either defends by the right of arms or advances the boundary of his kingdom, the ancient treaty being broken and dissolved, is not permitted to us sinners here to accuse, nor to you holy men here to discuss. Rather, if you inquire, it is a matter of order that here the rich man be clothed in purple and fine linen, and here Lazarus be smitten with sores and poverty. It is a matter of order that, while we are engaged in this allegorical Egypt, Pharaoh should march with the diadem, and the Israelite with the basket. It is a matter of order that, while we are baked in the furnace of this figurative Babylon, we should, with Jeremiah, bewail the spiritual Jerusalem with sighing wailings, while Assur, thundering with royal pride, tramples down the holy things of the saints.
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Quibus præsentum ego futurarumque beati- tudinum vicissitudinibus inspectis, communia patien­ tius incommoda fero. Primum, quod mihi quae me­ rear inlrospicicnti, quæcunque adversa provenerint, leviora reputabuntur; dein 183 quod certam scio, maximum esse remedium interioris. hominis, si in hac area mundi variis passionum flagellis trituretur exterior. Sed quod fatendum est, præratum-regem Gothorum, quanquam sit ob virium menta terribilis, non tam Romanis moenibus quam legibus Christianis insidiaturum pavesco. Tantum, ut ferunt, ori, tantum pectori suo catholici mentio nominis :cet, ut am. bigas, ampliusne suæ gentis, an suæ sectæ teneat principatum.
默想這現今與將來福分的種種變遷,我便更能忍耐地承擔那共同的不便。首先,因為在我省察自己所當受的之時,凡臨到的逆境都將被算為較輕;其次,因為我確知,這是內在之人最大的良藥:若在這世界的禾場上,外在之人被苦難的各樣鞭子擊打。但正如必須承認的,我懼怕前述哥特人的王,他雖因兵力之強而令人生畏,卻不那麼是要伏擊羅馬的城牆,倒不如說是要伏擊基督徒的律法。據說「大公」之名如此掛在他口上、存在他胸中,以致你會懷疑他所掌的首位,究竟更多是屬他本族,還是屬他自己的教派。
Contemplating these vicissitudes of present and future blessednesses, I bear the common inconveniences more patiently. First, because to me, looking inward at what I deserve, whatever adversities come will be reckoned lighter; then, because I know for certain that it is the greatest remedy of the inner man, if in this threshing-floor of the world the outer man be thrashed by the various scourges of sufferings. But, as must be confessed, I dread that the aforesaid king of the Goths, though he be terrible on account of the strength of his forces, will lie in ambush not so much against Roman walls as against Christian laws. So much, they say, is the mention of the catholic name upon his mouth and in his breast, that you might doubt whether he holds the primacy more of his own nation or of his own sect.
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Ad hoc, armis potens, acer animis, alacer annis, hunc solum patitur errorem, quod putat sibi tractatuum consiliorumque successum tri­ bui pro religione legitima, quem potius assequitur pro felicitate terrena. Propter quod discite cito catholici status valetudincm occultam, ut apertam festinetis adhibere medicinam. Burdegala, Petro­ corii, Ruteni, Lemovices, Gabalitani, a Elusani , Vasates,bConvenae, Auscenses, multoque jam major numerus civitatum, summis sacerdotibus ipsorum morte truncatis, c nec ullis deinceps episcopis in de­ tunctorum officia suffectis (per quos utique minorum ordinum minisleria subrogabantur), latum spiritualis ruinæ limitem traxit.
此外,他兵器精強、心志剛銳、年富力強,卻獨獨犯了這一個錯謬:他以為自己談判與謀議的成功,是因他那「合法的宗教」而賜給他的,其實他之所得,倒不如說是因著屬世的興旺。因此,你們要趕緊認明大公之境隱藏的病症,好使你們急速施用公開的醫治。波爾多、佩里格、羅德茲、利摩日、雅沃爾斯、厄澤、巴札斯、孔曼日、奧什,如今還有數目遠更眾多的城市,它們至高的祭司都已因自身之死而被剪除,此後也無主教被補立於那些亡者之職(正是藉這些主教,較低品階的職事才得以供補),如此便劃出了屬靈敗亡的一道寬闊界線。
Besides, mighty in arms, keen in spirit, brisk in years, he suffers this one error alone: that he thinks the success of his negotiations and counsels is granted him on account of his lawful religion, whereas he rather attains it on account of earthly prosperity. Wherefore learn quickly the hidden sickness of the catholic estate, so that you may hasten to apply an open remedy. Bordeaux, Périgueux, Rodez, Limoges, Javols, Eauze, Bazas, Comminges, Auch, and by now a far greater number of cities, their highest priests cut off by their own death, and no bishops thereafter appointed into the offices of the deceased (through whom, at any rate, the ministries of the lesser orders used to be supplied), have traced a broad boundary of spiritual ruin.
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Quam fere constat sic per sin­ gulos dies morientum patrum proficere defectu, ut non solum quoslibet hæreticos praesentum, verum etiam hæresiarchas priorum temporum potuerit in. flectere : ita populos excessu pontificum orbatos, tristis intercisa; fidei [desperatio premit. Nulla in desolatis cura dioecesibus parochiisque. Videas in Ecclesiis aut putres culminum lapsus, aut 184 val- varum cardinibus avulsis, basilicarum aditus hispi­ dorum veprium fruticibus obstructos. Ipsa, proh dolor! videas armenta, non modo semipatentibus jacere vestibulis , sed etiam herbosa viridantium altarium latera depasci. Sed jam nec per rusticas solum solitudo oarochias:
眾所周知,這敗亡因垂死教父之喪失而日復一日地推進,以致它不但能使當代任何異端、甚至前代的異端首領也為之屈折:如此,一種悲慘、斷絕的信德絕望,重壓著那些因主教離世而成孤兒的百姓。荒涼的教區與堂區裡無人料理。你在諸教會中所見的,或是屋頂腐朽的坍塌,或是門扇的鉸鏈已被扯落、聖殿的入口被粗糙荊棘的叢林堵塞。唉,何等可悲!你竟能看見那些牲畜,不僅臥在半掩的門廊裡,甚至啃食那青綠祭壇長草的側邊。而如今,那荒寂已不只在鄉間堂區:
This ruin, it is well established, so advances day by day through the loss of dying fathers, that it has been able to bend not only any heretics of the present time, but even the heresiarchs of former ages: so does a sad, cut-off despair of the faith oppress peoples orphaned by the passing of their pontiffs. There is no care in the desolate dioceses and parishes. You may see in the churches either the rotten collapse of the roofs, or, the hinges of the doors having been torn off, the entrances of the basilicas blocked by the thickets of shaggy brambles. The very herds, alas for the grief! you may see not only lying down in the half-open vestibules, but even grazing on the grassy sides of the verdant altars. And now the solitude is no longer only through the rural parishes:
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ipsa insuper urbanarum ecclesiarum conventicula rarescunt. Quid ennn fide­ libus solatii superest, quando clericalis non modo disciplina, verum etiam memoria perit? Equidem cum clericus quisque defungitur, si benedictione succidua non accipiat dignitatis hæredem, in illa ecclesia sacerdotium moritur, non sacerdos. Atque ita quid spei restare pronunties, ubi facit terminus hominis finem religionis ? Altius inspcile spiritua­ lium damna membrorum; profecto intelligetis quanti subripiuntur episcopi, tantorum vobis populorum fidem periclitaturam. Taceo vestros d Crocum Sim­ pliciumque collegas, quos cathedris sibi traditis eliminatos, similis exsilii cruciat poena dissimilis.
連城市各教會的聚會也都稀少了。因為當聖職人員不僅其紀律、甚至其記念都歸於湮滅時,還有什麼安慰留給信徒呢?誠然,每逢一位聖職人員亡故,若他不藉隨後的祝聖領受其職位的繼承者,那教會中死去的便是祭司之職,而非祭司本人。既然如此,你會斷言還剩下什麼盼望呢——在那人的終結成了信仰終結之處?請更深地察看屬靈肢體的損失;你必定會明白:無論有多少主教被奪去,同樣多百姓的信德便為你陷於危險。你的同僚克羅庫斯與西姆普利奇烏斯,我暫且不提,他們被逐出交託給他們的主教座,如今為相似的放逐、相異的刑罰所折磨。
the very congregations of the city churches also grow thin. For what comfort remains to the faithful, when not only the discipline but even the memory of the clergy perishes? Indeed, when any cleric dies, if by succeeding benediction he does not receive an heir of his dignity, in that church the priesthood dies, not the priest. And thus what hope would you declare to be left, where the end of the man makes the end of religion? Look more deeply into the losses of the spiritual members; you will assuredly understand that, however many bishops are snatched away, the faith of just so many peoples is set at hazard for you. I say nothing of your colleagues Crocus and Simplicius, whom, expelled from the sees delivered to them, a like penalty of unlike exile torments.
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Namque unus ipsorum se dolet non videre, quo re­ deat: alter se dolet videre, quo non redit. Tu sacra- tissimorum pontificum Leontii, Fausti, Graeci, urbe, ordine, caritate medius inveniris: per vos mala foederum currunl, per vos regni utriusque pacta conditionesque portantur. Agite quatenus haec sit amicitia, concordia principalis, ut cpiscopali or­ dinatione permissa, populos Galliarum quos limes Gothicæ sortis incluserit, teneamus ex fide, etsi non tenemus ex fœdere. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. 185 EPISTOLA VII. Sidonius domino papæ e Græco salutem. Ecce iterum Amantius nugigerulus noster Massi.
因為他們當中,一個哀傷自己看不見可歸往何處;另一個哀傷自己看得見卻不得歸回之處。你在至聖的主教列昂提烏斯、法烏斯圖斯與格雷庫斯之中,論城市、論次序、論愛心,都居於中位:條約之惡藉你而過,兩國的盟約與條款也藉你而傳遞。因此,你要盡力促成這友誼、這王者的和睦,使得在准予按立主教之後,我們能憑信德持守那被哥特版圖疆界所圈入的高盧諸族,縱使我們憑盟約無法持守他們。求主眷念我,主教大人。第七封信。西多尼烏斯向主人格雷庫斯主教問安。看哪,我們那愛傳瑣事的阿曼提烏斯又一次尋求
For one of them grieves that he does not see whither he may return; the other grieves that he sees whither he does not return. You, of the most sacred pontiffs Leontius, Faustus, and Graecus, are found the middle one in city, in order, in charity: through you the evils of the treaties pass, through you the pacts and conditions of both kingdoms are carried. Act, therefore, so far that this may be the friendship, the princely concord, that, episcopal ordination being permitted, we may hold by faith the peoples of the Gauls whom the frontier of the Gothic lot has enclosed, even if we do not hold them by treaty. Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER VII. Sidonius to his lord bishop Graecus, greeting. Behold, again our trifle-bearer Amantius seeks again
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liam suam repetil, aliquid, ut moris est, de manu­ biis civitatis domum reportaturus, si tamen cata­ plus arriserit : per quem joculariter plura gar- rirem , si pariter unus idemque valeret animus exercere læta et tristia sustinere. Siquidem nostri hic nunc est infelicis anguli status; cujus, ut fama confirmat, melior fuit sub bello quam sub pace conditio. Facta est servitus nostra pretium secu­ ritatis alienae. Arvernorum , proh dolor! servi­ tus : qui, si prisca replicarentur, audebant se quon­ dam fratres Latio dicere, et sauguine ab lliaco po­ pulos computare. Si recentia memorabuntur, ii sunt qui viribus propriis hostium publicorum arma remo­ rati sunt:
他自己的馬賽,一如其習慣,打算若那到港的商船肯對他微笑,便從那城的戰利品中攜些東西回家:藉他之口,我本可戲謔地絮叨許多,只要同一顆心能同樣既操練喜樂之事、又忍受悲愁之事。因為如今我們這不幸角落的處境正是如此;如傳聞所證實的,它在戰爭之下的境況,勝過在和平之下。我們的奴役成了他人平安的代價。唉,何等可悲!奧弗涅人的奴役:他們若翻開古史,曾一度敢自稱為拉丁姆的弟兄,並自特洛伊的血統推算其族。若追述近事,正是這些人以自身之力,遲滯了公敵的兵鋒:
his own Marseilles again, meaning, as is his custom, to carry home something from the spoils of the city, if however the arriving ship should smile upon him: through whom I would jestingly prattle much, if one and the same spirit were equally able to practise glad things and to endure sad ones. For such is now the state of our unhappy corner; whose condition, as report confirms, was better under war than under peace. Our servitude has been made the price of another's security. The servitude, alas for the grief! of the Auvergnats: who, if ancient things were unrolled, once dared to call themselves brothers of Latium, and to reckon their peoples from Trojan blood. If recent things be recalled, these are they who by their own strength delayed the arms of the public enemies:
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cui sæpe populo Gothus non fuit clauso intra moenia formidini, cum vicissim ipse fieret op­ pugnatoribus posilis intra castra terrori. Hi sunt qui sibi adversus vicinorum aciem tam duces fuere quam milites. De quorum tamen sorte certaminum, si quid prosperum cessit, vos secunda solata sunt; si quid contrarium, illos adversa fregerunt. Illi amore reipublicae a Seronatum, barbaris provincias propioantem non timuere legibus tradere; quem convictum deinceps respublica vix præsumpsit occi­ dere. Hoccine meruerunt inopia, flamma, ferrum, pestilentia, pingues caedibus gladii, 186 et macri jejuniis praeliatores?
對這族人,那被關在他們城牆之內的哥特人,往往並不成為恐懼的緣由,因為反過來,他自己竟成了城營中圍攻者的恐怖。正是這些人,面對鄰邦的陣列,既是自己的統帥、又是自己的士兵。然而在他們戰事的命運中,若有任何順利之事,那有利的結局安慰了你們;若有任何不利之事,那逆境卻擊垮了他們。他們出於對邦國的愛,不怕把塞洛納圖斯交付律法——那把諸省出賣給蠻族、使蠻族逼近的人;而他一經定罪,邦國竟幾乎不敢將他處死。飢荒、烈火、刀劍、瘟疫、因殺戮而肥的刀刃、因禁食而消瘦的戰士,難道就配得這個嗎?
to which people the Goth, shut up within their walls, was often no cause of terror, since in turn he himself became a terror to the besiegers set within their camps. These are they who were to themselves, against the battle-line of their neighbours, both leaders and soldiers. Yet of the lot of their contests, if anything prosperous fell out, favourable events consoled you; if anything contrary, adverse events broke them. Out of love of the commonwealth, they did not fear to hand over to the laws Seronatus, who was betraying the provinces to the barbarians and drawing them near; whom, once convicted, the commonwealth scarcely presumed to put to death. Did famine, fire, sword, pestilence, swords fat with slaughter, and warriors lean with fastings, deserve this?
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Propter hujus tamen inclytæ pacis exspectationem, avulsas muralibus rimis her­ bas in cibum traximus; crebro per ignorantiam ve­ nenatis graminibus infecti,quae indiscretis foliis sue­ cisque viridantia, saepe manus fame concolor legit. Pro iis tot tantisque devotionis experimentis nostri (quantum audio) facta jactura est : pudeat vos, precamur, hujus fœderis nec utilis nec decori. Per vos legationes meant. Vobis primum , quanquam principe absente, non solum tractata reserantur, ve- rum etiam tractanda committuntur. Veniabilis sit, quæsumus, apud aures vestras veritatis asperitas, cujus convicii invidiam dolor eripit. Parum in com­ mune consulitis :
然而,因盼望這著名的和平,我們把從牆縫扯下的草拽進口中作食;常因無知而被有毒的野草所害,那些草葉汁不辨、青綠一片,飢餓得面色蒼白的手往往就把它們採了來。為著這一切如此眾多、如此重大的忠誠明證,我們(就我所聞)竟被當作拋棄之物:我們懇求,你們當為這既無益又不光彩的條約感到羞恥。使節藉你們往來。雖然君主不在,凡已議之事不僅向你們率先揭開,甚且待議之事也託付於你們。我們懇求,真理的刺耳之言在你們耳前得蒙寬宥,其譴責的憎惡已被悲傷奪去。你們為公共福祉所籌謀的太少:
Yet in expectation of this renowned peace, we have dragged into our food the grasses torn from the crevices of the walls; often infected through ignorance by poisonous herbs, which, green in their indistinct leaves and juices, a hand pale with hunger often gathered. For all these so many and so great proofs of devotion, a jettison (so far as I hear) has been made of us: be ashamed, we pray, of this treaty, neither useful nor honourable. Through you the embassies pass. To you first, though the prince is absent, not only are things already treated unlocked, but even things to be treated are committed. May the harshness of truth be pardonable, we beseech, before your ears, whose reproach's odium grief snatches away. Too little do you take counsel for the common good:
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et cum in concilium convenitis, non tam curae est publicis mederi periculis, quam privatis studere fortunis : quod utique sæpe diuque facientes, jam b non primi comprovincialium coepi­ stis esse, sed ultimi. At quousque istae poterunt du­ rare pnestigiae ? Non enim diutius ipsi majorcs nostri hoc nomine gloriabuntur, qui minores incipiunt non habere. Quapropter vel consilio, quo potestis, sta­ tum concordiae tam turpis incidite. Adhuc si necesse est obsideri, adhuc pugnare, adhuc esurire delectat. Si vero tradimur, qui non potuimus viribus obtineri, invenisse vos certum est, quid barbarum suadcrelis ignavi. Sed cur dolori nimio frena laxamus?
而當你們聚集議事時,你們所關切的,與其說是醫治公共的危難,不如說是照料你們私人的財富:如此行之既頻且久,你們如今已淪為——不是同省人中的首位,而是末位。可是這些欺瞞還能維持多久呢?因為我們的長輩不會再久久以這名號自誇,他們已開始沒有後輩了。因此,用你們所能運用的謀議,斬斷這如此可恥的和睦之局。倘若尚須被圍、尚須爭戰、尚須忍飢,這仍是一件樂事。但若我們這無法憑武力被攻取的人竟被交出,那就確定:你們這些懦夫已想出了要獻上何等蠻夷之計。可是我們何必對過度的悲傷放鬆韁繩呢?
and when you come together into council, it is not so much your care to heal the public dangers as to attend to your private fortunes: which, doing indeed often and long, you have now begun to be, not the first of your fellow-provincials, but the last. But how long will these deceptions be able to last? For our elders will not much longer glory in this name, who are beginning to have no juniors. Wherefore by the counsel by which you can, cut short the state of so shameful a concord. As yet, if it is necessary to be besieged, as yet to fight, as yet to hunger, it is a delight. But if we are handed over, we who could not be won by force, it is certain that you cowards have found out what barbarous thing you might counsel. But why do we loosen the reins to excessive grief?
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Quin potius ignoscite afflictis, nec imputate mœrentibus. Namque alia regio tradita servitium eperat, Arverna supplicium. Sane si medicari nostris 187 ultimis non valetis, saltem hoc efficite prece sedula, ut san- 1 guis vivat quorum est moritura libertas : parate ex­ sulibus terram, capiendis redemptionem, viaticum peregrinaturis. Si murus noster aperitur hostibus, non sit clausus vester hospitibus. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA VIII. Sidonius domino papæ c Euphronio salutem. Quandoquidem me clericalis officii vincula ligant, felicissimum mediocritatis meæ statum pronuntia­ rem, si nobis haberentur d quam territoria vicina, tam moenia.
倒不如寬恕受苦的人,不要把它歸咎於哀慟者。因為另一地方雖被交出,等候的是奴役,奧弗涅等候的卻是刑罰。真的,你若無法醫治我們這垂危之肢,至少當以殷勤的禱告成就這事:使那些自由注定將亡之人的血得以存活:為流亡者預備土地,為將被擄者預備贖價,為將踏上旅途者預備盤纏。我們的城牆若向仇敵開啟,願你們的城牆不向賓客關閉。求主眷念我,主教大人。第八封信。西多尼烏斯向主人歐弗羅尼烏斯主教問安。既然聖職的束縛捆綁著我,我本會宣稱我這平庸的處境至為有福——只要我們既有相鄰的地域,也有相鄰的城牆。
Rather, forgive the afflicted, and do not impute it to the mourning. For another region handed over awaits servitude, but Auvergne awaits punishment. Truly, if you are not able to heal our extremities, at least accomplish this by diligent prayer, that the blood of those whose liberty is doomed to die may yet live: prepare land for the exiles, redemption for those to be taken captive, provision for those about to travel. If our wall is opened to enemies, let not yours be closed to guests. Deign to be mindful of me, my lord bishop. LETTER VIII. Sidonius to his lord bishop Euphronius, greeting. Since the bonds of the clerical office bind me, I would pronounce the state of my mediocrity most happy, if we had, as near territories, so also near walls.
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De minimis videlicet rebus coronam tuam maximisque consulerem : fieretque actionum mearum quasi cujuspiam fluvii placidissimus cursus atque inoffensus, si e tractatu tuo veluti e saluber­ rimo fonte manaret. Procul dubio tunc ille non esset aut spumosus per jactantiam, aut turbidus per su­ perbiam, aut coenosus per conscientiam, aut præceps per juventutem. Quin potius in illo squalidam si quid ac putre sorderet, totum id admixta consilii tui vena dilueret. Sed quod hujuscemodi votis spatia sunt longa inter posita præpedimento, sedulo precor, ut consulentem de scrupulo incursæ ambiguitatis expedias :
在最微小之事上、自然也在最重大之事上,我都會請教您的卓越;而我行事的過程,便會彷彿是某條河流最為平靜、暢通無阻的流動——只要它從您的教誨中湧出,如同從至為滋養的泉源湧出。那樣,它必無疑既不會因誇耀而翻起泡沫,也不會因驕傲而混濁,不會因良知而污濁,不會因年少而急湍。倒不如說,其中若有任何骯髒、污穢、腐敗之物,您那攙入的謀議之脈,必將它整個沖淡。但既然有漫長的路途橫亙其間,成了這類願望的阻礙,我便殷勤祈求,願您在我請教您之時,把我從一個臨到我身上的疑難的顧慮中解脫出來:
In the smallest matters, of course, and in the greatest, I would consult your excellency: and the course of my actions would be, as it were, the most placid and unhindered flow of some river, if it flowed from your treatise as from a most wholesome fountain. Without doubt it would then be neither foaming through boastfulness, nor turbid through pride, nor muddy through conscience, nor headlong through youth. Rather, if anything in it were sordid, squalid and putrid, the admixed vein of your counsel would dilute the whole of it. But since long stretches lie interposed as a hindrance to wishes of this kind, I diligently pray that you may extricate me, as I consult you, from the scruple of an ambiguity that has befallen me:
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