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書信與詩集 第 2 章 第 9/16 段

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pariter et linteum villis onustum, quod pridiana squama politum casu sub ipsis ædiculæ valvis bipatentibus de janitoris erecto trochleatim fune nutabat: quo dum per otium gena siccat. Vellem, inquit, ad pannum similis officii, ali­ quod letrastichon mihi scribi juberes. Fiat, inquam. Sed quod meum, diXit, et nomen metro teneret. Respondi possibilia factu quæ poposcisset. Ait et ipse, Dicta ergo. Tunc ego arridens, illico scias Musas moveri, si choro ipsarum non absque arbitris vacem. Respon­ dit ille violenter et perurbane, ut est natura vir flam­ meus, quidamque facundiae fons inexhaustus : Vide, I domine Solli, ne magis Apollo forte moveatur, quod suas alumnas solus ad secreta sollicitas.
又同樣送來一條絨毛厚重的手巾,那手巾洗去了昨日的鱗屑,碰巧藉滑輪懸在門房高起的繩上,正在那小龕雙扇對開之門的下方晃盪。他悠閒地用它擦拭臉頰時說:「我倒希望你能吩咐為我在這布上寫一首同樣用途的四行詩。」我說:「就這麼辦。」他又說:「但要一首連我的名字也能容進格律的。」我答說他所求之事是做得到的。他自己也說:「那就口授罷。」於是我微笑著說:「你即刻便會知道,繆斯已被驚動——倘若我竟在旁人注目下與她們的歌隊相處。」他激烈而又極為風趣地回答,因他天性是個火爆之人、口才彷彿取之不盡的泉源:「留神哪,索利烏斯大人,只怕反倒是阿波羅被激怒了,因你獨自把他的養女們引往隱祕之處。」
and likewise a towel heavy with nap, which, cleansed of yesterday's scaling, by chance dangled by a pulley from the doorkeeper's raised rope, right under the two folding leaves of the little shrine's door. While at leisure he dries his cheek with it, "I could wish," he said, "that you would bid some quatrain of like office be written for me on the cloth." "Let it be done," said I. "But one," he said, "that would hold even my name in the metre." I answered that what he had asked was possible to do. He himself also said, "Then dictate." Then I, smiling, said, "Know straightway that the Muses are stirred, if I have leisure for their choir not without witnesses." He replied vehemently and most wittily, as by nature he is a fiery man, and a kind of inexhaustible fount of eloquence: "See, Lord Sollius, lest Apollo rather be stirred, that you alone solicit his foster-daughters to secret places."
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iam putes nosse, quem plausum sententia tam repentina, tam , lepida commoverit. Nec plus 151 moratus, moi suo scriba qui pugillarem juxla tenebat, ad me vocato, subditum sic epigramma composui. Mane novo, seu cum ferventia balnea poscunt, Seu cum venatu frons calefacta madet. Hoc foveat pulcber faciem Philematius udam, Migret ut in bibulum vellus ab ore liquor. Epiphanius noster vix supra scripta peraraverat, et nuntia tum est, hora monente, progredi episcopum de receptorio: nosque suireximus. Da postulatae tu veniam cantilenae.
如今你可判斷,這般突如其來、這般俏皮的一語激起了何等的喝采。我不再耽延,便喚來他那在近旁執著寫字板的書記,如此寫成了下面附上的短詩:「在清新的早晨,或當沸騰的浴堂相召,又或當狩獵之後額頭發熱而潮濕之時——願俊美的菲勒馬提烏斯以此溫熱他濕潤的臉,好叫水汽從他臉上移入這吸水的絨毛。」我們的埃皮法尼烏斯剛描完上面所寫的字句,便有人來報——時辰在提醒我們——說主教正從接待廳出來:我們便起身。這你所索求的小曲,還請寬容見諒。
Now you may judge what applause a saying so sudden, so witty, stirred up. And, delaying no longer, having called to me his scribe, who was holding the tablets nearby, I composed the appended epigram thus: "In the fresh morning, or when the seething baths call, or when, after the hunt, the brow grows hot and moist—with this let fair Philematius warm his damp face, that the moisture may pass from his face into the absorbent nap." Our Epiphanius had scarcely finished tracing out what is written above, when it was announced—the hour warning us—that the bishop was coming forth from the reception-hall: and we rose up. Grant pardon for the requested little song.
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Illud autem ambo, quod majus est, quodque me nuper in quemdam dies bonos male ferentem parabolice, seu figurate dictare jussistis, quodque expeditum eras dirigetur, clam recensete; et si placet, edentes fovete; si displicet, delentes ignoscilote. Vale. EPISTOLA XVIII. Sidonius a Attalo suo salutem. Heduæ civitati te praesidere coepisse, libens atque cum gaudio accepi. Laetitiae causa quadripartita est: prima, quod amicus; secunda, quod juslus es; tertia, quod severus; quarta, quod proximus. Quo fit, ut nostris nostrorumque contractibus, plurimum velis, debeas, possis opitulari. Igitur amplectens in fami­ liari vetusto novum Jus potestatis indeptæ, materiam beneficiis luis jam diu quaero.
但那另一件更大之事——就是你們二人近來吩咐我以比喻或象徵的方式,針對某個不能安於順境之人所寫的——它既已備妥,便將寄出:你私下審閱它;若你喜歡,就以刊布加以扶持;若你不喜歡,就以刪除加以寬赦。再會。第十八封信。西多尼烏斯問候他的朋友阿塔盧斯。你已開始治理埃杜伊人的邦邑,我歡欣喜樂地聽聞此事。我歡喜的緣由有四重:第一,你是朋友;第二,你公正;第三,你嚴明;第四,你就近。由此便有這樣的結果:你必願意、有責、也有能力大大扶助我們以及我們同胞的事務。因此,我在一位老友身上迎接他所得權柄的新職權,早已在尋覓可供你施惠的材由。
But that other thing, which is greater—which you both lately bade me dictate parabolically or figuratively, against a certain man ill bearing good days—and which, being ready, will be sent: review it secretly; and if it please you, favour it by publishing; if it displease, forgive it by deleting. Farewell. LETTER XVIII. Sidonius to his friend Attalus, greeting. That you have begun to preside over the state of the Aedui, I have received gladly and with joy. The cause of my gladness is fourfold: first, that you are a friend; second, that you are just; third, that you are severe; fourth, that you are near. Whence it comes about that you would wish, owe, and be able to help our transactions and those of our people very greatly. Therefore, embracing in an old friend the new right of the power obtained, I have long been seeking material for your benefits.
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Quibus me tantum fi­ dere agnosce, ut et si non invenio quae poscam, quæ­ siturus milii videaris ipse quae tribuas. Vale. 152 EPISTOLA XIX. Sidonius Pudenti suo salutem. < Nutricis meae filiain filius tuæ rapuit: facinus in­ dignum, quodque vos nosque inimicasset, nisi pro­ tinus scissem te nescisse faciendum. Sed conscientiae tuæ purgatione prælata, petere dignaris culpae calen­ tis impunitatem. Sub conditione concedo, si stupra­ torem b pro domino jam patronus Qriginali solvas inquilinatu. Mulier autem illa jam iibera est : quae tum demum videbitur non ludibrio addicta, sed assumpta conjugio ;
你要知道,我如此信賴這些事,以致縱使我尋不出可求之物,你自己在我看來也將主動去尋覓可賜之物。再會。第十九封信。西多尼烏斯問候他的朋友普登斯。你乳母的兒子擄走了我乳母的女兒:這是可恥之舉,本會使你我結怨,若非我立刻得知你原知此事不當為。但你既先陳明良心的清白,便屈尊為這時興頭上的過犯求得免罰。我在一個條件下應允,就是你把那強擄者——他如今已由主人變作保護人——從其原有的隸屬身分中釋放。再者,那女子如今已是自由身:她這才終於看來不是被判去受戲弄,乃是被娶進婚姻;
Know that I so trust in these things, that even if I do not find what to ask, you yourself seem to me about to seek what you may bestow. Farewell. LETTER XIX. Sidonius to his friend Pudens, greeting. The son of your nurse has carried off the daughter of my nurse: a shameful deed, and one which would have set you and us at enmity, had I not straightway known that you knew it was not to be done. But, your conscience's clearing being brought forward, you deign to seek impunity for the hot offence. Under a condition I grant it, if you free the ravisher—already a patron rather than a lord—from his original tenancy. The woman, moreover, is now free: who will then at last seem not condemned to mockery, but taken into marriage;
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si reus noster pro quo precaris, mox cliens factus e tributario, plebeiam potius inci­ piat habere personam quam colonariam. Nam meam hæc sola seu compositio, seu satisfactio, vel non me­ diocriter contumeliam emendat: qui tuis votis atque amicitiis hoc acquiesco, si laxat libertas maritum, ne constringat poena raptorem. Vale. EPISTOLA XX. Sidonius Pastori aD salutem Quod die hesterno tractatui civitatis in concilio de­ fuisti, ex industria factum pars melior accepit; quae suspicata est id te cavere, ne tuis bumeris onus fu­ turae legationis imponerelur. Gratulor tibi quod istis moribus vivis, ut necesse habeas electionem tui ti­ mere :
只要我們那位你為之辯護的被告,不久由納貢者變作門客,開始寧可具有平民的身分,而非佃農的身分。因為唯有這樣的和解或補償,才不至於微不足道地彌補那份侮辱:我在此順從你的心願與友情,就是要:若自由釋放了那丈夫,刑罰便不致捆綁那強擄者。再會。第二十封信。西多尼烏斯問候他的朋友帕斯托爾。昨日你在議會中缺席邦邑的商議,較明智的一方認作是你有意為之;他們揣測你是在防備此事,唯恐將來出使的重擔壓上你的肩頭。我恭賀你以這樣的品行度日,以致你不得不懼怕自己被推選:
if our defendant, for whom you plead, soon becoming a client instead of a tributary, begin rather to have a plebeian person than a colonary one. For this settlement or satisfaction alone not only in modest measure amends the affront: I who acquiesce in your wishes and friendships in this, if liberty releases the husband, that the penalty may not bind the ravisher. Farewell. LETTER XX. Sidonius to his friend Pastor, greeting. That yesterday you were absent from the deliberation of the state in council, the better part took as done on purpose; which suspected that you were guarding against this, lest the burden of the future embassy should be laid upon your shoulders. I congratulate you that you live by such manners, that you must needs fear your own election:
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laudo efficaciam, suspicio prudenliam, 153 prosequor laude felicitatem. Opto denique æqualia iis, quos aequaliter amo. Multi frequenter quos exse­ crabilis popularitas agit, civium maximos manu pren­ sant, aeque consessu publico abducunt, ac sequestra. tis oscula impingunt, operam suam spondent, sed non petiti. Utque videantur in negotii communis asser. tione legati, evectionem refundunt, ipsosque sumptus ultro recusant, et ab ambitu clam rogant singulos, ut ab omnibus palam rogentur. Sic quoque cum fatigatio illorum gratuita possit libenter admitti, libentius tamen atque amabilius vcrecundi leguntur, idque cum expensa :
我讚許你的能幹,我仰望你的審慎,我以稱讚伴隨你的福分。總之,我對那些我同樣鍾愛之人,願他們同樣有福。許多人常被可憎的沽名釣譽所驅使,握住市民中最尊貴者的手,又把他們從公眾集會中拉到一旁,向這樣被拉開的人強行親吻,主動許下效勞——卻無人請求。而為要在共同事務的爭取中顯得像使者,他們退還旅費,並主動推辭那開支,又暗地裡逐一央求各人,好叫自己被眾人公開推舉。如此,儘管他們白效殷勤本可欣然接納,可是那謙遜之人反倒更受歡迎、更蒙鍾愛地被選出,甚至是連同開支一併:
I praise your efficacy, I look up to your prudence, I attend with praise upon your good fortune. In short, I wish things equal to those whom I love equally. Many, frequently, whom detestable popularity drives, grasp the greatest of the citizens by the hand, likewise draw them aside from public assembly, and press kisses upon those thus set apart, pledge their service—but unasked. And that they may seem envoys in the assertion of the common business, they refund the travelling-allowance, and of their own accord refuse the very expenses, and secretly beg each one individually, that they may be openly asked by all. So too, although their gratuitous importunity could gladly be admitted, yet the modest are chosen more gladly and more lovingly, and that even with expense:
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tantum impudentia sese ingerentum pon­ deris habet, etiam c fasci cum tributario nomine ipsorum nil superfunditur. Proinde quanquam te non fefellit, quid boni quique meditarentur, redde te tamen exspectanlium votis, expetentumque caritatem proba, qui jam probasti pudorem. Quod defuisti pri­ mum, modestiae ascribitur : ad ignaviam respicit se­ cunda dilatio. Praeterea tibi Arelatem profecturo est venerabilis in itinere mater, fratres, amantes, reda­ mantisque patriae solum, ad quod et praeter occasio- nem voluptuose venitur: tum domus propria, cujus auctorem, vineam, messem, olivetum, tectum quo­ que ipsum, vcl dum præterveharis, inspicere res commodi est.
那些自薦而入之人的厚顏所帶的分量竟如此之大,以致即便有束棒(公職),也絲毫不會以納貢者之名施惠給他們。因此,儘管眾善人所籌謀的並未瞞過你,你仍當把自己交給那些等候你之人的祈願,並驗證那些尋求你之人的愛心——你既已驗證了他們的謙遜。你起初的缺席,被歸於謙遜:第二次推延,卻指向怯懦。此外,你將前往阿萊拉特(阿爾勒),途中有你可敬的母親、弟兄、摯愛之人,還有那愛你以回報的故鄉土地,就算沒有由頭,人也樂意前往:其後還有你自己的宅第,其創建者、葡萄園、莊稼、橄欖林,乃至那屋頂本身,即使你只是路過,看上一眼也是有益的。
so great is the weight that the impudence of those who thrust themselves forward carries, that not even with the fasces is anything overflowed upon them under the name of tributary. Accordingly, although it has not escaped you what all the good men were meditating, yet give yourself to the prayers of those awaiting you, and prove the charity of those seeking you, you who have already proved their modesty. That you were absent at first, is ascribed to modesty: a second delay looks toward cowardice. Besides, for you about to set out to Arles, there is on the way your venerable mother, brothers, loved ones, and the soil of a fatherland that loves you back, to which one comes with pleasure even apart from occasion: then your own house, whose founder, vineyard, harvest, olive-grove, and even the very roof, it is of some advantage to inspect, even while you pass by.
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Quapropter missus a nobis et tibi per- venis. Namque erit talis vix tuae causaeque notrae conditio, ni fallor, atque opportunitas, ut pro bene­ ficio civitati posse imputare quandocunque videaris, quod tuos videris. Vale. ' 154 EPISTOLA XXL Sidonius Sacerdoti et Justino suis salutem. d Victorius patruus vester, vir ut egregius, sic un. decunque doctissimus, cum caetera potenter, tum potentissime condidit versus. Mihi quoquo semper a parvo cura musarum. Nunc vos parenti venitis hæ- redes, quam jure, tam merito. Ilicet ego poetæ proximus fio professione, vos semme. Ergo justissi­ mum est, ut die functo sic quisque nostrum succe- dat, ut jungitur. Ideoque patrimonia tenete, date carmina.
因此,你既由我們差遣,也是為你自己而抵達。因為,若我沒有猜錯,你我兩造之事的情形與機緣將是這樣:你有朝一日似可把「你看顧了自己家業」一事,記作對邦邑的一項恩惠。再會。第二十一封信。西多尼烏斯問候他的朋友薩克爾多斯和尤斯提努斯。你們的叔父維克托里烏斯,是一位既卓越、又在各方面最為博學之人,他有力地寫成了其餘的作品,而詩歌則寫得最為有力。於我也一樣,自幼便對繆斯懷有一份用心。如今你們作為親屬的後嗣而來,既憑權利,也憑功德。這樣,我便論身分成了這詩人最近的親屬,你們則論血脈。因此最為公正的是:既然日子已盡,我們各人便按所連繫的方式承接。所以,你們保留家產,卻要獻上詩歌。
Wherefore, sent by us, you also arrive for yourself. For such, unless I am mistaken, will be the condition and opportunity of your cause and ours, that you may at some time seem able to charge it up as a benefit to the state that you have seen your own. Farewell. LETTER XXI. Sidonius to his friends Sacerdos and Justinus, greeting. Your uncle Victorius, a man as excellent as he was in every respect most learned, composed the rest of his works powerfully, but verses most powerfully of all. To me too, ever from childhood, there has been a care for the Muses. Now you come as heirs to your kinsman, as much by right as by desert. Straightway I become next of kin to the poet by profession, you by seed. Therefore it is most just that, the day being done, each of us should succeed as he is joined. And so, keep the patrimony, give the songs.
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Valete. 155 EPISTOLA PRIMA. Sidonius domino a papæ Lupo salutem. Benedictus Spiritus sanctus ct pater Dei omnipo­ tentis, quod tu pater patrum, et episcopus episcopo­ rum, et alter saeculi tui Jacobus, de quadam specula caritatis, nec de inferiori Hierusalem, tota Ecclesiae Dei nostri membra superinspicis ; dignus qui omnes consoleris infirmos, quique merito ab omnibus con­ sularis. Et quid nunc ego dignum dignationi 156 huic putris et fetida reatu terra respondeam i Collo­ quii salutaris tui, et indigentiam patiens et timorem, recordalione vitro plectibilis adducor, ut clamem tibi, quod dixit Domino tuus ille collega : Exi a rne , quia homo peccalor sum, Domine (Luc. v, 8).
再會。第一封信。西多尼烏斯問候他的主人與父親——主教盧普斯。願聖靈與全能之神的父受頌讚,因你——眾父之父、眾主教之主教、你這世代的第二個雅各——從某座愛的守望台上,並非從那低處的耶路撒冷,俯察我們神的教會的全體肢體;你配得安慰一切軟弱之人,也理當為眾人所諮詢。而我這因罪愆而腐臭污穢的塵土,如今又能以何言回應你這般俯就呢?我既感受著對你那使人得救之交談的渴慕與畏懼,便被那甘願受罰的追憶所催逼,向你呼喊你那位同工對主所說的話:「主啊,離開我,我是個罪人!」(路加福音五章8節)
Farewell. LETTER I. Sidonius to his lord and father Bishop Lupus, greeting. Blessed be the Holy Spirit and the Father of Almighty God, that you—father of fathers, and bishop of bishops, and a second James of your own age—from a certain watchtower of charity, and not from the lower Jerusalem, oversee all the members of the Church of our God; worthy to console all the infirm, and deservedly consulted by all. And what now shall I, earth putrid and fetid by guilt, answer worthy of this your condescension? Suffering both the want and the fear of your saving colloquy, I am led by the recollection—punishable of my own accord—to cry out to you what your colleague there said to the Lord: "Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord" (Luke v. 8).
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Sed si iste timor non temperetur affectu, vereor ne Geraseno­ rum destituar exemplo, discedas a finibus meis. Quin potius illud, quod mihi conducibilius est, colleprosi mei te proposita conditione constringam, ut aiam tibi: Sivis, potes me mundare (Matth. VIII, 2). Qua ille sententia non plus de Christo quid pcleret prodidit, quam qui crederet publicavit. Ergo nc cum sis pro­ cul ambiguo primus omnium toto, qua patet, orbe pontificum, cum prærogativæ subjiciatur, cum cen­ suræ tuae attremat etiam turba collegii; cum in gra­ Vitatis vestræ comparationem, ipsa etiam grandævo­ tum corda puerascant;
但這敬畏若不以情愛加以調和,我便懼怕自己要如格拉森人的先例一般被撇棄,而你離開我的境界。不如說,我要藉那對我更為有益的途徑,以曾經立定的條件,把你當作我這同患痲瘋者一般緊緊束住,好向你說:「你若肯,必能叫我潔淨」(馬太福音八章2節)。他以這句話所顯露的,向基督所求的,不多於他所公開表明的所信的。因此,既然你毫無疑問地是普天之下、凡其所及、眾主教中的首位;既然眾人都服在你的特權之下;既然連整個主教團也在你的裁斷前戰兢;既然在與你的莊重相比之下,連年邁者的心也變得如孩童一般;
But if that fear be not tempered with affection, I dread lest, after the example of the Gerasenes, I should be forsaken and you depart from my borders. Nay rather, by that course which is more to my profit, I shall bind you fast, as it were a fellow-leper of mine, by the condition once set forth, so as to say to you: 'If thou wilt, thou canst make me clean' (Matt. VIII, 2). By which sentence he no more disclosed what he sought from Christ than he published what he believed. Therefore, since beyond all doubt you are the first of all pontiffs throughout the whole world, so far as it extends; since to your prerogative all are subject; since even the throng of the college trembles at your judgment; since in comparison with your gravity the very hearts of the aged grow childlike;
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cum post desudatas b militine Lirinensis excubias, et in apostolica sede e novem iam decursa quinquennia, utriusque sanctorum ordi­ nis quemdam te conclamatissimum primipilarem spiritalia castra venerentur : tu nihilominus hastato­ rum antesignatorumque paulisper contubernio' se­ questratus, ultimos calones tuos lixasque non despi­ cis, et ad extimos trahariorum qui per insipientiam suam adhuc ad carnis sarcinas sedent, crucis diu portatae vexilla circumfers, ac manum linguae porrigis in conscieniia vulneratis. Nosti, ut apparet, ex ad­ versa acie saucialos, dux veterane, colligere; et peritissimus tubicen ad Christum a peccatis receptui canere;
既然在辛勤流汗地度過雷林修院操練的守望之後,又在使徒聖座上已歷過九個五年之期,兩種聖秩的屬靈營壘都尊崇你為他們中間某位最著名的首席百夫長:你卻依然把自己從持矛者與掌旗者的同袍中暫且抽出,並不藐視你那最卑微的營役僕從與隨軍販夫,且向那最外圍的輜重拖曳者——就是那因自己愚昧仍死守肉體重擔的人——巡迴高舉那長久扛負的十字架旗幟,又向那良心受傷的人伸出口舌之手。看來,你這老練的統帥,深知如何從敵陣中收攏受傷者;又如那最精熟的號手,能為離罪歸向基督者吹響收兵之號;
since, after the toilsome watches of the Lérins militia have been sweated through, and after nine lustra already run out in the apostolic see, the spiritual camps of both holy orders venerate you as a certain most renowned chief-centurion of theirs: you nonetheless, withdrawing yourself for a little from the company of the spearmen and the standard-bearers, do not despise your lowest camp-servants and sutlers, and to the outermost of the baggage-draggers, who through their own folly still sit fast to the burdens of the flesh, you carry round the banners of the cross long borne aloft, and you stretch out the hand of the tongue to those wounded in conscience. You know, as it appears, O veteran commander, how to gather up those wounded from the opposing battle-line; and, most skilled trumpeter, to sound the retreat from sins unto Christ;
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157 et evangelici pastoris exemplo non amplius laetaris, si permaneant sani, quam si non remaneant desperati. Te ergo norma morum, te co. lumna virtutum, te, si blandiri reis licet, vera, quia sancta, dulcedo, despicatissimi vermis ulcera digitis exhortationis contrectare non piguit : tibi avaritiae non fuit pascere monitis animam fragilitate jejunam; et de apotheca dilectionis altissimæ, sectandae nobis humilitatis propinare mensuram. Sed ora, ut quan­ doque resipiscam, quantum meas deprimat oneris impositi massa cervices. Facinorum continuatione miser eo necessitatis accessi, ut is pro peccato po­ puli nunc orare compellar, pro quo populus inno. centum vix debet impetrare si supplicet.
你又照福音牧人的榜樣,並不因康健者存留而喜樂,過於因絕望者不存留而喜樂。所以正是你——道德的準則、眾德的柱石,你——若可對有罪者奉承的話——真實的、因為聖潔的甘美,不以厭煩用勸勉的指頭去撫觸一條最卑賤之蟲的瘡口;對你而言,用訓誨餵養一個因軟弱而饑餓的靈魂並非貪求,且從至高慈愛的府庫中,為我們斟出我們當追求的謙卑之量。但求你祈禱,願我終有一日醒悟,並看見那加於我身上的重擔之積如何壓垂我的頸項。因罪行接連不斷,我這可憐人已陷入如此的窘境,以致如今被迫要為百姓的罪禱告——而我這人,就算百姓無辜,他們縱然懇求,也難為我求得赦免。
and after the example of the evangelical shepherd you rejoice no more if the sound remain than if the desperate do not remain. It was you, therefore, whom the rule of morals, you the pillar of virtues, you—if one may flatter the guilty—the true, because holy, sweetness, it did not irk to touch with the fingers of exhortation the sores of a most despicable worm; for you it was no greed to feed with counsels a soul starved by frailty, and from the storehouse of the highest love to pour out for us a measure of the humility we ought to pursue. But pray that at some time I may come to my senses, and how greatly the mass of the burden laid upon me weighs down my neck. By the unbroken continuance of crimes, wretched man, I have come to such a strait of necessity that I am now compelled to pray for the sin of the people—I, for whom the people, even were they innocent, could scarcely obtain pardon though they should supplicate.
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Nam quis bene niedclam aeger impartiat? quis febriens d arro­ tanti tactu pulsum distinguat incolumem ? quis deser­ tor scientiam militaris rei jure laudaverit? quis escu­ lentus abstemium competenter arguerit? Indignissi­ mus mortalium necesse habeo dicere quod facere detrecto : et ad mea ipse verba damnabilis, cum imperem quae non impleo, idem in me quotidie cogor dictare sententiam. Sed si tu inter me et illum cui concrucifigeris, Jesum Christum Dominum nostrum, pro scelerum meorum populo, junior mage quam minor Moses, intercessor assistas ; non ulterius de­ scendemus in infernum viventes; nec per carnalium vitiorum incentiva flammati, ad altare Domini ignem diutius accendemus alienum.
因為哪個病人能正確地施予醫治?誰在發熱之際,能以顫抖的觸摸辨明正常的脈搏?誰會公允地稱讚一個逃兵精通兵法?誰吃得飽足,能恰當地責備禁食者?我這眾人中最不配的,不得不說出我畏於去行的事;且因自己的話語而該受咒詛,因我命令我所不履行的,便天天被迫向自己宣告同一判詞。但你若肯——在我與那與你同釘十字架的、我們的主耶穌基督之間——為我罪中的百姓作中保而站立,如一位年輕過於年幼的摩西,我們就不至於活着再往下墜入陰間;也不至於因肉體諸惡的煽動被點燃,再在主的壇上獻凡火。
For what sick man can rightly impart the cure? Who, being feverish, can distinguish a healthy pulse by his trembling touch? Who would justly praise a deserter for knowledge of the art of war? Who, being full-fed, could fittingly reprove the abstinent? Most unworthy of mortals, I am obliged to say what I shrink from doing; and, damnable by my own words, when I command what I do not fulfil, I am daily forced to pronounce the same sentence upon myself. But if you—between me and Him with whom you are crucified together, Jesus Christ our Lord—for the people of my sins would stand as intercessor, a younger rather than a lesser Moses, we shall descend no further into hell while living; nor, inflamed by the incitements of carnal vices, shall we any longer kindle strange fire upon the altar of the Lord.
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Quia quanquam nos, ut pote reos, gloriæ libra non respicit ; 158 salis tamen superque gaudebimus, si precatu tuo levare valeamus interioris hominis nostri, et si non inte­ grum ad remunerationem, certe vel cicatricatum pectus ad veniam. Memor nostri esse dignarc, do­ mine papa. EPISTOLA II. Sidonius papæ e Pragmatio suo salutem. Venerabilis f Eutropia matrona, quod ad nos spectat, singularis exempli (quae parcimonia cl hu­ manitate cerlantibus :
因為榮耀的天平雖不顧念我們這些有罪之人,然而我們仍要豐豐足足、綽有餘裕地歡喜,只要藉你的祈禱能舒緩我們的內在之人,且能獻上——縱非全然完好可得賞賜的胸懷,至少也是一顆結了疤、可蒙赦免的胸懷。求你顧念我們,主教父。第二封書信。西多尼致普拉格瑪提烏斯主教問安。可敬的貴婦歐特羅琵亞——就與我們相關而言,實為稀有的典範(當她的節儉與仁厚彼此競逐時:
For although the scale of glory regards us not, as being guilty, yet we shall rejoice abundantly and more than enough, if by your prayer we are able to relieve our inward man, and if we may present, if not a breast whole for reward, at least one scarred over unto pardon. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER II. Sidonius to pope Pragmatius, greeting. The venerable matron Eutropia—so far as concerns us, of singular example (who, while her thrift and her humanity vie together:
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non minus se jejuniis, quam cibis pauperes pascit, et in Christi cultu pervigil, sola in se compellit peccata dormire) moeroribus or­ bitatis necessitate litis adjecta, in remedium mali duplicis perfectionem vestrae consolationis expetere festinat, gratanter habitura, sive istud tibi peregri­ natio brevis, seu longum computetur officium. Igitur praefata venerabilis fratris mei nunc jam presbyteri Agrippiui, ne injuriosum sit dixisse nequitiis, certe fatigatur argutiis : qui abutens imbecillitate matronæ, non desistit spiritalis animae sercnitatem sæcularium versutiarum flatibus turbidare :
她以禁食餵養窮人不亞於以食物餵養,且在敬拜基督上時刻儆醒,惟獨強使罪在自己裏面沉睡)——如今在喪親之痛上又被迫加添了訴訟之累,遂急切地求在這雙重之惡的救治上得着你完全的安慰,並甘心感恩,無論這在你算作一趟短程的行旅,抑或一項長久的職責。那麼,前述的阿格里皮努斯——我那可敬的、如今已是長老的(弟兄)之兄——為免說他的惡行成了傷害,至少他以詭辯纏磨她:這人濫用貴婦的軟弱,不住地以屬世狡詐的風暴攪擾一個屬靈之魂的寧靜:
she feeds the poor no less by her fastings than by her food, and, ever-vigilant in the worship of Christ, compels sins alone to sleep within herself)—having had to the sorrows of her bereavement the necessity of a lawsuit added, hastens to seek in remedy of a twofold ill the perfection of your consolation, ready to be grateful whether this be reckoned to you a short journeying or a long duty. Now then, the aforesaid Agrippinus, brother of my venerable now already a presbyter—that it may not be injurious to have spoken of his wickednesses, at least he wearies her with his sophistries: who, abusing the weakness of the matron, does not cease to trouble the serenity of a spiritual soul with the blasts of worldly cunning:
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cui filii, nec post multo nepotis amissi, duæ pariter plagae recenles, ad diuturni viduvii vulnus adduntur. Tentavimus inter utrumque componere nos maxime quibus in eos novum jus professio, vetustumque faciebant amicitiæ, aliqua censentes, suadentes quæpiam, plurima sup­ plicantes, quodque miremini, in omnem concordiae statum 159 promptius a feminea parte discessum est. Et quanquam se altius profuturum filiae paterna jactaret prærogativa, nurui tamen magis placuit munificentiæ socrualis oblatio. Jurgium interim se­ misopitum vestris modo sinibus infertur. Pacificate certantes, et pontificalis auctoritate censurae suspe­ ctis sibi partibus indicite gratiam, dicite veritatem.
她的兒子既已喪亡,不久之後孫兒又逝,兩道新傷一齊加在她久寡之傷上。我們曾竭力在雙方之間調處——尤其是我們,因我們的職分立下了新的請求,而友誼的舊誼也立下了舊的——裁定某些事,勸誡另一些,尤其懇求許多;而你可稀奇的是,在每一種和好的處置中,反倒是女方一面更樂於退讓。父家的特權雖誇口說要更深地使女兒得益,然而在媳婦看來,婆母慷慨的餽贈更為可喜。這爭端此刻半睡半醒,如今被帶到你的懷中。求你平息爭執的雙方,並以你主教督責之權,向彼此猜疑的各方勸令和睦,宣講真理。
to whom, her son, and not long after her grandson being lost, two fresh wounds alike are added to the wound of a long widowhood. We tried to arrange matters between the two—we especially, upon whom our profession laid a new claim, and the antiquity of friendship an old one—resolving some points, urging others, above all beseeching many; and, which you may marvel at, in every state of concord the withdrawal was more readily made from the woman's side. And although the paternal prerogative boasted that it would profit the daughter more deeply, yet to the daughter-in-law the offering of the mother-in-law's munificence was more pleasing. The quarrel, meanwhile half-lulled to sleep, is now brought into your bosom. Pacify the contending parties, and by the authority of your pontifical censure enjoin favour upon the sides suspicious of one another, speak the truth.
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Sancta enim Eutropia, si quid vadimonio meo credi­ lis, victoriam computat, si vel post damna non- liti­ get. Unde et suspicor vobis unam pronuntiandam domum discordiosam, licet inveniatis utramque discordem. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA III. Sidonius domino papæ a Leontio salutem. Etsi nullis horlatibus primordia nostrae professio- nis animatis, neque sitim ignorantiæ hactenus saecu­ laris ullo supernæ rigatis imbre doctrinae; non ego tamen tantum mei meminens non sum, ut a meis præsumam partibus æquali officiorum lance certan­ dum. Nam cum nostra mediocritas ætate vitæ, tem­ pore dignitatis, privilegio loci, laude scientiae, dono conscientiæ vestrae facile vincatur;
因為聖女歐特羅琵亞——你若信我作保的話——若能在受損之後止息爭訟,便算作勝利。由此我也料想,你必要宣判其中一家為好爭之家,儘管你會發現兩家都在不和之中。求你顧念我們,主教父。第三封書信。西多尼致主教父,論及雷歐提烏斯,問安。你雖不曾以任何勸勉激勵我們職分的初階,也未曾以天上教義的甘霖澆灌我們屬世無知的乾渴;然而我並非如此不自量,竟敢從我這一面妄想我們該以對等的善行天平相較。因為我們這卑微之人,在你生命的年歲、你尊位的長久、你職位的特權、你學識的美譽、你良心的恩賜上,都輕易被勝過;
For holy Eutropia—if you give any credit to my surety—reckons it a victory if, even after her losses, she may cease from litigating. Whence also I suspect that one house is to be pronounced by you the quarrelsome one, though you may find both at discord. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER III. Sidonius to the lord pope, from Leontius, greeting. Although by no exhortations do you animate the beginnings of our profession, nor hitherto water with any shower of heavenly doctrine the thirst of our worldly ignorance; yet I am not so unmindful of myself as to presume on my own part that we must contend on an equal balance of good offices. For since our mediocrity is easily surpassed by the age of your life, the length of your dignity, the privilege of your place, the praise of your knowledge, the gift of your conscience;
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nullum meremur, si par exspectamus alloquium. Igitur non incusantes silentium vestrum, sed loquacitatem nostram potius! excusare nitentes, commendamus apicum portito­ rem : cujus si peregrinationem prompto favore fo­ veatis, grandis 160 actionibus illius portus securi­ tatis aperitur. Negotium huic testamentarium est: latent eum propriarum merita chartarum. Togatorum illic perorantum merita peritiam consulere perrexit; pro victoria computaturus, si se intellexerit jure superari; modo ne sibi suisque desidiae vitio perpe­ ram cavisse culpeLur.
我們若指望對等的言談往還,便一無所配。因此,我並非控訴你的沉默,倒是竭力為我們自己的多言辯解,我為這封信的持送者作薦:你若以樂意的恩顧眷顧他的行程,一座安穩的大港便向他的事務敞開。他的案件屬遺囑之事:他自己文件的優劣於他隱而不明。他前往那裏,是要諮詢在那裏辯論的訟師的識見與才幹;他甘願算作勝利,只要他明白自己是依法被判敗;惟願他不至於因怠惰之過,被指為錯誤地為自己與家人設防。
we merit nothing if we look for an equal exchange of speech. Therefore, not accusing your silence, but rather striving to excuse our own loquacity, I commend the bearer of these lines: whose journeying if you cherish with ready favour, a great harbour of security is opened to his affairs. His business is testamentary: the merits of his own documents lie hidden from him. He has gone thither to consult the merit and the skill of the pleaders speaking there; ready to reckon it a victory if he understand himself to be lawfully overcome; provided only that he be not blamed for having, through the fault of sloth, taken precautions amiss for himself and his own.
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Hunc eatenus commendare præsumo, ut si eum instruere dignanter advocatio consulta fastidit, b auctoritas coronae tuae dissimu­ lantibus studeat excudere responsi celeritatem. Me­ mor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA IV. Sidonius domino papce Lupo salutem. Præter officium quod incomparabiliter eminenti apostolatui tuo sine fine debetur, et si absque inter­ missione solvatur, commendo supplicum bajulorum pro nova necessitate vetustam necessitudinem : qui in Arvernam regionem longum iter, his quippe tem­ poribus, emensi, casso labore venerunt.
我斗膽如此為他作薦,好使那被諮詢的辯護若不屑以應有的用心指教他,你冠冕的權柄便可設法從那些推諉者身上敲出一個迅速的答覆。求你顧念我們,主教父。第四封書信。西多尼致主教父盧普斯問安。除了那對你卓越的使徒職分無窮盡地、無可比擬地當盡的本分——縱使不停止地履行——之外,我為着一項新的需要,薦上我這些懇求之持送者的舊誼:他們往阿維爾尼地區走了漫長的路,尤其在這樣的時勢,卻徒勞往返。
Him I presume to commend thus far, that if a counsel once consulted disdains to instruct him with due care, the authority of your crown may strive to hammer out the swiftness of a reply from those who dissemble. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER IV. Sidonius to the lord pope Lupus, greeting. Besides the duty which is owed without end and incomparably to your eminent apostolate, and which, even if it be discharged without intermission, I commend—for a new necessity—the old bond of my suppliant bearers: who, having measured a long journey into the Arvernian region, in these times indeed, have come with fruitless toil.
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Namque unam c feminam de affectibus suis, quam forte d Yar­ gorum (hoc enim nomine indigenas latrunculos nun­ cupant) superventus abstraxerat, isto deductam ante aliquot annos, isticque distractam, cum non falso in­ dicio comperissent, certis quidem signis, sed non recentibus inquisivere vestigiis. Atque obiter hæc eadem laboriosa, priusquam ii adessem, in negotia- toris nostri domo dominioque; palam sane venum­ data defungitur; 161 quodam Prudente (hoc viro nomen, quem nunc Tricassibus degere fama divulgat) ignolorum nobis hominum collaudante contractum; cujus subscriptio intra formulam nundinarum, lan­ quain idonei astipulatoris, ostenditur.
因為他們正尋找一個為他們所鍾愛的女子,就是被瓦爾吉人(他們用此名稱呼當地的強盜)一次突襲偶然擄去、於數年前帶到此地、又在此地被賣掉的;當他們憑着毫無虛假的消息得知此事,便憑確鑿的記號——卻非新近的蹤跡——追尋她。而在他們抵達之前,這同一個備嘗艱辛的女子,在我們商人的家中與所有權下——確是公開被出售的——死了;有一個普魯登斯(此人之名,如今傳聞四處說他住在特魯瓦)為我們所不認識之人的契約背書;他的簽名,在市集的文書格式之內,被列為合適的見證人。
For they were seeking a certain woman, dear to their affections, whom a sudden raid of the Vargi (for by this name they call the native brigands) had by chance carried off, brought hither some years ago and here sold; and when they had learned this by no false information, they tracked her by sure signs indeed, but by no recent trail. And meanwhile this same toil-worn woman, before they arrived, in the house and ownership of our merchant—openly indeed put up for sale—dies; a certain Prudens (this is the man's name, whom report now spreads abroad to be living at Troyes) applauding the contract of men unknown to us; whose signature, within the formula of the market, is shown as that of a suitable witness.
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Auctoritas personæ, opportunitas præsentiæ tuae, inter coram positos fac le valebit, si dign.sititur, seriem totius indagare violentiæ. Quæ quod gravius est, eo facino­ ris accessit, quantum portitorum datur nosse memo­ ralu, ut etiam in illo latrocinio quemdam de numero viantum constet exstinctum. Sed quia judicii vistri medicinam expetunt, civilitatemque qui negotium criminale parturiunt ; vestrarum, si bene metior, partium pariter et morum est, aliqua indemni com­ positione istorum dolori, illorum periculo sub venire ; et quodam salubris sententiæ temperamento, hanc partem minus afflictam, illam minus ream, et utram­ que plus facere securam :
你身分的權威、你在場的適時,若值得追查這整場暴行的來龍去脈,必在對質雙方之間發生效用。而此事——更嚴重的是——已升至如此的罪惡之極,就持送者所能得知的報告而言,甚至在那場劫掠中,行旅之中某一人確被殺害。但既然他們尋求你裁斷的醫治,以及那孕育刑事案件之人的公正;我若度量得當,這乃是同屬你的職分與品格:以某種無害的和解,救助此方的悲傷與彼方的危險;並藉一項有益判決的斟酌調和,使此方少受苦、彼方少擔罪,且使雙方都更得安穩:
The authority of your person, the opportuneness of your presence, will avail among those placed face to face, if it be thought worth while to trace out the whole course of the violence. Which—what is graver—has advanced to such a pitch of crime, as far as it is given to know from the report of the bearers, that even in that robbery it is established that a certain one of the number of the travellers was slain. But since they seek the medicine of your judgment, and the civility of one who gives birth to a criminal case; it belongs to your office alike and your character—if I measure rightly—to succour by some harmless settlement the grief of the one party and the peril of the other; and by a certain tempering of a wholesome sentence, to make this side less afflicted, that side less guilty, and both more secure:
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ne jurgii status, ut sese fert temporis locique civilitas, talem discedat ad terminum, qualem coepit habere principium. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA V. Sidonius domino papæ a Theoplasto salutem. Causam meam nesciens agit, qui ad vos a me lit­ teras portat. Nam dum votivi milii fit gerulus oppor­ tunus officii, beneficium praestat, quod se arbitratur accipere : sicuti nunc venerabilis Donidius, 162 dignus inter spectatissimos quosque numerari, cujus clientem puerosque commendo, profectos, seu in patroni necessitatem, seu in domini. Laborem pere­ grinantium, qua potestis ope, humanitate, interces­ aione tutamini :
免得這爭端的狀態——如這時地的公道所要求的——落到與它起初所有的開端相同的結局。求你顧念我們,主教父。第五封書信。西多尼致主教父,論及提歐普拉斯圖斯,問安。那從我這裏帶信給你的人,不知不覺地在為我的緣故辯護。因為當他成為我所許之職務的適時持送者時,他就施了一項他以為自己領受的恩惠:正如如今可敬的多尼迪烏斯,堪列於最傑出者之中,我把他的門客與僮僕薦上,他們或為主人的需用、或為家主的緣故而出行。求你以你所能的力量、仁厚與代求,護佑這些遠行者的辛勞:
lest the state of the quarrel—as the civility of the time and place demands—depart to such an end as it began to have for its beginning. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER V. Sidonius to the lord pope, from Theoplastus, greeting. He pleads my cause unknowing, who carries letters from me to you. For while he becomes the opportune bearer of a service I have vowed, he bestows a benefit which he supposes himself to receive: even as now the venerable Donidius, worthy to be numbered among the most distinguished, whose client and boys I commend, having set out either for their patron's need or their master's. The toil of the travellers guard by what power, humanity, and intercession you can:
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ac si in aliquo amicus ipse per im­ peritiam novitatemque publicae conversationis vide­ bitur minus efficax, vos hoc potius aspicite, quid absentis causa, non quid praesentis persona mereatur. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA VI. Sidonius domino papæ b Eulropio salutem. Postquam fœdifragam gentem redisse in suas se­ des comperi, neque quidquam viantibus insidiarum parare; nefas credidi ulterius officiorum differre ser- monem, ne vester affectus quamdam vitio meo du- ceret, ut gladius impolitus, de curæ raritate rubigi­ nem. Unde misso in hoc solum negotii gerulo litte­ rarum, quam vobis sit corpusculi status in solido, quamve ex animi sententia res agantur, sollicitus in.
倘若那友人本身在某方面因缺乏經驗、又因初涉公務往來而顯得欠缺效力,你倒不如着眼於此——就是那不在場者的案由當得什麼,而非那在場者的其人當得什麼。求你顧念我們,主教父。第六封書信。西多尼致主教父歐特羅琵烏斯問安。自從我得知那背約之民已返回本境,並不為行旅預備任何埋伏,我便判定不可再拖延我盡職的問候,免得你的情愛因我的過失而生出某種銹跡,如一把未經磨拭的劍因少於保養而生銹一般。因此,我單為此事差遣一位帶信者,殷切詢問你那小小的身體是否穩妥安好,諸事是否如你心願而行:
and if in any point the friend himself, through inexperience and the newness of public dealing, shall seem less effective, do you rather look to this—what the cause of the absent, not what the person of the present, deserves. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER VI. Sidonius to the lord pope Eutropius, greeting. After I learned that the treaty-breaking nation had returned to its own seats, and was preparing no ambushes for travellers, I judged it wrong to defer any longer the discourse of my duties, lest your affection should draw some rust—by my fault—as an unpolished sword does from the rareness of care. Wherefore, having sent a bearer of letters on this business alone, I anxiously inquire how sound your little body stands, and how far affairs go according to your mind's wish:
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quiro : sperans ne semel mihi amor vester indultus, aut interjecti itineris longitudine, aut absentiae com­ munis diuturnitate tenuetur : quia bonitas conditoris habitationem potius hominum quam caritatem fina­ libus claudit angustiis. Hestat ut vestra beatitudo compunctorii salubritate sermonis avidam nostrae ignorantiae pascat esuriem. Est enim tibi nimis usui, ut exhortationibus tuis interioris 163 hominis ma­ ciem saepenumero mysticus adeps et spiritalis arviua distendat. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA VII. Sidonius domino papæ e Fonteio salutem.
我盼望你曾賜我的愛,不至於因中間阻隔的路程之長、或因我們彼此相離之久而變薄:因為造物主的良善所封閉於最終窄界之內的,乃是人的居所,而非人的愛心。如今所餘的,就是願你的至福以令人痛悔之言的養分,餵養我們無知的貪饞飢餓。因為這對你極有益處:願那奧祕的脂油與屬靈的膏脂,藉你的勸勉,屢屢撐脹我內在之人的枯瘦。求你顧念我們,主教父。第七封書信。西多尼致主教父馮泰烏斯問安。
hoping that the love once granted me by you may not be thinned either by the length of the interposed journey or by the long duration of our mutual absence: because the goodness of the Creator shuts up rather the dwelling of men than their charity within final narrows. It remains that your beatitude feed the greedy hunger of our ignorance with the wholesomeness of a compunctious discourse. For it is of very great use to you, that the mystic fat and the spiritual suet should full often distend the leanness of my inner man by your exhortations. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER VII. Sidonius to the lord pope Fonteius, greeting.
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Si aliquid ad inchoandam gratiam compendii po­ steris tribuat necessitudo praemissa seniorum, ego quoque ad apostolatus tui notiliam pleniorem cum praerogativa domesticae familiaritalis accedo. Nam sic te familiae meae validissimum in Christo semper patronum fuisse reminiscor, ut amicitias tuas uou tam expetendas mihi quam repetendas putem. His adjicitur, quod indignissimo mihi impositum sacer­ dotalis nomen officii confugere me ad precum ve­ strarum praesidia compellit: ut adhuc ulcerosae con­ scientiae nimis hiulca vulnera vestro saltem cicatri­ centur oratu.
倘若先我而去的祖輩之情,在得救之恩的起始上為後裔留下什麼裨益,我也就憑家世相熟的特權,前來更充分地認識你的使徒職分。因為我如此記念你,你素來是我家在基督裏最堅固的護主,以致我認為你的友誼於我不算是求取,倒算是再求。此外還加上一件:那加於我這最不配之人身上的祭司之職的名號,逼我逃奔你祈禱的援助:好使一個仍在潰爛之良心那過於裂開的傷口,至少能藉你的祈禱結疤癒合。
If the bond of forefathers sent before us bestows anything on posterity toward the beginning of a saving grace, I too approach the fuller knowledge of your apostolate with the prerogative of household familiarity. For thus do I remember you to have been always the strongest patron of my family in Christ, that I think your friendships not so much to be sought by me as to be sought again. To this is added, that the name of the priestly office imposed upon me, most unworthy, compels me to flee to the aid of your prayers: so that the too-gaping wounds of a still-ulcerous conscience may at least be scarred over by your prayer.
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Quapropter me meosque commendans, et excusans litteras seriores, granditer obsecro, ut intercessione consueta cujusviribus immane polletis. I clericalis tirocinii in nobis reptantia rudimenta tuea­ mini : ut si quid dignabitur de morum pravitate no­ strorum immutabilis Dei mutare dementia, totum id suffragiorum vestrorum patrocinio debeamus. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. 164 EPISTOLA VIII. Sidonius domino papæ d Græco salutem. Apicum oblator pauperem vitam sola mercandi actione sustentat: non illi est opificium quaestui, mi­ litia commodo, cultura compendio :
因此,我把自己與家人薦託,並為這遲來的書信告罪,切切懇求,願你藉你慣常的代求——其力量浩大無比——護衛那在我們裏面仍蹣跚初萌的教牧初學:好叫神那不改變的憐憫若肯改變我們道德敗壞的分毫,我們便將這全然歸功於你祈求的庇護。求你顧念我們,主教父。第八封書信。西多尼致主教父格雷庫斯問安。這封信的呈遞者惟靠買賣一事維持貧困的生計:於他,手藝不為得利,軍役不為好處,耕作不為收益:
Wherefore, commending myself and mine, and excusing these too-late letters, I greatly beseech that, by your accustomed intercession—whose might is immense—you guard the beginnings of clerical apprenticeship still creeping in us: so that if the unchangeable clemency of God shall deign to change anything of the depravity of our morals, we may owe the whole of it to the patronage of your suffrages. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER VIII. Sidonius to the lord pope Graecus, greeting. The presenter of these lines sustains a poor life by the sole activity of trading: to him his craft is not for gain, his soldiery not for advantage, his tillage not for profit:
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hoc ipsum quod mercenariis prosecutionibus et locatitia fatigatione cognoscitur, fama quidem sua, sed facultas crescit aliena. Sed tamen quoniam illi fides magna est, et si parva substantia, quoties cum pecuniis quorumpiam e catapli recentis nundinas adit, creditoribus bene credulis sola deponit morum experimenta pro pi­ gnore. Inter dictandum mi4ri ista suggesta sunt, nec ob boc dubito audita fidenter asserere : quia non parum mihi intimos agunt, quibus esi et ipse satis intimus. Hujus igitur teneram frontem, dura rudi­ menta commendo: et quia nomen ejusdem lectorum nuper albus accepit, agnoscitis profecturo a civi me epistolam, clerico debuisse formatam.
他之所以聞名的這一件事——藉受僱的護送與租賃的勞頓——增長的固然是他自己的名聲,卻是別人的財富。然而縱使如此,因他信實甚大,儘管家業微小,每當他以旁人的錢財往赴一批新到貨物的市集,就向甚為信任的債主,惟以他品格的憑證作抵押交付。這些話是在我口述之時被向我提說的,我因此也不疑於確然申明所聽見的:因為那些甚熟悉他的人,也甚是與我相熟。故此我為這人稚嫩的額與艱難的起步作薦:又因誦經員的名冊近日已收入他的名字,你就會認明,這封由我這鄉友為一個出行者所寫的信,理當是為一位聖職人員擬就的。
this very thing by which he is known—through hired escorts and rented weariness—increases indeed his own repute, but another's wealth. Yet nonetheless, since his good faith is great, though his substance be small, as often as with other men's monies he attends the markets of a fresh cargo, to well-trusting creditors he lays down as pledge the mere proofs of his character. These things were suggested to me while I was dictating, nor do I therefore doubt to assert confidently things heard: for they act as very intimates to me, to whom he himself is intimate enough. This man's tender brow, then, and his hard beginnings I commend: and because the roll of readers has lately received his name, you will recognize that from me, a fellow-citizen to one setting forth, the letter ought to have been drawn up—as for a cleric.
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Quem prope­ diem non injuria reor mercatorem splendidum fore ; si hic ad vestra obsequia festinans, frigoribus fon­ tium civicorum saepe b fontem mercatoris anteferat. Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA IX Sidonius domino papce Lupo salutem. Vir jam honestus Gallus, quia jussus ad conjugem redire non distulit, litterarum mearuin 165 obse­ quium, vestrarum reportat effectum. Cui cum pagina quam miseratis, reseraretur, actutum compunctus ingemuit; destinatamque non ad me epistolam, sed in se sententiam judicavit. Itaque confestim iter in patriam spopoodit, adornavit, arripuit. Quem nos propter hanc ipsam poenitudinis celeritatem, non in.
我料想——並非不公允——他不久必成為一位光彩的商人;只要這人急赴你的服事,屢屢寧取商人的泉源,過於他本鄉城邑之泉的寒冷。求你顧念我們,主教父。第九封書信。西多尼致主教父盧普斯問安。加盧斯這位如今可敬之人,既被命令回到妻子那裏便不遲延,就把你書信的果效帶回,作為我書信所得順從的果子。當你所寄的那頁信箋向他啟封時,他隨即良心受責而哀歎;他判斷這封信並非寄給我,而是對他自身的判決。於是他立時起誓要往本國去,預備妥當,即刻起行。因他這悔改的迅速,我們就留意不以斥責、倒以安慰的口吻對他說話;
Whom I reckon—not unjustly—will shortly become a splendid merchant; if this man, hastening to your service, shall often prefer the merchant's fountain to the coldness of his native civic springs. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER IX. Sidonius to the lord pope Lupus, greeting. A now honourable man, Gallus, since when ordered to return to his wife he did not delay, brings back the effect of your letters as the fruit of the obedience of mine. To whom, when the page you had sent was unsealed, straightway, pricked in conscience, he groaned; and he judged it a letter destined not for me, but a sentence upon himself. And so at once he vowed the journey to his fatherland, made ready, snatched it up. Whom, for this very swiftness of repentance, we took care to address not chidingly, but rather consolingly;
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crepative, sed consolatorie potius compellare curavi­ mus; quia vicinaretur innocentiæ festinata correctio. Neque enim quisquam, etiam sibi bene conscius, plus facere præsumpsit ; si quis tamen vestrae cor­ repiionis orbitam non reliquit : quippe cum ea ipsa quæ legimus, parcentis verba censurae, maximae emendationis incitamenta sint. Nam quid potest esse castigationis hujusce tenore preliosius, in qua forte peccato animus æger, reperit intrinsecus remedium, cum non valeret extrinsecus invenire convicium?
因為迅速的改正近乎無罪。因為沒有人,就算深知自己,敢作得更多;只要他不曾離棄你責備的軌轍:既然我們所讀的那些話——那寬容督責的話——正是改過的最大激勵。因為還有什麼比這樣一種責備的意旨更為寶貴呢?在其中,一個或許因罪而患病的靈魂,在自己裏面尋得醫治,正當它在外面尋不着申斥之時。
because a hasty correction bordered upon innocence. For no one, even well aware of himself, has presumed to do more; if only he has not forsaken the track of your reproof: seeing that those very words which we read—the words of a sparing censure—are the greatest incitements to amendment. For what can be more precious than the tenor of a chastisement of this kind, in which a soul, sick perchance with sin, finds within itself a remedy, when it could not find without a rebuke?
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Quod superest, obsecramus, ut crebra oratione per quam vitiis omnibus immane dominamini, nos quo­ que sicut evangelicos magos remeasse manifestum est, vel iam nunc per aliam viam morum in beato- Tum patriam redire faciatis. Peneomiseramquod præ­ tereundum minime fuit. Agile gralias Innocentio speclabili viro, qui ut pi aeceperalis, gnaviter morem gessit injunctis. Memor nostri esse dignarc, domine papa. EPISTOLA X. Sidonius domino papæ a Censorio salutem. Gerulum lilterarum levitici ordinis honestat officium. Hic cum familia sua deprædationis 166 Gothicæ turbinem vitans, in territorium vestrum delatus est, ipso, ut sic dixerimus, pondere fugæ ;
至於其餘,我們懇求你藉屢屢的祈禱——藉此你在眾惡之上施行極大的權柄——也使我們,正如福音中的博士確曾返回,如今就藉道德的另一條路回歸那有福的家鄉。我幾乎略過了最不當略過的一事。求你向英諭肯提烏斯這位卓著之人道謝,他照你所吩咐的,殷勤遵行了所託之事。求你顧念我們,主教父。第十封書信。西多尼致主教父,論及肯索里烏斯,問安。利未秩序的職分使這封信的持送者得着尊榮。他與家人躲避哥特劫掠的旋風,可說是被逃亡本身的重量帶進你的境內;
For the rest, we beseech that, by frequent prayer—through which you exercise immense dominion over all vices—you may cause us also, even as it is manifest that the evangelical Magi returned, even now to return by another way of morals into the blessed fatherland. I have almost passed over what least ought to be passed over. Give thanks to Innocentius, a notable man, who, as you had directed, diligently complied with what was enjoined. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER X. Sidonius to the lord pope, from Censorius, greeting. The office of the Levitical order graces the bearer of these letters. He, avoiding with his family the whirlwind of the Gothic depredation, was carried into your territory, by the very weight (so to speak) of his flight;
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ubi in re Ec­ clesiae cui sanctitas tua præsidet, parvam sementem semiconfecto cespiti advena jejunus injecit: cujus ex solido colligendae fieri sibi copiam exorat. Quem si domesticis fidei deputata humanitate foveatis, id cst, ut debitum b glebae canonem non petatur, tan­ tum lucelli praestitum sibi computat peregrini homi- nis, ut census, sic animus angustus, ac si in patrio solo rusticaretur. Huic si legitimam, ut mos est, so­ lutionem perexiguse segetis indulgeas, tanquam opi­ pare viaticalus, cum gratiarum actione remeabit. Per quem si me stylo solitae dignationis impartias, mihi fraternitatique istic sitae, pagina tua veluli paulo lapsa reputabitur.
在那裏,那禁食的客旅在教會——你聖潔所掌管的——的產業上,把一小撮種子撒在半墾的草皮上:他懇求得着許可,可將其全然收成。你若以那分派給信仰之家的仁厚眷顧他——就是不索取田地應納的定額——他這外鄉人便算這小小所賜的收益為大,以致如他的家產一般,他的心懷也甚窘迫,彷彿他是在本鄉之土上耕作。你若照慣例,將他那極少收成的合法定納寬免給他,他必如豐裕備妥了旅費一般,帶着感謝而歸。你若藉他向我賜下你慣常眷顧的一行字,你的信箋於我、於此地所居的弟兄們,必被視為如降下一點甘露。
where, upon the property of the Church over which your holiness presides, the fasting stranger cast a small sowing into a half-worked sod: and he entreats that leave be made him to gather it in whole. Whom if you cherish with the humanity assigned to the household of faith—that is, that the due render of the glebe be not demanded—he reckons so much of a little gain granted to him, a foreign man, that, as his estate, so his spirit is straitened, as if he were farming on his native soil. If to this man you grant, as is the custom, the lawful settlement of his very scanty harvest, he will return, as if sumptuously provisioned for the journey, with giving of thanks. Through whom if you impart to me a line of your accustomed regard, your page will be reckoned by me and by the brotherhood seated here as though a little dew has fallen.
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Memor nostri esse dignare, domine papa. EPISTOLA XI. Sidonius domino papæ c Eleutherio salutem. Judaeum praesens charta commendat : non quod mihi placeat error per quem pereunt involuti ; sed quia neminem ipsorum nos decet ex asse damnabi­ lem pronuntiare dum vivit. In spe enim adhuc ab­ solutionis est, cui suppetit posse converti. Quae sit vero negotii sui series, ipse rectius præsentanea , coram narratione patefaciet. Namprudentiae satis obviat, epistolari formulae debitam concinnitatem plurifario sermone porrigere. Sane quia secundum vel notitia , vel judicia terrena, solent 167 hujus­ modi homines honeslas habere causas;
求你顧念我們,主教父。第十一封書信。西多尼致主教父厄琉忒里烏斯問安。這封信箋為一個猶太人作薦:並非那使沉陷其中之人滅亡的謬誤令我喜悅;乃因我們中間無人當在他活着時宣判他們中的任何人為全然當滅的。因為凡有能力可以歸正的,他仍在得赦的盼望之中。至於他事務的來龍去脈,他親自到場當面陳述必更為妥當。因為以繁複的言辭鋪張書信體式應有的簡潔,實在頗違審慎。誠然,因為按屬世的認識或屬世的判斷,這類人往往持有正當的理由;
Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER XI. Sidonius to the lord pope Eleutherius, greeting. The present paper commends a Jew: not that the error pleases me through which the entangled perish; but because it becomes none of us to pronounce any of them wholly damnable while he lives. For he is still in hope of absolution, to whom it lies within his power to be converted. But what the course of his business may be, he himself will more rightly set forth, present, by a face-to-face narration. For it is contrary enough to prudence to stretch out with manifold speech the fitting neatness owed to an epistolary formula. Certainly, since according either to worldly acquaintance or to worldly judgments men of this kind are wont to have honest causes;
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tu quoque potes hujus laboriosi, etsi impugnas perfidiam, pro­ pugnare personam. Memor nostri esse dignare, do­ mine papa. EPISTOLA XII. Sidoniusdomino papæ d Patienti salutem. Aliquis aliquem , ego illum praecipue puto suo vi­ vere bono qui vivit alieno : quique fidelium calami­ taLes indigentiamque miseratus , facit in terris opera coelorum. Quorsum ista haec , inquis? Te sententia quam maxime, papa beatissime, petit; cui non suffi cit illis tantum necessitatibus opem ferre quas nove­ ris; quique usque in exlimos terminos Galliarum caritatis indage porrecta, prius soles indigentum re­ spicere causas, quaminspicerepersonas. Nullius obest tenuitati debilitatique , si te expetere non possit :
你也能為這備嘗艱辛之人的其身辯護,縱使你抨擊他的悖信。求你顧念我們,主教父。第十二封書信。西多尼致主教父帕提恩斯問安。這人看重這樣,那人看重那樣;但我尤其認定,那為別人而活的人才是為自己的益處而活;就是那憐憫信徒的患難與貧乏、在地上行天上之工的人。你說,這些話所指為何?至福的主教父,這句話尤其尋着你;就是你這人——單救助你所知曉的那些急難,於你尚且不足;你這人把慈愛的觸角伸展至高盧的最遠邊界,慣常先顧念貧乏者的緣由,然後才察看他們的其人。任何人的微弱與殘缺都不因不能親自尋你而受虧損:
you too can defend the person of this toil-worn man, even though you assail his perfidy. Deign to be mindful of us, lord pope. LETTER XII. Sidonius to the lord pope Patiens, greeting. One man esteems one thing, another another; but I count that man especially to live by his own good who lives for another's; and who, pitying the calamities and neediness of the faithful, does upon earth the works of heaven. To what end are these things, you say? You especially, most blessed pope, does this sentence seek out; you, to whom it does not suffice to bring aid only to those necessities which you have come to know; you who, having stretched the reach of your charity even to the outermost bounds of the Gauls, are wont first to regard the causes of the needy before you inspect their persons. It hurts no man's slenderness or weakness if he cannot seek you out:
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nam praevenis manibus illum, qui non valuerit ad te pedibus pervenire. Transit in alienas provincias vi­ gilantia tua : et in hoc curae tuae latitudo difFunditur, ut longe posilorum consoletur angustias : et hinc fuit, ut. quia crebro te non minus absentum verecun­ dia, quam praesentum querimonia movet, sæpe ter­ seris eorum lacrymas, quorum oculos non vidisti. Omitto illa quæ quotidie propter defectionem civium pauperatorum, irrequietis toleras excubiis, precibus, expensis. Omitto te tali semper agere temperamento, sic semper humanam, sic abstemium judicari; ut constet 168 indesinenter regem praesentem prandia tua, reginam laudare jejunia.
因為你以你的手先行接濟那不能用腳前來就你的人。你的儆醒越入外省:你關懷的廣度也在此散溢,就是要安慰遠處之人的窘迫:由此便有一事——因為不在場者的謙抑感動你,不亞於在場者的哀訴——你屢屢揩乾那些你眼未曾見之人的眼淚。我略過那些事:你為着貧困市民的匱乏,天天以不歇的守望、祈禱、費用所忍受的。我略過你總以這樣的節度而行,以致你常被判為如此仁厚、如此節制;以致眾所公認,王常在座前稱讚你的筵席,王后稱讚你的禁食。
for you forestall with your hands the man who has not been able to reach you with his feet. Your vigilance passes into foreign provinces: and herein the breadth of your care is diffused, that it may console the straits of those set afar: and hence it came about that—because the modesty of the absent moves you no less often than the complaint of the present—you have often wiped away the tears of those whose eyes you have not seen. I pass over those things which daily, on account of the failing of your impoverished citizens, you endure with unresting watches, prayers, expenses. I pass over that you always act with such tempering, that you are ever judged so humane, so abstemious; that it is established the king constantly praises your dinners in his presence, the queen your fastings.
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Omitto te tanto cultu ecclesiam tibi creditam convenustare, ut dubitet in­ spector melius ne nova opera consurgant, an vetusta reparentur. Omitto per te plurimis locis basilicarum fundamenta consurgere, ornamenta duplicari. Cum­ que multa in statu fidei tuis dispositionibus augean­ tur, solum hæreticorum numerum minui : teque quo­ dam venatu apostolico, feras c Photinianorum men­ tes spiritalium prædicationum cassibus implicare, atque a tuo barbaros jam sequaces , quoties convin­ cuntur verbo, non exire vestigio, donec eos a pro­ fundo gurgite erroris felicissimus animarum piscator extraxeris. Et horum aliqua tamen cum reliquis for- san communicanda collegis.
我略過你以這樣的華飾裝點託付與你的教會,以致觀者難辨究竟是新工建得更佳,抑或舊工得着修復。我略過藉着你,在極多地方大教堂的根基興起,其裝飾加倍。當信仰的狀況因你的措置而多有增長時,惟獨異端的人數減少:且你以某種使徒的圍獵,把狂野的弗提努派心思纏在屬靈宣講的網羅中,那已作你跟隨者的蠻族,每逢被真道所折服,便不離你的軌跡,直到你這靈魂最有福的漁夫,把他們從謬誤的深淵中拉出。然而這些事中的一些,或該與你其餘的同工共享。
I pass over that you beautify the church committed to you with such adornment, that the beholder may doubt whether new works rise up better or old ones are repaired. I pass over that through you in very many places the foundations of basilicas rise up, their ornaments are doubled. And whereas many things in the state of the faith are increased by your dispositions, the number of heretics alone is diminished: and that by a certain apostolic hunting you entangle the wild Photinian minds in the toils of spiritual preachings, and the barbarians already your followers, as often as they are convicted by the word, depart not from your track, until, most happy fisher of souls, you have drawn them out from the deep gulf of error. And yet some of these things are perhaps to be shared with the rest of your colleagues.
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Illud autem deberi tibi quodam , ut jurisconsulti dicunt, praecipui titulo , nec tuus poterit ire pudor inficias; quod post Gothi­ cam depopulationem, post segetes incendio absum­ ptas, peculiari sumptu, inopiæ communi per deso­ latas Gallias gratuita frumenta misisti; cum tabe­ scentibus fame populis nimium contulisses, si com­ mercio fuisset species ista , non munere. Vidimus angustas tuis frugibus vias; vidimus per A raris et Rhodani ripas, non unum , quod unus impleveras liorreum. Fabularum cedant figmenta gentilium, et ille quasi in cœlum relatus pro reperta spicarum no­ vitate Triptolemus;
但這事乃虧欠於你——如法學家所說,憑某種特殊的名銜——連你自己的謙遜也不能否認;就是說,在哥特的蹂躪之後、在莊稼被火吞滅之後,你以自己獨力的費用,將白給的糧食藉着荒涼的高盧,分送給眾人共同的貧乏;當那些因饑荒而消瘦的百姓——你所賜的,若那糧是買賣之物、而非餽贈,便算給了過多。我們看見道路因你的糧產而擁塞;我們看見沿着索恩河與羅訥河兩岸,不只一座糧倉,是你獨力所裝滿的。讓外邦寓言的虛構退讓罷,還有那彷彿因發現新麥穗而被舉入天上的特里普托勒摩斯;
But that this is owed to you—by a certain, as the jurisconsults say, special title—not even your own modesty can gainsay; namely, that after the Gothic devastation, after the crops consumed by fire, at your own peculiar expense you sent free grain, through the desolate Gauls, to the common poverty; when you would have bestowed too much upon peoples wasting away with famine, had that kind been a matter of commerce, not of gift. We saw the roads straitened by your fruits; we saw along the banks of the Saône and the Rhône not one granary alone, which alone you had filled. Let the fictions of the fables of the heathen give place, and that Triptolemus, as it were borne into heaven for the discovery of new grain-ears;
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quem Græcia sua cæmentariis, pictoribus significibusque illustris, sacravit tempUs, formavit statuis, effigiavit 169 imaginibus, lllum % dubia fama conciliat, per rudes adhuc et Dodonige­ nas populos , duabus vagum navibus , quibus poetae deinceps formam draconum deputaverunt, ignotam circumtulisse sementem. Tu, ut de mediterranea taceam largitate, victum civitalibus Tyrrheni maris erogaturus, granariis tuis duo potius flumina , quam duo navigia complesti. Sed si forte Acbaicis Eleusinæ superstitionis exemplis, tanquam minus idoneis, re­ ligiosus laudatus offenditur ;
就是那以石匠、畫家、雕刻家著稱的希臘為他建廟獻祭、塑成雕像、繪為畫影的人;就是那疑而不定的傳說所稱頌的人:說他行經那仍粗野、達多納所生的諸民,乘着兩艘船——詩人此後想像其形如飛龍——四處遊走傳播一種未知的播種。至於你——姑且不論你在地中海一帶的慷慨——你要向第勒尼安海諸城分發糧食,卻是以兩條大河、而非兩艘船,裝滿了你的糧倉。但一位受稱讚的敬虔者若偶因厄琉西斯迷信那亞該亞的例子——如同不甚合宜之物——而覺被冒犯;
whom his own Greece, illustrious for masons, painters, and sculptors, consecrated with temples, fashioned in statues, portrayed in images; whom doubtful report commends, that through peoples still rude and Dodona-born he carried round, wandering with two ships—which the poets thereafter reckoned to be in the shape of dragons—an unknown sowing. You, that I may be silent of your Mediterranean bounty, being about to dole out sustenance to the cities of the Tyrrhenian sea, filled your granaries with two rivers rather than two vessels. But if perchance a praised religious man is offended by the Achaean examples of the Eleusinian superstition, as by things less fitting;
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seposita mystici intelle­ ctus reverentia, venerabilis patriarchæ Joseph histo­ rialem diligentiam comparemus, qui contra slerilita­ ?m septem uberes annos insecuturam, facile provi­ ait remedium quod prævidit. Secundum tamen mo­ ralem sententiam, nihil judicio meo minor est, qui in superveniente simili necessitate non divinat, et sub­ venit. Quapropter et si ad integrum conjicere non possum, quantas tibi gratias Arelatenses, b Reienses, Avennicus, Arausionensis quoque et a Albensis, d Valentinaeque, nec non et e Tricastinæurbis posses­ sor exsolvat ;quia difficile est eorum ex asse vota metiri, quibus noveris alimoniam sine asse collatam.
那麼,且放下對奧祕解釋的敬畏,讓我們比較可敬的族長約瑟按歷史的勤慎,他為着即將接踵而來的七個荒年,輕易預備了他所預見的救法。然而按道德的意義,依我之見,那在同樣的急難臨到他時並不預知、卻仍施援的人,絲毫不遜於他。因此,縱使我不能全然揣度亞爾勒、里耶、亞維儂、還有奧朗日、阿爾巴、瓦朗斯,以及三堡城之居民要向你償付何等的感謝;因為那些你未取分文便賜以口糧之人的心願,實難完全度量。
then, laying aside the reverence of the mystic understanding, let us compare the historical diligence of the venerable patriarch Joseph, who, against the seven barren years about to follow, easily provided beforehand a remedy which he foresaw. Yet according to the moral sense, in my judgment he is nothing less, who in a like necessity coming upon him does not divine, and yet succours. Wherefore, even though I cannot fully conjecture how great thanks the men of Arles, of Riez, of Avignon, of Orange too, and of Alba, and of Valence, and also the dweller of the city of Trois-Châteaux, may pay you; because it is difficult to measure to the full the vows of those to whom you have given nourishment without a farthing.
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