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Letters 1 part 3/17

Greek original · 133 verses · some words can be tapped for a gloss · long chapter, split into parts; this part covers 1:217–1:349 (2168 verses in all)

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1:217
Εὐχαριστῶ σοι, ὅτι ζῆν δέδωκάς μοι καί γινώσκειν σε καί προσκυνεῖν, Θεέ μου˙ τοῦτο γάρ ζωή, τό σέ γινώσκειν μόνον Θεόν, κτίστην τε καί ποιητήν ἁπάντων, ἀγέννητον, ἄκτιστον, ἄναρχον, μόνον, καί τό σόν υἱόν ἀπό σοῦ γεννηθέντα, καί ἐκπορευτόν τό Πανάγιον Πνεῦμα, τήν πανύμνητον τριαδικήν μονάδα, ἥν τό προσκυνεῖν εὐσεβῶς καί λατρεύειν () ὑπέρ δόξαν ἅπασαν ἄλλην ὑπάρχει, κἄν ἐπίγειον, κἄν οὐράνιον εἴπῃς
I give thanks to you, that you have granted me to live, and to know and worship you, my God; for this is life — to know you, the only God, creator and maker of all things, unbegotten, uncreated, without beginning, and alone; and your Son begotten of you, and the All-Holy Spirit who proceeds — the all-hymned triadic Unity — whom to worship devoutly and to serve surpasses every other glory, whether you name it earthly or heavenly.
我感謝你,因你賜我得以存活,並認識你、敬拜你,我的神啊;因為這就是生命——認識你,獨一的神,萬有的創造者與締造者,非受生的、非受造的、無始的、獨一的;並認識你所生的聖子,與由你所發出的至聖聖靈——這受萬眾頌讚的三一合一者;虔誠敬拜並事奉這三一,勝過一切其他的榮耀,無論你稱之為地上的或天上的。
1:218
Τί γάρ ἀγγέλων, τί δέ τῶν ἀρχαγγέλων, κυριοτήτων, Χερουβίμ, Σεραφίμ τε καί παςῶν ἄλλων στρατιῶν οὐρανίων ὑπάρχει δόξα ἤ φῶς ἀθανασίας ἤ χαρά ἤ ἔλλαμψις ζωῆς ἀΰλου, εἰ μή τό ἕν φῶς τῆς Ἁγίας Τριάδος διαιρούμενον τρισσῶς ἀδιαιρέτως, ὅ ἕν ὑπάρχει ἐν τρισί χαρακτῆρσι, γινωσκόμενον ἀγνώστως, ὅσον θέλει;
For what is the glory of angels, or of archangels, dominions, cherubim, seraphim, and all the other heavenly hosts — or the light of immortality, or joy, or the illumination of immaterial life — except the one light of the Holy Trinity, divided threefold yet undivided, which is one in three characters, known unknowably, as much as it wills to be known?
因為天使的榮耀,或大天使、主治天使、革魯賓、色拉芬,以及其餘一切天上諸軍的榮耀,或那不朽之光、或喜樂、或非物質生命的光照,除了聖三一那雖三分而不可分割、在三個位格中為一的獨一之光——那按其自身所願被人以不可知之方式所認識的光——之外,還能是什麼呢?
1:219
Οὐδέ γάρ ἐνδέχεται κτίσμα τόν κτίστην οὕτω γινώσκειν ἤ νοΐ βλέπειν ὅλον, ὡς αὐτός οἶδεν ἑαυτόν κατά φύσιν˙ κατά χάριν δέ βλέπουσι καί νοοῦσιν ἄγγελοι πάντες καί πᾶσα κτιστή φύσις, οὐ καταλαμβάνοντες, ἀλλά νοοῦντες, καθό γνωσθῆναι ἤ φανῆναι θελήσει τοῖς τυφλοῖς τό φῶς ἤ καί βλέπουσι πάντως˙ καί γάρ ὀφθαλμός χωρίς φωτός οὐ βλέπει, ἀλλά καί ὁρᾶν ἐκ τοῦ φωτός λαμβάνει, ὅτι παρ αὐτοῦ καί ἐδημιουργήθη
For it is not possible for a creature to know the creator thus, or to behold him wholly with the mind, as he knows himself by nature. But by grace all the angels and every created nature see and understand — not comprehending, but understanding — insofar as the light wills to be known or to appear to the blind, and insofar as they see at all. For the eye without light does not see, but receives the power to see from the light, since it was also created by it.
因為受造者不可能如此認識創造主,也不能以理智全然看見祂,如祂本性自知自己那樣;但眾天使與一切受造之性乃是憑恩典而見、而悟,並非領悟透澈,而只是有所領會,依照那光願意向瞎眼者顯明或被認識到何等程度,或依照他們究竟能否看見而定。因為眼睛沒有光就看不見,反倒是從光那裡領受看見的能力,因為眼睛本是那光所造的。
1:220
Κἄν ἀσώματον, κἄν ἐνσώματον εἴπῃς, εὑρήσεις πάντα Θεόν πεποιηκότα
Whether you speak of the bodiless or the embodied, you will find that God has made them all.
無論你談論無形之物,或有形之物,你都會發現一切皆為神所造。
1:221
καί πᾶσα εὐπρέπεια ὑπάρχει ἄλλη, ἡ ἐπίγνωσις τῆς ἀρχῆς καί αἰτίας, ὅθεν παρήχθη καί γεγόνασι πάντα
And all other beauty consists in the recognition of the origin and cause from which all things were brought forth and came to be.
而一切其他的美好,皆在於認識那萬物由之產生、由之而成的本源與因由。
1:222
() Τοῦτο σύστασις τῶν ἄνω καί τῶν κάτω, τοῦτο ἡ τάξις πάντων τῶν νοουμένων, τοῦτο δούλωσις πάντων τῶν ὁρωμένων, τοῦτο ἔσχον ἄγγελοι στάσιν βεβαίαν προσλαβόμενοι γνῶσιν καί φόβον πλείω, ὅτει πίπτοντα τόν Σατανᾶν ἑώρων καί τούς σύν αὐτῷ ὑπαχθέντας οἰήσει˙ ὅσοι γάρ μόνον ἐπελάθοντο τούτου καί κατέπεσον ἐπάρσει δουλωθέντες, ὅσοι δέ τοῦτο πάλιν εἶχον εἰς γνῶσιν, ἐκουφίζοντο φόβῳ καί τῇ ἀγάπῃ, προσκολλώμενοι τῷ ἑαυτῶν Δεσπότῃ
This is the constitution of things above and things below; this is the order of all intelligible beings; this is the subjection of all visible things. This is what gave the angels firm standing, when they received knowledge and greater fear, seeing Satan falling, and those led astray with him by conceit. For as many as merely forgot this fell, enslaved by arrogance; but as many as kept this again in their knowledge were lightened by fear and by love, cleaving to their own Master.
這就是上界與下界的構成,這就是一切可理解者的秩序,這就是一切可見者的隸屬;這正是眾天使得以站立穩固之因——當他們領受知識與更深的敬畏,眼見撒但因自負而墜落,並那些與他一同被自負所誘引者也隨之墜落之時。凡僅僅忘卻此事的,便因驕矜而被奴役,因而墜落;凡仍將此事存記於知識中的,便因敬畏與愛而得以輕省,緊緊依附於他們自己的主宰。
1:223
Ὅθεν ἡ ἐπίγνωσις τῆς δεσποτείας καί τήν προσθήκην τῆς ἀγάπης ἐποίει, ὅτι καί πλείω τήν ἀστράπτουσαν αἴγλην καί τρανοτέραν ἑώρων τῆς Τριάδος, καί τοῦτο πάλιν πᾶσαν ἔννοιαν ἄλλην ἀπεκρούετο καί ἀτρέπτους ἐποίει τούς τρεπτήν φύσιν τό κατ ἀρχάς λαβόντας, ἐν τῷ ὕψει μένοντας τῶν οὐρανίων
Hence the recognition of his lordship also produced the growth of love, because they beheld the flashing splendor of the Trinity ever more fully and clearly; and this in turn repelled every other thought, and made unchangeable those who had received a changeable nature at the beginning, as they remained in the height of the heavens.
由此,對主權的認識也帶來了愛的增長,因為他們愈發清楚而豐盛地看見了聖三一那閃耀的光輝;而這又驅逐了一切其他的意念,使那些起初原具可變本性的存有者,在停留於諸天之高處時,變得不再可變。
1:224
Τίς ὁ μοναχός καί καί τίς ἡ αὐτοῦ ἐργασία˙ καί εἰς οἷον ὕψος οὗτος ὁ θεῖος πατήρ θεωρίας ἀνῆλθεν
Who the monk is, and what his labor is; and to what height of contemplation this divine father ascended.
論修士為何、其功課為何;並論此位神聖教父升至何等的默觀高度。
1:225
Μοναχός, ὅστις ἀμιγής ἐστι κόσμῳ καί ἀενάως ὁμιλεῖ Θεῷ μόνῳ, βλέπων βλέπεται, φιλῶν φιλεῖται καί γίνεται φῶς λαμπόμενος ἀρρήτως˙ δοξαζόμενος δοκεῖ πλέον πτωχεύειν καί προσοικειούμενος ὡς ξένος πέλει
A monk is one who is unmingled with the world and holds unceasing converse with God alone: seeing, he is seen; loving, he is loved; and he becomes light, illumined ineffably. Being glorified, he seems rather to grow poorer; and being drawn into intimacy, he remains as a stranger.
修士,乃是不與世界混雜、且不斷與神獨自交談之人:他觀看,同時也被觀看;他愛,同時也被愛;他成了光,以不可言喻之方式被照亮。他愈受尊榮,反倒愈顯得貧乏;他愈被親近接納,卻仍如同客旅一般。
1:226
Ὤ ξένου πάντῃ θαύματος καί ἀφράστου!
O wonder wholly strange and ineffable!
噢,何等奇異而不可言喻的奇蹟啊!
1:227
Διά πλοῦτον ἄπειρον ὑπάρχω πένης καί μηδέν ἔχειν δοκῶ πολύ κατέχων καί λέγω˙ Διψῶ διά πλῆθος ὑδάτων καί τίς μοι δώσει, ὅπερ ἔχω πλουσίως, καί ποῦ εὑρήσως, ὅν ὁρῶ καθ ἑκάστην;
Because of boundless wealth I am poor; possessing much, I seem to have nothing, and I say: I thirst amid an abundance of waters. Who will give me what I already possess in abundance, and where shall I find him whom I see every day?
因無限的富足,我反倒貧窮;雖擁有甚多,卻似乎一無所有,我說:我在眾水之中反倒乾渴;誰能將我已豐富擁有的賜給我?我又要往哪裡尋見我天天所見的那一位呢?
1:228
Πῶς δέ κρατήσω, ὅ ἐντός μου ὑπάρχει καί ἔξω κόσμου, οὐ γάρ βλέπεται ὅλως;
And how shall I lay hold of that which exists within me, and yet is outside the world — for it is not seen at all?
我又如何能握住那存在於我裡面、卻又在世界之外者呢?因為那全然不能被看見。
1:229
Ὅ ἔων ὦτα ἀκούειν ἀκουέτω νοῶν ἀληθῶς ῥήματα ἀγραμμάτου
He who has ears to hear, let him hear, truly understanding the words of an unlettered man.
有耳可聽的,就應當聽,真實地領悟這無學之人的話語。
1:230
Διδασκαλία εἰς μοναχούς ἄρτι ἀποταξαμένους κόσμῳ καί τοῖς ἐν κόσμῳ˙ καί περί τοῦ, ὁποίαν τις ὀφείλει πίστιν ἔχειν πρός τόν ἴδιον πατέρα
Teaching for monks who have newly renounced the world and the things of the world; and concerning what trust one ought to have toward one's own spiritual father.
致剛剛棄絕世界與世上之事的修士們的教導;並論一個人應當對自己的屬靈之父存有何種信賴。
1:231
() Ἄφες κόσμον ἅπαντα καί τούς ἐν κόσμῳ˙ μόνον προσλαβοῦ τό μακάριον πένθος
Leave behind the whole world and those in the world; take up only blessed mourning.
棄絕全世界與世上的人;惟獨持守那蒙福的憂傷。
1:232
Θρήνησον μόνα τά κακῶς σοι πραχθέντα, ὅτι ταῦτά σε τοῦ ποιητοῦ τῶν ὅλων ἀπεστέρησαν, Χριστοῦ καί τῶν ἁγίων
Lament only the evil deeds you have done, for these have deprived you of the maker of all things, Christ, and of the saints.
只為你所犯下的惡事哀哭,因為這些惡事使你被剝奪了與萬有的創造者基督、以及與眾聖徒的聯合。
1:233
Μηδενός ἄλλου φροντίσῃς ἐκτός τούτου, ἀλλά καί τό σῶμά σου ὡς ξένον ἔχε καί κάτω βλέπε ὡς κατακεκριμένος καί τήν ἐπί θάνατον ὁδόν βαδίζων στέναζε ἀεί ἐκ βάθους τῆς καρδίας Καί τό πρόσωπον μόνοις δάκρυσι πλῦνε
Take thought for nothing else besides this. Regard even your own body as a stranger, and look downward as one condemned; and as one walking the road toward death, groan always from the depth of your heart, and wash your face with tears alone.
除此之外,不要掛慮任何其他的事;甚至要將自己的身體視如陌路,垂目而視,如同被定罪之人;並如同行走在通往死亡之路上的人,時常從心底深處嘆息,惟以眼淚洗滌你的面容。
1:234
Τούς δέ πόδας σου, τούς εἰς κακά δραμόντας μή θελήσῃς ὕδατι νίψαι μηδόλως, ναί δή, καί τάς χεῖράς σου συνεσταλμένας ἔχε˙ ταύτας ἀναιδῶς πρός Θεόν μή ἐκτείνῃς, ἅς πολλάκις ἥπλωσας εἰς ἁμαρτίαν
As for your feet, which have run into evils, do not wish to wash them with water at all — yes, indeed. And keep your hands restrained; do not shamelessly stretch them out toward God — the hands you have so often stretched out unto sin.
至於你那奔向罪惡的雙腳,切莫想要以水加以洗淨——的確如此;且要約束你的雙手;不可厚顏無恥地向神伸出這雙手——那你屢次伸向罪惡的雙手。
1:235
Κράτει προπετοῦς, ὅση δύναμις, γλώσσης εὐχερής καί γάρ αὕτη πρός ἁμαρτίαν , ἐπεί δι αὐτῆς μόνης καί τῶν μεγάλων πολλοί ἀπεσφάλησαν ὁδοῦ εὐθείας καί ἀπώλεσαν οὐρανῶν βασιλείαν
Restrain, as much as you have strength, a reckless tongue that is easily prone to sin; for by this alone many, even among the great, have strayed from the straight path and lost the kingdom of heaven.
要盡你所能地約束你那魯莽、易於犯罪的舌頭;因為單單藉著這舌頭,許多人——甚至偉大的人物——都曾偏離正道,喪失了天國。
1:236
Ἄκουε μόνας πατρός σου νουθεσίας, ποιοῦ ταπεινάς πρός αὐτόν ἀποκρίσεις καί ὡς τῷ Θεῷ λέγε τούς λογισμούς σου μέχρι προσβολῆς καί μηδέν ἀποκρύψῃς
Listen only to the admonitions of your spiritual father; give him humble answers; and as to God, tell him your thoughts, even to the first assault, and hide nothing.
只聽從你屬靈之父的勸誡;謙卑地回答他;並如同對神一般,將你的念頭——甚至直到那初起的挑動——都告訴他,什麼也不要隱藏。
1:237
μηδέ τι πράξῃς ἄνευ γνώμης τῆς τούτου, μηδέ κοιμηθῇς μήτε φάγῃς ἤ πίῃς
Do nothing without his consent; neither sleep, nor eat, nor drink without it.
凡事不可未經他的許可而行;未經許可也不可睡覺,不可吃,也不可喝。
1:238
μηδέν δοκήσῃς μέγα κατωρθωκέναι˙ καί γάρ ἔσπειρας ἔν ἱδρῶτι καί κόπῳ, οὔπω δέ καρπόν τῶν σῶν πόνων ἐδρέψω
Do not think that you have accomplished anything great; for you have sown in sweat and toil, but you have not yet reaped the fruit of your labors.
不要以為自己已成就了什麼大事;因為你不過是在汗水與勞苦中撒了種,尚未收穫你勞苦的果實。
1:239
Μή οὖν πλανηθῇς ἤ δόξῃς εὑρηκέναι, πρίν ἤ ὀφθαλμούς ψυχικούς ἐπικτήσῃ καί σῆς καρδίας καθαρθῶσι τά ὦτα τοῖς δάκρυσί σου ἐκπλυθέντα τοῦ ῥύπου καί πνευματικῶς βλέπειν τε καί ἀκούειν καί ἀλλοτριοῦσθαι ὅλας αἰσθήσεις ἄρξῃ, καί γάρ θεάσῃ πολλά τῶν ἀνεκφράστων καί ἀκούσεις πλείονα πανεξαισίως, ἅ οὐ δυνήσῃ τῇ γλώσσῃ σου λαλῆσαι
Do not, then, be deceived, or think that you have found it, before you have acquired eyes of the soul, and the ears of your heart have been purified, washed clean of defilement by your tears, and you begin to see and hear spiritually and to become estranged from all the senses. For then you will behold many things beyond expression, and you will hear yet more things, utterly astonishing, which you will not be able to utter with your tongue.
所以,在你尚未獲得靈魂的眼睛、你心中的耳朵尚未被你的眼淚洗淨污穢而潔淨、你尚未開始屬靈地看與聽、也尚未開始在一切感官上與世界疏離之前,切莫受迷惑,也不要以為自己已經尋見了。因為到那時,你將看見許多無法言表的事物,也將聽見更多令人驚異至極的事,是你的舌頭所無法訴說的。
1:240
Φρικτόν οὖν θαῦμα πνευματικῶς ἀκούειν, καί τό οὕτως βλέπειν δέ θαῦμα θαυμάτων!
A dread wonder, then, it is to hear spiritually; and thus to see is a wonder of wonders!
屬靈地聽,實在是一件可畏的奇事;而如此地看,更是奇事中的奇事!
1:241
Οὐδέν σαρκικόν ἐννοεῖ ποτε ὁ τοιοῦτος, πατεῖ δέ τήν γῆν ὡς εἰς ἀέρα βαίνων, πάντα τε ὁρᾷ μέχρι καί τῶν ἀβύσσων καί κατανοεῖ τά ποιήματα πάντα, γνωρίζει Θεόν, ἐκπλήττεται τῷ φόβῳ καί ὡς ποιητήν προσκυνεῖ καί δοξάζει˙ μέγα τό γνωρίσαι δέ τήν δεσποτείαν, () κἄν πάντες νομίζωσι τοῦτο εἰδέναι, ἀπατῶνται δέ πλεῖστοι, μή ἀμφιβάλλῃς!
Such a one never entertains anything carnal; he treads the earth as though walking into the air, and he sees all things, even to the depths, and understands all created things. He knows God, is struck with awe, and worships and glorifies him as maker. Great indeed is it to know his lordship — though all suppose they know this, yet most are deceived; do not doubt it!
這樣的人絕不存有任何屬肉體的意念;他行走於地上,卻彷彿行於空中;他看見萬有,甚至直到深淵,並且領悟一切受造之物;他認識神,因敬畏而驚駭,且以祂為創造者而敬拜、歸榮耀於祂。認識祂的主權,實在是一件大事——雖然人人都自以為知道這事,然而大多數人卻受了欺騙,你切莫懷疑這一點!
1:242
Τοῦτο ἴσασιν οἱ φωτισθέντες, οἱ δ ἄλλοι πάντες, ὤ τῆς δεινῆς ἀγνοίας, σκοτεινότεροί εἰσι καί τῶν δαιμόνων
This the illumined know; but all others — O what dreadful ignorance! — are darker even than the demons.
唯有蒙光照的人才知曉此事;而其餘眾人——噢,何等可怕的無知啊!——竟比鬼魔更為黑暗。
1:243
Ἀλλ ὦ Κύριε καί Κτίστα τῶν ἁπάντων, ὅς ἐποίησας ζῷον θνητόν ἐκ γῆς με καί ἐτίμησας χάριτι ἀθανάτῳ καί ζῆν δέδωκας καί λαλεῖν καί κινεῖσθαι καί δοξάζειν σέ, τόν Δεσπότην τῶν ὅλων, αὐτός, Δέσποτα, δός μοι τῷ ταλαιπώρῳ καί προσπίπτειν σοι καί αἰτεῖν τό συμφέρον
But O Lord and Creator of all things, who made me, a mortal creature, from earth, and honored me with immortal grace, and gave me to live and to speak and to move and to glorify you, the Master of all — grant me, Master, wretched as I am, both to fall down before you and to ask for what is profitable.
但主啊,萬有的創造者,是祢用塵土造我這必死的活物,並以不朽的恩典尊榮了我,賜我得以生存、言說、活動並歸榮耀於祢——萬有的主宰啊——求祢,主宰啊,也賜給我這可憐之人,能俯伏在祢面前,並祈求那有益的事。
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Ἀγνοῶ καί γάρ, πῶς παρήχθην ἐν κόσμῳ καί τί τά τῇδε, ἅ νομίζουσιν εἶναι˙ τίς ἡ ὅρασις ἡ ἐμή, ὦ Θεέ μου, τί δέ τά ὁρώμενα, εἰπεῖν οὐκ ἔχω, πῶς ἐματαιώθημεν ἄνθρωποι πάντες καί κρίσιν ὀρθήν οὐκ ἔχομεν τῶν ὄντων
For I do not know how I was brought into the world, nor what these things here are which men suppose to be real. What my own sight is, my God, and what the things seen are, I cannot say — how we, all mankind, have become vain and lack right judgment concerning the things that are.
因為我不知道自己是如何被帶到這世上來的,也不知道這裡的一切、那些人們以為真實的東西究竟是什麼;我的神啊,我的視覺究竟是什麼,所見之物又究竟是什麼,我實在說不出來——我們眾人竟如何變得虛妄,對於萬有竟毫無正確的判斷。
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Χθές ἦλθον πάντως καί αὔριον ὑπάγω καί εἶναι δοκῶ ἀθάνατος ἐνταῦθα
Only yesterday, surely, I came, and tomorrow I shall depart — yet I imagine myself immortal here.
昨日我方才來到,明日我便將離去,然而我卻自以為在此是不朽的。
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ἀρνοῦμαι δέ σε τοῖς ἔργοις καθ ἑκάστην˙ διδάσκομαί σε ποιητήν εἶναι πάντων, ἄνευ δέ σοῦ βιάζομαι πάντα ἔχειν
Yet by my deeds I deny you each day; I am taught that you are the maker of all things, yet I strive to possess all things apart from you.
然而我卻天天以自己的行為否認祢;我雖蒙教導知祢是萬有的創造者,卻仍強求要在沒有祢的情況下擁有一切。
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Σύ βασιλεύεις τῶν ἄνω καί τῶν κάτω κἀγώ μόνος σοι ἀντιπίπτειν οὐ φρίσσω˙ δός τῷ ἀπόρῳ, δός μοι τῷ παναθλίῳ πᾶσαν ἀπορρίψασθαι ψυχῆς κακίαν, ἥν φυσίωσις, ἥν ἔπαρσις ματαία συνθλῶσιν ἅμα καί συντρίβουσιν, οἴμοι!
You reign over the things above and the things below, and I alone do not shrink from opposing you. Grant to the destitute one — grant to me, the all-wretched one — to cast off every wickedness of my soul, which pride and vain arrogance together crush and shatter — woe is me!
祢統管天上與地下一切,惟獨我不畏懼與祢相抗。求祢賜給這一無所有的人——賜給我這極其可憐的人——能除去靈魂中一切的惡,那被自負與虛妄的驕矜一同壓碎、摧毀的惡——我何等有禍啊!
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Δός ταπείνωσιν, δός χεῖρα βοηθείας καί καθάρισον τόν ῥύπον τῆς ψυχῆς μου () καί παράσχου μοι δάκρυα μετανοίας, δάκρυα πόθου, δάκρυα σωτηρίας, δάκρυα καθαίροντα ζόφον νοός μου καί λαμπρόν με ἄνωθεν ἀποτελοῦντα, τόν ὁρᾶν σε θέλοντα, τό φῶς τοῦ κόσμου, τό φῶς τῶν ἐμῶν ὀφθαλμῶν, τοῦ ἀθλίου, καί καρδίαν γέμουσαν κακῶν τοῦ βίου ἔχοντος πολλῶν ἐκ θλίψεων καί φθόνου τῶν δραματουργῶν τῆς ἐμῆς ἐξορίας ἤ, μᾶλλον εἰπεῖν, τῶν ἐμῶν εὐεργετῶν, τῶν δεσποτῶν μου, τῶν ἐμῶν ὄντως φίλων, οἶς ἀντί κακῶν δός ἀγαθά, Χριστέ μου, τά αἰώνια, τά καί πλούσια καί θεῖα, ἅ ἡτοίμασας εἰς αἰῶνας αἰώνων τοῖς σέ ποθοῦσι καί φιλοῦσιν ἐκθύμως
Give me humility, give me a helping hand, and cleanse the filth of my soul; and grant me tears of repentance, tears of longing, tears of salvation — tears that cleanse the darkness of my mind and make me, from above, radiant: me who desires to see you, the light of the world, the light of my own eyes, wretched as I am. Grant tears too for a heart full of the evils of this life, full of many afflictions and of the envy of those who contrived my exile — or rather, to speak more truly, of my benefactors, my masters, my truly friends — to whom, in place of evils, grant good things, my Christ: the eternal things, the rich and divine things, which you have prepared unto ages of ages for those who long for you and love you fervently.
求祢賜我謙卑,求祢伸出援手,潔淨我靈魂的污穢;並求祢賜我悔改的眼淚、渴慕的眼淚、救恩的眼淚——那能潔淨我心思之幽暗、使我從上頭得以光明燦爛的眼淚:我這渴望見祢——世界之光、我這可憐人雙眼之光——的人。求祢也賜下眼淚,為那充滿今生諸惡、充滿眾多苦難、以及那些一手策劃我流放之人之嫉妒的心——或者說得更確切些,是我的施恩者、我的主人們、我真正的朋友們——求祢,我的基督啊,以美善代替惡事賜給他們,賜下那永恆的、豐盛而神聖的美善,就是祢為那些切慕祢、熱切愛祢的人所預備、直到永永遠遠的美善。
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Ἀλφάβητος τοῦ αὐτοῦ κατά στοιχεῖον διπλοῦς προτρέπων καί ὁδηγῶν εἰς τελειότητα βίου ἀναδραμεῖν τόν ἄρτι ἀπό τοῦ κόσμου ἀναχωρήσαντα
An alphabetic acrostic by the same author, twofold in each letter, exhorting and guiding him who has newly withdrawn from the world to run forward unto the perfection of life.
同一作者所作的字母詩,每一字母皆有雙節,勸勉並引導那剛剛離世出走之人向著生命的成全奮力前行。
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() Ἀρχήν ποιήσας Χριστόν καί θερμήν πίστιν οὕτως ἀναχώρησον ἀπό τοῦ κόσμου
Having made Christ and fervent faith your beginning, thus withdraw from the world.
既以基督與熱切的信仰為起始,你便當如此離世而出。
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Βάδιζε φεύγων συγγενεῖς τε καί φίλους, τοῦτο γάρ ὠφέλιμον τοῖς ἀρχαρίοις
Go forth, fleeing kinsfolk and friends, for this is profitable for beginners.
起身而行,遠離親屬與朋友,因為這對初學者是有益的。
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Γυμνός πρόσελθε τῶν ὑλῶν τῷ ἀΰλῳ, οὐδέν μεῖζον εὑρήσεις εἰς συμμαχίαν
Come naked of material things to him who is immaterial; you will find nothing greater as an ally.
赤身而不帶物質之累來到那非物質者面前;你不會找到比這更大的助力。
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Ἡμᾶς βροτούς ἅπαντας σῴζοντας δῶρον, καί γάρ ἠγοράσθημεν αἵματι θείῳ˙ θεούς δεικνύντα δυνάμει τοῦ καλοῦντος, τοῦτο γάρ ἡ σάρκωσις ἡ τοῦ Δεσπότου, ἵν ἔργῳ γνῷς τῶν ἔργων τάς ἐκβάσεις˙ τό πάντων θαυμαστότερον τῶν ὁρωμένων!
Regard as a gift the saving of us, all mortals — for indeed we were bought with divine blood — a gift that shows us to be gods by the power of him who calls us; for this is the incarnation of the Master, that you may know by experience the outcome of your deeds: the most wonderful of all things seen!
當視我們眾必死之人的得救為一恩賜——因我們實在是被神聖的血所買贖——這恩賜藉那呼召者的大能,將我們顯明為神;因為這正是主宰的道成肉身,好叫你藉實際經歷得知你行為的結果——這是萬有所見之中最令人驚奇的事!
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Νόμιζε εἶναι εὐτελέστερος πάντων, τοῦτο πρῶτόν σε ποιεῖ τῆς βασιλείας, ξένος τε πτωχότερος, ταπεινότερος ἄλλων˙ μεγάλα ὄντως, εἰ ταῦτα κατορθώσῃς
Consider yourself more worthless than all; this above all makes you an heir of the kingdom — a stranger, poorer and more humble than others: truly great things, if you achieve these.
當自視為眾人中最卑微者;這首先使你成為天國的承受者——作客旅、比他人更貧窮、更謙卑:若你能成就這些,實在是何等偉大的事。
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Ὅλος ὑπάρξῃς μιμητής τοῦ Δεσπότου, τί δέ ὑπάρχει ἀγαθότερον τούτου;
Become wholly an imitator of the Master; and what is better than this?
當全然成為主宰的效法者;還有什麼比這更美好的呢?
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Πάντα κατορθοῖ τό πενθεῖν καθ ἑκάστην, γλυκύ γάρ τοῦτο ὑπέρ βρῶσιν καί πόσιν ῥεόντων καί ἑστώτων διδάσκον γνῶσιν˙ ἀφιστᾷ γάρ πρότερον παντός τοῦ κόσμου
Mourning daily accomplishes all things, for this is sweet beyond food and drink, teaching the knowledge of things transient and things abiding; for it is the first to separate one from the whole world.
天天憂傷能成就一切,因這憂傷比飲食更為甘甜,教人分辨那流轉無常之事與那恆常不變之事的知識;因為它首先使人與全世界分離。
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Σιωπήν ἄσκει, τήν φυλάττουσαν ταῦτα, ῥίζας κόπτει γάρ ἀνωφελεῖς παντοίας
Practice silence, which guards these things, for it cuts off every kind of unprofitable root.
當操練靜默,因它能守護以上這一切;因為它砍除各樣無益的根。
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Τήν μνήμην ἔχει πάντοτε τοῦ θανάτου˙ αὕτη γάρ πρόξενος ταπεινώσεως πέλει˙ Ὑφ ὧν καθαρθείς καί αὐγασθείς καρδίαν ὤ τοῦ θαύματος τοῦ ζητουμένου πᾶσι φῶς ἀξιωθῇς ἰδεῖν καλῶς τό θεῖον, βέλος γάρ ἐστιν ἄϋλον ἐξ ἀΰλου˙ Χριστός δέ ἐστιν ἡ τελεία ἀγάπη, ὁ ἔχων αὐτήν θέσει Θεός ὑπάρχει, ψυχάς φωτίζων τάς αὐτόν ἐκζητούσας˙ αὗται μόναι ζήσονται, μηδείς πλανάσθω!
Keep always the remembrance of death, for this is the cause of humility. Purified and illumined in heart by these things — O the wonder sought by all! — may you be counted worthy to see clearly the divine light, for it is an immaterial arrow from the Immaterial One. And Christ is perfect love; he who possesses it is God by adoption, illuminating the souls that seek him out. These alone shall live — let no one be deceived!
當常存記念死亡,因這記念乃是謙卑之因。藉著這些操練,心得潔淨、得光照——噢,這是眾人所尋求的奇事!——願你配得清楚看見那神聖之光,因這光乃是那非物質者所發出的非物質之箭。基督就是那完全的愛;凡擁有這愛的,便藉恩典成為神,照亮那尋求祂的靈魂。惟獨這些人將要存活——切莫使人被欺哄!
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Ὧ θεοποιός ἀγάπη, Θεός οὖσα!
O deifying love, itself God!
噢,這使人成神的愛,其本身即是神!
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Ἔκπληξις τοῦτο καί δυσεύρετον πρᾶγμα
This is a thing of astonishment, and hard to find.
這是一件令人驚駭、且難以尋見之事。
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Τετράστιχα τοῦ αὐτοῦ τόν πρός Θεόν αὐτοῦ ἐντεῦθεν δεικνύοντα ἔρωτα
Quatrains by the same author, showing hereafter his love toward God.
同一作者所作的四行詩,自此以下顯明其對神的愛慕。
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() Πῶς καί πῦρ ὑπάρχεις βλύζον, πῶς καί ὕδωρ εἶς δροσίζον, πῶς καί καίεις καί γλυκαίνεις, πῶς φθοράν ἐξαφανίζεις;
How are you a fire welling up, and how are you a water that gives dew? How do you both burn and sweeten? How do you make corruption vanish?
祢如何既是湧流的火,又如何是滋潤的甘露之水?祢如何既焚燒又使人甘甜?祢如何使朽壞消逝無蹤?
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Πῶς θεούς ποιεῖς ἀνθρώπους, πῶς τό σκότος φῶς ἐργάζῃ, πῶς ἀνάγεις ἐκ τοῦ ᾅδου, πῶς θνητούς ἐξαφθαρτίζεις;
How do you make men gods? How do you turn darkness into light? How do you lead up out of Hades? How do you free mortals from corruption?
祢如何使人成為神?祢如何使黑暗變為光明?祢如何從陰間將人領上來?祢如何使必死者脫離朽壞?
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Πῶς πρός φῶς τό σκότος ἕλκεις, πῶς τήν νύκτα περιδράσσῃ, πῶς καρδίαν περιλάμπεις, πῶς με ὅλον μεταβάλλεις;
How do you draw darkness toward light? How do you seize hold of the night? How do you shine round about my heart? How do you transform me wholly?
祢如何將黑暗拉向光明?祢如何緊緊掌握黑夜?祢如何環照我的心?祢如何使我全然改變?
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Πῶς ἑνοῦσαι τοῖς ἀνθρώποις, πῶς υἱούς Θεοῦ ἐργάζῃ, πῶς ἐκκαίεις σου τῷ πόθῳ, πῶς τιτρώσκεις ἄνευ ξίφους;
How are you united to human beings? How do you make them sons of God? How do you kindle them with longing for you? How do you wound without a sword?
祢如何與世人聯合為一?祢如何使人成為神的兒女?祢如何以對祢的渴慕點燃他們?祢如何不用刀劍而使人受傷?
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Πῶς ἀνέχῃ, πῶς βαστάζεις, πῶς εὐθύς οὐκ ἀποδίδως, πῶς ὑπάρχων ἔξω πάντων βλέπεις πάντων τά πρακτέα;
How do you bear with us? How do you sustain us? How is it that you do not requite us at once? And how, though you are outside all things, do you see all things that are to be done?
祢如何忍耐我們?祢如何扶持我們?祢為何不立即照我們所當得的報應我們?祢雖在萬有之外,又如何看見萬人所行的一切?
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() Πῶς μακράν ἡμῶν τυγχάνων καθορᾷς ἑκάστου πρᾶξιν;
How, being far from us, do you behold the deed of each one?
祢雖遠離我們,又如何看見每個人的行為?
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Δός ὑπομονήν σοῖς δούλοις, μή καλύψῃ τούτους θλῖψις!
Give patience to your servants; let not affliction overwhelm them!
求祢賜忍耐給祢的僕人;求祢不容苦難將他們淹沒!
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Ἔντευξις τοῦ αὐτοῦ εἰς Θεόν˙ καί ὅπως Θεῷ συναπτόμενος καί δόξαν Θεοῦ ὁρῶν ἐν ἑαυτῷ ἐνεργοῦσαν ἐξεπλήττετο
A supplication by the same author to God; and how, being united to God and seeing the glory of God operating within himself, he was struck with amazement.
同一作者向神所獻的祈禱;並論他如何因與神聯合、且見神的榮耀在自己裡面運行,而心生驚駭。
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πῶς ἐν ἐμοί κατανοῶ, ἐν οὐρανῷ δ ὁρῶ σε;
How is it that I perceive you within me, and yet see you in heaven?
我如何在自己裡面領悟祢,卻又在天上看見祢?
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Σύ μόνος οἶδας, ὁ ποιῶν ταῦτα καί λάμπων ὥσπερ ἥλιος ἐν καρδίᾳ μου, τῇ ὑλικῇ, ἀΰλως
You alone know, who do these things and shine like a sun in my heart — my material heart — immaterially.
唯獨祢知曉,是祢行了這一切,並如同太陽一般,以非物質的方式照耀在我這物質的心中。
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Ὁ διαυγάσας μοι τό φῶς τῆς δόξης σου, Θεέ μου, διά τοῦ ἀποστόλου σου καί μαθητοῦ καί δούλου, τοῦ παναγίου Συμεών, αὐτός καί νῦν μοι λάμψον καί δίδαξον ἐν Πνεύματι ὕμνους ἐκείνῳ ᾆσαι, καινούς ὁμοῦ καί παλαιούς, θείους καί κεκρυμμένους, ἵν ἐξ ἐμοῦ θαυμαστωθῇ ἡ γνῶσίς σου, Θεέ μου, καί ἡ σοφία ἡ πολλή παραδειχθῇ μειζόνως˙ καί πάντες σε αἰνέσουσιν ἀκούσαντες, Χριστέ μου, ὅτι καιναῖς ἐγώ λαλῶ γλώσσαις τῇ χάριτί σου
You who caused the light of your glory to shine forth to me, my God, through your apostle and disciple and servant, the all-holy Symeon — shine upon me also now, and teach me in the Spirit to sing hymns to him, new and old together, divine and hidden, so that through me your knowledge, my God, may be shown wonderful, and your great wisdom may be displayed the more; and all who hear will praise you, my Christ, because by your grace I speak in new tongues.
祢曾藉著祢的使徒、門徒與僕人,至聖的西面,向我照射出祢榮耀之光,我的神啊——求祢如今也照耀我,並在聖靈裡教導我,向他歌唱新舊並存、神聖而隱秘的頌歌,好叫祢的知識藉著我得以顯為奇妙,我的神啊,並使祢豐盛的智慧得以更加彰顯;凡聽見的人都要讚美祢,我的基督啊,因為我是藉著祢的恩典,用新方言說話。
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Ἐγώ πονῶ, ἐγώ ἀλγῶ τήν ταπεινήν ψυχήν μου, ὅταν φανῇ ἐντός αὐτῆς λάμψαν τρανῶς τό φῶς σου˙ ὁ πόθος πόνος παρ ἐμοί καί καλεῖται καί ἔστιν
I labor, I suffer pain in my humble soul, when your light appears shining clearly within it; longing, for me, is both called pain and is pain.
我勞苦、我這卑微的靈魂感到疼痛,每當祢的光在其中清晰顯現、閃耀之時;渴慕之情,於我而言,既被稱為痛苦,也確實是痛苦。
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Ἄλγος τῷ μή ἰσχύειν με ὅλον περιλαβεῖν σε καί κορεσθῆναι, ὡς ποθῶ, ὑπάρχει μοι καί στένω˙ ὅμως ὅτι καί βλέπω σε, ἀρκετόν μοι καί τοῦτο καί δόξα ἔσται καί χαρά καί στέφος βασιλείας, () καί ὑπέρ πάντα τά τερπνά καί ποθεινά τοῦ κόσμου˙ τοῦτο καί τῶν ἀγγέλων με ὅμοιον ἀποδείξει, ἴσως καί μείζοντα αὐτῶν, Δέσποτά μου, ποιήσει
There is pain for me in not being able to embrace you wholly and to be satisfied as I long to be, and I groan. Yet because I do also see you, this too is enough for me, and it shall be glory and joy and a crown of kingship — beyond all the delightful and desirable things of the world. This will show me equal to the angels, and perhaps, my Master, will make me even greater than they.
因我無力全然擁抱祢、無法如我所渴望的那樣得著滿足,我便感到痛苦,並為此嘆息;然而,因我畢竟得見祢,這對我已然足夠,並且將成為榮耀、喜樂與王權的冠冕,勝過世上一切令人喜悅、令人渴慕的事物。這將顯明我與眾天使同等,我的主宰啊,或許還會使我比他們更為尊貴。
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Εἰ γάρ ἀόρατος αὐτοῖς ὑπάρχεις τῇ οὐσίᾳ, τῇ φύσει τε ἀπρόσιτος, ἐμοί δέ καθορᾶσαι, πάντως καί τῇ τῆς φύσεώς σου μίγνυσαί μοι οὐσία˙ οὐ γάρ διΐσταται τά σά, οὐ τέμνονται δέ ὅλως, ἀλλ ἡ φύσις οὐσία σου καί ἡ οὐσία φύσις
For if you are invisible to them in essence, and inaccessible in nature, yet are seen by me, then surely you are also united to me in the essence of your nature; for what is yours is not divided, nor is it split apart at all — but your nature is your essence, and your essence is your nature.
因為,若祢在本質上對他們是不可見的,在本性上是不可企及的,而我卻能得見祢,那麼祢就必定也以祢本性的實質與我合而為一;因為屬祢的一切並不分離,也絕不被割裂——祢的本性即是祢的實質,祢的實質即是祢的本性。
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Τῆς οὖν σαρκός σου μετασχών τῆς φύσεως μετέχω καί τῆς οὐσίας ἀληθῶς τῆς σῆς μεταλαμβάνω, συγκοινωνός θεότητος, ἀλλά καί κληρονόμος γινόμενος ἐν σώματι, μείζων τῶν ἀσωμάτων ὑπολαμβάνω, γίνομαι υἱός Θεοῦ, ὡς εἴπας, οὐ πρός ἀγγέλους, πρός ἡμᾶς δέ, θεούς οὕτω καλέσας˙ Ἐγώ εἶπα˙ Θεοί ἐστε καί υἱοί Ὑψίστου πάντες
Having partaken, then, of your flesh, I partake of your nature, and I truly share in your essence, becoming a co-partaker of divinity; and moreover, becoming an heir in the body, I understand myself to be greater than the bodiless ones. I become a son of God, as you have said — not to angels, but to us — thus calling us gods: 'I said, You are gods, and all of you sons of the Most High.'
既然分享了祢的肉身,我便分享了祢的本性,也真實地分享了祢的實質,成為神性的同分享者;而且,既在身體中成為祢的承業者,我便自認為勝過那些無形之靈;我成了神的兒子,正如祢所說的——這話並非對天使說,而是對我們說,如此稱我們為神:『我曾說:你們是神,你們都是至高者的兒子。』
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Δόξα τῇ εὐσπλαγχνίᾳ σου καί τῇ οἰκονομίᾳ, ὅτι ἄνθρωπος γέγονας Θεός ὤν κατά φύσιν, ἀτρέπτως, ἀσυγχύτως τε μείνας τοῦτο κἀκεῖνο καί θεόν με πεποίηκας, βροτόν ὄντα τήν φύσιν, θέσει καί χάριτι τῇ σῇ διά τοῦ Πνεύματός σου τά διεστῶτα ὡς Θεός παραδόξως ἑνώσας
Glory to your compassion and to your dispensation, that you became man, though God by nature — remaining unchangeably and unconfusedly both this and that — and have made me, mortal by nature, a god by adoption and by your grace, through your Spirit, having as God paradoxically united the things that were separated.
願榮耀歸於祢的憐憫與祢的救世經綸,因祢本按本性是神,卻成為了人——不變地、不相混地同時保持這二者——並藉著養子的名分與祢的恩典、透過祢的聖靈,使我這本性必死之人成為神;祢作為神,以奇妙的方式將本已分離之物聯合為一。
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Τίσι Θεός ἐμφανίζεται καί τίνες ἐν ἕξει γίνονται τοῦ καλοῦ διά τῆς τῶν ἐντολῶν ἐργασίας
To whom God is manifested, and who attain a settled disposition toward the good through the practice of the commandments.
論神向何人顯現,以及何人因奉行誡命而養成向善的習性。
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() Πῶς βλέπεις κεκρυμμένος ὤν, πῶς ἐφορᾷς τά πάντα, πῶς οὐχ ὁρᾶσαι παρ ἡμῶν, ἡμᾶς ὁρᾷς δέ πάντας;
How do you see, though hidden? How do you oversee all things? How is it that you are not seen by us, yet you see all of us?
祢雖隱而不見,卻如何能看見?祢如何監察萬有?祢為何不被我們所見,卻能看見我們眾人?
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Ἀλλ οὐχί πάντας, οὕς ὁρᾷς, καί γινώσκεις, Θεέ μου, ἀλλά τούς ἀγαπῶντάς σε μόνους φιλῶν γινώσκεις καί κατ ἐξαίρετον αὐτοῖς σεαυτόν ἐμφανίζεις˙ ἥλιος κεκρυμμένος ὤν πάσῃ βροτείᾳ φύσει ἐξανατέλλεις ἐν τοῖς σοῖς, ὁρᾶσαι παρ ἐκείνων, καί ἀνατέλλουσιν ἐν σοί οἱ πρίν ἐσκοτισμένοι πόρνοι, μοιχοί καί ἄσωτοι, ἁμαρτωλοί, τελῶναι
But it is not all whom you see that you also know, my God; rather, by loving them, you know only those who love you, and to them in a special way you manifest yourself. Though a sun hidden from all mortal nature, you rise upon your own, to be seen by them; and there rise in you those who were formerly darkened — fornicators, adulterers, and profligates, sinners, tax collectors.
然而,我的神啊,並非祢所看見的一切人,祢也都認識;祢乃是因愛而認識那些愛祢的人,惟獨向他們特別顯明自己。祢雖是對一切必死之本性隱而不現的太陽,卻要在屬祢之人身上升起,好叫他們得見;並且那些先前在黑暗中的人——淫亂之徒、姦淫之徒、放蕩之徒、罪人、稅吏——也要在祢裡面升起。
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Μετανοοῦντες γίνονται υἱοί φωτός σου θείου˙ τό φῶς δέ φῶς πάντως γεννᾷ, φῶς οὖν καὐτοί τελοῦσι, τέκνα Θεοῦ, ὡς γέγραπται, θεοί τε κατά χάριν
Those who repent become sons of Your divine light; and light surely begets light, so they themselves too become light — children of God, as it is written, and gods by grace.
悔改的人成為祢神聖之光的兒子;光必然生光,所以他們自己也成為光,成為神的兒女,如經上所記,且照恩典成為神。
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Ὅσοι καλῶς φυλάξουσι τάς θείας ἐντολά σους, ὅσοι κόσμον ἀρνήσονται τόν μάταιον καί πλάνον, ὅσοι γονεῖς καί ἀδελφούς μισήσουσιν ἀμίσως, ὡς ξένους ἡγησάμενοι τῷ βίῳ παροδίτας, ὅσοι γυμνοί γενήσονται πλούτου τε καί χρημάτων καί τήν προσπάθειαν αὐτῶν ἀρνήσονται εἰς ἅπαν, ὅσοι τήν δόξαν τήν κενήν, ἀνθρώπων τούς ἐπαίνους, ἀπό ψυχῆς βδελύξονται διά τήν τῶν ἄνω δόξαν, () ὅσοι θέλημα ἴδιον ἐξέκοψαν τελείως καί ὡς ἄκακα πρόβατα ἐγένοντο τοῖς ποιμέσιν, ὅσοι νεκροί τῷ σώματι πρός πᾶσαν κακήν πρᾶξιν γεγόνασιν ἱδρώσαντες εἰς ἀρετῶν τούς πόνους καί μόνῳ τῷ θελήματι ζῶντες τοῦ κυβερνήτου, ὑπακοῇ νεκρούμενοι, ζωούμενοί τε αὖθις, ὅσοι τῷ φόβῳ τοῦ Θεοῦ καί μνήμῃ τοῦ θανάτου καθ ἑκάστην δακρύουσι νύκτα τε καί ἡμέραν καί νοερῶς προσπίπτουσι τοῖς ποσί τοῦ Δεσπότου ἔλεος ἐξαιτούμενοι καί ἄφεσιν σφαλμάτων˙ οὗτοι ἐν ἕξει γίνονται τοῦ καλοῦ διά πάσης τῆς ἐργασίας τῶν καλῶν θρηνοῦντες καθ ἑκάστην καί ἐπιμόνως κρούοντες ἔλεος ἐπισπῶνται
As many as shall keep Your divine commandments well, as many as shall renounce the vain and deceitful world, as many as shall hate parents and brothers without [true] hatred, considering them as strangers and wayfarers in this life, as many as shall become stripped of wealth and possessions and utterly renounce attachment to them, as many as shall abhor from the soul empty glory and the praises of men for the sake of the glory above — as many as have completely cut off their own will and become like guileless sheep to their shepherds, as many as have become dead in body to every evil deed, having toiled in the labors of the virtues, and living by the will of their helmsman alone, being put to death through obedience and again brought to life, as many as through fear of God and remembrance of death weep every night and day and fall down in mind at the feet of the Master, begging mercy and forgiveness of their failings — these come to be in a settled disposition of the good through the constant performance of good deeds, mourning each day, and by persistent knocking they draw mercy to themselves.
凡善守祢神聖誡命的人,凡棄絕虛妄迷惑之世界的人,凡不帶仇恨地「恨」自己父母兄弟、視他們為此生的異客過客的人,凡赤身脫離財富資財、徹底棄絕對它們之依戀的人,凡從心底厭惡虛空的榮耀、人的稱讚,為的是那在上的榮耀的人——凡徹底剪除己意、如無害的羊群一般順服牧者的人,凡在肉身上向一切惡行已死、在美德的勞苦中揮汗、只依憑掌舵者的旨意而活、因順服而向死、又再度得生的人,凡因敬畏神、記念死亡而日夜哭泣、在心靈中俯伏於主人腳前、懇求憐憫與罪過赦免的人——這些人藉著持續行善而習於良善,天天悲泣,且藉著不斷叩門而吸引憐憫臨到自己。
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τοῦ τέλεον θεάσασθαι ταύτην ἐκκαθαρθεῖσαν
to behold this in its perfection, once it has been fully cleansed
為要在其被徹底潔淨之後,完全默觀這個
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Ἐπεί δέ τέλος τοῦ φωτός εὑρεῖν ἀδυνατοῦσιν, ἀτέλεστος ἡ κάθαρσις ὑπάρχει τοῖς τοιούτοις˙ ὅσον γάρ καθαρθήσομαι καί λαμπρυνθῶ, ὁ τάλας, ὅσον δ ἄν καί ὀφθήσεται τό καθαῖρόν με Πνεῦμα, ἀρχή μοι πάντοτε δοκεῖ καί καθαρμοῦ καί θέας
But since they are unable to find an end of the light, purification is unending for such as these; for the more I shall be purified and made radiant, wretched as I am, and the more the Spirit that purifies me shall appear, it always seems to me a beginning both of purification and of vision.
但既然他們無法尋得那光的盡頭,這樣的潔淨對他們而言便是無有窮盡的;因為我這可悲之人,愈是被潔淨、愈是被光耀,那潔淨我的聖靈愈是顯現,於我而言,這總彷彿只是潔淨與默觀的開端而已。
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Ἐν ἀορίστῳ γάρ βυθῷ, ἐν ἀμετρήτῳ ὕψει τίς ἐφευρεῖν δυνήσεται μεσότητα ἤ τέλος;
For in a depth without limit, in a height beyond measure, who will be able to discover a middle point or an end?
因為在無限的深淵中,在不可測量的高處,誰能尋得其中點或終點呢?
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Οἶδα, ὅτι πολύ ἐστι, τό δέ ποσόν οὐκ οἶδα˙ ἐπιθυμῶ τοῦ πλείονος καί πάντοτε στενάζω, ὅτι ὀλίγον τό δοθέν, εἰ καί πολύ ἡγοῦμαι, πρός τό ὑπονοούμενον μακρόθεν μου τυγχάνειν, ὅπερ ὁρῶν ἐπιθυμῶ, καί δοκῶ μηδέν ἔχειν, μή ὅλως αἰσθανόμενος τοῦ δοθέντος μοι πλούτου
I know that it is much, but the amount I do not know; I desire more and always groan, because what has been given is little — even though I consider it much — in comparison with that which I surmise to lie far off from me, which, seeing, I desire; and I seem to have nothing, not perceiving at all the wealth given to me.
我知道那是極多的,但其份量究竟多少,我卻不知;我渴慕更多,且時常歎息,因為所賜予我的,雖然我自己以為很多,但比起我所懸想那遠在我以外之物,卻仍是微小;我看見那物便渴慕它,於是覺得自己一無所有,全然覺知不到那賜給我的財富。
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Ὅτι ὁρῶ τόν ἥλιον, οὐ λογίζομαι τοῦτο˙ () καί πῶς;
That I see the sun, I do not reckon as anything. And yet, how so?
我看得見太陽,這件事我並不看重。然而,這是怎麼一回事呢?
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Ἄκουσον, πίστευσον, ὅπερ ἐγώ πανθάνω˙ γλυκύς ἐστιν ὁ ἥλιος, ἀρρήτως ἐν αἰσθήσει ἕλκων εἰς πόθον τήν ψυχήν ἀνέκφραστον καί θεῖον
Listen, believe what I experience: the sun is sweet, ineffably drawing the soul, through conscious perception, into a longing inexpressible and divine.
請聽,且相信我所經歷的:太陽是甘甜的,藉著覺知,不可言喻地把靈魂引向一種無法言傳、屬神的渴慕。
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Ὁρῶσα αὕτη φλέγεται καί καίεται τῷ πόθῳ καί ὅλον τό φαινόμενον κατασχεῖν ἔνδον ταύτης θέλει, ἀλλά οὐ δύναται καί λυπεῖται ἐν τούτῳ καί οὐ λογίζεται καλόν ἤ ὁρᾶν ἤ πανθάνειν
Seeing it, the soul is inflamed and burns with longing, and wishes to contain within herself the whole of what appears, but she cannot, and she grieves at this, and does not consider it good merely to see or merely to experience it.
靈魂看見了,就被渴慕點燃焚燒,願將所顯現的一切都收納於自身之內,卻不能夠,因此而憂傷,也不以僅僅看見或僅僅經歷為美事。
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Ὅτε οὖν ὁ ὁρώμενος ἀχώρητος ὤν πᾶσιν, ἀπρόσιτος ἐπαληθῶς θελήσει ἐλεῆσαι τήν τεθλιμμένην μου ψυχήν καί τεταπεινωμένην, αἴφνης, οἷος ὁρᾶταί μοι πρό προσώπου ἐκλάμπων, τοιοῦτος ὅλος ἐν ἐμοί ὁρᾶται ἐξαστράπτων καί ὅλος ὅλης με χαρᾶς, πάσης ἐπιθυμίας ἐμπιπλᾷ καί γλυκύτητος, τόν ταπεινόν, τῆς θείας˙ ἀθρόα ἡ μεταβολή, ἡ ἀλλοίωσις ξένη, τό ἐν ἐμοί τελούμενον ἀνέκφραστον τυγχάνει
When, then, the One who is seen — being uncontainable by all, truly inaccessible — shall will to have mercy on my afflicted and humbled soul, suddenly, just as He appears to me shining before my face, so entire does He appear within me, flashing forth, and wholly fills me, humble as I am, with the whole of joy, with every desire and divine sweetness; sudden is the change, strange the transformation, and what is accomplished in me proves inexpressible.
那時,那不可被萬有所容納、實在不可親近的「被觀者」,若願意憐憫我這受苦卑微的靈魂,祂便驟然間、正如祂在我面前顯現、光輝照耀的模樣,也如此整個地在我裡面顯現、閃耀發光,並以全然的喜樂、一切的渴望和屬神的甘甜,充滿我這卑微之人;這轉變是突如其來的,這變化是奇異的,在我裡面所成就的事實在無法言傳。
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Εἰ γάρ τοῦτον τόν ἥλιον, ὅνπερ πάντες ὁρῶμεν, ἔνδον ἐν τῇ καρδίᾳ τις ἔβλεψε κατελθόντα καί ὅλον ἐνοικήσαντα καί λάμποντα ὡσαύτως, οὐχί νεκρός τῷ θαύματι καί ἄφωνος ὑπῆρξε, καί πάντες ἐξεπλάγησαν οἱ τοῦτον κατιδόντες;
For if someone were to see this sun, which we all see, having descended within the heart and dwelling there entire and shining just the same, would he not become as one dead with wonder and speechless, and would not all who beheld him be amazed?
因為,若有人看見這太陽——就是我們眾人所見的這一個——降臨在心中,全然居於其內、同樣地照耀著,他豈不因這奇蹟而如死人一般啞口無言嗎?凡看見他這樣的人,豈不都要驚訝萬分嗎?
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Ὁ δέ τόν τούτου ποιητήν ὁρῶν φωστῆρος δίκην ἐντός αὐτοῦ ἐκλάμποντα, ἐνεργοῦντα, λαλοῦντα, πῶς ἄν οὐκ ἐκπλαγήσεται βλέπων, πῶς ἄν οὐ φρίξει, πῶς ἄν οὐκ ἀγαπήσειε τόν τήν ζωήν διδόντα;
But he who sees the Maker of this sun shining within him after the manner of a luminary, acting, speaking — how shall he not be astonished at seeing this, how shall he not tremble, how shall he not love Him who gives life?
然而,那看見這太陽的創造者、如同一顆明星一般在他裡面發光、運行、說話的人,他豈能不因所見而驚愕呢?他豈能不戰慄呢?他豈能不愛那賜生命的主呢?
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Ἐξ ἀκοῆς πιστεύσαντες ἠγάπησαν οἱ πλείους καί δι αὐτόν ἀπέθανον οἱ ἅγιοι καί ζῶσιν˙ οἱ δέ καί θέας τῆς αὐτοῦ καί φωτός μετασχόντες, () γνωσθέντες καί γνωρίσαντες αὐτόν, πῶς μή ποθοῦσιν;
The many, having believed from hearing, loved Him, and for His sake the saints died and live; but those who have also partaken of vision of Him and of light, having been known [by Him] and having come to know Him, how shall they not long for Him?
多數人因聽聞而信、便愛了祂,聖徒們也為祂而死,如今卻活著;但那些也曾分享祂的默觀與光的人,既被祂所認識、也認識了祂,他們怎能不渴慕祂呢?
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Εἰπέ, πῶς οὐ πενθήσουσι δι αὐτόν ἀενάως, πῶς οὐ καταφρονήσουσι κόσμου καί τῶν ἐν κόσμῳ;
Tell me, how shall they not mourn for Him unceasingly, how shall they not despise the world and the things in the world?
請告訴我,他們怎能不為祂不斷憂傷呢?怎能不輕看世界與世上的事物呢?
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Πῶς δέ οὐκ ἀπαρνήσονται πᾶσαν τιμήν καί δόξαν, ὑπέρ τήν δόξαν τήν ἐν γῇ, ὑπέρ πᾶσαν τιμήν δέ γενόμενοι, τόν ἔξω γῆς, ἔξω τῶν ὁρωμένων πάντων, μᾶλλον δέ τόν ποιήσαντα τά ὁρώμενα πάντα, ναί δή καί τά ἀόρατα, ποθήσαντες Δεσπότην καί δόξαν τήν ἀθάνατον εὑρόντες καί λαβόντες καί ἔχοντες ἀνελλιπῶς πᾶν ἀγαθόν ἐκεῖθεν, ἀλλά καί πᾶσαν ἔφεσιν, πᾶσαν ἐπιθυμίαν τῶν αἰωνίων ἀγαθῶν, τῶν πραγμάτων τῶν θείων;
And how shall they not renounce all honor and glory, having come to be above the glory that is on earth and above all honor — they who have desired the Master who is beyond the earth, beyond all things seen, or rather who made all things seen, yes, and the things unseen too, and who have found and received and possess without lack every good thing from Him, and indeed every longing, every desire for the eternal goods, the things divine?
他們又怎能不棄絕一切榮譽與榮耀呢?既已超越地上的榮耀、超越一切榮譽,渴慕那超越地界、超越一切可見之物、更確切地說是那創造一切可見之物、乃至不可見之物的主人,尋得、領受並無虧欠地擁有從祂而來的一切美善,並且擁有對那永恆美善、那屬神之事的一切渴望、一切慾望?
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Ἐξ αὐτῆς κατεπλούτησαν πηγῆς τῆς ἀειζώου, ἧς κορεσθῆναι, Δέσποτα, δός καί ἡμῖν πλουσίως καί πᾶσι τοῖς ζητοῦσί σε καίποθοῦσιν ἐκθύμως, ὡς ἄν τρυφήσωμεν καὐτοί μετά τῶν σῶν ἁγίων τῶν αἰωνίων ἀγαθῶν εἰς αἰῶνας αἰώνων˙ ἀμήν
From that ever-living fountain they grew rich; grant, O Master, that we too, and all who seek You and desire You fervently, may be satisfied with it abundantly, so that we too may delight together with Your saints in the eternal goods, unto the ages of ages. Amen.
他們從那永活的泉源而致富;主啊,求祢也豐盛地賜給我們、以及一切尋求祢、熱切渴慕祢的人,得以從中飽足,好叫我們也能與祢的眾聖徒一同享受那永恆的美善,直到永永遠遠。阿們。
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Ὅτι ὁ τοῦ Ἁγίου Πνεύματος μέτοχος γεγονώς ὑπό τοῦ φωτός καί τῆς δυνάμεως αὐτοῦ ἁρπαζόμενος ἐπάνω πάντων φέρεται τῶν παθῶν, μή βλαπτόμενος τῷ πλησιασμῷ ὑπ αὐτῶν
That he who has become a partaker of the Holy Spirit, being seized by His light and power, is borne above all the passions, not being harmed by their proximity.
凡成為聖靈之分享者的人,被祂的光與能力所攫取,便被帶到超越一切情之上,也不因它們的接近而受害。
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() Αἴ, αἴ, Θεέ, Κύριε, παντοκράτορ!
Ah, ah, O God, Lord, Almighty!
哎呀,哎呀,神啊,主啊,全能者啊!
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Τίς χορτασθῇ σου τοῦ ἀοράτου κάλλους, τίς ἐμπλησθῇ σου τῆς ἀκαταληψίας;
Who could be satisfied with Your invisible beauty, who could be filled with Your incomprehensibility?
誰能因祢那不可見的美而飽足?誰能因祢那不可測度性而滿足?
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Τίς ἀξίως προρευθῇ τῶν ἐντολῶν σου καί τό φῶς θεάσεται τοῦ σοῦ προσώπου μέγα, θαυμαστόν, μή χωρούμενον ὅλως ἐν τούτῳ τῷ βαρεῖ καί σκοτεινώδει κόσμῳ, τό τόν ὁρῶντα ἀφαιρούμενον κόσμου μετά σώματος, ὤ μυστηρίου ξένου!
Who could worthily go forth according to Your commandments and behold the light of Your face — great, wondrous, not contained at all in this heavy and darksome world — that light which takes the one who beholds it away from the world, even with the body! O strange mystery!
誰能配得地遵行祢的誡命而向前,並得見祢那偉大、可畏的聖容之光——那光完全無法被這沉重幽暗的世界所容納,那光竟能把觀看者連同肉身一起帶離這世界!哦,何等奇異的奧祕!
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Ποῦ γάρ ἐκρύβη ὁ τόν κόσμον περάσας καί πάντων ἔξω γενόμενος, ὧν βλέπει;
For where has he hidden himself, who has passed beyond the world and come to be outside all the things that he sees?
那越過此世界、超越一切他所見之物的人,究竟隱身於何處呢?
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Λέγε, σοφία σοφῶν ἠθετημένη, ἵνα μή λέγω, Θεῷ μεμωραμένη, ὡς φησί Παῦλος καί πᾶς τις Θεοῦ δοῦλος
Speak, O wisdom of the wise that has been set at nought — that I may not say, made foolishness by God — as Paul says, and every servant of God.
說吧,那被廢棄的智者之智慧啊——我本不願說,是被神變為愚拙的智慧——正如保羅所說,也如每一位神的僕人所說。
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Οὗτος ἐπιθυμιῶν ἀνήρ τῶν τοῦ Πνεύματος, οὗτος σώματι σώμασι πλησιάζων () δύναται τῷ πνεύματι ἅγιος εἶναι˙ ἔξω γάρ κόσμου καί τῶν σωμάτων τούτων οὐδέ ὄρεξίς ἐστι σαρκικοῦ πάθους, ἀλλ ἀπαθείά τις
This man who desires the things of the Spirit, this man who in body draws near to other bodies, can nevertheless be holy in spirit; for outside the world and these bodies there is no appetite of fleshly passion, but rather a certain freedom from passion.
這渴慕聖靈之事的人,這以肉身親近他人肉身的人,仍能在靈裡是聖潔的;因為在世界與這些肉身之外,並沒有肉體之情之慾望,卻只有一種無動於情。
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Ὁ ταύτην φιλήσας καί ἐκ τοῦ φιλήματος ζωήν κερδήσας, εἰ γάρ καί βλέπεις δῆθεν ἀσχημονοῦντα καί πρός τήν πρᾶξιν ὥσπερ αὐτομολοῦντα, νεκρόν τό σῶμα γίνωσκε τοῦτο πράττειν!
He who has loved this freedom from passion, and from that embrace has gained life — even if you should seem to see him behaving indecorously, and as it were deserting to the [carnal] act, know that it is the dead body that does this!
那愛上這無動於情、並因這愛的親近而贏得生命的人——即使你彷彿看見他行為失儀,好像投奔於那行為(肉慾之事),你當知道,這是那已死的肉身在行此事!
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Οὐ λέγω δίχα ψυχῆς, δι ἧς κινεῖται, ἀλλά τῆς κακῆς ἐκτός ἐπιθυμίας˙ ἡ γάρ ἡδονή τῆς καλῆς ἀπαθείας καί τό ἐξ αὐτῆς φιλοῦν με φῶς ἀρρήτως ὅλον μου τόν νοῦν ἐξιστῶν ἀφαρπάζει καί γυμνόν αὐτόν κρατοῦν χειρί ἀΰλῳ πεσεῖν οὐκ ἐᾷ τῆς αὐτοῦ με ἀγάπης ἤ ἐννοῆσαι λογισμόν ἐμπαθείας, ἀλλά κατασπάζεται ἀδιαλείπτως καί τήν ψυχήν μου ὁ πόθος καταφλέγει καί οὐκ ἔστιν ἐν ἐμοί αἴσθησις ἄλλη
I do not mean apart from the soul, by which the body is moved, but apart from evil desire; for the pleasure of good freedom from passion, and the light that loves me arising from it, ineffably setting my whole mind outside itself, snatches it away, and holding it naked with an immaterial hand, does not let me fall from its love, nor even conceive a thought of passionate attachment, but embraces it unceasingly, and longing sets my soul aflame, and there is in me no other conscious perception.
我並非指離開靈魂——因肉身正是藉靈魂而動——而是指離開那邪惡的慾望;因為那美善的無動於情之樂,以及由此而生、愛我的那光,不可言喻地使我全部的心智出神,將它攫走,並以非物質之手將它赤裸地握住,不讓我從祂的愛中跌落,也不讓我萌生任何有情之念頭,卻不住地親吻它,渴慕焚燒我的靈魂,在我裡面再沒有別的覺知了。
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Ὅσῳ γάρ κόπρου καθαρώτατος ἄρτος τιμιώτερος καί ἡδύτερος πέλει, τοσούτῳ πλέον ἀσυγκρίτως τά ἄνω ὑπέρ τά κάτω τοῖς καλῶς γεγευμένοις
For by as much as the purest bread is more precious and sweeter than dung, by so much more incomparably are the things above more precious than the things below, to those who have tasted well.
正如最純淨的麵包比糞土更為珍貴、更為甘甜,照樣,對那些嘗過美味的人來說,天上之事遠遠超越地上之事,其懸殊無可比擬。
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Καταισχύνθητι τῶν σοφῶν ἡ σοφία, ἡ τῆς ὄντως γνώσεως ἐστερημένη!
Be ashamed, O wisdom of the wise, deprived of true knowledge!
羞愧吧,智者的智慧啊,你竟被剝奪了真實的知識!
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Ἡ γάρ ἁπλότης τῶν ἡμετέρων λόγων ἔργῳ κέκτηται τήν ἀληθῆ σοφίαν Θεῷ πλησιάζουσα καί προσκυνοῦσα, ἐξ οὗ πᾶσα δίδοται ζωῆς σοφία, δι ἧς ἀναπλάττομαι ἤ καί θεοῦμια Θεόν καθορῶν εἰς αἰῶνας αἰώνων˙ ἀμήν
For the simplicity of our words has, in deed, acquired true wisdom, drawing near to God and worshipping Him, from whom all wisdom of life is given, through which I am refashioned, and indeed am deified, beholding God unto the ages of ages. Amen.
因為我們言語的樸實,在行為上已然獲得了真實的智慧,因親近神、敬拜神;從祂而來,一切生命的智慧被賜下,藉此我得以被重塑,且得以成神,直到永永遠遠得見神。阿們。
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Ὅτι ὁ θάνατος τῇ λύπῃ καί τῶν στερροτέρων καθάπτεται
That death, through grief, lays hold even of those who are more steadfast.
論死亡藉著憂傷,也能攫住那些更為剛強堅硬的人。
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() Ἤκουσα πρᾶγμα ξένον καί πλῆρες θάμβους, φύσιν ἄϋλον, τήν λίθου στερροτέραν, ἶσον ἀδάμαντος καλουμένου παθοῦσαν, ὅς μή μαλαχθείς ἤ πυρί ἤ σιδήρῳ γέγονε κηρός ἐμπλεχθείς τῷ μολύβδῳ
I have heard a strange thing, full of amazement: an immaterial nature, harder than stone, has suffered the same as what is called adamant, which, though not softened by fire or by iron, becomes like wax when mingled with lead.
我聽聞一件奇異、令人驚愕不已的事:一個非物質的本性,比石頭更堅硬,竟遭遇了如那被稱為金剛石之物所遭遇的一般——那金剛石,既不因火、也不因鐵而軟化,卻在與鉛混合時變得如蠟一般柔軟。
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Ἄρτ ἐπίστευσα μικρόν ὕδατος ῥεῦμα πέτρας τό στερρόν ἐγχρονίζον κοιλαίνειν καί ὄντως οὐδέν ἄτρεπτον τῶν ἐν βίῳ
Now at last I believed that a small stream of water, given time, hollows out the hardness of rock, and that truly nothing in this life is unchangeable.
如今我才真正相信:一道細小的水流,經年累月,竟能鑿穿岩石之堅硬;世上實在沒有一物是不可改變的。
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Μηδείς μ ἐκ τοῦ νῦν ἀπατᾶν νομιζέτω!
Let no one, from now on, think to deceive me!
從今以後,誰也別想再欺哄我!
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Φεῦ τῷ βλέποντι τά φεύγοντα τοῦ βίου ὡς κρατούμενα καί τερπομένῳ τούτοις!
Woe to him who looks at the fleeting things of life as though they were possessed securely, and takes delight in them!
禍哉,那把此生轉瞬即逝之物視為可持守之物、並以此為樂的人!
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Ταῦτα πείσεται, ἅπερ κἀγώ, ὁ τάλας
He shall suffer these very things, which I too have suffered, wretched man that I am.
他將要承受這些事,正如我這可悲之人一樣。
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Νύξ μ ἐχώρισεν ἀδελφοῦ γλυκυτάτου, τό ἄτμητον φῶς τῆς ἀγάπης τεμοῦσα
Night separated me from my sweetest brother, cutting the uncuttable light of love.
黑夜使我與那至親愛的弟兄分離,斬斷了那本不可斬斷的愛之光。
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ΙΑ Ὅπως ὡράθη αὐτῷ Θεός ὡς Στεφάνῳ καί Παύλῳ τοῖς ἀποστόλοις, ἐνταῦθα ὁ πατήρ ἐκπληττόμενος διηγεῖται
11. How God was seen by him, as He was by the apostles Stephen and Paul: here the father, in amazement, relates this.
十一、論神如何向他顯現,如同向使徒司提反與保羅顯現一般:於此,教父在驚愕中親自敘述此事。
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Θεός καί νῦν ἁμαρτωλοῖς ἄρα ὁρᾶσθαι θέλει, ὁ πάλαι ἄνω ἀναβάς καί καθεσθείς ἐν θρόνῳ, ἐν οὐρανῷ τῷ πατρικῷ, καί κεκρυμμένος πέλων;
Does God, then, will even now to be seen by sinners — He who long ago ascended above and sat down on His throne, in the paternal heaven, and remains hidden?
難道神如今仍願意向罪人顯現嗎?就是那久已升到高天、坐在寶座上、在天父的天上、卻又隱而不現的那一位?
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Ἐκρύβη γάρ ἐξ ὀφθαλμῶν τῶν θείων ἀποστόλων καί μόνος, ὡς ἠκούσαμεν, Στέφανος μετά ταῦτα ἀνεῳγότας οὐρανούς εἶδε καί τότε εἶπεν˙ Ὁρῶ ἑστῶτα τόν Υἱόν ἐκ δεξιῶν τῆς δόξης τῆς τοῦ Πατρός˙ καί παραυτά ὡς βλάσφημα λαλήσας λιθοβολεῖται πρός αὐτῶν τῶν νομοδιδασκάλων καί θνῄσκει νόμῳ φύσεως καί ζῇ εἰς τούς αἰῶνας
For He hid Himself from the eyes of the divine apostles, and only Stephen, as we have heard, afterward saw the heavens opened, and then said: 'I see the Son standing at the right hand of the glory of the Father'; and immediately, as one who had spoken blasphemy, he is stoned by the very teachers of the law, and dies by the law of nature, and lives forever.
因為祂曾向那些神聖使徒的眼目隱藏自己,唯獨司提反,如我們所聽聞的,其後見到諸天開了,便說:「我看見人子站在父的榮耀右邊」;他話音剛落,就被那些律法教師們以褻瀆之罪用石頭打死,依自然的律而死,卻活到永遠。
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Πλήν ἦν αὐτός ἀπόστολος, ἦν καί ἁγιασμένος καί ἔμπλεως τοῦ Πνεύματος ὅλος τοῦ Παναγίου, ἀρχή δέ τοῦ κηρύγματος καί πλῆθος τῶν ἀπίστων, οἵ τῷ Χριστῷ πιστεύοντες διά τῶν ἀποστόλων καί τήν χάριν ἐλάμβανον πίστεως οὖσαν δῶρον
Yet he himself was an apostle, and was sanctified, and was wholly filled with the All-Holy Spirit; and it was the beginning of the proclamation, and there was a multitude of unbelievers, who, believing in Christ through the apostles, also received the grace of faith, which is a gift.
然而他本人是使徒,是已被聖化的,且全然充滿了至聖聖靈;那時正是宣講的初期,有眾多不信者,他們藉著使徒而信了基督,也領受了那作為恩賜的信之恩典。
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Νῦν δέ, τί ἄρα βούλεται τό ξένον τοῦτο πρᾶγμα, τό ἐν ἐμοί γινόμενον, τί δέ ἄν θέλοι εἶναι ἡ φοβερά κατάπληξις τοῦ νυνί τελουμένου;
But now, what then does this strange thing that is happening in me mean, and what could the fearful astonishment of what is now being accomplished intend to be?
然而如今,這發生在我裡面的奇異之事,究竟意味著什麼呢?此刻所成就之事所帶來那可畏的驚愕,又究竟意欲何為呢?
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Πολλοί γάρ ἠλεήθησαν θείᾳ φιλανθρωπίᾳ, πλήν καί αὐτοί προσέφερον ἴδιόν τι τήν πίστιν, εἴτε καί ἄλλας ἀρετάς καί πράξεις ἀποδέκτους˙ ἐγώ δέ πάντων ἐμαυτόν τούτων ἐστερημένον κατανοῶν ἐξίσταμαι καί φέρειν οὐκ ἰσχύω τά εἰς ἐμέ γινόμενα, τόν ἄσωτον ἐκ μήτρας, παρά Θεοῦ τοῦ κτίσαντος λόγῳ τήν πᾶσαν κτίσιν˙ ἅπερ καί φρίττω ἐννοεῖν, πῶς δέ καί λόγῳ γράψω;
For many have received mercy through divine loving-kindness, yet they too offered something of their own — faith, or indeed other virtues and acceptable deeds; but I, considering myself deprived of all these, am beside myself, and I have not the strength to bear the things that are happening to me — to me, prodigal from the womb — from God who created the whole creation by His word; things which I even shudder to consider, and how shall I set them down in words?
許多人因神聖的仁愛而蒙了憐憫,然而他們也曾獻上了自己的一些東西——信、或其他美德與蒙悅納的作為;但我,思想到自己是被剝奪了這一切的人,便不能自持,也無力承受那發生在我身上的事——發生在我這自娘胎起便是浪蕩之人身上,出於那以道創造全部受造之物的神;這些事我連思想都戰慄,又怎能以言語書寫呢?
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Ποία χείρ λειτουργήσειε, ποῖος κάλαμος γράψει, ποῖος λόγος ἐκφράσειε, ποία γλῶσσα ἐξείποι, ποῖα χείλη λαλήσουσιν, ἅ ἐν ἐμοί ὁρῶνται γινόμενα, τελούμενα δι ὅλης τῆς ἡμέρας;
What hand could serve, what reed-pen could write, what word could express, what tongue could tell forth, what lips could speak, the things that are seen happening in me, being accomplished throughout the whole day?
什麼樣的手能勝任此工,什麼樣的蘆筆能書寫,什麼樣的言語能表達,什麼樣的舌頭能述說,什麼樣的嘴唇能言說,那終日在我裡面顯現、成就的事呢?
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Καί γάρ καί ἐν αὐτῇ νυκτί καί ἐν αὐτῷ τῷ σκότει βλέπω Χριστόν τούς οὐρανούς φρικτῶς ἀνοίγοντά μοι, αὐτόν τε παρακύπτοντα καί καθορώμενόν μοι ἅμα Πατρί καί Πνεύματι, φωτί τῷ τρισαγίῳ, ἕν ὄν ἐν τοῖς τρισί καί ἐν ἑνί τά τρία
For even in the night itself, and in the very darkness, I see Christ fearfully opening the heavens to me, and Himself bending down and being beheld by me together with the Father and the Spirit — a thrice-holy light, one being in the three, and the three in one.
即使在黑夜之中、在幽暗本身裡,我也看見基督以令人戰慄的方式向我開了諸天,祂親自俯身下望,與父及聖靈一同被我所見——那三聖之光,在三者中為一,在一者中為三。
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Αὐτά τό φῶς πάντως εἰσί, καί τό φῶς ἕν τά τρία, ὅ καί ὑπέρ τόν ἥλιον φωτίζει τήν ψυχήν μου καί καταλάμπει μου τόν νοῦν ὄντα ἐσκοτισμένον
These are altogether the light, and the light is the three-in-one, which, beyond the sun, illumines my soul and shines upon my mind, darkened as it was.
祂們全然就是那光,而那光乃是三而一的,這光遠勝於太陽,光照了我的靈魂,照亮了我那原本昏暗的心智。
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Οὐ γάρ ἑώρα μου ὁ νοῦς ἐξ ἀρχῆς, ἅ ἑώρα, ἀλλά τυφλός, πιστεύσατε, ὑπῆρχον καί μή βλέπων, καί διά τοῦτο πλέον με τό θαῦμα καταπλήττει, ὅταν πώς μου τόν ὀφθαλμόν τοῦ νοός διανοίγῃ, καί πως τό βλέπειν δίδωσι καί βλεπόμενον ἔστιν
For my mind, from the beginning, did not see what it later saw, but I was blind, believe me, and not seeing; and for this reason the wonder astonishes me all the more, whenever I consider how He opens the eye of my mind, and how He grants the seeing, and is Himself the thing seen.
因為起初,我的心智並未看見它後來所看見的,我原是瞎眼的,請相信我,全然看不見;正因如此,這奇蹟更使我驚愕不已——每當我思想祂如何開啟我心智之眼,如何賜下觀看的能力,而祂自己又正是那被觀看之物。
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Αὐτός γάρ φῶς ἐν τῷ φωτί φαίνεται τοῖς ὁρῶσι καί οἱ ὁρῶντες ἐν φωτί αὐτόν βλέπουσι πάλιν
For He Himself, as light, appears in the light to those who see, and those who see behold Him again in light.
因為祂自己作為光,在光中向觀看者顯現;而觀看者也在光中再次看見祂。
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Ἐν φωτί γάρ τοῦ Πνεύματος βλέπουσιν οἱ ὁρῶντες, καί οἱ ἐν τούτῳ βλέποντες τόν Υἱόν καθορῶσιν˙ ὁ δέ Υἱόν ἀξιωθείς ἰδεῖν Πατέρα βλέπει, () Πατέρα δέ ὁ θεωρῶν σύν Υἱῷ πάντως βλέπει
For those who see, see in the light of the Spirit, and those who see in this light behold the Son; and he who has been deemed worthy to see the Son sees the Father; and he who contemplates the Father surely sees Him together with the Son.
因為觀看者是在聖靈的光中觀看,而在此光中觀看的人便看見了聖子;那配得看見聖子的人,也看見了聖父;而那默觀聖父的人,也必然與聖子一同看見祂。
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πλήν ὅτι μίαν καθορῶ ἐξ ἀβύσσου σταγόνα
except that I behold but a single drop out of the abyss.
然而我所得見的,不過是那深淵中的一滴而已。
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Ὡς ἐν σταγόνι δέ τό πᾶν δείκνυται τῶν ὑδάτων, ὁποῖον τήν ποιότητα καί ποταπόν τό εἶδος, ὡς ἐξ ἄκρου τοῦ κρασπέδου ὅλον τό ὕφασμα καί, ὥς φασιν, ἐξ ὀνύχων τό θηρίον, ὁ λέων, οὕτως ὅλον ἐν ὀλίγῳ ἀσπαζόμενον βλέπω, αὐτόν τ ἐκεῖνον προσκυνῶ, τόν Χριστόν καί Θεόν μου
But just as in a drop the whole nature of the waters is shown — of what quality and what kind the form is — and just as from the edge of a fringe the whole fabric is known, and, as they say, from its claws the beast, the lion, [is known]; so I see the whole, embracing me, in that little drop, and I worship that very One, Christ and my God.
正如從一滴水中便可看出全部水的性質與樣貌,正如從衣邊一角便可知曉整塊布料,又如人所說,從爪便可知那猛獸——獅子——一般;照樣,我在這一點微小中看見那擁抱著我的全體,並敬拜那一位,就是基督,我的神。
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Εἶχον δ ἐν διανοίᾳ μου μικράν παραμυθίαν τοῦ μή καταφλεχθῆναί με, τοῦ μή κατακαῆναι ὥσπερ κηρός ἀπό πυρός, ὡς εἶπεν ὁ προφήτης, τό μακρόθεν ὑπάρχειν με πυρός τοῦ ἀπροσίτου καί σκότους μέσον ἵστασθαι καί κρύπτεσθαι ἐν τούτῳ, ὅθεν ὡς ἐξ ὀπῆς μικρᾶς καί ὁρῶν ἰλιγγίων
But I had in my mind a small consolation, that I not be utterly consumed by fire, that I not be burned up like wax by fire, as the prophet said — namely, that I remained far off from the unapproachable fire, and stood in the midst of darkness, and hid myself within it, so that, as it were through a small aperture, I could see, though growing dizzy.
我心中曾有一點小小的安慰,為要使我不至被那火焚燒殆盡,不至像蠟一樣被火燒盡,正如先知所言;那安慰便是:我遠離那不可接近的火,站立在幽暗之中,藏身於其中,因此彷彿透過一個小孔觀看,且觀看時頭暈目眩。
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Ἐν τούτοις μου διάγοντος καί τόν νοῦν ἀσχολοῦντος καί οἱονεί ἐν οὐρανῷ δοκοῦντος ἀτενίζειν καί τρέμοντος, μή πλεῖόν με παραδεχθείς ἐκλείξῃ, αὐτόν ἐκεῖνον εὕρηκα, ὅν μακρόθεν ἑώρων, ὅν Στέφανος ἑώρακεν οὐρανῶν ἀνοιγέντων καί Παῦλος πάλιν ὕστερον ἰδών ἀπετυφλώθη, ὅλον ὡς πῦρ ἐπ ἀληθῶς μέσον ἐμῆς καρδίας
While I was engaged in these things, occupying my mind, and, as it were, seeming to gaze fixedly into heaven, and trembling lest, admitting me further, He should consume me — I found that very One whom I had been seeing from afar, whom Stephen saw when the heavens were opened, and whom Paul, seeing later, was blinded by — wholly, in truth, as fire in the midst of my heart.
當我沉浸於這些事中,使心智忙碌,彷彿凝望著天空,並且戰慄,唯恐祂若容許我更進一步便會將我吞噬——我竟尋得了那一位,就是我先前遠遠所見的那一位,就是司提反在諸天開啟時所見的那一位,也是保羅其後見了便因而失明的那一位——祂整個地,真真實實地,如同火一般,就在我心的中央。
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Θροηθείς οὖν τῷ θαύματι καί τρομάξας μεγάλως ἐξέστην, ὅλος ἐκλυθείς, ὅλος ἐξαπορήσας, μή φέρων τε τό ἄστεκτον τῆς δόξης ἀπεστράφην, ἐν τῇ νυκτί τε ἔφυγον αἰσθήσεων τῶν ὧδε καί σκεπασθείς τοῖς λογισμοῖς ἀπεκρύβην ἐν τούτοις, () ὥσπερ ἐν μνήματι ἐμβάς, καί ἀντί λίθου τοῦτο τό σῶμα τό βαρύτατον ἐπιθείς ἐσκεπάσθην καί ἀπεκρύβην τῷ δοκεῖν τόν πανταχοῦ παρόντα, τόν πάλαι με ἐγείραντα νεκρόν καί τεθαμμένον
Being thrown into confusion, then, by the wonder, and trembling greatly, I was beside myself, wholly unstrung, wholly at a loss; and, unable to bear the unbearable weight of the glory, I turned away, and in the night I fled from the perceptions of this place, and, having covered myself with my own thoughts, I hid myself within them, as it were entering into a tomb, and, instead of a stone, having laid this heaviest body upon myself, I was covered over and hid myself, [thinking] as it seemed, from Him who is present everywhere, who once raised me up, dead and buried.
於是因這奇蹟而驚慌失措,大大戰慄,我不能自持,全身癱軟,全然茫然無措;因不堪承受那榮耀之不可承受,我便轉身逃避,在那夜裡逃離了此地的種種覺知,並以自己的種種念頭遮蔽自己,藏身其中,彷彿走入了一座墳墓,並且以這極沉重的肉身代替石頭覆蓋自己,掩藏自己,自以為這樣便能躲避那無所不在者——那曾經使我這已死已葬之人復活的那一位。
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Φρίξας γάρ καί μή ἰσχύων βλέπειν αὐτοῦ τήν δόξαν ὑπεισελθεῖν προῄρημαι καί προσμεῖναι τῷ τάφῳ καί κατοικεῖν μετά νεκρῶν, ζῶν αὐτός ἐν τῷ τάφῳ, ἤπερ καταφλεχθῆναί με καί ἄρδην ἀπολέσθαι
For, shuddering, and not having the strength to look upon His glory, I chose rather to creep in and remain in the tomb and dwell with the dead, myself living in the tomb, than to be utterly consumed by fire and perish entirely.
因為我戰慄不已,無力注視祂的榮耀,寧可選擇潛入並留在墳墓中,與死人同住,自己雖活著卻居於墳墓之中,也不願被烈火焚燒、徹底滅亡。
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Ἐκεῖ πάντως καθήμενον δεῖ με θρηνεῖν ἀπαύστως, καί κλαίειν χρή τόν ἄσωτον, ὅτι τοῦ ποθουμένου ἀπέτυχον καί γέγονα κείμενος ἐν τῷ τάφῳ
There, sitting continually, I must mourn unceasingly, and I, the prodigal, must weep, because I have failed to obtain Him whom I longed for, and have become one lying in the tomb.
在那裡,我必須終日靜坐、不住地哀悼;我這浪蕩之人,必須哭泣,因我未能得著我所渴慕的那一位,反倒成了躺臥墳墓之人。
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Ζῶν δέ νεκρός, ὑπόγειος, λίθῳ κακαλυμμένος ζωήν εὗρον, Θεόν αὐτόν, τόν τήν ζωήν διδόντα, ᾧ πρέπει δόξα καί τιμή νῦν καί εἰς τούς αἰῶνας˙ ἀμήν
Yet living though dead, underground, covered over with a stone, I found Life — God Himself, He who gives life — to whom belongs glory and honor now and unto the ages. Amen.
然而,雖死猶活,雖埋於地下,雖被石頭遮蓋,我卻尋得了生命,就是神自己,那賜生命者;願榮耀與尊貴歸於祂,從今直到永遠。阿們。
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ΙΒ Περί τοῦ ἑνός κατά πάντα τῆς τρισυποστάτου θεότητος θεολογία˙ καί δι ὧν τῇ ταπεινώσει χρώμενος λέγει περί ἑαυτοῦ, τῶν δοκούντων εἶναί τι ἐντρέπων τήν οἴησιν
12. Theology concerning the one Godhead in three hypostases, that is one in every respect; and also concerning the things which, employing humility, he says about himself, rebuking the conceit of those who suppose themselves to be something.
十二、論那三位一體、在一切方面皆為一的神性之神學論述;並論及他以謙卑之心論及自己之事,藉以責備那些自以為是者的自負。
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() Πῶς, ἅ ποτε ἠφάνισας, ἐν ἐμοί πάλιν ζῶσι καί σκότους με καί θλίψεως ἐμπιπλῶσι, Θεέ μου;
How is it, O my God, that the things which You once made to vanish live again in me, and fill me with darkness and affliction?
我的神啊,那些祢曾使之消滅的事物,如今怎麼又在我裡面復活,使我充滿黑暗與苦難呢?
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Πάθη θυμοῦ τε κ αί ὀργῆς, ἐξ ὧν ἐγγίνεταί μοι ἀναθυμίασις, ἀχλύς ἐπί τήν κεφαλήν μου, καί πήρωσιν τοῖς νοεροῖς ὄμμασί μου ποιοῦσι, καί γάρ, ὥσπερ καλύπτονται καί καμμύειν τῷ ζόφῳ, οἴμοι, καταναγκάζονται, καί σοῦ ἀποστεροῦμαι, φωτός, οὗ πᾶς ἐφίεται, ὀλίγοι δ ἐκζητοῦσιν
Passions of anger and of wrath, from which arises for me a vapor, a mist upon my head, and they work blindness in my noetic eyes; for, alas, they are covered over, and are compelled to close in the murk, and I am deprived of You, my light, whom everyone desires, but few seek out.
忿怒與惱恨的情,從中生出一股煙霧,形成籠罩我頭頂的迷霧,使我心靈之眼受到蒙蔽;因為,唉,它們被遮蔽,被迫在幽暗中閉合,於是我便被剝奪了祢——那光——那人人皆渴望、卻少有人真正尋求的光。
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Ἀλλά καί οἱ ἀξιωθέντες σου μετασχεῖν τῶν ἀρρήτων καί ὑλικῶς μεταλαβεῖν ἐν ἀΰλῳ αἰσθήσει μυστηρίων τῶν φοβερῶν καί τοῖς πᾶσιν ἀφράστων γνῶναί τε τήν ἀόρατον ἐν ὁρωμένοις δόξαν καί τό ξένον μυστήριον, ὅ ἐν κόσμῳ ἐπράχθη, κομιδῇ ὀλιγώτεροί εἰσιν, εὖ οἶδα, πάντως˙ οἵ καί τούτων ἐγένοντο ἐν τρανεῖ θεωρίᾳ παρά τοῦ ὄντος ἐν ἀρχῇ πρό πάντων τῶν αἰώνων ἐκ τοῦ Πατρός σύν Πνεύματι Υἱοῦ, Θεοῦ καί Λόγου, φωτός τρισσοῦ ἐν τῷ ἑνί, ἑνός ἐν τοῖς τρισί δέ
But even those who have been deemed worthy to partake of Your ineffable mysteries, and to receive materially, in immaterial conscious perception, of the fearful mysteries — mysteries inexpressible to all — and to know the invisible glory in visible things, and the strange mystery which was accomplished in the world, are altogether very few, I know well; those who came to be in clear contemplation of these things, given by Him who was in the beginning before all the ages, [namely] the Son, God and Word, from the Father together with the Spirit — a threefold light in the one, and one in the three.
然而,即使那些配得分享祢那不可言喻之奧祕、並在非物質的覺知中「以物質方式」領受那些可畏、對眾人皆不可言傳之奧祕的人,得以認識那在可見之物中不可見的榮耀,以及那在世上所成就的奇異奧祕之人——這樣的人,我深知,實在是極少數的;他們得以在清晰的默觀中領略這一切,是由那在萬世之先、太初便已存在者所賜——就是子,神與道,出於父、偕同聖靈——那三重之光合而為一,一之中又有三。
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Ἀμφότερα καί γάρ ἕν φῶς, Πατήρ, Υἱός καί Πνεῦμα, ἄτμητον ὅν ἐν τοῖς τρισί προσώποις ἀσυγχύτως, πλήν ἡνωμένοις καί αὐτοῖς κατά τήν θείαν φύσιν ἀρχῆς, δόξης, δυνάμεως, θελήματος ὡσαύτως
For indeed, in both respects, there is one light — Father, Son, and Spirit — being undivided in the three persons without confusion, yet united also themselves according to the divine nature of source, glory, power, and will alike.
因為無論就何者而言,都是同一道光——父、子、聖靈——在三個位格中不可分割卻又不相混淆,然而祂們自身也依照那神聖的本性,在本原、榮耀、能力、旨意上同樣是合一的。
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Τά τρία γάρ ὁρᾶταί μοι, ὡς ἐν ἑνί προσώπῳ () ὡραῖοι δύο ὀφθαλμοί φωτός πεπληρωμένοι˙ προσώπου δίχα ὀφθαλμοί πῶς βλέψουσιν, εἰπέ μοι;
For the three appear to me as, in one face, two beautiful eyes filled with light; tell me, how shall eyes see apart from a face?
因為在我看來,那三者彷彿是一張臉上兩隻美麗、充滿光的眼睛;請告訴我,眼睛若離開了臉,又怎能看見呢?
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Πρόσωπον δ ἄνευ ὀφθαλμῶν οὐ χρή πάντως καλεῖσθαι, λείπεται γάρ τοῦ πλείονος, ἤ εἰπεῖν μᾶλλον ὅλου˙ ἥλιος γάρ, εἰ στερηθῇ φωτός τῆς εὐπρεπείας, ἀπολεῖται πρῶτος αὐτός, ἔπειτα κτίσις πᾶσα, ἡ ὑπ αὐτοῦ τό λάμπεσθαι καί τό βλέπειν λαχοῦσα
And a face without eyes ought certainly not to be called [a face], for it lacks the greater part, or rather, one should say, lacks the whole; for the sun, should it be deprived of the beauty of light, would itself first perish, and then all creation, which has obtained from it its being lit and its seeing.
而沒有眼睛的臉,實在不該被稱為臉,因為它缺少了那更重要的部分——或者更確切地說,缺少了整體;因為太陽若被剝奪那光的美麗,它自己必先滅亡,其後一切受造之物也隨之滅亡,因它們正是從太陽獲得了被照亮與能看見的能力。
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Οὕτω Θεός τοῖς νοητοῖς ἑνός εἰ στερηθείη, εἴτε Υἱοῦ ἤ Πνεύματος, Πατήρ οὐκέτι ἔσται, ἀλλ οὐδέ ζῶν ὑπάρξειεν ἀποβαλών τό Πνεῦμα, ἐξ οὗ τοῖς πᾶσι δίδοται καί τό ζῆν καί τό εἶναι
So too God, in the noetic realm, should He be deprived of one — either the Son or the Spirit — would no longer be Father; nor indeed would He exist as living, having cast off the Spirit, from whom both life and being are given to all.
神在心智的領域中也是如此:祂若被剝奪其中一位,無論是聖子或聖靈,便不再是父;祂若捨棄了聖靈——一切受造之物的生命與存在皆由祂而賜——也就不再活著存在了。
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Θεοῦ γάρ οὔτε ὄνομα, οὐ φύσιν, οὐκ ἰδέαν, οὐ μορφήν, οὐχ ὑπόστασιν τῶν ἀνθρώπων τις ἔγνω, ἵνα εἴπῃ καί γράψῃ καί μεταδῷ τοῖς ἄλλοις, ἀλλ ὥσπερ λάμπων ἥλιος τοῖς νέφεσιν εἰσδύνει καί οὐχ ὁρᾶται μέν αὐτός, οὐδ ὅλως φωτί φαίνει, ἀλλ ἀμυδρόν τοῖς ἐν τῇ γῇ τό φῶς αὐτοῦ παρέχει, οὕτω μου νόει τόν Θεόν ἀφ ἡμῶν κεκρυμμένον καί σκότος μέγα βαθύ πάντας ἡμᾶς κατέχον
For no one among men has ever known God's name, nor His nature, nor His form, nor His shape, nor His hypostasis, so as to speak it, and write it, and pass it on to others; but just as the shining sun, sinking into the clouds, is itself not seen at all, nor does it appear with full light, but gives its light only dimly to those on earth, so understand my God to be hidden from us, and a great, deep darkness holds us all.
因為關於神的名、神的本性、神的形式、神的形象、神的位格,世人無一能真正認識,以致能述說它、書寫它、傳授給他人;但正如那照耀的太陽沉入雲層之中,它自己便不再被看見,也不再以全然的光顯現,只是微弱地把它的光賜給地上的人;照樣,你當如此理解我的神:祂對我們隱藏不現,而一種巨大、深沉的黑暗籠罩著我們眾人。
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Ἀλλά τό θαυμαστότερον νόει πάντως ἐνταῦθα˙ Θεοῦ γάρ οὐ συστέλλεται τό φῶς, ὡς τοῦ ἡλίου, ἀλλά λάμπει πανταχοῦ καί φωτίζει τά πάντα˙ καί μέσον ἐγώ τοῦ παντός περιέχομαι σκότει καί τοῦ ἐμέ ποιήσαντος φωτός ἀποστεροῦμια
But understand here, above all, the more wondrous thing: for the light of God is not contracted, as is the sun's, but shines everywhere and illumines all things; yet I, in the midst of all, am enveloped in darkness and am deprived of the light that made me.
然而,在此你當明白這更為奇妙之事:神的光不像太陽之光那樣會收縮隱沒,而是無所不在地照耀,光照萬有;然而我,身處這一切之中,卻被黑暗所籠罩,被剝奪了那創造我的光。
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Τίς οὖν ἐμέ μή κλαύσειε καί τίς ἄν οὐ πενθήσῃ καί τίς οὐκ ἄν στενάξειεν ἐπ ἐμοί καί δακρύσῃ, ὅτι Θεός ἐν ἅπασι καί πανταχοῦ ὑπάρχει καί φῶς ὅλος αὐτός ἐστιν, ἐν ᾧ οὐκ ἔστιν ὅλως οὐ τροπῆς ἀποσκίασμα, οὐ νυκτός παρουσία, () οὐ σκότος παρεμποδισμός ἐγγίνεται εἰς ἅπαν, ἀλλ ἐφήπλωται τῷ παντί καί ἀπροσίτως λάμπει καί τοῖς ἀξίοις προσιτός καί ληπτός καθορᾶται, ὀλίγον μέν, ὡς ἔφαμεν, πρός ὅλην τήν ἀκτῖνα καί πρός τόν ἥλιον αὐτόν, ὅτε φανεῖται ὅλος, πολύ δέ πάντως πρός αὐτούς τούς σκότει καθημένους, ὅτι κατηξιώθησαν μικράν αὐγήν ἰδέσθαι
Who then would not weep for me, and who would not mourn, and who would not groan over me and shed tears, that God exists in all things and everywhere, and is Himself wholly light, in whom there is altogether no shadow of turning, no presence of night, no obstruction of darkness arising at all — but He is spread out over all, and shines inaccessibly, and yet is beheld as accessible and apprehensible by those who are worthy: little, indeed, as we have said, in comparison with the whole ray and with the sun itself, when it shall appear whole; but altogether much in comparison with those who sit in darkness, because they have been counted worthy to see even a small ray.
那麼誰能不為我哭泣呢?誰能不為我哀傷呢?誰能不為我歎息流淚呢?因為神存在於萬有之中,無所不在,祂自己完全就是光,在祂裡面全然沒有轉動的影兒,沒有黑夜的存在,沒有任何黑暗的阻礙產生;祂卻遍布於萬有之上,以不可親近的方式照耀,卻又被那配得的人視為可親近、可領受地得見——誠如我們所言,比起那全部的光輝、比起太陽整個顯現的時候,這所見的確實微小;然而,比起那些坐在黑暗中的人來說,這卻是極大的,因為他們已蒙恩得見哪怕一絲微小的光輝。
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Ἐγώ δέ, ὁ ταλαίπωρος, προτιμῶμια τό σκότος καί μεριμνῶ τά ἐν αὐτῷ καί προστιθῶ τόν ζόφον, καί γίνεται παχύτερον τῇ ταπεινῇ ψυχῇ μου, ἐξ οὖ τά πάθη τρέφονται καί ἐν ἐμοί ζωοῦνται καί δράκοντές μοι γίνονται καί ἑρπετά καί ὄφεις διαταράσσοντες ἀεί τῆς ψυχῆς μου τά μέλη˙ καί γάρ ἡ δόξα δάκνει με, ἡ κενή καί ματαίᾳ, καί τούς ὀδόντας πέπηγεν ἐν τῇ ἐμῇ καρδίᾳ˙ ἐξ ἧς ἀδυνατήσαντος καί ἐκλυθέντος ὅλως ἦλθον κύνες οἱ ἄγριοι, ἦλθεν θηρίων πλῆθος, καί εὑρόντα με κείμενον κατεμασήσαντό με
But I, wretched man, prefer the darkness, and am anxious about the things in it, and add to the murk, and it becomes thicker for my humble soul, from which the passions are nourished and come to life in me and become for me dragons, and creeping things, and serpents, ever disturbing the members of my soul; for indeed empty and vain glory bites me, and has fixed its teeth in my heart; and, having become weak and utterly undone from it, wild dogs came, a multitude of beasts came, and, finding me lying there, they devoured me.
然而我這可悲之人,卻寧愛黑暗,掛慮其中之事,還加增那幽暗,使它在我卑微的靈魂中變得更為濃厚;情便從中得滋養,在我裡面活躍起來,成了我的惡龍、爬蟲與毒蛇,不斷攪擾我靈魂的肢體;因為那虛空虛妄的榮耀噬咬著我,將牙齒深深咬進我的心;因這緣故,我變得軟弱,全然癱瘓,於是野狗前來,成群野獸前來,發現我倒臥在地,便將我吞噬了。
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Τρυφή γάρ καί ὁ ἔπαινος μυελόν καί τά νεῦρα διέσπασάν μου, τῆς ψυχῆς ἰσχύν καί προθυμίαν
For self-indulgence and praise have torn apart my marrow and sinews — the strength and eagerness of my soul.
因為安逸享樂與稱讚,撕裂了我的骨髓與筋腱,也就是我靈魂的力量與熱忱。
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Ἀφῃρηκότα ἀπ ἐμοῦ, οἴμοι, πῶς πάντα γράψω;
These things having been taken away from me — alas, how shall I write it all?
這些既已從我身上被奪去,唉,我又怎能將這一切都書寫出來呢?
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