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Letters (CSEL) 1 part 75/85

Latin original · 40 verses · some words can be tapped for a gloss · long chapter, split into parts; this part covers 1:2879–1:2918 (3306 verses in all)

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1:2879
saluator generis humani, qui uirtutum et conuersationis suae nobis reliquit exemplum, post baptismum statim adsumitur ab spiritu, ut pugnet contra diabolum et oppressum eum atque contritum tradat discipulis conculcandum. unde et apostolus loquitur: deus autem conterat satanan sub pedibus uestris uelociter. et tamen hostis antiquus post quadraginta dierum ieiunium per cibum molitur insidias et dicit: si filius dei es, dic, ut lapides isti pane fiant. in lege mense septimo post clangorem tubarum, decima die mensis totius gentis Hebraeae ieiunium est et exterminatur anima illa de populo suo, quae saturitatem praetulerit continentiae. in Iob scriptum est de dracone:
The Saviour of the human race, who left us the example of his virtues and manner of life, immediately after his baptism was taken up by the Spirit to fight against the devil, and, having overwhelmed and crushed him, handed him over to his disciples to be trodden underfoot. Whence the Apostle also says: 'And may God crush Satan under your feet speedily.' And yet the ancient enemy, after the fast of forty days, contrives his snares through food and says: 'If you are the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread.' In the Law, in the seventh month after the sounding of the trumpets, on the tenth day of the month, there is a fast of the whole Hebrew nation, and that soul is cut off from its people which shall have preferred satiety to continence. In Job it is written of the dragon:
人類的救主,既給我們留下了他德行與生活方式的榜樣,在受洗之後立即被聖靈引去與魔鬼爭戰,並且既已把魔鬼壓倒踐踏,就將他交給門徒去踏在腳下。因此使徒也說:「賜平安的神快要將撒但踐踏在你們腳下。」然而那古蛇的仇敵,在四十天的禁食之後,藉食物設下圈套,說:「你若是神的兒子,可以吩咐這些石頭變成食物。」在律法中,七月吹角之後,本月初十日,全希伯來民族有一次禁食,凡以飽足勝過節制的,那人必從民中剪除。在約伯記中,論到那大龍如此寫著:
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uirtus eius in lumbis et fortitudo illius super umbilicum uentris. aduersum iuuenes et puellas aetatis ardore abutitur et inflammat rotam natiuitatis nostrae et inplet illud in Osee: omnes adulterantes, quasi clibanus corda eorum, quae dei misericordia et ieiuniorum frigore restringuntur. haec sunt ignita diaboli iacula, quae simul et uulnerant et inflammant et a rege Babylonio tribus pueris praeparantur, qui succendit fornacem quadraginta nouem cubitorum habens et ipse septem ebdomadas ad perditionem, quas dominus obseruari iusserat ad salutem.
'His strength is in his loins, and his force in the navel of his belly.' Against young men and maidens he abuses the ardour of their age, and inflames the wheel of our nativity, and fulfils that saying in Hosea: 'All committing adultery, their hearts are like an oven' — which are restrained by the mercy of God and the cold of fastings. These are the fiery darts of the devil, which both wound and inflame at once, and are prepared by the king of Babylon for the three young men — he who kindled a furnace forty-nine cubits high, and himself the seven weeks unto destruction which the Lord had commanded to be observed unto salvation.
「牠的力氣在腰間,牠的能力在肚腹的臍上。」牠濫用青年男女那年紀的熱情,煽動我們降生之輪,應驗了何西阿書中那句話:「他們都是行淫的,心中如同烤爐」——這些心藉神的憐憫與禁食的寒冷得以節制。這些就是魔鬼的火箭,既傷人又同時燃人;是巴比倫王為那三個少年人所預備的——他燒起了一座四十九肘高的火爐,他自己就是那趨向滅亡的七個七日,而主原是吩咐人遵守它們以得救恩。
1:2881
sed, quomodo ibi quartus speciem habens quasi filii hominis inmensos mitigauit ardores et inter camini aestuantis incendia docuit flammas calorem amittere et aliud oculis comminari, aliud praebere tactui, sic et in animo uirginali rore caelesti et ieiuniorum frigore calor puellaris , extinguitur et humano corpori angelorum impetratur conuersatio. quam ob rem et uas electionis de uirginibus se dicit domini non habere praeceptum, quia contra naturam, immo ultra naturam est non exercere, quod nata sis, interficere in te radicem tuam et sola uirginitatis poma decerpere, nescire torum, omnem uirorum horrere contactum et in corpore uiuere sine corpore.
But just as there a fourth, having the appearance as of the Son of man, mitigated the immense flames and amid the fires of the burning furnace taught the flames to lose their heat, and to threaten one thing to the eyes while offering another to the touch — so also in a virginal soul, by heavenly dew and the cold of fastings, the fire of youth is extinguished, and for the human body the manner of life of angels is obtained. For which reason the vessel of election says that concerning virgins he has no commandment of the Lord, because it is against nature, nay beyond nature, not to exercise that for which you were born, to slay in yourself your own root, and to pluck only the fruits of virginity, to know no marriage-bed, to shudder at all contact of men, and to live in the body without the body.
但正如在那裡有第四位,形狀彷彿神之子,緩和了那浩大的火焰,並在烈火焚燒的爐中教火焰失去熱度,向眼睛顯出一樣、卻向觸摸提供另一樣——照樣,在童貞女的心靈中,藉著天上的甘露與禁食的寒冷,青春之火得以熄滅,人的身體便得著天使般的生活。為此緣故,那蒙揀選的器皿說,論到童貞女他沒有主的命令,因為不去運用你所生而具有的,在自己身上殺死自己的根,只採摘守貞的果子,不識婚床,戰慄於男子一切的接觸,並在身體中卻活得彷彿無身體——這是違反本性的,甚至是超越本性的。
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Neque uero inmoderata tibi imperamus ieiunia et inormem ciborum abstinentiam, quibus statim corpora delicata franguntur et ante aegrotare incipiunt quam sanctae conuersationis iacere fundamenta. philosophorum quoque sententia est μεσότητας ἀρετάς, ὑπερβολὰς κακίας εἶναι , quod Latinus ita potest sermo resonare: moderatas esse uirtutes, excedentes modum atque mensuram inter uitia reputari. unde et unus de septem sapientibus: ne quid, ait, nimis. quod tam celebre factum est, ut comico quoque uersu expressum sit.
Nor indeed do we command you immoderate fasts and an excessive abstinence from food, by which delicate bodies are at once broken and begin to sicken before they lay the foundations of a holy manner of life. It is also the opinion of the philosophers that 'the mean is virtue, and excesses are vice,' which the Latin tongue may thus render: that moderate things are virtues, while those exceeding measure and limit are reckoned among the vices. Whence also one of the seven sages said: 'Nothing too much.' This became so famous that it was expressed even in a comic verse.
我們的確也不是要吩咐你行過度的禁食與過分的節食,因為那樣嬌弱的身體立時就會垮掉,還未奠定聖潔生活的根基便先病倒。哲學家們也有一種看法:「中庸是德行,過度是惡行」,用拉丁語可如此表達:適中乃是諸德,超出分量與尺度的則列於諸惡之中。因此七賢之一也說:「凡事勿過度。」這話如此著名,甚至被寫進了一句喜劇的詩行。
1:2883
sic debes ieiunare, ut non palpites et respirare uix possis et comitum tuarum uel porteris uel traharis manibus, sed, ut fracto corporis appetitu nec in lectione nec in psalmis nec in uigiliis solito quid minus facias. ieiunium non perfecta uirtus, sed ceterarum uirtutum fundamentum est et sanctificatio atque pudicitia, sine qua nemo u i debit deum, gradus praebet ad summa scandentibus nec tamen, si sola fuerit, uirginem poterit coronare. legamus euangelium 3 sapientium et stultarum uirginum, quarum aliae cubiculum ingrediuntur sponsi, aliae bonorum operum oleum non habentes extinctis lampadibus excluduntur.
You ought so to fast that you do not pant and can scarcely breathe, and are either carried or dragged along by the hands of your companions; but rather that, having broken the body's appetite, you do nothing less than usual in reading, in psalms, or in vigils. Fasting is not a perfect virtue, but the foundation of the other virtues; and it is a sanctification and chastity, without which no one shall see God: it offers a step to those climbing to the heights, yet, if it be alone, it will not be able to crown a virgin. Let us read in the Gospel of the wise and foolish virgins, of whom some enter the chamber of the bridegroom, while others, not having the oil of good works, are shut out with their lamps extinguished.
你當這樣禁食,使你不至於喘息、幾乎不能呼吸,也不至於要被同伴的手抬著或拖著;乃是要在制伏了身體的食慾之後,在誦讀、詩篇或守夜上絲毫不減平日所行。禁食不是全備的德行,乃是其餘諸德的根基;它是成聖與貞潔,非聖潔沒有人能見主:它為向高處攀登的人提供階梯,然而若只有它獨自存在,卻不能使童貞女得冠冕。讓我們讀福音書中聰明與愚拙童女的比喻,其中有些進入了新郎的洞房,另一些卻因沒有善行的油,燈既熄滅,就被關在外面。
1:2884
latus est super ieiuniis campus, in quo et nos saepe cucurrimus et multorum proprii habentur libri, ad quorum te mittimus lectionem, ut discas, quid boni habeat continentia et quid e contrario mali saturitas. Imitare sponsum tuum: esto auiae matrique subiecta. nullum uirorumet maxime iuuenumnisi cum illis uideas. nullum scias, quem illae nesciant. saecularis quoque sententia est: eadem uelle et eadem nolle, ea demum firma amicitia est. ut adpeteres uirginitatem, ut Christi praecepta cognosceres, ut scires, quid tibi expediret, quid eligere deberes, illarum te exempla docuerunt, sancta domi instruxit conuersatio.
Broad is the field concerning fasts, in which we too have often run, and there are books of many held as their own, to the reading of which we refer you, that you may learn what good continence has, and, on the contrary, what evil satiety has. Imitate your Bridegroom: be subject to your grandmother and your mother. See no man — and especially no young man — except in their company. Know no one whom they do not know. It is a worldly saying too: 'To will the same things and to reject the same things — that, in the end, is firm friendship.' That you might desire virginity, that you might come to know the precepts of Christ, that you might know what was expedient for you, what you ought to choose — the examples of those women taught you, and the holy conversation at home instructed you.
論到禁食,那是一片廣闊的田地,我們自己也常在其中奔跑,並且有許多人各自寫成的書卷,我們指引你去讀,好叫你學會節制有何等的好處,飽足反之有何等的害處。要效法你的新郎:要順服你的祖母與母親。除非有她們同在,你不可見任何男子——尤其是任何年輕男子。她們所不認識的人,你也不可認識。世俗中也有一句話:「喜好相同、厭惡相同,這才終究是穩固的友誼。」你之所以渴慕守貞、認識基督的教訓、曉得什麼對你有益、當揀選什麼——都是那些婦女的榜樣教導了你,家中聖潔的生活栽培了你。
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non igitur solum tuum putes esse, quod tuum est, sed et earum, quae suam in te expressere pudicitiam et honorabilium nuptiarum cubilisque inmaculati pretiosissimum germinauere te florem, qui perfectus afferet fructus, si humiliaueris te sub potenti manu dei et scriptum semper memineris: superbis deus resistit, humilibus autem dat gratiam. ubi autem gratia, non operum retributio sed donantis est largitas, ut inpleatur dictum apostoli: non est uolentis neque currentis sed miserentis dei. et tamen uelle et nolle nostrum est; ipsum quoque, quod nostrum est, sine dei miseratione non nostrum est.
Therefore think not that only that which is yours is yours, but also that of those women who have impressed their own chastity upon you, and have caused you to sprout as the most precious flower of an honourable marriage and an unstained bed — a flower which will bear perfect fruits, if you humble yourself under the mighty hand of God, and always remember what is written: 'God resists the proud, but to the humble he gives grace.' And where grace is, it is not the recompense of works but the bounty of the giver, that the saying of the Apostle may be fulfilled: 'It is not of him that wills, nor of him that runs, but of God that shows mercy.' And yet to will and not to will is ours; even that very thing which is ours, is not ours without the mercy of God.
所以,不要以為唯有你自己的才是你的,也當歸於那些婦女——她們把自己的貞潔印在你身上,使你萌發為一場尊貴婚姻與純潔婚床上最寶貴的花——這花必結出全備的果子,只要你在神大能的手下自卑,並常記念經上所記的:「神阻擋驕傲的人,賜恩給謙卑的人。」有恩典之處,就不是工作的報償,乃是賜予者的慷慨,好叫使徒的話得以應驗:「這不在乎那定意的,也不在乎那奔跑的,只在乎發憐憫的神。」然而立志與不立志在於我們;就連那在於我們的,若沒有神的憐憫,也不是我們的。
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Eunuchorum quoque tibi et puellarum ac seruulorum mores magis eligantur quam uultuum elegantia, quia in omni sexu et aetate et truncatorum corporum uiolenta pudicitia animi considerandi sunt, qui amputari nisi Christi timore non possunt. scurrilitas atque lasciuia te praesente non habeat locum. numquam uerbum inhonestum audias aut, si audieris, non irascaris. perditae mentes hominum uno frequenter leuique sermone temptant claustra pudicitiae. ridere et rideri saecularibus derelinque; 2 grauitas tuam personam decet.
Let the manners of eunuchs and of girls and of little servants be chosen by you rather than elegance of countenance; for in every sex and age, even of those whose bodies have been mutilated, the chastity of the mind must be considered, since these can be cut off by nothing but the fear of Christ. Let there be no place for buffoonery and wantonness in your presence. Never hear an unseemly word; or, if you have heard it, be not angry. Lost minds of men often attempt the barriers of chastity with a single light word. Leave laughing and being laughed at to worldly people; gravity befits your person.
你當選擇太監、女孩與小僕人的品行,過於面容的秀美;因為在各樣性別與年紀中,甚至在那些身體被閹割之人身上,都當看重心靈的貞潔,因為這些人若非因著敬畏基督,便無從被割除情慾。在你面前不可有戲謔與放蕩的地步。你絕不可聽任何不雅的言語;若你聽見了,也不要動怒。人心敗壞的人常常用一句輕率的話試探貞潔的門檻。把嬉笑與被人嬉笑留給屬世的人吧;莊重才與你的身分相稱。
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Catonem quoqueillum dico censorium et uestrae quondam urbis principem —, qui in extrema aetate Graecas litteras non erubuit censor nec desperauit senex discere *«*#*#**#•****#* et M. Crassum semel in uita scribit risisse Lucilius. fuerit illa affectata seueritas et gloriam quaerens auramque popularem; nos affectus et perturbationes, quamdiu in tabernaculo corporis huius habitamus et fragili carne circumdamur, moderari et regere possumus, amputare non possumus. unde et psalmista dicit: iras cimini nolite peccare, quod apostolus disserens: s o 1, inquit, non occidat super iracundiam uestram, quia et irasci hominis est et finem irae ponere Christiani.
Cato too — I mean Cato the Censor, once a leading man of your city — who in extreme old age was not ashamed as censor to learn Greek letters, nor despaired as an old man of learning; and Lucilius writes that Marcus Crassus laughed but once in his life. Let that severity have been affected and seeking glory and the breeze of popular favour; as for us, our affections and disturbances, so long as we dwell in the tabernacle of this body and are compassed about with frail flesh, we can moderate and rule, but cannot cut off. Whence the psalmist also says: 'Be angry, and sin not'; which the Apostle, expounding, says: 'Let not the sun go down upon your wrath'; because to be angry is human, and to put an end to anger is Christian.
連加圖——我是指那位監察官加圖,你們城中昔日的首要人物——他在耄耋之年身為監察官仍不以學習希臘文為恥,年老也不絕望於學習;盧奇利烏斯記載馬爾庫斯·克拉蘇一生只笑過一次。就算那種嚴肅是矯揉造作、追求榮耀與民眾的青睞吧;至於我們,只要我們還住在這身體的帳棚中、被脆弱的肉體所纏繞,我們的情感與擾動便能節制、能管束,卻不能割除。因此詩人也說:「你們生氣卻不要犯罪」;使徒解釋這話說:「不可含怒到日落」;因為生氣是屬人的,止息忿怒卻是屬基督徒的。
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Superfluum reor te monere contra auaritiam, cum generis tui sit et habere et calcare diuitias et apostolus doceat auaritiam esse idolorum cultum dominusque respondeat sciscitanti: magister bone, quid boni faciens itam aeternam possidebo? si uis esse perfectus, uade, uende omnia, quae habes, et da pauperibus et habebis thesaurum in caelis et ueni, sequere me. apostolici fastigii est perfectaeque uirtutis uendere omnia et pauperibus distribuere et sic leuem atque expeditum cum Christo ad caelestia subuolare. nobis, immo tibi diligens credita est dispensatio, quamquam in hoc omni aetati omnique personae libertas arbitrii derelicta sit. si uis, inquit, esse perfectus:
I think it superfluous to warn you against avarice, since it belongs to your family both to possess and to trample upon riches, and the Apostle teaches that avarice is the worship of idols, and the Lord answers the one inquiring: 'Good master, what good shall I do to possess eternal life? If you wish to be perfect, go, sell all that you have, and give to the poor, and you shall have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.' It belongs to the apostolic summit and to perfect virtue to sell all things and distribute to the poor, and thus, light and unencumbered, to fly up with Christ to the heavenly things. To us, nay to you, a diligent stewardship has been entrusted, although in this the freedom of choice has been left to every age and every person. 'If you wish,' he says, 'to be perfect':
我以為勸你防備貪婪是多餘的,因為既擁有財富又踐踏財富本是你家族的特性,而使徒教導說貪婪就是拜偶像,主也回答那求問的人說:「良善的夫子,我該作什麼善事才能承受永生?你若願意作完全人,可去變賣你所有的分給窮人,就必有財寶在天上;你還要來跟從我。」變賣一切分給窮人,如此輕便無累地與基督一同飛升天上之事——這屬於使徒的巔峰與全備的德行。至於我們,不如說對你,卻已託付了殷勤的管家職分,儘管在這事上自由的抉擇被留給各樣年紀與各樣的人。他說:「你若願意作完全人」:
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\'non cogo, non impero, sed propono palmam, ostendo praemia; tuum est eligere, si uolueris in agone atque certamine coronari\'. et consideremus, quam sapienter sapientia sit locuta: uende, quae habes. cui ista praecipiuntur? nempe illi, cui dictum est: s i uis esse perfectus. non partem bonorum tuorum uende, sed omnia. cumque uendideris, quid sequitur? et d a pauperibus. non diuitibus, non propinquis, non ad luxuriam sed ad necessitatem. siue ille sacerdos siue cognatus sit et adfinis, nihil in illo aliud consideres nisi paupertatem. laudent te esurientium uiscera, non ructantium opulenta conuiuia.
'I do not compel, I do not command, but I set forth the palm, I show the rewards; it is yours to choose, if you wish to be crowned in the contest and the struggle.' And let us consider how wisely Wisdom has spoken: 'Sell what you have.' To whom are these things commanded? Surely to him to whom it was said: 'If you wish to be perfect.' Sell not a part of your goods, but all. And when you have sold, what follows? 'And give to the poor.' Not to the rich, not to kinsfolk, not for luxury but for need. Whether he be a priest or a kinsman or a relative by marriage, consider in him nothing else but poverty. Let the bowels of the hungry praise you, not the sumptuous banquets of those who belch.
「我不強迫,我不命令,只是擺出得勝的棕枝,指出賞賜;揀選在於你,若你願意在競賽與角力中得冠冕。」讓我們思想智慧說得何等有智慧:「變賣你所有的。」這些話是吩咐給誰的呢?當然是吩咐給那被告知「你若願意作完全人」的人。不要只賣你財物的一部分,乃要賣盡一切。當你賣了以後,接下來是什麼呢?「分給窮人。」不是給富人,不是給親屬,不是為奢華,乃是為需用。無論他是司鐸、是親戚、還是姻親,你在他身上除了貧窮之外不要看別的。願飢餓者的肺腑稱讚你,而不是那些飽食打嗝之人的豐盛筵席。
1:2890
in Actibus apostolorum, quando domini nostri adhuc calebat cruor et feruebat recens in credentibus fides, uendebant omnes possessiones suas et pretia earum ad apostolorum deferebant pedes, ut ostenderent pecunias esse calcandas; dabaturque singulis, prout opus erat. Ananias et Saphira, dispensatores timidi, immo corde duplici et ideo condemnati, quia post uotum obtulerunt quasi sua et non eius, cui semel ea uouerant, partemque sibi iam alienae substantiae reseruarunt metuentes famem, quam uera fides non timet, praesentem meruere uindictam non crudelitate sententiae sed correptio-. nis exemplo.
In the Acts of the Apostles, when the blood of our Lord still glowed and faith burned fresh in the believers, they all sold their possessions and laid the prices of them at the feet of the apostles, to show that money is to be trampled underfoot; and it was given to each as there was need. Ananias and Sapphira, timid stewards — nay rather double of heart, and therefore condemned, because after their vow they offered as their own, and not as belonging to him to whom they had once vowed it, and reserved for themselves a part of a substance now no longer theirs, fearing a famine which true faith does not fear — merited present vengeance, not by any cruelty of sentence, but as an example of correction.
在使徒行傳中,當我們主的血仍在發熱、信德在信徒中仍新鮮火熱之時,他們都變賣了自己的產業,把價銀放在使徒腳前,以表明錢財是當踐踏在腳下的;並且照各人所需用的分給各人。亞拿尼亞與撒非喇,是膽怯的管家——不如說是心懷二意的,因此被定罪,因為他們在許願之後把它當作自己的獻上,而非當作屬於那位他們曾一次許給之主的;他們懼怕真信德所不懼怕的飢荒,為自己私留了那已不再屬於自己之產業的一部分——他們招致了當下的刑罰,這並非出於判決的殘忍,乃是作為懲戒的鑑戒。
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denique et apostolus Petrus nequaquam inprecatur eis mortem, ut stultus philosophus calumniatur, sed dei iudicium prophetico spiritu adnuntiat, ut poena duorum hominum sit doctrina multorum. ex eo tempore, quo uirginitati perpetuae consecrata es, tua non tua sunt, immo uere tua, quia Christi esse coeperunt, quae auia uiuente uel matre ipsarum arbitrio dispensanda sunt. sin autem obierint et somno sanctorum requieuerintscio enim et illas hoc optare, ut te habeant superstitem —, cum aetas maturior fuerit et uoluntas grauior firmiorque sententia, facies, quod tibi uisum fuerit, immo quod dominus imperarit, scitura nihil te habituram, nisi quod in bonis operibus erogaueris.
Finally, the apostle Peter by no means imprecated death upon them, as a foolish philosopher slanderously charges, but announced the judgment of God by a prophetic spirit, that the punishment of two persons might be the instruction of many. From the time that you were consecrated to perpetual virginity, the things that are yours are not yours — nay rather truly yours, because they have begun to be Christ's — things which, while your grandmother and mother are living, are to be dispensed at their own discretion. But if they shall have died and rested in the sleep of the saints — for I know that they too desire this, that they may have you surviving them — when your age is riper and your will weightier and your judgment firmer, you will do what shall seem good to you, nay rather what the Lord shall command, knowing that you will have nothing except what you have expended in good works.
最後,使徒彼得斷不曾像一個愚昧哲學家所誹謗的那樣咒詛他們死亡,乃是憑先知的靈宣告神的審判,好叫兩人的刑罰成為眾人的教誨。自從你被獻身於永久的守貞之時起,那些屬你的便不再是你的——不如說真正是你的,因為它們已開始屬於基督——而這些東西,當你的祖母與母親還活著時,是要照她們自己的判斷來支配的。但她們若已死去、安息於聖徒的睡眠中——因為我知道她們也盼望這事,就是你能比她們活得更久——那時你年歲更加成熟、意志更加持重、判斷更加堅定,你便要行你自己看為善的,不如說是主所吩咐的,並且知道除了你在善行上所支出的以外,你將一無所有。
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alii aedihcent ecclesias, uestiant parietes marmorum crustis, columnarum moles aduehant earumque deaurent capita pretiosum ornatum non sentientia, ebore argentoque ualuas et gemmis aurea uel aurata distinguant altarianon reprehendo, non abnuo; unusquisque in sensu suo abundet meliusque est hoc facere quam repositis opibus incubare —, sed tibi aliud propositum est:
Let others build churches, clothe the walls with slabs of marble, convey masses of columns and gild their capitals, which do not perceive the costly adornment; let them mark out doors with ivory and silver, and the golden or gilded altars with gems — I do not reprehend it, I do not refuse it; let each abound in his own opinion, and it is better to do this than to brood over hoarded riches — but for you the purpose is otherwise:
讓別人去建造教堂,用大理石板覆蓋牆壁,運來成堆的柱子並鍍金其柱頭——這些柱頭並不覺察那昂貴的裝飾;讓別人用象牙與白銀鑲飾殿門,用寶石點綴金的或鍍金的祭壇——我不責備,也不拒絕;讓各人各按己意豐足,這樣行總比守著積存的財富要好——但你的宗旨卻是另一樣:
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Christum uestire in pauperibus, uisitare in languentibus, pascere in esurientibus, suscipere in his, qui tecto indigentet maxime in domesticis fidei —, uirginum alere monasteria, seruorum dei et pauperum spiritu habere curam, qui diebus et noctibus seruiunt domino tuo, qui in terra positi imitantur angelorum conuersationem et nihil aliud loquuntur, nisi quod ad laudes dei pertinet, habentesque uictum atque uestitum his gaudent diuitiis, qui plus habere nolunt, si tamen seruant propositum. alioquin, si amplius desiderant, his quoque, quae necessaria sunt, probantur indigni. haec ad uirginem diuitem et uirginem nobilem sim locutus.
to clothe Christ in the poor, to visit him in the sick, to feed him in the hungry, to receive him in those who lack a roof — and especially in those of the household of faith — to nourish the monasteries of virgins, to have care in spirit for the servants of God and for the poor, who serve your Lord day and night, who, placed on earth, imitate the manner of life of angels and speak of nothing else but what pertains to the praises of God; and, having food and clothing, they rejoice in these riches, they who do not wish to have more — provided, however, that they keep their vow. Otherwise, if they desire more, they are proved unworthy even of the things that are necessary. Let these things be said by me to a rich virgin and a noble virgin.
乃是要在窮人身上給基督穿衣,在病人身上探望他,在飢餓者身上餵養他,在無處棲身的人身上接待他——尤其是在信徒一家的人身上——要供養童貞女的修道院,在心靈中顧念神的僕人與窮人,就是那些日夜服事你之主的人,他們身在地上卻效法天使的生活,除了與神的頌讚有關的以外別無所言;他們有衣有食就以這財富為滿足,他們是不願擁有更多的人——只要他們持守自己的誓願。不然,若他們貪求更多,就連那些必需之物也被證為不配。我把這些話說給一位富有的童貞女、一位尊貴的童貞女。
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Nunc tantum ad uirginem loquar, id est non ea, quae extra te, sed in te sunt, tantum considerans. praeter psalmorum - et orationis ordinem, quod tibi hora tertia, sexta, nona, ad uesperum, medio noctis et mane semper est exercendum, statue, quot horis sanctam scripturam ediscere debeas, quanto tempore legere non ad laborem, sed ad delectationem et instructionem animae. cumque haec finieris spatia et frequenter te ad figenda genua sollicitudo animi suscitauerit, habeto lanam semper in manibus uel staminis pollice fila deducito uel ad torquenda subtemina in alueolis fusa uertantur aliarumque neta aut in globum collige aut tegenda conpone. quae texta sunt, perspice; quae errata, reprehende;
Now I shall speak only to the virgin, that is, considering not those things which are outside you, but those which are within you. Besides the order of psalms and prayer — which you must always practise at the third, sixth, and ninth hours, at evening, at midnight, and in the morning — appoint how many hours you ought to spend learning the Holy Scripture, how long a time in reading, not for labour, but for the delight and instruction of the soul. And when you have finished these spaces, and the solicitude of your mind has often roused you to bend your knees, always have wool in your hands: either draw out the threads of the warp with your thumb, or let the spindles be turned in their baskets for twisting the weft; either gather into a ball the yarn spun by others, or arrange it for weaving. Examine what is woven; correct what is wrongly done;
如今我只向這童貞女說話,就是只顧念那不在你以外、而在你以內的事。除了詩篇與禱告的次序——你必須常在第三時、第六時、第九時、傍晚、午夜與早晨操練——你當定下每日要用多少時辰熟習聖經,用多久的時間誦讀,不是為勞苦,乃是為心靈的喜悅與教導。當你完成了這些時段,而心中的殷勤又常催你屈膝跪下時,要常把羊毛拿在手中:或用拇指抽出經線的紗,或讓紡錘在筐中轉動以搓緯線;或把別人紡好的紗捲成球,或整理好以備織造。要察看已織成的;要糾正織錯的;
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quae facienda, constitue. si tantis operum uarietatibus fueris occupata, numquam tibi dies longi erunt, sed, quamuis aestiuis tendantur solibus, breues uidebuntur, in quibus aliquid operis praetermissum est. haec obseruans et te ipsam saluabis et alias et eris magistra sanctae conuersationis multarumque castitatem lucrum tuum facies scriptura dicente: in desideriis est omnis anima otiosi. nec idcirco tibi ab opere cessandum est, quia deo propitio nulla re indiges, sed ideo cum omnibus laborandum est, ut per occasionem operis nihil aliud cogites, nisi quod ad domini pertinet seruitutem. simpliciter loquar:
determine what must be done. If you are occupied with such varieties of works, the days will never be long for you, but, however much they be drawn out under summer suns, they will seem short in which any piece of work has been left undone. Observing these things, you will save both yourself and others, and you will be a teacher of holy conversation, and you will make the chastity of many your gain, as Scripture says: 'The soul of every idler is in desires.' Nor for this reason must you cease from work, because by God's favour you lack nothing; but you must labour with all, so that through the occasion of work you may think of nothing else but what pertains to the service of the Lord. Let me speak plainly:
要決定什麼是當作的。你若忙於這樣種種的工作,日子對你就絕不會顯得漫長,反倒,無論它們在夏日的驕陽下如何拖長,凡有一件工作未完成的日子,都必顯得短促。你若遵守這些,就必救自己,也救別人,成為聖潔生活的師傅,並使許多人的貞潔成為你的收益,正如聖經所說:「懶惰人的心多有貪慾。」你不可因為靠神的恩眷一無所缺,就停止作工;反倒當與眾人一同勞苦,好叫你藉著作工的機會,除了與服事主有關的以外別無所思。容我直說:
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quamuis omnem censum tuum in pauperes distribuas, nihil apud Christum erit pretiosius, nisi quod manibus tuis ipsa confeceris uel in usus proprios uel in exemplum uirginum ceterarum uel, quod auiae matrique offeras maiora ab eis in refectionem pauperum pretia receptura. Paene praeterii, quod uel praecipuum est. dum esses paruula et sanctae ac beatae memoriae Anastasius episcopus Romanam regeret ecclesiam, de orientis partibus hereticorum saeua tempestas simplicitatem fidei, quae apostoli uoce laudata est, polluere et labefactare conata est. sed uir ditissimae paupertatis et apostolicae sollicitudinis statim noxium perculit caput et sibilantia hydrae ora conpescuit.
even though you distribute all your income to the poor, nothing will be more precious in Christ's sight than what you have yourself made with your own hands — whether for your own uses, or as an example to the other virgins, or that you may offer it to your grandmother and mother, to receive back from them greater prices for the refreshment of the poor. I almost passed over what is even of chief importance. When you were a little girl and Anastasius, bishop of holy and blessed memory, was governing the Roman church, from the parts of the East a savage tempest of heretics attempted to pollute and shake the simplicity of the faith which was praised by the voice of the Apostle. But that man of richest poverty and apostolic solicitude straightway smote the noxious head and stilled the hissing mouths of the hydra.
縱使你把全部收入都分給窮人,在基督眼中沒有什麼比你親手所作成的更為寶貴——無論是為你自己所用,或作為對其他童貞女的榜樣,或是為叫你把它獻給祖母與母親,好從她們手中收回更多的價銀以供窮人的養育。我幾乎遺漏了那甚至是最要緊的事。當你還是小女孩、而聖潔蒙福之紀念的阿納斯塔修斯主教治理羅馬教會時,從東方一帶興起了一場異端者的兇暴風暴,企圖玷污並動搖那曾受使徒之口稱讚的純正信德。但那位有著至為豐富之貧窮與使徒般殷勤的人,立時擊碎了那有害的頭顱,制伏了那水蛇嘶嘶作響的口。
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et quia uereor, immo rumore cognoui in quibusdam adhuc uiuere et pullulare uenenata plantaria, illud te pio caritatis affectu praemonendam puto, ut sancti Innocentii, qui apostolicae cathedrae et supra dicti uiri successor et filius est, teneas fidem nec peregrinam, quamuis tibi prudens callidaque uideatur, doctrinam recipias. solent enim huiusce modi per angulos musitare et quasi iustitiam dei quaerere: \'cur illa anima in illa est nata prouincia?
And because I fear — nay, I have learned by report — that among certain persons these venomous plantings still live and sprout, I think you must be forewarned with the pious affection of charity, that you hold the faith of holy Innocent, who is the successor and son of the aforesaid man of the apostolic chair, and that you receive no foreign doctrine, however prudent and clever it may seem to you. For men of this kind are wont to mutter in corners and, as it were, to seek out the justice of God: 'Why was that soul born in that province?
因為我懼怕——不如說我已從傳聞得知——在某些人中,這些含毒的栽種仍然活著並萌芽,我想必須以慈愛虔誠的情感預先警戒你:你要持守聖潔的英諾森的信德,他是前述那位使徒座位之人的繼承者與兒子;你也不可接受任何外來的道理,無論它在你看來何等審慎巧妙。因為這一類人慣於在角落裡竊竊私語,彷彿要探究神的公義:「為什麼那靈魂生在那個省份?
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quid causae extitit, ut alii de Christianis nascantur parentibus, alii inter feras et saeuissimas nationes, ubi nulla dei notitia est?\' cumque hoc quasi scorpionis ictu simplices quosque percusserint et fistulato uulnere locum sibi fecerint, uenena diffundunt: \'putasne, frustra infans paruulus et qui uix matrem risu et uultus hilaritate cognoscat, qui nec boni aliquid fecit nec mali, daemone corripitur, morbo opprimitur regio et ea sustinet, quae uidemus inpios homines non sustinere et sustinere deo seruientes ?
'What cause was there that some should be born of Christian parents, others among wild beasts and the most savage nations, where there is no knowledge of God?' And when they have struck all the simple-hearted with this, as with a scorpion's sting, and have made a place for themselves by the wound they have pierced, they pour in their poisons: 'Do you suppose that it is in vain that a tiny infant, one who scarcely recognizes its mother by a smile and by the cheerfulness of her face, one who has done nothing either good or evil, is seized by a demon, is oppressed by the royal disease (jaundice), and endures those things which we see impious men not enduring, while those who serve God do endure them?'
「究竟是甚麼緣故,有些人生於基督徒的父母,另一些人卻生在野獸與最兇殘的民族之間,那裡毫無對神的認識?」他們以此如同蠍子螫刺一般刺傷一切純樸的人,藉著所刺開的傷口為自己開路,便灌注毒液:「你以為那尚在襁褓、幾乎只能憑母親的微笑與慈祥面容認出母親、既未行善也未作惡的小嬰孩,卻被邪魔攫住、被黃疸病折磨、忍受那些我們所見連不敬虔之人都不曾忍受、而事奉神之人卻要忍受的苦楚,這一切都是徒然的嗎?」
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sin autem iudicia\',inquiunt, \'domini uera, iustificata in semet ipsis et nihil apud deum iniustum est, ipsa ratione conpellimur, ut credamus animas fuisse in caelestibus et propter quaedam antiqua peccata damnatas in corporibus humanis et, ut ita loquamur, sepultas nosque in ualle lacrimarum poenas luere peccatorum. unde et propheta dicit: priusquam humiliarer, ego peccaui et: educ de carcere animam meam et: iste peccauit, ut caecus ex utero nasceretur, an parentes eius?et cetera his similia\'.
'But if,' they say, 'the judgments of the Lord are true and justified in themselves, and there is nothing unjust with God, then by reason itself we are compelled to believe that souls existed in the heavens and, on account of certain ancient sins, were condemned into human bodies and, so to speak, buried, and that we in this vale of tears pay the penalties for our sins. Whence the prophet also says: Before I was humbled, I sinned; and: Bring my soul out of prison; and: Did this man sin, that he should be born blind from the womb, or his parents?—and other things similar to these.'
他們又說:「但如果主的判斷是真實的、其本身是公義的,在神那裡也沒有不義,那麼理性本身就迫使我們相信:眾靈魂原先存在於諸天之上,因某些古昔的罪而被定罪、下到人的身體裡,可說是被埋葬了;我們在這流淚之谷中為自己的罪償還刑罰。所以先知也說:『我受苦以先走迷了路』;又說:『求你領我出離被囚之地』;又說:『是這人犯了罪,還是他的父母犯了罪,以致他生來就瞎眼?』諸如此類的話。」
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haec inpia et scelerata doctrina olim in Aegypto et in orientis partibus uersabatur et nunc abscondite quasi in foueis uiperarum apud plerosque uersatur illarumque partium polluit puritatem et quasi hereditario malo serpit in paucis, ut perueniat ad plurimos, quam certus sum quod, si audieris, non recipias. habes enim apud deum magistras, quarum fides norma doctrinae est. intellegis, quid loquardabit enim tibi deus in omnibus intellectumnec statim aduersum saeuissimam heresim et multo his nequiora, quam dixi, responsionem flagitabis, ne non tam prohibuisse uidear quam commonuisse, cum praesentis operis sit instruere uirginem, non hereticis respondere.
This impious and wicked doctrine long ago flourished in Egypt and in the regions of the East, and now it lurks in hiding, as though in the dens of vipers, among very many, and pollutes the purity of those regions, and, like a hereditary evil, creeps among a few that it may reach the many. Of this I am certain: that if you should hear it, you would not accept it. For you have as teachers in the sight of God those whose faith is the norm of doctrine. You understand what I say—for God will give you understanding in all things—and you will not at once demand a refutation against this most savage heresy and against things far worse than I have said, lest I should seem not so much to have forbidden it as to have called attention to it, since it is the business of the present work to instruct a virgin, not to answer heretics.
這不敬虔而邪惡的教義昔日曾盛行於埃及與東方諸地,如今則暗藏於許多人中間,宛如蝮蛇之窟,玷污那些地區的純潔,又如世傳之惡,先在少數人中間潛行,好使它蔓延到多數人。對此我確信:你若聽見,必不接受。因為在神面前你有為師者,她們的信德就是教義的準則。你必明白我所說的——因神必在凡事上賜你悟性——你也不會立刻要求我駁斥這最兇殘的異端,以及比我所說更惡劣得多的謬論,免得我顯得不是在禁止它,倒像是在提醒人注意它;因為本篇著作的宗旨乃是教導童貞女,而非答覆異端。
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ceterum omnes fraudulentias eorum et cuniculos, quibus nituntur subuertere ueritatem, in alio opere deo adiuuante subuertimus, quod, si uolueris, prompte libenterque mittemus. ultroneas enim aiunt putere merces et pretia facilitate decrescere, quae semper in raritate maiora sunt. Solet inter plerosque esse certamen, utrum solitaria an cum multis uita sit melior. quarum prior praefertur quidem secundae, sed, in uiris si quidem periculosa est, ne abstracti ab hominum frequentia sordidis et inpiis cogitationibus pateant et pleni adrogantiae ac supercilii cunctos despiciant armentque linguas suas uel clericis uel aliis monachis detrahendi (causa) - de quibus rectissime dicitur:
For the rest, all their frauds and the burrows by which they strive to overthrow the truth, we have, with God's help, overthrown in another work, which, if you wish, we will send promptly and gladly. For they say that goods offered unsought grow rank, and that prices fall through their easy availability, whereas they are always greater in scarcity. There is wont to be a dispute among very many, whether the solitary life or the life with many is the better. Of these the former is indeed preferred to the latter, yet—in the case of men, if indeed it is perilous, lest, drawn away from the company of men, they lie open to sordid and impious thoughts, and, full of arrogance and haughtiness, despise all others and arm their tongues to disparage either the clergy or other monks—concerning whom it is most rightly said:
至於其餘,凡他們藉以顛覆真理的一切詭詐與地道,我已蒙神的幫助,在另一部作品中加以推翻;你若願意,我必樂意迅速寄上。因為他們說:不請自來的貨物會發臭,價錢因得來容易而跌落,而稀少之物其價常較高。眾人中常有一項爭論:獨居的生活與群居的生活孰優。其中前者固然被認為優於後者,然而——就男子而言,倘若獨居是危險的,怕他們遠離人群,反而暴露於卑污不敬的念頭之下,滿懷驕矜與傲慢,藐視眾人,磨利舌頭去詆毀聖職人員或其他修士——論到這等人,經上說得極為中肯:
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filii hominum, dentes eorum arma et sagittae et lingua eorum gladius acutus-, quanto magis in feminis, quarum mutabilis fluctuansque sententia, si suo arbitrio relinquatur, cito ad deteriora delabitur! noui ego in utroque sexu per nimiam abstinentiam cerebri sanitatem in quibusdam fuisse uexatam praecipueque in his, qui in humectis et in frigidis habitauere cellulis, ita ut nescirent, quid agerent quoue se uerterent, quid loqui, quid facere deberent.
'The sons of men—their teeth are weapons and arrows, and their tongue a sharp sword'—how much more so in the case of women, whose changeable and wavering resolve, if left to their own judgment, quickly slips down to worse things! I myself have known that in both sexes, through excessive abstinence, the soundness of the brain has been impaired in certain persons, especially in those who dwelt in damp and cold cells, so that they did not know what they were doing, or whither to turn, or what they ought to say or do.
「世人哪,他們的牙齒是槍箭,舌頭是快刀」——在婦女身上豈不更甚?她們的心意反覆不定,若任其自作主張,便迅速墮落到更壞的地步!我自己曾見過在兩性之中,有些人因過度的禁食而使腦力受損,尤其是那些住在潮濕陰冷斗室中的人,以致他們不知自己在做甚麼、該往何處去、該說甚麼、該做甚麼。
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certe, si rudes saecularium litterarum de tractatibus hominum disertorum quippiam legerint, uerbositatem solam discunt absque notitia scripturarum et iuxta uetus elogium, cum loqui nesciant, tacere non possunt docentque scripturas, quas non intellegunt, et, cum aliis persuaserint, eruditorum sibi adsumunt supercilium prius inperitorum magistri quam doctorum discipuli. bonum est igitur oboedire maioribus, parere perfectis et post regulas scripturarum uitae suae tramitem ab aliis discere nec praeceptore uti pessimo, scilicet praesumptione sua. de talibus feminis et apostolus loquitur, quae circumferuntur omni uento doctrinae semper discentes et numquam ad scientiam ueritatis peruenientes.
Certainly, if those untrained in secular letters read something from the treatises of eloquent men, they learn only verbosity apart from any knowledge of the Scriptures, and according to the old saying, though they know not how to speak, they cannot keep silent; and they teach Scriptures which they do not understand, and, when they have persuaded others, they assume for themselves the haughtiness of the learned, becoming masters of the ignorant before they are disciples of the learned. It is good, therefore, to obey one's elders, to submit to the perfect, and, following the rules of the Scriptures, to learn from others the path of one's life, and not to employ the worst of teachers, namely one's own presumption. Of such women the Apostle also speaks, who are carried about by every wind of doctrine, ever learning and never coming to the knowledge of the truth.
誠然,那些未受過世俗文學訓練的人,若讀了一些能言善辯之士的論著,所學到的不過是空言,毫無對聖經的認識;正如古諺所說:他們既不會說話,卻又不能緘默;他們教導自己所不明白的聖經,一旦說服了別人,便自命為學者的傲慢,尚未作有學問者的門徒,就先作了無知者的師傅。所以,順服長者、服從完全的人、遵循聖經的規範、從他人學習自己人生的道路,而不以最壞的教師——即自己的自負——為師,這才是好的。使徒論到這等婦女也說:她們被各樣異教之風搖動漂來漂去,常常學習,終久不能明白真道。
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Matronarum maritis ac saeculo seruientium tibi consortia declinentur, ne sollicitetur animus et audias, quid uel maritus uxori uel uxor locuta sit uiro. uenenatae sunt huiusce modi confabulationes, super quarum damnatione saecularem uersum adsumens apostolus fecit ecclesiasticum: corrumpunt mores bonos confabulationes malae, cuius iambici metrum, dum uerbum seruat ex uerbo, nequaquam expressit Latina translatio. graues feminaeet maxime uiduae ac uirginestibi comites eligantur, quarum probata est conuersatio, sermo moderatus, sancta uerecundia.
Let the company of matrons, married and serving the world, be avoided by you, lest your mind be troubled and you hear what either husband has said to wife or wife to husband. Conversations of this kind are poisonous; over their condemnation the Apostle, taking up a secular verse, made it ecclesiastical: Evil conversations corrupt good morals—the metre of which iambic verse, while keeping word for word, the Latin translation has by no means expressed. Let grave women—and especially widows and virgins—be chosen as your companions, whose way of life is proved, whose speech is moderate, whose modesty is holy.
你當避開那些已婚、事奉世俗的婦人的來往,免得你的心被攪擾,聽見丈夫對妻子或妻子對丈夫所說的話。這類交談是有毒的;使徒論到它們的可責,便引用了一句世俗的詩句,使之成為教會的話:「濫交敗壞善行」——這句抑揚格詩句的格律,拉丁譯文雖逐字保存,卻絕未能傳達其音韻。你當揀選莊重的婦女——尤其是寡婦與童貞女——作你的同伴,她們的品行是經過考驗的,言語有節制,羞恥心是聖潔的。
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fuge lasciuiam puellarum, quae ornant capita, crines a fronte demittunt, cutem poliunt, utuntur lomentis, adstrictas habent manicas, uestimenta sine ruga soccosque crispantes, ut sub nomine uirginali uendibilius pereant. mores enim et studia dominarum plerumque ex ancillarum et comitum moribus indicantur. illa sit tibi pulchra, illa amabilis, illa habenda inter socias, quae nescit esse se pulchram, quae neglegit formae bonum et procedens ad publicum non pectus et colla denudat nec pallio reuelato ceruices aperit, sed quae celat faciem et uix uno oculo, qui uiae neces- Varius est, patente ingreditur.
Flee the wantonness of girls who adorn their heads, let their hair fall over the forehead, smooth their skin, use cosmetic washes, wear tight sleeves, garments without a wrinkle, and crimped little slippers, so that under the name of virginity they may perish more saleably. For the character and pursuits of mistresses are for the most part indicated by the character of their maidservants and companions. Let her be beautiful to you, let her be lovely, let her be counted among your associates, who does not know herself to be beautiful, who neglects the advantage of beauty, and who, going forth in public, neither bares her breast and neck, nor, with her cloak thrown back, exposes her neck, but who conceals her face and scarcely walks with one eye uncovered, which is needed for the road.
你當逃避少女的放蕩,她們裝飾頭髮,讓鬢髮垂在額前,磨光皮膚,用洗面的膏藥,穿緊身的袖子、毫無皺褶的衣裳、皺褶精緻的小鞋,好在童貞之名下更「暢銷」地敗壞自己。因為女主人的品行與愛好,大多可從她們婢女和同伴的品行看出。願那對你為美麗、為可愛、當算在你同伴之列的,乃是這樣的人:她不知自己美麗,輕看容貌之美,出到公眾之中既不袒露胸頸,也不掀開披風露出頸項,反倒遮掩面容,只勉強露出一隻眼,因走路必需之故。
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Dubito an loquar, seduelim, nolim —, quia crebro fit, dicendum est, non quo haec in te timere debeam, quae ista forsitan nescias nec umquam audieris, sed quo per occasionem tui ceterae praemonendae sint. cincinnatulos pueros et calamistratos et peregrini muris olentes pelliculas, de quibus illud Arbitri est: non bene olet, qui bene sem p er olet, quasi quasdam pestes et uenena pudicitiae uirgo deuitet, ut taceam de ceteris, quorum inportuna uisitatio et se infamat et alias, ut, etiamsi nihil mali operis perpetretur, tamen hoc sit uel maximum malum frustra patere maledictis et morsibus ethnicorum.
I hesitate whether to speak, but—willy-nilly—since it happens often, it must be said, not because I ought to fear these things in you, which perhaps you do not know nor have ever heard, but that through your occasion other women may be forewarned. Let the virgin shun, as certain plagues and poisons of chastity, curly-haired and crimped boys who smell of the little pelts of foreign mice, of whom is that saying of Petronius: 'He does not smell good, who always smells good'—to say nothing of the rest, whose importunate visiting both defames itself and others, so that, even if nothing evil in deed be committed, yet this is the very greatest evil, to lie open in vain to the slanders and bites of the heathen.
我猶豫是否要說,但——無論願意與否——既然這事屢屢發生,就不得不說;並非因我當在你身上懼怕這些你或許不知、也從未聽聞的事,而是要藉著你的緣故,使其他婦女預先受警戒。願童貞女躲避那些鬈髮燙捲、渾身散發外邦鼠皮香氣的男子,視他們如貞潔的瘟疫與毒藥;論到這等人,佩特羅尼烏斯有言:「常散香氣者,其香實不佳」——其餘的更不必說了,他們糾纏不休的造訪,既污損自己也連累他人,以致縱使實際並無甚麼惡行,然而白白暴露於外邦人的毀謗與撕咬之下,這本身就是極大的禍害。
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nec hoc de omnibus dicimus, sed de his, quos ecclesia ipsa reprehendit, quos interdum abicit, in quos nonnumquam episcoporum et presbyterorum censura desaeuit, ut prope periculosius sit lasciuis puellis ad loca religionis quam ad publicum procedere. quae uiuunt in monasterio et quarum simul magnus est numerus, numquam solae, numquam sine matre procedant. de agmine columbarum crebro accipiter unam separat, quam statim inuadat et laceret et cuius carnibus et cruore saturetur. morbidae oues suum relinquunt gregem et luporum faucibus deuorantur.
Nor do we say this of all, but of those whom the Church herself rebukes, whom at times she casts out, against whom now and then the censure of bishops and presbyters rages, so that it is almost more perilous for wanton girls to go forth to places of religion than to a public place. Those who live in a monastery, and of whom the number together is great, let them never go forth alone, never without the mother. From a flock of doves the hawk often separates one, that it may straightway assail and tear her, and sate itself with her flesh and blood. Sickly sheep leave their flock and are devoured by the jaws of wolves.
我們說這話並非指眾人,乃是指那些連教會自己也責備、有時逐出教會、主教與長老的懲戒也時而向他們發烈怒的人;以致放蕩的少女前往宗教場所,幾乎比前往公眾場所更為危險。那些住在修道院、且人數眾多的婦女,切不可獨自出去,切不可沒有院母陪同就出去。老鷹常從一群鴿子中分出一隻,立刻撲上撕裂,以牠的肉和血飽足自己。有病的羊離開自己的羊群,就被狼口吞吃。
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scio ego sanctas uirgines, quae diebus festis propter populorum frequentiam pedem domi cohibent nec tunc egrediuntur, quando maior est adhibenda custodia et publicum penitus deuitandum. ante annos circiter triginta de uirginitate seruanda edidi librum, in quo necesse mihi fuit ire contra uitia et propter instructionem uirginis, quam monebam, diaboli insidias patefacere. qui sermo offendit plurimos, dum unusquisque in se intellegens, quod dicebatur, non quasi monitorem libenter audiuit, sed quasi criminatorem sui operis auersatus est. uerumtamen quid profuit armasse exercitum reclamantium et uulnus conscientiae dolore monstrasse ? liber manet, homines praeterierunt.
I myself know holy virgins who on feast days, because of the throng of the peoples, keep their foot at home and do not go out even then, when a greater guard must be applied and the public place must be utterly avoided. About thirty years ago I published a book on preserving virginity, in which it was necessary for me to go against the vices and, for the instruction of the virgin whom I was admonishing, to lay bare the snares of the devil. That discourse offended very many, since each one, understanding what was said as applying to himself, listened not gladly as to an admonisher, but turned away as from an accuser of his own conduct. Yet what did it profit to have armed an army of protesters and to have shown the wound of conscience by its pain? The book remains; the men have passed away.
我自己認識一些聖潔的童貞女,她們在節期因人群擁擠,便閉足家中,連那時也不出去,因那時更當加倍防守、要徹底避開公眾場所。約在三十年前,我出版了一部論持守貞潔的書,在其中我不得不抨擊眾惡,並為所勸勉之童貞女的教導,揭露魔鬼的網羅。那篇論述冒犯了許多人,因各人都把所說的話當作指向自己,便不肯樂意聽從、視之為勸勉者,反倒厭棄之、當作是控告自己行為的人。然而,武裝了一大群抗議者、以良心的痛楚顯出其傷口,這又有何益?書仍存留,人卻已逝去。
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scripsi et ad plerasque uirgines ac uiduas σπουδασμάτια et, quidquid dici poterat, in illis opusculis defloratum est, ut aut ex superfluo eadem a nobis repetantur aut nunc praetermissa plurimum noceant. certe et beatus Cyprianus egregium de uirginitate uolumen edidit et multi alii tam Latino sermone quam Graeco omniumque gentium litteris atque linguis, praecipue in ecclesiis, ἁγνὴ uita laudata est. sed hoc ad eas pertineat, quae necdum elegerunt uirginitatem et exhortatione indigent, ut sciant, quale sit, quod eligere debeant;
I have also written to very many virgins and widows brief studious little pieces, and whatever could be said has been culled in those small works, so that either the same things would be repeated by us superfluously, or, if now passed over, would do very great harm. Certainly the blessed Cyprian also published an excellent volume on virginity, and many others, both in the Latin tongue and in Greek, and in the letters and languages of all nations, especially in the churches, the pure (chaste) life has been praised. But let this pertain to those who have not yet chosen virginity and need exhortation, that they may know of what sort is that which they ought to choose;
我也曾寫給許多童貞女與寡婦一些勤勉的小篇章,凡能說的都已在那些小作品中採擷殆盡,以致同樣的話若由我重述便是多餘,若如今略去又恐大有損害。誠然,蒙福的居普良也出版了一部論貞潔的傑出著作,還有許多別人,或用拉丁文、或用希臘文、以及萬國的文字與語言,尤其在教會中,都稱讚了純潔(貞潔)的生活。但願這一切是為那些尚未揀選貞潔、仍需勸勉的人而說,使她們曉得所當揀選的是何等的事;
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nobis electa seruanda sunt et quasi inter scorpiones et colubros incedendum, ut accinctis lumbis calciatisque pedibus et adprehensis manu baculis iter per insidias huius saeculi et inter uenena faciamus possimusque ad dulces Iordanis peruenire aquas et terram repromissionis intrare et ad domum dei ascendere ac dicere cum propheta: domine, dilexi decorem domus tuae et locum habitationis gloriae tuae et illud: unam petii a domino, hanc requiram, ut habitem in domo domini omnibus diebus uitae meae.
but for us what has been chosen must be preserved, and we must walk as if among scorpions and serpents, so that, with our loins girded and our feet shod and staves grasped in hand, we may make our journey through the snares of this world and among poisons, and may be able to come to the sweet waters of the Jordan and to enter the land of promise and to ascend to the house of God, and to say with the prophet: Lord, I have loved the beauty of thy house and the place where thy glory dwells; and that other: One thing I have asked of the Lord, this will I seek after, that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life.
但對我們而言,所已揀選的必須持守,我們當如同行走在蠍子與毒蛇之間,束上腰,穿好鞋,手握杖,穿過此世的網羅、在毒物之中前行,好能到達約旦河甘甜的水,進入應許之地,登上神的殿,與先知同說:「主啊,我喜愛你所住的殿和你顯榮耀之處」;又說:「有一件事我曾求主,我仍要尋求,就是一生一世住在主的殿中。」
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felix illa conscientia et beata uirginitas, in cuius corde praeter amorem Christi, qui est sapientia, castitas, patientia atque iustitia ceteraeque uirtutes, nullus alius uersatur amor nec ad recordationem hominis aliquando suspirat nec uidere desiderat, quem, cum uiderit, nolit dimittere. sanctum uirginum propositum et caelestis angelorumque familiae gloriam quarundam non bene se agentium nomen infamat. quibus aperte dicendum est, ut aut nubant, si se non possunt continere, aut contineant, si nolunt nubere. digna res risu, immo planctu: incedentibus dominis ancilla uirgo procedit ornatior, ut pro nimia consuetudine, quam incomptam uideris, dominam suspiceris.
Happy is that conscience and blessed that virginity, in whose heart, besides the love of Christ—who is wisdom, chastity, patience, and justice, and the rest of the virtues—no other love dwells, which neither sighs at any time for the remembrance of a man, nor desires to see one whom, once she has seen him, she would be unwilling to let go. The holy purpose of virgins and the glory of the heavenly and angelic family the reputation of certain women who do not conduct themselves well defames. To these it must be said openly: let them either marry, if they cannot contain themselves, or let them contain themselves, if they will not marry. It is a thing worthy of laughter—nay rather of lamentation: while the mistresses walk along, the virgin maidservant goes forth more adorned, so that, on account of her excessive familiarity, you would suppose her whom you saw unadorned to be the mistress.
那良心有福了,那貞潔蒙福了,在其心中除了基督的愛——祂就是智慧、貞潔、忍耐、公義並其餘諸德——別無他愛存留;這樣的貞潔既不曾因思念男子而歎息,也不渴望看見任何一人,怕一旦看見,便不願放手。童貞女聖潔的志向、天上與天使家族的榮耀,卻被某些行為不端婦女的名聲所玷污。對這等人必須公開地說:她們若不能自制,就當嫁娶;若不願嫁娶,就當自制。這事實在可笑——不如說可哀:眾女主人走過時,那作婢女的童貞女卻打扮得更華麗地出去,以致因她過分的隨便,你竟會把你所見那不加修飾的當作女主人。
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nonnullae separata et absque arbitris quaerunt hospitia, ut uiuant licentius, utantur balneis faciantque, quod uolunt, et deuitent conscientias plurimarum. haec uidemus et patimur et, si aureus nummus adfulserit, inter bona opera deputamus. Finem iungo principio nec semel monuisse contentus sum. ama scripturas sanctas et amabit te sapientia. dilige eam et seruabit te; honora illam et amplexabitur. haec monilia in pectore et in auribus tuis haereant. nihil aliud nouerit lingua nisi Christum, nihil possit sonare, nisi quod sanctum est. auiae tuae tibi semper ac matris in ore dulcedo uersetur, quarum imitatio forma uirtutis est. CXXXI. AUGUSTINUS AD HIERONVMUM DE ORIGIXE ANIMAE.
Some seek separate lodgings, apart from witnesses, that they may live more licentiously, use the baths, and do what they will, and avoid the consciences of very many. These things we see and endure, and, if a gold coin gleams forth, we reckon them among good works. I join the end to the beginning, nor am I content to have admonished but once. Love the holy Scriptures, and wisdom will love you. Cherish her, and she will preserve you; honor her, and she will embrace you. Let these ornaments cling in your breast and in your ears. Let your tongue know nothing but Christ, let it be able to sound nothing but what is holy. Let the sweetness of your grandmother and mother be ever in your mouth, whose imitation is the pattern of virtue. Book 131. Augustine to Jerome, on the Origin of the Soul.
有些人尋求分開的住處,遠離見證人,好使自己活得更放縱,使用浴堂,隨心所欲,並躲避許多人的良心。這些事我們看見了、也容忍了;倘若有一枚金幣閃現,我們竟把它們算作善行。我把結尾接於開頭,並不以只勸勉一次為滿足。你當愛聖經,智慧就必愛你。你當珍愛她,她就必保守你;你當尊崇她,她就必擁抱你。願這些裝飾常懸於你的胸懷與耳中。願你的舌頭除基督以外一無所知,除聖潔之言以外一無所發。願你祖母與母親的甘甜常在你口中,她們是效法之典範、美德之榜樣。第一三一書。奧古斯丁致耶柔米,論靈魂的起源。
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Deum nostrum, qui nos uocauit in suum regnum et gloriam, et rogaui et rogo, ut hoc, quod ad te scribo, sancte frater Hieronyme, consulens te de his, quae nescio, fructuosum esse nobis uelit. quamquam enim te multo, quam ego sum, aetate maiorem tamen etiam ipse iam senex consulo. sed ad discendum, quod opus est, nulla mihi aetas sera uideri potest, quia, etsi senes magis decet docere quam discere, magis tamen discere quam, quid doceant, ignorare.
Our God, who has called us into his own kingdom and glory, I have prayed and do pray that this which I write to you, holy brother Jerome, consulting you concerning those things which I do not know, he may will to be fruitful to us. For although you are far greater than I in age, yet I myself, now an old man, nevertheless consult you. But for learning what is needful, no age can seem to me too late, since, although it more becomes old men to teach than to learn, yet it is more fitting to learn than to be ignorant of what they teach.
願我們的神——那召我們進入祂國、得祂榮耀的——我曾祈求、如今仍祈求:我如今所寫給你的這些話,聖潔的弟兄耶柔米,就我所不知之事向你請教,願祂使之於我們有益。因為你雖在年歲上遠比我年長,然而我自己如今雖已年老,仍向你請教。但為學習所必需之事,在我看來無論何等年紀都不算太遲,因為,教導雖比學習更適合老年人,然而學習總勝過對自己所教之事茫然無知。
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nihil equidem molestius fero in omnibus angustiis meis, quas patior in difficillimis quaestionibus, quam in tam longinquo tuae caritatis absentiam, ut uix possim meas dare, uix recipere litteras tuas per interualla non dierum, non mensium, sed aliquot annorum, cum, si fieri posset, cotidie praesentem te habere uellem, cum quo loquerer, quicquid uellem. nec ideo tamen non debui facere, quod potui, si non potui totum, quod uolui.
Indeed, in all my straits, which I suffer in the most difficult questions, I bear nothing more grievously than the absence of your charity so far away, so that I can scarcely send my letters, scarcely receive yours, at intervals not of days, not of months, but of several years, whereas, if it could be done, I would wish to have you present daily, with whom I might speak of whatever I wished. Yet not for that reason ought I not to have done what I could, even if I could not do the whole of what I wished.
實在,在我於那些最艱難的問題中所受的一切困苦之中,我最難以承受的莫過於你這遠方之愛的離缺,以致我幾乎無法寄出我的信、幾乎無法收到你的信,其間隔不是幾日、不是幾月,乃是好幾年之久;然而,若辦得到,我巴不得天天有你在我面前,好與你暢談我所願說的一切。可是我也不該因此就不去做我所能做的,縱使我不能完成我所願的全部。
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Ecce uenit ad me religiosus iuuenis, catholica- pace frater, aetate filius, honore conpresbyter noster Orosius, uigil ingenio, paratus eloquio, flagrans studio, utile uas in domo domini esse desiderans ad refellendas falsas perniciosasque doctrinas, quae animas Hispanorum multo infelicius, quam corpora barbaricus gladius, trucidarunt. nam inde ad nos usque ab oceani littore properauit fama excitus, quod a me posset de his, quae scire uellet, quicquid uellet, audire. neque nullum cepit aduentus sui fructum, primo, ne de me multum famae crederet; deinde docui hominem, quod potui, quod autem non potui, unde discere posset, admonui atque, ut ad te iret, hortatus sum.
Behold, there has come to me a devout young man, a brother in the Catholic peace, a son in age, our fellow-presbyter in rank, Orosius, watchful in genius, ready in speech, ardent in zeal, desiring to be a useful vessel in the house of the Lord for the refuting of the false and pernicious doctrines which have slaughtered the souls of the Spaniards far more unhappily than the barbarian sword their bodies. For from there, from the shore of the ocean, he hastened all the way to us, stirred by the report that from me he could hear whatever he wished concerning those things which he wished to know. Nor did he gain no fruit from his coming: first, that he might not believe too much of the report about me; then, I taught the man what I could, and, what I could not, I directed him where he might learn it, and I exhorted him to go to you.
看哪,有一位虔敬的青年來到我這裡,在公教的和平中是弟兄,在年歲上是兒子,在職分上是我們同作長老的,名叫奧羅修斯,才智敏銳,口才敏捷,熱心如火,渴望在主的家中作有用的器皿,去駁斥那些虛假而有害的教義——這些教義屠戮西班牙人的靈魂,比蠻族的刀劍屠戮他們的身體更為不幸。因為他從那裡、從大洋的海濱,被傳聞激動,一路急速趕到我們這裡,那傳聞說:他可從我這裡聽到凡他所願知之事的一切答覆。他此來也並非一無所獲:首先,免得他過分相信關於我的傳聞;其次,我把我所能的教導了他,我所不能的,就指點他何處可以學得,並勸他前去見你。
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qua in re consilium uel praeceptum meum cum libenter et oboedienter acciperet, rogaui eum, ut abs te ueniens -per nos ad propria remearet. quam eius pollicitationem tenens occasionem mihi credidi a domino esse concessam, qua tibi scriberem de his, quae per te scire cupio. quaerebam enim, quem ad te mitterem, nec mihi facile occurrebat idoneus et fide agendi et alacritate oboediendi et exercitatione peregrinandi. ubi ergo istum iuuenem expertus sum, eum ipsum esse, qualem a domino petebam, dubitare non potui. Accipe igitur, quae mihi peto aperire ac disserere non graueris. quaestio de anima multos mouet, in quibus et me esse confiteor. nam quid de anima firmissime teneam, non tacebo;
In this matter, since he accepted my counsel or command gladly and obediently, I asked him that, coming from you, he might return to his own place through us. Holding fast to this promise of his, I believed that an occasion had been granted me by the Lord, whereby I might write to you concerning those things which I desire to know through you. For I was seeking whom I might send to you, and one suitable did not easily present himself to me—both in fidelity of acting and in eagerness of obeying and in the practice of traveling abroad. When, therefore, I had tested this young man to be himself just such a one as I was asking of the Lord, I could not doubt. Receive, then, the things which I ask you not to find it burdensome to open and expound. The question concerning the soul moves many, among whom I confess myself also to be. For what I hold most firmly concerning the soul, I will not keep silent;
在這事上,既然他樂意而順服地接受了我的勸告或命令,我便求他:從你那裡回來時,要經過我們這裡返回本鄉。我抓住他這應許,便相信主賜給了我一個機會,藉此可就我渴望藉你得知之事寫信給你。因為我一直在尋找可差往你那裡的人,卻不易找到一位合宜的——既在行事上忠信、在順服上熱切、又慣於長途旅行。所以,當我試驗過這青年,發覺他正是我向主所求的那樣的人,我便不能懷疑了。那麼,請接受我所求你不要嫌煩去開明、闡述的這些事。論到靈魂的問題困擾著許多人,我承認自己也在其中。因為凡我論靈魂最堅定所持守的,我不緘默;
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deinde subiungam, quid mihi adhuc expediri uelim. anima hominis inmortalis est secundum quendam modum suum. non enim omni modo sicut deus, de quo dictum est, quod solus habeat inmortalitatemnam de animae mortibus sancta scriptura multa commemorat, unde illud est: sine mortuos sepelire mortuos suos —, sed quod ita moritur alienata a uita dei, ut tamen in natura sua uiuere non omnino desistat, ita mortalis ex aliqua causa inuenitur, ut etiam inmortalis non sine ratione dicatur. non est pars dei anima. si enim hoc esset, omni modo incommutabilis atque incorruptibilis esset.
then I will add what I still wish to be unraveled for me. The soul of man is immortal according to a certain manner of its own. For it is not immortal in every way as is God, of whom it is said that he alone has immortality—for concerning the deaths of the soul holy Scripture recounts many things, whence is that saying: Let the dead bury their dead—but it is such that it dies, alienated from the life of God, in such a way that nevertheless it does not altogether cease to live in its own nature; thus from some cause it is found to be mortal, so that not without reason it is also called immortal. The soul is not a part of God. For if it were this, it would be in every way unchangeable and incorruptible.
其次,我要補述我仍願為我解開之事。人的靈魂按其自身某種方式而言是不朽的。因為它並非在一切方面都像神那樣不朽——經上論神說,惟有祂不死——因為論到靈魂之死,聖經記述了許多,所以有這話:「任憑死人埋葬他們的死人。」然而靈魂之死乃是這樣:它與神的生命隔絕而死,卻仍不完全停止在其本性中活著;如此,它因某種緣故被視為會死的,以致稱它為不死的也並非無理。靈魂不是神的一部分。因為若是這樣,它就必在一切方面不可改變、不能敗壞。
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quod si esset, nec deficeret in deterius nec proficeret in melius nec aliquid in semet ipsa uel inciperet habere, quod non habebat, uel desineret habere, quod habebat, quantum ad eius ipsius affectiones pertinet. quam uero aliter se habeat, non opus est extrinsecus testimonio; quisquis se ipsum aduertit, agnoscit. frustra autem dicitur ab eis, qui animam dei esse partem uolunt, hanc eius labem ac turpitudinem, quam uidemus in nequissimis hominibus, hanc denique infirmitatem et aegritudinem, quam sentimus in omnibus hominibus, non ex ipsa illi esse, sed ex corpore. quid interest, unde aegrotet, quae si esset incommutabilis, unde libet aegrotare non posset ?
But if it were so, it would neither fail into worse nor advance into better, nor would it begin to have anything in itself which it did not have, nor cease to have what it had, so far as pertains to its own affections. But how differently it in fact is, there is no need of external testimony; whoever attends to himself, recognizes it. And it is said in vain by those who wish the soul to be a part of God, that this blemish and baseness which we see in the most wicked men, and finally this weakness and sickness which we feel in all men, is in it not from itself but from the body. What does it matter whence it grows sick—since, if it were unchangeable, it could not grow sick from any source whatever?
但若真是這樣,它便既不會墮入更壞、也不會進於更好,就其自身的情感而言,也不會開始擁有它先前所無的,或失去它先前所有的。然而它實際上是何等地不然,這無需外在的見證;凡省察自己的人都認得。那些主張靈魂是神一部分的人,徒然辯稱:我們在最邪惡之人身上所見的這污點與卑劣、以及我們在眾人身上所感的這軟弱與病患,並非出於靈魂本身,乃是出於身體。它從何處生病又有何關係——既然它若是不可改變的,就無論從何來源都不能生病?
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