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Augustine of Hippo

Letters & Polemics (CSEL) 5 part 67/118

Latin original · 40 verses · some words can be tapped for a gloss · long chapter, split into parts; this part covers 5:2626–5:2665 (4615 verses in all)

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5:2626
magis itaque gaudeat puella nobilis genere, nobilior sanctitate, quod sit per diuinum consortium praecipuam in caelis consecutura sublimitatem, quam si esset per humanum conubium prolem propagatura sublimem. generosius quippe elegit Aniciana posteritas tam inlustrem familiam beare nuptias nesciendo quam multiplicare pariendo et in carne iam imitari uitam angelorum quam ex carne numerum adhuc augere mortalium. haec est uberior fecundiorque felicitas non uentre grauescere sed mente grandescere, non lactescere pectore sed corde candescere, non uisceribus terram sed caelum orationibus parturire.
Let the maiden, noble in birth, nobler in holiness, rejoice the more that through divine fellowship she will attain a chief sublimity in the heavens, than if through human wedlock she were to propagate a sublime offspring. For more nobly did the Anician posterity choose to bless so illustrious a family by not knowing marriage, than to multiply it by bearing children, and already in the flesh to imitate the life of angels, rather than from the flesh to increase the number of mortals. This is a richer and more fertile felicity: not to grow heavy in the womb but to grow great in the mind, not to give milk from the breast but to glow bright in the heart, not to bring forth earth from the bowels but heaven by prayers.
那位生於高貴、卻更在聖潔上高貴的少女,當更加歡喜:她藉著與神的交契,將在諸天得著首要的崇高,勝過她若藉人間的婚姻繁衍崇高的後裔。因為阿尼基烏斯家族的後裔更高貴地選擇:以不識婚姻來使這顯赫的家族蒙福,勝過以生育兒女來使之增多,並且已然在肉身中效法天使的生活,勝過從肉身增添必死之人的數目。這是更豐富、更多結果子的福分:不是腹中懷孕變重,而是心思增長變大;不是胸中出乳,而是心中發光;不是從腹中生出塵土,而是藉禱告誕育諸天。
5:2627
dominarum honore dignissimae et merito inlustres et praestantissimae filiae, perfruamini in illa, quod defuit uobis, ut nasceretur ex uobis; perseueret usque in finem adhaerens coniugio, quod non habet finem. imitentur eam multae famulae dominam ignobiles nobilem, fragiliter excelsae excelsius humilem; uirgines, quae sibi optant Aniciorum claritatem, eligant sanctitatem. illud enim quanta libet cupiditate quando adsequentur? hoc autem, si plene cupierint! mox habebunt. protegat uos incolumes et feliciores dextera altissimi. dominae honore dignissimae et praestantissimae filiae.
Ladies most worthy of honor and deservedly illustrious and most excellent daughters, enjoy fully in her that which was lacking to you, that she might be born of you; may she persevere even to the end, cleaving to a wedlock that has no end. Let many handmaids imitate their mistress, the ignoble the noble, the frailly exalted her more exaltedly humble; let virgins who long for themselves the splendor of the Anicii choose holiness. For that other thing—with however great desire—when will they attain it? But this thing, if they have fully desired it, they will presently have. May the right hand of the Most High protect you unharmed and more happy. Ladies most worthy of honor and most excellent daughters.
極配受尊榮、當得顯赫、至為卓越的女兒們,你們當在她裡面充分享有那從前你們所缺欠、以致她得從你們而生的;願她持守到底,緊緊聯於那沒有窮盡的婚配。願許多婢女效法她們的女主人,卑微者效法尊貴者,脆弱中的顯赫者效法那更崇高地謙卑的她;願那些為自己渴慕阿尼基烏斯家族之榮華的童女,揀選聖潔。因為那另一樣——無論以何等大的渴望——她們幾時才能得著呢?但這一樣,她們若充分渴慕了,立時就必得著。願至高者的右手保守你們無恙、更加有福。極配受尊榮、至為卓越的女兒們。
5:2628
pignera sanctitatis uestrae, praecipue ipsam sanctitate praecipuam debito uestris meritis officio dilectione domini salutamus. uelationis apophoretum gratissime accepimus. CLI. DOMINO MERITO 1NLUSTRI ET DEBITO A ME HONORE DIGNIS- SIMO FILIO OAECILIANO AUGUSTINUS IN DOMINO SALUTEM. Querela de me apud te litteris tuis indita tanto est mihi gratior quanto plenior caritatis. si ergo, quod tacui, purgare coner, quid conabor aliud quam ostendere te non habuisse causam, qua mihi suscensere deberes? sed cum id in te magis diligam, quod de mea reticentia es dignatus offendi, quam inter tuas curas nihil momenti habere credideram, causam meam deseram, si me purgare contendero.
We greet the pledges of your holiness—especially her who is herself chief in holiness—with the office due to your merits and with love of the Lord. We received most gratefully the gift of the veiling. TO THE LORD DESERVEDLY ILLUSTRIOUS AND MOST WORTHY OF DUE HONOR FROM ME, SON CAECILIANUS, AUGUSTINE SENDS GREETING IN THE LORD. The complaint against me set forth in your letter is the more welcome to me the fuller it is of love. If therefore I should try to clear myself of that which I kept silent about, what else shall I attempt but to show that you had no cause for which you ought to be angry with me? But since I love in you rather this—that you deigned to take offense at my reticence—than that I had believed it to be of no moment among your cares, I shall abandon my own case if I contend to clear myself.
我們向你們聖潔的憑據——尤其向那位自身以聖潔為首的她——以你們功德當得的職分並以主的愛問安。我們極感激地收到了那覆帕之禮。致當得顯赫、極配受我當有尊榮的主、我兒凱基利安努斯:奧古斯丁在主裡問安。你信中對我所提的怨言,越是充滿愛,就越是我所樂於接受的。因此,倘若我試圖為自己所緘默的事辯白,我又能嘗試什麼,除了顯明你並無理由當向我發怒呢?但既然我在你身上更愛這一點——你竟屈尊為我的沉默而見怪,勝過我原以為此事在你眾多的掛慮中無足輕重——那麼,我若竭力為自己辯白,反倒要棄了我自己的立場。
5:2629
si euim indignari non debuisti, quia non ad te scripserim, nihili me pendis, qui. loquarne an taceam, indifferenter feras. porro quia me tacuisse moleste tulisti, indignatio ista dignatio est. non itaque tam doleo me non praebuisse, quam gaudeo te nostrum desiderasse sermonem. nam ueterem amicum et, quod abs te taceri sed a nobis oportet agnosci. talem ac tantum uirum in peregrinis positum curisque publicis laborantem quod nullo fuerim consolatus alloquio, hinc argui meruisse honori mihi est, non maerori. ignosce igitur agenti gratias, quod me indignum non putasti, cui suscenseres tacenti.
For if you ought not to have been indignant because I did not write to you, you count me as nothing—you who bear it with indifference whether I speak or keep silent. But since you took it ill that I was silent, this indignation is an act of esteem. Therefore I do not so much grieve that I did not offer my speech, as I rejoice that you desired our conversation. For that I comforted with no address an old friend—and this ought to be passed over in silence by you but acknowledged by us—such and so great a man, set among strangers and laboring amid public cares: that I be arraigned for this is to me an honor, not a grief. Pardon me therefore as I give thanks, because you did not deem me unworthy, one at whose silence you should be angry.
因為你若不當因我沒有寫信給你而憤慨,那你就把我當作無足輕重了——你這無論我開口或緘默都漠然以待的人。但既然你為我的緘默而不悅,這憤慨便是一種看重。因此,我並不那麼哀傷我沒有獻上我的言談,倒更歡喜你渴望我們的交談。因為我竟未以隻字問候一位老友——這事本當由你緘口、卻該由我們承認——這樣一位偉大的人,身處異鄉、勞苦於公務之中:我為此被責問,在我乃是榮耀,而非哀傷。所以請寬容我這致謝的人,因為你不以我為不配,不以為一個你當為其緘默而發怒的人。
5:2630
nunc enim inter tot et tanta negotia non tua sed publica, id est omnium non solum posse esse non onerosas, immo non solum onerosas esse non posse, uerum etiam gratas esse posse litteras meas credidi beniuolentiae tuae, qua excellentiam uincis. Cum enim accepissem mihi a fratribus epistulam missam sancti et praecipuis meritis uenerandi papae Innocentii, quam per tuam praestantiam ad me datam certis declararetur indiciis, ideo nullam tuam paginam simul aduectam esse putaueram, quod scribendi et rescribendi cura nolueris grauioribus rebus occupatus obstringi. nam utique consentaneum uidebatur, ut qui mihi tam sancti uiri et tam sancta scripta perferre dignatus es, ea sumere adiunctis tuis.
For now, amid so many and so great affairs—not yours but public, that is, everyone's—I have believed my letters not only could be not burdensome, nay not only could not be burdensome, but even could be welcome to your benevolence, by which you surpass excellence. For when I had received a letter sent to me by the brethren from the holy and, for his surpassing merits, venerable Pope Innocent, which was shown by sure signs to have been given to me through your eminence, I had therefore supposed that no page of yours had been conveyed at the same time, because in your care of writing and answering you had not wished, being occupied with weightier matters, to be bound. For assuredly it seemed fitting that one who deigned to convey to me the writings of so holy a man and so holy, should take them up with your own additions.
因為如今,在如此眾多、如此重大的事務——不是你自己的,而是公眾的、就是眾人的事務——之中,我相信我的信件不但不至於成為負擔,甚至不但不能成為負擔,反倒能為你那勝過卓越的仁慈所樂於接受。因為當我收到弟兄們從那聖潔、且因其卓越功德而可敬的教皇英諾森那裡寄給我的信件時——這信有確鑿的憑據顯示是藉你的尊貴之手轉交給我的——我便由此推測,並沒有你的任何一頁同時被送來,因為你在寫信與回信的操勞上,既忙於更重大的事務,就不願被牽絆。因為誠然看來合宜的是:一個屈尊為我轉交如此聖潔之人、如此聖潔之著作的人,理當也附上你自己的信一併呈送。
5:2631
hinc ergo statueram non esse oneri litteris meis animo tuo, nisi esset necesse commendandi alicuius gratia, cui hoc negare non possem intercessionis officio, quae solet nostra esse omnibus concedendi consuetudo et quaedam etiam importuna non tamen inprobanda professio. itaque feci; nam amicum meum commendaui benignitati tuae,. a quo etiam tua rescripta iam sumpsi agente gratias, quas et ipse ago. Si quid autem de te mali existimarem praesertim in ea causa, quam etiam non expressam tamen mihi tua epistula redolebat, absit, ut ad te tale aliquid scriberem, ubi ullum uel mihi uel cuiquam beneficium postularem.
Hence therefore I had determined that my letters would be no burden to your mind, unless it were necessary for the sake of commending someone, to whom I could not deny this by the office of intercession—which is wont to be our custom of granting to all, and a certain profession that is even importunate yet not to be disapproved. And so I did; for I commended my friend to your kindness, from whom I have also already received your reply, giving thanks—which I too give. But if I thought any evil of you, especially in that case which, though not expressed, your letter yet gave off to me, God forbid that I should write anything of the sort to you, where I asked any benefit for myself or for anyone.
因此我便斷定:我的信件對你的心思不會構成負擔,除非是為了舉薦某人而屬必要,而對這樣的人我因代求的職分不能拒絕——這代求向來是我們對眾人施予的慣例,是一種即使冒昧、卻不當被非議的表白。我也就這樣做了;因為我把我的朋友舉薦給你的仁慈,並已從你那裡收到你的回信,我為此致謝——我也確實致謝。但倘若我對你有任何不好的看法,尤其在那件事上——雖未明言,你的信卻向我透露了那氣息——但願神不容我向你寫任何這類的話,就是在我為自己或為任何人求取任何恩惠之處。
5:2632
aut enim conticescerem obseruans tempus, ubi te possem habere praesentem, aut, si litteris agendum putarem, illud potius agerem et sic agerem, ut dolorem meum ferre uix posses.
For either I would keep silent, watching for the time when I might have you present, or, if I thought the matter must be dealt with by letters, I would rather do that, and do it in such a way that you could scarcely bear my grief.
因為我或是會緘默,等候我能與你當面相見的時候,或者,若我認為此事必須藉信件處理,我寧可如此行,並且要以這樣的方式行,使你幾乎承受不住我的悲痛。
5:2633
nam ideo post illius impiam crudelemque perfidiam, cui etiam per tuam nobiscum participatam sollicitudinem frustra uehementer institimus, ne illo cor nostrum dolore percelleret, suam uero conscientiam tanto scelere trucidaret, continuo sum a Carthagine profectus occultato abscessu meo, ne tot ac tanti, qui eius et intra ecclesiam gladium formidabant, uiolentis fletibus et gemitibus me tenerent putantes meam sibi aliquid posse prodesse praesentiam, ut, quem satis digne pro eius anima obiurgare non possem, pro illorum corporibus etiam rogare compellerer quam tamen eorum corporalem salutem satis parietes ecclesiae muniebant.
For therefore, after that man's impious and cruel treachery—against which, even through your solicitude shared with us, we vehemently but vainly pressed, lest he should strike our heart with that grief, but should butcher his own conscience with so great a crime—I straightway set out from Carthage, concealing my departure, lest so many and so great persons, who dreaded even his sword within the church, should hold me back with their violent weepings and groanings, thinking that my presence could avail them something: so that I, who could not worthily enough rebuke him for his soul, should be compelled even to plead for their bodies—whose bodily safety the walls of the church sufficiently guarded.
因為在那人不虔而殘忍的背信之後——為此,即使藉你與我們共同的關切,我們仍激切卻徒然地力爭,唯恐他以那樣的悲痛擊打我們的心,反倒以如此大罪屠戮他自己的良心——我便立即從迦太基出發,隱瞞了我的離去,唯恐那許多如此重要的人(他們連在教會之內也懼怕他的刀劍)以他們激烈的哭泣哀號攔阻我,以為我的同在能為他們有些用處:以致我這既不能為他的靈魂充分責備他的人,竟被迫連為他們的身體也求情——而他們身體的安全,教會的牆垣已足以保守了。
5:2634
ego autem duris coartabar angustiis, quod neque ille me pateretur, qualem oporteret, et insuper facere cogerer, quod non deceret. dolebam etiam grauiter uicem uenerabilis coepiscopi mei, tantae rectoris ecclesiae, ad cuius pertinere dicebatur officium post hominis tam nefariam fallaciam adhuc se praebere humilem, quo ceteris parceretur. fateor: cum tantum malum nullo pectoris robore potuissem tolerare, discessi. Haec esset et nunc silentii mei causa apud te, quae fuit tunc discessionis meae, si te apud illum egisse crederem, ut tam nefarie tuas ulcisceretur iniurias.
But I was hemmed in by harsh straits, because neither would that man endure me as I ought to be, and moreover I was compelled to do what was not fitting. I also grieved heavily on behalf of my venerable fellow-bishop, the ruler of so great a church, to whose office it was said to pertain, after the man's so nefarious deceit, still to show himself humble, that the rest might be spared. I confess: since I could tolerate so great an evil with no strength of breast, I departed. This would be even now the cause of my silence toward you, which was then the cause of my departure, if I believed that you had acted with him, so that he might so nefariously avenge your injuries.
但我被嚴酷的困境所逼迫,因為那人既不肯以我所當有的樣式容納我,而且我又被迫去做那不相宜的事。我也為我可敬的同主教——那如此偉大之教會的治理者——深深哀傷,據說按他的職分,在那人如此邪惡的欺詐之後,仍當顯出謙卑,好使其餘的人得蒙寬免。我承認:既然我毫無心中的剛強能忍受如此大的邪惡,我便離去了。這本當如今也是我向你緘默的緣故,正如當時是我離去的緣故——倘若我相信你曾與他同謀,好使他如此邪惡地為你所受的損傷復仇的話。
5:2635
credunt ista, qui nesciunt, quo modo et quotiens et quae nobis dixeris, cum anxia cura perageremus, ut, quanto tibi familiarius inhaerebat, quanto ad eum crebrius uentitabas, quanto saepius cum solo conloquebaris, tanto magis curaret existimationem tuam, ne his, qui tui dicebantur inimici, talem exitum daret, ut nihil cum illo aliud egisse putareris. quod quidem nec ego credo nec hi fratres mei, qui et in loquelis audierunt et in auditu atque omni motu uiderunt signa benigni pectoris tui. sed, obsecro te, ignosce credentibus;
Those who do not know believe such things—do not know in what manner and how often and what things you said to us, when with anxious care we were carrying it through, so that the more familiarly he clung to you, the more frequently you came to him, the more often you conversed with him alone, so much the more should he take care of your reputation, lest to those who were said to be your enemies he give such an end that you might be thought to have done nothing else with him. Which indeed neither I believe, nor these my brethren, who both heard in his speeches and saw in the hearing and in every movement the signs of your kindly breast. But, I beseech you, pardon those who believe;
那些不知情的人才信這樣的事——他們不知道你當時以何等方式、多少次、對我們說了什麼話,那時我們正憂心忡忡地竭力促成此事,好使那人越是親密地依附你、你越是頻繁地到他那裡、越是常單獨與他交談,他就越當顧惜你的名聲,免得他對那些號稱是你仇敵的人施行這樣的結局,以致人以為你與他所做的無非如此。這事,無論是我,還是我這些弟兄,都不相信;他們既在他的言談中聽見,又在那聽見與一舉一動中看見了你仁善之心的表徵。但我懇求你,寬容那些相信的人;
5:2636
homines enim sunt et in animis hominum tantae latebrae sunt et tanti recessus, ut omnes suspiciosi cum merito culpentur, etiam laudari arbitrentur se debere, quod cauti sint. causae stabant; ab uno eorum, quos teneri ille repente praeceperat, grauissimam te passum fuisse iniuriam noueramus. frater quoque eius, in quo ecclesiam maxime persecutus est, nescio quid duriter quasi pro fratre tibi respondisse dicebatur. putabantur tibi ambo esse suspecti. postulati cum abissent, te illic remanente et cum illo secretius, ut ferebatur, loquente subito iussi sunt adtineri. amicitiam uestram non recentem sed ueterem homines loquebantur.
for they are men, and in the minds of men there are such lurking-places and such recesses that all suspicious persons, though they are deservedly blamed, yet think they ought even to be praised for being cautious. The circumstances stood thus: we knew that you had suffered a most grievous injury from one of those whom he had suddenly ordered to be seized. His brother too, in whom he most persecuted the church, was said to have answered you somewhat harshly, as if on his brother's behalf. Both were thought to be suspected by you. When, having been summoned, they had withdrawn, with you remaining there and, as was reported, speaking with him more secretly, they were suddenly ordered to be detained. Men spoke of your friendship as not recent but old.
因為他們是人,而在人的心思中有如此隱蔽之處、如此深邃之角落,以致一切多疑的人,雖然理當受責,卻仍以為自己該因謹慎而受讚。當時的情形是這樣的:我們知道你曾從他所突然下令逮捕的其中一人那裡受了極嚴重的損傷。據說他的兄弟——就是那人藉以最厲害地逼迫教會的——也彷彿為其兄長之故,對你作了些嚴厲的回答。這二人都被認為是你所疑忌的。當他們被傳召、退去以後,你仍留在那裡,並據傳報更隱祕地與他交談,他們便突然被下令拘留。眾人談論你們的交情,說那不是新近的,而是舊有的。
5:2637
famam confirmabat tanta coniunctio et tam assidua solius cum solo sermocinatio. potestas illius magna tunc erat; calumniae facilitas adiacebat. non erat grande negotium procurari aliquem. qui diceret, quod salute promissa dicendum ille mandasset. omnia in tempore ista suffragabantur, ut etiam uno teste tamquam inuidioso et credibili crimine sine iubentis discrimine quilibet de medio tolleretur.
So great a conjunction and so assiduous a conversation of one alone with the other confirmed the report. His power was then great; the facility for calumny lay close at hand. It was no great business to procure someone who would say that the man had ordered, with safety promised, what was to be said. All these things at that time favored the outcome, so that even by a single witness, as by an odious and credible charge, anyone might be taken out of the midst without the risk of the one giving the order.
你們二人如此緊密的結交、如此殷勤的單獨交談,證實了那傳言。那人當時的權勢甚大;誣告之便利也近在手邊。要買通某人來說「那人曾以許諾安全為條件、指使人說出當說的話」,並非難事。當時這一切都助長了那結局,以致即使憑一個見證人,如同憑一項可憎而可信的罪名,任何人都可被從人中除去,而下令者卻毫無風險。
5:2638
Nos interea, quoniam rumor erat, quod ecclesiastica manus posset eos eripere, falsis promissionibus ludebamur, ut illo non solum quasi uolente sed etiam instante pro eis ad comitatum episcopus mitteretur ea pollicitatione interposita episcopalibus auribus, quod, donec aliquid pro eis illic ageretur, nullum causae illorum agitaretur examen. postremo pridie, quam ferirentur, uenit ad nos praestantia tua;
Meanwhile we, since there was a rumor that the ecclesiastical hand might be able to rescue them, were played with by false promises, so that, with him not only as though willing but even urging on their behalf, a bishop was sent to the imperial court, with this promise interposed to episcopal ears, that until something should be done there on their behalf, no examination of their case would be set in motion. At last, the day before they were struck down, your eminence came to us;
與此同時,我們既聽聞有謠傳說教會之手或能救出他們,就被虛假的許諾所愚弄,以致——那人不但彷彿情願、甚至為他們竭力促請——一位主教被差往朝廷,並向主教之耳提出這樣的許諾:直到在那裡為他們有所行動之前,他們案件的審理絕不啟動。最後,在他們被處決的前一日,你尊貴之身來到我們這裡;
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spem dedisti, qualem numquam antea dederas, quod eos tibi posset concedere profecturo, quoniam illi grauiter prudenterque dixisses, totum, quod tecum tam assidue familiarius et secretius loqueretur, non te honorari potius quam grauari atque ad id ualere, ut de communicato et pertractato inter uos mortis eorum consilio nemo dubitaret, si illa post haec omnia sequeretur.
you gave a hope such as you had never given before, that he could grant them to you as you were about to set out, since you had gravely and prudently told him that all which he so assiduously, familiarly, and secretly conversed with you about, did not so much honor you as burden you, and tended to this end, that concerning the counsel of their death communicated and discussed between you, no one would doubt, if that death should follow after all these things.
你給了一個你從未給過的盼望,說他能在你即將啟程之際,把他們賜給你,因為你曾嚴正而審慎地對他說:他如此殷勤、親密而祕密地與你所談的一切,與其說是尊榮你,不如說是加重你的負擔,並且其趨向乃是:關於你們之間所交流商議的處死他們之計謀,倘若在這一切之後那死果真隨之而來,就無人會懷疑(你有份於此)了。
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quae cum te dixisse nobis indicares, inter narrandum exiluisti manusque tendens in eum locum, ubi celebrantur sacramenta fidelium, stupentibus nobis ita iurasti te ista dixisse, ut non solum tunc uerum etiam nunc post tam horrendum et inopinatum exitum, cum tuos omnes motus recolo, nimis mihi inpudens uidear, si de te aliquid mali credam. quibus tuis uerbis sic eum permotum fuisse dicebas, ut non desperares, quod uelut familiare uiaticum tibi eorum donaturus esset salutem.
When you were informing us that you had said this, in the midst of your telling you sprang up and, stretching out your hands toward that place where the sacraments of the faithful are celebrated, you swore to us, as we stood astonished, that you had spoken these words in such a way that not only then but even now, after so dreadful and unexpected an outcome, when I recall all your movements, I should seem to myself utterly shameless if I were to believe anything evil of you. You said that he had been so moved by these words of yours that you did not despair, but hoped he would grant you their safety as a kind of familiar provision for the journey.
當你向我們表明你曾說過這些話時,在敘述之際你突然起身,向著舉行信徒聖事的那處地方伸出雙手,在我們驚愕之中,你如此鄭重地起誓說你曾說過這些話,以致不僅在當時、甚至如今在這樣可怕而意想不到的結局之後,當我回想你一切的舉動時,倘若我對你懷有任何惡念,我便覺得自己太過無恥。你說他被你這些話深深打動,以致你並不絕望,反倒盼望他會將他們的性命賜給你,彷彿賜你一份熟悉的旅途乾糧。
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Unde fateor dilectioni tuae, postero die, quo illius partul\'itionis nefarius fetus est editus, cum esset nobis repente nuntiatum illos e carcere ad eum iudicem ductos, quamquam perturbati fuerimus, tamen ego considerans, et quae nobis pridie dixeras et quis esset post illum exorturus dies, quoniam beati Cypriani erat pridiana sollemnitas, existimaui, quod etiam elegerit diem, quo et tibi postulata concederet et uniuersam Christi ecclesiam repente laetificans ad locum tanti martyris ascendere uoluerit parcendi benignitate quam occidendi potestate sublimior, cum ecce nobis nuntius inruity quo prius percussos esse nossemus, quam, quo modo audirentur, quaerere ualeremus.
Hence I confess to your love that on the following day, on which that nefarious offspring of that travail was brought forth, when it was suddenly announced to us that they had been led out of prison to that judge, although we were troubled, yet I, considering both what you had told us the day before and what day was to dawn after that one, since it was the day before the solemn feast of blessed Cyprian, supposed that he had even chosen the day on which he would both grant you what you had requested and, suddenly gladdening the whole Church of Christ, wished to ascend to the shrine of so great a martyr by the kindness of sparing, being more sublime than by the power of killing—when behold, a messenger burst in upon us, so that we knew they had been struck down before we could even inquire in what manner they had been given a hearing.
因此我向你的仁愛承認:在次日,那苦難所生下的邪惡結果被產出的那一天,當有人突然向我們報告說他們已被從監牢帶到那位審判官面前時,我們雖然驚惶,但我一面思量你前一日對我們所說的話,一面想到那日之後要來臨的是甚麼日子——因那正是聖濟普良節慶的前夕——我便以為他甚至已揀選了這一天,好在這天既應允你所懇求的,又使基督全教會突然歡欣,願以寬赦的仁慈而非誅殺的權勢——寬赦比誅殺更為崇高——登上這位偉大殉道者的聖所。誰知這時一名報信者闖了進來,使我們得知他們已被處決,我們甚至還來不及查問他們是以何種方式受審。
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prouisus enim erat et proximus locus non suppliciis hominum deputatus sed ornamento potius ciuitatis, ubi merito creditur propterea quosdam ante aliquot dies iussisse mactari, ne in istis inuidiosa nouitas esset, quos consilium fuit sic posse subripi ecclesiae, si non solum subito feriri iuberentur, uerum etiam in loco proximo ferirentur. satis itaque indicauit ei matri se inferre non timuisse cruciatum, cuius timuit interuentum, ecclesiae scilicet sanctae, inter cuius:
For a place had been provided close at hand, not assigned to the punishment of men but rather for the adornment of the city, where it is rightly believed that for this reason he had ordered certain others to be slaughtered some days before, lest in these there should be an odious novelty—men whom it had been his plan to be able thus to snatch from the Church, if they were ordered not only to be struck down suddenly but also to be struck down in a nearby place. And so he sufficiently showed that he did not fear to inflict torment upon her, that mother whose intervention he feared—namely, the holy Church, among whose:
因為就近已預備好一處地方,並非指定為刑罰眾人之用,而是為城市的裝飾,人們有理由相信正因如此他才在數日前下令屠殺某些其他人,免得在這些人身上有可憎的新奇之舉——那些人他原本計劃能如此從教會奪去,只要下令使他們不僅被突然擊殺,且在鄰近之處被擊殺。因此他充分顯明,他並不懼怕加給那位母親苦刑,卻懼怕她的求情——就是那聖潔的教會,在她那些……
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fideles in eius gremio baptizatos et ipsum utique noueramus post hunc igitur tanti moliminis exitum, cum tam diligenter nobiscum actum esset, ut etiam per te etsi nesciente te paene securi et paene certi de salute illorum pridie fieremus, quis non talium, qualis hominum multitudo est, indubitatum habeat etiam a te ipso nobis uerba data, illis animam ablatam? ideo, sicut dixi, uir bone, etiamsi nos hoc non credimus,. ignosce credentibus. \'Absit autem a corde et qualicumque uita mea, ut apud te pro aliquo intercederem uel a te cuiquam beneficium postularem, si te crederem tanti huius mali et tam consceleratae crudelitatis auctorem.
faithful ones, baptized in her bosom, we knew that he too certainly was. After the outcome, then, of so great an undertaking, when the matter had been handled with us so carefully that through you—even though you knew it not—we were on the previous day made almost secure and almost certain of their safety, who of such men, as the multitude of men is, would not hold it beyond doubt that words were given to us even by yourself, while life was taken from them? Therefore, as I said, good man, even if we do not believe this, forgive those who do believe it. Far be it, however, from my heart and from whatever my life may be, that I should intercede with you on anyone's behalf or ask any favor of you, if I believed you to be the author of so great an evil and of a crime of such wicked cruelty.
在她懷中受洗的信徒中,我們知道他確實也是其中之一。因此,在這樣重大陰謀的結局之後,既然此事與我們處理得如此周詳,以致藉著你——雖然你自己並不知情——我們在前一日幾乎已對他們的安全感到放心、幾乎確信無疑;照人群大眾的情形而言,誰不會確信是你自己給了我們空話,而他們卻被奪去了性命呢?所以,正如我所說,好人哪,即使我們不相信這事,也請寬容那些相信的人。然而,願這事遠離我的心和我一切的生命:倘若我相信你是這樣大惡、這樣兇殘罪行的主謀,我竟還會為任何人向你求情,或向你為任何人請求恩惠。
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sed plane fateor, si etiam posthac in ea familiaritate estis, in qua antea fuistis, — pace tua sit liber dolormultum nos, quod nolebamus, compellitis credere. est autem consentaneum, ut neque hoc credam. qui de te illa non credo. amicus tuus inopinato successu repentinae potestatis non magis persecutus est illorum uitam quam tuam famam. nec ista dicens odia tua in illum mei animi ac professionis oblitus inflammo, sed ad fideliorem prouoco dilectionem. qui enim sic agit cum malis, ut eos malitiae paeniteat, nouit etiam indignatione consulere; nam sicut mali obsunt assentando, ita boni et aduersando prosunt.
But I plainly confess: if you are even hereafter in that same intimacy in which you were before—by your leave let grief speak freely—you greatly compel us to believe what we did not wish to believe. Yet it is consistent that I should not believe even this, I who do not believe those things of you. Your friend, by the unexpected success of a sudden power, persecuted their life no more than your reputation. Nor in saying these things do I, forgetful of my disposition and my profession, inflame your hatred against him, but I summon you to a more faithful love. For he who deals with the wicked in such a way that they may repent of their wickedness knows how to take counsel for them even by indignation; for as the wicked harm by flattering, so the good profit even by opposing.
但我坦然承認:倘若你此後仍與他保持先前那般親密的交情——請容我坦率地訴說悲痛——你便大大逼使我們去相信我們所不願相信的事。然而,我既不相信那些關於你的事,也就理當連這事也不相信。你的朋友憑著突發權勢意外的得逞,迫害他們的生命,並不亞於迫害你的名譽。我說這些話,並非忘卻我的心志與我的職分而煽動你對他的仇恨,乃是召喚你歸向更忠實的愛。因為那以使惡人悔悟其惡的方式對待惡人的人,也懂得甚至藉著義憤為他們謀益;因為正如惡人藉逢迎而害人,善人也藉反對而益人。
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suam quippe animam eodem ferro, quo alios insolentissime occidit, grauius altiusque percussit, quod post hanc uitam, si non eam paenitendo correxerit et patientia dei bene usus fuerit, inuenire ac sentire cogetur. saepe autem uita praesens etiam bonorum alto dei iudicio malis eripienda permissa est, ne talia perpeti putaretur malum. occidi quippe in carne quid potest obesse morituris? aut quid agunt, qui mori timent, nisi ut paulo serius moriantur? quicquid obest morientibus, ex uita, non ex morte contingit; in qua illi si tales animas habuerunt, qualibus Christiana gratia subuenitur, non sane mors eorum uitae bonae occasus fuit sed melioris occasio.
Indeed, with that same sword by which he most insolently slew others, he more grievously and more deeply struck his own soul, which after this life—if he does not correct it by repentance and make good use of God's patience—he will be forced to find and to feel. But often the present life, even of good men, by the deep judgment of God, has been permitted to be snatched away by the wicked, lest such things be thought an evil to suffer. For to be killed in the flesh—what can it harm those who are going to die? Or what do those who fear to die accomplish, except that they die a little later? Whatever harms the dying comes from life, not from death; in which life, if they had such souls as those to which Christian grace comes to aid, their death was surely not the setting of a good life but the occasion of a better one.
誠然,他用那把極其驕橫地殺害別人的同一把劍,更沉重、更深地刺傷了自己的靈魂;這靈魂在今生之後——若他不藉悔改加以糾正、不善用上帝的忍耐——他必被迫尋見並感受到。然而,甚至善人的今生,往往按上帝深奧的審判,也被容許遭惡人奪去,免得人以為遭受這樣的事乃是禍害。因為肉身被殺,對那些終必死亡的人又有何損害呢?那些懼怕死亡的人所成就的,豈不過是使自己稍遲一些死去麼?凡損害垂死之人的,都出於生命,而非出於死亡;在這生命裡,倘若他們懷有基督恩典所援助的那種靈魂,他們的死便絕非美好生命的落幕,而是更美生命的契機。
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Et maioris quidem mores apparebant huic saeculo amiciores esse quam Christo, quamquam et ipse iuuenalem prius saecularemque uitam uxore ducta non parua ex parte correxerat. non tamen fortasse misericors deus fratris eum esse in morte comitem nisi miserans uoluit. ille uero alius religiose uixit et multum corde uitaque Christiana. haec eum fama praecessit, ut in causa ecclesiae sic ueniret; haec consecuta est, cum uenisset. quae illi uero probitas in moribus, in amicitia fides, in doctrina studium, in religione sinceritas, in coniugio pudicitia;
And the character of the elder brother appeared to be more friendly to this world than to Christ, although he too, having taken a wife, had in no small measure corrected his earlier youthful and worldly life. Yet perhaps the merciful God did not wish him to be his brother's companion in death except out of mercy. But the other lived religiously and in great part with a heart and life truly Christian. This reputation went before him, so that he came thus in the cause of the Church; this reputation followed him, when he had come. What integrity was in that man's morals, what fidelity in friendship, what zeal in learning, what sincerity in religion, what chastity in marriage;
那兄長的品行顯得對這世界比對基督更為親近,雖然他娶妻之後,也在不小的程度上糾正了他早年放縱屬世的生活。然而或許慈悲的上帝,若非出於憐憫,也不願他作兄弟死亡的同伴。但另一位卻活得虔誠,在極大程度上心與生命都真正是基督徒的。這名聲在他之先,使他因此為教會的緣故而來;這名聲在他既來之後也隨著他。那人的品行何等正直,交友何等忠信,治學何等熱心,敬虔何等真誠,婚姻何等貞潔;
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in iudicio continentia, erga inimicos patientia, erga amicos affabilitas, erga I)snctos humilitas, erga omnes caritas, in beneficiis praestandis facilitas, in petendis pudor, in recte factis amor, in peccatis dolor! quantum decus honestatis, qui splendor gratiae, quae cura pietatis, quae in subueniendo misericordia, in ignoscendo beniuolentia, in orando fiducia! quod salubriter sciebat, qua modestia loquebatur! quod inutiliter nesciebat, qua diligentia scrutabatur! quantus in eo contemptus rerum praesentium, quanta spes et desiderium bonorum aeternorum!
in judgment, self-restraint; toward enemies, patience; toward friends, affability; toward the saints, humility; toward all, charity; in bestowing benefits, readiness; in asking, modesty; in things rightly done, love; in sins, grief! What grace of honor, what splendor of favor, what care of piety, what mercy in coming to aid, what benevolence in forgiving, what confidence in prayer! What he knew to his own health, with what modesty he spoke it! What he did not know to no profit, with what diligence he searched it out! How great in him was the contempt of present things, how great the hope and desire of eternal goods!
在審判上有節制,對仇敵有忍耐,對朋友有和藹,對聖徒有謙卑,對眾人有愛德;在施予恩惠上樂於慷慨,在求人時有羞怯,對正義之事有愛慕,對罪過有憂傷!何等榮譽的華美,何等恩寵的光彩,何等敬虔的殷勤,在援助上何等的憐憫,在寬恕上何等的仁慈,在禱告中何等的信靠!凡他所知有益之事,他以何等的謙遜述說!凡他所不知而無益之事,他以何等的勤勉探究!他對今世事物何等的輕看,對永恆美善何等的盼望與渴慕!
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ne relictis omnibus saecularibus actionibus susciperet cingulum militiae Christianae, uinculum praepediebat uxorium, quo iam innodatus - coeperat concupiscere meliora, quando iam non licebat illa quamuis inferiora disrumpere. Quodam die frater eius, cum iam pariter in custodia tenerentur, ait illi: (Si ego haec pro meritis patior peccatorum meorum, tu, cuius uitam nouimus tam attente feruenterque Christianam, quibus malis meritis ad ista perductus es?\' at ille:
The bond of marriage hindered him from laying aside all worldly pursuits and taking up the girdle of Christian soldiery; bound already by that bond, he had begun to desire better things at a time when it was no longer permitted to break those—however inferior—ties. One day his brother, when they were now being held together in custody, said to him: 'If I suffer these things for the deserts of my sins, you, whose life we have known to be so attentively and fervently Christian, by what evil deserts have you been brought to this?' But he replied:
婚姻的束縛攔阻他捨棄一切屬世的營求、去佩帶基督精兵的腰帶;他既已被那束縛所纏,便在再也不許斬斷那些——雖較次等的——關係之時,開始渴慕更美之事。有一天,當他們一同被拘押在看守中時,他的兄弟對他說:「我若因自己罪過的報應而受這些苦,那麼你——我們深知你的生活是何等專注而熱切地屬於基督徒的——你是憑甚麼惡的報應被帶到這地步呢?」他卻回答說:
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Paruumne\', inquit, \'mihi existimas conferri diuinitus beneficium, si tamen hoc testimonium tuum de uita mea uerum est, ut hoc, quod patior, etiam si usque ad effusionem sanguinis patiar, ibi mea peccata puniantur nec mihi ad futurum iudicium reseruentur?\' hic forte aliquis credat eum fuisse sibi conscium aliquorum occultorum inpudicitiae peccatorum. dicam ergo, quid me dominus deus ad magnam meam consolationem ex eius ore audire et plane scire uoluerit.
'Do you think,' he said, 'that a small benefit is conferred on me from heaven—if indeed this testimony of yours concerning my life is true—that by what I suffer, even if I suffer it to the shedding of blood, there my sins may be punished and not reserved for me unto the judgment to come?' Here perhaps someone might believe that he was conscious to himself of certain hidden sins of unchastity. I will therefore tell what the Lord God willed me to hear from his own mouth, to my great consolation, and plainly to know.
「你以為,」他說,「從天上賜給我的乃是微小的恩惠麼——若你關於我生平的這見證確實為真——就是藉著我所受的苦,縱使我受苦至於流血,我的罪過可在此得著懲罰,而不至留待將來的審判麼?」到這裡,或許有人會以為他自知犯有某些隱藏的淫穢之罪。因此我要述說主上帝樂意讓我從他自己口中親耳聽見、並清楚知道的事,這乃是我極大的安慰。
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cum de hoc ipso, ut sunt humana, sollicitus solus cum solo agerem iam in eadem custodia constituto, ne quid esset, unde maiore et insigniore paenitentia deum sibi placare deberet, ille, ut erat uerecundiae singularis, cum ipsam licet falsam meam suspicionem erubesceret, sed admonitionem gratissime acciperet, modeste grauiterque subridens et utraque manu meam dexteram adprehendens: (Testor), inquit, \'sacramenta, quae per hanc offeruntur manum, me nullum expertum esse concubitum praeter uxorem nec ante nec postea\'. Quid ergo huic in morte accidit mali ac non potius plurimum boni, cum haec habens dona ad Christum, sine quo inaniter habentur, ex hac uita migrarit?
When, being anxious about this very matter—as human affairs go—I dealt alone with him alone, now placed in that same custody, lest there be anything on account of which he ought to appease God with greater and more marked penance, he—being of singular modesty, though he blushed even at my false suspicion, yet received the admonition most gratefully—smiling modestly and gravely, and taking hold of my right hand with both his hands, said: 'I call to witness the sacraments which are offered through this hand, that I have known no intercourse except with my wife, neither before nor afterward.' What evil, then, befell this man in death, and not rather the greatest good, when, possessing these gifts—together with Christ, without whom they are possessed in vain—he departed from this life?
當我為這件事憂慮時——照人事之常——我單獨與這已被關押在同一看守中的人相處,惟恐有甚麼事使他當以更大更顯著的補贖去平息上帝。他素有非凡的謙遜,雖然對我這雖屬虛妄的猜疑感到羞赧,卻極其感激地領受這勸誡;他謙遜而莊重地微笑著,用兩隻手握住我的右手說:「我指著藉這隻手所奉獻的聖事起誓,除我妻子以外,我未曾與人有過房事,前後皆然。」那麼,這人在死亡中臨到的又有甚麼禍害,而豈非至大的福分呢?因他既懷有這些恩賜——連同基督,離了基督這些便徒然擁有——而從此生離世。
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quae apud te non commemorarem, si crederem te laudibus eius offendi; cum autem hoc non credo, nec illud profecto, quod te non dico instante sed saltem uolente ant optante posset occidi. proinde iudicas nobiscum tanto sincerius quanto innocentius, quod ille cum anima sua quam cum istius corpore crudelius egerit, quando contemptis nobis, contemptis promissionibus suis, contemptis tot ac tantis petitionibus et admonitionibus tuis, contempta denique ecclesia Christi et in ea quo nisi Christo ad finem suae machinationis huius morte peruenit. an uero illius honor istius uel carceri comparandus est, cum ille fureret sublimatus, iste gauderet inclusus?
These things I would not recall to you, if I believed you were offended by his praises; but since I do not believe this, neither do I believe that other thing, that he could have been killed—I do not say at your instigation, but even with your willing or wishing it. Accordingly, you judge with us the more sincerely as you are the more innocent, that he dealt more cruelly with his own soul than with that man's body, when—despising us, despising his own promises, despising so many and so great petitions and admonitions of yours, and finally despising the Church of Christ—by what but by Christ within her he came, through this death, to the end of his machination. Or is that man's honor even to be compared with this man's prison, when the one raged exalted while the other rejoiced shut up?
這些事我本不會向你追述,若我相信你會因對他的稱讚而不悅;但我既不相信這事,也就決不相信另一事,就是他能被殺——我不說是出於你的唆使,甚至連你的甘願或意欲也沒有。因此,你越無辜,就越真誠地與我們一同判斷:他對自己的靈魂所行的,比對那人的身體更為殘忍;因他既藐視我們、藐視自己的許諾、藐視你那麼多那麼大的請求與勸誡、末了又藐視基督的教會——在教會中,若非藉基督,他又是藉甚麼藉著這死達到他陰謀的結局呢?難道那人的尊榮竟可與這人的監禁相比麼?那人被高舉而狂暴,這人被囚禁卻歡欣。
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horrendis et poenalibus tenebris omnes non carceres sed etiam inferos uincit scelerati hominis conscientia. tibi etiam quid nocuit, cuius etsi famam grauiter laesit, tamen innocentiam non perimit? quamuis fama quoque ipsa salua sit et apud eos, qui te melius nouerunt quam nos. et apud nos ipsos, qui curas nobiscum tuas, ne tam immane perpetraretur scelus, tanto expressas inspiciebamus affectu, ut tui cordis inuisibilia paene oculis cerneremus. sibi igitur ille nocuit, quicquid nocuit; suam transfixit animam, suam uitam, suam conscientiam, suam denique ipsam famam, quam bonam solent etiam pessimi concupiscere, caeca illa crudelitate uastauit.
The conscience of a wicked man surpasses, with dreadful and penal darkness, not only all prisons but even the nether regions. And to you what harm did it do—whose reputation, though he grievously wounded it, he yet did not destroy your innocence? Although even that reputation itself is safe both among those who know you better than we, and among us ourselves, who beheld the cares you bore with us, lest so monstrous a crime be perpetrated, expressed with such great feeling that we almost discerned with our eyes the invisible things of your heart. To himself, therefore, he did harm, whatever harm he did; his own soul he pierced through, his own life, his own conscience, his own reputation at last—which even the worst men are wont to covet as good—by that blind cruelty he laid waste.
惡人的良心,以可怕而受刑的黑暗,勝過的不只是一切牢獄,甚至是陰間。他對你又造成甚麼損害呢?他雖沉重地傷了你的名譽,卻並未毀掉你的清白。何況那名譽本身也安然無恙——無論是在那些比我們更認識你的人中間,還是在我們自己中間;我們親眼看見你與我們一同懷抱的憂慮,惟恐這樣兇殘的罪行被犯下,那憂慮流露得如此深切,以致我們幾乎用肉眼看見了你心中不可見之事。因此,他所加害的,無論加害甚麼,都是加給自己;他刺透了自己的靈魂、自己的生命、自己的良心,末了連自己的名譽——就是連最壞的人也慣於當作美好而貪求的名譽——也被那盲目的殘忍所毀壞。
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tanto enim est odiosior omnibus bonis, quanto magis impiis placere conatus est uel placuisse laetatus. Ubi autem magis potuit apparere non eum habuisse necessitatem, quam se habere confinxit, ut eius obtentu tamquam bonus faceret tantum malum, quam quod nec illi placuit, de cuius praecepto se ausus est excusare? referat praestantiae tuae sanctus diaconus, Quintianusipse enim fuerat episcopo, quem pro illis miseramus, adiunctus —, quem ad modum nec indulgentia illis danda uisa est, ne uel sic aliquo crimine notarentur, sed tantum commonitorium, quo eos ab omni molestia liberos dimittere iuberetur.
For he is so much the more hateful to all good men, the more he strove to please the impious or rejoiced to have pleased them. But where could it more clearly appear that he had not the necessity which he pretended to have—that under its cover he might, as though a good man, do so great an evil—than in this, that he did not even please him by whose command he dared to excuse himself? Let the holy deacon Quintianus report to your excellence—for he himself had been joined to the bishop whom we had sent on their behalf—in what manner it seemed that pardon should not even be granted to them, lest they be branded with any crime even so, but only a memorandum, whereby it should be ordered that they be dismissed free from all molestation.
因為他越竭力討好那不虔者,或越以曾討好他們為樂,他就越為一切善人所憎惡。但他哪裡能比在這件事上更清楚地顯明:他並沒有他所佯稱的那必要性——好在其掩護下彷彿善人般作那樣大的惡呢?就是他甚至也未討好那位他膽敢藉其命令為自己開脫的人。願聖執事昆提亞努斯向你的閣下稟報——因他本人曾被派與我們為他們差去的主教同行——就是如何連寬赦也似乎不當賜給他們,免得他們仍被冠以任何罪名,而只給一份備忘錄,藉此下令將他們釋放、脫離一切煩擾。
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gratuita igitur crudelitate nulla necessitate, quamuis et aliae causae, quas suspicamur nec opus est committere litteris, forsitan fuerint, atrociter contristauit ecclesiam, ad cuius ecclesiae gremium frater eius metuens perire confugerat, ut eum uiuum tanti sceleris consiliarium reperiret, cuius ecclesiae etiam ipse cum patronum offendisset, petiuit auxilium nec ei potuit denegari. hunc si diligis, detestare; si non uis, ut in aeternum puniatur, exhorre. sic existimationi tuae, sic est uitae illius consulendum: nam qui in eo diligit, quod odit deus, non solum odit ipsum sed etiam se ipsum. !
With gratuitous cruelty, therefore, under no necessity—although perhaps there were also other causes, which we suspect and which there is no need to commit to writing—he savagely grieved the Church, to whose bosom his brother, fearing to perish, had fled for refuge, so that he might find him alive as the counselor of so great a crime; whose Church even he himself, when he had offended its patron, sought aid, and it could not be denied him. If you love this man, detest him; if you do not wish him to be punished eternally, shudder at him. Thus must your reputation, thus must his life, be cared for: for he who loves in a man that which God hates, not only hates the man but also himself.
因此,他出於無償的殘忍,並無任何必要——雖然或許還有其他我們所猜疑、且無須訴諸筆墨的緣由——竟兇暴地使教會悲痛;他的兄弟正是懼怕滅亡,逃入這教會的懷抱尋求庇護,好叫他活著被尋見為這樣大罪行的謀主;而他自己,當得罪了這教會的護庇者時,也曾向這教會求助,且不能被拒。你若愛這人,就當憎惡他;你若不願他受永刑,就當對他戰慄。你的名譽當如此顧惜,他的生命也當如此顧惜:因為那在人身上愛上帝所恨之事的人,不僅恨那人,也恨他自己。
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Quae cum ita sint, nec de tua benignitate credo, quod tanti sceleris auctor uel particeps fueris nosque malitiosa crudelitate fefelleris, quod absit a uita et moribus tuis, nec amicitias uestras tales uolo, quibus et ille in suum interitum glorietur de malo et confirmetur humana suspicio, sed tales potius, quibus ad paenitentiam deponatur et talem ac tantam paenitentiam, qualem quantamque postulant tam horrenda uulnera medicinam. tanto quippe illi amicior eris quanto sceleribus eius inimicior. cupio sane praestantiae tuae nosse rescriptis, ubi eo die fueris, quo illud admissum est, quo modo acceperis, quid postea egeris, utrum eum uideris, quid ei dixeris, quid ab illo audieris.
Since these things are so, I neither believe of your kindness that you were the author or partaker of so great a crime, or that you deceived us by malicious cruelty—which be far from your life and character—nor do I want such friendships of yours, by which both he may glory in evil unto his own ruin and human suspicion may be confirmed, but rather such as by which he may be brought down to repentance—and to such and so great a repentance as so dreadful wounds demand as their medicine. For you will be his friend the more, the more you are the enemy of his crimes. I truly desire to know from your excellence by written reply where you were on the day when that deed was committed, in what manner you received the news, what you did afterward, whether you saw him, what you said to him, what you heard from him.
既然這些事如此,我既不相信你的仁慈會作這樣大罪行的主謀或同夥,也不信你以惡毒的殘忍欺騙了我們——願這事遠離你的生命與品格;我也不願你有這樣的交情,使他既在惡中誇口以致自取滅亡,又使人的猜疑得著證實,倒願你有這樣的交情,使他被引至悔改——並且是這樣可怕的創傷所要求作其良藥的那樣大的悔改。因為你越作他罪行的仇敵,就越作他的朋友。我實在渴望藉你的回信從你的閣下得知:在那事被犯的那日你在何處,你如何得知那消息,此後你作了甚麼,你是否見了他,對他說了甚麼,從他聽了甚麼。
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ego enim ex quo inde postridie repente discessi, nihil, quod ad hanc rem adtinet, de te audire potui. Quod uero in epistula tua legi iam te cogi credere, ne a me uidereris. et Carthagini me negatum, tu potius cogis his uerbis, ut absentiae meae causas non taceam. quarum est una, quoniam laborem, quem in illa urbe perpeti necesse est et quem si exponere uelim, aliud tantum loquendum est, iam sustinere non possum, quod infirmitati meae propriae, quae nota est omnibus, qui familiarius me nouerunt, accessit etiam senectus, quae generis humani est communis infirmitas. altera causa est, quod statui, si dominus uelit, quantum mihi ab aliis occupationibus, quas ecclesiae, cui proprio munere seruio.
For I, from the time that I suddenly departed thence on the day following, have been able to hear nothing from you that pertains to this matter. But as to what I read in your letter, that you are now compelled to believe that I am, as it were, refused to you and denied you at Carthage—you rather compel me by these words not to keep silent about the causes of my absence. Of these, one is that I can no longer endure the labor which must be undergone in that city, and which, if I wished to expound it, would require as much again to be said; to my own infirmity—known to all who know me more familiarly—there has been added old age as well, which is the common infirmity of the human race. The other cause is that I have resolved, if the Lord will, to devote, as far as time is given me from other occupations which the necessity of the Church, which I serve in my proper office,
因為自從我在次日突然離開那裡以後,關於此事,我就再未能從你那裡聽到甚麼。但至於我在你信中所讀到的——你如今被迫相信我彷彿是拒絕你、在迦太基不肯見你——你反倒以這些話逼我不再緘默於我缺席的緣由。其中之一是:我在那城中必須忍受的勞苦,我再也擔當不起;這勞苦若要陳述,還須另費同樣多的話。除了我自己的軟弱——凡與我較熟識的人都知道——如今又加上了老年,這乃是人類共有的軟弱。另一緣由是:我已定意,若主願意,就把我從其他事務——教會憑我本分所服事的職事——
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necessitas flagitat, datur temporis, id totum inpendere labori studiorum ad ecclesiasticas litteras pertinentium, ubi me arbitror, si dei misericordiae placet, etiam posteris aliquid profuturum. Unum est autem, si uerum quaeris audire, quod in te molestissime fero, quod, cum sis et huius iam aetatis et huius uitae atque probitatis, adhuc uis esse catechumenus, quasi fideles non possint, quanto sint fideliores atque meliores. tanto fidelius ac melius administrare rem publicam. quid autem boni agitis in his tantis curis et laboribus uestris, nisi ut bene sit hominibus?
of necessity demands, that time whatever is granted, to expend all of it upon the labor of studies pertaining to ecclesiastical letters, wherein I think, if it please the mercy of God, I shall be of some profit even to posterity. There is one thing, however—if you wish to hear the truth—that I bear most grievously in you: that, being now both of this age and of this life and probity, you still wish to be a catechumen, as though the faithful could not, the more faithful and better they are, so much the more faithfully and better administer the commonwealth. What good do you do amid these so great cares and labors of yours, except that it may be well with men?
所必需的事務中所賜給我的餘暇——把那全部工夫都用在有關教會著作的研究勞苦上,我想若蒙上帝的憐憫喜悅,我甚至能對後世有些益處。然而有一件事——你若願聽真話——我在你身上最為痛心:就是你既已到了這年紀、有這樣的生活與德行,卻仍願作望道者,彷彿信徒不能夠——他們越忠信越良善,就越能忠信良善地治理國家。你們在這樣重大的操勞與勞苦中所行的善,豈不就是要使人得福麼?
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si enim hoc non agitis, uel dormire satius est noctes diesque quam uigilare in laboribus publicis nulli utilitati hominum profuturis. nec sane dubito excellentiam tuam prudenti ............. CLII. DOMINO MERITO VENERABILI ET UNICE COLENDO PATRI AUGUSTINO MACEDONIUS. Optatas admodum sanctitatis tuae litteras accepi per Bonifatium, uenerandae legis antistitem, quem ego eo magis receptum dilexi, quod ad me desiderata pertulerat, sermonem sanctitatis tuae et incolumitatem, domine merito uenerabilis et unice colende pater. itaque sine mora, quod optabat, obtinuit. uerum quoniam extitit occasio, hoc ipsum, quantulumcumque est, quod admonitus indulsi, nolo sine mercede remanere.
For if you do not do this, it were better to sleep both nights and days than to keep watch in public labors that will profit no benefit of men. Nor indeed do I doubt that your excellence, with prudent... CLII. TO THE LORD DESERVEDLY VENERABLE AND UNIQUELY TO BE HONORED FATHER AUGUSTINE, MACEDONIUS. I received the much-desired letters of your holiness through Bonifatius, the priest of the venerable law, whom I loved the more warmly for having received him, because he had brought to me the things I desired—the discourse of your holiness and the news of your well-being, O lord deservedly venerable and uniquely to be honored father. And so without delay he obtained what he wished. But since an occasion has arisen, this very thing, however small it be, which upon being admonished I have granted, I do not wish to remain without reward.
因為你們若不行這事,那麼晝夜沉睡也勝過在無益於眾人的公務勞苦中警醒。我實在不懷疑你的閣下以審慎的……。第一五二封。致理當可敬、獨一當尊崇之父奧古斯丁大人,馬其頓紐斯上。我藉著可敬之律法的祭司波尼法丟,領受了你聖德那極盼望的書信;我因接待了他而更加親愛他,因他把我所渴望的帶給了我——就是你聖德的言談與安康,理當可敬、獨一當尊崇之父大人。故此他毫不遲延地得著了所盼望的。但既有此機緣,這件事本身,無論何等微小,就是我受勸勉而應允的,我也不願它毫無報償而擱置。
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cupio enim accipere eam, quae mihi commodet sine pendentis incommodo, immo quae mihi commodet cum gloria dependentis. 2 Officium sacerdotii uestri esse dicitis interuenire pro reis et, nisi obtineatis, offendi, quasi, quod erat officii uestri. minime reportetis. hic ego uehementer ambigo, utrum istud ex religione descendat. nam si a domino peccata adeo prohibentur, ut ne paenitendi quidem copia post primam tribuatur, quem ad modum nos possumus ex religione contendere, ut nobis, qualecumque illud crimen fuerit, remittatur, quod utique, cum inpunitum uolumus, probamus?
For I desire to receive that reward which may benefit me without disadvantage to the one who owes it—nay rather, which may benefit me with glory to the one who pays it. You say that it is the office of your priesthood to intervene on behalf of the accused, and, unless you obtain your request, to be offended, as though you carried back nothing of what was your office. Here I greatly hesitate whether this descends from religion. For if sins are so far prohibited by the Lord that not even the opportunity of repenting is granted after the first repentance, in what manner can we, on grounds of religion, contend that whatever that crime may have been should be remitted to us—which surely, when we wish it unpunished, we approve?
因為我渴望領受那樣的報償,就是既使我得益、又不使償付者受損的報償;不,甚至是使我得益、又使償付者得榮耀的報償。你們說,為被告求情,並且若不得允便感到受辱,乃是你們祭司的職分,彷彿你們不曾把本屬你們職分的事帶回。在這件事上我大大遲疑:不知這是否出於敬虔。因為若罪如此被主所禁止,以致連在初次悔改之後也不再賜下悔改的機會,那麼我們怎能憑敬虔力爭,說無論那罪過是甚麼都當赦免我們呢?我們既願那罪不受懲罰,豈不正是認可了它麼?
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et si constat non minus auctorem quam probatorem teneri in omnibus, quae peccantur, certum est nos culpae societate uinciri, quotiens eum inpunitum esse cupimus, qui culpae tenetur obnoxius. tum praeterea accedit hoc, quod grauius est. nam omnia peccata uidentur ueniabiliora, cum is, qui reus est, correctionem promittit; uerum nunc, ut mores nostri sunt, et sceleris poenam cupiunt sibi homines relaxari et id, propter quod scelus admissum est, possidere. pro his quoque interueniendum putat sacerdotium uestrum, de quibus adeo futuri spes nulla est, ut etiam in praesenti eadem criminis ratio perseueret;
And if it is agreed that in all things which are sinned, the author is held no less guilty than the approver, it is certain that we are bound by fellowship in the fault as often as we desire him to be unpunished who is held liable to the fault. Then, besides, there is added this, which is more grievous. For all sins seem more pardonable when he who is guilty promises correction; but now, as our manners are, men both desire the penalty of the crime to be relaxed for themselves and to possess that on account of which the crime was committed. For these too your priesthood thinks it should intervene, concerning whom there is so no hope for the future that even in the present the same reasoning of crime persists;
而若公認,在一切所犯的罪中,主使者被視為與贊同者同罪,那麼可以確定:每當我們渴望那被判有罪的人不受懲罰時,我們便被過失的同夥關係所捆綁。此外還加上這一點,就是更為嚴重的:因為凡罪過,當犯罪者許諾改正時,都顯得較可赦免;但如今照我們的風俗,人們既渴望罪的刑罰得以為自己減免,又渴望佔有那使罪被犯下之物。你們的祭司也認為當為這等人求情,論到這些人,將來全無指望,以致連在現今,那犯罪的同樣情由仍舊持續;
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nam qui tam peruicaciter tenet, propter quae crimen admisit, ostendit se, ubi licentia fuerit, similia peccaturum. Ob haec igitur consulo prudentiam tuam et me hoc ambiguo, quo laboro, absolui desidero; nec ob aliam causam consultum te putes. ceterum mihi hoc propositum est, ut intercessoribus praesertim talis meriti. qualis tu es, etiam gratias agam. pleraque enim, quae sponte facere uideri nolo, ne remissio seueritatis alios armet in crimina, opto bonis intercessoribus relaxare, ut, quod libens concedo, salua seueritate iudicii alterius merito uideatur indultum. incolumem sanctitatem tuam diuinitas aeterna tueatur aeuo largissimo, domine uenerabilis et uere colende pater.
for he who so obstinately holds fast to that on account of which he committed the crime shows that, where license shall be given, he will sin in like manner. On these accounts, therefore, I consult your prudence and desire to be freed by you from this ambiguity in which I labor; nor should you think you have been consulted for any other cause. For the rest, this is my resolve: that to intercessors, especially of such merit as you are, I should even give thanks. For very many things which I do not wish to seem to do of my own accord—lest a remission of severity arm others toward crimes—I choose to relax at the request of good intercessors, so that what I willingly concede may, with the severity of judgment preserved, seem to have been granted by the merit of another. May the eternal Godhead guard your holiness safe with most abundant length of days, O lord venerable and truly to be honored father.
因為那如此頑固地執守那使他犯罪之物的人,便顯明,一旦得著放縱的機會,他必照樣犯罪。因此,基於這些緣由,我請教你的明智,並渴望藉你從我所困擾的這疑難中得釋;你也不要以為除此以外還有別的緣故受人請教。至於其餘,這是我的定意:對求情者,尤其是像你這樣有功德的,我甚至當致謝。因為許多事我不願顯得出於自己心願而行——免得嚴厲的減免武裝別人去犯罪——我寧願因善良求情者的請求而寬減,好使我甘願所讓步的,在保全審判嚴厲的同時,顯得是因他人的功德而蒙寬赦。願永恆的神性以極其豐盛的年壽保守你聖德平安,可敬、真正當尊崇之父大人。
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De scriptis sanctitatis tuae aliqua mihi promiseras et non accepi; quaeso, ut uel nunc mittas et ad hanc meam epistulam respondeas, ut, quia sanctitatem tuam interim uidere non datur, saltem sermonibus tuis pascar. CLIII. AUGUSTINUS EPISCOPUS FAMULUS CHRISTI FAMILIAEQVE EIUS DILECTO FILIO MACEDONIO IN DOMINO SALUTEM. Negotiosissimum in re publica uirum et non suis sed\' aliorum utilitatibus attentissimum, qualem te esse et tibi gratulamur et rebus humanis, nec deserere debemus alloquio nec occupare prooemio. accipe itaque, quod per me uel nosse uoluisti uel, utrum ipse nossem, experiri.
You had promised me some of the writings of your holiness, and I have not received them; I ask that you send them even now, and that you reply to this my letter, so that, since it is not granted me meanwhile to see your holiness, I may at least be fed by your discourses. CLIII. AUGUSTINE, BISHOP, SERVANT OF CHRIST AND OF HIS HOUSEHOLD, TO HIS BELOVED SON MACEDONIUS, GREETING IN THE LORD. A man most busied in the commonwealth and most attentive not to his own but to others' advantages—such as we congratulate both you to be, and human affairs to have—we ought neither to abandon by silence nor to weary by a lengthy preface. Receive therefore what you either wished to know through me, or to test whether I myself knew it.
你曾應許給我一些你聖德的著作,我卻未收到;我請你如今就寄來,並回覆我這封信,好叫我既暫時不得見你聖德,至少能藉你的言談得著飼養。第一五三封。奧古斯丁主教,基督及其家眷的僕人,致所親愛之子馬其頓紐斯,在主裡問安。你是一位在國事上極其繁忙、且極其專注於他人而非自己利益的人——我們既為你、也為人間之事慶幸有你這樣的人——我們既不該以緘默撇棄你,也不該以冗長的引言使你厭煩。故此請領受你所願藉我得知、或願試驗我自己是否知曉的事。
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quod si paruum aut superfluum iudicares, nullo modo inter tam magnas tamque necessarias curas tuas curandum esse censeres. quaeris a me, cur officii sacerdotii nostri esse dicamus interuenire pro reis et, nisi obtineamus, offendi, quasi, quod erat officii . nostri, minime reportemus. ubi uehementer te dicis ambigere, utrum istud ex religione descendat. deinde adiungens, qua ratione ita mouearis: nam si a domino peccata\', inquis, adeo prohibentur, ut ne paenitendi quidem copia post primam tribuatur, quem ad modum nos possumus ex religione contendere, ut nobis, qualecumque illud crimen fuerit, remittatur?\' adhuc urgues grauius et dicis nos probare, quod uolumus inpunitum;
But if you judged it small or superfluous, you would in no way reckon that it should be attended to amid your so great and so necessary cares. You ask of me why we say that it is the office of our priesthood to intervene on behalf of the accused, and, unless we obtain our request, to be offended, as though we carried back nothing at all of what was our office. Here you say you greatly hesitate whether this descends from religion. Then, adding by what reasoning you are thus moved: 'For if sins,' you say, 'are so far prohibited by the Lord that not even the opportunity of repenting is granted after the first, in what manner can we, on grounds of religion, contend that whatever that crime may have been should be remitted to us?' You press yet more grievously and say that we approve what we wish to be unpunished;
但你若判斷這事微小或多餘,你就決不會以為,在你如此重大而必要的操勞之中,還當顧念它。你問我:我們為何說為被告求情、若不得允便感到受辱,乃是我們祭司的職分,彷彿我們絲毫不曾把本屬我們職分的事帶回。在這件事上你說你大大遲疑,不知這是否出於敬虔。接著你補充你因何理由如此困惑:「因為若罪,」你說,「如此被主所禁止,以致連在初次之後也不再賜下悔改的機會,那麼我們怎能憑敬虔力爭,說無論那罪過是甚麼都當赦免我們呢?」你更沉重地緊逼,說我們認可了我們所願不受懲罰之事;
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et si constat non minus auctorem quam probatorem teneri in omnibus, quae peccantur, certum esse nos culpae societate uinciri, quotiens eum inpunitum esse uolumus, qui culpae tenetur obnoxius. i His uerbis quem non terreas tuae lenitatis et humanitatis ignarum? unde nos, qui te nouimus et haec quaerendi gratia, non decernendi scripsisse minime dubitamus, aliis tuis uerbis ad ista citius respondemus. tamquam enim nos haesitare in hac quaestione nolueris, aut praeuidisti, quid dicturi essemus, aut admonuisti, quid dicere deberemus. et aisti: \'Tum praeterea accedit hoc, quod grauius est. nam omnia peccata uidentur ueniabiliora, cum is, qui reus est, correctionem promittit\'.
and that if it is agreed that in all things which are sinned the author is held no less guilty than the approver, it is certain that we are bound by fellowship in the fault as often as we wish him to be unpunished who is held liable to the fault. With these words whom would you not terrify, one ignorant of your gentleness and humanity? Whence we, who know you and do not in the least doubt that you wrote these things for the sake of inquiring, not of deciding, answer these points the more readily from your other words. For as though you were unwilling for us to hesitate in this question, you either foresaw what we would say, or admonished us what we ought to say. And you said: 'Then, besides, there is added this, which is more grievous. For all sins seem more pardonable when he who is guilty promises correction.'
又說,若公認在一切所犯的罪中,主使者被視為與贊同者同罪,那麼可以確定:每當我們願那被判有罪之人不受懲罰時,我們便被過失的同夥關係所捆綁。憑這些話,你會嚇不倒誰呢——就是不認識你的溫柔與仁厚的人?因此我們既認識你,且毫不懷疑你寫這些是為了查問而非裁決,就更樂於憑你另一些話來回答這幾點。因為你彷彿不願我們在這問題上遲疑,或是預見了我們要說的,或是提醒了我們所當說的。你說:「此外還加上這一點,就是更為嚴重的:因為凡罪過,當犯罪者許諾改正時,都顯得較可赦免。」
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antequam ergo discutiam, quid sit illud grauius, quod in epistula tua sequitur, hoc interim, quod dedisti, accipiam eoque utar ad molem hanc amoliendam, qua nostrae intercessiones posse reprimi uidebantur. ideo quippe, quantum facultas datur, pro peccatis omnibus intercedimus, quia \'omnia peccata uidentur ueniabiliora, cum is, qui reus est, correctionem promittit\'. haec tua est, haec et nostra sententia. Nullo modo ergo culpas, quas corrigi uolumus, adprobamus nec, quod perperam committitur, ideo uolumus inpunitum esse, quia placet; sed hominem miserantes, facinus autem seu flagitium detestantes, quanto magis nobis displicet uitium, tanto minus uolumus inemendatum interire uitiosum.
Before, therefore, I discuss what that more grievous thing is which follows in your letter, this meanwhile which you have granted I will accept, and I will use it to remove this mass by which our intercessions seemed able to be repressed. For therefore, as far as the ability is given, we intercede for all sins, because 'all sins seem more pardonable when he who is guilty promises correction.' This is your opinion, and this too is ours. In no way, then, do we approve the faults which we wish to be corrected, nor, because what is wrongly committed pleases, do we therefore wish it to be unpunished; but pitying the man, while detesting the deed or the outrage, the more the vice displeases us, the less do we wish the vicious man to perish unamended.
因此,在我討論你信中隨後所提那更嚴重之事是甚麼以先,我暫且要領受你所讓與的這一點,並要用它來挪去這彷彿能壓制我們求情的重擔。因為正因如此——在能力所及的範圍內——我們為一切罪求情,乃是因為「凡罪過,當犯罪者許諾改正時,都顯得較可赦免」。這是你的意見,也是我們的意見。所以,我們決不認可我們所願改正的過失,也不因所犯的惡討人喜歡而願它不受懲罰;乃是憐憫那人、卻憎惡那惡行或醜行;那罪惡越使我們不悅,我們就越不願那犯惡者未經改正而滅亡。
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