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Letters & Polemics (CSEL) 5 part 7/118

Latin original · 39 verses · some words can be tapped for a gloss · long chapter, split into parts; this part covers 5:236–5:274 (4615 verses in all)

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5:236
tum quaesiui, inter quos fructus nominata esset ebrietas, et recitaui illud ad Galatas: Manifesta autem sunt opera carnis, quae sunt fornicationes, inmunditiae, luxuriae, idolorum ser.uitus, ueneficia, inimicitiae, contentiones, aemulationes, animositates, dissensiones, haereses, inuidiae, ebrietates, comissationes et his similia; quae praedico uobis, sicut praedixi, quoniam, qui talia agunt, regnum dei non possidebunt. post quae uerba interrogaui, quo modo de fructu ebrietatis agnosceremur christiani, quos de fructibus agnosci dominus iussit. adiunxi etiam legendum, quod sequitur:
Then I inquired among which fruits drunkenness was named, and recited that passage to the Galatians: Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are fornications, uncleannesses, wantonnesses, the service of idols, sorceries, enmities, contentions, jealousies, animosities, dissensions, heresies, envyings, drunkennesses, revellings, and the like; of which I foretell to you, as I have foretold, that those who do such things shall not possess the kingdom of God. After which words I asked, by what fruit of drunkenness we Christians should be recognized — we whom the Lord commanded to be recognized by our fruits. I added also for reading that which follows:
然後我查究醉酒被列在哪些果子之中,並誦讀了致加拉太人的那段經文:「情慾的事都是顯而易見的,就如姦淫、污穢、邪蕩、拜偶像、邪術、仇恨、爭競、嫉妒、惱怒、紛爭、異端、嫉恨、醉酒、荒宴等類;我從前告訴你們,現在又告訴你們,行這樣事的人必不能承受神的國。」說了這些話後,我便問:我們基督徒該憑醉酒的哪種果子被人認出——我們原是主吩咐要憑果子認出來的。我又補上接續的一段供人誦讀:
5:237
Fructus autem spiritus est caritas, gaudium, pax, longanimitas, benignitas, bonitas, fides, mansuetudo, continentia, egique, ut considerarent, quam esset pudendum atque plangendum, quod de illis fructibus carnis non solum priuatim uiuere, sed etiam honorem ecclesiae deferre cuperent et, si potestas daretur, totum tam magnae basilicae spatium turbis epulantium ebriorumque complerent; de spiritalibus autem fructibus, ad quos et diuinarum scripturarum auctoritate et nostris gemitibus inuitarentur, nolunt adferre deo munera et his potissimum celebrare festa sanctorum.
But the fruit of the Spirit is charity, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faith, meekness, continence. And I urged that they should consider how shameful and lamentable it was that concerning those fruits of the flesh they wished not only to live privately, but even to bring honor to the church; and, if the power were given, they would fill the whole space of so great a basilica with crowds of feasters and drunkards; but concerning the spiritual fruits, to which they were invited both by the authority of the divine Scriptures and by our groanings, they are unwilling to bring offerings to God and to celebrate above all the feasts of the saints therewith.
「聖靈所結的果子,就是愛、喜樂、和平、忍耐、恩慈、良善、信實、溫柔、節制。」我便力言,願他們思想這是何等可恥可歎的事:關乎那些情慾的果子,他們竟不僅願私下如此生活,甚至還要以此為教會增光;而且若有權柄賜下,他們竟要用一群群宴飲醉酒之人,把如此宏大聖堂的整個空間填滿;至於那藉神聖聖經的權威、又藉我們的歎息所邀他們前來的屬靈果子,他們卻不肯向神獻上供物,也不肯尤其以此慶祝聖徒的節期。
5:238
Quibus peractis codicem reddidi et imperata oratione, quantum ualui et quantum me ipsum periculum urguebat et uires subministrare dominus dignabatur, constitui eis ante oculos commune periculum et ipsorum, qui nobis commissi essent, et nostrum, qui de illis rationem reddituri essemus pastorum principi, per cuius humilitatem, insignes contumelias, alapas et sputus in faciem et palmas et spineam coronam et crucem ac sanguinem obsecraui, ut, si se ipsi aliquid offendissent, uel nostri misererentur et cogitarent uenerabilis senis Valerii circa me ineffabilem caritatem, qui mihi tractandi uerba ueritatis tam periculosum onus non dubitarit propter eos inponere eisque saepe dixerit, quod orationes eius exauditae essent de nostro aduentu, quos non utique ad communem mortem uel spectaculum mortis illorum sed ad communem conatum in aeternam uitam ad se uenisse laetatus est.
These things being done, I handed back the volume, and, prayer having been commanded, as far as I was able, and as far as the very peril was pressing me, and as the Lord deigned to supply strength, I set before their eyes the common peril — both of themselves, who had been committed to us, and of us, who were to render an account concerning them to the chief Shepherd; by whose humility, notable insults, blows, and spittings in the face, and slaps, and crown of thorns, and cross, and blood I besought that, if they had given some offense to themselves, they would either have pity on us and consider the ineffable charity of the venerable old man Valerius toward me — who did not hesitate to lay upon me so perilous a burden of handling the words of truth, on their account, and often said to them that his prayers had been heard concerning our coming, at which he rejoiced that we had come to him, not indeed to a common death or a spectacle of their death, but to a common striving toward eternal life.
這些事既已行過,我便交還書卷,並在吩咐禱告之後,盡我所能、盡那危險逼迫我之力、盡主俯就所賜的力量,把那共同的危險擺在他們眼前——既是他們自己(那被託付與我們的人)的危險,也是我們的危險(我們是要為他們向群羊的大牧首交帳的);我藉祂的謙卑、顯著的凌辱、拳打、唾在臉上、掌摑、荊棘冠冕、十字架與寶血懇求他們:他們若使自己有所冒犯,願他們或憐憫我們,並思念那可敬長者瓦勒里烏對我不可言喻的愛——他不遲疑地為他們之故,把講論真理之言這如此危險的重擔加在我身上,且常對他們說,他為我們前來所獻的禱告已蒙垂聽,他因我們來到他這裡而歡喜——實在不是為著同赴死亡,或觀看他們的死亡,乃是為著同心竭力奔向永生。
5:239
postremo etiam dixi certum esse me et fidere in eum, qui mentiri nescit, qui per os prophetae sui pollicitus est de domino nostroIesu Christo dicens: Si reliquerint filii eius legem meam et in praeceptis meis non ambulauerint, si iustificationes meas profanauerint, uisitabo in uirga facinora eorum et in flagellis delicta eorum; misericordiam autem meam non auferam, in eum . ergo me fidere, quod, si haec tanta, quae sibi essent lecta et dicta, contemnerent, uisitaturus esset in uirga et in flagello nec eos permissurus cum hoc mundo damnari. in qua conquestione sic actum, ut pro negotii atque periculi magnitudine tutor et gubernator noster animos facultatemque praebebat.
Finally I also said that I was certain and trusted in Him who knows not how to lie, who through the mouth of His prophet promised concerning our Lord Jesus Christ, saying: If his sons forsake my law and walk not in my precepts, if they profane my justifications, I will visit their crimes with a rod and their sins with scourges; but my mercy I will not take away from him. That in Him therefore I trust: that, if they should despise these so great things which had been read and said to them, He would visit with the rod and with the scourge, and would not permit them to be condemned with this world. In which complaint it was so conducted that, according to the greatness of the business and the peril, our Guardian and Governor supplied both spirit and capacity.
末了我也說:我確信並倚靠那位不知如何說謊的主,祂藉祂先知的口論到我們的主耶穌基督應許說:「倘若他的子孫離棄我的律法,不照我的典章行,背棄我的律例,我就要用杖責罰他們的過犯,用鞭懲治他們的罪孽;只是我必不將我的慈愛全然收回。」因此我倚靠祂:他們若藐視這些對他們所讀、所說如此重大的事,祂必要用杖、用鞭責罰他們,卻不容他們與這世界一同被定罪。在這番陳訴中,事情如此進行,以致照著這事務與危險之重大,我們的守護者與治理者供給了膽量與才能。
5:240
non ego illorum lacrimas meis lacrimis moui, sed cum talia dicerentur, fateor, eorum fletu praeuentus meum abstinere non potui. et cum iam pariter fleuissemus, plenissima spe correctionis illorum finis sermonis mei factus est. Postridie uero cum inluxisset dies, cui solebant fauces uentresque se parare, nuntiatur mihi nonnullos eorum etiam, qui sermoni aderant, nondum a murmuratione cessasse tantumque in eis ualere uim pessimae consuetudinis, ut eius tantum uoce uterentur et dicerent: \'Quare modo ? non enim antea, qui haec non prohibuerunt, christiani non erant\\ quo audito quas sicut maiores commouendi eos machinas praepararem, omnino nesciebam;
It was not I who moved their tears with my own tears; but when such things were being said, I confess, overcome by their weeping, I could not hold back my own. And when we had now wept together alike, my sermon came to an end amid the fullest hope of their amendment. But on the next day, when the light dawned upon that day for which their gullets and bellies were wont to prepare themselves, it was reported to me that some even of those who had been present at the sermon had not yet ceased from murmuring, and that the force of that most wicked custom prevailed so strongly in them that they used only its very words and said: 'Why now? for before this, those who did not forbid these things were surely not un-Christians.' On hearing this, I was utterly at a loss what engines, so to speak, of greater weight I should prepare to move them.
並不是我用自己的眼淚去引動他們的眼淚;然而當這些話被說出時,我承認,我被他們的哭泣所勝,無法忍住自己的淚。當我們如今一同哭過之後,我的講道便在對他們悔改的滿懷盼望中結束了。可是次日,當那一天的曙光升起——那正是他們的咽喉與肚腹素來準備要享用的日子——有人向我報告,甚至有些曾在場聽道的人仍未止息怨言,那極其敗壞的習俗在他們心中如此強盛,以致他們只援用它的話語,說:「為何如今要禁止?從前那些不禁止這些事的人,難道就不是基督徒嗎?」聽見這話,我全然不知該預備甚麼更有分量的、可說是攻城的器械來打動他們。
5:241
disponebam tamen, si perseuerandum putarent, lecto illo loco de propheta Ezechiele: \'Explorator absoluitur, si periculum denuntiauerit, etiam si illi, quibus denuntiatur, cauere noluerint\' uestimenta mea excutere atque discedere. tum uero dominus ostendit, quod nos non deserat et quibus modis, in se ut praesumamus, hortetur; namque ante horam, qua exhedram ascenderemus, ingressi sunt ad me idem ipsi, quos audieram de oppugnatione uetustae consuetudinis fuisse conquestos. quos blande acceptos paucis uerbis in sententiam sanam transtuli.
Nevertheless I resolved that, if they thought I must persist, after reading that passage from the prophet Ezekiel—'The watchman is acquitted if he has given warning of the danger, even if those to whom warning is given have refused to take heed'—I would shake out my garments and depart. But then the Lord showed that He does not forsake us, and by what means He exhorts us to presume upon Him; for before the very hour at which we were to ascend the platform, there came in to me those same men whom I had heard had complained of the assault upon the ancient custom. Having received them kindly, in a few words I brought them over to a sound opinion.
然而我打定主意:倘若他們認為我必須堅持,我就在誦讀了先知以西結的那段話——「守望者若已警告危險,就無罪了,即使那些受警告的人不肯留意」——之後,抖掉我的衣裳而離去。但那時主顯明祂並不撇棄我們,並藉何等方式勸勉我們仰賴祂;因為就在我們將要登上講壇的時辰之前,那些我聽說曾為攻擊舊習俗而抱怨的人,正是他們進來見我。我親切地接待他們,用幾句話便把他們引到了正確的見解。
5:242
atque ubi uentum est ad tempus disputationis, omissa lectione, quam praeparaueram, quia necessaria iam non uidebatur, de hac ipsa quaestione pauca disserui, nihil nos nec breuius nec uerius posse adferre aduersus eos, qui dicunt: \'Quare modo?* nisi et nos dicamus: Vel modo\'. Verum tamen ne illi, qui ante nos tam manifesta inperitae multitudinis crimina uel permiserunt uel prohibere non ausi sunt, aliqua a nobis affici contumelia uiderentur, exposui eis, qua necessitate ista in ecclesia uiderentur exorta.
And when the time for discourse had come, laying aside the reading I had prepared—since it now seemed unnecessary—I said a few words upon this very question: that we can bring forward against those who say 'Why now?' nothing shorter or truer than to say in turn, 'Even now, at last!' Yet, lest those who before us either permitted or did not dare to forbid such manifest crimes of an untrained multitude should seem to be touched by any insult from us, I set forth to them by what necessity these things had seemed to arise in the Church.
當到了講論的時候,我便擱下我所預備的誦讀——因為如今看來已無必要——只就這同一問題略講幾句:對那些說「為何如今要禁止」的人,我們所能提出的最簡短也最真確的答覆,莫過於反過來說:「就是如今,終於要開始了!」然而,為免那些在我們之先,對無知群眾那些顯明罪行或是縱容、或是不敢禁止的人,看似受了我們的甚麼侮辱,我便向他們陳明:這些事是出於何等的無奈才在教會中興起的。
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scilicet post persecutiones tam multas tamque uehementes cum facta pace turbae gentilium in christianum nomen uenire cupientes hoc impedirentur, quod dies festos cum idolis suis solerent in abundantia epularum et ebrietate consumere nec facile ab his perniciosissimis sed tamen uetustissimis uoluptatibus se possent abstinere, uisum fuisse maioribus nostris, ut huic infirmitatis parti interim parceretur diesque festos post eos, quos relinquebant, alios in honorem sanctorum martyrum uel non simili sacrilegio quamuis simili luxu celebrarent;
Namely, that after persecutions so many and so violent, when peace had been made and the throngs of the heathen, desiring to come into the Christian name, were hindered by this—that they were accustomed to spend their festal days with their idols in abundance of feasting and in drunkenness, and could not easily abstain from these most pernicious yet most ancient pleasures—it had seemed good to our forefathers that this weak part should for a time be spared, and that in place of the festivals they were abandoning they should celebrate other festal days in honour of the holy martyrs, not indeed with a like sacrilege, yet with a like extravagance.
就是說:在如此眾多又如此猛烈的逼迫之後,當和平已經來到,外邦人的群眾渴望歸入基督徒的名下,卻因這事受了攔阻——他們素來慣於在節期中與他們的偶像一同大擺筵席、痛飲醉酒,難以輕易戒除這些極其有害卻又極其古老的宴樂——於是我們的先輩認為,這軟弱的一部分暫且當予寬容,好叫他們在所離棄的節期之外,另立別的節日,來紀念聖潔的殉道者,雖不再有同樣的褻瀆,卻仍有同樣的奢華。
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iam Christi nomine conligatis et tantae auctoritatis iugo subditis salutaria sobrietatis praecepta traderentur, quibus iam propter praecipientis honorem ac timorem resistere non ualerent. quocirca iam tempus esse, ut, qui non se audent negare christianos, secundum Christi uoluntatem uiuere incipiant, ut ea, quae, ut essent christiani, concessa sunt, cum christiani sunt, respuantur. Deinde hortatus sum, ut transmarinarum ecclesiarum, in quibus partim ista recepta numquam sunt, partim iam per bonos rectores populo obtemperante correcta, imitatores esse uellemus.
Now, however, that they are bound by the name of Christ and made subject to the yoke of so great an authority, the saving precepts of sobriety should be handed on to them—precepts which, out of honour and fear of Him who commands, they could not withstand. Therefore it is now high time that those who dare not deny that they are Christians should begin to live according to the will of Christ; so that the things which were granted them in order that they might become Christians should now, when they are Christians, be spurned. Then I exhorted them that we should be willing to be imitators of the churches across the sea, in which such practices have in part never been received, and in part have already been corrected through good rulers, the people obeying.
但如今,他們既已被基督的名所束縛,又服在如此大的權柄的軛下,就當把清醒節制的救恩之訓誡傳授給他們——這些訓誡,因著對發命者的尊敬與敬畏,他們是無力抗拒的。所以,如今正是時候,叫那些不敢否認自己是基督徒的人,開始按基督的旨意而活;使那些原本為了叫他們成為基督徒而准許的事,如今在他們已作基督徒之時,被摒棄拋開。接著我勸勉他們,願我們效法海外的眾教會,在那裏這類習俗有的從未被接納,有的已藉著良善的治理者、在百姓順服之下得了改正。
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et quoniam de basilica beati apostoli Petri cotidianae uinulentiae proferebantur exempla, dixi primo audisse nos saepe esse prohibitum, sed quod remotus sit locus ab episcopi conuersatione et in tanta ciuitate magna sit carnalium multitudo peregrinis praesertim, qui noui subinde ueniunt, tanto uiolentius quanto inscitius illam consuetudinem retinentibus, tam immanem pestem nondum compesci sedarique potuisse. uerum tamen nos si Petrum apostolum honoraremus, debere praecepta eius audire et multo deuotius epistulam, in qua uoluntas eius apparet, quam basilicam, in qua non apparet, intueri; statimque accepto codice recitaui, ubi ait:
And since examples of daily wine-bibbing were being alleged from the basilica of the blessed Apostle Peter, I said, first, that we had often heard it had been forbidden there; but because the place is remote from the bishop's oversight, and in so great a city there is a large multitude of carnal folk—especially pilgrims, who keep coming newly, and hold to that custom the more violently the more ignorantly—so monstrous a pestilence had not yet been able to be checked and stilled. Yet nevertheless, if we honoured Peter the Apostle, we ought to hear his precepts, and to gaze far more devoutly upon the epistle in which his will appears, than upon the basilica in which it does not appear; and at once, taking the book, I read aloud where he says:
既然有人援引蒙福的使徒彼得的聖殿中每日酗酒的事例,我便首先說:我們常聽說那裏也曾禁止過此事;但因那地方遠離主教的照管,而在那麼大的城中又有大批屬肉體的人——尤其是朝聖者,他們一批接一批新來,越是無知就越發強橫地固守那習俗——所以這樣兇猛的瘟疫至今仍未能被制止平息。然而,我們若真尊敬使徒彼得,就當聽從他的訓誡,並且要更加虔誠地注視那顯出他心意的書信,過於注視那並不顯出他心意的聖殿;於是我立刻取過經卷,高聲誦讀那一處,他說:
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Christo enim passo pro nobis per carnem et uos eadem cogitatione armamini, quia, qui passus est carne. desiit a carne, ut iam non hominum desideriis sed uoluntate dei reliquum tempus in carne uiuat. sufficit enim uobis praeteritum tempus uoluntate hominum perfecisse ambulantes in libidinibus, desideriis, ebrietate, comissationibus et nefandis idolorum seruitutibus. quibus gestis cum omnes uno animo in bonam uoluntatem ire contempta mala consuetudine cernerem, hortatus sum, ut meridiano tempore diuinis lectionibus et psalmis interessent;
'For as Christ suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves also with the same intention; for he that has suffered in the flesh has ceased from sin, that henceforth he may live the rest of his time in the flesh no longer by the desires of men, but by the will of God. For the time past suffices to have wrought the will of men, when we walked in lusts, desires, drunkenness, revellings, and abominable servitudes of idols.' These things being done, when I perceived that all with one mind were going forward into good will, having despised the evil custom, I exhorted them to be present at the midday hour for the divine readings and psalms.
「基督既在肉身受苦,你們也當存這樣的心志武裝自己;因為在肉身受過苦的,就已與罪隔絕,好使他從今以後在肉身餘下的年日,不再隨從人的私慾,只隨從神的旨意而活。因為往日隨從人的意思、行邪淫、私慾、醉酒、荒宴,並拜偶像那可憎之事,已經夠了。」(參彼前四章)這些既已說了,我見眾人都一心向善、鄙棄了那惡習,便勸勉他們在正午時分前來參與神聖的誦讀與詩篇。
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ita illum diem multo mundius atque sincerius placere celebrandum et certe de multitudine conuenientium facile posse apparere, qui mentem et qui uentrem sequeretur. ita lectis omnibus sermo terminatus est. Pomeridiano autem die maior quam ante meridiem adfuit multitudo et usque ad horam, qua cum episcopo egrederemur, legebatur alternatim et psallebatur; nobisque egressis duo psalmi lecti sunt. deinde me inuitum, qui iam cupiebam peractum esse tam periculosum diem, iussum compulit senex, ut aliquid eis loquerer.
And so that day was to be celebrated far more purely and sincerely to God's pleasure, and surely from the multitude of those assembling it could easily be seen who followed the mind and who the belly. So, when all had been read, the sermon came to a close. But in the afternoon a greater multitude was present than before midday, and right up to the hour at which we should go out with the bishop, there was reading and singing of psalms by turns; and when we had gone out, two psalms were read. Then, though I was unwilling—for I now longed that so perilous a day should be brought to an end—the old man's command compelled me to say something to them.
如此,那一天便要更加純潔、更加真誠地被守著,以討神的喜悅;而且從聚集之眾的多寡,也可輕易看出誰是隨從心靈、誰是隨從肚腹。於是,眾經誦讀完畢後,講道便告結束。到了午後,前來的群眾比午前更多,一直到我們要與主教一同出去的時辰,都輪流誦讀並歌唱詩篇;我們出去以後,又讀了兩篇詩。此後,儘管我不情願——因為我如今巴不得這極其危險的一天早些結束——那位老人的吩咐仍勉強我要向他們講些話。
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habui breuem sermonem, quo gratias \' agerem deo, et quoniam in haereticorum basilica audiebamus ab eis solita conuiuia celebrata, cum adhuc etiam eo ipso tempore, quo a nobis ista gerebantur, illi in poculis perdurarent, dixi diei pulchritudinem noctis comparatione decorari et colorem candidum nigri uicinitate gratiorem. ita nostrum spiritalis celebrationis conuentum minus fortasse futurum fuisse iucundum, nisi ex alia parte carnalis ingurgitatio conferretur, hortatusque sum, ut tales epulas instanter appeterent, si gustassent, quam suauis est dominus;
I gave a brief sermon, in which I gave thanks to God; and since we could hear from the heretics in their basilica the accustomed banquets being celebrated—while even at that very time in which these things were being done by us, they persisted at their cups—I said that the beauty of day is adorned by comparison with night, and that a white colour is the more pleasing by the nearness of black. So our assembly of spiritual celebration would perhaps have been less delightful, had not carnal gorging been set alongside it on the other side; and I exhorted them earnestly to seek after such feasts, if they had tasted how sweet the Lord is;
我作了一篇簡短的講道,在其中向神獻上感謝;又因我們能聽見異端之人在他們的聖殿裏舉行他們慣常的宴會——甚至就在我們行這些聖事的同一時刻,他們仍留連在杯酌之間——我便說:白晝的美麗,是藉著與黑夜相較而更顯彰;潔白的顏色,也因黑色在旁而更討人喜愛。照樣,我們這屬靈慶典的聚會,倘若另一邊沒有屬肉體的暴飲暴食作對照,或許就不那麼令人愉悅了;於是我懇切勸勉他們,倘若他們已嘗過主恩的滋味是何等甘美,就當殷切追求這樣的筵席(參詩三十四8);
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illis autem esse metuendum, qui tamquam primum sectantur, quod aliquando destruetur, cum quisque comes efficiatur eius rei, quam colit, insultaritque apostolus talibus dicens: Quorum deusuenter, cum idem alio loco dixerit: Esca uentri et uenter escis; deus autem et hunc et illas euacuabit. nos proinde oportere id sequi, quod non euacuatur, quod remotissimum a carnis affectu spiritus sanctificatione retinetur.
but that those men should be fearful who pursue as though it were the chief good that which shall one day be destroyed—since each one becomes the companion of the thing he worships—and that the Apostle has heaped scorn upon such men, saying: 'Whose god is their belly,' though the same Apostle has said in another place: 'Food for the belly, and the belly for food; but God shall bring to nought both it and them.' We therefore ought to follow that which is not brought to nought, that which, being most remote from the affection of the flesh, is held fast by the sanctification of the spirit.
至於那些人,卻當戰兢,因為他們把終必被毀壞之物當作至高之善去追逐——既然各人都要成為他所敬拜之物的同伴——使徒也曾嘲斥這樣的人,說:「他們的神就是自己的肚腹」(腓三19),儘管同一位使徒在別處又說:「食物是為肚腹,肚腹是為食物;但神要叫這兩樣都歸於無有」(林前六13)。所以我們理當追求那不歸於無有的、那極其遠離肉體情慾、藉聖靈的成聖而被持守的。
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atque in hanc sententiam pro tempore cum ea, quae dominus suggerere dignatus est, dicta essent, acta sunt uespertina, quae cotidie solent, nobisque cum episcopo recedentibus fratres eodem loco hymnos dixerunt non parua multitudine utriusque sexus ad obscuratum diem manente atque psallente. Digessi uobis, quantum breuiter potui, quod uos audire desiderasse quis dubitauerit? orate, ut a conatibus nostris omnia scandala et omnia taedia deus dignetur auertere. magna sane ex parte uobiscum requiescimus cum alacritate feruoris, quia spiritalis ecclesiae Tagastensium tam crebra nobis dona nuntiantur. nauis cum fratribus nondum uenit.
And when, in accordance with this theme and as the occasion allowed, the things which the Lord deigned to suggest had been said, the evening services were held which are wont to be held daily; and when we had withdrawn with the bishop, the brethren said hymns in that same place, a considerable multitude of both sexes remaining and singing psalms until the day grew dark. I have laid out for you, as briefly as I could, what—who could doubt it?—you desired to hear. Pray that God may deign to turn away from our endeavours every scandal and every weariness. We do indeed for a great part rest together with you with eager fervour, because such frequent gifts of the spiritual church of the people of Tagaste are reported to us. The ship with the brethren has not yet come.
當按著這主題、隨著時機所容許的,把主所樂於提示的話都說了之後,便舉行了每日慣常舉行的晚禱;我們與主教退去以後,弟兄們仍在那同一地方唱詩讚美,男女相當眾多的一群留下歌唱詩篇,直到天色昏黑。我已盡量簡略地向你們陳述了你們——誰能懷疑呢?——所渴望聽見的事。請你們禱告,願神樂意從我們的努力中挪去一切絆跌與一切厭煩。我們實在有很大一部分是與你們一同帶著熱切的火熱安息,因為塔加斯特百姓那屬靈教會如此頻頻的恩賜傳報到我們這裏。載著弟兄們的船還沒有到。
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apud Asnam, ubi est presbyter frater Argentius, Circumcelliones inuadentes basilicam nostram altare comminuerunt. causa nunc agitur, quae ut pacate agatur et ut ecclesiam catholicam decet ad opprimendas linguas haereseos inpacatae, multum uos petimus, ut oretis. epistulam Asiarchae misimus. beatissimi perseueretis in domino memores nostri. amen. XXX. DOMINO FRATRI SANCTO ET UNANIMO AUGUSTINO PAULINUS ET THERASIA PECCATORES. Iam dudum, frater in Christo domino mi unanime, ut te in sanctis et piis laboribus tuis nescientem agnoui absentemque uidi, tota mente complexus alloquio quoque familiari atque fraterno per litteras adire properaui.
At Asna, where the presbyter brother Argentius is, the Circumcellions, invading our basilica, shattered the altar. The case is now being pleaded; that it may be pleaded peaceably, and as befits the catholic Church, for the silencing of the tongues of an unpeaceable heresy, we greatly beg you to pray. We have sent a letter to the Asiarch. May you most blessed persevere in the Lord, mindful of us. Amen. XXX. TO THE LORD, HOLY AND LIKE-MINDED BROTHER AUGUSTINE, PAULINUS AND THERASIA, SINNERS. Long since, my like-minded brother in Christ the Lord, when I came to know you—though you knew it not—in your holy and pious labours, and beheld you though absent, having embraced you with my whole mind, I hastened to approach you also by letter in familiar and brotherly address.
在亞斯納,就是長老弟兄阿爾根提烏斯所在之處,割禮派(Circumcelliones)闖入我們的聖殿,砸毀了祭壇。此案如今正在審理;願它得以平和地審理,並如公教會所當有的那樣,使那不安分之異端的口舌得以緘默,我們極懇求你們為此禱告。我們已寄了一封信給亞細亞督(Asiarch)。願你們至有福的人在主裏堅忍到底,記念我們。阿們。第三十封。致主內聖潔而同心的弟兄奧古斯丁,罪人保利努斯與特拉西亞上。我親愛的、在主基督裏同心的弟兄啊,早在你自己尚不知曉之時,我便從你聖潔虔敬的勞苦中認識了你,雖不得見面卻已將你看見;我全心擁抱你,急切地也要藉書信,以親密而弟兄般的問候前來親近你。
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et credo in manu et in gratia domini sermonem meum ad te fuisse perlatum; sed morante adhuc puero, quem ad te aliosque dilectos aeque deo salutandos ante hiemem miseramus, non potuimus ultra et officium nostrum suspendere et desiderium sermonis tui cupidissimum temperare. scripsimus itaque iterato nunc, si priores ad te litterae nostrae peruenire meruerunt, aut primo, si illis in manus tuas perueniendi felicitas non fuit. Sed tu, frater spiritalis omnia iudicans, amorem in te nostrum ne pendas officio solo aut tempore litterarum.
And I believe that, in the hand and grace of the Lord, my discourse was carried through to you; but since the boy still delayed—the one we had sent to you and to other beloved ones, equally to be greeted in God, before winter—we could no longer both suspend our duty and restrain our most eager longing for converse with you. And so we have now written a second time, whether our former letter has been granted to reach you, or for the first time, if it had not the good fortune of coming into your hands. But do you, spiritual brother who judge all things, weigh not our love toward you by mere duty or by the timing of letters.
我相信,藉著主的手與主的恩典,我的言辭已被帶到了你那裏;但因那孩子——就是我們在冬天之前差往你與其他親愛之人(他們同樣當在神裏受問候)那裏的——至今仍耽延未歸,我們再不能既擱置本分、又抑制那對與你交談極其熱切的渴望。因此我們如今第二次寫信,無論我們先前的信是否蒙允得達你手,抑或這是頭一次——倘若那前信不曾有幸落入你手。但你這判斷萬事的屬靈弟兄啊,切莫僅憑本分、或憑書信往來的時候,來衡量我們對你的愛。
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dominus enim testis est, qui unus atque idem operatur in suis ubique caritatem suam, iam abinde nobis, ex quo te beneficio uenerabilium episcoporum Aurelii et Alypii per tua in Manichaeos opera cognouimus, ita inditam dilectionem tuam, ut nobis non nouam aliquam amicitiam sumere, sed quasi ueterem caritatem resumere uideremur. denique nunc etsi sermone, non tamen tamquam et affectu rudes scribimus teque uicissim in spiritu per interiorem hominem quasi recognoscimus. nec mirum si et absentes adsumus nobis et ignoti nosmet nouimus, cum unius corporis membra simus, unum habeamus caput, una perfundamur gratia, uno pane uiuamus, una incedamus uia, eadem habitemus domo.
For the Lord is witness, who, one and the same, works His charity in His own everywhere, that from that time onward—from when, by the kindness of the venerable bishops Aurelius and Alypius, we came to know you through your works against the Manichees—so deeply was love of you implanted in us, that we seemed to ourselves not to be taking up some new friendship, but rather to be resuming, as it were, an old charity. In short, even now, though we write as untrained in speech, yet not as though untrained also in affection, and in the spirit, through the inward man, we recognise you, as it were, in return. Nor is it any wonder if, though absent, we are present to one another, and, though unknown, we know ourselves, since we are members of one body, have one Head, are flooded with one grace, live by one bread, walk one way, and dwell in one house.
因為主可作見證——祂原是那位獨一而始終如一、在祂自己的人中處處施行祂慈愛的主——從那時起,就是我們藉可敬的主教奧勒留與阿利庇烏斯之惠、經由你駁斥摩尼教的著作認識你以來,對你的愛便如此深植於我們心中,以致我們自覺並非在締結甚麼新的友誼,倒像是在重拾一份舊有的慈愛。總之,如今我們雖以言辭拙樸的筆調書寫,卻並非在情感上也拙樸;並且在聖靈裏、藉那內在的人,我們也彷彿反過來認得你。若我們雖相隔而彼此同在、雖素未謀面卻已彼此相知,這也不足為奇;因為我們是一個身體的肢體,同有一個頭,同受一樣的恩典所澆灌,同靠一個餅而活,同走一條道路,同住一間屋。
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denique in omne, quod sumus, tota spe ac fide, qua stamus in praesenti, nitimur in futurum, tam in spiritu quam in corpore domini unum sumus, ne simus nihil; si ab uno excidamus. Quantulum ergo est, quod absentia corporalis nobis inuidet nostri, nisi sane fructum istum, quo pascuntur oculi temporalium expectatores? quamuis ne corporalis quidem gratia temporalis in spiritalibus dici debeat, quibus etiam corporum aeternitatem resurrectio largietur, ut audebimus in uirtute Christi et bonitatis dei patris uel indigni praesumere. quare utinam hoc quoque nobis munus adnueret gratia dei per dominum nostrum Iesum Christum, ut etiam in carne faciem tuam uideremus!
In fine, in all that we are, with the whole hope and faith by which we stand in the present, we strain toward the future; in spirit as in body we are one, unless we are to be nothing, if we fall away from the One. How little, then, is that of which bodily absence deprives us of ourselves—unless indeed that fruit whereon the eyes of those who look for temporal things are fed? Although even bodily grace ought not to be called temporal in the case of spiritual persons, to whom the resurrection shall bestow even an eternity of their bodies, as we shall dare, in the power of Christ and of the goodness of God the Father, to presume upon, unworthy though we be. Therefore, would that the grace of God, through our Lord Jesus Christ, might grant us this gift also—that we might see your face even in the flesh!
總而言之,在我們一切所是之中,我們憑著在今世藉以站立的全部盼望與信德,竭力朝向那將來的;在心靈上如同在身體上,我們原是合一的,除非我們要歸於烏有——倘若我們從那獨一者上跌落的話。那麼,肉身的相隔奪去我們彼此的,究竟是何等微小之事——若不算那唯有屬世之人的眼目所賴以飽足的果實?其實,就是那屬肉身的恩惠,論到屬靈的人也不該稱為屬世的,因為復活要將身體的永恆也賜給他們,正如我們儘管不配,卻要靠著基督的權能與父神的良善大膽指望的。所以,但願神的恩典藉著我們的主耶穌基督,也把這恩賜給我們——叫我們甚至在肉身中得見你的面!
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non solum desideriis nostris magnum conferretur gaudium, sed etiam mentibus lumen adcresceret et ex tua copia locupletaretur inopia nostra. quod quidem et absentibus largiri potes hac praesertim occasione, qua filii nostri unanimes et carissimi nobis in domino, Romanus et Agilis, quos ut nos alios tibi commendamus, in nomine domini reuertentur opere caritatis impleto. in quo tuae caritatis affectu specialiter utantur, rogamus. nosti enim, quam celsa promittat altissimus fratri fratrem adiuuanti. per hos, si quo me gratiae, quae tibi data est, dono remunerari uoles, tuto facies. sunt enim, uelim credas, unum cor et una in domino anima nobiscum.
Not only would great joy be conferred upon our longings, but light too would grow upon our minds, and our poverty would be enriched out of your abundance. And this indeed you can bestow even upon the absent, especially by this occasion, when our sons, like-minded and most dear to us in the Lord, Romanus and Agilis—whom we commend to you as we do our other selves—shall return in the name of the Lord, their work of charity fulfilled. In this we ask that they may enjoy the affection of your charity in a special way. For you know how lofty are the things the Most High promises to a brother who helps his brother. Through these men, if you would wish to requite me with any gift of the grace that has been given you, you will do so safely. For they are, believe me if you will, one heart and one soul in the Lord with us.
這不但要使我們的渴望得著大喜樂,也要使我們的心智增添亮光,我們的貧乏更要從你的豐盛中得著充裕。這事你其實連對不在場的人也能施予,尤其藉這機會——就是我們那在主裏同心又極親愛的兒子羅馬努斯與亞吉利斯(我們把他們如同另一個自己託付給你)將要奉主的名歸回,他們愛心的工作既已完成。在此我們求你,願他們得以特別領受你慈愛的眷顧。因為你知道,至高者向那幫助弟兄的弟兄所應許的,是何等崇高的事。藉著這些人,你若願用那已賜給你之恩典的甚麼恩賜來回報我,你必可穩妥地行。因為請你信我:他們與我們原是在主裏同一顆心、同一個靈魂。
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gratia dei tecum, ut est, in aeternum maneat, frater in Christo domino unanime, uenerabilis, dilectissime et desiderabilis. omnes in Christo sanctos, quales tibi cohaerere non dubium est, a nobis saluta. commenda nos omnibus sanctis, ut tecum pro nobis orare dignentur. XXXI. DOMINIS DILECTISSIMIS ET SIXCERISSIMIS VERE BEATISSIMIS ATQVE ABUNDANTISSIMA DEI GRATIA PRAESTANTISSIMIS FRATRIBUS PAULINO ET THERASIAE AUGUSTINUS IN DOMINO SALUTEM..
May the grace of God be with you, as it is, and abide unto eternity, O like-minded brother in Christ the Lord, venerable, most beloved, and most longed-for. Greet from us all the saints in Christ, such as are, beyond doubt, closely joined to you. Commend us to all the saints, that they may deign to pray for us together with you. XXXI. TO THE LORDS MOST BELOVED AND MOST SINCERE, TRULY MOST BLESSED, AND BY THE MOST ABUNDANT GRACE OF GOD MOST EXCELLENT BROTHERS, PAULINUS AND THERASIA, AUGUSTINE, GREETING IN THE LORD.
願神的恩典與你同在——如今它確是這樣——並存到永遠,主基督裏同心的弟兄啊,可敬的、極蒙愛戴的、極令人思慕的。求你替我們問候那在基督裏一切的聖徒,就是那些無疑與你緊密相連的人。求你把我們託付給眾聖徒,叫他們與你一同樂意為我們禱告。第三十一封。致極蒙愛戴、極其真誠、真正至有福、又蒙神極豐盛之恩而至為卓越的眾弟兄——保利努斯與特拉西亞,奧古斯丁在主裏問安。
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Cum litteras meas, quibus respondi prioribus uestris, si tamen uestris litteris ullo modo a me responderi potest, celerrime optauerim uenire in uestrae caritatis manus, ut aliquo pacto absens cito possem esse uobiscum, lucrum mihi uestrae epistulae contulit tarditas mea. bonus dominus, qui non tribuit saepe, quod uolumus, ut, quod mallemus, adtribuat. aliud est enim, quod accepta epistula mea scripturi estis, aliud, quod non accipiendo scripsistis. quod cum laetissime legerimus, defuisset certe nobis ista laetitia, si, sient optauimus maximeque uoluimus, cito ad uestram sanctitatem nostrae litterae permeassent.
Whereas I had most earnestly wished that my letter, by which I answered your earlier one—if indeed your letters can in any way be answered by me—might come with all speed into the hands of your charity, so that by some means, though absent, I might quickly be with you, my own slowness has brought me the gain of your letter. Good is the Lord, who often does not grant what we wish, that He may grant what we should prefer. For it is one thing that you are going to write upon receiving my letter, another what you wrote by not receiving it. And though we shall read that former with the greatest gladness, this present gladness would surely have been lacking to us, if—as we wished and most greatly desired—our letter had swiftly made its way to your holiness.
我本極其懇切地盼望:我那回覆你們前信的信——倘若你們的信真能被我以任何方式回覆的話——能以最快的速度落入你們慈愛的手中,好叫我藉某種方式,雖不在場卻能速速與你們同在;然而我自己的遲緩,反倒給我帶來了你們這封信的收穫。主是良善的,祂常不賜下我們所願的,好賜下我們更當寶愛的。因為你們收到我的信後將要寫的,是一回事;你們未收到我的信而寫的,又是另一回事。這後者我們雖要以極大的歡喜誦讀,但這眼前的歡喜,倘若如我們所願、所極切渴望的,我們的信曾速速抵達你們的聖顏,就必定要失去了。
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nunc uero et haec habere scripta et illa sperare rescripta gaudio cumulatiore delectat. ita nec nostra culpa accusari potest et domini largior benignitas fecit, quod nostro desiderio conducibilius esse iudicauit. Sanctos fratres Romanum et Agilem, aliam epistulam uestram audientem uoces atque reddentem et suauissimam partem uestrae praesentiae, sed qua uobis uisendis inhiaremus auidius, cum magna in domino iucunditate suscepimus. unde aut quando aut quo modo uel uos praestare uel nos possemus exigere, ut nos de uobis tanta scribendo doceretis, quanta eorum ore didicimus?
But now both to have these things written and to hope for those replies to be written back delights us with a more heaped-up joy. Thus neither can any fault be charged to us, and the Lord's more bounteous kindness has brought about what He judged more conducive to our desire. The holy brothers Romanus and Agilis—another letter of yours, hearing our voices and rendering them back, and a most sweet portion of your presence, yet one by which we gaped the more greedily to see you—we received with great joy in the Lord. Whence, or when, or in what way could either you afford or we require, that by writing you should teach us as much about yourselves as we learned from their mouth?
但如今,既得著這些已寫下的,又盼望那將要回寫的答覆,這便以更為滿溢的喜樂使我們歡欣。如此,既不能將任何過失歸咎於我們,主更豐厚的恩慈又成就了祂所判斷更有益於我們心願的事。聖潔的弟兄羅馬努斯與亞吉利斯——他們就像你們另一封信,聆聽我們的聲音又轉述回來,是你們臨在的一份至甘美的部分,卻也叫我們更貪切地渴望要見你們——我們懷著在主裏的大喜樂接待了他們。從何處、在何時、用何法,無論是你們所能給予,抑或是我們所能要求,能叫你們用筆墨把自己教導我們的,多過我們從他們口中所學到的呢?
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aderat etiam, quod nulli chartae adesse potest, tantum in narrantibus gaudium, ut per ipsum etiam uultum oculosque loquentium uos in cordibus eorum scriptos cum ineffabili laetitia legeremus. hoc quoque amplius erat, quod pagina quaelibet, quantacumque bona scripta contineat. nihil ipsa proficit, quamuis ad profectum explicetur aliorum; hanc autem epistulam uestram, fraternam scilicet animam. sic in eorum conloquio legebamus, ut tanto beatior appareret nobis, quanto uberius conscripta esset ex uobis. itaque illam ad eiusdem beatitatis imitationem studiosissime de uobis omnia percontando in nostra corda transcripsimus.
There was present too—what can be present to no sheet of paper—so great a joy in the narrators, that through the very countenance and eyes of the speakers we read you, written in their hearts, with unspeakable gladness. This also was more: that any page whatsoever, however great the good things it may contain in writing, profits itself nothing, though it be unfolded for the profit of others; but this letter of yours—that is, your brotherly soul—we so read in their conversation, that it appeared to us the more blessed, the more richly it had been written out of you. And so, most zealously questioning them about everything concerning you, we transcribed that letter into our own hearts, unto the imitation of the same blessedness.
還有——這是任何一張紙都無法承載的——那些述說者心中有著如此大的喜樂,以致我們藉著說話者的面容與眼目,懷著難以言喻的歡欣,讀出了寫在他們心版上的你們。此外還更有一事:任何一頁紙,無論它以文字所含的美善何等豐富,本身卻毫無長進,縱然它是為叫別人得益處而展開;然而你們這封信——就是你們弟兄般的心靈——我們在他們的言談中如此誦讀,以致它在我們眼中越發顯為有福,正因它越豐富地是從你們心中寫出來的。於是我們極其殷勤地向他們探問一切關於你們的事,把那封信抄錄進我們自己的心裏,好效法那同樣的福分。
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Nec ideo tamen eos tam cito a nobis licet ad uos remeantes sine molestia passi sumus. uidete enim, quaeso uos, quibus quatiebamur affectibus. tanto utique dimittendi erant ocius, quanto uobis inpensius oboedire cupiebant; sed quanto id cupiebant magis, tanto uos nobis praesentius exhibebant; eo quippe indicabant, quam cara uiscera uestra essent; tanto eos minus igitur dimittere uolebamus, quanto iustius, ut dimitterentur, instabant. o rem non ferendam, nisi a nobis ista discessione non discederemus, nisi \'unius essemus corporis membra, unum haberemus caput, una perfunderemur gratia, uno pane uiueremus, una incederemus uia, eadem habitaremus domo\'! cur enim non etiam isdem uerbis uteremur?
Nor yet on that account did we let them, so soon returning from us to you, go without vexation. For see, I beg you, by what affections we were shaken. They were, of course, all the more quickly to be dismissed, the more eagerly they longed to obey you; but the more they longed for this, the more present they made you to us; for by that very thing they showed how dear were your inward bowels of love; therefore we were all the less willing to dismiss them, the more justly they pressed to be dismissed. O thing not to be borne—except that by this separation we do not depart from one another, since we are 'members of one body, have one Head, are flooded with one grace, live by one bread, walk one way, dwell in one house'! For why should we not use even the same words?
然而縱使如此,這兩人這麼快就要從我們這裏回到你們那裏,我們也未曾毫無苦楚地放他們走。求你們看:我們是被何等的情感所激盪。他們固然越是熱切渴望順服你們,就越當速速被打發回去;然而他們越渴望這事,就越把你們生動地帶到我們面前;因為正藉此,他們顯明你們那親愛的心腸何等寶貴;所以他們越是理直氣壯地催逼要被打發走,我們就越不情願放他們走。哦,這實在是難以承受之事——若非藉這分離我們並未彼此相離,因為我們原是「一個身體的肢體,同有一個頭,同受一樣的恩典所澆灌,同靠一個餅而活,同走一條道路,同住一間屋」!我們何不也用這同樣的話呢?
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agnoscitis enim, credo, haec esse ex epistula uestra. sed cur potius haec uestra sint uerba quam mea, quae utique quam uera sunt, tam nobis ab eiusdem capitis communione proueniunt? et si aliquid proprium uobis donatum haberent, tanto magis ea sic dilexi, ut obsiderent uiam pectoris mei neque a corde ad linguam meam uerba transire sinerent, donec tanto puriora, quanto sunt uestra, procederent. sancti fratres dilecti deo nostraque inuicem membra, quis dubitet nos uno spiritu uegetari, nisi qui non sentit, qua nobis dilectione uinciamur? Vellem tamen scire, utrum hanc absentiam corporalem uos patientius quam nos facilius toleretis.
For you recognise, I believe, that these words are from your letter. But why should these rather be your words than mine—words which, in so far as they are true, come to us alike from the communion of the same Head? And even if they had something of your own bestowed upon them, so much the more did I love them thus, that they should besiege the way of my breast and not suffer the words to pass from my heart to my tongue, until they should come forth as much purer as they are yours. Holy brothers, beloved of God and members of one another with us, who could doubt that we are quickened by one Spirit—save one who does not feel by what love we are bound together? Yet I should like to know whether you bear this bodily absence more patiently than we bear it more easily.
因為我相信,你們認得這些話是出自你們的信。但這些話為何倒該算是你們的話、過於算是我的話呢——這些話既是真的,就同樣是從那同一個頭的相通而臨到我們的?縱然它們帶有甚麼賜給你們的獨特之處,我也就越發如此愛它們,以致它們圍守著我胸膛的道口,不容那些話從我的心越到我的舌,直到它們照著它們是你們的那樣,越發純淨地流出來。神所愛的聖潔弟兄們,又是與我們互為肢體的啊,誰能懷疑我們是被同一位聖靈所激活的呢——除非那不覺得我們被何等之愛所繫的人?然而我倒想知道:你們忍受這肉身的相隔,是否比我們更輕易地承擔更有耐心。
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si ita est, fateor, non amo istam fortitudinem uestram, nisi forte quia nos tales sumus, ut minus a uobis desiderari quam uos desiderare debeamus. in me certe si esset patientia uestrae absentiae perferendae, displiceret mihi; segniter enim agerem, ut uos uiderem; quid autem absurdius quam fortitudine fieri segniorem? sed qua ecclesiae cura tenear, ex hoc uestra caritas oportet adtendat, quod beatissimus pater Valerius, qui uos nobiscum quantum salutet quantumque sitiat, audietis ex fratribus, nec presbyterum me esse suum passus est, nisi maiorem mihi coepiscopatus sarcinam inponeret.
If it is so, I confess, I do not love that fortitude of yours—unless perhaps because we are such that we ought to be longed for by you less than you ought to be longed for by us. In me certainly, if there were the patience to endure your absence, it would displease me; for I should be acting sluggishly in seeking to see you; and what is more absurd than to be made more sluggish by fortitude? But by what care of the church I am held, of this your charity ought to take note from this: that the most blessed father Valerius—who both greets you together with us and how greatly he thirsts for you, you shall hear from the brothers—did not suffer me even to be his presbyter, unless he laid upon me the greater burden of a co-episcopate.
倘若真是如此,我承認,我不愛你們那份剛毅——除非或許是因為我們這樣的人,本就當被你們思慕得少些,而你們卻當被我們思慕得多些。在我身上,若真有那忍受你們不在的耐性,那反倒會使我不悅;因為我在尋求見你們的事上竟成了怠惰;還有甚麼比因剛毅而變得更怠惰更荒謬的呢?但我被何等的教會職務所纏,你們的慈愛從這一點便當留意:那至有福的父瓦勒里烏斯——他如何與我們一同問候你們、又何等渴慕你們,你們必從弟兄們口中聽見——竟不容我僅作他的長老,除非把主教同工這更重的擔子加在我身上。
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quod quidem quia tanta eius caritate tantoque populi studio dominum id uelle credidi, nonnullis iam exemplis praecedentibus, quibus mihi omnis excusatio claudebatur, uehementer timui excusare. sed quamquam iugum Christi per se ipsum lene sit et sarcina leuis, tamen propter nostram asperitatem atque infirmitatem, si quid me mordet hoc uinculum atque urget hoc onus, ineffabiliter mihi aliquanto uestrae praesentiae solatio tolerabilius et portabilius redderetur. uos autem audio curis eius modi expeditiores liberioresque uiuere. qua re non ego inpudenter rogo uos et postulo et flagito, ut in Africam maiore talium hominum siti quam siccitatis nobilitate laborantem uenire dignemini. Scit deus.
And since—by reason of so great a charity in him and so great a zeal in the people—I believed that the Lord willed this, some precedents having already gone before by which every excuse was closed off to me, I greatly feared to excuse myself. But although the yoke of Christ is in itself gentle and His burden light, yet, on account of our harshness and infirmity, if this bond frets me at all and this load presses, it would be rendered somewhat more tolerable and bearable to me, unspeakably, by the solace of your presence. But you, I hear, live more unencumbered and freer from cares of this kind. Wherefore I do not immodestly ask you and beg and importune you, that you deign to come into Africa, which labours under a greater thirst for such men than under the notoriety of its drought. God knows.
既然——因他心中如此大的慈愛與百姓如此大的熱心——我便相信這是主的旨意,加上已有若干先例在前,把每一條推辭之路都向我堵死,我便極其懼怕推辭。然而,基督的軛雖本是柔和的、祂的擔子雖是輕省的(參太十一30),可是因著我們的粗劣與軟弱,這束縛若略略磨擦我、這重擔若壓迫我,那藉你們臨在的安慰,便要無可言喻地使它於我更可忍受、更可擔負。但我聽說,你們卻活得較無牽累、較脫離這類的掛慮。因此我不揣冒昧地求你們、懇求你們、切切央求你們,願你們屈尊來到非洲——這地渴慕這樣的人所受的乾渴,比它旱災之名聲所受的更甚。神是知道的。
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quam non solum propter desiderium meum neque solum propter eos, qui uel per nos uestrum propositum uel undecumque fama praedicante didicerunt, sed etiam propter ceteros. qui partim non audiunt, partim audita: non credunt, tamen possunt comperta diligere, uos istis terris etiam corporaliter adesse cupiamus. quamuis enim sedulo atque misericorditer id agatis, tamen etiam coram hominibus regionum nostrarum luceat opera uestra, ut uideant bona facta uestra et glorificent patrem uestrum, qui in caelis est. piscatores uocante domino. quod nauiculas et retia dimiserunt, omnia se dimisisse et dominum secutos esse etiam commemorando laetati sunt. et re uera omnia contemnit, qui non solum.
That not only for the sake of my longing, nor only for the sake of those who have learned of your resolve either through us or from fame's proclaiming it anywhere, but also for the sake of the rest—who partly do not hear, partly, having heard, do not believe, yet, once they have found it out, are able to love it—we desire that you be present, even bodily, to these lands. For although you do this diligently and mercifully, yet let your work also shine before the men of our regions, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father who is in heaven. The fishermen, at the Lord's call, because they left their little boats and their nets, in recalling that they had left all and followed the Lord, rejoiced. And in very truth he despises all who not only—
這不僅是為著我的渴望,也不僅是為著那些藉我們、或藉聲名處處傳揚而得知你們志向的人,更是為著其餘的人——他們有的沒有聽見,有的雖聽見卻不信,然而一旦查明了,便能愛慕它——為此我們渴望你們甚至在肉身上也親臨這地。因為你們雖殷勤又慈悲地行這事,然而也願你們的工作在我們地方的人面前發光,叫他們看見你們的善行,便將榮耀歸與你們在天上的父(參太五16)。那些漁夫,蒙主呼召,因為撇下了小船與網,在追述他們已撇下一切跟從了主之時,就歡喜快樂。實在說來,那不僅——
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quantum potuit, sed etiam, quantum uoluit habere, contemnit. sed in eo, quod cupiebatur, oculi dei testes sunt, in eo, quod habebatur. et hominum. nescio quo autem modo, cum superflua terrena diliguntur. artius adepta quam concupita constringunt. nani unde tristis ille discessit, qui consilium consequendae uitae aeternae quaerebat a domino, cum audisset uendenda esse omnia sua et distribuenda pauperibus et habendum thesaurum in caelo, si uellet esse perfectus, nisi quia magnas, ut euangelium loquitur, habebat diuitias? aliud est enim iam nolle incorporare, quae desunt, aliud iam incorporata diuellere: illi uelut cibi repudiantur, illa uelut membra praeciduntur.
—as much as he was able, but even as much as he wished to have, despises all. But in that which was desired, the eyes of God are witnesses; in that which was possessed, the eyes of men also. Now in some way, when superfluous earthly things are loved, they constrain us more tightly when attained than when coveted. For whence did that man go away sad, who sought from the Lord counsel for attaining eternal life, when he had heard that he must sell all his goods and distribute them to the poor and have treasure in heaven, if he would be perfect, save because—as the Gospel says—he had great riches? For it is one thing to be now unwilling to incorporate what is lacking, another to tear away what is already incorporated: the one is refused like food, the other cut off like limbs.
——盡他所能,甚至盡他所願所要擁有的,也把一切輕看的人,才算真正輕看萬有。但在所渴望之事上,神的眼目可作見證;在所擁有之事上,人的眼目也可作見證。然而不知怎的,當多餘的屬地之物被人所愛時,它們一旦到手,反倒比被人貪求時更緊緊地捆綁人。那位向主求問承受永生之道的人,聽見若要作完全人,就當變賣一切所有的分給窮人、並要有財寶在天上,卻憂憂愁愁地走了,這是為何——若不是因為,正如福音所說,他有許多財產(參太十九22)?因為如今不肯把所缺的納入己身,是一回事;把已納入己身的撕扯出去,又是另一回事:前者好比食物被拒之於外,後者卻好比肢體被割去。
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quanto igitur et quantum mirabili gaudio nostris temporibus Christiana caritas conspicit per domini euangelium cum laetitia fieri, . quod ore domini cum tristitia diues audiuit! Quamquam nullis uerbis explicem conceptionem ac parturitionem cordis mei, tamen quia prudenter et pie intellegitis non esse istam uestram, hoc est humanam, sed in uobis domini gloriamnam et inimicum cautissime intuemini deuotissimeque agitis, ut tamquam discipuli Christi humiles corde et mites sitis; utilius enim terrena opulentia tenetur humiliter, quam superbe relinquitur*quia ergo recte intellegitis non esse hanc uestram sed domini gloriam, uidebitis, quam parua et exigua dixerim.
With how great, then, and how marvellous a joy does Christian charity in our times behold done gladly, through the Lord's Gospel, that which the rich man heard with sorrow from the Lord's own mouth! Although I could unfold in no words the conception and travail of my heart, yet because you prudently and piously understand that this is not yours—that is, human—but in you the Lord's glory (for you regard even the enemy most cautiously and act most devoutly, that as disciples of Christ you may be humble of heart and meek; for it is more profitably that earthly wealth is held humbly than proudly relinquished)—since therefore you rightly understand that this is not your glory but the Lord's, you will see how small and slight are the things I have said.
那麼,在我們的時代,基督徒的慈愛藉著主的福音,以何等大又何等奇妙的喜樂,看著那從主親口聽見時富人曾憂愁去做的事,如今被歡歡喜喜地成就了!我雖無言可以陳明我內心的孕育與產痛,然而因你們謹慎又虔敬地明白:這並非出於你們,就是說並非出於人,乃是在你們身上彰顯主的榮耀(因為你們連對仇敵也極其謹慎地看待,又極其虔誠地行事,好叫你們作基督的門徒,心裏謙卑又溫柔;因為屬地的財富被謙卑地持守,比被驕傲地撇下更為有益)——既然你們正確地明白:這不是你們的榮耀,乃是主的榮耀,你們就必看出我所說的是何等微小又何等不足。
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dixi enim de laudibus Christi, quibus sunt linguae inpares angelorum. hanc ergo Christi gloriam etiam oculis nostrorum hominum cupimus admoueri, in uno coniugio proposita utrique sexui calcandae superbiae et non desperandae perfectionis exempla. nescio si quicquam misericordius agitis, quam si tantum nolitis latere, quod tales estis, quantum tales esse uoluistis. Vetustinum, impiis quoque miserabilem puerum, uestrae benignitati caritatique commendo. causas calamitatis et peregrinationis eius audietis ex ipso. nam et propositum eius, quo seruiturum se esse pollicetur deo, tempus prolixius et aetas robustior et transactus timor certius indicabunt.
For I have spoken of the praises of Christ, to which even the tongues of angels are unequal. This glory of Christ, therefore, we long to have set also before the eyes of our fellow men—in one wedlock, examples of trampling upon pride and of not despairing of perfection, set forth to both sexes. I know not whether you do anything more merciful than that you should be as unwilling to hide that you are such, as you were willing to be such. Vetustinus, a boy pitiable even to the impious, I commend to your kindness and charity. The causes of his calamity and of his wandering you shall hear from himself. For his resolve too—by which he promises that he will serve God—a more ample time, a more robust age, and the fear now past, will indicate more surely.
因為我所講的,是基督的頌讚,就連天使的舌頭也不足以配它。因此,我們渴望把這基督的榮耀,也擺在我們同胞的眼前——在一樁婚姻中,向兩性都樹立踐踏驕傲、不絕望於成全的榜樣。我不知你們還能行甚麼比這更有憐憫的事:就是你們既甘願成為這樣的人,也當同樣不願隱藏你們竟是這樣的人。維圖斯提努斯,這孩子連不敬虔的人也覺可憐,我把他託付給你們的仁慈與慈愛。他遭災與流離的緣由,你們必從他自己口中聽見。至於他的志向——他藉以應許要事奉神的——更長的時日、更強健的年歲,以及如今已過去的懼怕,都要更確實地印證。
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tres libros atque utinam tam grandis quaestionis ita explicatores ut grandes tanto minus metuens in te laborem legendi, quanto ardorem perspicio diligendi, misi sanctitati et caritati tuae; nam quaestio eorum est de libero arbitrio. hos aut non habere aut omnes non habere fratrem Romanianum scio, per quem prope omnia, quae quibuslibet auribus accommodata scribere potui, studio in nos tuo non adportanda dedi, sed legenda indicaui. habebat enim ille iem omnia secumque gestabat; per eum autem prima rescripta transmisi. credo iam expertam sanctitatem tuam sagacitate spiritali, quam tibi dominus tribuit, quid ille uir boni animo gerat et quae in illo infirmitate pars claudicet.
Three books—and would that they were as good expounders of so great a question as they are large—I have sent to your holiness and charity, fearing the labour of your reading them so much the less, the more I perceive your ardour of loving; for their question is about free will. These books I know that brother Romanianus either does not have, or does not have them all—he through whom I gave over nearly everything I could write, adapted to any ears whatever, by his zeal toward us not to be brought, but I only indicated that they should be read. For he had all of them and carried them about with him; and through him I sent the first replies. I believe your holiness, by the spiritual sagacity which the Lord has bestowed on you, has already learned by experience what that man bears of good in his mind, and in what part of infirmity he limps.
我已把三卷書寄給你的聖顏與慈愛——但願它們對這麼大的問題,能像其篇幅那樣龐大,就作那樣好的闡釋者才好——我越發不畏你誦讀它們的辛勞,正因我越看出你愛慕的火熱;因為這幾卷書所論的乃是自由意志。這幾卷書,我知道弟兄羅馬尼阿努斯要麼沒有、要麼並非全有——就是那位,我幾乎把凡我所能寫、適合任何人耳目的東西,都藉他的熱心交託出去,不是要他帶去,而是指明當被誦讀的;因為他把它們全都有了,並隨身攜帶;也是藉著他,我寄出了頭幾封回信。我相信你的聖顏,憑主所賜你屬靈的敏銳,早已從經驗中認出那人心中所懷的善,並他在軟弱的哪一部分上瘸腿。
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unde humanitati et caritati tuae tam ipsum quam filium eius legisti, ut spero, qua sollicitudine commendauerim et quanta mihi necessitudine copulati sint. aedificet eos per te dominus. quod ab illo magis petendum est; nam id tu quam uelis, noui. Aduersus paganos te scribere didici ex fratribus. si quid de tuo pectore meremur, indifferenter mitte, ut legamus; nam pectus tuum tale domini oraculum est, ut ex eo nobis tantum placita et aduersus loquacissimas quaestiones explicatissima datum iri responsa praesumam. libros beatissimi papae Ambrosii credo habere sanctitatem tuam;
Wherefore I have, I hope, both commended himself and his son to your humanity and charity—with what solicitude, and by how great a bond of necessity they are joined to me, you have read. May the Lord build them up through you—which is rather to be sought from Him; for I know how much you would wish it. That you are writing against the pagans I have learned from the brothers. If we deserve anything from your breast, send it without hesitation, that we may read it; for your breast is such an oracle of the Lord, that from it I presume there will be given to us responses so well-pleasing and so thoroughly unfolded against the most loquacious questions. The books of the most blessed pope Ambrose I believe your holiness has;
因此我盼望,我已把他本人與他兒子託付給你的仁厚與慈愛——我是以何等的掛慮、他們又以何等大的親情之紐帶與我相繫,你已經讀到了。願主藉著你建立他們——這事倒該向祂求;因為我知道你何等願意這事。你正在撰文駁斥外邦人,這是我從弟兄們口中得知的。我們若配從你的心胸領受甚麼,就請你毫不遲疑地寄來,好叫我們誦讀;因為你的心胸乃是主如此的神諭之所,以致我料想,從其中必有那極其討人喜悅、又極其詳盡的答覆,賜給我們去駁斥那些最饒舌的辯難。至福教宗安波羅修的書,我相信你的聖顏已經有了;
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eos autem multum desidero, quos aduersus nonnullos inperitissimos et superbissimos, qui de Platonis libris dominum profecisse contendunt, diligentissime et copiosissime scripsit. Beatissimus frater Seuerus de condiscipulatu nostro Mileuitanae antistes ecclesiae bene apud eandem ciuitatem fratribus cognitus debito nobiscum officio sanctitatem uestram salutat. fratres quoque omnes nobiscum domino seruientes tam id faciunt, quam uos desiderant, tam uos desiderant, quam uos diligunt, et tam diligunt, quam estis boni. panis, quem misimus. uberior benedictio fiet dilectione accipientis uestrae benignitatis.
but those I greatly desire which he wrote most carefully and copiously against certain most unlearned and most arrogant men, who contend that our Lord made progress from the books of Plato. The most blessed brother Severus, of our fellow-discipleship, bishop of the church of Milevis, well known to the brethren in that same city, greets your holiness with the office due together with us. All the brothers too, serving the Lord together with us, do this as much as they long for you, long for you as much as they love you, and love you as much as you are good. The bread which we have sent—a richer blessing shall be made by the love of your kindness in receiving it.
然而我極其渴慕他那些著作,就是他極其精細又極其豐富地撰寫、駁斥某些極其無知又極其傲慢之人的——那些人硬說我們的主是從柏拉圖的書中長進而來的。那至有福的弟兄塞維魯斯,是我們同窗之交、米利維斯教會的主教,在那同一座城裏為弟兄們所熟知,他與我們一同以所當盡的本分向你的聖顏問安。凡與我們一同事奉主的眾弟兄也都如此行,他們思慕你,正如他們愛你;愛你,正如你是良善的。我們所寄去的餅——藉你仁慈之愛在領受時,必成為更豐盛的祝福。
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custodiat uos dominus ab ista generatione in aeternum, domini dilectissimi et sincerissimi, uere benigni et abundantissima domini gratia praestantissimi fratres. XXXII. DOMINO MERITO PRAEDICABILI ET HONORANDO FRATRI ROMANIANO PAULINUS ET THERASIA. Pridie, quam has daremus, reuersis ex Africa fratribus nostris, quorum expectatione nos pendere uidisti, optatissime sanctorum et carissimorum uirorum inde epistulas receperamus, id est Aurelii, Alypii, Augustini, Profuturi, Seueri, iam omnium pariter episcoporum.
May the Lord guard you from this generation for ever, O lords most beloved and most sincere, truly kindly, and by the most abundant grace of the Lord most excellent brothers. XXXII. TO THE LORD, DESERVEDLY TO BE PROCLAIMED AND HONOURED, BROTHER ROMANIANUS, PAULINUS AND THERASIA. On the day before we gave these lines, when our brothers had returned from Africa—in expectation of whom you saw us hanging in suspense—we had received from thence letters of the most longed-for of holy and dearest men: namely of Aurelius, Alypius, Augustine, Profuturus, Severus, now all alike bishops.
願主保守你們脫離這世代,直到永遠,極蒙愛戴、極其真誠、真正仁慈、又蒙主極豐盛之恩而至為卓越的眾弟兄啊。第三十二封。致當受稱頌與尊敬的主、弟兄羅馬尼阿努斯,保利努斯與特拉西亞上。在我們寄出這幾行的前一天,我們的弟兄們從非洲歸來——你曾見我們因期待他們而懸念不已——我們從那裏收到了那些至令人渴慕的聖潔而親愛之人的信:就是奧勒留、阿利庇烏斯、奧古斯丁、普洛弗圖魯斯、塞維魯斯——如今都一同作了主教。
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ergo tot sanctorum talium recentissimis sermonibus gratulantes properauimus ad te nostram referre laetitiam, ut tibi quoque expectatum in peregrinatione sollicita gaudium festiuissimis conferremus indiciis. si forte eadem de uenerabilibus et amantissimis uiris per aliarum aduentus nauium comperisti, per nos etiam repetita accipe et quasi renouata hilaritate rursus exulta. quod si primus hic a nobis tibi nuntius ueniet, gratulare tantam nobis in tua patria caritatem Christo donante partam, ut, quicquid illic diuina prouidentia gerat mirabilis semper, ut scriptum est, in sanctis suis, uel primi uel cum primis sciamus.
Therefore, rejoicing in the most recent discourses of so many such holy men, we hastened to report our gladness to you, that to you also we might convey, by most festive tidings, the joy awaited amid your anxious pilgrimage. If perhaps you have learned the same things about those venerable and most loving men through the arrival of other ships, receive them again through us as well, and exult anew as though with renewed cheerfulness. But if this first message shall come to you from us, rejoice that so great a charity has, by Christ's gift, been brought forth for us in your native land—so that whatever the divine Providence there works, ever wonderful, as it is written, in His saints, we may know either among the first or with the first.
因此,我們既為這麼多如此聖潔之人最近的言談而歡喜,就急忙把我們的喜樂報給你,好叫我們也用至為喜慶的音信,把你在憂慮的客旅之中所盼望的喜樂帶給你。倘若你或許已藉別的船隻抵達,得知了關於那些可敬而至可愛之人的同樣消息,也請你藉我們再度領受,並如同又添了新的歡欣一般重新歡躍。但這消息若是頭一次從我們這裏臨到你,就當歡喜:因基督的恩賜,如此大的慈愛已在你的故鄉為我們結出——好叫那神奇的神旨在那裏所行的(正如經上所記,祂在祂聖徒身上總是奇妙的),無論在最先之列、或與最先之人一同,我們都得知曉。
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Non autem tantum hoc scribimus gratulandum, quod episcopatum Augustinus acceperit, sed quod hanc dei curam meruerint Africanae ecclesiae, ut uerba caelestia Augustini ore perciperent, qui ad maiorem dominici muneris gratiam nouo more prouectus ita consecratus est, ut non succederet in cathedra episcopo, sed accederet. nam incolumi Valerio Hipponiensis ecclesiae coepiscopus Augustinus est. et ille beatus senex. cui purissimam mentem nulla umquam liuentis inuidiae macula suffudit, dignos sui cordis pace nunc ab altissimo fructus capit, ut. quem successorem sacerdotii sui simpliciter optabat, hunc mereatur tenere collegam. credine hoc potuit, antequam fieret?
But we write that this is to be rejoiced over, not only because Augustine has received the episcopate, but because the African churches have deserved this care of God—that they should receive heavenly words from Augustine's mouth—who, advanced to the greater grace of the Lord's gift in a new manner, was so consecrated that he did not succeed a bishop in the chair, but was added to him. For, Valerius being still unharmed, Augustine is co-bishop of the church of Hippo. And that blessed old man—whose most pure mind no stain of envious spite ever overspread—now receives from the Most High fruits worthy of his heart's peace: that the one whom he simply wished to be the successor of his priesthood, this same one he is granted to hold as a colleague. Could this have been believed before it came to pass?
但我們寫道:這事之所以當歡喜,不僅因奧古斯丁領受了主教之職,更因非洲眾教會蒙神如此眷顧,配得從奧古斯丁口中領受屬天之言——他被提升到主恩賜更大的恩典,是以一種新的方式,如此受了祝聖,以致他不是在座位上接續一位主教,而是被添加給他。因為瓦勒里烏斯尚且安然無恙,奧古斯丁便作了希坡教會的同任主教。那位有福的老人——他至為純潔的心,從未被嫉妒惡意的絲毫污穢所蒙——如今從至高者領受了與他心中平安相稱的果子:就是他素來單純盼望要作他祭司職分繼承人的那一位,如今竟得以持守為同工。這事在未成就之前,豈是有人能相信的呢?
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sed in hoc quoque omnipotentis opere dici euangelicum illud potest: Hominibus haec ardua; apud deum autem omnia possibilia. exultemus itaque et laetemur in eo, qui facit mirabilia solus et qui facit unanimes habitare in domo, quoniam ipse respexit humilitatem nostram et uisitauit in bono plebem suam, qui erexit cornu in domo Dauid pueri sui et nunc exaltauit cornu ecclesiae suae in electis suis, ut cornua peccatorum, sicut per prophetam spondet, hoc est Donatistarum Manichaeorumque, confringat. Utinam haec nunc domini tuba, qua per Augustinum intonat, filii nostri Licentii pulset auditus, sed ut illa audiat aure, qua Christus ingreditur, de qua non rapit dei semen inimicus!
But in this work also of the Almighty may be spoken that Gospel saying: 'These things are hard for men; but with God all things are possible.' Let us therefore exult and be glad in Him who alone does wondrous things, and who makes the like-minded to dwell in a house, since He Himself has regarded our lowliness and visited His people in good, who has raised up a horn in the house of David His servant, and now has exalted the horn of His Church among His elect, that He may break the horns of sinners—as He promises through the prophet—that is, of the Donatists and Manichees. Would that now the Lord's trumpet, by which He thunders through Augustine, might strike the hearing of our son Licentius—but that he may hear it with that ear by which Christ enters, from which the enemy does not snatch the seed of God!
但在全能者這番作為上,也可引用福音的那句話:「這在人是難的,但在神凡事都能」(參太十九26)。所以我們當在祂裏面歡躍歡喜,就是那位獨行奇事、又叫同心的人同住一屋的(參詩六十八6),因為祂親自眷顧了我們的卑微,並施恩眷顧了祂的百姓,在祂僕人大衛家中興起了角,如今又在祂揀選的人中高舉了祂教會的角,好照祂藉先知所應許的,折斷罪人的角(參詩七十五10)——就是折斷多納徒派與摩尼教徒的角。但願如今主的號筒——祂藉奧古斯丁所發的雷鳴——能擊動我們兒子利肯提烏斯的聽覺;只是願他用那基督藉以進入、仇敵無法從其中奪去神之種子的耳朵去聽!(參太十三19)
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