The most glorious City of God — whether in this passing course of time, as it lives by faith while sojourning among the impious, or in that stability of the eternal seat which it now awaits through patience, until 'righteousness shall be turned into judgment,' but which it shall thereafter attain by pre-eminence in final victory and perfect peace — I have undertaken to defend, in this work now begun and owed to you by my promise, against those who prefer their own gods to its Founder, dearest son Marcellinus: a great and arduous task, but God is our helper.
For I know what strength is needed to persuade the proud how great is the virtue of humility, by which it comes to pass that a loftiness surpassing all earthly summits — which totter in their temporal instability — is attained not through human pride usurped, but by divine grace bestowed. For the King and Founder of this City, of which we have set out to speak, has in the Scripture of His people revealed the sentence of the divine law, by which it is said: 'God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace to the humble.' Yet this, which belongs to God, the inflated spirit of the proud soul also affects, and loves to have said in its praises: 'To spare the subjected and to war down the proud.'
Hence, concerning the earthly city as well — which, though it strives to dominate, and though peoples serve it, is itself dominated by its own lust for domination — nothing that the plan of this undertaken work demands to be said is to be passed over in silence, if opportunity is given. For from this city arise the enemies against whom the City of God must be defended; yet many of them, having corrected the error of their impiety, become in it citizens quite fit; but many blaze against it with such fires of hatred, and are so ungrateful for the manifest benefits of its Redeemer, that today they would not move their tongues against it, had they not — while fleeing the enemy's sword — found in its sacred places the very life of which they boast.
Are not even those very Romans hostile to the name of Christ, whom for Christ's sake the barbarians spared? To this the shrines of the martyrs and the basilicas of the apostles bear witness, which in that devastation of the City received, as they fled to them, both their own and strangers. Up to those places the bloody foe raged; there the fury of the slayer received its limit; thither the pitying enemies led those whom, even outside those places, they had spared, lest they fall into the hands of others who had no such mercy. Even these same men, who elsewhere raged fierce and in hostile fashion, after they came to those places where what elsewhere the law of war would have permitted had been forbidden, then all their savagery of striking was reined in, and their greed for taking captives was broken.
Thus many escaped who now disparage these Christian times, and impute to Christ the evils that city endured; but the goods that were done to them, that they might live, for the honor of Christ, they impute not to our Christ but to their own fate — whereas rather, if they had any taste for what is right, they ought to attribute those harsh and hard things which they suffered at the enemy's hands to divine providence, which is wont to reform and grind down men's corrupted morals by wars, and likewise to exercise a just and praiseworthy human life by such afflictions, and, having proved it, either to transfer it to better things or to keep it still on this earth for other uses;
but as for the fact that the ferocious barbarians spared them — whether anywhere for the name of Christ, or in places most dedicated and most spacious to the name of Christ and, out of a more generous mercy, chosen for the capacity of a multitude — contrary to the custom of wars: this they ought to attribute to Christian times, hence to give thanks to God, hence truly to run to His name, that they may escape the punishments of eternal fire — that name which many of them falsely usurped, that they might escape the punishments of present destruction. For among those whom you see wantonly and impudently insulting the servants of Christ, there are very many who would not have escaped that ruin and slaughter, had they not feigned to be servants of Christ.
And now with ungrateful pride and most impious madness they resist His name with a perverse heart, so as to be punished with everlasting darkness — that name to which they fled, even with a deceitful mouth, that they might enjoy the temporal light. So many wars have been recorded, waged either before Rome was founded or from its rise and dominion: let them read and produce a case where a city was so taken by foreigners that the enemies who had taken it spared those whom they found to have fled to the temples of their gods, or where some barbarian leader commanded that, when the town was stormed, no one should be struck who was found in this or that temple. Did not Aeneas see Priam at the altars 'defiling with blood the fires which he himself had hallowed'?
Did not Diomedes and Ulysses, 'having slain the guards of the citadel's height, seize the sacred image and, with bloody hands, dare to touch the maiden fillets of the goddess'? Nor yet is what follows true: 'From that time the hope of the Greeks began to ebb and, gliding backward, to be carried away.' For afterward they conquered, afterward they destroyed Troy with sword and fire, afterward they cut down Priam as he fled to the altars. Nor did Troy perish because it lost Minerva. For what had Minerva herself first lost, that she should perish? Her guardians, perhaps? This indeed is true; for once they were slain, she could be carried off. For the men were not preserved by the image, but the image by the men.
How, then, was she worshipped to guard the fatherland and the citizens, she who was not able to guard her own guardians? Behold, to gods of what sort the Romans rejoiced to have entrusted the City to be preserved! O error too pitiable! And they are angry with us when we say such things of their gods; yet they are not angry with their own authors, whom they paid a fee to learn, and whose very teachers, besides, they held most worthy of public salary and honors. For instance, in Virgil — whom for this reason little children read, so that, of course, the great poet, of all the most illustrious and the best, drunk in by tender minds, cannot easily be effaced by forgetting, according to that saying of Horace:
'The jar, once it has fresh been steeped, will long keep the scent' — in this Virgil, then, Juno is brought in, hostile to the Trojans, saying to Aeolus, king of the winds, as she incites him against them: 'A race hateful to me sails the Tyrrhenian sea, carrying Ilium into Italy and its conquered household gods.' Was it then to these conquered household gods that they ought prudently to have entrusted Rome, lest she be conquered? But Juno said these things like an angry woman, not knowing what she was saying. What of Aeneas himself, so often called 'pious'? Does he not thus relate: 'Panthus, son of Othrys, priest of the citadel and of Phoebus, himself drags in his hand the sacred things and the conquered gods and his little grandson, and, frantic, rushes at a run toward the threshold'?
Does he not represent the gods themselves — whom he does not hesitate to call conquered — as entrusted to him rather than himself to them, when it is said to him: 'Troy commends to thee her sacred things and her household gods'? If, therefore, Virgil calls such gods both conquered and, so that even conquered they might in some way escape, entrusted to a man: what madness is it to think that Rome was wisely committed to these guardians, and that, unless it had lost them, it could not have been laid waste? Nay rather, to worship conquered gods as protectors and defenders — what is it but to hold not good divinities, but bad names? For how much more wisely is it believed, not that Rome would not have come to that ruin unless they had first perished, but rather that they would have perished long ago, unless Rome had preserved them as far as it could!
For who, when he considers, would not see with how much vanity it was presumed that the city could not be conquered under vanquished defenders, and that it therefore perished because it lost its guardian gods, when in fact the very having of guardians doomed to perish could have been the sole cause of its perishing? It was not, therefore, that when those things about the vanquished gods were written and sung the poets took pleasure in lying, but rather that truth compelled men of sense to confess. Yet these matters must be more opportunely and diligently and fully treated in another place. For now, let me briefly unfold as I can what I had set out to say concerning ungrateful men, who blasphemously impute to Christ those evils which they deservedly suffer for the perversity of their own ways;
but that even such men are spared for Christ's sake they do not deign to heed, and with sacrilegious madness of perversity they wield against His name those very tongues by which they lyingly usurped that same name in order to live, or those tongues which, in the places consecrated to Him, they held silent out of fear, so that where for His sake they had been kept unharmed by the enemy, thence they might leap forth against Him with hostile curses. Troy itself, as I said, the mother of the Roman people, could not, in the consecrated places of its own gods, protect its citizens from the fire and sword of the Greeks, who worshipped those very same gods; nay more, in the asylum of Juno chosen guards, Phoenix and dread Ulysses, kept watch over the plunder;
hither from every side is heaped the treasure of Troy, snatched from the burning shrines, the tables of the gods and bowls of solid gold, and captured raiment. Boys and trembling matrons in a long line stand round about. Doubtless a place consecrated to so great a goddess was chosen — not one from which it was unlawful to lead captives out, but one where it was permitted to shut captives in. Compare now that asylum of no common god of the rabble or of the crowd of the plebs, but of Jupiter's own sister and consort and queen of all the gods, with the memorial shrines of our apostles. Thither were carried the spoils torn from the burned temples and their gods, not to be given back to the vanquished, but to be divided among the victors; but hither was brought back, with honour and most religious devotion, even whatever elsewhere was found to belong to those holy places.
There liberty was lost, here it was preserved; there captivity was shut in, here it was forbidden; there men were held down to be possessed by their lording enemies, hither they were led to be set free by pitying foes: in short, that temple of Juno the avarice and pride of frivolous little Greeks had chosen for themselves, but these basilicas of Christ the mercy and humility of even savage barbarians. Unless perhaps the Greeks in that victory of theirs spared the temples of the common gods, and dared not to strike or capture the wretched and vanquished Trojans who fled thither, and Virgil in the manner of poets lied about these things. Nay rather, he described the custom of enemies overturning cities.
This custom Cato too, as Sallust writes — that historian of renowned truthfulness — does not omit to recall in his opinion, which he delivered in the senate concerning the conspirators: 'Virgins and boys are ravished, children are torn from the embrace of their parents, matrons suffer whatever has pleased the victors, shrines and homes are plundered, slaughter and burnings take place: in short, all things are filled with arms, corpses, blood, and mourning.' Here, had he been silent about the shrines, we might have supposed that enemies were wont to spare the seats of the gods. And it was not from foreign enemies, but from Catiline and his allies — the noblest senators and Roman citizens — that the Roman temples had this to fear. But these, no doubt, were desperate men and parricides of their fatherland.
Why then should our discourse range through many nations which have waged wars among themselves and nowhere spared the vanquished in the seats of their gods? Let us look at the Romans themselves; the very same, I say, let us call to mind and consider the Romans, of whose especial praise it was said: 'To spare the subjected and to war down the proud,' and that, when injury was received, they preferred to pardon rather than to pursue vengeance: when they stormed, captured, and overthrew so many and so great cities in order to rule far and wide, let it be read to us what temples they were accustomed to except, so that whoever fled to them should be set free. Or did they do this, and did the writers of these very deeds pass over it in silence?
Would those who especially sought out the things they might praise pass over these most illustrious tokens of piety according to their own judgement? The distinguished ornament of the Roman name, Marcus Marcellus, who took Syracuse, that most richly adorned city, is reported first to have wept over it as it was about to fall, and before shedding its blood to have poured out his own tears for it. He also took care that chastity should be preserved even in the enemy. For before he, as victor, had ordered the town to be assaulted, he established by edict that no one should violate a free person. Yet the city was overthrown after the manner of wars, and nowhere is it read that any command was given by so chaste and merciful a commander that whoever had fled to this or that temple should be held unharmed.
This assuredly would in no way have been passed over, since neither his weeping nor what he had decreed for the safeguarding of chastity could be kept silent. Fabius, the overthrower of the city of Tarentum, is praised for having abstained from the plundering of images. For when his secretary suggested to him what he would order to be done about the statues of the gods, many of which had been captured, he seasoned his self-restraint even with jesting. For he asked of what sort they were, and when it was reported to him that not only were many of them large, but even armed, he said: 'Let us leave the Tarentines their angry gods.' Since, therefore, the writers of Roman history could keep silent neither about the weeping of the one nor the laughter of the other, neither about the chaste mercy of the one nor the witty restraint of the other:
how could it have been passed over, if they had spared any men in honour of any of their gods in such a way as to forbid slaughter or captivity from taking place in any temple? Whatever devastation, slaughter, plundering, burning, and affliction therefore was committed in that most recent Roman calamity, this was done by the custom of wars; but what was done in a new manner — that with an unwonted appearance of things the barbarian ferocity appeared so mild that the most spacious basilicas were chosen and decreed to be filled with the people that were to be spared, where no one should be struck, whence no one should be carried off, whither many were led by pitying enemies to be set free, whence none were led away to be enslaved even by cruel foes:
whoever does not see that this is to be attributed to the name of Christ, to the Christian age, is blind; whoever sees it and does not praise it is ungrateful; whoever resists the one who praises it is mad. Far be it that any prudent man should impute this to the ferocity of the barbarians. He terrified, He bridled, He marvellously tempered those most truculent and savage minds, who through the prophet said so long before: 'I will visit their iniquities with the rod and their sins with scourges; but my mercy I will not scatter away from them.' Someone will say: 'Why then did this divine mercy reach even to the impious and the ungrateful?' Why do we think, except because He bestowed it who daily makes His sun to rise upon the good and the evil, and sends rain upon the just and the unjust?
For although some of them, pondering these things, correct themselves from impiety by repentance, while others, as the Apostle says, despising the riches of God's goodness and long-suffering, according to the hardness of their heart and an impenitent heart, treasure up unto themselves wrath in the day of wrath and of the revelation of the just judgement of God, who will render to every man according to his works: yet the patience of God invites the evil to repentance, just as the scourge of God trains the good in patience; and likewise the mercy of God embraces the good to cherish them, just as the severity of God lays hold of the evil to punish them. For it pleased the divine providence to prepare for the future good things for the just, which the unjust shall not enjoy, and evil things for the impious, with which the good shall not be tormented;
but these temporal goods and evils He willed to be common to both, that the good might neither be too greedily sought after, since the evil also are seen to possess them, nor the evil basely shunned, since the good also are for the most part afflicted by them. It makes a very great difference, however, of what sort is the use either of those things which are called prosperous, or of those which are called adverse. For the good man is neither exalted by temporal goods nor broken by temporal evils; but the evil man is for this reason punished by such misfortune, because he is corrupted by prosperity. Yet God often shows His working more evidently even in the distributing of these things. For if every sin were now visited with manifest punishment, it would be thought that nothing was reserved for the last judgement;
and again, if the deity now punished no sin openly, it would be believed that there was no divine providence. Likewise in prosperous things, if God did not with most evident bounty grant them to certain persons who ask, we should say that these things did not pertain to Him; and again, if He gave them to all who ask, we should think that He was to be served only for the sake of such rewards, nor would such service make us pious, but rather covetous and avaricious. Since these things are so, whoever, good and evil alike, have been afflicted together, are not on that account themselves undistinguished, because that which both have suffered is undistinguished. For the unlikeness of the sufferers remains even in the likeness of the sufferings, and though under the same torment, virtue and vice are not the same.
For just as under one and the same fire gold gleams red and chaff smokes, and under the same flail the straw is crushed and the grain is cleansed, nor is the lees confounded with the oil because it is pressed out by the same weight of the press: so one and the same force rushing in tests, purifies, and refines the good, but condemns, lays waste, and exterminates the evil. Hence in the same affliction the evil detest and blaspheme God, while the good pray and praise. So great a difference does it make, not what things a man suffers, but what sort of man suffers them. For stirred by the same motion, the mire exhales horribly and the ointment gives forth a sweet fragrance. What then did the Christians suffer in that devastation of things, which would not rather have availed for their advancement, if they faithfully considered these matters?
First, that pondering humbly those very sins by which God, being angered, filled the world with such great calamities — although they are far removed from wicked, shameful, and impious deeds — nevertheless they do not reckon themselves so wholly free from faults that they should judge themselves unworthy to suffer even temporal evils on their account.
For, setting aside the fact that each one, however praiseworthily he lives, yields in certain matters to carnal concupiscence — even if not to the enormity of crimes and the abyss of shameful deeds and the abomination of impiety, yet to some sins, whether rare or the more frequent the smaller they are — setting this aside, then, who is at last easily found who so regards those very men, on account of whose horrible pride and luxury and avarice and execrable iniquities and impieties God, as He foretold in threatening, crushes the earth, as they ought to be regarded? who so lives with them as one ought to live with such people?
For the most part, from the teaching and admonishing of such men, sometimes even from rebuking and correcting them, there is a wrong dissembling — whether because the labour is irksome, or because we are ashamed to offend their face, or because we shun enmities, lest they hinder and harm us in these temporal things, whether such as our cupidity still craves to acquire, or such as our weakness dreads to lose — so that although the life of the evil displeases the good, and therefore they do not fall with them into that damnation which after this life is prepared for such men, nevertheless, because they spare their damnable sins while they fear them in their own, though slight and venial matters, they are justly scourged together with them in time, though by no means punished for eternity; justly, when they are afflicted by God together with them, do they feel this life bitter, whose sweetness, in loving it, they were unwilling to be bitter toward those who sinned.
For if anyone refrains from rebuking and correcting those who act wickedly because he seeks a more opportune time, or fears for those very men lest they be made worse by it, or lest they hinder others, weak persons who are to be trained to a good and pious life, and oppress and turn them away from the faith: this does not seem to be an occasion of cupidity, but a counsel of charity. That is blameworthy, when those who live differently and shrink from the deeds of the wicked nevertheless spare the sins of others, which they ought to unteach or rebuke, while they beware of offending them, lest they harm them in those things which the good use lawfully and innocently, but more greedily than became those who are pilgrims in this world and carry before them the hope of the heavenly fatherland.
For not only do the weaker sort — leading a married life, having children or seeking to have them, possessing houses and households (whom the Apostle addresses in the churches, teaching and admonishing in what manner they ought to live, both wives with husbands and husbands with wives, children with parents and parents with children, servants with masters and masters with servants) — gladly acquire many temporal, many earthly things, and grieve to lose them, on account of which they dare not offend men whose most contaminated and most criminal life displeases them;
but even those who hold a higher grade of life, and are not entangled in the bonds of marriage, and use scanty food and clothing, for the most part, while they fear the plots and assaults of the wicked against their own reputation and safety, abstain from reproving them; and although they do not so fear them as to yield to any of their terrors and wickednesses so as to perpetrate like deeds, yet those very things which they do not perpetrate with them they are for the most part unwilling to rebuke, when perhaps they might by rebuking correct some of them — lest, if they should not succeed, their own safety and reputation come into danger and destruction; and not from that consideration by which they see their reputation and safety to be necessary for the profit of instructing men, but rather from that weakness by which the flattering tongue and man's day delights, and the judgement of the crowd is dreaded, and the torturing or destruction of the flesh; that is, on account of certain bonds of cupidity, not on account of the duties of charity.
It does not therefore seem to me a small cause why the good also are scourged together with the evil, when it pleases God to punish corrupt morals even with the affliction of temporal penalties. For they are scourged together, not because they lead an evil life together, but because they love the temporal life together — not indeed equally, yet together — which the good ought to despise, so that the others, being reproved and corrected, might attain the eternal life; and if they were unwilling to be their companions in attaining it, they should be borne with and loved as enemies, because so long as they live it is always uncertain whether they are going to change their will for the better. In which matter indeed those to whom it is said through the prophet have a cause not equal but far graver:
'He indeed shall die in his own sin, but his blood will I require at the watchman's hand.' For to this end are watchmen, that is, the overseers of the peoples, appointed in the churches, that they should not spare in rebuking sins. Nor yet on this account is he wholly free from a fault of this kind who, although he is not an overseer, yet in those persons with whom he is joined by the necessity of this life knows many things to be admonished or reproved and neglects them, avoiding their offence on account of those things which he uses in this life not undue, but in which he takes more delight than he ought. Then the good have another cause why they are afflicted with temporal evils, such as Job had:
that the human soul itself might be proved and known to itself, with how great a virtue of piety it loves God freely. These things being rightly considered and clearly perceived, mark whether any evil has befallen the faithful and the pious which was not turned to good for them — unless perhaps that apostolic sentence is to be thought void, where he says: 'We know that to those who love God all things work together for good.' They lost all that they had. Their faith? their piety? the goods of the inner man, who is rich before God? These are the riches of Christians, with which the Apostle, being wealthy, said: 'But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into this world, and neither can we carry anything out.'
'But having food and covering, with these let us be content. For those who wish to become rich fall into temptation and a snare and many foolish and hurtful desires, which drown men in destruction and perdition. For the root of all evils is avarice, which some coveting have strayed from the faith and entangled themselves in many sorrows.' To those, therefore, whose earthly riches perished in that devastation, if they held them in the manner in which they had heard from that man, poor without but rich within — that is, if they used the world as though not using it — it was possible to say what he, being grievously tried and by no means overcome, said: 'Naked came I out of my mother's womb, naked shall I return into the earth.'
'The Lord gave, the Lord hath taken away; as it hath pleased the Lord, so is it done; blessed be the name of the Lord' — so that the good servant might hold as his great substance his very Lord's will, following whom in mind he might grow rich, and not be saddened, living, by those things which, dying, he was soon to leave behind. But those weaker ones, who, though they did not prefer these earthly goods to Christ, yet clung to them with some little cupidity, felt by losing them how much they had sinned in loving them. For they grieved just so much as they had entangled themselves in griefs, as I recalled above that the Apostle said. For it was needful that there should be added to them the discipline of experiences also, by which the discipline of words had so long been neglected. For when the Apostle said:
'Those who wish to become rich fall into temptation' and the rest, he assuredly reproves cupidity in riches, not the possession, since he elsewhere commands, saying: 'Charge the rich of this world not to be high-minded, nor to hope in the uncertainty of riches, but in the living God, who giveth us all things abundantly to enjoy: let them do good, be rich in good works, give readily, communicate, treasure up for themselves a good foundation for the time to come, that they may lay hold on the true life.' Those who did these things with their riches have been consoled for light losses by great gains, and have rejoiced more over those things which by giving readily they more safely kept, than they have been saddened over those which by timidly retaining they more easily lost.
For that could perish on earth which one was loath to transfer hence. For those who received the counsel of their Lord who said: 'Lay not up for yourselves treasures on earth, where the moth and rust destroy, and where thieves dig through and steal; but treasure up for yourselves a treasure in heaven, whither the thief approaches not, neither does the moth corrupt; for where thy treasure is, there will thy heart be also' — these, in the time of tribulation, proved how rightly they had judged in not despising a most truthful teacher and a most faithful and most invincible guardian of their treasure. For if many rejoiced that they had their riches there, whither it happened that the enemy did not approach:
how much more certainly and securely could those rejoice who, by the admonition of their God, migrated thither whither the enemy could by no means approach at all! Whence our Paulinus, bishop of Nola, from a most opulent rich man voluntarily a most poor and most abundantly holy man, when the barbarians laid waste Nola itself, and he was held by them, thus prayed in his heart, as we afterwards learned from him: 'Lord, let me not be tortured on account of gold and silver; for where all my things are, Thou knowest.' For there he had all his things, where He who had foretold these evils to come upon the world had shown him to store up and treasure them.
And on this account, those who had obeyed their Lord admonishing them where and in what manner they ought to treasure up, did not lose even those earthly riches themselves when the barbarians rushed in. But those who repented of not having obeyed learned what ought to be done about such things, if not by preceding wisdom, at least by consequent experience. But indeed, some even good Christians were tortured that they might betray their goods to the enemy. Yet they could neither betray nor lose the good by which they themselves were good. But if they preferred to be tortured rather than to betray the mammon of iniquity, they were not good.
But those who suffered so much for gold ought to have been admonished how much was to be endured for Christ, that they might rather learn to love Him who would enrich with eternal felicity those who suffered for Him, and not gold and silver, for which it was most wretched to suffer, whether it was hidden by lying or betrayed by telling the truth. For indeed amid the torments no one lost Christ by confessing Him, no one saved gold except by denying it. Wherefore the torments were perhaps more useful, which taught that an incorruptible good was to be loved, than those goods which without any useful fruit tortured their owners by love of them. But some, even not having anything to betray, were tortured because they were not believed. And these perhaps wished to have it, and were not poor by a holy will;
to whom it had to be demonstrated that not their fortunes but their very cupidities were worthy of such torments. But if, by the resolve of a better life, they had no gold or silver stored away, I do not indeed know whether it happened to any such that he was tortured while believed to have it: yet even if it did happen, assuredly he who amid those torments confessed holy poverty was confessing Christ. Wherefore, although he did not deserve to be believed by the enemy, nevertheless the confessor of holy poverty could not be tortured without a heavenly reward. Many, they say, even Christians, a long-lasting famine devastated. This too the good faithful turned to their own uses by piously enduring it. For those whom the famine slew, it snatched from the evils of this life, as a bodily disease does:
but those whom it did not slay, it taught to live more sparingly, it taught to fast more prolongedly. But indeed many Christians also were slain, many were consumed by the foul variety of many kinds of death. If this is to be borne with difficulty, it is at any rate common to all who have been brought forth into this life. This I know, that no one has died who was not at some time going to die. But the end of life makes the same of a life as long as of a short one. For neither is one thing better and another worse, nor one thing greater and another shorter, which now equally is not. And what does it matter by what kind of death this life is ended, when he to whom it is ended is not compelled to die again?
But since to each of mortals, under the daily chances of this life, innumerable deaths in a manner threaten, so long as it is uncertain which one of them is going to come: I ask whether it is better to suffer one by dying, or to fear all by living. Nor am I ignorant how much more readily one chooses to live long under the fear of so many deaths, than by dying once to dread none thereafter. But it is one thing which the sense of the flesh, weakly timid, recoils from, another thing which the reason of the mind, diligently sifted out, convinces. That death is not to be thought evil which a good life has preceded. For nothing makes death evil except that which follows death. Those, therefore, who must necessarily die need not greatly care what happens to make them die, but whither dying they are compelled to go.
Since therefore Christians know that the death of the religious poor man amid the tongues of the licking dogs was far better than that of the impious rich man in purple and fine linen, what harm did those horrible kinds of death do to the dead who lived well? But indeed, in so great a slaughter of corpses, they could not even bury them. Yet pious faith does not too greatly dread this, holding fast the prediction that not even the devouring beasts will harm the bodies that are to rise again, of whom not a hair of the head shall perish. The Truth would in no way say: 'Fear not those who kill the body, but cannot kill the soul,' if anything that the enemies might wish to do to the bodies of the slain could injure the future life.
Unless perhaps someone is so absurd as to contend that those who kill the body ought not to be feared before death, lest they kill the body, and ought to be feared after death, lest they suffer the killed body not to be buried. Then is that false which Christ says: 'Those who kill the body, and afterward have nothing more that they can do,' if they have so many things which they can do to the corpses? Far be it that what the Truth has said should be false. It is said that they do something when they kill, because in the body there is sensation in the act of killing; but afterward they have nothing that they can do, because there is no sensation in the killed body.
And so the earth did not cover many bodies of Christians, but no one separated any of them from heaven and earth, all of which is filled by the presence of Him who knows whence to raise up again what He created. It is indeed said in the psalm: 'They have set the dead bodies of thy servants as food for the birds of heaven, the flesh of thy saints for the beasts of the earth; they have poured out their blood like water round about Jerusalem, and there was none to bury them' — but rather to exaggerate the cruelty of those who did these things, not to signify the unhappiness of those who suffered them. For although these things seem harsh and dreadful in the sight of men, yet 'precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His saints.'
Accordingly, all these things — that is, the care of the funeral, the condition of the burial, the pomp of the obsequies — are rather solaces of the living than aids of the dead. If a costly burial profits the impious man anything, a cheap one or none at all will harm the pious man. The crowd of servants furnished splendid obsequies in the sight of men to that purple-clad rich man, but the ministry of angels furnished far more glorious ones in the sight of the Lord to that ulcerous poor man, who did not bear him up into a marble tomb, but lifted him up into Abraham's bosom. They laugh at these things, those against whom we have undertaken to defend the City of God. Yet even their own philosophers despised the care of burial.
And often whole armies, while they died for their earthly fatherland, cared not where they should afterward lie or for what beasts they should become food, and it was permitted the poets to say plausibly concerning this matter: 'He is covered by heaven who has no urn.' How much less ought they to insult over Christians concerning unburied bodies, to whom even the reformation of the very flesh and of all its members is promised to be restored and made whole in a point of time, not only from the earth, but even from the most secret bosom of the other elements, whither the dissolved corpses have withdrawn. Nor yet on that account are the bodies of the departed, and most of all of the just and faithful, to be despised and cast away, of which the Spirit made holy use as of organs and vessels for all good works.
For if a father's garment and ring, and anything of this kind, is dearer to posterity in proportion as the affection toward parents is greater: in no way are those bodies themselves to be spurned, which assuredly we wear far more familiarly and intimately than any garments whatever. For these do not pertain to ornament or to an aid which is applied from without, but to the very nature of man. Whence also the funerals of the ancient just were cared for with dutiful piety, and their obsequies celebrated, and their burial provided; and they themselves, while they lived, commanded their sons concerning the burying or even the transferring of their bodies; and Tobias is commended, by the witness of an angel, as having merited well with God by burying the dead.
The Lord Himself, too, about to rise again on the third day, proclaims the good work of the religious woman and commends it as worthy to be proclaimed, because she poured out precious ointment upon His members and did this toward His burial. And in the Gospel those are praised with commendation who took His body down from the cross and carefully and honourably cared for its covering and burial. But these authorities do not admonish us of this — that there is any sensation in corpses — but signify that the bodies also of the dead pertain to the providence of God, to whom even such offices of piety are pleasing, for the sake of establishing faith in the resurrection.
Here too we learn a wholesome lesson: how great the reward may be for the acts of mercy which we render to the living and the sentient, if not even this is lost in God's sight, namely the office and careful attention paid to the lifeless limbs of men. There are indeed other things which the holy patriarchs wished to be understood as spoken in a prophetic spirit concerning the burying or removing of their bodies; but this is not the place to treat of them at length, since what we have said suffices. Yet if those things which are necessary for the sustaining of the living, such as food and clothing, though their absence brings grievous affliction, do not break in good men the virtue of endurance and forbearance, nor uproot piety from the soul, but rather, having exercised it, make it more fruitful:
how much more, when there are lacking those things which are wont to be applied to the care of funerals and the burial of the dead, do they not make wretched those who are already at rest in the hidden abodes of the pious! And therefore, when these things were wanting to the corpses of Christians in that devastation of the great city, or even of other towns, it is neither the fault of the living, who were not able to provide them, nor the punishment of the dead, who cannot perceive them. But many, they say, even Christians, were led away captive. This indeed would be most wretched, if they could be led anywhere where they did not find their God. There are in the Holy Scriptures great consolations even for this calamity. There were in captivity the three young men, there was Daniel, there were other prophets; nor was God, the Consoler, absent.
Thus, then, He did not forsake His faithful ones under the dominion of a nation, barbarous though it was, yet human — He who did not forsake His prophet even in the belly of the beast. These things too those with whom we deal prefer to mock rather than to believe, though they believe in their own writings that Arion of Methymna, that most renowned harper, when he had been cast from a ship, was taken up on the back of a dolphin and carried to land. Truly that story of ours about the prophet Jonah is more incredible. Plainly more incredible because more marvelous, and more marvelous because it shows greater power. But these men have, among their own illustrious heroes, a most noble example of captivity to be endured even willingly for religion's sake. Marcus Regulus, a general of the Roman people, was a captive among the Carthaginians.
Since the Carthaginians preferred to have their own men restored to them by the Romans rather than to keep the Romans' captives, they sent this Regulus in particular, along with their own envoys, to Rome to obtain this, having first bound him by an oath that, if he did not accomplish what they wished, he would return to Carthage. He went, and in the senate advised the contrary, since he did not think it advantageous to the Roman commonwealth to exchange captives. Nor after this counsel was he compelled by his own people to return to the enemy, but because he had sworn, he willingly fulfilled it. And they put him to death with contrived and horrible tortures.
For they shut him up in a narrow wooden frame, where he was forced to stand, and which was pierced on every side with the sharpest nails, so that he could not lean toward any part of it without the most cruel torments; and thus they killed him even by keeping him awake. Rightly indeed do they praise a virtue greater than so great a misfortune. Yet he had sworn by those gods whose worship, they suppose, when forbidden, brings these disasters upon the human race. If, then, those who were worshiped precisely in order to make this present life prosperous either willed or permitted these punishments to be inflicted on one who swore truly, what worse could they have done in anger to a perjurer? But why should I not rather bring my reasoning to bear upon both alternatives?
He certainly worshiped the gods in such a way that, for the sake of keeping his oath, he neither remained in his fatherland nor went anywhere else, but did not in the least hesitate to return to his bitterest enemies. If he judged this to be advantageous to this life — this life of which he earned so horrible an end — beyond doubt he was deceived. For by his own example he taught that the gods profit their worshipers nothing toward that temporal felicity, since he, devoted to their worship, was both conquered and led away captive, and, because he refused to act otherwise than as he had sworn by them, was tormented and destroyed by a new and previously unheard-of and exceedingly horrible kind of torture.
But if the worship of the gods renders felicity as a reward after this life, why do they slander Christian times, saying that this calamity befell the City because it ceased to worship its gods, when it might, even while worshiping them most diligently, become as wretched as that Regulus was? Unless perchance, against the most manifest truth, someone should so struggle with the madness of astonishing blindness as to dare to contend that a whole city worshiping the gods cannot be wretched, but a single man can — namely, on the ground that the power of their gods is fit to preserve many rather than individuals, though a multitude is composed of individuals. But if they say that Marcus
Regulus, even in that captivity and those tortures of the body, could be blessed by the virtue of his soul — then let true virtue rather be sought, by which even a city can be blessed. For a city is not blessed from one source and a man from another, since a city is nothing else than a harmonious multitude of men. Wherefore I do not for the present dispute what sort of virtue there was in Regulus; it suffices now that by this most noble example they are compelled to confess that the gods are not to be worshiped for the sake of the body's goods or of those things which befall a man from without, since he preferred to be deprived of all these rather than to offend the gods by whom he had sworn. But what shall we do with men who boast that they had such a citizen as they dread to have their city become?
But if they do not dread it, then let them confess that something such as befell Regulus could also befall a city worshiping the gods as diligently as he did, and let them not slander the Christian times.
But since the question arose concerning those Christians who were also led into captivity, let those consider this and hold their peace who shamelessly and imprudently mock at the most wholesome religion on this account: that if it was no reproach to their gods that a most attentive worshiper of theirs, while keeping toward them his sworn faith, was deprived of his fatherland, having no other, and, a captive among his enemies, was slain by a lingering death in the torment of a novel cruelty — then far less is the Christian name to be blamed for the captivity of its consecrated ones, who, awaiting with truthful faith the heavenly fatherland, knew themselves to be pilgrims even in their own dwellings.
They think indeed that they are casting a great crime against the Christians when, exaggerating their captivity, they add also the outrages committed — not only upon others' wives and maidens about to marry, but even upon certain consecrated women. Here, in truth, it is not faith, nor piety, nor that very virtue which is called chastity, but rather our own discussion that is straitened by certain difficulties between modesty and reason. Nor do we here so much care to render an answer to strangers as to give consolation to our own people.
Let it therefore first of all be laid down and established that the virtue by which one lives rightly holds command from the seat of the soul over the members of the body, and that the body is made holy by the exercise of a holy will; and that, so long as this will remains unshaken and firm, whatever another may do with the body or in the body which cannot be avoided without one's own sin is beyond the fault of the sufferer. But since not only what pertains to pain, but also what pertains to lust, can be perpetrated upon another's body, whatever of such a kind is done, even though it does not shake out chastity retained by a most steadfast soul, yet inflicts shame, lest it be believed to have been done with the mind's consent as well, which perhaps could not be done without some pleasure of the flesh.
And on this account, both as regards those who killed themselves lest they should suffer anything of this kind — what human feeling would refuse to pardon them? — and as regards those who refused to kill themselves, lest by their own crime they might avoid another's disgrace, whoever shall lay this to their charge as a crime will himself not escape the charge of folly. For assuredly, if it is not lawful by private authority to kill a man even though guilty, whom no law grants license to slay, then surely he too who kills himself is a murderer, and becomes the more guilty in killing himself the more innocent he was in that cause for which he thought he ought to be killed.
For if we rightly detest the deed of Judas, and the truth judges that, when he hanged himself with a noose, he rather increased than expiated the guilt of that wicked betrayal, since by despairing of God's mercy in his deadly remorse he left himself no room for saving repentance — how much more ought he to abstain from his own destruction who has in himself nothing to punish by such a penalty! For Judas, when he killed himself, killed a wicked man, and yet he ended this life guilty not only of Christ's death but also of his own, since, though slain because of his own crime, he was slain by another crime of his own.
But why should a man who has done no evil do evil to himself, and by killing himself kill an innocent man, lest he suffer a guilty one at another's hands, and perpetrate upon himself his own sin, lest another's be perpetrated upon him? But indeed, it is feared lest another's lust should defile him even against his will. It will not defile, if it be another's; but if it defile, it is not another's. Yet since chastity is a virtue of the soul, and has fortitude for its companion, by which it resolves to endure any evils whatsoever rather than to consent to evil, and since no magnanimous and chaste person has it in his power what shall be done with his flesh, but only what he shall approve or refuse with his mind:
who, being of sound mind, would suppose that he loses his chastity, if perchance in his seized and overpowered flesh a lust not his own is exercised and satisfied? For if chastity perishes in this way, then assuredly chastity will not be a virtue of the soul, nor will it belong to those goods by which one lives well, but it will be numbered among the goods of the body, such as are strength, beauty, sound health, and anything of this kind; which goods, even if they be diminished, do not diminish at all the good and just life. But if chastity is something of this sort, why is labor undertaken for it, even at peril to the body, lest it be lost? But if it is a good of the soul, it is not lost even when the body is overpowered.
Nay more, when the good of holy continence does not yield to the uncleanness of the concupiscences of the flesh, the body itself is sanctified; and therefore, when it persists with unshaken intention in not yielding to them, the holiness is not lost even from the body itself, because the will to use it holily perseveres, and, so far as lies in the body, the capacity also. For the body is not holy because its members are intact, nor because they are touched by no contact, since in various mishaps they may even, when wounded, suffer violence, and physicians, sometimes rendering aid to health, do there things which the sight shudders at. A midwife, examining as it were by hand the maidenhood of a certain virgin, whether through malice or ignorance or accident, destroyed it while she inspected.
I do not suppose anyone is so foolishly wise as to think that anything was lost to this maiden even of her body's holiness, although the integrity of that member was now destroyed. Wherefore, the purpose of the soul remaining, through which the body also merited to be sanctified, the violence of another's lust does not take away holiness even from the body itself, which the perseverance of one's own continence preserves. But if, on the contrary, some woman, corrupted in mind and her purpose violated which she had vowed to God, should go to be defiled to her seducer, shall we call her, as she goes to this, holy even in body, that holiness of soul being lost and destroyed through which the body was being sanctified?
Far be this error from us, and let us rather be admonished by it that, just as the holiness of the body is not lost while the holiness of the soul remains, even when the body is overpowered, so the holiness of the body is lost when the holiness of the soul is violated, even when the body is untouched. Wherefore a woman who has been violently overpowered without any consent of her own, and oppressed by another's sin, has nothing in herself to punish by a self-inflicted death; how much less before this is done, lest a certain murder be committed while the outrage itself, though another's, is still in doubt and uncertain!
But will those men perhaps dare to contradict this clear reasoning, by which we say that, when the body is overpowered while the purpose of chastity is in no way changed by any consent to evil, the outrage belongs only to him who, in overpowering, has lain with her, not to her who, being overpowered, consented by no will to the one lying with her — those men against whom we defend not only the minds but also the holy bodies of Christian women who were overpowered in captivity? Lucretia, certainly, a noble matron and of ancient Rome, they extol with great praises of chastity.
When the son of King Tarquin had lustfully possessed her body, having violently overpowered it, she disclosed the crime of that most wicked youth to her husband Collatinus and to her kinsman Brutus, men most illustrious and most valiant, and bound them to avenge it. Then, sick at heart and impatient of the foul deed committed against her, she destroyed herself. What shall we say? Is she to be judged an adulteress or chaste? Who would think that any labor need be spent on this controversy? Excellently and truthfully did a certain one, declaiming on this, say: "Marvelous to tell, there were two, and one committed adultery." Splendidly and most truly.
For, looking upon the most defiled desire of the one and the most chaste will of the other in the union of two bodies, and attending not to what was done by the joining of members but to what was done by the diversity of souls, he said: "There were two, and one committed adultery." But what is this, that a heavier vengeance was taken upon her who did not commit adultery? For he was driven from his fatherland together with his father, but she was slain by the utmost penalty. If that is not unchastity by which one is overpowered against her will, then this is not justice by which a chaste woman is punished. I appeal to you, O laws and judges of Rome. Surely, after crimes had been perpetrated, you were unwilling that any criminal should be put to death uncondemned and unpunished.
If, therefore, anyone should bring this crime before your judgment, and it should be proved to you that a woman had been slain who was not only uncondemned but even chaste and innocent, would you not punish him who had done it with fitting severity? This is what that Lucretia did; she — she, that so-lauded Lucretia — slew the innocent, chaste Lucretia who had suffered violence. Pronounce your sentence. But if for this reason you cannot, because she does not stand present whom you might punish, why do you praise with such great acclaim the slayer of an innocent and chaste woman?
Certainly you cannot by any reasoning defend her before the infernal judges, even such as those chanted in the songs of your poets, she being placed, forsooth, among those "who guiltless wrought their own death by their hand, and, loathing the light, flung away their souls; for whom, though longing to return to the world above, fate stands in the way, and the dismal marsh with its unlovely water binds them fast." Or is she perhaps not there, because she slew herself not innocent, but conscious of evil within herself? For what if (a thing which she alone could know) — though the youth rushed upon her violently, she yet, enticed by her own lust, consented, and, punishing this in herself, so grieved that she thought it must be expiated by death? Although not even so ought she to have killed herself, if she could have practiced fruitful repentance before false gods.
But nevertheless, if perchance it is thus, and that saying is false that there were two and one committed adultery, but rather both committed adultery — the one by manifest invasion, the other by hidden consent — then she did not slay herself innocent, and therefore it can be said by her learned defenders that she is not among the infernal shades among those "who guiltless wrought their own death by their hand." But thus this case is straitened on both sides, so that, if the murder is extenuated, the adultery is confirmed; if the adultery is cleared, the murder is heaped up; nor is any way out found at all, where it is said: "If she was adulterous, why praised?
if she was chaste, why slain?" For us, however, in this so noble example of this woman, for the refuting of those who, alien from all thought of holiness, insult the Christian women who were violated in captivity, it suffices that among her illustrious praises it was said: "There were two, and one committed adultery." For such a Lucretia was believed by them to be one who could not have stained herself by any adulterous consent. Therefore, that she slew herself, being no adulteress, because she had endured an adulterer, is not the love of chastity, but the weakness of shame.
For she was ashamed of another's foulness committed upon her, even though not with her; and, being a Roman woman too greedy of praise, she feared lest she should be thought, if she lived, to have willingly endured what she had suffered by violence while she lived. Whence she thought that penalty must be applied before the eyes of men as a witness of her mind, to whom she could not demonstrate her conscience. For she blushed to be believed an accomplice of the deed, if she should bear patiently what another had foully done in her. Christian women did not do this: they, having suffered similar things, yet live, nor have they avenged upon themselves another's crime, lest they should add their own to others' wickedness, if, because enemies had committed rapes upon them in lusting, they should commit murders upon themselves in blushing.
For they have within the glory of chastity, the testimony of conscience; and they have it before the eyes of their God, and they seek nothing more, where there is nothing more that they can rightly do, lest they turn aside from the authority of the divine law while they wrongly seek to avoid the offense of human suspicion. For it can nowhere be found that in the holy canonical books it has been divinely commanded or permitted to us that we should inflict death upon ourselves, either for the sake of attaining immortality itself or for the sake of avoiding or escaping any evil. For we must understand that we are forbidden, where the law says: You shall not kill — especially since it did not add "your neighbor," as when it forbade false witness:
"You shall not," it says, "bear false witness against your neighbor." Nor yet on that account, if anyone should bear false witness against himself, should he think himself free from this crime, since the lover has received the rule of loving his neighbor from himself, seeing that it is written: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. Moreover, if he is no less guilty of false witness who bears false witness about himself than if he did this against his neighbor — although in that precept by which false witness is forbidden, it is forbidden against one's neighbor, and it might seem to those who do not understand rightly that it is not forbidden for anyone to stand as a false witness against himself —
how much more is it to be understood that it is not lawful for a man to kill himself, since in that which is written, You shall not kill, with nothing thereafter added, no one — not even, assuredly, he to whom the command is given — is to be understood as excepted! Whence some try to extend this precept even to beasts and cattle, so that from this it should be lawful to kill none of them either. Why not, then, also plants, and whatever is nourished and rooted in the soil? For this kind of thing too, although it does not feel, is said to live, and thereby can also die, and consequently, when force is applied, be killed. Whence the apostle also, when he was speaking of seeds of this sort: You, he says, what you sow is not made alive unless it die; and in the psalm it is written: He killed their vines with hail.
Shall we then, on this account, when we hear "You shall not kill," reckon it a sin to pull up a shrub, and most insanely acquiesce in the error of the Manichaeans? These deliriums, therefore, being set aside, when we read "You shall not kill," if we do not take this to have been said of shrubs, because they have no sense, nor of the irrational animals — flying, swimming, walking, creeping — because they are associated with us by no reason, which it was not given to them to have in common with us (whence, by the most just ordinance of the Creator, both their life and their death are subjected to our uses): it remains that we should understand of man what was said, You shall not kill — therefore neither another nor yourself. For he who kills himself kills nothing other than a man.
But that same divine authority made certain exceptions to the rule that it is not lawful for a man to be killed. But these being excepted whom God commands to be killed, either by a law given or by an express command directed to a particular person for a particular occasion — (for he does not himself kill who owes his ministry to the one commanding, as a sword is an aid to the one using it; and therefore they by no means acted against this precept by which it was said, You shall not kill, who, with God as their author, have waged wars, or who, bearing the person of the public power, according to His laws — that is, the command of most just reason — have punished the wicked with death; and Abraham was not only not blamed for the crime of cruelty, but was even praised in the name of piety, because he was willing to kill his son not wickedly but obediently;)
and it is deservedly asked whether it is to be held as done by God's command that Jephthah killed his daughter, who met her father, since he had vowed to sacrifice to God whatever should first meet him on his return victorious from battle; nor is Samson otherwise excused, that he crushed himself together with his enemies in the ruin of the house, except that the Spirit had secretly commanded this, the Spirit who was working miracles through him) — these, therefore, being excepted, whom either a just law generally, or God Himself, the very fountain of justice, specially commands to be killed, whoever kills a man, whether himself or any other, is entangled in the crime of murder. And whoever have perpetrated this upon themselves are perhaps to be admired for greatness of soul, but not to be praised for soundness of wisdom.
Although, if you consult reason more diligently, not even that will rightly be named greatness of soul, where anyone, from an inability to endure either any hardships or another's sins, has destroyed himself. For a mind is rather detected as weak which cannot bear either the harsh servitude of its own body or the foolish opinion of the crowd; and that is deservedly to be called the greater soul which can rather bear a life full of misery than flee from it, and which, in the light and purity of its conscience, despises human judgment, and most of all the vulgar judgment, which is for the most part wrapped in the fog of error.
Wherefore, if it must be reckoned as done with greatness of soul when a man inflicts death upon himself, then that Theombrotus is rather to be found endowed with this greatness of soul, who, they say, having read a book of Plato in which he discoursed on the immortality of the soul, cast himself headlong from a wall, and thus departed from this life to that which he believed to be better. For nothing pressed upon him, either of calamity or of guilt, whether true or false, that, being unable to bear it, he should take himself away; but only greatness of soul was present to seize death and to break the sweet bonds of this life.
Yet that this was done with greatness rather than with goodness, Plato himself, whom he had read, could have been his witness — Plato who assuredly would have done this chiefly and above all, or even have commanded it, had he not, by that same mind with which he saw the immortality of the soul, judged that it must by no means be done, nay rather must be forbidden. But, they say, many killed themselves lest they should fall into the hands of the enemy. We do not merely ask whether it was done, but whether it ought to have been done. For sound reason is to be preferred even to examples; and indeed examples too agree with it — but those examples which are the more worthy of imitation the more excellent they are in piety.
The patriarchs did not do it, the prophets did not, the apostles did not, because the Lord Christ Himself, when He admonished them, if they should suffer persecution, to flee from city to city, could have admonished them to lay hands on themselves, lest they should fall into the hands of their persecutors. But if He did not command or advise this, that they should depart from this life in such a manner — they to whom, as they depart, He promised that He would prepare eternal dwellings — then, whatever examples the nations who know not God may set forth, it is manifest that this is not lawful for those who worship the one true God.
But yet even those men, besides Lucretia, of whom we have above said sufficiently what seemed fitting, do not easily find one on whose authority they might rest their claim, except that Cato who killed himself at Utica; not because he alone did it, but because he was reckoned a learned and upright man, so that it might deservedly be thought that what he did could even rightly have been done, or could be done. Concerning his deed, what shall I chiefly say, except that certain of his friends, even learned men, who more prudently dissuaded this from being done, judged it to be the deed of a weaker rather than a stronger soul — a deed by which was shown not an honorableness guarding against baseness, but a weakness not sustaining adversity? This Cato himself also judged in the case of his most beloved son.
For if it was base to live under Caesar's victory, why was he the author of this baseness to his son, whom he charged to hope for everything from Caesar's kindness? Why did he not compel him too, along with himself, to death? For if Torquatus laudably slew his son who had fought against the enemy contrary to command, even though victorious, why did the vanquished Cato spare his vanquished son, who did not spare himself? Was it more base to be a victor against command than to endure a victor against honor? By no means, then, did Cato judge it to be base to live under the victor Caesar; otherwise he would have freed his son from this baseness by his paternal sword.
What then, but that, as much as he loved his son, for whom he both hoped and wished that he might be spared by Caesar, so much did he envy Caesar the glory of that very sparing — lest he too should be spared by him, as Caesar himself is reported to have said — or, to put it more mildly on our part, he was ashamed? But these men against whom we are arguing are unwilling that we should prefer to Cato the holy man Job, who chose to endure such horrible evils in his own flesh rather than to escape all torments by inflicting death upon himself, or others of the saints — men most exalted in supreme authority and most worthy of faith from our writings — who chose to endure the captivity and dominion of enemies rather than to inflict death upon themselves; but from their own writings I will prefer that very same Marcus Regulus to Marcus Cato.
For Cato had never conquered Caesar, to whom he scorned to submit when defeated, and, that he might not be subjected, he chose to be slain by his own hand. Regulus, however, had already conquered the Carthaginians, and as a Roman commander he had carried back for the Roman empire a victory that gave no cause for grief among his fellow citizens, but rather one to be praised as won over enemies. Yet afterward, being defeated by them, he preferred to endure them by serving rather than to escape from them by dying. Thus he preserved both patience under the domination of the Carthaginians and steadfastness in his love for the Romans, neither withdrawing his conquered body from the enemy nor his unconquered spirit from his fellow citizens. Nor was it out of love for this present life that he refused to kill himself.
This he proved when, for the sake of his promise and his oath, he returned without any hesitation to those same enemies whom he had offended more grievously by his words in the senate than in war by arms. Therefore this great despiser of the present life, who preferred to end it under raging enemies by whatever tortures rather than to destroy himself, judged beyond all doubt that it is a great crime if a man should kill himself. Among all their praiseworthy men, renowned for the marks of virtue, the Romans put forward none better: a man whom neither prosperity had corrupted, for amid so great a victory he remained utterly poor, nor whom adversity had broken, for he returned undaunted to such dreadful sufferings.
Furthermore, if the bravest and most illustrious men, defenders of their earthly fatherland and worshippers—of false gods, indeed, yet not deceitful but most truthful even in their oaths—men who by the custom and law of war could have struck down their conquered enemies, yet when themselves conquered by those enemies refused to strike themselves down, and, though they feared death not at all, still preferred to bear their victorious masters rather than to inflict death upon themselves:
how much more will Christians, who worship the true God and long for the heavenly fatherland, refrain from this wickedness, if the divine dispensation has for a time subjected them to enemies, whether to be tested or to be corrected—those whom, in that lowliness, He does not forsake, who for their sake came down so humbly, He the Most High—especially those whom no laws of any military power or of such service constrain to strike even a conquered enemy? What baneful error, then, has crept in, that a man should kill himself either because his enemy has sinned against him, or lest his enemy sin against him, when he would not dare to kill that enemy, whether the enemy has sinned or is about to sin?
[XXV] But it is to be feared and guarded against, they say, lest the body, subjected to lust, entice the soul by the most seductive pleasure to consent to sin. Therefore, they say, one ought to kill oneself not now on account of another's sin, but on account of one's own, before one commits it. By no means, indeed, will the soul do this—consent to the lust of its own flesh aroused by another's lust—the soul which is subject to God and to His wisdom rather than to the body and its concupiscence. Yet if it is a detestable deed and a damnable crime even for a man to kill himself, as manifest truth proclaims, who would be so foolish as to say: "Let us sin now, lest perhaps we sin later;
let us now commit murder, lest perhaps we later fall into adultery"? Is it not the case that, if iniquity so prevails that not innocence but sins are chosen, it is better to have an uncertain adultery in the future than a certain murder in the present? Is it not better to commit a disgrace that may be healed by repentance than such a deed where no room is left for wholesome repentance? I have said these things on account of those men or women who think that violence must be inflicted upon themselves, that they may die, not for the sake of avoiding another's sin, but their own, lest, being themselves also aroused under another's lust, they perhaps consent to their own.
But far be it from a Christian mind, which trusts in its God and, having placed its hope in Him, leans upon His help—far be it, I say, that such a mind should yield to any pleasures of the flesh so as to consent to shameful deeds. And if that concupiscent disobedience, which still dwells in our dying members, is moved apart from the law of our will, as if by a law of its own, how much more is it without guilt in the body of one who does not consent, if it is without guilt in the body of one who sleeps!
[XXVI] But, they say, certain holy women in time of persecution, in order to escape the pursuers of their chastity, threw themselves into a river that would sweep them away and drown them, and in this manner they died; and their martyrdoms are celebrated in the catholic Church with most frequent veneration. Concerning these I dare pass no rash judgment. For whether divine authority has by certain trustworthy testimonies persuaded the Church so to honor their memory, I do not know; and it may be that it is so. For what if they did this, not deceived by human counsel, but commanded by God, not erring, but obeying?—just as concerning Samson we are not permitted to believe otherwise.
But when God commands and makes clear without any ambiguity that He commands, who would call obedience a crime? Who would accuse the compliance of piety? But one does not therefore act without wickedness, whoever should resolve to sacrifice his son to God, because Abraham did this even praiseworthily. For even a soldier, when in obedience to the power under which he is lawfully placed he kills a man, is by no law of his city guilty of homicide; rather, unless he does it, he is guilty of desertion and contempt of command; but if he had done it of his own accord and on his own authority, he would have incurred the crime of shedding human blood. And so, from the same source whence he is punished if he acts unbidden, he shall be punished if he does not act when bidden. But if this is so when a commander orders, how much more when the Creator orders!
Whoever, then, hears that he is not permitted to kill himself, let him do it, if He has commanded whose commands may not be despised; only let him see whether the divine command wavers with any uncertainty. We approach conscience through the ear; we do not usurp for ourselves the judgment of hidden things. No one knows what goes on in a man except the spirit of the man which is in him. This we say, this we assert, this we approve in every way: that no one ought to inflict a voluntary death upon himself as if to flee temporal troubles, lest he fall into eternal ones; none for the sake of another's sins, lest by this very act he begin to have a most grievous sin of his own, whom another's sin was not defiling; none for the sake of his own past sins, on account of which this life is all the more needful, that they may be healed by repentance;
none as if out of a desire for a better life which is hoped for after death, because a better life after death does not receive those guilty of their own death. [XXVII] There remains one cause, of which I had begun to speak, on account of which it is thought useful for anyone to kill himself, namely, lest he rush into sin either through enticing pleasure or through raging pain. If we should be willing to admit this cause, it will proceed so far as to reach the point where men must be exhorted rather to kill themselves then, when, washed by the laver of holy regeneration, they have received the remission of all sins. For then is the time to guard against all future sins, when all past ones have been blotted out. But if a voluntary death is rightly done, why is it not then done above all? Why does each baptized person spare himself?
Why does he again thrust his liberated head into so many perils of this life, when it is in his easy power to avoid them all by inflicting death upon himself, and when it is written: He who loves danger shall fall into it? Why, then, are so many and so great perils loved, or at least, even if they are not loved, undertaken, while he remains in this life, from which it is permitted to depart? Or does so tasteless a perversity truly overturn the heart and turn it away from the contemplation of truth, that a man should think he must go on living, in order to endure this very world, full of temptations through all its hours—both such as are dreaded under a single captivating master, and countless others without which this life is not led—if a man ought to kill himself lest under the domination of one captor he fall into sin?
What reason, then, is there why we should spend our time in those exhortations by which, in addressing the baptized, we strive to kindle them either to virginal integrity, or to widowed continence, or to the very fidelity of the marriage bed, when we have better and shorter ways, removed from all perils of sinning—so that whomever we could persuade, after the most recent remission of sins, to seize upon and inflict death upon themselves, we might send them to the Lord holier and purer? But if anyone thinks this ought to be undertaken and urged, I do not say he is foolish, but mad: with what face, then, does he say to a man:
"Kill yourself, lest to your small sins you add heavier ones, while you live under a master of barbarous and unchaste ways"—he who cannot but say most wickedly: "Kill yourself, now that all your sins are absolved, lest you again commit such things or even worse, while you live in a world enticing with so many impure pleasures, raging with so many unspeakable cruelties, hostile with so many errors and terrors"? Since it is impious to say this, it is assuredly impious to kill oneself. For if there could be any just cause for doing this of one's own accord, beyond doubt there would be none more just than this. But since not even this is just, therefore there is none. [XXVIII] Let not your life, then, be wearisome to you, O faithful ones of Christ, if your chastity was made a mockery by your enemies.
You have great and true consolation, if you retain a faithful conscience that you did not consent to the sins of those who were permitted to sin against you. But if perhaps you ask why they were permitted, deep indeed is the providence of the Creator and Ruler of the world, and unsearchable are His judgments and untraceable His ways. Yet nevertheless, question your souls faithfully, lest perhaps you exalted yourselves too proudly over this good of integrity and continence and chastity, and, delighted by human praises, envied some others even in this. I do not accuse what I do not know, nor do I hear what your hearts, being questioned, answer to you.
Nevertheless, if they should answer that it is so, do not marvel that you have lost that whereby you longed to please men, but that this has remained to you which cannot be shown to men. If you did not consent to those who sinned, divine aid was added to divine grace, lest it be lost; human reproach came upon human glory, lest it be loved. In both, be consoled, O faint-hearted: on the one hand proved, on the other chastened; on the one hand justified, on the other amended.
But those whose hearts, being questioned, answer that they never took pride in the good of virginity or of widowhood or of conjugal chastity, but, agreeing with the humble, rejoiced with trembling in the gift of God, nor envied anyone an equal excellence of holiness and chastity, but, setting aside human praise—which is wont to be paid the more highly, the rarer is the good that demands the praise—rather wished that the number of such women were larger than that they themselves should stand out more conspicuously in their fewness: let not even these women, who are such, if barbarian lust has crushed some of them also, complain that this was permitted; nor let them therefore believe that God neglects these things, because He permits what no one commits with impunity.
For certain weights, as it were, of evil desires are both relaxed by the hidden present divine judgment and reserved for the manifest final one. But perhaps these women, who are well aware in themselves that they did not exalt their hearts, puffed up out of this good of chastity, and yet suffered hostile violence in the flesh, had something of latent infirmity which might have been lifted up into the pride of arrogance, had they escaped this humiliation in that devastation. Just as, therefore, some were snatched away by death, lest malice change their understanding, so something was snatched from these by force, lest prosperity change their modesty.
To both, therefore—both to those who were already growing proud concerning their flesh, in that it had suffered no shameful contact, and to those who perhaps might have grown proud had it not been violated by the enemy's violence—chastity was not taken away, but humility was instilled; help was brought to the swelling pride of the former, and a check was set upon the imminent pride of the latter. And yet that must not be passed over in silence, that to certain of those who suffered these things it could have seemed that the good of continence must be reckoned among bodily goods, and that it endures only if the body is touched by no one's lust; and that it is not placed solely in the divinely-aided strength of the will, whereby both body and spirit are holy; nor is it such a good as cannot be taken away against the will of the soul;
which error was perhaps taken from them. For when they consider with what conscience they served God, and with unshaken faith do not think of Him that He could in any way forsake those who thus serve Him and call upon Him, and when they cannot doubt how greatly chastity pleases Him, they see it to be consequent that He would by no means have permitted these things to befall His holy ones, if holiness—which He bestowed on them and loves in them—could perish in that manner.
[XXIX] The whole household of the supreme and true God has, therefore, its own consolation, not deceptive nor placed in the hope of wavering or falling things, and a temporal life itself in no way to be repented of, in which it is trained for the eternal, and uses earthly goods as a pilgrim without being held captive by them, while by evils it is either proved or amended. But those who insult its uprightness, and say to it, when perchance it has fallen into some temporal evils, "Where is your God?"—let them themselves say where their gods are, when they suffer such things, for the avoidance of which they either worship them or contend that they must be worshipped. For it answers thus: My God is everywhere present, everywhere whole, nowhere enclosed, who can be present unseen, and be absent without moving away;
when He harasses me with adversities, He either examines my merits or chastens my sins, and reserves for me an eternal reward for temporal evils piously endured. But who are you, with whom it might be worthy to speak even about your gods, much less about my God, who is terrible above all gods; for all the gods of the nations are demons, but the Lord made the heavens? [XXX] If that Scipio Nasica of yours, once high priest, whom—when a most excellent man was sought—the whole senate chose under the terror of the Punic War for the receiving of the Phrygian rites, and whose face perhaps you would not dare to look upon, were living, he himself would restrain you from this shamelessness.
For why, when afflicted by adversities, do you complain about the Christian times, unless because you desire to have your luxury secure and, with all harshness of troubles removed, to run riot in your most abandoned ways? For you do not desire to have peace and to abound in every kind of resource in order to use these goods honorably—that is, moderately, soberly, temperately, piously—but that an infinite variety of pleasures may be sought out with mad extravagances, and that, in prosperity, those evils may spring up in your morals which are worse than raging enemies.
But that Scipio, your high priest, that man judged best by the whole senate, fearing this calamity for you, did not wish Carthage, then the rival of the Roman empire, to be destroyed, and opposed Cato when he decreed that it should be destroyed, fearing security for weak minds and seeing that dread was necessary as a suitable guardian, as it were, for citizens who were like wards. Nor did his judgment deceive him: it was proved by the very outcome how truly he spoke.
For when Carthage was destroyed, and thus so great a terror to the Roman republic was driven off and extinguished, so many evils arising from prosperous circumstances immediately followed that, with concord corrupted and shattered—first by savage and bloody seditions, then soon, through a chain of evil causes, by civil wars as well—such slaughters were wrought, so much blood was shed, and inhumanity seethed with such lust for proscriptions and plunder, that those Romans who, while their life was more upright, had feared evils from enemies, now, with the integrity of their life lost, suffered crueler things from their fellow citizens;
and that very lust for domination, which among the other vices of the human race existed in a more unmixed form in the whole Roman people, after it had prevailed in a few of the more powerful, oppressed the rest, worn down and exhausted, under the yoke of servitude also. [XXXI] For when would that lust rest in the most arrogant minds, until, by continuous honors, it should attain to kingly power? But the opportunity for continuing honors would not exist, unless ambition prevailed. And ambition would by no means prevail except in a people corrupted by avarice and luxury.
But the people was made avaricious and luxurious by prosperity, which that Nasica most providently judged ought to be guarded against, when he did not wish the greatest, strongest, and wealthiest city of the enemy to be removed—so that lust might be restrained by fear, lust when restrained might not run to luxury, and, luxury being checked, avarice too might not rage; so that, with these vices shut out, the virtue useful to the state might flourish and grow, and freedom befitting that virtue might endure.
From this same source, and from this most provident love of the fatherland, it came about that that same high priest of yours—chosen, as must often be said, by the senate of that time without any disagreement of opinions as the best man—restrained from this design and desire the senate that was attempting to construct a theater with tiers of seats, and persuaded it by a most weighty oration not to allow Greek luxury to creep in upon the manly customs of the fatherland, nor to consent to a foreign wickedness for the undermining and enervating of Roman virtue; and he prevailed by his authority to such a degree that the senate's foresight, moved by his words, thereafter forbade even the benches to be set out—benches which, heaped together for the hour, the city had already begun to use at the show of the games.
With how great zeal would this man have removed those very scenic games from the city of Rome, had he dared to resist the authority of those whom he considered gods, but did not understand to be harmful demons—or, if he did understand, thought that they too must rather be appeased than despised! For not yet had the heavenly doctrine been declared to the nations, which, cleansing the heart by faith, would with humble piety change human affection to the seizing of heavenly, or supercelestial, things, and would free it from the domination of the proud demons. [XXXII] Nevertheless know—you who do not know these things, and you who pretend not to know them—take heed, you who murmur against the Liberator from such masters:
the scenic games, spectacles of shameful things and license of vanities, were instituted at Rome not by the vices of men, but by the commands of your gods. It would be more tolerable that you should render divine honors to that Scipio than that you should worship gods of this sort. For those gods were not better than their own high priest. Behold, attend, if a mind so long drunk with these draughts of error permits you to think anything sound! The gods, for the sake of quelling a pestilence of bodies, commanded scenic games to be exhibited to them; but the high priest, for the sake of guarding against a pestilence of souls, forbade the stage itself to be built. If by any light of the mind you set the soul above the body, choose whom you will worship!
For neither did that pestilence of bodies subside because scenic games' delicate madness stole in upon a warlike people, hitherto accustomed only to the games of the circus; but the cunning of wicked spirits, foreseeing that that pestilence would presently cease at its due end, took care through this occasion to send in another far graver one, in which it takes the greatest delight—not upon bodies, but upon morals—one which blinded the souls of the wretched with such great darkness, defiled them with such deformity, that even now (a thing which will perhaps be incredible if it is heard by our posterity), when the city of Rome had been laid waste, those whom this pestilence possessed and who, fleeing thence, were able to reach Carthage, raved daily in the theaters, vying with one another on behalf of the actors.
[XXXIII] O senseless minds! What is this so great thing—not error, but madness—that, while, as we have heard, the peoples of the East bewail your ruin, and the greatest cities in the most remote lands hold public mourning and grief, you should be seeking out theaters, entering them, filling them, and doing things far more insane than before? This blot and plague of souls, this overthrow of probity and honor, that Scipio feared for you when he forbade theaters to be built, when he discerned that you could easily be corrupted and overthrown by prosperous circumstances, when he did not wish you to be secure from the terror of the enemy. For he did not think the republic happy while its walls stand and its morals fall.
But among you that which the impious demons seduced you into prevailed more than that which provident men took precaution against. Hence it is that you do not wish the evils which you do to be imputed to you, but the evils which you suffer you impute to the Christian times. For in your security you seek not a peaceful republic, but an unpunished luxury—you who, depraved by prosperity, could not even be corrected by adversity. That Scipio wished you to be terrified by the enemy, lest you flow into luxury; but you, not even crushed by the enemy, restrained your luxury—you lost the usefulness of calamity, and were made most wretched, and remained most wicked. [XXXIV] And yet that you live is God's doing, who by sparing you admonishes you to be corrected by repentance;
who granted even to you ungrateful ones that, whether under the name of His servants or in the places of His martyrs, you might escape the hands of the enemy. Romulus and Remus are said to have established an asylum, whither whoever fled might be free from all harm, seeking to increase the multitude of the city they were founding. A marvelous example, in honor of Christ, went forth. What the founders of the City had established before, the same the destroyers of the City established. And what great thing is it if they did this, that the number of their citizens might be filled up—a thing which these did, that the multitude of their enemies might be preserved? [XXXV] These things and others, if it can more amply and fittingly, let the redeemed household of the Lord Christ and the pilgrim city of King Christ answer to its enemies.
Let it indeed remember that among these very enemies lie hidden future citizens, lest it think fruitless even among them the fact that, until it comes to those who confess, it bears with those who are hostile; just as, from their number, the City of God likewise has, so long as it sojourns in the world, some joined to it by the communion of the sacraments, yet not destined to be with it in the eternal lot of the saints—some in secret, some openly—who do not hesitate to murmur, even together with these very enemies, against the God whose sacrament they bear, now filling the theaters with them, now the churches with us. But of the correction of certain even such ones, there is much less to be despaired of, if among the most open adversaries predestined friends lie hidden, as yet unknown even to themselves.
For these two cities are intertwined and mingled with one another in this age, until they are separated at the last judgment; concerning whose rise and course and due ends, what I judge must be said, I shall set forth, as far as I shall be divinely aided, for the sake of the glory of the City of God, which, being compared with its opposite, will shine forth more clearly. [XXXVI] But certain things must still be said by me against those who refer the disasters of the Roman republic to our religion, by which they are forbidden to sacrifice to their gods. For those evils must be recalled—as many and as great as can occur, or as will seem sufficient—which that city, or the provinces belonging to its empire, endured before their sacrifices had been forbidden;
all of which they would without doubt attribute to us, if our religion were then already made clear to them, or so forbade them from sacrilegious rites. Next it must be shown what morals of theirs, and for what cause, the true God—in whose power are all kingdoms—deigned to aid for the increasing of the empire, and how nothing helped them, those whom they think gods, and rather how much they harmed by deceiving and beguiling. Finally, it shall be said against those who, though confuted and convicted by the most manifest proofs, attempt to assert that the gods must be worshipped not for the sake of the usefulness of the present life, but for that which is to be after death.
This question, unless I am mistaken, will be much more laborious and worthy of subtler disputation, so that in it there may be discourse also against the philosophers—not any philosophers, but those who are renowned among them with the most excellent glory, and who agree with us in many things, both concerning the immortality of the soul, and that the true God founded the world, and concerning His providence, whereby He rules the whole universe which He founded. But since even they must be refuted in those things wherein they think contrary to us, we ought not to be wanting to this duty, so that, having refuted the impious contradictions according to our strength—which God will impart—we may assert the City of God, and true piety, and the worship of God, in which alone eternal blessedness is truly promised.