Wishing to exercise the reader in those things that have been made, so that he might come to know him by whom they were made, we have now arrived at his image, which is man—in that wherein he excels the other animals, that is, in reason or intelligence, and whatever else can be said of the rational or intellectual soul that pertains to the thing which is called 'mind' (mens) or 'spirit' (animus). By which name some authors of the Latin tongue distinguish, by a certain manner of speaking of their own, that which is excellent in man and is not in the beast, from the soul (anima) which is present also in the beast. If, then, above this nature we seek anything—and seek something true—it is God: a nature not created, but creating.
Whether this is a Trinity we ought now to demonstrate, not only to those who believe on the authority of divine Scripture, but also, if we can by some reason, to those who understand. But why I said 'if we can,' the matter itself will better indicate once it has begun to be inquired into by discussion. For God himself, whom we seek, will help us, as I hope, that our labor be not fruitless, and that we may understand what was said in the holy Psalm: 'Let the heart of them that seek the Lord rejoice. Seek the Lord, and be strengthened; seek his face evermore.' For it seems that what is always sought is never found; and how then shall the heart of those who seek rejoice, and not rather be saddened, if they have not been able to find what they seek? For it does not say:
'Let the heart of those who find rejoice,' but 'of those who seek the Lord.' And yet that God the Lord can be found while he is sought, the prophet Isaiah testifies when he says: 'Seek the Lord, and as soon as you have found him, call upon him; and when he shall have drawn near to you, let the wicked forsake his ways, and the unrighteous man his thoughts.' If, therefore, when sought he can be found, why is it said, 'Seek his face evermore'? Or must he perhaps be sought even when found? For thus are incomprehensible things to be sought, lest he think he has found nothing who has been able to find how incomprehensible is that which he was seeking.
Why then does he seek so, if he comprehends that what he seeks is incomprehensible, unless because he must not cease so long as he is making progress in the very inquiry into incomprehensible things, and the seeker becomes better and better as he seeks so great a good, which is both sought that it may be found, and found that it may be sought? For it is sought that it may be found the more sweetly, and it is found that it may be sought the more eagerly. According to this may be understood what is said in the book Ecclesiasticus, that wisdom says: 'They that eat me shall yet hunger, and they that drink me shall yet thirst.' For they eat and drink because they find; and because they hunger and thirst they still seek. Faith seeks, understanding finds; on which account the prophet says: 'Unless ye believe, ye shall not understand.'
And again, understanding still seeks him whom it has found: for 'God looked down upon the sons of men,' as is sung in the holy Psalm, 'to see if there were any that understood, or that sought after God.' To this end, therefore, ought man to be understanding, that he may seek after God. Let us then have tarried long enough among those things which God has made, that through them he himself who made them might be known: 'For the invisible things of him, from the creation of the world, are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made.'
Whence in the book of Wisdom those are reproved who, from the things that are seen to be good, could not know him who is, nor by attending to the works acknowledged the workman; but supposed either fire, or spirit, or swift air, or the circle of the stars, or the violence of waters, or the lights of heaven, to be the gods that govern the world. Of whom, if they were delighted with their beauty and supposed them to be gods, let them know how much better than they is their Lord; for the very author of beauty created them. But if they wondered at their power and operation, let them understand from these how much mightier is he who established them. For from the greatness of the beauty and of the creature the creator of these may be knowably seen.
I have quoted these things from the book of Wisdom for this reason: that none of the faithful might think that I had sought in vain and to no purpose, through certain trinities of their own kind in the creature, in a certain gradual manner until I should arrive at the mind of man, for indications of that highest Trinity which we seek when we seek God.
But since the necessity of discussing and reasoning has compelled us, throughout fourteen books, to say many things which we are not able to behold all at once, so as to refer them by swift thought to that which we wish to apprehend, I shall do what I can, with the Lord's help, to gather briefly, apart from argument, whatever in each of the several volumes I brought by discussion to knowledge, and to set down—as it were under a single glance of the mind—not the manner in which each point was proved, but the very points that were proved; lest the conclusions be so far removed from the premises that the inspection of the conclusions should cause forgetfulness of the premises; or at least, if it should cause it, that what has slipped away may quickly be recovered by re-reading.
In the first book, according to the holy Scriptures, the unity and equality of that highest Trinity is shown. In the second, third, and fourth, the same; but the question, diligently treated concerning the mission of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, made three books; and it was demonstrated that the one who was sent is not therefore less than the one who sent, because the one sent, and this one was sent—since the Trinity, which is in all respects equal, and likewise in its own nature immutable and invisible and everywhere present, works inseparably.
In the fifth, on account of those to whom the substance of the Father and of the Son seems not to be the same, because they think that everything said of God is said according to substance, and therefore contend that, since 'to beget' and 'to be begotten,' or 'begotten' and 'unbegotten,' are diverse, the substances are diverse—it is demonstrated that not everything said of God is said according to substance, as 'good' and 'great' are said according to substance, and whatever else is said with reference to himself; but that some things are said relatively, that is, not with reference to himself but to something which he himself is not, as 'Father' is said in reference to 'Son,' or 'Lord' in reference to the creature that serves him; where, if anything is said relatively, that is, with reference to something which he himself is not, and is even said in time, as it is:
'Lord, thou hast been made a refuge unto us,' then nothing befalls him whereby he is changed, but he wholly remains, in his nature or essence, immutable. In the sixth, how Christ is called by the apostolic mouth 'the power of God and the wisdom of God' is so discussed that the same question is deferred to be more diligently reconsidered—namely, whether he from whom Christ is begotten is not himself wisdom but only the Father of his own wisdom, or whether wisdom begot wisdom. But whichever of these it might be, in this book too the equality of the Trinity appeared, and that God is not triple but a Trinity; nor that the Father and the Son are as it were something double in relation to the single Holy Spirit; since neither are the three anything more than any one of them.
It was also discussed how that can be understood which Bishop Hilary said: 'Eternity is in the Father, form in the Image, use in the Gift.' In the seventh, the question which had been deferred is unfolded, so that God who begot the Son is not only the Father of his own power and wisdom, but is himself also power and wisdom, and likewise the Holy Spirit; and yet the three are not together three powers or three wisdoms, but one power and one wisdom, as one God and one essence. Then it was asked how they are called one essence, three persons; or, as by certain Greeks, one essence, three substances;
and it was found that this is said out of the necessity of speech, so that by some one name there might be enunciated what the three are, when it is asked what the three are whom we truly confess to be three—namely, the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. In the eighth, when reason too has been rendered, it is clear to those who understand that, in the substance of truth, not only is the Father not greater than the Son, but neither are both together anything greater than the Holy Spirit alone; nor are any two whatever in the same Trinity anything greater than one; nor are all three together anything greater than each singly.
Then, through the truth which is beheld when understood, and through the highest good from which is all good, and through the righteousness on account of which a righteous soul is loved even by a soul not yet righteous, I gave admonition that a nature not only incorporeal but also immutable—which is God—might, as far as it can be, be understood; and through charity, which in the holy Scriptures is called God, through which the Trinity too began in some way to appear even to those who understand, as there are the lover, and that which is loved, and love.
In the ninth, the discussion came to the image of God, which is man according to the mind; and in it a certain trinity is found, that is, the mind, and the knowledge by which it knows itself, and the love by which it loves itself and its own knowledge; and these three are shown to be equal among themselves and to be of one essence. In the tenth, this same thing was treated more diligently and more subtly, and brought to this point: that there might be found in the mind a more evident trinity of it, namely in memory and understanding and will.
But since it was also ascertained that the mind never could be such that it did not remember itself, understand itself, and love itself—although it did not always think of itself, and when it thought of itself did not, by that same thought, distinguish itself from corporeal things—the discussion concerning the Trinity of which this is the image was deferred, in order that in the very seeing of corporeal things too a trinity might be found, and that in it the reader's attention might be more distinctly exercised.
In the eleventh, therefore, the sense of the eyes was chosen, in which that which had been found might be recognized also in the other four senses of the body even though not stated; and thus the trinity of the outer man appeared first in those things which are perceived without—namely, from the body which is seen, and the form which is thence impressed upon the gaze of the beholder, and the intention of the will coupling the two together. But these three were shown not to be equal among themselves nor of one substance.
Then, in the mind itself, another trinity was found—as it were introduced from those things which were perceived without—where the same three appeared to be of one substance: the imagination of a body which is in the memory, and the information thence produced when the gaze of the thinker is turned to it, and the intention of the will joining both together. But this trinity too was found to pertain to the outer man, because it was brought in from bodies which are perceived without. In the twelfth, wisdom seemed to be distinguished from knowledge, and in that which is properly called knowledge, because it is inferior, a certain trinity of its own kind was first to be inquired into, which, though it now pertains to the inner man, is nevertheless not yet to be either called or thought the image of God.
And this is dealt with in the thirteenth, by way of commending the Christian faith. In the fourteenth, however, concerning the true wisdom of man—that is, the wisdom bestowed by God's gift in participation of that same God, which is distinguished from knowledge—the discussion proceeds, and the discussion arrives at this point: that a trinity may appear in the image of God, which is man according to the mind that is renewed in the knowledge of God, according to the image of him who created man to his own image; and thus man perceives wisdom, where there is contemplation of eternal things. Now, therefore, in the very eternal, incorporeal, and immutable things themselves, in the perfect contemplation of which is promised to us that blessed life which is none other than eternal, let us seek the Trinity which is God.
For not only does the authority of the divine books proclaim that God exists; but the whole of nature itself which surrounds us, and to which we ourselves also belong, cries aloud that it has a most excellent Founder, who has given us a mind and natural reason, whereby we see that living things are to be preferred to non-living, things endowed with sense to those without sense, things with intelligence to those without intelligence, immortal to mortal, powerful to powerless, just to unjust, beautiful to deformed, good to evil, incorruptible to corruptible, immutable to mutable, invisible to visible, incorporeal to corporeal, blessed to wretched.
And through this, since without doubt we set the Creator above created things, it behooves us to confess that he both lives in the highest degree and perceives and understands all things, and cannot die, be corrupted, or be changed; and that he is not body but spirit, the most powerful, most just, most beautiful, best, and most blessed of all. But all these things which I have said, and whatever else in a like manner of human speech seems to be worthily said of God, apply both to the whole Trinity, which is one God, and to the several persons in that same Trinity.
For who would dare to say that the one God, which is the Trinity itself, or the Father, or the Son, or the Holy Spirit, is either not living, or perceives nothing, or does not understand; or that, in that nature in which they are predicated equal among themselves, any one of them is mortal, or corruptible, or mutable, or corporeal? Or who would deny that there is there someone most powerful, most just, most beautiful, best, most blessed? If, then, these and all things of this kind can be said both of the Trinity itself and of each singly within it, where or how will the Trinity appear? Let us therefore first reduce these many things to some fewness. For that which is called 'life' in God is his very essence and nature. God, therefore, does not live except by a life which he himself is to himself.
But this life is not such as is in a tree, where there is no understanding, no sense; nor such as is in a beast—for the life of a beast has the fivefold sense but has no understanding; whereas that life which is God perceives and understands all things, and perceives by mind, not by body, for God is spirit. But God does not perceive through a body, as the animals do that have bodies; for he does not consist of soul and body; and through this, that simple nature, as it understands, so it perceives, and as it perceives, so it understands, and its perceiving is the same as its understanding. Nor does it so perceive as at some time to cease to be, or to have begun to be; for it is immortal. And it was not said in vain of him that he alone has immortality.
For his immortality is truly immortality, in whose nature there is no change. This same is also true eternity, whereby God is immutable, without beginning, without end, and consequently also incorruptible. One and the same thing, therefore, is said, whether God be called eternal, or immortal, or incorruptible, or immutable; and likewise, when he is called living and understanding—which is assuredly wise—this very same thing is said. For he did not receive wisdom so as to be wise, but he himself is wisdom. And this life is the same as virtue or power, and the same as the beauty by which he is called powerful and beautiful. For what is more powerful and more beautiful than wisdom, which reaches from end to end mightily, and disposes all things sweetly?
Do goodness and justice in God's nature stand apart from each other, as they do in His works, as though they were two different qualities of God, one goodness and the other justice? Certainly not. Rather, the very justice is that same goodness, and the very goodness is that same blessedness. Moreover, God is called incorporeal or bodiless so that He may be believed or understood to be spirit, not body. Accordingly, if we say, 'Eternal, immortal, incorruptible, immutable, living, wise, powerful, beautiful, just, good, blessed, spirit,' of all these the last one I have set down seems to signify, as it were, only the substance, while the rest seem to signify the qualities of that substance; but it is not so in that ineffable and simple nature.
For whatever seems to be said there according to qualities must be understood according to substance or essence. Far be it that God should be called spirit according to substance and good according to quality; rather, both are according to substance. So too with all the rest that we have mentioned, concerning which we have already said much in the earlier books. Of the first four, then, which we have just enumerated and set in order — that is, eternal, immortal, incorruptible, immutable — let us choose some one thing, since these four signify one thing, as I have already discussed, lest our attention be strained through many, and let us rather choose that which was placed first, namely 'eternal.' Let us do the same with the second four, which are living, wise, powerful, beautiful.
And since life of some kind is present even in a beast, in which there is no wisdom, while these two, namely wisdom and power, are so compared with each other in man that Holy Scripture could say, 'Wisdom is better than strength' — and further, bodies too are commonly called beautiful — let the one we choose from these four be 'wise'; although these four are not to be called equal in God, for there are four names, but the reality is one.
Now of the third and last four: although in God to be just is the same as to be good and to be blessed, and to be spirit is the same as to be just and good and blessed, yet because in men there can be a spirit that is not blessed, and there can be one both just and good yet not yet blessed, while he who is blessed is assuredly also just and good and spirit — let us rather choose that which cannot be present even in men without those three, namely 'blessed.' [VI 9] Do we then, when we say 'Eternal, wise, blessed,' have these three as the Trinity which is called God? We have indeed reduced those twelve to this small number of three; but perhaps in the same manner we can reduce these three into some one of them.
For if one and the same thing in God's nature can be wisdom and power, or life and wisdom, why can one and the same thing not be, in God's nature, eternity and wisdom, or blessedness and wisdom? And therefore, just as it made no difference whether we said those twelve or these three when we reduced those many to this small number, so it makes no difference whether we say these three or that one, in whose singularity we have shown that the other two can likewise be reduced. What method of disputation, then, what force and power of understanding at last, what liveliness of reason, what keenness of thought will show — to pass over other things in silence — how this one thing which is called wisdom is God, in what way it is a Trinity?
For God does not derive wisdom from something, as we perceive wisdom from Him; rather, He Himself is His own wisdom, because His wisdom is not one thing and His essence another, for whom to be is the very same as to be wisdom. In the Holy Scriptures Christ is indeed called the power of God and the wisdom of God; but how this is to be understood, lest the Son should seem to make the Father wise, was discussed in the seventh book, and reason arrived at this: that the Son is wisdom of wisdom in the same way as light of light, God of God. Nor could we find that the Holy Spirit is anything other than Himself also being wisdom, and all together one wisdom, just as one God, one essence. This wisdom, then, which is God — how do we understand it to be a Trinity?
I did not say, 'How do we believe it?' (for among the faithful this ought to raise no question), but: if in some way, through understanding, we can see what we believe, what will that way be? For if we recall where in these books the Trinity first began to appear to our understanding, the eighth book comes to mind. There indeed, as best we could by disputation, we tried to raise up the attention of the mind to understand that most excellent and unchangeable nature which our mind is not. Yet we so beheld it that it was neither far from us nor above us — not in place, but by its own venerable and wondrous excellence — so that it seemed to be present with us by its own indwelling light.
Yet in it no Trinity as yet appeared to us, because we did not hold the mind's steady gaze fixed upon that radiance in order to seek it there; only, because there was no mass such that the greatness of two or three would need to be believed greater than that of one, we discerned this after a fashion. But when we came to charity, which in Holy Scripture is called God, the Trinity gleamed forth a little — that is, the one who loves, and that which is loved, and love.
But because that ineffable light beat back our gaze, and the weakness of our mind was in some way convinced that it could not yet be attuned to it, in order to refresh the labouring attention we turned back, between our undertaking and our design, to the consideration — more familiar, as it were — of our own mind, according to which man was made in the image of God; and thence, dwelling upon the creature which we ourselves are, that we might be able to behold the invisible things of God, understood through the things that are made, we tarried from the ninth book to the fourteenth. And behold, now that our understanding has been exercised in things lower, as much as was necessary — or perhaps more than was necessary — we wish to raise ourselves to behold the supreme Trinity which is God, and we are not able.
For do we — just as we see most certain trinities, whether those which come about outwardly from bodily things, or when those very things which were sensed outwardly are thought about; or when those things which arise in the soul and do not pertain to the body's senses, such as faith, such as the virtues which are the arts of conducting life, are discerned by manifest reason and are contained in knowledge; or when the mind itself, by which we know whatever we truly say that we know, is known to itself or thinks about itself; or when it beholds something which it itself is not, something eternal and unchangeable —
do we then — just as in all these we see most certain trinities, because they come about in us or are in us when we remember, look upon, and will these things — do we likewise also see the Trinity, God, because there too by understanding we behold, as it were, one speaking and His word, that is, the Father and the Son, and thence proceeding the charity common to both, namely the Holy Spirit? Or do we rather see those trinities pertaining to our senses or soul, than believe them, whereas we rather believe than see that God is a Trinity?
But if this is so, then assuredly either we behold none of His invisible things understood through the things that are made, or if we behold any, we do not behold the Trinity in them; and there is there something for us to behold, and there is something which, though not beheld, we ought nevertheless to believe. That we do behold the unchangeable good which we ourselves are not, the eighth book has shown, and the fourteenth admonished, when we spoke of the wisdom which comes to man from God. Why, then, do we not there recognize the Trinity? Does this wisdom which is called God not understand itself, not love itself? Who would say this? Or who is there who does not see that where there is no knowledge, there is in no way any wisdom?
Or are we really to suppose that the wisdom which is God knows other things and does not know itself, or loves other things and does not love itself? To say or believe this is foolish and impious. Behold, then, a Trinity: namely wisdom, and the knowledge of itself, and the love of itself. For thus too in man we find a trinity, that is, the mind, and the knowledge by which it knows itself, and the love by which it loves itself. [VII 11] But these three are so in man that they are not themselves the man. For man is, as the ancients defined, a rational, mortal animal. Those three, therefore, are excellent things in man, but they are not themselves the man. And one person, that is, each single man, has those three in his mind, or the mind. But if we also define man in this way, saying:
'Man is a rational substance consisting of soul and body,' there is no doubt that man has a soul which is not body, and has a body which is not soul. And therefore those three are not the man, but are the man's, or are in the man. Even when the body is set aside, if the soul alone be considered, something of it is the mind, as it were its head or eye or face; but these are not to be thought of as bodies. It is not the soul, therefore, but that which is excellent in the soul, that is called mind. But can we say that the Trinity is in God in such a way that it is something of God and is not itself God?
Wherefore each single man, who is called the image of God not according to all things that pertain to his nature but according to his mind alone, is one person, and is an image of the Trinity in his mind. But that Trinity of which he is the image is, in its wholeness, nothing other than God; in its wholeness, nothing other than the Trinity. Nor does anything pertain to the nature of God which does not pertain to that Trinity; and the three persons are of one essence — not as each single man is one person.
Likewise in this there is a great difference: that whether we speak of the mind in man and its knowledge and love, or of memory, understanding, and will, we remember nothing of the mind except through memory, nor understand except through understanding, nor love except through will. But in that Trinity, who would dare to say that the Father understands neither Himself nor the Son nor the Holy Spirit except through the Son, or loves except through the Holy Spirit, but through Himself only remembers, whether Himself or the Son or the Holy Spirit; and in the same way that the Son remembers neither Himself nor the Father except through the Father, nor loves except through the Holy Spirit, but through Himself only understands both the Father and Himself and the Holy Spirit;
and likewise that the Holy Spirit through the Father remembers both the Father and the Son and Himself, and through the Son understands both the Father and the Son and Himself, but through Himself only loves both Himself and the Father and the Son — as though the Father were the memory both of Himself and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, the Son the understanding both of Himself and of the Father and of the Holy Spirit, and the Holy Spirit the charity both of Himself and of the Father and of the Son? Who would presume to think or affirm these things concerning that Trinity? For if there the Son alone understands both for Himself and for the Father and for the Holy Spirit, we are brought back to that absurdity: that the Father is not wise from Himself but from the Son, and that wisdom did not beget wisdom, but that by that wisdom which He begot the Father is said to be wise.
For where there is no understanding, neither can there be wisdom; and therefore, if the Father does not understand for Himself but the Son understands for the Father, assuredly the Son makes the Father wise. And if for God to be is the same as to be wise, and that essence is His which is His wisdom, then it is not the Son who has essence from the Father — which is true — but rather the Father who has essence from the Son, which is most absurd and most false. That we discussed, refuted, and cast away this absurdity in the seventh book is most certain. Therefore God the Father is wise by that wisdom which He Himself is, His own; and the Son is the wisdom of the Father from the wisdom which is the Father, from whom the Son was begotten. Wherefore, consequently, the Father is also understanding by that understanding which He Himself is, His own;
for one who was not understanding would not be wise. But the Son is the understanding of the Father, begotten of the understanding which is the Father. This can not unfittingly be said of memory also. For how is he wise who remembers nothing, or does not remember himself? Accordingly, because the Father is wisdom and the Son is wisdom, just as the Father remembers Himself, so also the Son; and just as the Father remembers both Himself and the Son by a memory not of the Son but His own, so the Son remembers both Himself and the Father by a memory not of the Father but His own. Where too there is no love, who would say there is any wisdom? From which it is gathered that the Father is His own love just as He is His own understanding and His own memory.
Behold, then, those three — that is, memory, understanding, and love or will — in that highest and unchangeable essence which is God are not the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, but the Father alone. And because the Son too is wisdom begotten of wisdom, just as neither the Father nor the Holy Spirit understands for Him, but He for Himself, so neither does the Father remember for Him nor the Holy Spirit love for Him, but He for Himself; for He too is His own memory, His own understanding, His own love — but that He is so is His from the Father, of whom He was born. The Holy Spirit likewise, because He is wisdom proceeding from wisdom, does not have the Father as memory and the Son as understanding and Himself as love;
for He would not be wisdom if another remembered for Him and another understood for Him, and He Himself only loved for Himself; rather, He Himself has these three, and so has them that He Himself is these very things. Yet that it is so is His from Him from whom He proceeds. Who, then, among men can comprehend that wisdom by which God knows all things in such a way that neither do the things called past pass away there, nor are the things called future awaited as though lacking, so that they may come; but both past and future, together with things present, are all present; nor are individual things thought one by one, and one pass by thinking from some to others, but in one gaze all things at once are present?
Who among men, I say, comprehends that wisdom, and the same prudence, and the same knowledge, seeing that not even our own is comprehended by us? For those things which are present to our senses or to our understanding we can in some way behold; but those which are absent and yet were once present, we know through memory — those which we have not forgotten. Nor do we conjecture past things from future, but future from past, yet not with sure cognition. For certain of our thoughts, which we foresee as future — those, as it were, more manifestly and certainly nearest at hand — we do this by the working of memory, when we are able to do it, as far as we are able; and this seems to pertain not to things future but to things past.
This may be tested in those speeches or songs whose sequence we render from memory; for unless we foresaw in thought what follows, we assuredly would not utter it. And yet it is not foresight that instructs us to foresee, but memory. For until all that we say or sing is finished, there is nothing that is brought forth without being provided for and foreseen. And yet when we do this, we are said to sing or speak not by foresight but from memory; and those who are most able in bringing forth many things in this way have their memory, not their foresight, praised. That these things come about in the soul, or by our soul, we know and are most certain.
But how they come about — the more attentively we wish to observe, the more both our speech gives way and our very attention does not endure, so that our understanding, even if not our tongue, may arrive at something clear. And do we suppose that we, with such infirmity of mind, can comprehend whether God's foresight is the same as His memory and understanding — He who does not look upon individual things by thinking, but embraces all that He knows in one, eternal, unchangeable, and ineffable vision? In this difficulty, then, and these straits, it is pleasing to cry out to the living God: 'Thy knowledge is become wonderful from me; it hath prevailed, and I shall not be able to attain unto it.'
For from myself I understand how wonderful and incomprehensible is Thy knowledge, by which Thou madest me, since I am not able even to comprehend my own self whom Thou madest; and yet in my meditation a fire is kindled, that I may ever seek Thy face. [VIII 14] I know that in bodily substance there is wisdom, and that there is a light in which are seen those things which are not seen by the eyes of the flesh; and yet a man so great and so spiritual says: 'We see now through a glass in an enigma, but then face to face.' If we ask what this glass is and what it is, assuredly this occurs to us: that in a glass nothing is discerned but an image. This, then, is what we have tried to do — that through this image which we ourselves are, we might in some way see Him by whom we were made, as through a glass.
This too is signified by what the same apostle says: 'But we all, with unveiled face beholding the glory of the Lord, are transformed into the same image from glory to glory, as by the Spirit of the Lord.' He said 'beholding' — that is, seeing through a glass (per speculum) — not looking out from a watchtower (de specula). This is not ambiguous in the Greek language, from which the apostolic letters were translated into Latin. For there a mirror, in which the images of things appear, differs entirely even in the sound of the word from a watchtower, from whose height we gaze upon something farther off. And it is sufficiently clear that the apostle spoke of beholding the glory of the Lord from a mirror, not from a watchtower.
But when he says, 'we are transformed into the same image,' he assuredly wishes the image of God to be understood, calling it 'the same,' namely this one — that is, the one we behold — because the same image is also the glory of God, as he says elsewhere: 'The man indeed ought not to veil his head, since he is the image and glory of God'; concerning which words we have already discoursed in the twelfth book. 'We are transformed,' then, he said — we are changed from form to form and pass over from an obscure form to a bright form, because that obscure image too is the image of God; and if an image, then assuredly also a glory, in which we men were created, surpassing the other animals. For of human nature itself it was said: 'The man indeed ought not to veil his head, since he is the image and glory of God.'
When this nature, most excellent among created things, is justified from its impiety by its Creator, it is transformed from a deformed form into a beautiful form. For in that very impiety, the more damnable the vice, the more certainly is the nature praiseworthy. And for this reason he added, 'from glory to glory' — from the glory of creation to the glory of justification. Although this too, 'from glory to glory,' can be understood in other ways: from the glory of faith to the glory of sight; from the glory by which we are sons of God to the glory by which we shall be like Him, since we shall see Him as He is. But when he added, 'as by the Spirit of the Lord,' he showed that the good of so desirable a transformation is conferred upon us by the grace of God.
[IX 15] These things have been said on account of what the apostle says, that we now see through a glass. But because he added 'in an enigma,' this is unknown to many who are ignorant of those writings in which there is a certain teaching about the modes of speech which the Greeks call 'tropes,' and which Greek word we too use in place of a Latin one. For just as we more commonly say 'schemata' than 'figures,' so we more commonly say 'tropes' than 'modes.' But it is most difficult and most unusual to express in Latin the names of the individual modes or tropes, so that each single name may be referred to each single thing.
Whence certain of our translators, where the apostle says 'which things are in allegory,' being unwilling to put the Greek word, translated by a circumlocution, saying, 'which things signify one thing from another.' But of this trope, that is, of allegory, there are several species, among which is also that which is called an enigma. Now the definition of the general name itself must necessarily embrace all the species too. And therefore, just as every horse is an animal but not every animal is a horse, so every enigma is an allegory but not every allegory is an enigma. What, then, is allegory but a trope in which one thing is understood from another — such as that passage to the Thessalonians: 'Therefore let us not sleep, as also the rest do, but let us watch and be sober'?
'For they that sleep, sleep in the night; and they that are drunken, are drunken in the night; but let us, who are of the day, be sober.' But this allegory is not an enigma. For unless to the very dull, its sense is obvious. An enigma, however, is — to explain it briefly — an obscure allegory, such as: 'The horseleech had three daughters,' and whatever is like it. But where the apostle named allegory, he did not find it in the words but in the deed, when, from the two sons of Abraham, one of the bondwoman and the other of the free woman — which was not merely spoken but even done — he showed that two testaments were to be understood. This, before he expounded it, was obscure. Accordingly such an allegory, which is a general name, could specifically be called an enigma.
But because not only those who are ignorant of the writings by which tropes are learned ask what the apostle meant by saying we now see 'in an enigma,' but even those who know them nevertheless desire to know what that enigma is in which we now see; from both must one meaning be found — namely from that which he says, 'we see now through a glass,' and from this which he added, 'in an enigma.' For it is one whole when the whole is thus said: 'We see now through a glass in an enigma.' Accordingly, as it seems to me, just as by the name of glass he wished an image to be understood, so by the name of enigma he wished a likeness to be understood, but one obscure and difficult to perceive.
Since, therefore, by the name of glass and enigma whatever likenesses were signified by the apostle can be understood as those which are suited to understanding God in the way that is possible, yet nothing is more suited than that which is not without reason called His image. Let no one, then, wonder that even in this mode of seeing which is granted to this life — namely through a glass in an enigma — we labour so that we may see in whatever way we can. For the name of enigma would not sound here if there were ease of vision. And this is a greater enigma: that we do not see what we cannot not see. For who does not see his own thought? And who does see his own thought (I do not say with the eyes of the flesh, but with the inner gaze itself)?
Who does not see it, and who does see it? Since thought is a certain vision of the mind, whether those things be present which are also seen by the bodily eyes or perceived by the other senses, or whether they be not present and their likenesses are discerned by thought; or whether none of these, but those things are thought which are neither bodily nor likenesses of bodily things, such as the virtues and vices, such as thought itself, in short, is thought; or those things which are handed down through the disciplines and liberal doctrines; or the higher causes and reasons of all these are thought in the unchangeable nature; or whether we even think evil and vain and false things, either with the senses not consenting or with consent erring.
[X 17] But now let us speak of those things which we think as known, and have in our knowledge even if we do not think about them — whether they pertain to the contemplative knowledge which I have argued should properly be called wisdom, or to the active knowledge which should properly be called science. For both together are of one mind, and are one image of God. But when the lower is treated more distinctly and separately, then it is not to be called the image of God, although even then some likeness of that Trinity is found in it, as we showed in the thirteenth volume. Now, then, we speak of the whole knowledge of man together, in which are known to us whatever things are known, which are assuredly true — otherwise they would not be known. For no one knows false things except when he knows them to be false.
But if he knows this, he knows the truth; for it is true that those things are false. Of these things, then, we now discourse — which we think as known, and which are known to us even if they are not thought about by us. But surely, if we wish to speak them, we cannot except by thinking them. For even if the words do not sound aloud, he who thinks certainly speaks in his heart. Whence that passage in the book of Wisdom: 'They said within themselves, thinking not aright.' For he explained what it is to say within oneself when he added 'thinking.' Like this is that in the Gospel, when certain scribes, having heard the Lord say to the paralytic, 'Take heart, son, thy sins are forgiven thee,' said within themselves: 'This man blasphemeth.' For what is 'they said within themselves' but by thinking? Then follows:
'And when Jesus saw their thoughts, He said: Why do you think evil in your hearts?' Thus Matthew. But Luke narrates this same thing thus: 'The scribes and Pharisees began to think, saying: Who is this that speaketh blasphemies? Who can forgive sins but God alone? But when Jesus knew their thoughts, answering He said unto them: What do you think in your hearts?' As in the book of Wisdom it is 'they said, thinking,' so here it is 'they thought, saying.' For both there and here it is shown that to say within oneself and in one's heart is to say by thinking. For 'they said within themselves,' and it was said to them: 'Why do you think?' And of that rich man whose field brought forth abundant fruits, the Lord Himself says:
'And he thought within himself, saying.' Certain thoughts, therefore, are speeches of the heart, where the Lord shows there is also a mouth, when He says: 'Not that which entereth into the mouth defileth a man, but that which proceedeth out of the mouth, this defileth a man.' In one sentence He embraced two certain mouths of man, one of the body, the other of the heart. For assuredly, that whereby they supposed a man to be defiled enters into the mouth of the body; but that whereby the Lord said a man is defiled proceeds from the mouth of the heart. For thus He Himself expounded what He had said. For a little later He says to His disciples concerning this matter: 'Are you also yet without understanding? Do you not understand that whatsoever entereth into the mouth goeth into the belly and is cast out into the privy?' Here He most plainly showed the mouth of the body.
But in what follows, showing the mouth of the heart, He says: 'But the things which proceed out of the mouth come forth from the heart, and they defile a man. For out of the heart come forth evil thoughts,' and the rest. What could be clearer than this exposition? And yet, because we say that thoughts are speeches of the heart, they are not therefore also not visions arisen from the visions of knowledge, when they are true. For outwardly, when these things come about through the body, speech is one thing, vision another; but inwardly, when we think, both are one. Just as hearing and seeing are two things distinct from each other in the senses of the body, so in the soul to see and to hear is not one thing and another.
And therefore, since speech outwardly is not seen but rather heard, yet the holy Gospel said that the inner speeches, that is, the thoughts, were seen by the Lord, not heard. 'They said,' it says, 'within themselves: This man blasphemeth,' and then it added: 'And when Jesus saw their thoughts.' He saw, therefore, what they said. For He saw by His own thought their thoughts, which they supposed that they alone saw.
Whoever, therefore, is able to understand a word, not only before it is uttered aloud, but even before the images of its sounds are turned over in thought (for this is what belongs to no language, that is, to none of those which are called the languages of the nations, among which ours is Latin) — whoever, I say, is able to understand this, can already see through this mirror and in this enigma some likeness of that Word of which it was said: 'In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.' For it is necessary that, when we speak what is true, that is, when we speak what we know, a word be born from that very knowledge which we hold in memory, a word that is altogether of the same kind as the knowledge from which it is born.
For a thought formed from the thing which we know is the word that we speak in the heart, which is neither Greek nor Latin nor of any other language; but when it is needful to convey it to the knowledge of those to whom we are speaking, some sign is taken up by which it may be signified. And most often a sound, sometimes also a gesture, is displayed — the one to the ears, the other to the eyes — so that through bodily signs the word which we bear in the mind may become known even to the senses of the body. For what is it to make a sign, except in a certain way to speak visibly? There is in the Holy Scriptures a testimony to this saying. For in the Gospel according to John it is thus read: 'Amen, amen I say to you, that one of you shall betray me.' The disciples therefore looked upon one another, hesitating of whom he spoke.
There was therefore one of his disciples in the bosom of Jesus, whom Jesus loved. Simon Peter therefore made a sign to him and said to him: 'Who is it of whom he speaks?' Behold, by making a sign he said what by uttering aloud he did not dare to say. But these and suchlike bodily signs we display either to the ears or to the eyes of those present to whom we speak. Letters too were invented, by which we might converse even with those absent; but these are signs of vocal sounds, while the vocal sounds themselves in our speech are signs of the things which we think. Accordingly the word which sounds outwardly is a sign of the word which shines within, to which the name of 'word' more properly belongs.
For that which is uttered by the mouth of flesh is the vocal sound of the word, and it too is called a word on account of that from which it was taken up in order to appear outwardly. For thus our word becomes in a certain way a bodily voice, by taking up that in which it may be manifested to the senses of men, just as the Word of God was made flesh by taking up that in which it too might be manifested to the senses of men. And just as our word becomes a voice yet is not changed into a voice, so the Word of God was indeed made flesh, but far be it that it should be changed into flesh. For by taking up that flesh, not by consuming itself into it, both this word of ours becomes a voice and that Word was made flesh.
Wherefore, whoever desires to attain to some likeness — however unlike through many things — of the Word of God, let him not gaze upon our word which sounds in the ears, neither when it is uttered by the voice, nor when it is thought in silence. For the words of all sounding tongues are thought even in silence, and songs are run through by the mind while the mouth of the body is still; nor only the numbers of the syllables, but even the modes of the melodies, though they are bodily and pertain to that sense of the body which is called hearing, are present through certain incorporeal images of their own to those who think, and who silently turn over all these things.
But these things must be passed over, so that we may arrive at that word of man through whose likeness, whatever it be, the Word of God may somehow be seen as in an enigma. Not that word which came to this or that prophet (and of which it was said: 'But the word of God grew and was multiplied'; and of which again it was said: 'Therefore faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of Christ'; and again: 'When you had received from us the word of the hearing of God, you received it not as the word of men, but as it is in truth, the word of God'). And innumerable things are likewise said in the Scriptures concerning the word of God, which is scattered abroad through human hearts and mouths in the sounds of many and diverse tongues.
And it is called the word of God for this reason, because divine and not human doctrine is handed down. But we now seek to see, in whatever way, through this likeness, that Word of God of which it was said: 'God was the Word'; of which it was said: 'All things were made through him'; of which it was said: 'And the Word was made flesh'; of which it was said: 'The fountain of wisdom is the Word of God in the highest.'
We must therefore come to that word of man, to the word of a rational living being, to the word of the image of God — not born of God but made by God — which is neither utterable in sound nor thinkable in the likeness of sound such as must belong to some language, but which precedes all the signs by which it is signified and is begotten of the knowledge which abides in the mind, when that same knowledge is spoken within just as it is. For the vision of thought is most like the vision of knowledge. For when it is spoken through sound or through some bodily sign, it is not spoken as it is, but as it can be seen or heard through the body.
Quandoergoquodestinnotitiahocestinuerbo, tuncestuerumuerbumetueritasqualisexspectaturabhomineutquodestinista, hocsitetinillo; quodnonestinista, nonsitetinillo. Hicagnoscitur: Est, est; non, non. Sicacceditquantumpotestistasimilitudoimaginisfactaeadillamsimilitudinemimaginisnataequadeusfiliuspatriperomniasubstantialitersimilispraedicatur. Animaduertendaestinhocaenigmateetiamistauerbideisimilitudoquodsicutdeillouerbodictumest: Omniaperipsumfactasunt, ubideusperunigenitumuerbumsuumpraedicaturuniuersafecisse, itahominisoperanullasuntquaenonpriusdicanturincorde. Vndescriptumest:
When, therefore, that which is in the knowledge is also in the word, then it is a true word and truth of the kind which is looked for from man, so that what is in the former is also in the latter, and what is not in the former is not in the latter either. Here is recognized: 'It is, it is; no, no.' Thus this likeness of the made image approaches, as far as it can, to that likeness of the born image, by which God the Son is proclaimed substantially like the Father in all things. In this enigma too must be observed this likeness of the Word of God: that just as it was said of that Word, 'All things were made through him' — where God is proclaimed to have made all things through his only-begotten Word — so there are no works of man which are not first spoken in the heart. Whence it is written:
Initiumomnisoperisuerbum. Sedetiamhiccumuerumuerbumest, tuncestinitiumbonioperis. Verumautemuerbumestcumdescientiabeneoperandigigniturutetiamibiseruetur: Est, est; non, non, utsiestineascientiaquauiuendumest, sitetinuerboperquodoperandumest; sinon, non; alioquinmendaciumerituerbumtale, nonueritas, etindepeccatum, nonopusrectum. Estethaecinistasimilitudineuerbinostrisimilitudouerbideiquiapotestesseuerbumnostrumquodnonsequaturopus; opusautemessenonpotestnisipraecedatuerbumsicutuerbumdeipotuitessenullaexsistentecreatura; creaturaueronullaessepossetnisiperipsumperquodfactasuntomnia.
'The beginning of every work is the word.' But here too, when the word is true, then it is the beginning of a good work. And a word is true when it is begotten of the knowledge of working well, so that even there may be preserved: 'It is, it is; no, no'; so that if it is in that knowledge by which one must live, it may be also in the word through which one must work; and if not, not. Otherwise such a word will be a lie, not truth, and thence sin, not a right work. There is in this likeness of our word this likeness also of the Word of God: that our word can exist which is not followed by a work; but a work cannot exist unless a word precede it — just as the Word of God could exist though no creature existed, but no creature could exist except through that same One through whom all things were made.
And therefore not God the Father, not the Holy Spirit, not the Trinity itself, but the Son alone, who is the Word of God, was made flesh — although with the Trinity working it — so that, our word following and imitating his example, we might live rightly, that is, having no falsehood in either the contemplation or the operation of our word. But this is the perfection of this image which is to come at some time. To attain this the good Master instructs us by the Christian faith and the doctrine of piety, that with unveiled face — freed from the veil of the Law, which is the shadow of things to come — beholding the glory of the Lord, that is, gazing as through a mirror, we may be transformed into the same image from glory to glory, as by the Spirit of the Lord, according to the earlier discussion of these words.
When therefore by this transformation this image shall have been renewed to perfection, we shall be like God, since we shall see him not through a mirror, but as he is — which is what the Apostle Paul says, 'face to face.' But now, in this mirror, in this enigma, in this likeness of whatever sort, how great also is the unlikeness — who can explain? Yet I shall touch on some points, as I am able, by which it may be perceived. First, that very knowledge from which our thought is truly formed when we speak what we know — of what quality or how great can it come to a man, however most skilled and most learned?
For, setting aside those things which come into the mind from the senses of the body — in which so many things are otherwise than they appear, that a man over-crammed with their verisimilitude, who is out of his mind, seems sane to himself (whence the Academic philosophy so prevailed that, doubting all things, it raved much more wretchedly) — these things, then, being set aside which come into the mind from the senses of the body, how much remains of things that we know as surely as we know that we live?
In which we do not at all fear that we may perhaps be deceived by some verisimilitude, since it is certain that even he who is deceived lives; nor is this reckoned among those visions which are cast at us from without, so that the eye may be deceived in it as it is deceived when in the water an oar seems broken, and to those sailing a tower seems to move, and six hundred other things that are otherwise than they appear — because neither is this discerned through the eye of the flesh. It is an inmost knowledge by which we know that we live, wherein not even that can the Academic say: 'Perhaps you sleep and know it not, and see things in dreams.' For who does not know that the visions of dreamers are most like the visions of the waking? But he who is certain of the knowledge of his own life does not say in it: 'I know that I am awake,' but:
'I know that I live.' Whether therefore he sleeps or is awake, he lives. Nor in this knowledge can he be deceived through dreams, because both to sleep and to see things in dreams belong to one who lives. Nor can the Academic say this against that knowledge: 'Perhaps you are mad and know it not, because the visions of the mad are most like the visions of the sane' — but he who is mad lives. Nor does he say against the Academics: 'I know that I am not mad,' but: 'I know that I live.' Never therefore can he who has said that he knows that he lives be deceived or lie. Let a thousand kinds of deceptive visions therefore be cast at him who says: 'I know that I live.' He will fear none of these, since even he who is deceived lives.
But if such things alone pertain to human knowledge, they are very few — except that in each single kind they are so multiplied that not only are they not few, but they are found to stretch toward an infinite number. For he who says: 'I know that I live' says that he knows some one thing. Accordingly, if he says: 'I know that I know that I live,' there are two things. But this very fact, that he knows these two, is a third thing to know. Thus he can add a fourth and a fifth, and innumerable things, if he suffices. But because he cannot either comprehend an innumerable number by adding them one by one, or say them innumerably, this very thing he comprehends most certainly and says: that this is true, and so innumerable that he cannot comprehend and say the infinite number of it.
This can likewise be observed in a certain act of the will. For who is there to whom it would not be answered shamelessly, 'Perhaps you are deceived,' when he says: 'I will to be happy'? And if he says: 'I know that I will this, and I know that I know this,' he can already add to these two a third — that he knows these two; and a fourth — that he knows that he knows these two; and so proceed to an infinite number. Again, if someone says: 'I do not wish to err,' will it not be true, whether he errs or does not err, that nevertheless he does not wish to err? Who is there who would say to him most shamelessly, 'Perhaps you are deceived,' when assuredly, wherever he may be deceived, he is nevertheless not deceived in not wishing to be deceived? And if he says that he knows this, he adds as great a number of known things as he wishes, and perceives that the number is infinite.
For he who says: 'I do not wish to be deceived, and I know that I do not wish this, and I know that I know this' can from this, even if not by a convenient manner of expression, display an infinite number. And other things are found which avail against the Academics, who contend that nothing can be known by man. But a limit must be applied, especially because in this work we did not undertake this. There are on that subject three books of ours, written in the first period of our conversion, which whoever shall have been able and willing to read, and having read them shall have understood, will assuredly not be moved by any of the many arguments which they invented against the perception of truth.
For since there are two kinds of things which are known — one of those which the mind perceives through the sense of the body, the other of those which it perceives through itself — those philosophers prated much against the senses of the body; but the mind's certain most firm perceptions of true things through itself, such as that which I said, 'I know that I live,' they were in no way able to call into doubt. But far be it from us to doubt that the things which we have learned through the senses of the body are true. For through them we have learned heaven and earth, and the things in them which are known to us, so far as he who created both us and them willed them to be known to us. Far be it also that we should deny that we know the things which we have learned by the testimony of others; otherwise we do not know that there is an ocean;
we do not know that there are lands and cities which most celebrated fame commends; we do not know that there were men and their works which we have learned by the reading of history; we do not know the things which are daily reported from every quarter and are confirmed by consonant and constant evidences; finally, we do not know in what places or from what men we ourselves sprang — because all these things we have believed on the testimony of others. And if to say this is most absurd, it must be confessed that the senses not only of our own but even of others' bodies have added very much to our knowledge. All these things, therefore — both those which the human mind knows through itself, and those which it knows through the senses of its own body, and those perceived by the testimony of others — it holds stored up in the treasury of memory.
From these is begotten a true word when we speak what we know — but a word before all sound, before all thought of sound. For then the word is most like the known thing from which it is begotten and is its image, since from the vision of knowledge arises the vision of thought; it is a word of no language, a true word from a true thing, having nothing of its own but all from that knowledge from which it is born. Nor does it matter when he learned it who speaks what he knows (for sometimes he says this immediately as he learns it), provided only that the word be true, that is, sprung from known things.
[XIII] But surely God the Father, from whom the Word was born, God from God — surely then did God the Father, in that Wisdom which he himself is to himself, learn some things through the sense of his body, and others through himself? Who would say this, who thinks of God not as a rational animal, but as above the rational soul, so far as he can be thought of by those who set him above all animals and all souls — although they see him by conjecture through a mirror and in an enigma, not yet face to face as he is? Did God the Father learn from elsewhere, from someone, those very things which he knows not through a body (for he has none) but through himself, or did he need messengers or witnesses in order to know them? By no means. For that perfection suffices to him for knowing all things which he knows.
He has indeed messengers, that is, angels — yet not such as announce to him the things he does not know (for there are none which he does not know), but their good consists in consulting his truth concerning their own works; and this is what is meant when they are said to announce certain things to him: not that he himself may learn from them, but that they themselves may learn from him through his Word without bodily sound. They also announce whatever he has willed, being sent by him to those to whom he has willed, hearing all from him through that Word of his — that is, finding in his truth what they must do, what and to whom and when it must be announced. For we too pray to him, yet do not teach him our necessities. For 'your Father knows,' says his Word, 'what is needful to you before you ask him.'
Nor did he come to know these things from some point in time so as to know them, but he foreknew without beginning all future temporal things, and among them even what and when we were about to ask of him, and whom and concerning what things he would either hear or not hear. But all his creatures, both spiritual and corporeal, he does not know because they are; rather, they are because he knows them. For he was not ignorant of what he was about to create. Because, then, he knew, he created; not because he created, did he know. Nor did he know them created otherwise than as to-be-created; for nothing was added to his wisdom from them, but while they existed as it behooved and when it behooved, that wisdom remained as it was. So also it is written in the book of Ecclesiasticus:
'Before all things were created, they were known to him; so also after they were finished.' 'So,' it says, not otherwise; both before they were created and after they were finished, they are thus known to him. Far different, therefore, is our knowledge from this knowledge. But the knowledge of God is itself also his wisdom, and his wisdom is itself his essence or substance; for in the marvelous simplicity of that nature it is not one thing to be wise and another to be, but what it is to be wise is also to be, as we have often already said in the earlier books.
But our knowledge, in very many things, is for this reason both losable and recoverable, because for us to be is not the same as to know or to be wise; since we can be, even if we do not know or are not wise in the things which we have learned from elsewhere. On this account, just as our knowledge is unlike that knowledge of God, so also our word, which is born of our knowledge, is unlike that Word of God which was born of the Father's essence. (But it is as if I said, 'of the Father's knowledge, of the Father's wisdom';
or, what is more precise, 'from the Father who is knowledge, from the Father who is wisdom.') [XIV 23] The Word therefore of God the Father, the only-begotten Son, in all things like and equal to the Father, God from God, light from light, wisdom from wisdom, essence from essence, is altogether that which the Father is — yet not the Father, because this one is the Son, that one the Father. And through this he knows all things which the Father knows; but for him to know is from the Father, just as to be. For there to know and to be are one. And therefore, just as for him to be is not from the Son, so neither to know. Accordingly, as it were saying himself, the Father begot a Word equal to himself in all things. For he would not have said himself wholly and perfectly if there were anything less or more in his Word than in himself. Here supremely is that recognized: 'It is, it is;
no, no.' And therefore this Word is truly truth, since whatever is in that knowledge of which it is begotten is also in it; but what is not in that knowledge is not in it either. And this Word can never have anything false, because it holds itself unchangeably as that of which it is holds itself. For the Son cannot do anything of himself except what he shall have seen the Father doing. Powerfully he cannot do this, nor is this weakness but strength, because truth cannot be false. God the Father therefore knows all things in himself, knows them in the Son; but in himself as it were himself, in the Son as it were his Word, which is concerning all these things which are in himself.
The Son too knows all things in like manner: in himself, namely, as things which are born of those which the Father knows in himself; but in the Father, as those from which are born the things which the Son himself knows in himself. The Father and the Son, therefore, know each other mutually — but the one by begetting, the other by being born. And all the things which are in their knowledge, in their wisdom, in their essence, each one of them sees simultaneously — not part by part or singly, as with a gaze alternating from here to there and from there to here, and again from thence to one thing and another, so that he cannot see some things unless by not seeing others — but, as I said, he sees all things simultaneously, of which there is none that he does not always see.
But our word — that which has neither sound nor thought of sound, but of that thing which by seeing within we speak, and which therefore belongs to no language — thence in some way is like, in this enigma, that Word of God which is also God, since this too is born of ours in the same way as that was born of the Father's knowledge. Our word, then, which we find to be in some way like it, let it not be irksome to gaze upon how much it is also unlike, so far as it can be told by us. [XV] Is our word born only of our knowledge? Do we not say many things also which we do not know? And we say them not doubting, but supposing them to be true.
Which things, if perchance they are true, are true in the things themselves of which we speak, not in our word — because a word is not true unless it is begotten of a thing which is known. In this way, therefore, our word is false, not when we lie, but when we are mistaken. But when we doubt, there is not yet a word about the thing of which we doubt, but there is a word about the very doubt. For although we do not know whether what we doubt about is true, nevertheless we know that we doubt; and on this account, when we say this, it is a true word, since we say what we know. What of the fact that we can also lie? When we do this, willingly and knowingly of course, we have a false word, where the true word is that we lie; for this we know. And when we confess that we have lied, we speak the truth;
quodscimusenimdicimus. Scimusnamquenosessementitos. Verbumautemilludquodestdeusetpotentiusestnobishocnonpotest. Nonenimpotestfacerequidquamnisiquoduideritpatremfacientem. Etnonaseipsoloquitursedapatreilliestomnequodloquiturcumipsumpateruniceloquitur. Etmagnailliusuerbipotentiaestnonpossementiriquianonpotestesseillicestetnonsedest, est; non, non. 'Atenimnecuerbumdicendumestquoduerumnonest.' Sicitalibensassentior.
for we say what we know. For we know that we have lied. But that Word which is God, and is more powerful than we, cannot do this. For it cannot do anything except what it shall have seen the Father doing. And it does not speak of itself, but from the Father is all that it speaks, since the Father alone speaks that Word. And great is the power of that Word, not to be able to lie, because there cannot be there 'it is' and 'is not,' but 'it is, it is; no, no.' 'But indeed, neither ought that to be called a word which is not true.' Thus willingly I assent.
What of the fact that, when our word is true and therefore rightly called a word, may it be said, just as one may say 'vision from vision' or 'knowledge from knowledge,' so may it be said 'essence from essence,' as that Word of God is most of all said and most of all ought to be said? Why so? Because for us to be is not the same as to know. For we know many things which in a certain way live through memory, and thus in a certain way die through forgetfulness; and therefore, when those things are no longer in our knowledge, we nevertheless are; and when our knowledge, having slipped from the mind, has perished from us, we nevertheless live. Those things too which are so known that they can never fall away, since they are present and pertain to the very nature of the mind — as that which we know, that we live;
for this abides as long as the mind abides, and because the mind always abides, this too always abides — this, then, and whatever similar things are found in which the image of God is rather to be beheld, even if they are always known, yet because they are not also always thought, how of these an everlasting word may be spoken — since our word is spoken by our thought — is difficult to find. For it is everlasting for the mind to live, it is everlasting to know that it lives; yet it is not everlasting to think of its own life or to think of the knowledge of its own life, since when it has begun one thing and another, it will cease to think this, although it does not cease to know it.
From this it follows that, if there can be in the mind some everlasting knowledge, while the thought of that same knowledge cannot be everlasting, and our inmost true word is not spoken except by our thought, then God alone is understood to have an everlasting Word coeternal with himself. Unless perhaps it must be said that the very possibility of thought — since that which is known, even when it is not thought, can nevertheless be truly thought — is a word as perpetual as knowledge itself is perpetual. But how is that a word which is not yet formed in the vision of thought? How will it be like the knowledge from which it is born, if it does not have its form, and is therefore already called a word because it can have one?
For it is as if one should say that it must already be called a word because it can be a word. But what is it that can be a word and is therefore already worthy of the name of word? What is it, I say, this formable and not-yet-formed thing, except something of our mind which we toss about by this and that rolling motion, when now this, now that is thought by us, as it shall have been found or shall have occurred? And then it becomes a true word when that which I said we toss by a rolling motion arrives at that which we know and is thence formed, taking on its complete likeness, so that in whatever way each thing is known, so also it is thought — that is, without sound, without thought of sound, which assuredly belongs to some language — thus it is spoken in the heart.
And accordingly, even if we concede — lest we seem to labor over a controversy of terminology — that that something of our mind, which can be formed from our knowledge even before it is formed, is already to be called a word, because it is now, so to speak, formable: who does not see how great here is the unlikeness from that Word of God, which is in the form of God in such a way that it was not first formable and afterward formed, nor can it ever be formless, but is a simple form, and simply equal to that of which it is, and marvelously coeternal with it?
[XVI] Wherefore that Word of God is so spoken of that the thought of God is not spoken of, nor is anything as it were rolling believed to be in God, which now receives, now takes on a form so as to be a word, and can lose it and in a formless way in some manner roll about. For that eminent speaker had well known words and had examined the force of thought who said in his poem: 'and with himself he rolls over the varied outcomes of war,' that is, thinks. Not therefore is that Son of God called the thought of God, but the Word of God. For our thought, arriving at that which we know and thence formed, is our true word.
And therefore the Word of God ought to be understood without the thought of God, so that the form itself may be understood as simple, not having anything formable which could also be formless. Thoughts of God are indeed spoken of even in the Holy Scriptures, but in that manner of speech by which forgetfulness of God is also there spoken of — which assuredly, in strict propriety, is none in God. Wherefore, since so great in this enigma is the unlikeness of God and of the Word of God, in which nevertheless some likeness has been found, this also must be confessed: that even when we shall be like him, when we shall see him as he is (which he who said this doubtless attended to this unlikeness which now exists), not even then shall we be equal to him in nature.
For a nature that has been made is always less than the one that makes it. And then indeed our word will not be false, because we shall neither lie nor be mistaken. Perhaps too our thoughts will not be rolling, going from some things to others and returning, but we shall see all our knowledge at once in a single glance. Nevertheless, when even this shall have come to pass — if indeed this shall come to pass — the creature which was formable will have been formed, so that nothing may now be lacking to that form to which it ought to have attained; but even so it will not have to be made equal to that simplicity where it is not something formable that has been formed or reformed, but form itself. Neither formless nor formed, but eternal and unchangeable, is that substance there.
[XVII 27] We have spoken enough concerning the Father and the Son, so far as we have been able to see through this mirror and in this riddle. Now we must discourse concerning the Holy Spirit, so far as it is granted us to see by God's gift. This Holy Spirit, according to the holy Scriptures, is neither of the Father alone nor of the Son alone, but of both; and therefore he intimates to us that common love by which the Father and the Son love one another. But that the divine word might exercise us, it caused those things to be sought with greater zeal which are not set ready at hand but are to be searched out in what is hidden and drawn forth from the hidden. Scripture therefore did not say, 'The Holy Spirit is love'—for had it said so it would have removed no small part of this question—but it said:
'God is love,' so that it remains uncertain, and therefore must be inquired into, whether God the Father is love, or God the Son, or God the Holy Spirit, or God the Trinity himself. For we are not going to say that God is called love for this reason, that love itself is some substance worthy of the name of God, but because it is a gift of God, as it is said to God, 'For thou art my patience.' This is surely not said because our patience is the substance of God, but because it is from him, as we read elsewhere, 'For from him is my patience.' Indeed the very manner of speech in the Scriptures easily refutes this sense. For 'thou art my patience' is of the same kind as 'O Lord, my hope,' and 'my God, my mercy,' and many similar sayings.
But it is not said, 'O Lord, my love,' or 'thou art my love,' or 'O God, my love,' but rather it is said thus: 'God is love,' just as it is said, 'God is spirit.' Whoever does not discern this meaning, let him not seek an exposition from us, for we can say nothing more plainly. God therefore is love. But whether the Father, or the Son, or the Holy Spirit, or the Trinity itself—since it too is not three gods but one God—this is what is being asked.
But I have already argued above in this book that the Trinity which is God is not to be so understood, on the basis of those three things which we have shown in the trinity of our mind, as though the Father were the memory of all three, the Son the understanding of all three, and the Holy Spirit the love of all three—as if the Father did not understand for himself nor love for himself, but the Son understood for him and the Holy Spirit loved for him, while he himself only remembered both for himself and for them; and the Son neither remembered nor loved for himself, but the Father remembered for him and the Holy Spirit loved for him, while he himself only understood both for himself and for them;
and likewise the Holy Spirit neither remembered nor understood for himself, but the Father remembered for him and the Son understood for him, while he himself only loved both for himself and for them. Rather, it is to be so understood that all three, and each of them, possess these three in his own nature. Nor are these distinct in them, as in us memory is one thing, understanding another, and love or charity another; but let it be some one thing that has the power of them all, such as wisdom itself, and let it be so held in the nature of each that he who has it is what he has, as an immutable and simple substance.
If, therefore, these things have been understood, and it has become clear that they are true so far as it is granted us to see or conjecture in matters so great, I do not know why, just as the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit are each called wisdom, and all together are not three but one wisdom, so also love should not be predicated of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and all together be one love. For thus the Father too is God, and the Son is God, and the Holy Spirit is God, and all together are one God. And yet not without reason is it that, in this Trinity, none is called the Word of God except the Son, none the Gift of God except the Holy Spirit, and none the one of whom the Word is begotten and from whom the Holy Spirit principally proceeds except God the Father.
Now I added 'principally' because the Holy Spirit is found to proceed also from the Son. But this too the Father gave to him—not to one already existing and not yet having it, but whatever the Father gave to the only-begotten Word, he gave in begetting. He so begot him, therefore, that the common Gift should proceed also from him, and that the Holy Spirit should be the Spirit of both. This distinction in the inseparable Trinity is not to be received in passing, but to be diligently contemplated. For hence it comes about that the Word of God is also properly called the Wisdom of God, although both the Father and the Holy Spirit are wisdom. If, therefore, any one of these three is to be properly named love, what is more fitting than that this should be the Holy Spirit?
That is to say, in that simple and supreme nature substance is not one thing and love another, but substance itself is love and love itself is substance, whether in the Father or in the Son or in the Holy Spirit; and yet the Holy Spirit is properly named love. It is like the case where by the name of 'law' sometimes all the utterances of the holy Scriptures of the Old Testament are together signified. For the Apostle, in citing a testimony from the prophet Isaiah, where he says, 'In other tongues and with other lips will I speak to this people,' nevertheless prefaced it with: 'It is written in the law.' And the Lord himself says, 'In their law it is written that they hated me without cause,' though this is read in a psalm.
But sometimes 'law' is properly the name of what was given through Moses, according to which it is said: 'The law and the prophets were until John,' and: 'On these two commandments hang the whole law and the prophets.' Here indeed the law properly so called is that from Mount Sinai. Under the name of the prophets, however, the psalms too are signified; and yet in another place the Savior himself says, 'It was necessary that all things should be fulfilled which are written in the law and in the prophets and in the psalms concerning me.' Here again he willed the name of the prophets to be understood apart from the psalms. Therefore 'law' is spoken of universally, together with the prophets and psalms, and it is spoken of also properly, as that which was given through Moses. Likewise 'the prophets' are spoken of jointly, together with the psalms, and they are spoken of also properly, apart from the psalms.
And it could be shown by many other examples that many terms for things are both used universally and applied properly to certain particular things—did not the length of discourse have to be avoided in a matter already clear. I have said this, therefore, lest anyone should on that account think it unfitting for us to call the Holy Spirit love, seeing that both God the Father and God the Son can be named love. As, then, we properly call the sole Word of God by the name of wisdom, although universally the Holy Spirit and the Father himself are wisdom, so the Spirit is properly named by the term love, although universally the Father and the Son are love. But the Word of God, that is, the only-begotten Son of God, was openly called the Wisdom of God by the apostolic mouth, where it says:
'Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God.' But where the Holy Spirit is called love, we find it if we diligently search the utterance of the apostle John, who, when he had said, 'Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of God,' went on to add: 'And everyone that loveth is born of God. He that loveth not hath not known God, for God is love.' Here he made it manifest that he had called that love God which he said was of God. God, therefore, of God is love. But since both the Son is born of God the Father and the Holy Spirit proceeds from God the Father, it is rightly asked which of them we ought rather to understand to be here called God love.
For the Father alone is God in such a way that he is not of God; and hence the love which is God in such a way that it is of God is either the Son or the Holy Spirit. But in what follows, when he had made mention of the love of God—not that by which we love him, but that by which he himself loved us and sent his Son as a propitiation for our sins—and had from this exhorted us that we too should love one another, and that thus God should abide in us, since indeed he had said that God is love, immediately, wishing to say something more plainly about this matter, he says: 'Hereby we know that we abide in him and he in us, because he hath given us of his Spirit.' The Holy Spirit, therefore, of whom he has given us, makes us abide in God and him in us. But this is what love does.
He himself, then, is God love. Finally, a little afterwards, when he had repeated this very thing and had said, 'God is love,' he at once added: 'And he that abideth in love abideth in God, and God abideth in him,' whence he had said above, 'Hereby we know that we abide in him and he in us, because he hath given us of his Spirit.' It is he himself, therefore, who is signified where we read, 'God is love.' God the Holy Spirit, therefore, who proceeds from God, when he has been given to a man, kindles him to the love of God and of his neighbor, and he himself is love. For man has no means of loving God except from God. For this reason he says a little afterwards: 'Let us love, because he first loved us.' The apostle Paul also says:
'The love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who is given to us.' [XVIII 32] There is nothing more excellent than this gift of God. It alone is what divides between the sons of the eternal kingdom and the sons of eternal perdition. Other gifts too are given through the Spirit, but without charity they profit nothing. Unless, therefore, the Holy Spirit is so imparted to each as to make him a lover of God and of his neighbor, he is not transferred from the left hand to the right. Nor is the Spirit properly called Gift except on account of that love which whoever does not have, though he speak with the tongues of men and of angels, he is sounding brass and a tinkling cymbal;
and if he have prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge, and have all faith so as to remove mountains, he is nothing; and if he distribute all his substance, and if he deliver his body to be burned, it profits him nothing. How great a good, therefore, is that without which such great goods lead no one to eternal life?
But love or charity itself (for both are the name of one thing)—if a man has it who does not speak with tongues, nor has prophecy, nor knows all mysteries and all knowledge, nor distributes all his goods to the poor (either through having nothing to distribute or being hindered by some necessity), nor delivers his body to be burned (if there is no trial of such suffering)—it leads him to the kingdom, so that faith itself is made profitable by nothing but charity. For without charity faith can indeed exist, but not also profit. On which account the apostle Paul also says:
'In Christ Jesus neither circumcision availeth anything, nor uncircumcision, but faith which worketh through love'—thus distinguishing it from that faith by which even the demons believe and tremble. Love, therefore, which is of God and is God, is properly the Holy Spirit, through whom the charity of God is shed abroad in our hearts, and through whom the whole Trinity dwells in us. Wherefore most rightly the Holy Spirit, since he is God, is also called the Gift of God. And what is that Gift properly to be understood but the charity which leads to God, and without which any other gift of God whatsoever does not lead to God? [XIX 33] But is this too to be proved, that in the sacred writings the Holy Spirit has been called the Gift of God?
If this too is awaited, we have in the Gospel according to John the words of the Lord Christ, saying: 'If any man thirst, let him come to me and drink. He that believeth in me, as the Scripture saith, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water.' Then the evangelist, following on, added: 'But this he said of the Spirit, which they that believed on him were to receive.' Whence the apostle Paul also says: 'And we have all drunk of one Spirit.' But whether this water, which is the Holy Spirit, has been called the Gift of God—this is asked. But just as here we have found this water to be the Holy Spirit, so we find elsewhere, in the same Gospel, this water called the Gift of God. For the same Lord, when he was speaking with the Samaritan woman at the well, to whom he had said:
'Give me to drink'—when she had answered that the Jews have no dealings with the Samaritans, Jesus answered and said to her: 'If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink, thou perhaps wouldst have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water.' The woman says to him: 'Lord, thou hast nothing to draw with, and the well is deep. Whence then hast thou living water?'—and the rest. Jesus answered and said to her: 'Everyone that drinketh of this water shall thirst again; but he that drinketh of the water that I will give him shall not thirst for ever; but the water that I will give him shall become in him a fountain of water springing up unto life eternal.' Since, therefore, this living water is, as the evangelist explained, the Holy Spirit, without doubt the Spirit is the Gift of God, of which the Lord here says:
'If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink, thou perhaps wouldst have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water.' For what he says there, 'Out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water,' this in that place he says: 'It shall become in him a fountain of water springing up unto life eternal.' The apostle Paul also says: 'To every one of us is given grace according to the measure of the gift of Christ'; and that he might show the Holy Spirit to be the gift of Christ, following on he added: 'Wherefore he saith, He ascended up on high, he led captivity captive, he gave gifts to men.'
Now it is most well known that the Lord Jesus, when after his resurrection from the dead he had ascended into heaven, gave the Holy Spirit, filled with whom those who had believed spoke in the tongues of all nations. Nor let it disturb anyone that he says 'gifts,' not 'gift'; for he adduced that testimony from a psalm. But in the psalm it is read thus: 'Thou hast ascended up on high, thou hast led captivity captive, thou hast received gifts among men.' For thus many manuscripts have it, and especially the Greek ones, and we have it thus translated from the Hebrew. The apostle therefore said 'gifts,' just as the prophet did, not 'gift';
but whereas the prophet said 'thou hast received among men,' the apostle preferred to say 'he gave to men,' so that from both words—the one prophetic, the other apostolic, since in both there is the authority of the divine word—the fullest sense might be rendered. For both are true: both that he gave to men and that he received among men. He gave to men as a head to his members; he himself, the very same, received among men, that is, in his members, on account of which members of his he cried from heaven, 'Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me?', and of which members of his he says, 'Inasmuch as ye did it to one of the least of mine, ye did it to me.' Christ himself, therefore, both gave from heaven and received on earth.
Furthermore, both the prophet and the apostle said 'gifts' for this reason: because through the one Gift which is the Holy Spirit, many gifts, which are each proper to certain persons, are distributed in common to all the members of Christ. For it is not that each one has all, but these have those things, others other things, although all have that very Gift from which their own proper gifts are distributed to each, that is, the Holy Spirit. For elsewhere too, when he had enumerated many gifts, he says: 'All these worketh one and the same Spirit, dividing to every man severally as he will.' This saying is found also in the epistle which is to the Hebrews, where it is written: 'God bearing witness with signs and wonders and divers miracles and distributions of the Holy Spirit.'
And here, when he had said, 'He ascended up on high, he led captivity captive, he gave gifts to men,' he says: 'Now that he ascended, what is it but that he also descended into the lower parts of the earth? He that descended is the same also that ascended above all heavens, that he might fill all things. And he gave some indeed apostles, and some prophets, and some evangelists, and some pastors and teachers.' Behold why 'gifts' were spoken of. Because, as he says elsewhere, 'Are all apostles? are all prophets?'—and the rest; but here he added: 'For the perfecting of the saints, unto the work of the ministry, unto the building up of the body of Christ.'
This is the house which, as the psalm sings, is built after the captivity; for from those who have been rescued from the devil, by whom they were held captive, the body of Christ is built, which house is called the Church. But this captivity he himself led captive who conquered the devil. And lest he should drag with him into eternal punishment those who were to be members of the holy Head, he bound him first with the chains of justice, then with those of power. That very devil, therefore, is called the captivity which he led captive who ascended up on high and gave gifts to men, or received among men. But the apostle Peter—as is read in that canonical book where the Acts of the Apostles are written—speaking of Christ, when the Jews were pricked in heart and said:
'What then shall we do, brethren? Show us,' he said to them: 'Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.' Likewise, in the same book, it is read that Simon Magus wished to give money to the apostles, that he might receive from them the power by which, through the laying on of his hand, the Holy Spirit would be given. To whom the same Peter says: 'Thy money be with thee unto perdition, because thou hast thought to possess the gift of God through money.' And in another place of the same book, when Peter was speaking to Cornelius and to those who were with him, announcing and preaching Christ, the Scripture says:
'While Peter yet spake these words, the Holy Spirit fell on all them that heard the word, and they of the circumcision that had come with Peter were astonished, because on the Gentiles also the gift of the Holy Spirit was poured out. For they heard them speaking with tongues and magnifying God.' Concerning this deed of his, that he had baptized the uncircumcised—because, before they were baptized, the Holy Spirit had come upon them, so as to remove the knot of this question—when Peter afterwards rendered account to the brethren who were at Jerusalem, and who upon hearing this were disturbed, he says, after other things: 'But when I had begun to speak to them, the Holy Spirit fell on them, as also on us at the beginning; and I remembered the word of the Lord, how he said:
"John indeed baptized with water, but ye shall be baptized with the Holy Spirit." If then God gave them the like gift as he did also to us who believed on the Lord Jesus Christ, who was I that I could withstand God, that he should not give them the Holy Spirit?' And there are many other testimonies of the Scriptures which harmoniously attest that the Holy Spirit is the Gift of God, insofar as he is given to those who through him love God. But it would be too long to collect them all. And what will suffice for those for whom what we have said does not suffice? Yet they must certainly be admonished—since they now see that the Holy Spirit has been called the Gift of God—that when they hear 'the gift of the Holy Spirit,' they should recognize that kind of expression which was used in 'the putting off of the body of the flesh.'
For just as 'the body of the flesh' is nothing else than the flesh, so 'the gift of the Holy Spirit' is nothing else than the Holy Spirit. He is therefore the Gift of God insofar as he is given to those to whom he is given. But in himself he is God, even if he be given to no one, because he was God, coeternal with the Father and the Son, before he was given to anyone. Nor, because they give him, is he therefore less than they. For he is so given as the Gift of God that he also gives himself as God. For it cannot be said that he is not in his own power, of whom it is said: 'The Spirit breatheth where he will'; and in the apostle, which I have already mentioned above: 'But all these worketh one and the same Spirit, dividing to every man severally as he will.'
There is there no condition of the thing given and lordship of the givers, but concord of the given and of the givers. Wherefore, as holy Scripture proclaims, 'God is love'; and that love is of God, and works in us to this end, that we should abide in God and he in us; and this we know from this, that he has given us of his Spirit; that very Spirit of his is God, love. Then, if among the gifts of God there is nothing greater than charity, and there is no gift of God greater than the Holy Spirit, what more consequent than that he himself is the love which is called both God and of God? And if the love by which the Father loves the Son, and the Son loves the Father, ineffably demonstrates the communion of both, what is more fitting than that he should properly be called love who is the Spirit common to both?
For this is more soundly believed or understood: not that the Holy Spirit alone is love in that Trinity, but that not without reason is he properly named love, on account of those things which have been said. Just as it is not the Holy Spirit alone in that Trinity who is either Spirit or Holy—since the Father too is Spirit and the Son is Spirit, and the Father is Holy and the Son is Holy, which piety does not doubt—and yet he himself is not without reason properly called the Holy Spirit. For because he is common to both, he is himself properly called by that name which both are in common. Otherwise, if in that Trinity the Holy Spirit alone is love, then indeed the Son too is found to be the Son not of the Father alone, but also of the Holy Spirit.
For the only-begotten Son of God the Father is so spoken of and read in innumerable places, that nevertheless that also is true which the apostle says of God the Father: 'Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of the Son of his love.' He did not say 'of his Son'—which, had he said it, he would have said most truly, just as, because he often said it, he said it most truly—but he said, 'of the Son of his love.' The Son, therefore, is also the Son of the Holy Spirit, if in that Trinity there is no love of God except the Holy Spirit. But since this is most absurd, it remains that the Holy Spirit is not there love alone, but that, on account of those things which I have sufficiently discussed, he is properly so called.
But as for what is said, 'the Son of his love,' let nothing else be understood than 'his beloved Son,' than, in short, the Son of his substance. For the love of the Father, which is in his ineffably simple nature, is nothing else than his very nature and substance, as we have often already said and are not loath often to repeat. And through this the Son of his love is none other than he who is begotten of his substance. [XX 38] Wherefore the dialectic of Eunomius, from whom the Eunomian heretics arose, is to be refuted.
He, since he could not understand, and would not believe, that the only-begotten Word of God, through whom all things were made, is the Son of God by nature—that is, begotten of the substance of the Father—said that he is the Son not of nature or substance or essence, but the Son of the will of God, this will being, forsooth, an accident in God; wishing to assert a will by which he might beget the Son, evidently for this reason: because we ourselves sometimes will something which we did not will before—as though it were not on account of such things that our nature is understood to be mutable, which God forbid that we should believe to be the case in God. For it is not for any other reason that it is written: 'Many are the thoughts in the heart of a man;
nevertheless the counsel of the Lord abideth for ever'—unless it be that we may understand or believe that, as God is eternal, so his counsel is eternal, and through this immutable, as he himself is. But what is said of thoughts can also be said most truly of wills: 'Many are the wills in the heart of a man; but the will of the Lord abideth for ever.' Certain persons, lest they should call the only-begotten Word the Son of the counsel or will of God, said that the same Word is the very counsel or will of the Father.
But it is better said, as I judge, 'counsel of counsel' and 'will of will,' just as 'substance of substance' and 'wisdom of wisdom,' lest by that absurdity which we have already refuted the Son should be said to make the Father wise or willing, if the Father does not have in his substance counsel or will. Acutely indeed did a certain man answer the heretic who was most craftily asking whether God begot the Son willing or unwilling, so that if it were said 'unwilling,' a most absurd misery of God would follow; but if 'willing,' he would at once conclude, as by irrefutable reasoning, what he intended—namely, that the Son is not of nature but of will.
But that man most vigilantly asked him in turn whether God the Father is God willing or unwilling, so that if he answered 'unwilling,' that misery would follow which to believe of God is great insanity; but if he said 'willing,' it would be answered to him: 'Then he too is God by his own will, not by nature.' What, then, remained but that he should be struck dumb and see himself bound by his own questioning with an insoluble bond? But the will of God, if some person in the Trinity is also properly to be so called, this name befits the Holy Spirit rather, just as love does. For what is love other than will?
I see that in this book I have discoursed concerning the Holy Spirit, according to the holy Scriptures, in a way that suffices for the faithful who already know that the Holy Spirit is God, of no other substance nor less than the Father and the Son—which in the preceding books, according to the same Scriptures, we have taught to be true. Concerning the creature also, which God has made, we have, so far as we were able, admonished those who demand a reason concerning such matters, that they should behold his invisible things, understood, as they might be able, through the things that are made; and especially through the rational or intellectual creature, which was made to the image of God, through which, as through a mirror, so far as they could—if they could—they might discern God the Trinity in our memory, understanding, and will.
Whoever vividly perceives these three, naturally and divinely instituted in his own mind, and how great a thing there is in it whereby even the sempiternal and immutable nature can be recalled, beheld, and desired (recalled through memory, beheld through understanding, embraced through love)—he assuredly finds the image of that highest Trinity. To the remembering, seeing, and loving of which highest Trinity he ought to refer all that he lives, that he may remember it, contemplate it, and take delight in it.
But lest he should so compare this image—made by that same Trinity, and by its own fault changed for the worse—to that Trinity, as to deem it in every way similar, but should rather discern in this likeness, of whatever kind it be, a great unlikeness also—this I admonished so far as seemed sufficient.
[XXI 40] Assuredly, as best I could, I have taken care to show that God the Father and God the Son — that is, the God who begets, who in his Word coeternal with himself has in a certain manner uttered all things that he possesses substantially, and that very Word of his, God, who himself likewise possesses substantially neither more nor less than what is in him who begot the Word, not falsely but truly — appear to be signified in the memory and understanding of our mind; not indeed so as to be seen face to face, but through this likeness, conjecturing in a riddle however little we may. To memory I attributed everything we know, even when we are not thinking of it; but to understanding, in its proper mode, a certain forming of thought.
For when by thinking we discover what is true, we are said most properly to understand it, and this too we again leave behind in memory. But there is a more hidden depth of our memory, where we found this very thing when first we thought of it, and where is begotten that inmost word belonging to no tongue — as it were knowledge from knowledge, vision from vision, and understanding that appears in thought from an understanding that was already in memory but lay concealed; although unless thought itself had a certain memory of its own, it would not return to those things which it had left in memory when it was thinking of other things.
But concerning the Holy Spirit I showed nothing in this riddle that might seem like him except our will, or the love or affection which is a stronger will; since our will, which is naturally in us, has various affections according as the things by which we are allured or offended lie near to it or come upon it. What then? Are we going to say that our will, when it is right, does not know what it seeks, what it shuns? Further, if it does know, surely there is in it a certain knowledge of its own, which cannot exist without memory and understanding. Or is anyone to be heeded who says that love does not know what it is doing, when it does nothing amiss?
Just as understanding, then, is present, so love is present in that principal memory, in which we find ready and stored up that which by thinking we can attain — since both of these we find there when by thinking we find that we both understand something and love things which were there even when we were not thinking of them. And just as memory is present, so love is present in this understanding which is formed by thought — the true word which we utter within, in the tongue of no nation, when we utter what we know. For unless by remembering, the gaze of our thought does not return to anything, and unless by loving, it does not care to return.
Thus love, which joins the vision established in memory and the vision formed thence in thought, as parent and offspring, would not know what it rightly loves unless it had a knowledge of what to seek, which cannot exist without memory and understanding. [XXII 42] But since these are in one person, as a man is, someone may say to us: 'These three — memory, understanding, and love — are mine, not their own; nor do they do what they do for themselves but for me; rather, I do it through them. For I remember through memory, I understand through understanding, I love through love.
And when I turn the gaze of thought to my memory, and so in my heart say what I know, and the true word is begotten of my knowledge, both are mine, both the knowledge and the word. For I know, I say in my heart what I know. And when by thinking I find in my memory that I already understand, that I already love something — which understanding and love were there even before I thought of them — I find my understanding and my love in my memory, whereby I understand, I love, not they themselves. Likewise, when my thought is mindful and wills to return to those things it had left in memory, and to behold them understood and to say them within, it is my memory that is mindful and by my will that it wills, not by its own.
My love too, when it remembers and understands what it ought to seek, what to shun, remembers through my memory, not through its own. And through my understanding, not its own, it understands whatever it lovingly understands.' This can be said briefly: 'I through all those three remember, I understand, I love — I who am neither memory nor understanding nor love, but who possess these.' These things, then, can be said by one person who possesses these three and is not himself these three. But in the supreme simplicity of that nature which is God, although he is one God, there are nevertheless three persons, Father and Son and Holy Spirit. And so the Trinity as a thing in itself is one matter, and the image of the Trinity in another thing is another.
On account of which image, that also in which these three are is likewise called an image; just as an image is the name given both to a panel and to what is painted upon it, but it is on account of the picture upon it that the panel too is called by the name of image. [XXIII] But in that supreme Trinity, which incomparably surpasses all things, there is such inseparability that, whereas a trinity of men cannot be called one man, that Trinity both is and is called one God; nor is that Trinity in one God, but is one God. Nor again, as this image which is man, possessing those three, is one person, is that Trinity so; but there are three persons: the Father of the Son, the Son of the Father, and the Spirit of the Father and of the Son.
For although the memory of man — and especially that memory which beasts do not have, namely that by which intelligible things are so contained that they did not enter into it through the senses of the body — has, according to its own small measure, in this image of the Trinity a likeness of the Father, incomparably unequal indeed yet a likeness of some sort; and likewise the understanding of man, which is formed thence by the intention of thought when what is known is uttered and is a word of the heart belonging to no tongue, has in its great disparity some likeness of the Son; and the love of man, proceeding from knowledge and joining memory and understanding as though common to parent and offspring — whence it is understood to be neither parent nor offspring — has in this image some likeness, though very unequal, of the Holy Spirit;
nevertheless, just as in this image of the Trinity these three are not one man but belong to one man, so it is not the case that in that supreme Trinity of which this is the image those three belong to one God; rather there is one God, and those three are three, not one person. This indeed is wonderfully unspeakable, or unspeakably wonderful: that whereas this image of the Trinity is one person, the supreme Trinity itself is three persons, that Trinity of the three persons is nevertheless more inseparable than this of the one. For that Trinity, in the nature of divinity, or as it is better said, of deity, is what it is, and is immutably equal within itself and always so; nor was there ever a time when it was not, or was otherwise, nor will there ever be a time when it will not be, or will be otherwise.
But these three, which are in the unequal image, even though not by places — since they are not bodies — are nevertheless separated among themselves, now in this life, by magnitudes. For not because there are no masses there is it therefore the case that we do not see in one man memory greater than understanding, and in another the contrary; and in another these two surpassed by the magnitude of love, whether the two themselves are equal to one another or not. And thus, the two by the single and the single by the two, and the single by the single, the lesser are overcome by the greater. And when they shall have been equal among themselves, healed of all weakness, not even then will that thing which is not changed through grace be made equal to the nature immutable in its being, since the creature is not made equal to the Creator; and when it shall be healed of all weakness, it will be changed.
But this Trinity — not only incorporeal but supremely inseparable and truly immutable — we shall see far more clearly and certainly than we now see its image, which we ourselves are, when that vision comes which is promised to us face to face. Yet those who now see through this mirror and in this riddle, as far as it is granted to see in this life, are not those who behold in their own mind the things we have set forth and commended; but those who see it as an image, so that they can somehow refer what they see to him whose image it is, and, through the image which they see by beholding, also see that reality by conjecturing, since they cannot yet see it face to face. For the Apostle did not say, 'We now see a mirror,' but:
'We see through a mirror.' [XXIV] Those, then, who see their mind — in the way it can be seen — and in it that Trinity of which I have discoursed in many ways as best I could, yet do not believe or understand it to be the image of God: they see indeed the mirror, but they so far fail to see through the mirror him who is now to be seen through the mirror, that they do not even know the very mirror they see to be a mirror, that is, an image. And if they knew this, perhaps they would perceive that he whose mirror this is must be sought through it, and must meanwhile be somehow seen through it, by a faith unfeigned that cleanses the heart, so that he who is now seen through a mirror may be seen face to face.
But when this faith that cleanses hearts is despised, what do they accomplish by understanding the most subtle disputations about the nature of the human mind, except that they are condemned by the testimony of their very own understanding? In which understanding they surely would not labor, and would scarcely arrive at anything certain, were they not wrapped in punitive darkness and burdened by a corruptible body which weighs down the soul. And by what deserving at last was this evil inflicted, if not that of sin? Whence, admonished by the greatness of so great an evil, they ought to follow the Lamb who takes away the sin of the world. [XXV] For those belonging to him — even those far duller in mind than these — when at the end of this life they are released from the body, the envious powers have no right in retaining them.
For that Lamb, slain by them without any debt of sin owed to them, overcame them not by the power of might but by the justice of his blood before that of might. Accordingly, freed from the power of the devil, they are received by the holy angels, delivered from all evils through the Mediator of God and men, the man Christ Jesus; since — as the divine Scriptures agree, both old and new, both those through which Christ was foretold and those through which he was proclaimed — there is no other name under heaven in which men must be saved. And they are set, purged of all contagion of corruption, in tranquil abodes, until they receive back their bodies, but now incorruptible bodies, such as adorn and do not burden.
For it has thus pleased the best and wisest Creator that the spirit of man, piously subject to God, should have the body happily subject to it, and that this happiness itself should abide without end. There we shall see the truth without any difficulty, and shall enjoy it most clear and most certain. Nor shall we seek anything by a reasoning mind, but by a contemplating mind we shall discern why the Holy Spirit is not the Son, though he proceeds from the Father. In that light there will be no question.
But here indeed this very experience appeared so difficult to me — as it will doubtless likewise appear to those who read these things carefully and intelligently — that although in another place in the second book of this work I promised to speak of it thereafter, yet whenever I wished to show, in that creature which we ourselves are, something like to that reality, my sufficient utterance did not follow whatever understanding I had; although even in the understanding itself I felt that I had made an effort rather than an achievement. And in one person indeed, which is man, I felt that I had found an image of that supreme Trinity, and in a mutable thing I had wished to display those three — the more easily to be understood — even through temporal intervals, especially in the ninth book.
But three of one person could not, as human intent demands, correspond to those three persons, as we have demonstrated in this fifteenth book. [XXVI] Furthermore, in that supreme Trinity which is God, there are no intervals of time by which it could be shown, or even asked, whether the Son was first born of the Father and afterward the Holy Spirit proceeded from both; since Holy Scripture calls him the Spirit of both. For it is he of whom the Apostle says: 'And because you are sons, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into your hearts'; and it is he of whom the same Son says: 'For it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father who speaks in you.'
And by many other testimonies of the divine utterances it is proved that the Spirit who is properly called in the Trinity the Holy Spirit is the Spirit of the Father and of the Son; of whom likewise the Son himself says: 'Whom I will send to you from the Father,' and in another place: 'Whom the Father will send in my name.' And that he proceeds from both is thus taught, because the Son himself says: 'He proceeds from the Father'; and when he had risen from the dead and appeared to his disciples, he breathed upon them and said: 'Receive the Holy Spirit' — so that he might show that the Spirit proceeds also from himself. And this is the power that went forth from him, as we read in the Gospel, and healed all.
But what was the reason that after his resurrection he first gave the Holy Spirit on earth and afterward sent it from heaven, I think it is this: that through this very gift the love is poured out in our hearts by which we love God and neighbor, according to those two commandments on which hang the whole Law and the Prophets. Signifying this, the Lord Jesus gave the Holy Spirit twice: once on earth on account of love of neighbor, and again from heaven on account of love of God. And if perhaps some other reason be given for the Spirit twice bestowed, yet we ought not to doubt that it was the same Spirit that was given when Jesus breathed, of whom he presently said: 'Go, baptize the nations in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit,' where this Trinity is especially commended.
He it is, therefore, who was also given from heaven on the day of Pentecost, that is, ten days after the Lord ascended into heaven. How then is he not God who gives the Holy Spirit? Nay, how great a God is he who gives God! For none of his disciples gave the Holy Spirit. They prayed indeed that he might come upon those on whom they laid hands, but they did not themselves give him. And this custom the Church even now preserves in her prelates. Finally, Simon Magus too, offering the apostles money, did not say, 'Give me also this power, that I may give the Holy Spirit,' but he said, 'that on whomsoever I lay hands he may receive the Holy Spirit'; for the Scripture had not said above, 'Now when Simon saw that the apostles gave the Holy Spirit,' but had said:
'Now when Simon saw that through the laying on of the apostles' hands the Holy Spirit was given.' For this reason the Lord Jesus himself not only gave the Holy Spirit as God but also received it as man; and for this reason he was said to be full of grace. And it is written more plainly of him in the Acts of the Apostles: 'Because God anointed him with the Holy Spirit' — not indeed with visible oil, but with the gift of grace which is signified by the visible ointment with which the Church anoints the baptized. Nor indeed was Christ then anointed with the Holy Spirit when, at his baptism, the Spirit descended upon him as a dove; for then he deigned to prefigure his body, that is, his Church, in which especially the baptized receive the Holy Spirit.
But by that mystical and invisible anointing he is to be understood as anointed when the Word of God was made flesh, that is, when the human nature, without any preceding merits of good works, was united to God the Word in the womb of the Virgin, so as to become with him one person. On this account we confess him born of the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary. For it is most absurd that we should believe he received the Holy Spirit when he was already thirty years old — for at that age he was baptized by John — but rather that, just as he came to that baptism entirely without sin, so he came not without the Holy Spirit. For if of his servant and forerunner, John himself, it is written:
'He shall be filled with the Holy Spirit even from his mother's womb' — since, although sown by a father, yet being formed in the womb he received the Holy Spirit — what is to be understood or believed of the man Christ, the very conception of whose flesh was not carnal but spiritual? In that also which is written of him, that he received from the Father the promise of the Holy Spirit and poured it forth, both natures are shown, namely the human and the divine. For he received as man, he poured forth as God. But we can indeed receive this gift according to our small measure; yet we certainly cannot pour it forth upon others, but that this may come to pass, we invoke over them God, by whom it is effected.
Can we then ask whether the Holy Spirit had already proceeded from the Father when the Son was born, or had not yet proceeded, and, the Son being born, proceeded from both — where there are no times — just as we were able to ask, where we found times, that the will first proceeds from the human mind in order that what is sought may be sought, so that when found it is called offspring, since that will, once brought forth or begotten, is perfected, resting in that end, so that what had been the seeking of one searching becomes the love of one enjoying, which now proceeds from both, that is, from the begetting mind and the begotten notion, as from parent and offspring? These things absolutely cannot be asked there, where nothing is begun from time so as to be perfected by a consequent in time.
Wherefore, let him who can understand the generation of the Son from the Father without time, understand also the procession of the Holy Spirit from both without time. And let him who can understand, in that which the Son says, 'As the Father has life in himself, so has he given to the Son to have life' — that the Father gave, yet so begot him without time that the life which the Father gave to the Son by begetting is coeternal with the life of the Father who gave — let him understand that, as the Father has in himself that the Holy Spirit should proceed also from him, so he has given to the Son that the same Holy Spirit should proceed from him, and both without time; and that the Holy Spirit is thus said to proceed from the Father, so that it is understood that his proceeding also from the Son is to the Son from the Father.
For if the Son has from the Father whatever he has, then surely he has from the Father this too — that the Holy Spirit should proceed also from him. But let no times be conceived there which have before and after, since there are absolutely none there. How, then, would it not be most absurd for the Son to be called the Son of both, since, just as generation from the Father confers on the Son being without beginning of time and without any mutability of nature, so procession from both confers on the Holy Spirit being without any beginning of time and without any mutability of nature? For this reason, although we do not call the Holy Spirit begotten, yet we dare not call him unbegotten, lest by this term anyone should suspect either two fathers in that Trinity, or two who are not from another.
For the Father alone is not from another; therefore he alone is called unbegotten — not indeed in the Scriptures, but in the usage of those who dispute and who, concerning so great a matter, bring forth such discourse as they are able. And the Son is born of the Father, and the Holy Spirit proceeds principally from the Father, and — the Father giving without any interval of time — proceeds in common from both. He would be called the Son of the Father and of the Son if both had begotten him, which is abhorrent to the senses of all sound minds. He is therefore not begotten by both, but proceeds from both as the Spirit of both.
[XXVII 48] But since in that coeternal and equal and incorporeal and ineffably immutable and inseparable Trinity it is most difficult to distinguish generation from procession, let it suffice for the present, for those who are not able to extend themselves further, that which we said concerning this matter in a certain sermon delivered to the ears of the Christian people, and which, being said, we wrote down. For among other things, when through the testimonies of the Holy Scriptures I had taught that the Holy Spirit proceeds from both: 'If, then,' I said, 'the Holy Spirit proceeds both from the Father and from the Son, why did the Son say, He proceeds from the Father? Why, do you think, unless because it is his custom to refer to him even what is his own, from whom he himself also is? Whence is that which he says:
My doctrine is not mine, but his who sent me. If, therefore, here his doctrine is understood, which he nevertheless said was not his own but the Father's, how much more there is the Holy Spirit to be understood as proceeding also from him, where he speaks thus: He proceeds from the Father — in such a way that he did not say, He does not proceed from me? But from whom the Son has it that he is God (for he is God from God), from him surely he has it also that the Holy Spirit should proceed from him; and thus the Holy Spirit has it from the Father himself that he should proceed also from the Son, just as he proceeds from the Father.
Here too, in a certain way, this is also understood — as far as it can be understood by such as we are — why the Holy Spirit is not said to be born but rather to proceed; because if he too were called Son, he would surely be called the Son of both, which is most absurd. For no one is son of two save of a father and a mother. But far be it that we should suspect anything of the sort between God the Father and God the Son; since not even a son of men proceeds at once both from father and from mother, but when he proceeds into the mother from the father, he does not then proceed from the mother, and when he proceeds from the mother into this light, he does not then proceed from the father.
But the Holy Spirit does not proceed from the Father into the Son and from the Son proceed to sanctify the creature, but he proceeds from both at once; although this the Father gave to the Son, that just as he proceeds from himself, so also from him he should proceed. For neither can we say that the Holy Spirit is not life, since the Father is life, the Son is life. And therefore, just as the Father, though he has life in himself, has given to the Son also to have life in himself, so he has given to him that life should proceed from him just as it proceeds also from himself. These things I have transferred from that sermon into this book, but speaking to the faithful, not to the unbelieving.
But if for beholding this image, and for seeing how true are those things which are in their mind — and the three are not so as to be three persons, but all three belong to the man who is one person — they are less fit, why do they not rather believe, concerning that supreme Trinity which is God, what is found in the sacred writings, rather than demand that a most transparent account be rendered them, which is not grasped by the human mind, slow indeed and weak? And surely, when they have believed unshakably the Holy Scriptures as most truthful witnesses, let them act by praying and seeking and living well, that they may understand — that is, that as far as it can be seen, what is held by faith may be seen by the mind. Who would forbid this? Nay rather, who would not exhort to it?
But if they think these things must therefore be denied because they cannot discern them with blind minds, then those too who are blind from their birth ought to deny the sun. The light, therefore, shines in the darkness; but if the darkness does not comprehend it, let them first be illumined by the gift of God, that they may be faithful and begin to be light in comparison with the unbelieving; and, this foundation being laid, let them be built up for seeing the things they believe, that at some time they may be able to see. For there are things that are so believed that they can no longer be seen at all. For Christ is not to be seen again on the cross; but unless this be believed — that it so came to pass and was seen that it is no longer hoped to be future and to be seen — one does not arrive at Christ such as he is to be seen without end.
But as far as pertains to that supreme, ineffable, incorporeal, and immutable nature, which is somehow to be discerned through the understanding, nowhere — provided the rule of faith govern it — may the gaze of the human mind exercise itself better than in that which man in his own nature has better than the other animals, better even than the other parts of his own soul: namely the mind itself, to which a certain sight of invisible things has been assigned, and to which, presiding honorably as though in a higher and inner place, even the bodily senses report all things to be judged; and than which there is none higher, to whom it is subject to be ruled, save God.
But amid these many things which I have now said, I dare to profess that I have said nothing worthy of the ineffability of that supreme Trinity, but rather to confess that his knowledge, made marvelous, has prevailed above me, and that I have not been able to attain to it. O you, my soul, where do you feel yourself to be, where do you lie or where do you stand, until all your infirmities are healed by him who has become gracious to all your iniquities? You recognize surely that you are in that inn to which the Samaritan brought him whom he found half-dead, with many wounds inflicted by robbers. And yet you have seen many true things — not with these eyes with which colored bodies are seen, but with those for which he prayed who said: Let my eyes behold equity.
Assuredly, then, you have seen many true things, and have distinguished them from that light by whose shining you saw them. Lift up your eyes into that very light, and fix them upon it if you can. For thus you will see how the birth of the Word of God differs from the procession of the Gift of God, on account of which the only-begotten Son said that the Holy Spirit is not born of the Father — otherwise he would be his brother — but proceeds. Whence, since there is a certain consubstantial communion of the Father and the Son, the Spirit of both is called the Son of neither — far be it! But for discerning this clearly and plainly you cannot fix your gaze there. I know, you cannot. I speak the truth; I speak to myself; I know what I cannot do.
Yet that same light has shown you in yourself those three, in which you might recognize the image of that supreme Trinity which you are not yet able to contemplate with fixed eyes. That same light has shown you that there is a true word in you when it is begotten of your knowledge — that is, when we utter what we know, even though we neither utter nor conceive a sounding word that signifies in the tongue of any nation; but from that which we know our thought is formed, and there is in the gaze of the one thinking an image most like to the knowledge which the memory contained, these two, namely, as it were parent and offspring, being joined by a third — will or love.
That this will indeed proceeds from cognition — for no one wills that of which he is wholly ignorant what or of what sort it is — yet is not the image of cognition, and that therefore in this intelligible matter a certain distance of birth and of procession is intimated, since to behold by thought is not the same as to seek or even to enjoy by will: this he discerns and distinguishes who is able. You too were able, although you have not been able nor are able to explain with sufficient utterance what, amid the clouds of corporeal likenesses which do not cease to meet human thoughts, you have scarcely seen.
But that light — which is not what you are — has also shown you this: that those incorporeal likenesses of bodies are one thing, and that the truth which, once these are rejected, we behold by understanding is another. These, and other things likewise certain, that light has revealed to your inner eyes. What, then, is the cause why, with fixed gaze, you cannot see that light itself, unless surely infirmity? And who has made this infirmity for you, unless surely iniquity? Who, then, heals all your infirmities, unless he who is gracious to all your iniquities? And so I shall at last, some time, close this book better by prayer than by disputation. [XXVIII 51] O Lord our God, we believe in you, Father and Son and Holy Spirit. For the Truth would not say:
'Go, baptize the nations in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit' — this you would not command unless you were a Trinity. Nor would you bid us be baptized, O Lord God, in the name of one who is not Lord God. Nor would it be said by the divine voice, 'Hear, O Israel: the Lord your God is one God,' unless you were so a Trinity as still to be one Lord God. And if you, God the Father, were yourself also the Son, your Word Jesus Christ, and were yourself also your gift the Holy Spirit, we should not read in the writings of truth, 'God sent his Son'; nor would you, the only-begotten, say of the Holy Spirit, 'Whom the Father will send in my name,' and, 'Whom I will send to you from the Father.'
Directing my purpose to this rule of faith as much as I could, as much as you enabled me to, I sought you and desired to see with my understanding what I had believed; and I argued much and laboured much. O Lord my God, my only hope, hear me, lest through weariness I should be unwilling to seek you, but may I ever seek your face ardently. Give strength to seek, you who caused yourself to be found and gave the hope, ever more and more, of finding you. Before you is my strength and my weakness: preserve the one, heal the other. Before you is my knowledge and my ignorance: where you have opened to me, receive me as I enter; where you have closed, open to me as I knock. Let me remember you, understand you, love you. Increase these in me until you reform me to wholeness. I know it is written:
'In much speaking you shall not escape sin.' But would that I spoke only in preaching your word and praising you! Then I should not only flee sin, but I should acquire a good merit, however much I thus spoke. For a man blessed by you would not enjoin sin upon his own son, a true son in the faith, to whom he wrote saying, 'Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season.' Are we to say that he did not speak much, who did not keep silent about your word, O Lord, not only in season but even out of season? But it was not much precisely because it was only what was necessary. Free me, my God, from the much speaking which I suffer inwardly in my wretched soul in your sight, as it flees to your mercy. For I am not silent in my thoughts even when I am silent with my voice.
And indeed, if I thought only what would please you, I should certainly not be asking you to free me from this much speaking. But many of my thoughts are such as you know the thoughts of men to be, seeing that they are vain. Grant me not to consent to them, and, whenever they delight me, nonetheless to disapprove them, and not to linger in them as though drowsing. Nor let them prevail so far with me that anything of them should pass into my deeds; but from them at least let my judgment be safe, my conscience safe, under your protection. A certain wise man, when he spoke of you in his book which is now called by its proper name Ecclesiasticus, said: 'We speak many things, and we do not attain, and the sum of our words is: he is all.'
When therefore we shall have attained to you, these many things which we speak and do not attain shall cease, and you shall remain, one all in all; and without end we shall say one thing, praising you in unity, and in you made even we ourselves one. O Lord God, one God, God the Trinity, whatever I have said in these books that is yours, let your own acknowledge; if anything is of my own, may both you pardon it and your own. Amen.