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論默觀生活 第 61 章

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i. Ordo ipse exigere videtur ut de invidia quoque pauca dicamus, quae in tantum de superbiæ fonte manavit, ut diabolus, qui per superbiam periit, hominem primum statim, succensus invidiae Celie, perdiderit; 1 namque a diabolo processit. Proinde, quia idem diabolus superbiendo invidus, non invidendo superbus apparuit, non superbia fructus invidiæ fuit, sed invidia ex superbia radice processit. Unde, quoniam quantum invidos affligat invidia, m sermo superior jam prodidit, non hic n de illius supplicio dicendum videtur, quo suos animos invidi laniando conficiunt; sed hoc tantum, donante Domino, debemus ostendere, qualiter invidi sancte viventium merita, sua faciant invidendo peccata;
一、事物的次序本身似乎要求我們也對嫉妒略說幾句;嫉妒是如此大量地從驕傲的泉源流出,以致那因驕傲而滅亡的魔鬼,受嫉妒之惡所激動,立刻便毀滅了頭一個人;因為它是從魔鬼而出。因此,既然那同一個魔鬼是因驕傲而顯為嫉妒,而非因嫉妒而顯為驕傲,可見驕傲不是嫉妒的果子,乃是嫉妒從驕傲的根而出。所以,前文既已說明嫉妒如何極大地折磨嫉妒者,這裡似乎無須再論那種使嫉妒者撕裂自己心靈而自毀的刑罰;只當藉著主的恩賜指明這一點:嫉妒者如何藉著嫉妒,把聖潔度日之人的功德變成自己的罪;
1. The very order of things seems to require that we say a few words about envy as well, which flowed so much from the fountain of pride that the devil, who perished through pride, immediately destroyed the first man, inflamed by the wickedness of envy; for it proceeded from the devil. Accordingly, since that same devil appeared envious by being proud, not proud by being envious, pride was not the fruit of envy, but envy proceeded from the root of pride. Therefore, since the foregoing discourse has already shown how greatly envy afflicts the envious, it does not seem necessary here to speak of that torment by which the envious destroy their own souls by tearing themselves; but only this, by the Lord's gift, ought we to show: how the envious, by envying, make the merits of those who live holily into their own sins;
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et quautum in eis o bonum corrumpat invidia, qui quidquid boni fieri vel dici a* sanctis audierint, aut omnino P non credunt, aut res bene gestas in malum male interpretando convertunt. Omne malum quod de illis mendax fama jactavcrit, statim, tanquam q si ipsi viderint, credunt. Feraliter eis qui illud verum non esse probare voluerint, contradicunt. Omnia suis æmulis lingunt, eorum profectu deficiunt, odia intra se abscondunt, et in suos cruciatus enutriunt, proficientibus invident, peccantibus favent. De bonorum malis gaudent, de profectibus lugent, r inimicitiis gratuitis ardent, deprehendi 8 pectoris sui malitiam timent, semper amari, nunquam certi; amici diaboli, inimici etiam sui.
又嫉妒如何極大地敗壞他們裡面的善;這等人,凡聽見聖徒所行所言的任何善事,要麼全然不信,要麼把美事惡意曲解而化為惡。凡撒謊的傳聞對他們所散布的惡,他們立刻相信,彷彿親眼所見。誰要證明那不是真的,他們就兇狠地反駁。他們對自己的對手編造一切誣詞,因對手的長進而頹喪,把仇恨藏在心裡,養成自己的折磨,嫉妒長進的人,偏袒犯罪的人。他們因善人的禍患而喜樂,因他們的成就而哀傷,無故的仇恨在他們裡面燃燒,又懼怕心中的惡毒被察覺,始終苦毒,從不安穩;是魔鬼的朋友,連自己也與之為敵。
and how greatly envy corrupts the good in them—those who, whatever good they hear is done or said by the saints, either do not believe at all, or, by interpreting well-done deeds badly, turn them into evil. Every evil that lying rumor has spread about them they at once believe, as though they had seen it themselves. They fiercely contradict those who would wish to prove that it is not true. They invent all manner of things against their rivals, they grow faint at their progress, they hide hatreds within themselves and nurse them into their own torments, they envy those advancing, they favor sinners. They rejoice at the misfortunes of the good, they mourn at their successes, they burn with gratuitous enmities, they fear that the malice of their breast be detected, ever bitter, never sure; friends of the devil, enemies even to themselves.
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omnibus odiosi; ad gaudenda anxii, ad plangenda laeti, utrobique * perversi. Inter amicos u discordias seminant, v discordantes ad tempus, si possunt, in dissensione confirmant. x Opinionem bonorum mendaciis decolorant: in spiritualibus carnalia laudant, ut spiritualia bona eis deesse persuadeant. Amicitias simulant, ut eos qui se incaute sibi y commiserint, qua possunt arte decipiant. Odiorum sibi occasiones pravis suspicionibus coacervant; dæmones, quorum sectantur facta, laetificant. Sanctos viros quibus sunt noti contristant, velut amici in obsequio, hostes in animo. z. Continentes in verbo, turpes in facto.
為眾人所憎惡;對當喜樂之事憂慮,對當哀悼之事歡欣,兩面都乖僻。他們在朋友中間撒下紛爭的種子;對那已不和的人,若能夠,就使他們在分裂中暫時更加堅固。他們用謊言玷污善人的名聲;在屬靈人身上,他們稱讚屬肉體的事,好叫人以為他們缺少屬靈的善。他們假裝友誼,好用一切能用的詭計欺騙那些不謹慎將自己託付給他們的人。他們以邪惡的猜疑堆積仇恨的機會;又使那些行為被他們效法的鬼魔歡喜。對於認識他們的聖人,他們使其憂愁,外表如服事的朋友,心中卻是仇敵。言語上自制,行為上卑劣。
hateful to all; anxious over things to be rejoiced at, glad over things to be lamented, perverse on both sides. Among friends they sow discords; those at variance they confirm, if they can, for a time in their dissension. They tarnish the good reputation of others with lies; in spiritual men they praise the carnal things, so as to persuade that spiritual goods are lacking in them. They feign friendships, in order to deceive by whatever art they can those who have incautiously entrusted themselves to them. They heap up occasions for hatreds by depraved suspicions; the demons, whose deeds they follow, they gladden. The holy men by whom they are known they sadden, like friends in service, enemies in soul. Restrained in word, base in deed.
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Prodigi secretorum, tenaces malorum, prompti suspicionum malarum, inanes bonorum. Pleni sordium, praediti fraudibus. Adversarii corde virtutibus, pravi moribus, et insidiosi cunctis a secum in simplicitate viventibus. 2. Hæc b et his similia sunt quae omnes invidos c bonis voto sive animo inimicos ostendunt. In hæc mala deveniunt, qui insectando d sectandos, e et diligendos abominando, feraliter a communione f bonorum omnium seipsos excludunt: ut illud bonum jure non sit in eis, quod persequuntur in bonis. Considerate, obsecro, qualiler invidos punitura sint mala sua, quos etiam bona puniunt aliena. Ubi isti fieri poterunt boni, qui sunt in bono mali?
他們對祕密大方傾吐,對惡事卻緊抓不放,隨時準備惡意的猜疑,全無善行。滿是污穢,充滿詭詐。心中與諸德為敵,行為敗壞,對一切與他們單純同住的人居心叵測。二、這些以及類似的事,都顯明一切嫉妒者在意願或心靈上與善人為敵。凡落入這些惡中的人,是因逼迫那當效法的,憎惡那當愛的,便兇暴地把自己排除於一切善人的相交之外:以致他們在善人身上所逼迫的那善,按理便不在他們裡面。我懇求你思想,嫉妒者自己的惡將如何刑罰他們,連別人的善尚且刑罰他們。這在善中行惡的人,何處能成為善呢?
Prodigal of secrets, tenacious of evils, ready with wicked suspicions, empty of good things. Full of filth, endowed with frauds. Adversaries in heart to virtues, depraved in conduct, and treacherous toward all who live in simplicity with them. 2. These and things like these are what show all the envious to be enemies, in will or in soul, to the good. Into these evils they fall who, by persecuting those to be followed and abhorring those to be loved, ferociously exclude themselves from the fellowship of all good men: so that the good which they persecute in the good may rightly not be in them. Consider, I beg you, how their own evils are destined to punish the envious, whom even the goods of others punish. Where will those be able to become good, who are evil amid good?
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aut quando bene malis usuri sunt, qui male bonis uti non desinunt! Bene malis usi sunt marlyres sancti, in testimonio Salvatoris nostri veraces, et in castris spiritualibus strenui bellatores; qui tribulationibus et damnis, ac variis cruciatibus affecti, pariter et probati, terrenis coelestia mutaverunt; et g de bono usu malorum profecti ad gaudia bonorum perennium pervenerunt. Item bonis utitur invidus male, quia omnibus bonis quae miser exsecratur, abjunctus, animi sui supplicio h relinquetur affligendus. Et quis ei poterit subvenire, qui se sibi exhibet invidendo carnificem? Aut unde sibi i parabit salutem, i qui de salutis materia contrahit ( bonis male utendo) perniciem?
或者那些不肯停止惡用善事的人,何時才能善用惡事呢!聖潔的殉道者卻善用了惡事,他們在為我們救主作見證時真實無偽,又是屬靈陣營中勇猛的戰士;他們受患難、損失與各樣折磨,並照樣藉此受試驗,便以屬地的換取屬天的;他們既從善用惡事中長進,便到達了永遠之善的喜樂。照樣,嫉妒者卻惡用善事,因為他與一切他這可憐人所憎惡的善隔絕,必被撇下,受自己心靈之刑罰的折磨。誰能搭救他呢?他既藉嫉妒向自己充當劊子手。他又從何處為自己預備救恩呢?他既惡用善事,從救恩的素材本身招致了滅亡。
or when will they use evils well, who do not cease to use good things badly! The holy martyrs used evils well, truthful in the testimony of our Savior, and vigorous warriors in the spiritual camps; who, afflicted by tribulations and losses and various torments, and likewise proved thereby, exchanged earthly things for heavenly; and, having advanced from the good use of evils, arrived at the joys of everlasting goods. Likewise the envious man uses good things badly, because, cut off from all the goods that the wretch detests, he will be left to be afflicted by the torment of his own soul. And who will be able to help him, who shows himself an executioner to himself by envying? Or from what source will he procure salvation for himself, who, by using good things badly, draws ruin out of the very material of salvation?
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Verumtamen si invidi quoque sicut alii peccatores divinitus inspirati, in spem recuperandæ salutis assurgant, ac sibi quales sunt, Deo placituri displiceant, si non imitentur Cain, qui postquam dominantis invidiae furore cæcatus, germano suo vitam per scelus extorsit, et animam suam fraterni corporis morte percussam supplicio æternæ mortis addixit, consequendae veniæ desperatione depressus ait k ad Dominum: Major est iniquitas mea quam ut veniam merear (Gen. IV, 13); hoc est dicere Deo: Indulgeri mihi non peto, quia peccatorum meorum magnitudine indulgentiae tuæ vinciiur magnitudo. Denique nusquam legitur aut pœnituisse de suo scelere, aut veniam meruisse.
然而,嫉妒者若也像其他罪人一樣蒙神感動,興起進入恢復救恩的盼望,並照他們本相厭惡自己,好叫神喜悅;他們若不效法該隱——該隱被轄制人之嫉妒的狂怒所蒙蔽,藉著兇殺從自己兄弟奪去性命,又把他那因弟兄身體之死而被擊打的靈魂交付永死的刑罰,且因絕望得不到赦免而沮喪,對主說:「我的罪孽太大,過於我所能得的赦免」(創四13);這就是對神說:「我不求蒙赦免,因為我罪的浩大勝過了你恩慈的浩大。」事實上,經上從未記載他曾為自己的罪行悔改,或得著赦免。
Nevertheless, if the envious also, like other sinners, being divinely inspired, rise up into the hope of recovering salvation, and—being such as they are—displease themselves so as to please God; if they do not imitate Cain, who, after being blinded by the fury of dominating envy, wrested life from his own brother by crime, and consigned his soul, smitten by the death of his brother's body, to the punishment of eternal death, and, weighed down by despair of obtaining pardon, said to the Lord: «My iniquity is greater than that I should deserve pardon» (Gen. 4:13)—that is to say to God: «I do not ask to be forgiven, because the greatness of my sins is overcome by the greatness of your indulgence.» And indeed it is nowhere read that he either repented of his crime or earned pardon.
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Si ergo 1 hujus abhorrentes exemplum se sibi auferant, et se Deo suo restituant, nec se in profundum malorum salutem desperando projiciant; quis dubitet, imo quis non firmiter credat, eis prioris malitiæ veniam posse conferri, si modo invidiae vulnere sanato correcti, amaritudinem soi pectoris dulcedine fraternae dilectionisexpellant, eos m simpliciter amando quos oderant; ut ad bonum fraternæ communionis ac pacis, bonorum omnium, quorum n gravabantur meritis, adjuventur exemplis?
所以,他們若憎惡這人的榜樣,把自己從自己中抽離,將自己歸還他們的神,不因絕望於救恩而把自己投入諸惡的深淵;誰會懷疑——不,誰會不堅信——他們從前的惡毒能蒙赦免呢?只要他們因嫉妒之傷得醫治而被改正,以弟兄相愛的甘甜驅逐心中的苦毒,單純地愛那從前所恨的人;好使他們在弟兄相交與和睦這善上,反倒因那些功德曾令他們不堪重負的眾善人的榜樣而得幫助。
If therefore, abhorring this man's example, they withdraw themselves from themselves, and restore themselves to their God, and do not, by despairing of salvation, cast themselves into the depth of evils; who would doubt—nay, who would not firmly believe—that pardon for their former malice can be granted them, provided only that, corrected by the healing of the wound of envy, they drive out the bitterness of their breast by the sweetness of brotherly love, simply loving those whom they had hated; so that toward the good of brotherly fellowship and peace they may be helped by the examples of all the good men whose merits had weighed them down?
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