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尤利安·波梅里烏斯

論默觀生活 第 62 章

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i. His 0 itaque super invidia disputatis, quam gravi malo etiam vanitas vanos involvat, consequenter expediam. Quæ ut facilius vitari possit, quid in se corruptionis habeat breviter declaremus.
一、如此既已論過嫉妒,接下來我要說明虛榮又以何等沉重的惡纏累虛浮的人。為使它更易被避開,讓我們簡要地說明它本身含有何種敗壞。
1. And so, these things having been discussed concerning envy, I shall consequently set forth with how grievous an evil vanity also entangles the vain. That it may the more easily be avoided, let us briefly declare what corruption it has in itself.
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Est enim vanitas, inflata quædam circa delectationes varias animi languentis affectio, potiendi honoris avida, simul et nescia, morbo P excellentiae inanis q aMata, cava, morbida, turbulenla, animorum levium domina, male fundatis omnibus blanda, repugnantibus fumea, capiendis seductoria, captis invicta, simulatio quædam virtutum, r anima vitiorum, fomes carnalium delectationum, labes morum, appetitio dignitatum, dulcis miseris, amara perfectis, periculosa dubiis, imperiosa subjectis, a infirma fundatis; t facile captivat, captivatos oblectat, ambiliosos vexat, angustos inflat, inflatos humiliat;
因為虛榮乃是一個衰弱之心,對其種種逸樂的某種膨脹的傾向,貪求得著尊榮卻又對它無知,染了空洞卓越之病,空虛、病態、動盪不安,是輕浮心思的女主人,向一切根基不穩的人諂媚,對抗拒它的人如煙霧,對可被擄者富於誘惑,對已被擄者所向無敵;它是諸德的某種仿冒,是諸惡的魂,是屬肉體逸樂的引火,是品行的敗壞,是對尊位的貪慾;對可憐人甘甜,對完全人苦澀,對搖擺者危險,對受制者專橫,對根基穩固者軟弱;它輕易擄掠人,使被擄者歡喜,攪擾有野心的人,使心胸狹窄者膨脹,又使膨脹者降卑;
For vanity is a certain inflated disposition of a languishing soul concerning its various delights, greedy of attaining honor and at the same time ignorant of it, smitten with the disease of empty excellence, hollow, diseased, turbulent, mistress of frivolous minds, flattering to all who are ill-founded, smoky to those who resist, seductive to those to be captured, unconquered over those captured; a certain imitation of the virtues, the soul of the vices, the kindling of carnal delights, the blight of morals, the appetite for dignities; sweet to the wretched, bitter to the perfect, perilous to the wavering, overbearing to the subjected, weak toward the well-founded; it easily takes captive, delights its captives, vexes the ambitious, puffs up the narrow-minded, humbles the puffed-up;
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cui serviunt tumidi, sub qua jacent elati, quam inveniunt perditi, ad quam currunt lapsuri, in qua sibi videntur stare jam lapsi. 2. Haec est vanitas, quae non aliquas virtutes, ut putatur, u exantlat, sed licentiam vitiorum, cum fuerit a vitiosis recepla, corroborat: cæterum mentes virtutum plenas omnino non penetrat. Vacuos ergo ac nullis fultos virtutibus tentat; et ipsos fastu ruinosæ ambitionis inflatos, in occulta dedecora quadam publice furendi delectatione præcipitat, v sicut vacuam navem tempestas in diversa tumidis fluctibus jactat, et in area, frumentis sua gravitate manentibus, x leves ex ea ventus paleas raptat. Quod si ita est, non vitiosos facit vanitas, sed ostendit:
膨脹的人服事它,傲慢的人臥伏其下,失喪的人尋見它,將要跌倒的人奔向它,已經跌倒的人卻在其中自以為站立。二、這就是虛榮,它並不像人所想的那樣榨乾任何美德,反倒在被那些有惡之人接納時,堅固諸惡的放縱;至於其餘的,它全然不能進入充滿美德的心思。所以它試探那空虛、無美德可倚靠的人;又把那些因毀滅性野心之傲慢而膨脹的人,藉著某種公然狂妄的快樂,投入隱密的羞辱——正如暴風以洶湧的波浪把空船向各方拋擲,又在禾場上,當穀粒憑自身的重量留下時,輕風卻把糠秕從中捲走。倘若如此,虛榮並不使人有惡,乃是顯露人的惡:
whom the swollen serve, under whom the haughty lie prostrate, whom the lost find, to whom those about to fall run, in whom those already fallen seem to themselves to stand. 2. This is vanity, which does not, as is supposed, drain out any virtues, but, when it has been received by the vicious, strengthens the license of the vices; for the rest, it does not penetrate at all minds full of virtues. It tempts therefore the empty and those propped up by no virtues; and those very ones, puffed up with the arrogance of ruinous ambition, it casts headlong into hidden disgraces by a certain delight in raging publicly—just as a tempest tosses an empty ship in different directions with swelling waves, and on the threshing-floor, while the grain remains by its own weight, the light wind snatches the chaff from it. And if this is so, vanity does not make men vicious, but reveals them:
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y quae illos sui afflatus vento circumfert, ac lubricis circumactos affectibus rotat; qui se ad omnes ejus impulsus studio propriæ voluntatis accommodant; qui se de operibus quorum sibi conscii non sunt turpiter jactant; qui se ab omnibus praedicari per nefas affectant; qui sanctos viros sui comparatione z depretiant: qui vitio auræ popularis elati, nihil sibi perfectionis dcesse existimant. Occurrentium salutationibus gaudent, suis adulatoribus favent, a voluptalibus parent, omnibus lurpibus placent. Gestiunt docere quod nesciunt, credi de se sublimia volunt, delectabilia gravibus anteponunt; exsecrantur verbo, quod animo concupiscunt; appellationes virtutum vitiis suis b imponunt.
用它自己鼓動的風把他們吹來吹去,被滑溜的情慾驅使而旋轉;這些人憑自己意志的熱衷,順應它一切的衝動;他們可恥地誇耀自己甚至毫無自覺的工作;他們惡毒地妄想被眾人稱讚;他們拿自己作比較,貶低聖人;他們被民眾喜愛這惡所高舉,便以為自己毫不缺乏完全。他們因所遇之人的問安而歡喜,偏袒奉承自己的人,順從自己的逸樂,討一切卑劣之人的歡心。他們急於教導自己不懂的事,巴望別人以為自己高超,把可喜悅的置於要緊的之上;口裡咒罵心裡所貪戀的;又把美德的名稱加在自己的惡上。
carrying them around with the wind of its own blast, and whirling them about, driven by slippery affections; men who accommodate themselves to all its impulses by the zeal of their own will; who shamefully boast of works of which they are not even conscious; who wickedly aspire to be praised by all; who, by comparison with themselves, disparage holy men; who, lifted up by the vice of popular favor, think that nothing of perfection is lacking to them. They rejoice in the greetings of those they meet, they favor their flatterers, they obey their pleasures, they please all base men. They are eager to teach what they do not know, they wish lofty things to be believed about themselves, they prefer delightful things to weighty ones; they curse with the lip what they lust after in the soul; they impose the names of virtues on their vices.
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Se ipsos fallunt, faventes sibi « decipiunt. In promissione honesta veloces, in exhibitione mendaces. A bono mutabiles, mali tenaces. In verbo graves, in animo turpes, ubique fallaces. Læti ad prospera, fragiles ad adversa. Inflati ad obsequia, anxii ad d opprobria. Immoderati ad gaudia, faciles ad humana, difficiles semper ad honesta. 5. His c ergo et similibus delinitos vanitas premit, nec eos aut suum morbum sentire, aut ad medicum vcnirc permittit. Et quid est ad medicum venire, nisi infirmum suas infirmitates agnoscere, ncc piacere sibi, sed de factis quæ illi videbantur esse gloriosa, confundi?
他們欺騙自己,誆騙那些偏袒他們的人。在尊貴的應許上敏捷,在實踐上虛假。離善則善變,向惡則執著。言語莊重,心中卑劣,處處詭詐。順境則歡欣,逆境則脆弱。受人服事便膨脹,受人責備便焦慮。對喜樂放縱,對人情遷就,對尊貴之事卻總是為難。三、所以虛榮轄制那些被這些及類似之事所引誘的人,既不容他們感覺自己的病,也不容他們到醫生那裡去。到醫生那裡去是什麼意思呢?無非是病人承認自己的軟弱,不自滿,反倒為那在他看為榮耀的行為而感到羞愧。
They deceive themselves, they beguile those who favor them. Swift in honorable promising, false in performing. Changeable from the good, tenacious of the bad. Grave in word, base in soul, deceitful everywhere. Glad at prosperity, fragile under adversity. Puffed up at services rendered, anxious at reproaches. Immoderate toward joys, easy toward human things, always difficult toward honorable things. 3. Vanity therefore oppresses those enticed by these and like things, and permits them neither to feel their own disease nor to come to the physician. And what is it to come to the physician, but for the sick man to acknowledge his own infirmities, and not to be pleased with himself, but to be confounded over deeds which had seemed to him glorious?
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Quod cerle illi non faciunt qui, desiderio comparandæ opinionis incensi, eis tantum operibus quibus emilur favor humanus inserviunt, et f morum bona contemnunt; tantumque eos ar. dor bumanæ laudis inflammat, ut laboriosa operosa, quæ populus admiretur, et quibus fama diffunditur, sine labore suspiciant, et libenter exerceant. Inde cst, quod jejunare, abstinere, vigilare, ecclesiam frequentare, vel psallere, cum haec omnia sine labore non fiant, etiam cum delectatione illi faciunt, qui ex his hominibus placere concupiscunt non quod ista et homines Dei non faciant; sed quod illi probentur ea Deo magis, quam hominibus exhibere, qui ferventius student etiam moribus sanctis excellere. 4.
那些人實在不這樣行;他們被獲取名聲的慾望所點燃,只專注於那些能換取人之喜愛的工作,而藐視品行的善;人之稱讚的熱火如此使他們燃燒,以致他們毫不費力地承擔,並樂意施行那些勞苦、繁瑣、為民眾所讚嘆、藉以傳揚名聲的事。由此便產生這樣的事:禁食、節制、儆醒、常到教會、或唱詩——這一切雖無不費力——那些渴望藉此討人喜悅的人,竟帶著快樂去行:並非屬神的人不也行這些事,乃是那些更熱切地竭力連在聖潔品行上也卓越的人,被證實是把這些獻給神而非獻給人。四、
This indeed those men do not do who, inflamed with the desire of acquiring a reputation, devote themselves only to those works by which human favor is purchased, and despise the goods of character; and the ardor of human praise so inflames them that they take up without labor, and gladly perform, the laborious and elaborate things which the populace admires and by which fame is spread abroad. Hence it comes that to fast, to abstain, to keep vigil, to frequent the church, or to chant psalms—though all these things are not done without labor—those who long to please men by them do them even with delight: not that men of God do not also do these things, but that those are proved to render them to God rather than to men, who more fervently strive to excel even in holy conduct. 4.
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Cæterum si quisquam foris, ubi potest magnus credi, g resplendeat, et intus, ubi Deus solus videt, squaleat; quis non intelligat, h quod illi omnes abstinentiæ, ac jejuniorum, vigiliarumque continui labores quos i nobis Dei amor, eis amor humanæ laudis, et inflammata vanitas facit tolerabiles, non sint ornamenta morum, sed velamina vitiorum? Quapropter i verajejunia, abstinentiæ, vigiliæ, eleemosynae, ct cætera hujusmodi, augere debent bonum nostrum, non velare peccatum; nec pro justitia, sed cum justitia Deo sunt exhibenda: quoniam quidem multo attentius debent præcepta perficere, qui ea parati sunt perfectionis k amorc transcendere.
但若有人在外面、在可被看為偉大之處發光,在裡面、在惟有神看見之處卻污穢;誰會不明白:那一切節制、禁食、儆醒的持續勞苦——對我們乃是神的愛使之可堪承受,對他們卻是人之稱讚的愛與燃燒的虛榮——並非品行的妝飾,乃是諸惡的遮蓋?所以真正的禁食、節制、儆醒、施捨,以及此類其餘之事,理當增添我們的善,而非遮蓋罪;它們當獻給神,不是代替公義,乃是連同公義一同獻上:因為那些預備要憑完全之愛超越誡命的人,理當更加殷勤地成全誡命。
But if anyone shines outwardly, where he can be believed great, and within, where God alone sees, is squalid; who would not understand that all those continual labors of abstinence and fastings and vigils—which the love of God makes bearable to us, but to them the love of human praise and inflamed vanity—are not ornaments of character, but veils of vices? Wherefore true fasts, abstinences, vigils, almsgivings, and the rest of this kind, ought to increase our good, not to veil sin; and they are to be rendered to God not in place of righteousness, but together with righteousness: since indeed they ought to fulfill the precepts much more attentively, who are prepared to transcend them by the love of perfection.
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Alioquin si invidi, si superbi, si elati, si cupidi, hæc et his similia mala pectoris sui non reprimant, et tamen suum corpus jejuniis, ac labore abstinentiae, quamvis continuatae, conficiant: nec illa eos opera impensa vanitali justificant, et haecvitia, quae negligunt emendare, condemnant. Itaque licet l ubique libri hujus singu. lis quibusque vitiis absolutis, remedia quoque quibus m possint caveri vel emendari subjecerim, hic tamen compendii gratia generalis quaedam regula, n Domino illuminante, monstranda est, cui regulæ o veraciter innitentes, omnibus peccatis obsistant. p Nulla res sic nos ab omni peccato servarit immunes, sicut timor supplicii, et amor Dei.
不然,倘若嫉妒的、驕傲的、自高的、貪婪的人,不制伏自己心中這些及類似的惡,卻用禁食和節制的勞苦——不論多麼持續——折磨自己的身體:那些耗費於虛榮的工作既不能稱他們為義,而他們疏於改正的這些惡又定他們的罪。所以,雖然在本書通篇,我於處理每一個別之惡時,都附上了可用以防範或改正它們的補救之法,這裡卻為求簡便,要藉著主的光照,指明某條通則;凡真實倚靠此則的人,便能抵擋一切罪。沒有什麼能像對刑罰的懼怕和對神的愛這樣,保守我們脫離一切罪。
Otherwise, if the envious, the proud, the puffed-up, the covetous, do not repress these and similar evils of their breast, and yet wear out their body by fastings and the labor of abstinence, however continuous: neither do those works, expended on vanity, justify them, and these vices, which they neglect to amend, condemn them. And so, although throughout this book, with each of the individual vices dealt with, I have also subjoined the remedies by which they may be guarded against or amended, here nevertheless, for the sake of brevity, a certain general rule, the Lord enlightening, must be shown; relying on which rule truly, men may withstand all sins. No thing so preserves us free from all sin as the fear of punishment and the love of God.
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Sed de caritale, q quod Dominus, cujus donum caritas ipsa est, dederit, postea disseremus.
至於愛——就是主,那以愛本身為恩賜的主,所要賜下的——我們將在後面討論。
But concerning love—what the Lord, whose gift love itself is, shall have granted—we shall discuss afterward.
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