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109 Visa haec est olim Erasmo non abhorrere a stylo Tertulliani, quantum, inquit Vallarsius, ex illius fragmentis licet odorari: est enim affectatior et duriusculus, etiamsi gravibus sententiis. Existimant alii for I lasse etiam congruenter magis, ad subsequentis dictionem epistolæ, quum, nemine jam diffitente, sancti Malimi Taurinensis est, eam ita accedere. ut tamen non certo ascribat. Ego, ut pronuntiare nondum hac de te ausim, sentio tamen, propius ad horum opinionem, eum qui haec scripsit oersonam sustinere episcopi, qui se statim initio ait: dominicarum rerum religiosa necessitate occupatum.
這部作品從前在伊拉斯謨看來,並不與德爾都良的文風相違;瓦拉爾修說,就從德氏的斷片中所能嗅出的而言,此文較為造作而略嫌生硬,雖然思想莊重。另有人認為,或許更為恰當地,就其與其後那封書信的措辭而言,此文屬於都靈聖瑪西默(既然如今已無人否認那封書信是他所作),因而在文風上與之相近,只是不能確定地歸屬於他。至於我,雖尚不敢在此事上作出斷語,卻仍較傾向他們的意見,即:寫這些話的人擔負著一位主教的身分,他在開端就自稱因主的事務之聖職所需而忙碌不已。
This work once seemed to Erasmus not to be alien to the style of Tertullian, so far, says Vallarsius, as one may catch the scent of it from his fragments: for it is rather affected and somewhat harsh, though weighty in its sentiments. Others think, perhaps even more fittingly, that it belongs, by the diction of the letter that follows, to Saint Maximus of Turin (since none now denies that letter is his), so that it approaches it in style, yet without ascribing it to him with certainty. For my part, though I do not yet dare pronounce upon this matter, I nevertheless incline more toward their opinion, that he who wrote these things sustains the character of a bishop, who says at the very outset that he is occupied by the religious necessity of the Lord's affairs.
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Inter opera spuria sancti Maximi collocamus eliam epistolas olim divo Hieronymo attributas, ejusque sub nomine vulgatas duas. Confer in præfatione momenta rationum quae ad hoc judicium ferendum contra Yallarsii aliorumque opinionem nos impulerunt. Nihil aliud nobis addendum superest nisi quod variantes de. sumpsimus ex codice x Plutei XIX, memb. in-folio sæc. xv, pag. 2G5, bibl. Medic. Laurentianæ, et ex Rom. edit. Epistolarum sancti Hieronymi apud Petrum de Maximo an. 1468. CAP. I. — Quanquam certissime noverim experientiam tuam alieni consolaminis levaminibus atque remigiis non indigere:
在聖瑪西默的偽作之中,我們也列入從前歸於聖熱羅尼莫、並以他名義出版的兩封書信。請在序言中比較那些促使我們作此判斷、以反對瓦拉爾修及他人意見的論據之分量。此外我們無須再添什麼,只需說明:我們的異文取自梅第奇勞倫齊亞納圖書館第十九架第X號抄本,羊皮紙,對開本,十五世紀,第265頁;並取自1468年伯多祿·德·瑪西米所出版的聖熱羅尼莫書信羅馬版。第一章——雖然我極其確知,你的閱歷並不需要他人安慰的慰藉與扶助:
Among the spurious works of Saint Maximus we also place the letters formerly attributed to the divine Jerome, and two of them published under his name. Compare in the preface the weight of the arguments which impelled us to render this judgment against the opinion of Vallarsius and others. Nothing else remains for us to add, except that we have taken the variants from codex X of Shelf XIX, on parchment, in folio, of the fifteenth century, page 265, of the Medicean Laurentian library, and from the Roman edition of the Letters of Saint Jerome, published by Peter de Maximis in the year 1468. Chapter I. — Although I know most surely that your experience does not need the relief and support of another's consolation:
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cum languores ærumnasque languidi corporis, stuporemque membrorum rigentium, vigeutis calentisque animi felicitate ipse confoveas, ac medica ratione cures atque componas; tamen inter adversa presidium, inter morbos remedium, inter curas solatium, in fluctibus alienæ nanus remigium semper quaeritur et optatur. Pars est enim procul dubio maximarum medelarum fraterni consolaminis fructus: b et fomes dictorum, dulcedine consolantium, levamen, Cessis animis introducit. Et si non corporeis in membris, recessibus animi tamen et abditis, spirituali studio componit hominem, et inIerit ut medicus sospitatem, juvatque conamina exhaustarum virium, sub longarum sarcina pressurarum:
既然你自己,藉著剛健而熱切的心神之福樂,撫慰著病弱身體的軟弱與艱辛、以及僵硬肢體的麻木,並以醫者之法療治並調理它們;然而,在逆境中總在尋求並企盼一種保障,在疾病中一種醫治,在憂慮中一種慰藉,在波濤中另一隻手的划槳。因為弟兄安慰的果實,無疑是最大醫治之一部分:安慰者話語的溫柔所點燃的話語火種,把慰藉引入昏厥的心靈。縱然不在肉體的肢節上,卻在靈魂的隱處與幽深之處,以屬靈的努力調理人,像醫者一樣輸入健康,並在長久壓力的重擔之下扶助那衰竭之力的努力:
since you yourself, by the felicity of a vigorous and warm spirit, cherish the weaknesses and the hardships of an ailing body and the numbness of stiffened limbs, and by a physician's method heal and compose them; nevertheless, amid adversities a safeguard, amid diseases a remedy, amid cares a solace, in the waves the oarage of another's hand, is ever sought and desired. For the fruit of a brother's consolation is without doubt a part of the greatest remedies: and the kindling of words, by the sweetness of those who console, introduces relief to fainting spirits. And even if not in the members of the body, yet in the recesses and hidden parts of the soul, by spiritual endeavor it composes the man, and bears in, like a physician, soundness, and aids the efforts of exhausted strength beneath the burden of long-continued pressures:
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maxime cum scriptum sit: Frater fratrem adjuvans exaltabitur (Prov. XVIII). Ob hoc igitur quoniam dominicarum rerum religiosa necessitas a ita me tenet occupatum, ut frequentatu corporaJis accessus, ærumnas tuas illustrare non detur facultas: placuit, sicut petisti, utqualicunque solatio litterarum enirem tam longa tentamenta virtutis, imo potius salutis commodum visitarem, et animum Clnistiana virtute fundatum in robur maximum promoverem. Qui regnorum coelestium prædam, censumque muneris sempiterni contendimus occupare, esse non possumus sine aliqua congressione victores.
尤其因為經上記著說:弟兄扶助弟兄,必被高舉(箴十八)。因此,既然主事務的聖職所需如此纏住我,使我沒有機會藉著時常親身探望來紓解你的艱辛,我便照你所求,樂意以書信的些微安慰來撫慰你這如此長久的德行試煉——或更好說,是為你救恩的益處而探望你,並把一顆植根於基督徳行的心靈,提升至最大的剛強。我們既力求奪取天國的擄物、並得著永恆賞報之財,就不能不經一番搏鬥而作得勝者。
especially since it is written: A brother helping a brother shall be exalted (Prov. 18). Therefore, since the religious necessity of the Lord's affairs so holds me occupied that no opportunity is granted me to relieve your hardships by frequent bodily visits, it pleased me, as you asked, to soothe with some consolation of letters trials of virtue so long-drawn—nay rather, to visit for the benefit of your salvation, and to advance a soul grounded in Christian virtue into the greatest strength. We who strive to seize the spoil of the heavenly kingdoms and the treasure of an everlasting reward cannot be victors without some contest.
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Nunquam enim delicata ac ignara certaminis virtus victoriæ palmiferum culmen ascendit, aut præmium desubactis adversis accipit, qui victoria cariorem vilissimam judicat sui corporis vitam. Nec mortis enim concutitur metu, cui de morte vita nascitur: pretiosum est illi et sanguinem fundere; felicitatis est cum infelicitate pugnare, summae sanitatis est acerba vulnera sustinere, jacturam quoque ferre membrorum opinatur maximum lucrum. d Et quod est ullimum, dicam, præclarum est illi in ipso certamine palmiferam creditori animam revocare. e Melius enim est, sicut ratio 110 determinat, si quod naturae debetur, virtuti solvatur.
因為那柔弱、不諳爭戰的德行,決不能登上得勝那持棕櫚的巔峰,也不能從被制伏的逆境中領受獎賞——那把自己身體最卑賤的性命看得比得勝更寶貴的人。因為他不被死亡的恐懼所動搖,因為死亡於他反成生命的源頭:連傾流自己的血,於他也是寶貴的;與不幸爭戰,是他的福樂;忍受劇痛的創傷,是至高的健康;他甚至把失去肢體看作最大的利益。至於那最終的一點,我要說出來:在爭戰之中,把他那持棕櫚的靈魂交還給他的債主,於他乃是光榮的。因為正如理性所判定的,凡欠於本性的,若能償付於德行,反倒更好。
For never does a virtue that is soft and unacquainted with combat ascend the palm-bearing summit of victory, nor receive the prize from adversities subdued—one who judges the vilest life of his own body dearer than victory. For neither is he shaken by the fear of death, for whom out of death life is born: it is precious to him even to shed his blood; it is his happiness to fight against unhappiness, of the highest health to bear bitter wounds, and he reckons the very loss of limbs to be the greatest gain. And what is the utmost, I will say it: it is glorious for him in the very contest to return his palm-bearing soul to his Creditor. For it is better, as reason determines, that what is owed to nature be paid to virtue.
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Ferenda sunt, frater, ferenda sunt igitur cuncta per quaeseDominus afflictione longissima voluitexperiri, et in magna praemia destinare. CAP. II. —INFIR. f Quis animus, non jam submissis viribus, ferat istos inevitabiles casus, et perniciosæ calamitatis incursus, atque morbos infestos, quantum video jam cum ipso corpore morituros? HIERON. Cum periculis jam necesse est congrediatur. et certet quem tempestas inter fluctus invenit. Et quamvis nemo libeus periculum patiatur aut terat, tamen sub pondere periculi, cogenle necessitate, duratur. INFIR. Sed alia mihi anxietas accedit, quæ, mæroribus duplicatis, meos sensus involvat, et more dacibus curis inexplicabiles curas imponat.
弟兄啊,凡主藉著最漫長的苦難所要試驗你、並要指定你得大賞的一切,都必須忍受、都必須忍受。第二章——病者:一顆尚未力竭的心靈,怎能忍受這些無可避免的災禍、毀滅性禍患的襲擊、以及那些兇惡的疾病呢?據我所見,這些疾病如今將要與身體一同死去。熱羅尼莫:凡被風暴困於波濤之中的,就必須與危難相搏、相爭。雖然無人甘願受苦或忍受危難,然而在危難的重壓之下,當必需所迫時,人就被磨煉得堅韌。病者:但另一種焦慮臨到我,使我的心思陷入雙重的哀傷,並在咬齧的憂慮之上,再加上無法言喻的憂慮。
They must be borne, brother, all things must therefore be borne, by which the Lord willed to prove you by a most protracted affliction, and to appoint you to great rewards. Chapter II. — THE INFIRM ONE: What spirit, its strength not yet failing, could bear these unavoidable calamities, and the assaults of ruinous disaster, and hostile diseases, which, as far as I can see, are now to die together with the body itself? JEROME: He must needs contend and struggle with dangers whom the storm has caught among the waves. And although no one willingly suffers or bears danger, yet under the weight of danger, when necessity compels, he is hardened. THE INFIRM ONE: But another anxiety comes upon me, which, with sorrows doubled, entangles my senses, and lays upon me, biting cares beside cares, cares inexplicable.
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Movet enim me quod cum talibus tentamentis, et cum tam obstinati morbi certamine mihi soli contigerit dimi care, cum alios noverim et mitioribus plagis esse correctos, et compendioso luctamine exstitisse victores. Cur mihi Dominus non cum caeteris certamen indixit? Cur me non sicut coeteros castigavit? HIERON. Primo enim non debes in tam arduo certamine constitutus de humilibus cogitare. Inferiora sunt enim præmia inferioribus pugnis. B Ubi denique fortia fortibus imperantur, fortiorem fortior muneris sequitur census; et ideo ignominiam judicat fortis cum inferiore componi. Magnus est enim qui vicerit magna; devotioni est maximae maxima sustinere, ingentis virtutis est ingentia superare.
因為使我不安的是:竟惟獨我要與這樣的試煉、與如此頑固之疾病的爭戰相搏,而我卻知道別人是以較輕的擊打受管教、並在短促的搏鬥中成了得勝者。為何主沒有像對待別人那樣,也給我派定爭戰?為何祂沒有像懲治別人那樣懲治我?熱羅尼莫:首先,你既被置於如此艱鉅的爭戰之中,就不該思想卑微的事。因為較小的戰役有較小的賞報。總之,凡把剛強之事命定給剛強者的地方,較剛強者就得著較剛強的賞報之酬;因此剛強的人以與次者相配為恥。因為勝過大事的,乃是偉大的人;忍受至大之事,屬於至大的虔敬;勝過巨大之事,乃是巨大的德行。
For it moves me that it has fallen to me alone to fight with such trials and with the combat of so obstinate a disease, when I have known others to be corrected with milder blows and to have come forth victors in a brief struggle. Why has the Lord not appointed for me the contest along with the rest? Why has He not chastised me as the others? JEROME: First, being set in so arduous a contest, you ought not to think of lowly things. For lesser are the rewards for lesser battles. Where, in short, strong things are commanded to the strong, a stronger recompense of reward follows the stronger; and therefore the strong man judges it a disgrace to be matched with an inferior. For great is he who has conquered great things; it belongs to the greatest devotion to endure the greatest things, it is of immense virtue to overcome immense things.
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Namque meritis eminentioribus h excellet cæteros apud regem, quem plurimum turbaverit cauma bellorum, et reddideriut superata victorem. Adest denique preda in ipso conflictu congruens qualitati certaminis, merito destinata victoris. Numero castrensi pondera pro viribus reges imponunt: medici pro causis medelas impendunt. Qui curandus est, non dicit medico qua lege curetur; nec miles eligit quo mittatur, nec servus quo verbere castigetur. Quod enim ex majoris pendet arbitrio, III non esU in potestate subjecti.
因為在君王眼中,那被戰爭之炎熱最為擾亂、卻在被制伏後使君王成為得勝者的人,將以更卓越的功勞超越其餘的人。在那爭鬥之中,就有一份與爭戰品質相稱的擄物,理當為得勝者所預備。在軍營的算計裡,君王照人的力量加給重擔:醫者照病因施予醫治。要受治療的人,不會告訴醫者按什麼規則來醫治他;士兵也不選擇被差往何處,僕人也不選擇受何種鞭打。因為凡取決於上級判斷的事,就不在受管者的權下。
For by more eminent merits he will excel the rest in the sight of the king, whom the heat of wars has most greatly troubled, and who has, when overcome, rendered him a victor. There is at hand, in the very conflict, a spoil suited to the quality of the combat, deservedly appointed for the victor. Kings impose burdens according to a man's strength in the camp's reckoning: physicians dispense remedies according to the causes. He who is to be cured does not tell the physician by what rule he is to be cured; nor does the soldier choose whither he is to be sent, nor the slave with what scourge he is to be chastised. For what depends on the judgment of a superior is not in the power of the subject.
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Ergo qui superna regimur polestate, et inter mundi i miserias multiformes corri, gendi versamur, nec nostrum est de potestate Domini aut plagas eligere, aut alia certamina, quæ ferendo vincamus: sicut nec servorum est eligere de dominis genera flagellorum. Nunquam enim ex arbitrio pendentis pendet licentia verberantis. Potesta. tis est emendare, conditionis est subjacere. Regis est onus imponere, et militis estsustinere.
因此,我們既由上天的權能所治理,又在世界紛繁的苦難之中受著管教,那麼,無論是擊打,或是那些我們藉忍耐而得勝的其他爭戰,都不由我們從主的權能中揀選:正如僕人也不從主人那裡揀選鞭打的種類。因為施打者的權柄,決不取決於受打者的判斷。管教屬乎權柄,順服屬乎僕役的身分。加重擔是君王的分,忍受重擔是士兵的分。
Therefore we who are governed by a supernal power, and are engaged among the manifold miseries of the world in being corrected, it is not for us to choose from the power of the Lord either the strokes or the other contests which we may conquer by enduring: just as it is not for slaves to choose from their masters the kinds of scourgings. For never does the license of the one who strikes depend on the judgment of the one who hangs beneath it. It belongs to power to correct, it belongs to a servile condition to lie subject. It is the king's part to impose the burden, and the soldier's part to bear it.
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Quippo cum ab ipso rege nihil geratur injustum, qui suis legionibus, pro virium qualitate bellicos sudores imponens, fortes mittit ad fortia inferioribus competentia jubet, ut nec inferior contra proprias vires certamine potentioris arceatur, nec posterior inferioris certamine, oegradatis meritis, humilietur Et dum hoc agitur, ut nullus in alieno minoretur aut certe succumbat, omnes cupit esse victores. a Nec inimicus est medius, qui ferit, ul poriculum tollat et vulnera vUlnUS excludat. Nec adversatur paternus affectus, si liheros doceat amplelibus flagellorum. Paterna enim flagella exercitia sunt innoxiæ pietatis.
既然君王本身所行的絕無不義,他照各人力量的品質加給他的軍團戰陣的辛勞,差遣剛強者去作剛強的事,並命他們去作合乎次者所能的事,好使次者不致被逼與較有能力者作超過自己力量的爭戰,也使那較強者不致因功勞被貶而被次者的爭戰所羞辱。這樣行的目的,是使無人在他人的位分上被削減、或竟至潰敗,君王乃願眾人都作得勝者。那擊打的並非仇敵,他擊打是為除去危難,並以一創傷擋住諸創傷。慈父之情也不相違,若他以鞭打的懷抱教導兒女。因為父親的鞭打,乃是無害之慈愛的操練。
Since indeed by the king himself nothing unjust is done, who, imposing warlike toils on his legions according to the quality of their strength, sends the strong to strong deeds and commands them to things fitting for lesser men, so that neither is the inferior kept from the contest of a more powerful man against his own strength, nor is the latter, his merits degraded, humbled by the contest of an inferior. And while this is done, so that no one is diminished in another's place or utterly succumbs, he desires all to be victors. Nor is he an enemy who strikes, that he may take away the danger and shut out wounds with a wound. Nor is paternal affection opposed, if it teach children by the embraces of scourges. For paternal scourgings are the exercises of a harmless love.
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Ergo quoniam castigatio corrigentis amoris est causa, cum de pietate descendat, ama medicum percussorem, cujus plaga mater est medicinæ. Nihil enim impium pietas parit, ut virtutibus amplexis, fructum pietatis spiritaliter curatus includat. inquit, Dominus necabo, et vivere faciam, pereutiam, et ego sanaba (Deut. XXXII). CAP. III. — IN'II. Sed aisti: Ergo ferit pietas? HIESON. Ferit utique; ne impietas judicetur, si non corrigat delinquentem. Cum enim non desit in boInine quod curetur, ferit, ut curet, ut sunt manus medici, b quæ multa laedendo conferunt sanitatem, non sine murmure patientis.
因此,既然管教乃是矯正之愛的緣由,因它出自慈憐,就當愛那擊打的醫者,他的創傷乃是良藥之母。因為慈憐決不生出任何不虔敬之事,好使那在屬靈上得醫治的人,在懷抱諸德行時,包藏慈憐的果實。上主說:我要殺死,也要使之存活;我要擊打,我也要醫治(申三十二)。第三章——病者:但你曾說:那麼,慈憐也擊打嗎?熱羅尼莫:確是擊打;免得它若不矯正犯過者,就被判為不虔敬。因為既然人身上不缺該受醫治之處,慈憐便擊打以求醫治,正如醫者的手,藉著多次的創傷賜下健康,其間病人不無呻吟。
Therefore, since the chastisement of a correcting love is the cause, seeing that it descends from tenderness, love the physician who strikes, whose wound is the mother of medicine. For tenderness brings forth nothing impious, so that the one spiritually cured may, when virtues are embraced, enclose the fruit of tenderness. I, says the Lord, will kill, and I will make to live, I will strike, and I will heal (Deut. 32). Chapter III. — THE INFIRM ONE: But you have said: Does tenderness then strike? JEROME: It strikes indeed; lest it be judged impiety, if it does not correct the one who offends. For since there is not lacking in man that which is to be cured, it strikes in order to cure, as are the hands of the physician, which, by much wounding, confer health, not without the murmuring of the patient.
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Hoc modo et nos sub cura ictus medentis, inter ipsas mœrons angustias, sic in Dominum murmuramus, ut in medicum vulnerati, qui curantur et dolent. Aggredere igitur, frater, aggredere c sustinentiæ remedium, quo valeas gravidam tentationibus sarcinam levigare, et pericula, dum pateris, superare. Jacentia membra animus rigidus consoletur et curet. Regnum teneat virtus intra corpus anxietalibus captivatum, ut anima inclusa periculis vigeat ipsius libertate virtutis, quæ in conflictu tentationis, varie legalibus tubis jamdudum jussa est præparari; et in ipso vestigio dominicas servitutis, contra infestas calamitates armari.
我們也是這樣,在醫者擊打的照顧之下,在悲傷的窘迫之中,向主呻吟,如同受傷者向醫者呻吟,他們得醫治卻仍疼痛。所以弟兄啊,你當前來、當前來領受忍耐的良藥,好使你能減輕那滿載試探的重擔,並在受苦時勝過危難。讓剛毅的心志安慰並療治那躺臥的肢體。讓德行在被焦慮所擄的身體之內握有王權,好使那被危難所困的靈魂,能在德行的自由中興旺;這德行在試探的爭鬥中,早已藉律法的號角被命令要預備妥當;並在主僕役的足跡上,被裝備起來,以對抗兇惡的災禍。
In this way we too, under the care of the healer's stroke, amid the very straits of grief, so murmur against the Lord, as the wounded against the physician, who are healed and yet feel pain. Approach therefore, brother, approach the remedy of endurance, whereby you may be able to lighten a burden heavy with temptations, and, while you suffer, to overcome dangers. Let a firm spirit console and heal the prostrate members. Let virtue hold the kingdom within a body held captive by anxieties, so that the soul, shut in by dangers, may flourish in the very freedom of virtue, which, in the conflict of temptation, was long ago commanded by the legal trumpets to be prepared; and, in the very footstep of the Lord's service, to be armed against hostile calamities.
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Fili, inquit, accedens ad servitulem Det, sta injustitia et timore, et præpara animam tuam ad tentationem (Eccli. n). a Ergo cum tentatio nostris utilitatibus prorogetur. non est mirandum si nobis ejus ardor accidat. Sicut beatissimus Petrus in epistola sua monet ac dixit: Nolite mirari ardorem accidentem vobis, qui ad tentationem vestram fit. ne excidatis inter varios sæculi fluctus ( I Petr. IV). Frequentibus procellis Ghristiana vita quatitur atque tentatur, et pressuris innumeris lactatur et cresdit. Quod Salomon beatissimus propheta et satis illustris testatur et probat: Conjungere, inquit, Domino, et sustine, xl crescat in novissimo vita tua (Eccli. n).
經上說:孩子,你來服事天主時,當立於正義與敬畏之中,並預備你的心靈迎接試探(德二)。因此,既然試探是為我們的益處而延長的,那麼它的炎熱臨到我們,也就不足為奇。正如至有福的伯多祿在他的書信中勸勉並說:不要因臨到你們的烈火試煉而詫異,這試煉是為試驗你們的,免得你們在世界紛紜的波濤中失足(伯前四)。基督徒的生命藉著頻繁的風暴而受震撼、受試探,又藉著無數的壓迫而得滋養、成長。這是至有福、極為顯赫的先知撒羅滿所證實、所印證的:他說:你要與主結合,並要忍耐,好使你的生命在末後增長(德二)。
Son, it says, coming to the service of God, stand in justice and in fear, and prepare your soul for temptation (Sir. 2). Therefore, since temptation is prolonged for our benefit, it is not to be wondered at if its heat befalls us. As the most blessed Peter admonishes in his epistle and says: Do not wonder at the fiery trial coming upon you, which is for your temptation, lest you fall away amid the various waves of the world (1 Pet. 4). By frequent storms the Christian life is shaken and tempted, and by countless pressures it is nourished and grows. This the most blessed prophet Solomon, and one right illustrious, attests and proves: Join yourself, he says, to the Lord, and endure, that your life may grow in the end (Sir. 2).
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Navigium vitæ nOstræ agitantibus gaudet: sola tranquillitate turbatur. Stupet enim cursus, cessantibus venlis; perielitatur, si periculis non probetur. Incertum est enim utrum ad Dominum pertineat, quem pressura, mater gloriæ, ventilando 112 non purgat, premendo non nutrit, castigando non probat, caedendo non curat. Nam cum verbera nobis alMe varia tentamenta amor divinus impendat, ac sicut medicus conferat remedium de contrariis, et torquendo succurrat: non se probat i ad amorem pertinere Domini qui plagis medicinalibus non meruit subjacere. Sed forsitan dicis: Si meus est amntor Deus. cur me igitur amatoris mei flagella gravi laceratione mæstificant, et lædendo conturbant?
我們生命的船,因那顛簸它的事物而歡欣:惟獨在風平浪靜時才受困擾。因為風一止息,它的航程便滯鈍;它若不受危難的試驗,反倒陷於危難。因為若患難——這榮耀之母——不藉顛簸潔淨他、不藉壓迫滋養他、不藉懲治試驗他、不藉擊打醫治他,那就無法確定他是否屬於主。因為既然天主的愛把鞭撻,即各樣試煉,加給我們,並像醫者一樣以相反之物施予醫治,藉折磨而施救援:那沒有配得躺在醫治性擊打之下的人,就不能證明自己屬於主的愛。但你或許說:天主若是愛我的,那麼為何我所愛者的鞭打竟以沉重的撕裂使我憂傷,並以創傷擾亂我呢?
The ship of our life rejoices in things that toss it: by tranquility alone is it troubled. For its course is benumbed when the winds cease; it is imperiled if it be not tested by perils. For it is uncertain whether he belongs to the Lord whom tribulation, the mother of glory, does not purge by tossing, does not nourish by pressing, does not prove by chastising, does not cure by striking. For since divine love bestows on us stripes, that is, various trials, and, like a physician, confers a remedy out of contraries, and by torturing brings succor: he does not prove himself to belong to the love of the Lord who has not deserved to lie under medicinal blows. But perhaps you say: If God is my lover, why then do the scourges of my lover sadden me with grievous laceration, and disturb me by wounding?
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Si me amplexibus flagellorum torquet qui amat, jam putei odii falsus amor exercet; jam malo oderit, ne. torqueat. Imo cave ne oderit, roga ul amare dignetur. Amor enim emendat, odium vero supplicium comminatur. Amor disciplinam consuevit impendere; odium vero, dictante sententia, reatum recilare. Quod odium nativitate humani generis ex Deo in hominem propagatur. Et ideo est hominis, quod odia, aut irascitur Deus: odit dum offenditur, irascitur duin non rogatur offonsus. In odium enim sui provocat Dominum, qui evetim odibilibus se odibilem facit, et offensum rogare contemnit.
那愛我的若以鞭打的懷抱折磨我,那便是披著憎恨之井的假愛在作工;那麼倒不如讓祂憎恨,好叫祂不折磨。不然,你當謹防祂憎恨你,反要懇求祂惠然施愛。因為愛能矯正,憎恨卻威脅刑罰。愛慣於施予訓誨;憎恨卻按其判詞的口授宣讀罪狀。這憎恨是藉人類的出生本身,從天主傳到人身上。因此,天主之所以憎恨或發怒,乃是人的過錯:祂被冒犯時就憎恨,受冒犯而不被懇求時就發怒。因為那以可憎之行使自己成為可憎的人,並輕忽懇求被冒犯者的人,便惹主憎恨他自己。
If He who loves torments me with the embraces of scourges, then a false love, wearing the well of hatred, is at work; then let Him rather hate, that He may not torment. Nay, beware lest He hate you; entreat that He may deign to love. For love amends, but hatred threatens punishment. Love is wont to bestow discipline; but hatred, by the dictate of its sentence, to recite the guilt. This hatred is propagated from God upon man by the very birth of the human race. And therefore it is man's fault that God hates or is angry: He hates while He is offended, He is angry while, being offended, He is not entreated. For he provokes the Lord to hatred of himself who by hateful deeds makes himself hateful, and disdains to entreat the One offended.
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Caeterum amat Deus hominem, ut artifex fabricam, sed odit mala opera, quibus fabrica urgetur in lapsum, et eogitur in g lahinam. Et qui mala opera odit, malorum operum non potest amare factorem: sicut Salomon sanctissimus protulit: Odio sunt, inquit, Deo impius et impietas ejus (Sap. XIV). Ergo melius est in hoc mundo annis vergentibus perituro, cujus senectutem premit ac sorbet occasus, ex amore Domini medicinalia sustinere verbera, quam ex odio exspectare insanabilem plagam, et sub falmine sententiæ ducere damnabilem vitam. Melius est inter manus medici transiturum ac modicum sustinere tormentum, quam renuntiare medico, et incurrere supplicium æternis tortoribus vexaturum.
至於其餘,天主愛人,如工匠愛他所造之物,卻憎恨那些使其作品傾覆、逼其歸於毀滅的惡行。而那憎恨惡行的,就不能愛惡行的作者:正如至聖的撒羅滿所宣告的:他說,不虔敬者和他的不虔,都為天主所憎惡(智十四)。因此,在這隨歲月衰落而將消逝的世界裡——它的暮年被日落所壓迫、所吞噬——出於對主的愛而忍受醫治性的鞭撻,勝過出於憎恨而等候無藥可醫的災殃,並在判決的雷霆之下度那該受咒詛的一生。將要經過醫者之手而忍受些微折磨,勝過拒絕醫者、而招致那將被永遠折磨者所苦害的刑罰。
For the rest, God loves man as a craftsman loves his handiwork, but He hates the evil works by which the handiwork is driven to its fall and forced to ruin. And He who hates evil works cannot love the doer of evil works: as most holy Solomon declared: Hateful to God, he says, are the impious man and his impiety (Wis. 14). Therefore it is better, in this world that is to perish as the years decline, whose old age its setting presses and swallows up, to endure medicinal stripes out of the love of the Lord, than out of hatred to await an incurable plague, and under the thunderbolt of sentence to lead a damnable life. It is better, being about to pass through the hands of the physician, to endure a slight torment, than to renounce the physician and incur a punishment that will torment one with eternal tormentors.
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Aut si adhuc miraris amatoris nostri medici nam per flagella constare, illud quoque debes mirari quod torqueant remedia quos medicus amat, qui nocendo, quod nocet excludit. Utique qui nocentia quærit excludere, non potest nocere; et ideo noceno curat, ut canor sit sanitas praeparata mæroribus. Si enim medicinam non laceraret sanandum, meritum sanitatis ire. semper delectaret in voluntarium vulnus. Si non mordacibus adjumentis nocentium medelarum cura pretiosa constaret, curandum causa non cogeret in mærorem. Et ideo remediis nocentibus cura perficitur, ut mæforis pretio redempta sanitas carior habeatur et grata. Ergo, qui amandus est, quolibet examine non potest non emendari;
你若仍詫異我們仁愛的醫者之良藥在於鞭撻,你也該詫異這事:良藥竟折磨那些醫者所愛的人,那醫者藉著傷害擋住了那傷害的。的確,那力求擋住有害之物的,就不能造成傷害;因此他藉傷害而醫治,好使健康從憂傷中預備出來,儘管健康何等寶貴。因為良藥若不撕裂那要得醫治的人,健康的功勞就會永遠在甘願的創傷中自娛。有害良藥的寶貴醫治若不在於咬齧的助力,那要受治療的病症就不會逼人陷入憂傷。因此,醫治藉著有害的良藥而成全,好使那以憂傷為代價贖回的健康,被看得更寶貴、更可喜。因此,凡當受愛的人,無論經何種試煉,都不能不被矯正;
Or if you still wonder that the medicine of our loving physician consists in scourges, you ought also to wonder at this: that remedies torment those whom the physician loves, who by hurting shuts out that which hurts. Assuredly he who seeks to shut out harmful things cannot do harm; and therefore by hurting he cures, that health may be prepared out of sorrows, dear as it is. For if the medicine did not lacerate the one to be healed, the merit of health would always delight in a voluntary wound. If the precious cure of harmful remedies did not consist in biting aids, the case to be cured would not force one into grief. And therefore the cure is accomplished by hurtful remedies, so that health, redeemed at the price of grief, may be held dearer and more welcome. Therefore, he who is to be loved cannot but be amended by whatever ordeal;
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h qui corrigendus est, non potest non flagellari amatoris verbere; qui curandas est, medentis mordacitate non potest non noceri. Quid miraenlo stupes t De periculis exspectat auxilium quem curat ignis et ferrum. Multa sunt enim quæ nonnisi percussa sanantur. Multi sunt quos medici sine ferro curare non possunt. Qui sanitatem diversa per tormenta rogati concedunt, amarissima pocula, exigente morbo, remedii causa non sitientibue sæpe propinent, quæ non sine frontis rugesitate sorbentur. Nam si vultum bibentis attendas, tristis el anxius bibit ut lætus et incolumis vivat. u rationabilis ei incominodis commoda satis perversitas medicinæ!
凡當受矯正的人,就不能不受愛者的鞭打;凡當受治療的人,就不能不受醫者的咬齧所傷。你為何驚愕詫異呢?那被火與鐵所醫治的人,正從危難中等候幫助。因為有許多事物,非受擊打不得痊癒。有許多人,醫者非動刀不能醫治。那些應人所求、藉種種折磨賜下健康的醫者,往往在疾病要求時,為著醫治,把最苦的藥劑遞給不渴的人,這藥劑非皺眉不能吞下。因為你若察看飲者的面容,他憂傷焦慮地飲下,為要歡然無恙地活著。醫術這合理的乖謬啊,它的害處竟足以成為益處!
he who is to be corrected cannot but be scourged by the lover's stroke; he who is to be cured cannot but be hurt by the biting of the healer. Why are you stupefied with wonder? He whom fire and iron cure awaits help from perils. For there are many things that are not healed except when struck. There are many whom physicians cannot cure without the knife. Those who, when entreated, grant health through diverse torments, often, when disease demands, offer to the unthirsty, for the sake of a remedy, most bitter draughts, which are not swallowed without a wrinkling of the brow. For if you observe the face of the drinker, he drinks sad and anxious, that he may live glad and unharmed. O reasonable perversity of medicine, whose disadvantages are advantages enough!
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Urgetur homo bibere quod non sitit, cui remedium est aliquando 113 quod sitit. Nam quia interdum ciborum abstinentiam præciplunt, indicta jejunitate corpus econarant, ut de ipsa lassitudino refectum atque fortissimum reddant. Repentina vulnora quæ casus it Castris advexit, fovent, ligant, sareiunt, eurant; mæstificando letificant, fatigando confortant, hedendo medentur. Nam dom pabulo vulneri continuata partium cute quibusdam fibulis i inserunt sanitatem, vitam consolando pollicentur, quam curando componunt. Sod leviora suntqua diximus diximus: apud quos est remedium non siM scalpollo damere putroeines enervatas et amputare de homine vivo mertuas partes;
人被催促去飲他所不渴的,而他的醫治有時正是他所渴求的。因為醫者有時吩咐禁食,藉所定的齋戒使身體排空,好從那疲乏本身使身體重新振作、極其強健。凡意外帶入營中的驟然創傷,他們熱敷、包紮、縫合、醫治;藉著使人憂傷而使人歡欣,藉著使人疲乏而使人剛強,藉著傷害而醫治。因為當他們用敷料使傷處的皮膚接連,並以某些扣針嵌入健康時,就藉安慰應許生命,這生命是他們藉醫治所調成的。但我們所說的還算輕的:在他們中間還有一種醫治——不用手術刀除去衰弱的腐爛,並從活人身上截去死去的部分;
A man is urged to drink what he does not thirst for, whose remedy is at times that which he does thirst for. For because at times they enjoin abstinence from food, and by an imposed fast empty out the body, that from that very weariness they may render it refreshed and most strong. Sudden wounds which mischance has brought into the camp, they foment, bind, stitch, cure; by saddening they gladden, by wearying they strengthen, by hurting they heal. For while, with the skin of the parts continued over the wound with fodder, they insert soundness by certain clasps, they promise life by consoling, which by curing they compose. But lighter are the things we have said: among whom there is a remedy—not with the scalpel to take away enervated putrefactions and to amputate the dead parts from the living man;
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licet unam membrorum non siuo senau totius corporis.epuletur, homo tamen suis damnis consentit, ut viva. Apud illos aliqueties dotractis eutibus. et ipsa ossa raduntur.:he lotus homo perenes cradatur. Apud ipsos nonnunquam collectio veminans, et æstuana tumor modicinali ferro sulcatur. Apud ipsos it-. urit, ut refrigeret; mordet at lacerat pulvis, ut sanet. Quid plura? Sub medica pietate homo plurimum torquetur ut plurimum vivat. Fece necessarium periculum in quo beneficium est fidele tormentum. Periclitatur pro certo quem medicus curat, sed peril et de.. qui renuntiat. Hnic enim, licet sub lormento, vita promittitur; alii vivendi spes denegatur.
縱然身體的一個肢節毫無知覺地從全身被割下,人仍願承受自己的損失,好使自己得存活。在他們中間,皮膚有時被剝去,連骨頭也被刮削,好使整個人被殘忍地撕裂。在他們中間,化膿的膿腫和灼熱的腫脹,往往被醫治的鐵器切開。在他們中間,用火燒灼,是為使之清涼;藥粉咬齧、撕裂,是為使之痊癒。還用多說什麼?在醫者的慈憐之下,人被大大折磨,是為使他大大存活。看哪,這是必要的危難,其中那忠信的折磨乃是益處。那被醫者醫治的,固然陷於危難,但拒絕醫者的,卻要滅亡。因為對前者,雖在折磨之下,仍應許以生命;對後者,卻連活著的指望也被拒絕。
though one of the members, without any feeling, be cut off from the whole body, yet the man consents to his own losses, that he may live. Among them, the skins having been sometimes drawn off, the very bones are scraped, that the whole man may be cruelly torn. Among them not seldom a festering gathering and a burning swelling is furrowed by the medicinal iron. Among them it burns, that it may cool; the powder bites and lacerates, that it may heal. What more? Under the physician's tenderness a man is greatly tormented, that he may greatly live. Behold a necessary peril, in which the faithful torment is a benefit. He is truly imperiled whom the physician cures, but he perishes who renounces him. For to the former, though under torment, life is promised; to the other, the hope of living is denied.
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Ergo ubi necnasitas exigit, periclitari melius est quam perire. Incommodis necere cum fructu melius est quam negatis incommodis interire: a id est satius est remedio sibi noceri quam non posse curari. CAP. IV. — Hoc secundum cælestem mediam loquor, et ad curam magis refero spiritualem, non ad illam solam quæ arte moritura, mortalibus versatur in membris. Nobi est ergo melius a Domino redarlui castigari, et sub ejus plaga ourari, quam ab ejus medicina incurabiles removeri. Arcet enim a suis vullibus Deus quos viderit incurabilis morbi iniquitale vexatos, et sicut pulverem, aut paleam impetu turbinis per vitia dissipata, atque dispersas: b sicut ipse in sua voce loquitur, dicens:
因此,當必需所要求時,陷於危難勝過滅亡。帶著益處而受害於不便,勝過在不便被免去時死去:也就是說,寧可被良藥所傷,勝過不能得醫。第四章——這是我按天上的醫者所說的,我把它更多地歸於屬靈的醫治,而非單指那注定因其技藝而死去、在必朽肢體中所施行的醫治。因此,被主責備、受主懲治,並在祂的擊打之下得醫治,勝過因不治而被逐離祂的醫治。因為天主使那些祂看見因不治之病的罪孽所苦、如塵土、或如被旋風之力吹散、藉惡行而四散的糠秕之人,遠離祂的創傷:正如祂親口所言,說:
Therefore, where necessity demands, it is better to be imperiled than to perish. To be harmed by disadvantages with profit is better than to die when disadvantages are denied: that is, it is more satisfactory to be harmed by a remedy than to be unable to be cured. Chapter IV. — This I speak according to the heavenly Physician, and I refer it rather to spiritual healing, not to that alone which, destined to die by its art, is engaged among mortal members. It is therefore better to be reproved and chastised by the Lord, and to be cured under His stroke, than to be removed from His medicine as incurable. For God keeps away from His wounds those whom He has seen vexed by the iniquity of an incurable disease, and, like dust, or chaff scattered by the force of a whirlwind, dispersed through vices: as He Himself speaks in His own voice, saying:
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Recedant a me iniqui, vias enim illorum scire nolo: quoniam lucerna eorum exstincta est, et gemitum habebunt in Ii... sua. Erunt enim sicut palem quæ a vento volant, et sicut pulvis qui a tempestatibus tollitur (Job. XXI). c Eorum vias nolunt scire, qui viam nolunt tenere perduceotem ad sublimia. Ad unum enim Dominum una via in Cbristo teneqda est, quæ angustantibus tentamentis in spatio longae securitatis inducat. Huic soli viæ patet palatium cœli; cæteræ vero voluptatum anfractibus tertuosæ, regionem flammiferam petunt: De quibus Salomon sic propria voce testatur: Sunt viæ quæ videntur hominibus justæ, et in fine illarum tristitia et dqlor (Prov. XIV).
願惡人離開我,因為我不願認識他們的道路:因為他們的燈已熄滅,他們必在自己的居所哀號。因為他們必像被風吹散的糠秕,像被暴風捲去的塵土(約二十一)。那些不願持守那導向高處之道路的人,其道路是天主所不願認識的。因為歸向獨一的主,必須在基督裡持守獨一的道路,這道路藉著艱迫的試煉,引入長久平安的境地。惟獨這道路,天堂的宮殿為它敞開;其餘的道路,在逸樂的曲折中蜿蜒,尋向那烈火之境:論到這些,撒羅滿親口如此作證:有些道路人看為正直,其結局卻是憂傷與痛苦(箴十四)。
Let the wicked depart from me, for I will not know their ways: because their lamp is extinguished, and they shall have groaning in their own dwelling. For they shall be as chaff that flies before the wind, and as dust that is lifted up by the tempests (Job 21). They are unwilling to know the ways of those who are unwilling to hold the road that leads to the heights. For to the one Lord one way is to be held in Christ, which, through straitening trials, leads into the space of long security. To this way alone the palace of heaven lies open; but the rest, winding through the twists of pleasures, seek the flame-bearing region: of which Solomon thus testifies in his own words: There are ways which seem to men just, and in the end of them are sadness and grief (Prov. 14).
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Et per has vias illi præcipites gradiuntur, quibus cursus inimicæ vitæ, blandimentis fallacibus adulatur; quos fallit surdum tempus et decipit, recipit interitui et includit. Quos sicut in scopulos perituram navem tempestas impellit, sic infelix felicitas in iuteritum pronos et labiles ducit. Et sicuti aliquem securis incessibus gradientem, repentino casu, aut marmoris levitas, aut lamina pavimenti subversa pedum tutela contorsit: ita quos infeliciter ducit secundarum rerum iter incertum, vitaque male jucunda, necesse est ut in 114 irrevocabilem lapsum subitaneus casus impingat, Sicut Salomon sanctissimus testatur et clamat:
藉著這些道路,那些被敵對人生的行程以虛假諂媚所奉承的人,就一頭栽下去;那充耳不聞的時代欺哄他們、誘騙他們,把他們收入毀滅、關禁起來。正如風暴把將要沉沒的船逼向礁石,不幸的順境也照樣把人引向毀滅,使他們前傾滑跌。正如大理石的光滑、或被翻起的地磚,藉突然的跌倒扭傷了那步履穩健之行者雙腳的護衛:照樣,凡被順境不定的旅途、被那壞的歡愉人生所不幸引導的人,必然要被突然的跌倒撞入無可挽回的傾覆。正如至聖的撒羅滿所作證並呼喊的:
And by these ways those go headlong to whom the course of a hostile life fawns with deceitful blandishments; whom the deaf age deceives and beguiles, receives to ruin and shuts in. Whom, as a storm drives a ship about to perish upon the rocks, so unhappy happiness leads, prone and slipping, to ruin. And just as it twists the guard of the feet of someone walking with secure steps, by a sudden fall, either the smoothness of marble or the overturned slab of the pavement: so those whom the uncertain journey of prosperous things and a life ill-pleasant unhappily leads, must needs be struck by a sudden fall into an irrevocable collapse. As most holy Solomon testifies and cries out:
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Sicuti, inquit, qui in pavimento cadit, sic casus malorum festinanter veniet (Eccli. xx). Hi sunt procul dubio qui non merentur alicujus miseriæ d ventilatis flagitationibus agitari, quibus, æterna ægritudo nutritur, nec verberari eum sanctis, Domino castigante, cum quo post flagella regnetur; quorum David hoc carmine flagitat mentionem: In cogitationibus hominum non sunt, et rum hominibus non flagellabuntur; ideo tenuit eos superbia eorum (Psal. LXXII). Cernis igitur medicinali flagello immeritos deapici, el meritos amicabiliter castigari. Parens enim omnium Deus, ut est medicus fidelis erga susceptos, et genitor circa liberos suos, quos amat, sic ferit ut corrigat, non ut occidat.
他說:如同跌在地磚上的人,惡人的敗亡也必迅速臨到(德二十)。這些人無疑就是那些不配被任何苦難的簸揚哀求所搖撼的人,永久的疾病在他們裡面得著滋養;他們也不配與聖徒一同在主懲治時受鞭打,好在鞭打之後與主一同為王;達味在這篇詩歌中為他們的境況呼求說:他們不與世人同勞,也不與世人同受鞭打;因此驕傲抓住了他們(詠七十二)。所以你看見那不配的人被醫治性的鞭打所輕視,而配得的人卻被慈愛地懲治。因為萬有之父天主,既對祂所收納的人是忠信的醫者,又對祂自己的兒女是慈父,就這樣擊打祂所愛的人,是為矯正,而非為殺害。
As, he says, one who falls upon the pavement, so the fall of the wicked shall come hastily (Sir. 20). These are without doubt those who do not deserve to be shaken by the winnowing entreaties of any misery, in whom an eternal sickness is nourished, nor to be scourged with the saints, while the Lord chastises, with whom, after the scourges, one may reign; of whom David demands mention in this song: They are not in the labors of men, and with men they shall not be scourged; therefore their pride has held them fast (Ps. 72). You see therefore the unworthy despised by the medicinal scourge, and the worthy amicably chastised. For God, the Parent of all, as He is a faithful physician toward those He has received, and a begetter toward His own children, so strikes those whom He loves, that He may correct, not that He may kill.
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Ergo felix est qui vapulat, ubi amoris est plaga. Beatus quem superni verberis remedium curat, corrigit, emendat atque componit; eum David beatus propheta et satis illustris si concienetur et clamitet, diceas: Felix quem tu emendaveris, Domine, et de lege tua docueris eum (Psal. XCIII). Ergo quoniam ex divino permissu, diversæ mordacitatis e languoribus subjacemus, ac longa calamitate curandam gerimus vitam, in examen nostræ virtutis, prædictas olim miserias æquanimiter perferamus. Infelices ac multiplices casus, anxietates et fletus, quos iucurrimus nati, mentis felicitate portemus.
因此,凡受擊打、而那擊打是出於愛的,就是有福的。凡被上天鞭撻的良藥所醫治、矯正、修正、調理的,是有福的;達味這位有福而極顯赫的先知,讚頌並宣揚他說:上主啊,凡蒙你矯正、並蒙你以你的法律教誨的人,是有福的(詠九十三)。因此,既然我們藉天主的允許,屈服於種種咬齧的病弱之下,又在漫長的災難中度那待醫治的一生,讓我們為著試驗我們的德行,心平氣和地忍受那自古預言的苦難。讓我們以心靈的福樂,擔負我們生來所招致的那不幸而繁多的災禍、焦慮與哭泣。
Therefore happy is he who is beaten, where the stroke is of love. Blessed is he whom the remedy of the supernal scourge cures, corrects, amends, and composes; him David, a blessed and right illustrious prophet, celebrates and proclaims, saying: Happy is he whom You have amended, O Lord, and instructed him out of Your law (Ps. 93). Therefore, since by divine permission we lie subject to the languors of diverse biting, and pass a life to be cured amid long calamity, let us, for the testing of our virtue, bear with equanimity the miseries foretold of old. Let us carry, with felicity of mind, the unhappy and manifold calamities, the anxieties and weepings, which we, being born, have incurred.
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Nec mirandum et enim quod malorum frequentium stragibus variis, sic mortalium vita populetur ia mundo, in quo nemo nascitur ridens, in quo nemo lumen vitæ nisi cum lacrymis auspicatur. Cum nos denique maternæ vulvæ tentorium ostenderet mundo, flontes didicimes mundum, ut quasi malorum primitias imprimis lacrymis gustaremus f Salomon propheta bac pronuntiatione testatur: Ego, inquit, natus accepi communem ætatem, et in similiter factam decidi terrum: primam vocem similem omnibus emisi plorans. In involumentis nutritus sum, et curis magnis. Nemo ex regibus aliud habuit nativitatis initium. v... est ergo onibus introitus ad vitam et similis exitus (Sap. VII.
的確,人不必詫異,凡人的生命在世上竟被頻仍禍患的種種屠戮所蹂躪;在這世上,無人生來帶著笑容,無人開始生命之光時不帶著眼淚。因為當母腹的帳幕把我們顯給世界時,我們是含淚認識了世界,好叫我們彷彿在最初就以眼淚嘗到禍患的初果。先知撒羅滿以這句宣言作證:他說:我出生時,也承受了共有的空氣,落在同樣造成的地上:我像眾人一樣發出頭一聲哭泣。我在襁褓中、在極大的操勞中被養育。眾君王中無一人有別樣的出生開端。因此,眾人進入生命只有一個入口,離去也是一樣(智七)。
Nor indeed is it to be wondered at that the life of mortals is so laid waste in the world by the diverse slaughters of frequent evils, in which no one is born laughing, in which no one begins the light of life save with tears. For when the tent of the maternal womb showed us to the world, we learned the world by weeping, so that, as it were, we might taste the first-fruits of evils in tears at the very first. Solomon the prophet testifies by this pronouncement: I too, he says, being born, received the common air, and fell upon the earth made in like manner: I sent forth my first voice like all men, weeping. In swaddling clothes I was nurtured, and with great cares. No one of the kings had any other beginning of birth. There is therefore for all one entrance into life and a like departure (Wis. 7).
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Necesse est enim ut qui venerit, transeat ubi vitam egerit peregrinam: maxime tum ita Salomon protestetur: Unus, inquit, introitus ad vitam, et similis exitus. Quid ergo prosperitatis aut lætitiæ potest nobis oecurrere, ubi primo discitur flere, et inter ipsa cunabula nascentis infantiæ, et in ipse vitæ vestibulo, g nibil aliud novi de mundo quam fletus occurrit? Lumina mundi eum fletu calcavimus, flebimus equidem transituri. 0 angustum et satis anxium tempus vitae mortalis, ubi cum initio nominatur et finis, initium nostrum cum fine suscipimus! Jam captus est morte, qui Ratus est. Testes sunt mortui, cum non negant se torturi.
因為凡是來到此世的人,必須經過他曾寄居為客旅的地方;所羅門尤其這樣作證說:「進入生命只有一道門,離去也是一樣。」那麼,還有什麼順境或喜樂能臨到我們呢?我們最先學會的乃是哭泣;在初生嬰孩的搖籃之中,在生命的門檻之上,這世界所迎接我們的,除了哭泣別無新事。我們是含著哭泣踏上這世界的光,我們離世時也必哭泣。這必死之生命的時光何等短窄、何等憂苦!它的起頭一被提起,終局也隨之被說出;我們領受起頭之時,也同時領受了它的終局。凡出生的人,已被死亡所擄。死者就是見證,因為他們並不否認自己終必死亡。
For it is necessary that whoever has come should pass on to where he once lived as a stranger; and Solomon in particular bears witness thus: 'There is,' he says, 'one entrance into life, and a like departure.' What prosperity, then, or gladness can befall us, where the first thing we learn is to weep, and where, in the very cradle of newborn infancy and on the very threshold of life, nothing new of the world meets us but weeping? We trod upon the light of the world with weeping, and weeping too shall we depart. O narrow and anxious enough is the span of this mortal life, where together with its beginning the end is named, where we receive our beginning together with its end! He has already been seized by death who has been born. The dead are our witnesses, since they do not deny that they must die.
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Ergo quoniam ituri venimus peregrinantium more, quod acciderit intra mundi hospitium, quasi h transeuntes, ferende vincamus: mala imposita, bona devotione portata vincuntur. Pejus enim nocet malum, si male portetur; lædunt et ipsa bona, si male portentur. Ibi profecto solamen virtutis opus est ( sub contemplatione scilicet supernæ mercedis) ubi sic desideratur finis et exitus vitæ, sicut in pelago tutola portuensis optatur. Quis enim buter anxietates vagantis sæculi ærumnasque morborum lædentium non magis mortem de6ideret. 115 quam longam satis et languidam vitam, dicente Salomone 2 Melior est mors quam vita amora; et requies æterna quam languor perseverans (Eccli. XXX). Et alibi:
因此,既然我們是以客旅之姿而來、注定要離去的人,就讓我們以虔敬的心,勝過在這世界客棧中所臨到的一切,像過路人一般:所加諸的惡,若以良善的虔敬承擔,便被勝過。因為惡若被惡劣地承擔,其害更甚;甚至好事若被惡劣地承擔,也會使人受傷。的確,在那裡(即在仰望天上賞賜的默想之下),德行的工作乃是安慰,在那裡人渴望生命的終局與離去,正如在大海之上渴望港口的平安。試問,誰在這飄泊時代的憂慮與折磨人的疾病艱難之中,不寧願渴望死亡,而不願要一個過於漫長且衰弱的生命呢?正如所羅門所說:「死勝過苦命,永遠的安息勝過長久的衰疲」(德訓篇三十章)。又在別處說:
Therefore, since we come as those destined to depart, after the manner of pilgrims, let us conquer with pious devotion whatever befalls us within the world's lodging, as though we were merely passing through: evils laid upon us are overcome by being borne with good devotion. For an evil harms the more grievously if it is ill borne; and even good things wound, if they are ill carried. There, assuredly, the work of virtue is a comfort (under the contemplation, that is, of the heavenly reward), where the end and departure of life is so longed for, as the safety of harbour is desired upon the deep. For who, amid the anxieties of this wandering age and the hardships of afflicting diseases, would not rather long for death than for a life long enough and languishing, as Solomon says: 'Better is death than a bitter life, and eternal rest than enduring languor' (Ecclus. XXX). And elsewhere:
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Melius est tibi mori quam vivere (Ibid. XL). Mors eaim omni homini dat requiem. Pro certo inter mala grassantia necessario exitus sitienter optatur. Sed sicut nec nostrum fuerat nasci, ita nec Potestatis nostræ est mori. AlioQuin si in nostra potestate mori consisteret, esset in potestate non mori. Ad hoc inter angustias mortis requiem flagitamus, quia inter mala de bono solamen est non tacere: navigantium more, quibus refrigerium est inter infestos alque sollicitos cursus loqui de securitate partuensi, ad quam etsi non liceat quantum animus cupit celerius pervenire, juvat tamen et satis pulchrum est meliores partes eptare.
「你死了比活著更好」(同上第四十章)。因為死亡使每一個人都得安息。的確,在猖狂的諸惡之中,人必然渴切地渴望離去。但正如出生不由我們,死亡同樣不在我們的權能之內。不然,若死亡在我們權能之內,不死也就在我們權能之內了。正因如此,我們在死亡的困厄中呼求安息,因為在諸惡之中,不對美善緘默乃是一種安慰:正如水手,在危險而焦慮的航程之中,以談論港口的平安為慰藉;縱然不能如心所願那樣迅速抵達,然而選擇那更美的一分,仍是有益且十分美好的。
'It is better for thee to die than to live' (Ibid. XL). For death gives rest to every man. Assuredly, amid raging evils the departure is necessarily longed for with thirst. But just as it was not ours to be born, so neither is it in our power to die. Otherwise, if to die lay within our power, it would be in our power not to die. For this reason, amid the straits of death we cry out for rest, because amid evils it is a comfort not to be silent about the good: after the manner of sailors, whose refreshment, amid perilous and anxious voyaging, is to speak of the safety of harbour; and although it is not permitted to reach it as swiftly as the mind desires, yet it helps, and it is beautiful enough, to choose the better part.
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Sed quOniam nee nostræ potestatis est potiri melioribus, quæ do morte nascuntur, exspectantes meliora, bonum interim geramus inter mala certamen. Do... num autem certamen est, malis non cedere, sed mala virtutis bono potiare, per quæ in meliora de morte nascentia, morbis atque mono carentia sublimati pontemur. Sioe ducatu enim atque morsu infelicitatis in triumphos immortalis glor. non perveniMur, quia per discrimina conficitur cursus in portu. Primo triumphator non potest dici, nisi cui victoriam virtus inveni' 2 quæ omne quod timetur sub se cernit elisum, trahitque invicta captivum. CAP. V.
但既然那從死亡而生的更美之事,並不在我們權能之內得以取得,那麼在等候這些更美之事的同時,讓我們暫且在諸惡之中打一場美好的仗。這美好的仗就是:不向諸惡屈服,反倒藉德行的美善勝過諸惡,好叫我們藉此被高舉,進入那從死亡而生、脫離疾病與死亡的更美之境。因為若沒有不幸的引領與刺激,我們就不能進入不朽榮耀的凱旋,因為那航程正是穿越危險而在港口完成的。除非一個人的德行尋得了勝利,否則他不能被稱為凱旋者;這勝利將一切可畏之物看為踐踏在腳下,並不被征服地拖著俘虜前行。(第五章)
But since it is not within our power to attain the better things which are born from death, while we await these better things, let us meanwhile wage a good contest amid evils. Now the good contest is this: not to yield to evils, but to be exalted through the good of virtue over evils, so that by them we may be raised on high into the better things that are born out of death, free from diseases and death itself. For without the leading and the goading of unhappiness we shall not come into the triumphs of immortal glory, since it is through perils that the course is finished at the harbour. No one can be called triumphant except him whose virtue has found the victory, which sees crushed beneath itself everything that is feared, and drags the captive along, itself unconquered.
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— Est inter ea saeculum, ut mare impatiens natura et sine ventis inflatum, erigens scilicet in ipsa tranquillitate minaces atque terribiles fluctua, quod licet sessores non noceat suos, habet tamen aliquid formidinis etiam innoxia magnitudo, nec na. vigantibus desunt formidines frequenter, et ictus undarum. Nunquam denique gubernator totos sinui securus explicuit. Et in hoc mundo, qui fragrosum vitae huJus et turbidum quaerimus Cursum, malorum tangimur minia frequenter et eausis: maxime quos intra regia castra militia coelestis signatos inclusit.
在這些事物之中就有這世界,它像一片本性焦躁的海,即使無風也自行漲起,竟在風平浪靜之際掀起威脅而可怕的波濤;縱然它或許不傷害坐於其上的人,然而它那無害的浩瀚仍帶有幾分令人畏懼之處,航海者也常不免種種驚恐與浪濤的衝擊。總之,掌舵者從未曾安然地將整片胸懷向海敞開。在這世界中也是如此,我們既尋求此生崎嶇而動盪的航程,就常被諸惡的威脅與機緣所觸及,尤其是那些被天上的軍旅所標記、圈入王營之中的人。
Among these things is this world, like a sea impatient by nature and swelling even without winds, raising up, that is, in its very calm, threatening and terrible waves; and although it may not harm those who sit upon it, yet even its harmless vastness has something of dread, and terrors are frequently not wanting to those who sail, nor the buffeting of the waves. In short, never has a helmsman unfurled his whole bosom to the sea in security. And in this world too, we who seek out the rugged and turbulent course of this life are often touched by the threats and occasions of evils, especially those whom the heavenly warfare has marked and enclosed within the royal camp.
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Jam diximus saeculum pelago comparari, in quo rara sunt prospera, densa sunt turbulenta, expavescitur, timetur, morbi quoque non desunt, solus exitus securiLatis est portus. Hinc atque illine ingruunt calamitatis incursus infestæ; sed usque ad portum, id est ad exitum, virtutis est tolerare. Inter pericula gubernator navem tuetur et servat. Inter calamitates animus rector hominem gubernat et regit. Quamvig aliquis, periculis paululum temperatis, navigium tractabile ducat; sed potius illa exspectalur, atque triumphis majoribus excipitur navis, quæ turbido flumine cæcos in verticem fluctus potenter excussit. Hanc excipit securitas triumphalis.
我們已經說過,這時代好比大海,其中順境稀少,混亂稠密,充滿驚駭恐懼,也不乏疾病,唯一安穩之處乃是離去的港口。從這邊到那邊,敵對災難的攻擊紛紛湧來;然而直到港口,就是直到離去為止,忍耐乃是德行之責。在危險之中,掌舵者守護並保全船隻;在災難之中,掌管的心靈引導並治理人。縱然有人在危險稍減時能輕易地駕船前行;然而人們更加期待、並以更大凱旋來迎接的,乃是那在洶湧激流中奮力將盲目的波濤甩入漩渦的船。這樣的船,凱旋的平安要迎接她。
We have already said that this age is to be compared to the deep, in which prosperous things are rare, troubled things are thick, there is terror, there is fear, diseases too are not wanting, and the only safe thing is the harbour of departure. On this side and on that the assaults of hostile calamity press in; but right up to the harbour, that is, to the departure, it is the part of virtue to endure. Amid dangers the helmsman guards and preserves the ship. Amid calamities the ruling mind steers and governs the man. Although someone, when the perils are somewhat abated, may bring his vessel along easily; yet rather that ship is awaited, and received with greater triumphs, which has mightily shaken off the blind waves into the vortex of a turbulent stream. Her a triumphal safety receives.
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Speciosus est miles in exercitu constitutus armorum; squalet vero deformi virtute segnis et vacuus, qui in campo, nec sibi est cognitus nec alteri notus. Caret enim laudibus, caret et præmiis. a Et ideo nocivum non debet esse periculum, ubi nascitur praemium. Nec debet miles revocari aut pati formidinem, ubi sequitur pal. ma victoria;. Sua enim felicitate miser est, qui cum infelicitatibus quibus gloria gignitur, nunquam meruit habere conflictum. Nec suam virtutem didicit, quem calamitas non excussit. Semper denique inertibus membris, suarum virium jacet miles ignarus et ignotus sibi, qui nunquam bellorum calentium gloriosis æstibus anhelavit, nunquam sudoribus triumphos invenit.
在武備軍陣中就位的士兵是俊美的;但那懶惰空虛之人,德行殘缺而蒙塵,他在戰場上既不為自己所識,也不為他人所知。因為他缺乏讚譽,也缺乏獎賞。所以在生出獎賞之處,危險就不當被視為有害。凱旋的棕櫚枝所隨之而至的地方,士兵不當被召回,也不當懷有懼怕。因為那從未在生出榮耀的種種不幸中經歷爭戰的人,正因自己的順遂而成了可憐人。災難未曾搖撼他,他就未曾認識自己的德行。總之,那從未在灼熱戰爭的榮耀熱潮中喘息、從未以汗水尋得凱旋的士兵,總是四肢閒懶地躺臥,不知自己的力量,也不認識自己。
Comely is the soldier stationed in the army of arms; but slothful and empty, he grows squalid with disfigured virtue, who on the field is known neither to himself nor to another. For he lacks praises, he lacks also rewards. And therefore danger ought not to be harmful, where reward is born. Nor ought a soldier to be recalled, or to suffer dread, where the palm of victory follows. For by his own good fortune that man is wretched who, with the misfortunes by which glory is begotten, has never deserved to have conflict. Nor has he learned his own virtue whom calamity has not shaken. In short, the soldier who has never panted after the glorious heats of burning wars, who has never found triumphs by his sweat, ever lies with idle limbs, ignorant of his own strength and unknown to himself.
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Nec eum sequitur felicitas præmiorum, qui b sarcinam gestare non vult annorum. Et ideo in usu debet esse quod præmium generat, et optabile quod gloriam parit. Ergo quoniam cum diversis tentationum jaculis dimicandum est nobis: si quid emerserit quod vires examinet, quod membra concutiat, quod animam probet, quasi occasionem muneris arripiamus amplexu virtutis.
那不肯背負軍裝行囊的人,獎賞的福樂也不隨著他。所以那生出獎賞之事當常被實行,那孕育榮耀之事當被渴慕。因此,既然我們必須抵擋試探種種不同的箭矢,若有什麼興起來考驗我們的力量、震撼我們的肢體、試驗我們的靈魂,就讓我們以擁抱德行的心,抓住它,視為得賞賜的良機。
Nor does the happiness of rewards follow him who is unwilling to bear the pack of arms. And therefore that which produces reward ought to be in practice, and that which begets glory to be desired. Therefore, since we must contend against the diverse darts of temptations, if anything should arise which tests our strength, which shakes our limbs, which proves our soul, let us seize it as an occasion for a gift, with the embrace of virtue.
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Ita debet esse animi immobilis virtutis, atque mentis inconcussae robur invictum, ut ex petra in mari quam inter fluctus natura fundavit, quæ undarum tumentium collisione frequenti vapulat nec movetur, Itaque ubi hominem adversa in praelium provocant, et in certamen calamitas urget et cogit, animus felix virtutis clypeo producat armatum, præstetque inter pericula tutum et securum, inter infelicia ostendat felicem, inter angores exhibeat lætum, inter morbidas aegritudines sanum, effliciatque sustinentiæ jaculo, victa calamitate, victorem. Superatur enim morbus in curpore, si discat animus sustinere:
靈魂的德行當如此不可動搖,不受震撼之心的力量當如此不被征服,正如海中那塊磐石,是本性在波濤之間所奠立的,雖被漲起之水頻頻衝擊,卻不移動。因此,當逆境挑動人赴戰、災難催逼強迫人入陣時,願那以德行為樂的靈魂使他披上德行的盾牌上陣,使他在危險中安然穩妥,在不幸中顯為有福,在憂苦中顯為喜樂,在病痛中顯為健全,並在災難被勝過時,以忍耐的標槍使他成為得勝者。因為身體中的疾病必被勝過,只要靈魂學會忍耐:
Such ought to be the unmoved virtue of the soul and the unconquered strength of an unshaken mind, as that rock in the sea which nature founded amid the waves, which is buffeted by the frequent collision of swelling waters yet is not moved. And so, when adversities provoke a man to battle and calamity urges and compels him to the contest, let a soul happy in virtue bring him forth armed with the shield of virtue, and render him safe and secure amid perils, show him happy amid misfortunes, present him glad amid anguish, sound amid diseased sicknesses, and, calamity being conquered, make him a victor by the javelin of endurance. For disease is overcome in the body, if the soul learn to endure.
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et ideo ubi corpus jacet infirmum, in recessibus major alenda est virtus, parandumque quod c nec lassitudo decutiat, aut ætas inclinet. CAP. VI. — Tene igitur, frater, tene fidei robur invictum; tene munimen immobile Christianum, superni vigoris firmitate fundatum; inter languentia membra satisque rigentia, incolume validumque gere iidei animæque scutum, et pigrum viceris morbum perniciosumque languorem. Arietantibus malis, obicibus occurre virtutis. Vince dum vapulas; sic enim potentia Christiana alitur incommodis, malis promovetur adversis. Militiæ convenit Christianae excuti calamitatibus et probari.
因此,身體虛弱躺臥之處,正是在內室裡當滋養那更大德行、預備那疲乏不能擊倒、年歲不能屈折之物的地方。(第六章)弟兄啊,那麼要持守,要持守信德不被征服的力量;要持守那不可動搖、根基立於天上剛健穩固之上的基督徒堡壘;在衰弱僵硬的肢體之間,將信心與靈魂的盾牌完整而剛強地握住,你就必勝過那怠惰的疾病與致命的衰疲。當諸惡撞擊你時,以德行的壁壘迎擊。你受擊打之時就當得勝;因為基督徒的能力正是藉困苦得著滋養,藉逆境之惡得以長進。基督徒的軍旅本當被災難搖撼、被試驗。
and therefore, where the body lies weak, in its inner retreats the greater virtue is to be nourished, and there is to be prepared that which neither weariness may strike down nor age bend low. (Chapter VI) Hold fast then, brother, hold fast the unconquered strength of faith; hold fast the unmovable Christian bulwark, founded upon the firmness of heavenly vigour; amid languishing and stiffening limbs, carry the shield of faith and of the soul whole and strong, and you will conquer the sluggish disease and the pernicious languor. As evils batter against you, meet them with the barriers of virtue. Conquer while you are being buffeted; for thus is Christian power nourished by hardships, and advanced by adverse evils. It befits the Christian warfare to be shaken by calamities and to be tested.
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Ipsius est sub infelicitatibus et angustiis feliciter ampliari, sub pressuris adolescere, et pressuras pubescendo calcare. Ipsius est exercitationibus crebris proprium nutrire munimen, et cum periculis habere certamen. Ipsius est ad portum perpetnæ felicitatis per urentia mundi discrimina navigare, et sub ictibus disciplinæ medicinalis potenter ipsa necessitate regnare. Nostrum est, inquam calamitatis exercitio in gloriæ fastigium sublimari, et malis prementibus, in bona præmia promoveri. Apud nos infirmitas, vel quælibet pressura, argumentum est potentiæ,et mater pro certo palmatæ virtutis:
這軍旅之責,乃是在不幸與困厄中歡然壯大,在重壓之下成長,並藉成長踐踏那些重壓。它之責,乃是藉頻繁的操練滋養自己的防禦,並與危險爭戰。它之責,乃是穿越世界灼熱的危險,航向永遠福樂的港口,並在醫治性管教的擊打之下,藉那必然本身而有力地作王。我說,我們之責,乃是藉災難的操練被高舉到榮耀的巔峰,並在諸惡壓迫之時被提升進入美好的獎賞。在我們這裡,軟弱或任何重壓,都是能力的憑證,也確實是那得棕櫚枝之德行的母親:
It belongs to that warfare to be happily enlarged amid misfortunes and straits, to grow up under pressures, and by growing to trample down the pressures. It belongs to it to nourish its own defence by frequent exercises, and to have contest with dangers. It belongs to it to sail through the burning perils of the world to the harbour of everlasting happiness, and, under the blows of a medicinal discipline, mightily to reign by that very necessity. Ours it is, I say, by the exercise of calamity to be exalted to the summit of glory, and, while evils press, to be advanced into good rewards. With us infirmity, or any pressure whatever, is an argument of power, and assuredly the mother of palm-crowned virtue:
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sicuti beatissimus apostolus Paulus, inter varios ictus, diversaque verbera, et impetus procellosos, in morborum praelio constitutus, ut coelestis armiger in intirmitatibus potens, gloriatur et dicit: Libentissime itaque magis gloriabor in infirmitatibus ut inhabitet in me virtus Christi (II Cor. xn): propter quod libet mihi gloriari in infirmitatibus, in contumeliis, in necessitatibus, in imperfectionibus in angustiis propter Christum. Cum enim infirmor, tunc putens sum (Ibid.); et iterum: Quoties, inquit, infirmor, tunc verius probor, et placeo mihi in infirmitatibus meis. Et iterum cum a se stimulum carnis rogaret auferri, didicit in infirmitate virtutem posse nutriri: inquit:
正如至福的使徒保羅,在各樣的擊打、種種的鞭傷與狂暴的攻擊之中,處於疾病的爭戰裡,如同在軟弱中剛強的天上執械者,誇口說:「所以我更喜歡誇自己的軟弱,好叫基督的能力覆庇我」(哥林多後書十二章):「為此,我為基督的緣故,就以軟弱、凌辱、急難、缺陷、困苦為可喜樂的。我什麼時候軟弱,什麼時候就剛強了」(同上);他又說:「我每逢軟弱,就更真確地被試驗,並且以我的軟弱為喜。」他又求主叫那肉體的刺離開他時,就學到德行能在軟弱中得著滋養:他說:
just as the most blessed apostle Paul, amid diverse blows and sundry stripes and stormy assaults, set in the battle of afflictions, as a heavenly armour-bearer mighty in infirmities, glories and says: 'Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may dwell in me' (II Cor. XII); 'for which cause it pleases me to glory in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in imperfections, in distresses for Christ. For when I am weak, then am I strong' (Ibid.); and again: 'As often,' he says, 'as I am weak, then am I the more truly proven, and I take pleasure in my infirmities.' And again, when he begged that the goad of the flesh be taken from him, he learned that virtue can be nourished in infirmity: he says:
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