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1307 Quoniam, muttis culis prementibus, Ezechielis prophetae librum coram cbarHate vestra totum per ordinem perscrutari non licuit, bonis vestris desideriis placuit petere ut sałtem extrema ejus visio, quæ ei facta est de aedificio in monte constituto, quæ et cunctis est visionibus ejus obscurior, exponi debuisset. Et quidem voluntati vestrae me parere necesse est, sed duo sunt quæ bac in re perturbant ani. mum meum. num;quad æceadem.visio tantæ obscuritatis nebulis tegitur, ut vix in ea aliquid intellectu b interlucente videatur. Aliud, quod jam Agilulphum Langobardorum regem ad obsidionem nostram summopere festinantem e Padum transisse cognovimus (Supra, hom.11, n. 26, et l. v, epist. 40).
因有許多憂慮壓在我身上,未能在你們的愛心面前把先知以西結的整卷書按次序查考完畢,你們良善的心願便樂意求我:至少他末後的異象,就是關於那立在山上的建築所給他的異象,也是他一切異象中最為隱晦的,應當得以講解。我確實必須順從你們的意願,但在這事上有兩件事攪擾我的心:其一,這同一異象被如此深的隱晦雲霧遮蓋,以致藉透進的悟性之光,幾乎在其中看不見甚麼。其二,我們如今得知,倫巴底人的王亞基勒夫竭力急速前來圍攻我們,已經渡過了波河。
Since, with many cares pressing upon me, it has not been permitted to search through the whole book of the prophet Ezekiel in order before your charity, it has pleased your good desires to ask that at least his final vision, which was made to him concerning the building set upon the mountain, and which is more obscure than all his visions, ought to be expounded. And indeed it is necessary for me to obey your will, but there are two things which in this matter perturb my mind. The one, that this same vision is covered with clouds of so great obscurity, that scarcely anything is seen in it through the light of understanding shining through. The other, that we have now learned that Agilulf, king of the Lombards, hastening with all his might to our siege, has crossed the Po.
1435:2
Unde pensate, fratres charissimi, d in caliginosis ac mysticis sensibus penetrare quid valeat mens misera, 13M timoris sui perturbationibus occupata. Quanto, enim circa terrena a plus angitur, tanto in his quae sunt caelestia minus videt; et pro eo quod curis suis extra se ducitur, valde intus minor est, quia, sicut scriptum est. Deprimit terrena inhabitatio sensum multa cogitantem (Sap, IX, !5). Quae enim superiora penetrare etiam collecta non sufficit, pensate quid agere poterit divisa ? Scimus autem, scimus omnes, quia et Huvius qui In multis rivis dividitur, a suo alveo exsiccatur. Sed tamen inter haec adest superna gratia.
所以,最親愛的弟兄們,你們想想:一個被自己懼怕的攪擾所佔據的可憐心思,在幽暗奧祕的意義中能穿透甚麼呢。因為它越為屬地之事憂苦,就越少看見屬天之事;因為它被自己的憂慮引到自身之外,在裡面就大大地縮減了,因為經上記著說:「屬地的居所壓下那思慮萬事的心」(智慧書九15)。因為那即或聚集起來也不足以穿透更高之事的,你們想想它一旦分散,還能作甚麼呢。然而我們知道,我們都知道,就連一條分成許多支流的河,也要在自己的河床中乾涸。但縱然在這些事中,那從上而來的恩典仍然臨在。
Whence weigh, most dear brethren, what a wretched mind, occupied by the perturbations of its own fear, is able to penetrate amid dark and mystical senses. For the more it is anguished about earthly things, the less it sees in those things which are heavenly; and because it is led outside itself by its cares, it is very much diminished within, because, as it is written, 'The earthly habitation presseth down the mind that museth upon many things' (Wisd. 9:15). For that which, even when collected, does not suffice to penetrate higher things, weigh what it will be able to do when divided. But we know, we all know, that even a river which is divided into many streams is dried up from its channel. Yet nevertheless amid these things the supernal grace is present.
1435:3
Et si mentem meam cogitationum mearum pondera deprimunt, vestrorum hanc pennæ desidenorum levant. Obscurum quidem valde est opus quod aglredilnur, sed punamus in animo quia nocturnum ) iter agimus. Restat ergo ut hoc palpando carpamus.
我思念的重擔雖壓下我的心,你們渴望的翅膀卻把它托起。我們所著手的工作固然極為隱晦,但讓我們心裡記定:我們是在走夜間的路程。所以剩下的,就是我們憑著摸索去採取它。
And if the weights of my thoughts press down my mind, the wings of your desires lift it up. Very obscure indeed is the work which we approach, but let us lay it up in mind that we are making a nocturnal journey. It remains therefore that we pluck this by groping.