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V ers. 9.— Qui coepit, ipse me conterat. 20. Efferentem se de virtutibus Deus misericorditer corripit. —Plerumque enim vitiorum contritionem in nobis agere Dominus inchoat; sed cum mens ex ipso exordio provectus extollitur, cumque se jam quasi de virtutibus erigit, saevienti contra se adversario adi- tum pandit, qui cordis intima penetrans, omne quod in ea de studio bonae inchoationis invenerit, confrin- git; tantoque se vehementius in ejus confractione exhibet, quanto et gravius, quia vel ad modicum fuerat provectus, dolet. Unde et teste Evangelio, voce Veritatis, ad neglectam domum conscientiae spi- ritus immundus qui solus exiit cum spiritibus septem redit ( Matth. xii, 45).
Verse 9. — May He who has begun, Himself crush me utterly. 20. God mercifully corrects one who exalts himself over his virtues. — For often the Lord begins to work in us the crushing of vices; but when the mind, from the very beginning of its progress, is lifted up, and when it now as it were raises itself over its virtues, it opens an entrance to the adversary raging against it, who, penetrating the innermost parts of the heart, shatters everything that he finds in it of zeal for a good beginning; and he shows himself the more vehemently in the shattering of it, the more grievously it grieves, because it had been advanced even a little. Whence also, as the Gospel witnesses, by the voice of Truth, to the neglected house of conscience the unclean spirit, who alone went out, returns with seven spirits (Matt. xii, 45).
第九節:——願那已動手者,親自將我徹底壓碎。二十、上帝憐憫地懲治那因己德自高之人。——因為上主往往在我們裡面開始施行對罪惡的壓碎;但當心靈從長進之初就被高舉,當它如今彷彿在自己的德行之上抬舉自己時,便向那向它咆哮的仇敵敞開入口;仇敵滲入內心至深處,將它裡面所尋得的一切美好開端的熱心盡都摧毀;而它既曾稍有長進,其憂傷就越沉重,仇敵在摧毀它時也就越發猛烈地顯出自己。因此,正如福音所見證,藉真理之聲,那獨自出去的污靈帶著七個靈回到那被忽略的良心之家(太十二45)。
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Ne ergo post divinae correptio- nis exordia antiquus hostis subripiat, atque ad virtu- tum confractionem trahat, sanctus vir congrue exorat, dicens: Qui coepit, ipse me conterat. Ac si aperte di- dicat: Hoc, quod in me exorsus est perficere feriendo non desinat, ne desertum me adversario ad contritio- nem tradat. Unde et apte subditur:
Lest, therefore, after the beginnings of divine correction, the ancient enemy should steal in, and drag toward the shattering of virtues, the holy man fittingly prays, saying: May He who has begun, Himself crush me. As if he plainly said: Let Him not cease to perfect by striking that which He has begun in me, lest, abandoning me to the adversary, He hand me over to crushing. Whence also it is fittingly added:
所以,為免在神聖懲治的開端之後,那古蛇仇敵潛入,將人拖向德行的摧毀,聖者恰切地祈求說:願那已動手者,親自將我壓碎。彷彿明明地說:願祂不止息,仍藉擊打成全祂在我裡面所開始之工,免得祂把我撇下交給仇敵、任其壓碎。因此也恰切地補述說: